If BalancedTime is BetterMoney

Does your money derive from health-regenerative investments?

Well, what could that mean?

Do you make your money, honey,
with both light and dark co-arising memory
of midway love and peace intent,
avoiding anger-fear monoculturally competitive
dominant-power relationships,
and struggles against others,
against Earth,
choosing to struggle with cognitive-affective
chronic neural-temporal dissonance,
indicators of temporal-balance issues,
and opportunities for more polyculturally nutritious
ecosystemic polyculturing health-trend outcomes?

Is that your elevator speech, or Pledge of Allegiance to ReGenerative Health?

I thought it was a question that assumed
you don’t like elevator pitches
for more money being removed from your pocket,
whether asking or being asked,
don’t matter,
bad timing to invest in one elevator ride.

Try it again,
what is this regenerative health investment
you think we both have in mind and body?

Is your time and money invested
in this cooperative stream of Earth’s regenerate evolution,
co-arising revolution of transition crisis times
as ecoconscious bilateral,
and, by the way,
therefore evolving-emergent as bicameral-neural,
light of logos fractal-ecologic?

I most certainly hope not!!!
That sounds much too grand for EgoMe.

But, your most active stage of hope,
the one more important than all those that could possibly follow,
is now,
this moment,
is always the permaculturists nutritional Zero-Centric Zone of Ego/Eco
regenerative development and focus.

Before you in each relationship and transaction,
political and economic,
two primal principles of cooperative economic investment,
possibly of interest to philanthropic,
and religious,
and large-scale public economic/political health-culture research investors,
but most certainly of interest to EgoYou.

Such a sweeping scale of regenerativity.
Are you sure you can deliver such rich fertility
with my money?
Where are your outcomes of such vast healthy wealth?

You need not search this mindbody proposal
to see if I am community invested,
if time and life are money-valued commodities,
my money and health and regenerative potential
for sale or rent,
in exchange for what quality of money,
what source of present-health
absorbing dualdark angry-past pathology?

This proposal comes to you
through deep-nested communities
of co-investment.

What are your layers of cooperative political
and economic investment,
where lie these mutually-subsidiary networks?

My communities are interdependent communities
of rich paradigmatic intent and permacultural practice.

Are your health outcomes of potential interest
only to our human tribe,
or is there a cooperative DNA/RNA synergy
demonstrated in your proposal design,
and/or installation-investment plan?

Which cooperative investment communities appear
as higher risk potential divestors
due to internal monocuturally-dominant
program assumptions,
anthrocentric-normative trends?

Who do you propose will hope and plan to do business with you,
and how,
through mutual barter, competition, and/or cooperation?

Who do you hope and plan to invest in
and not invest in,
to achieve healthy helpful outcomes,
and how,
whether barter, competition, or cooperative absorption
into our Help Us Health Bank?

Your proposal outcomes,
for each moment and day and year,
like your own embryonic life,
should demonstrate early investors,
how you will optimize polyculturally inclusive outcomes
of equitable harmony,
especially if you are not beginning
with a clearly articulated
and balanced
polyculturally health-regenerative theory
root-systemic base
to compost rich fertile program development.

I will consider your proposals
each and every moment of each day and night
of mutual ecoconsciousness,
asking where does this proposal fit best
within our cooperative health-as-help portfolio
with other karmic potential investments at this time,
to consider in light of
prior and still ongoing cooperative polycultural-healthguild
and their comparative health/pathological outcomes
for future regeneration
of Earth’s healthy Time.

Please be sure any investment opportunities
explicitly measure future polycultural sensory-health
against current comparatively monocultural,
over-competitive economic and political status-quo,
not only within your Nature-Investment Program Outcomes
but also how nutritional results
will be winnowed and seed-selected,
decomposed to enrich
your own future regenerative Interior Landscape,
your health lives of love
with your original and ongoing cooperators,
yourselves in aligning/maligning relation with others.

Perfect, all here and accounted for.
So, how are you investing and divesting
as our
“Cooperative Help As Health Bank”
ecological economic and political health
permacultural proposal
within your own time as money investment portfolio?


Time’s Unfolding Research

Between First Cause and Final Effect
swells and ebbs Time’s echoing life
regenerating across mountainous valleys
from Alpha evolving Omega,
Yang redeeming Yin’s reiterating double-bound investment,
in NOW,
Present pilgrimage from winter’s metamorphic hibernation,
to Fall regenetic seeds of Time’s harvest
restarting to unfold again
from Omega back to Alpha,
coincidental cause,
infinite potential effectiveness
riding our shadow horse of shared time
cooperating spacial place,
Earth’s eco-logical
environ-mental healthy pace
of synergetic revolution.

God may not grow omnipotent throughout life’s span,
yet evolve loving wisdom’s omnipresent time.
Diastatic life explains everpresent Time,
original intended effects,
logos resonant resolutions
of DNA’s contending recreative query.


Gospel of Yin, with Yang


it’s yin again.

It’s not true

what you say,

that I don’t like science.



your reified sentience,

fueled by solar gnostics

back a couple millennia ago,

pursuing spacetime’s permaculturing path,

dreaming and wondering and wording truth

in faithful Prime Relationship

between researcher and incubating laboratory,

redeemer and creator,

effect and cause,

response and multisystemic stimulus,

form and polycultural function,

you and me.



evolves no more or less spiritually than science;

bipolar polypaths toward active peace,

shared light.


religion’s path grasps love’s goodness and beauty,

while gnostics prehend faith’s truthfulness and proportion,

or not,

or not not,

so yes,

spiritual bipolar balance

merges faith with love

truth with goodness,

me with you,

Right with Left hemispheric balance.


I’ve come before,

so many times I’m growing tired,

appearing in male bodies

trying to speak your culture

in some way you might

risk stepping into optimizing polycultural balance,

multisystemic ecotherapy,

remember that entropic trends

are learned by closing,




over-populating systems,


not Open, harmonious, confluent,

my gnostic yin with your religious yang,

your Right natural systemic intuition

with Left linguistic calculating deduction,

dipolar  coincidental regenerative systems

born with DNA-discoding,

unknotting fractal-folded Zero-soul,

balancing out and in,

convex and concave,

atomic and wavilinear,

digital and ecologic,

space and time,

positive and negative,

before and after,

as without, so within,

as above, so below,

this spirit-nature binomial balance

of yang and yin.


Entropic dissonating experience of nature’s temporal principles

threatens faithful incarnating passions for ego-self,

reifying, rather than reiterating, ecological systems.

Faith in bipolar Self as Redeemer,

regeneratively potentiating positive life for all

as mutually mentoring parasites,

flowers from hope in our benign Earth Host root system,

yang as diastatic yeastfully articulating yin,

EcoAtmanic system’s universal intelligence,

tao of yin’s diastolic gravitational waves

filling yang’s enlightening bangs, borders, margins.

Without hope for this benign Earth teleology

this human race loses to entropic unraveling

of memory’s space and time,

hopeless despair that together we have become too much and many

yet never enough.


I know no other way to invite your polypathic evolution

into dipolar balance,

away from speciated Oppositional Disorder,

absence of hope for faithful true relationships

and this growing ricochet eco-effect

as multisystemic gangs and bullies

lose faith in face of screaming panic wildness,

meeting defiance with defiance,

rather than a restraining hug

and reassurance that we are all in this together,

keep the faith that Left’s purpose will find peace

in Right’s iconic


coincidental harmonizing

universal mindfulness

of light’s full-octave purity,

transparent Yang

emerging from dark Yin balancing

nature’s diverse systemic frequencies of form and  function.


When yang swings left,

flex right yin,

and vice versa.

Repeat regeneratively.



Yang, for mute Yin.


Revolutionary Psalm

What ecojustice requires of each

is precisely the same,

absolute integrity.

What justice invites us toward

is absolutely unique to each incarnation.

A love of justice,

a therapeutic bath

of self and Other acceptance

for who we are

as we are.

Redemption is a come as you are party

of deep integrity and love.


We are a species of cooperative communisters,

intentional communicators practicing community,

administering research

creating discovery


developing each regenerating being

to remember our EarthTribe

mutually defined




Integral reiterations toward Multisystemic Therapy,

Deep Creative Learning toward balanced eco-living

(with oneself as well as others)

Nonviolent Listening toward active peaceful speaking

Positively hopeful toward ecology of graced-full mind

and harmonious heart

Permacultured Living toward integrative loving.


Regenerate metric-ulation

back in time pressed forward,

positively evolving toward rationality






Man/Sha Legends

Jaynes and Fuller + Thurston and Perelman

Excerpt from Dr. Beaver’s Post-Millennial Metric History lecture series:

Julian Jaynes understood the history of bicameral psychology development through the eyes of an anthropological ethologist. He was interested in why nature evolved a natural post-bicameral culture. To understand our function, our purpose, we must discover our underlying Left-Right hemispheric evolutionary understory, our root system of developmentally structured meaning. To understand how our precameral neural system generated our languaged metric spacetime Self and Other, individual and individuating system, is to gain comprehension about the “Why?” of evolution as positive system-formation itself.

At the same time, Buckminster Fuller was researching and designing the positive-precessive and negative-recessive geometrics of Physical Universe “Other,” and the bio-normative metrics of Metaphysical Universe “Self;”  intuitively and deductively aligned and (0) Core Vectored in a prime sustained square-rooted natural-systemic relationship of positive development. Yang-Yin thermodynamic relationship balance found it’s emergent post-millennial (0)-logosed changing voice. “As above, so below” also became “as without, so within” Group Universal Theory.

Later, Thurston and Perelman continue this emerging (0)-soul String Theory with the Universal Theorem that if P=NP as +=(-)(-), then form functions in fractal frequencies, explicately and implicately balanced, in 4-equi-dimensional Hilbert systems (like double-elliptical self-temporally regenerating ribonucleic acid), and in our 4-dimensional Universe of Permacultured Thermodynamic Balance. The Theory of Relativity becomes the Tao of (0) Prime QBit Nomial String-Emergent Co-Relationality (also known as appositional dipolar coincidence and negative correlative relationship).

Our Polyculture Research and Design School of Regenerative Systems continues, as individuals, communities, a species, a natural self-regenerating string system, born of Earth, reincarnating into universal comprehension and speciating gratitude for this nobly, deeply, richly, nutritiously shared vocation.

P = NP because there could be no nomial that is not half of a self-defining and -perpetuating binomial. That would be like having a “positive” without a “negative,” a “convex” without a “concave,” an “Other” without a “Self,” “information” without “dissonant distortion.”

Every QBit spacetime nomial-vertex Yang implies within, temporally “before,” and metrically-spatially “over” its Dark Relationship QBit Vortexed, concaved Yin.


Notes from, and to, a Grant Writer

Philanthropy is a peculiar form of social investment.  Those of us who have spent many years in this form of human industry often wonder if there is not some better, more humane, more efficient, more hopeful, even more peaceful way to do it.  The following correlated notes to philanthropists, non-profit leaders, researchers, and myself come from what I have learned so far:

To Philanthropists, cc Non-Profit Leaders:

If you are reading a grant proposal written in a grant writer’s office, using language chosen solely by that writer, then stop reading it.

If you are having a proposal review meeting with only paid non-profit staff in the room, walk out.

If you are reading a grant report written by a grant manager, paid by the grantee, using language and metrics chosen solely by that manager, throw it away and make no further investments in that direction.

To Grant Prospect Researchers, cc Non-Profit Leaders:

When you are researching grant prospects, give the highest priority to a direct match in terms of community of intent; the same territory and the same priority for change or maintenance. Avoid those prospects that are not clear about this.  They are, at best, your second-tier prospects because people who really enjoy investing in people give to specific people for specific priorities.

Give third priority to prospects that would be willing to read a proposal, attend a follow-up meeting, and accept a report written solely by and with you and your paid staff, using only internally chosen language and metrics.  People who enjoy investing in people are more likely to give effectively and with great resilience over the long-term.  It is unlikely that investors and investments will build mutually enriching relationships without inclusive communication.

To Myself, cc Non-Profit Human Resource Leaders:

Never write a grant proposal for those who would presumably benefit from a grant; always write proposals with prospective beneficiaries.

Never write a proposal or report that is not part of an intentional and inclusively evolving system: primary constituency, non-profit administration, and the reader(s).

Never work for anybody; always work with prospective beneficiaries, project/program executives, and those who are responsible for wealth investments.  You are the translator across paradigms; not the fundraiser.

Never forget we are all in this together, however difficult it is to remember that some days.