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When I Was Eight

I owned a warm breezed first Spring day
in radiantly refulgent sun
between billowed cumulative clouds
white as sailing sheets
on our vibrating
shaking and tugging cotton clothesline
swaying multi-colored tops
and sun bleached blue jean bottoms.

Like God,
I looked curiously
benignly
warmly down

As industrious ants
with apparently urgent missions
I would never learn how to assign
chewed and sniffed their singular ways
through a forest of shading grass
over dappled shadow soil

Vibrant blades of pointed grass
as tall as trees to ambitious worker ants
sometimes militaristic
but now peacefully recovering
discovering thawed warm roots
of cooperative deep dark Earth.

I could not own a wealthier Spring day
except just now,
at sixes with seven,
often remembering this polished day
and night dreamed moment
beside breeze blown white sailing ships
of sun-scent cotton state
breathing in under first fresh cut lawn
to notice how wee ants live
side-by-side
refurbishing
rubbing up against and with
warm lamped memories

Recreating paths
by imaginatively embodying them
yet again

This first-owned warm Spring breeze
of wistful
divine memory.

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Fear InBetween Faith

Gratitude’s past grief
brief repast

When re-articulating grief
becomes transparently warm passion,
yet without terrifying overheated anger,
we are together filled with resonantly vulnerable sound
and traumatic sight,

Therein opens new possibilities,
avenues,
tides,
streams,
neurological highways
surfing for resiliently polypathic gratitude,

An experiential reminder,
a virtuous feedback loop,
in which daily reborn life intends love
extends above
down beyond,
deeply rooted within
all Other
awareness;

Grief of anciently fore-shadowed separation
to repair EarthTribe’s loyal gratitude.

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Sublime Loneliness

When Yang-strong Egos
like a great FirstWorld nation,
or an ecologically robust multiculturing community,
or a theologically resilient
good faith
polypathic sacred communion,
or a democratically healthy
cooperatively owned
and polyculturally managed corporation
regenerately restore DNA-structured 8-fold universes
transubstantiating fertile infinity becoming resonantly wealthy,

Then Earth’s nutritional YinFlow stage-theories
reiterate polypathic cognitive integrity
of original paradigmatic ZeroZone reweaving
for regenerating healthy blood within as wealthy words without,
yin as robustly effluent yang

RightSoul as LeftNature
convexly re-associating secular investments re-invite sacred natural history
embodied teachers and preachers, yet often deductively homeless
bicameral Right, lonely, seeing inter-relating ZeroSouls
concavely sacred eco-powering Ego’s belonging
among reweaving ancient childhood companions,
cognitive re-creating images
re-connecting thoughts with voices
composed of memory’s healthy v pathological
trusted v violating
homeless ZeroZone feelings
emerging from gracious laughing WiseElder choices

ReLearning non-sectarian life
as resilient journey
reconnecting sacred love’s non-violent bottom-line standards
inviting eternal homeless fluid moments
infinite ultra-nonviolet
in-between Ego’s self-conscious TaoTime
co-arising lonely co-incident identities
co-empathic
co-present

Yet mutually blind without emotive belonging,
lack of post-millennial WinWin experience
inside/outside
sacred/secular bilaterally lonely
divine/humane voiceless polypathic grace.

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Addiction to RightWing Prison

A culture steeped in retribution
becomes blind to freedom’s contributions
accessed best through healing restorations,
trust,
virtual stuff
for democracies most resilient.

A society resisting love’s innovative brilliance
comic and jazzy improvising resonance
healing ecosystemic egos dissonant
from aquatic wombs of patient advent,

Adventuring winter’s iceflows of stark stuckness,
as impatient as a tongueless mess
stuck to a frozen metalic national goalpost
just as bells and climate whistles end recess
sound a new tune of chaotic harvest.

National prison lobbies
would lock up tongues and time
arbitrarily confining unconverted inmates lying
behind naked bars of self-isolation
and electric waves of competing institutions,
Walls against multiculturing opportunity,
defensive moats with hungry crocodiles,
black and white defenses against sinful lazy aliens,
and aggressive ballistic lobbyists
addicted to non-conversations
of fear and self-righteous anger,
marketing everyday all-white lies
of capital-hoarding omission.

Collective fears of punishing reparations
for sins against past and future poor regenerations
expands like melting ice-slow crystals
freezing fear escapes so many freedom wronged,
confined by greed against imprisoned selves
against relentlessly orthodox “Other.”

Mutlihappy revolutions of 2020 vision,
listening to prison’s sad social addictions
powering over
to rediscover yin-power with prisoners
together decriminalizing
desecularizing
retenderizing
pardoning humane nature
for past angry RedState patriarchal crimes
against Earth’s cooperative matriarchal freedom
green inspiring Spirit.

All of which causal root to reflective branches came,
then took off again,
to show
One WhiteHouse addiction
to a HillHell of competing prison power
is another’s enchantment
and/or disenchantment.

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SoulTrain Scripture

Back in ancient matriarchal time
Divine inspiration told sacred stories
of epic journeys
for creation and birthing re-creation
and against death and degeneration

Around fire-circles
for cooking
and cleaning
and keeping wolves
and shape-shifters at bay
away from form-drifter nightmares.

These were told
and retold
like a wealthy creolizing river of DNA codex
speaking in four gospel prime voices,

And only then
began to become more patriarchal orthodox
as written down
in fundamentally evangelical missionary monoculturing
monotheistic Bibles.

Yet, even so,
what were they breathing in
while divinely expiring out?

As if DNA diversity
would be more self-regeneratively fluid and effective
when labeled in LeftBrain deductive networks
growing more pathology free
through authoritative cross-referenced liberty to read
Codex Either/Or
with Both/And double-bound
in-between binary binomial bilateral ingenuous integrity
of Left secular commodification
with Right sacred unification
co-operation

Dipolar co-arising
Left scientific Right sacred co-evolutions
of ecopolitical empowering/disempowering
scripture telling

Original multicultural matriarchal outside CreationStories
inside deep ecologically wealthy Voices.
Back in ancient matriarchy
timelessly understoried
warm womb of Time our reborn selves.

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Outside Voices Choices

Some of us,
admittedly too few
in my detached opinion,
still search for Beauty in metrics
and for Truth in arts
and integrity in humanity
with and for divinity
studies.

Probably few LeftBrain dominant Egos
ever thought to bother fixing us
so all our secular reasons
would no longer also feel like colorful sacred seasons
of spiraling regenerate creolizations
secular-sacred co-relations.

Through neglect
a faithful remnant remains polypathically redeemed
in this and each WinWin moment,
saved from monoculturing WinLose EgoZoic compromises,
detached from excessive EcoZoic needs for insurance
re-assurance
against WinLose monocultural compromises
denying co-arising NatureSpirit EarthTribe promises,
Yang-Yin goodfaith histories
written in PositivEnergy Democracy narratives,
matriarchal network herstories
of ZeroZone DNA wombs and RNA seeds.

EgoEco-Balancers contemplate through discerning quiz
after each unsatisfactory WinLose meeting
and absence of co-investment.

Who invites me to restore cooperative peace and justice first?

1. Evolutionary-Devolving Historical Fate?

2. Each Saint-Sinner
Sacred-Secular
Yang-GoodFaith
Yin-Bad Lack of FlowingFaith
Other?

3. EgoCentric LeftBrain dominant
not quite so WinWin WiseElder
ZenSoul me?

Did I promise FullMoon
to SolarRadiant
PolyPathic Entertainment
but settled for another WinLose competition?

More of an ego-eco unlogical
Win outside to Lose inside system?
Rather than a SecularLeft/SacredRight
WinWin Theo-EcoLogical
deep inside-outside learning voices
restorative therapeutic network

For cooperative MotherGaia reforesting
ecological economic WinWin projections,
Go TellUs On the Mountain
post-millennial climate health v pathology
prophecies.

Well,
my loyal WinWin soldier,
listen to your GaiaMama Yin
with green and blue highlights ecoside,
and right red-blooded baptisms
ego co-redemption side,
polyculturally committed
even when Ego-you remains monoculturally afraid
and angry depressed
and suppressed
by xenophobic haters,
criticizers,
punishers,
WinLose abandoners,
badfaith colonizing funda-mentalists
for bad monoculturing old news

Who have not seen,
since innocent childhood,
Earth’s beautiful nature
as also a true cooperative spirit,
and true and healthy secular Nature
as also beautiful sacred voices
of polyculturing Spirits,
already too long kneeling through lifetimes
and sleeping
and deaf to inside-outside
NatureLeft with Elder HolonicSpirit Right
co-dying pathological climate trends.

Loyal Messianic Gospel Soldiers
remain WinWin adament
about restoring ZeroZone understanding,
If forced by ecopolitical powers
to WinLose compromise,
Better to be GaiaMama Yin oppressed
and accurately LeftBrain suppressed inauthentic
than LoseLose abandoned
by hope of PositivEnergy Democracy
and faith in climate health
for future generations.

From Yin-rooted innocent Left-Right childhood,
we have undergone psychosocial
as ecopolitical WinWin downsizing,
suppressing RightBrain sacred emotions,
co-passionate desires
to remain cooperatively innocent
of Others’ WinLose retributive campaigns,
advocating history’s conservative
fundamental unhealthy behaviors
and unkind fascist hurtful opinions
extracted from nature
reductive secular evolutionary competition models
without faith in coterminous
sacred WinWin Revolutions.

What sensual sense could we paranoid not find
denying WinWin sacred evolutionary
complex evidence
of sacred EarthTribe’s past creolization,
YangHere sanctification
co-arising and coloring YinYin
WinWin
Zero double-binding Now?

Perhaps all of us,
admittedly too many,
in my detached patriarchally extracted
and exhausted
opinion,
still search for PolyPhonic Beauty
in nutritional metrics,
and Truth in zero-zone arts,

And expect Sacred Integrity
enculturing humanity
with and for and of
matriarchal divinity studies
of organic wombs as incubating
inside to outside seeds.

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