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Professor Yangyinstein’s Agenda

The Professor’s campaign
although stealthily benign
still co-arose fair hecklers.

How can you reassure me
that our vulnerable children
will not hate me
and you
for stealing from all Earth’s tribal presence,
and any possibility of healthy future?

While Yangyinstein stood stunned
with wonder
about all the possibilities singing such reassurance

What I must know right now
from you who would lead us
not just through your permaculturally policied principles
of systemic process with polyculturally beloved results,
but also concretely through these next four years,
what is your cooperative political
and economic experience with
your family
your neighborhood
your established constituency of mutual healthy-wealth?
How is your EcoTribe
informed by pursuit of wealth as inclusive health,
by richly nutritious optimization choices and deliberative process,
moving you away from Business As Usual,
Win-Lose familiar,
even familially familiar for some,
strategies toward suboptimizing competitive investments,
invented by deductive-reductive Left-brain dominant enslavement.

Before the final “t” had echoed,
a pithy shot from Left to Right:

Please let us not settle for winning now
by choosing policies dissonant with global
through local
positive synergetic eco-consciousness, now.

Professor’s mind reeling
with all this yinyin feeling
so appealing beyond reasons
unpeeling within their best seasons
of karma-roots growing grace-flowers.

When from the weasel stealthy back
yin wilted with guilt on the edge of our forest,
self blame,
too comfortable with living only halfway
within this United Upper 5% of Consumers,
stealing 28% of time’s encrusted fossil investment
as if by collective right
as if without loss irreparable to the 95% co-repressingly unhealthy
today
and the 100% of future life generations
born nearly bankrupt
of healthy economic and ecologically wealthy trends
suffering from our eco-pathological
Left-brain enslaving dominatrix
increasingly autistic and withdrawn
bender,
over-investing in high risk eco-dislogical Win-Lose
economic assumptions
not supported by endosymbiotic co-enculturating functions
of Time’s regenerative evolution.

Reiterative echoes rang through Yangyinstein’s bicameral ears
speaking bilateral timelessness
in confluent co-gravitation of transparent harmony,
yang Left deductive languaged
yin Right inductive syntaxed:

My mind grows tired
endless self-referencing loops
language
voices.
As my body co-arises
endless SelfOther referencing rituals
and permacultural practices,
breaths and heart beats and wind songs
nature’s beauty and wholeness sounds
of warm confluent sap
richly remembered river
confluently flowing syntax, DNA-opti-nomial balanced.
Your body only speaks
languages of wisdom and suffering dissonant pain,
but your mind listens through metrically regenerative syntax;
PolynomialPositive P grows Left-dominant deductive
WHILE
NotNot Polynomial’s RNA-Right Roots remain dominant inductive
autonomic-aptic/synaptic balanced
AND
all the above is Left-brain language
for Right-brain comprehension;
Yang = P
OVER
NotYin + NotYin = N(NP) double-transparently celled cosmology.
Tao as Time’s Bilateral Regenerative Balance
toward Binary/Binomial/Bilateral Co-Arising Eco-Consciousness.
What you thought of as “evil”
is stealthy weasel medicine of reversing “live”s syntax
and icons
and ions
for decompositionally imaginative
and intuitively predictive
purposes,
dream-dancing our revolutionary understory
of bicameral dissonance
between PricklyYangs and GooeyYins.

Professor listened deeply
to speak to Business As Competitively Left-brained Usual:

“I hope it is clear how this [our] story
maps onto the real economy
[of our timeless political-relational religion].
Because of [Win-Lose strategic] interest,
at any given time
the amount of money [spiritual/physical value] owed
is greater than
the amount of money [value] already existing.
To make new money [metaphysical value]
to keep the whole [physical] system going,
we have to breed more chickens [commodities],
we have to create more ‘goods and services’
[and/or create a higher cooperative quality].
The principal way of doing so
is to begin selling something
that was once free
[through all of Time, to share in Commons of Earth’s Tribe].
It is to convert
[yinyin] forests into [yang] timber,
[yin] music into [yang] product,
[yin] ideas into [yang] intellectual property.
[yin] social [cultural relational] reciprocity
into [yang] paid services [economic transaction reductionism].”

But, this EarthTribe Body,
with confluent bicamerally balancing mind,
hears and proposes platforms and parties
of endless SelfOther Win-Win rituals
and practices,
breaths and heart beat meditation medication,
bird songs and eco-logic of healthy wealth
nature’s echoing beauty and wholeness sounds
of warm permacultural confluence
richly remembered as confluent syntax,
DNA/RNA regenerative balance
outweighing cognitive/affective dissonance
and overly anxious settling for assonance
where full polycultural harmonics
rest
just waiting to sing their tipping points
more loudly.

Your voices with mine,
that is our agenda.
Your voices without mine,
that is my politically economic self-optimizing agenda
to hear and harmonize
regeneratively.

 

Note: Quote is from Professor Charles Eisenstein, pp. 100-1, Sacred Economics: Money, Gift, and Society in the Age of Transition, 2011, Evolver. A most enlightening read for those who buy toilet paper and coffee all the way through those engaged in political process to build cooperative economic networks. Verse format and comments within brackets are mine, and not intended to be other than cooperative embellishment to what already shines alone. There is also at least an implied hint here about how I believe a permacultural designer and developer of systems might respond to the Clay Math Institute’s P v NP issue. I believe time’s co-gravitational response is that P=N(NP) as space-concave is to bilaterally co-arising time-convex. At a deep Left-Right hemispherically balanced deduct/induct resonance level of eco-consciousness, I suspect we all autonomically/neurally believe that Positive Exterior is equivalent to its Double-Negative Interior Landscape, as this is the syntax of RNA’s unfolding/refolding form with function.

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Professor Weasel’s Weaving Game Theory

The object of life’s cooperative game,
began Professor Weasel
in his low-voiced stealthy ways,
is to continue deferring to Others
with mutually subsidiary
positive intention
to co-arise Win-Win.

We only know life’s regenerative game
has become more monoculturally Win-Lose,
when we are no longer offered a turn to play.
Until that time,
we default with positive psychological intention
toward Win-Win heuristic assumption
that Win-Win is appositional confluence
of systemic logic and strategy,
while Lose-Lose is cognitive dissonance
of chaotic random absence.

That our game continues
becomes permaculturally
and then polyculturally,
benign Win-Win reassurance
of ego/eco-conscious balance.

That our game continues lop-sided
becomes permaculturally threatening
to Win-Lose evolutionary theories
unable to explain regenerative revolutions
of life’s continued gaming story.

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Culture’s Driver

How are ya Harry?

How are ya Sue?

It’s been too little smiles:

You are my sunshine,

Unforgettable Sue…

It’s been too many miles

of egocentric unbalanced siloes of monoculturally satiated feeding

But, I still remember you

through streams of hazy octave harmonies, fractal echoes of shadowy smoke

and mirrors reflecting bilateral timelessness as bicameral eco-logicalness,

flowing strings dancing with RNA revolving rings

of Yes = double-binding no synaptic resistance to co-gravitation

defining Positive Bicameral Eco-Consciousness.

Note: Italics informed by “Taxi Driver”, Harry Chapin.

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Turning Ballistics into Ballast

“The desire for personal exculpation from the sins of society is a kind of fetish,
akin to solar panels on a 4,000-square-foot house.”

Exemption from our anti-social competition and egocentrism
is a desire for ever more cognitive dissonance
as suboptimization of eco-consciousness,
perpetuating our collective delusion
worshiping at the altar of win-lose competitive markets and choices
as self-perpetuating survival identity,
implied threat of Other’s success,
Earth’s insufficiency to provide,
lifetime’s fleeting universe of opportunity,
failure to trust Time’s timelessly transparent cooperative process.

“What, exactly, is this ‘money power’?”

What is Yang power?

“…I sometimes run into people who have read books…that make a persuasive case for an ancient global conspiracy [B. Fuller, “steering”]
dedicated to a ‘New World Order,’…[of J Macy’s “Active Hope”]
…conspiracy theories give too much credit to the ability of humans
to successfully manage and control complex systems.
Something mysterious is certainly going on,
and the ‘coincidences’ [co-arisings] that people…cite
defy conventional explanation,
but if you’ll allow a moment’s indulgence in metaphysics,
I think ultimately what is happening is that our deep ideologies
and [ecosystemic, DNA-encrypted] belief systems,
and their unconscious shadows [syntax],
generate a matrix of [polymorphic] synchronicities
that looks very much like a [benign] conspiracy
[steering of time’s four-seasoned unfolding].
It is in fact a conspiracy with no [systemic]conspirators.
Everyone is a[n enslaved] puppet,
but there are no puppet-masters.”
[There are few enslaved-slaveowners,
and none who could be systemic freedom-masters.]

(Quotes from Charles Eisenstein, pp. 90-91, Sacred Economy, 2011, Evolver,
comments in brackets and format changes are my own wilderness.)

Enslavement is universal
but cooperative co-arising parasites
are unitarianly powerful.

Slavery is forced ownership of parasite B
by A’s full-time Host agenda.

Slavery, in anthropomorphic cultures,
is collectively ego-morphic
(in contrast to polymorphic nature)
and fear and anger
toward and from which enslaving ownership of Other’s time derives
and predicts to continue,
are also nondually relational,
or “relative,”
as Einstein used the term.

Enslaver force perpetuates Ego’s forceful angry deductions,
self survival through creating victims,
reduction of self
to destroyer of time’s inclusive fullness
as someone who could cooperatively share all Others’ ego-healthy will
for equivalent freedom from freedom to enslave or not,
source of nature’s co-gravitational unfolding,
timeless freedom of self/other co-belonging.

Those nations,
corporations,
families,
tribes,
individuals,
informating biosystems,
with vastly disproportionate wealth deposits,
divorced from cooperative health and well-being investments,
not only steal power’s freedom from those without enough to interdependently thrive,
our unbalanced yangish wealth also steals our own collective mental health,
fearing fair freedom’s inevitable repercussions of evolution,
climatic transitions
struggling to repress nondual codependent enablement
of negentropically transparent ego-death.

On the other hand,
as we feel our most resonant light of wisdom,
as we have checked our intuitions with good multisystemic empirical research
on optimal development of polymorphic polycultures,
interior and exterior landscaped,
both endo- and ecto-symbiotically co-arising evolutionary revolutions,
as we step into our deduct/induct
ballistic/ballast for balancing thresholds of ecological consciousness
and become time’s agent-door,
swinging positively as West deductive,
and double-negatively as East intuitive reiterations,
where West is Left and East is Right harmonics
we learn to ballast these fears and angers in temporal
and proportional alignment
for optimal thermodynamic balance,
and co-arising cooperative love.

This day,
each day,
even these bone-aching heart-breaking days of loneliness,
desperate revolutions of interior/exterior climates,
fear with anger;
This Life’s day
is you, nondual positive/negative correlational-dipolar co-arising.
You co-operatively revolting is your phoenix revolution.
Your Time.
Your Moment.
Our Moment’s timeless time.
Our cooperative ecosystemic life

Turning Self and Other’s competitive and paranoid ballistics
into Ego/Eco’s cooperative ballast
toward Active Revolutionary Hope.

Note: Joanna Macy’s Work That Reconnects is not a conspiracy theory, it is a co-arising systemic theory for active hope to deactivate despair.

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Domestic Wilderness

Difference between crazy wildness and genius
may be soundness of deeply revolutionary resonance,
discerned and discovered
through transparent co-arising communicants
within a symbiotic culture of paradigms
and co-gravitating consciousness.

I can’t say for sure
as I live in an intentional tribe of mutual ignorance,
each denying our complicity in Business As Usual dissonance.

Difference between cognitive dissonance
and suboptimizing assonance
appears to be the null set.

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Unholy Sanctity

My fetal alcoholic bipolar:

“sometimes I experience low anxiety
and act like a happy drunk”

“sometimes,
like when entering new places
and situations,
I experience high anxiety
and act like a very bad
and mean-spirited drunk
with immense juvenile curiosity and overload,
near total sensory loss of ego v. eco-boundary,
megalomaniacal tendencies,
also known as pediatrically-challenged
Oppositional Disorder,”

which feels like an understatement some days and nights
of every day
of my life
since she,
now nearly 14,
was five.

daughter Yang and I attempted to visit
Sacred Community last week,
uninvited.

A sole positive outcome
from this 9:20 AM Sunday rather-early morning visit,
is to have set the bar for achieving more positive outcomes
very low indeed.

At the same time,
Yang seems motivated to be included
and to establish new positive-healthy relationships
with peers
and within a familial-participatory
multigenerational community.

What Yang and I might be able to bring,
in co-redemptive return for inclusion
as invited, greeted, welcomed members

(also the threshold for my African-American
also-gay-male husband
to bring YinYin,
my youngest of three sons,
with paraplegic palsy and cortical/bielliptical blindness,
with great roaring delight preference for pipe organs
and human singing voices)

Perhaps I could
cooperatively partner with you and/or other
interested and invested members
who may already have one or more family members
not able to join your community
as a complete family
or household tribe
due to boundary issues
between this UU community’s
cooperatively intended culture
and the often less mutual, much less cooperative, intentions
of some neutrally/neurally challenged cultures,
Interior Landscapes of Not-So-Permacultured Design.

Perhaps we could talk together
our mutual needs to optimize
each family’s and community’s inclusion of diverse truths trend.

Perhaps we could find
or create
a low-stim focus,
exercise,
stretching and breathing and balanced-walking meditation,
song and dance liturgical space
for these mutually messed-up folks
of all generations
to practice a more cooperative spirituality
of being with each other
in safe and healthy ways,
and fun; humor and mutual-performance entertainment count,
with big positives,
like writing narrative poetry
to communities you have seldom met.
“What would you say
if you dared be true?”

Perhaps we could then form a child-care cooperative
and any care-givers not needed each Sunday
could attend regular services,
where I would love to sing tenor in your choir.

I can also do male soprano voice,
as needed or wanted,
and preferably both.

I would love to be part of your Green Sanctuary process,
leading to cooperative community economic
and ecological leadership
in climate change responsive
and responsible (informed, balanced, polyculturally decomposed and analyzed together)
Earth Rights advocacy;
including some reconnecting experience
with Joanna Macy’s “Work That Reconnects.”

Perhaps I could also meet other poets
or narrative-essay writers,
or even homily writers,
or fiction writers,
playwrites,
music writers and lyricists,
to self-organize “Everything Slams Universally-Unitarian”
liturgical themes.

Perhaps we would find and enjoy and amuse each other,
amongst our multisystemic and paradigmatic ideas,
while applying Permacultured Design and Development
to both the Interior and Exterior Landscapes
of evolving organic systems,
like individuals,
and even more universal formation systems,
trying to balance their unitarian flow,
from faith communities to political parties,
from economic to ecological policy platforms
for optimizing health as wealthy abundant life,
Beloved UU (All Souls Inclusive)
“just a little bit Taoist leaning”
Community.

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Dear Janus-Face

Dear Janus-mirrored face,

Sometimes when I feel alone
and highly over-invested,
sometimes when I don’t feel heard
or I do feel under-appreciated,

I also discover
that my challenges are less about Others,
what they are and are not doing correctly,
wisely,
with integrity,

and more about me
and my limited wisdom,
compromised integrity,
lack of cooperative contentedness.

In what ways am I willing,
in what ways am I unwilling,
to cooperate
with a mutually Positive,
WinWin strategic and logistical assumption?

We are both,
Ego Left and Eco-Right,
learning to follow
our mutually-held integrity of karmic grace.

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If We Want Health

Insufficient knowledge for fully comprehensive consciousness
is also
more than sufficient ignorance
of our individual and collective participation
in comprehensive disease, weakness, loss, decay,
wilting climatic change
in both Interior and Exterior Landscapes.

So which do we continue intending to invest in,
insufficiency of deductive, reductive, Win-Lose knowledge?
or climatically intuitive
gathering and steering evolving formating
ignorance of Win-Win emergent possibilities?
Or, co-arising both cooperatively, somehow?

Neither knowledge nor consciousness is optimally measured
in deductive-only information;
optimal-outcome-producing knowledge
is measured with health-as-wealth outcomes
of Best Practices–
which are permaculturally influenced.

If competing for attention to be heard
is too tiring,
wilting your patience outside and in,
try cooperating within your own family
and guild
and workplace
and corporation
and neighborhood
in new ways not yet tried
for retention of solidarity
through mutually subsidiary,
appreciative,
cooperative,
engagement,
co-prehension,
expectation,
co-redeeming your investment
in co-emergence of healthy outcomes.

If we want Warriors of and for PeaceMaking good,
then we need to mentor each other
in cooperative network gaming strategies
to achieve globally
self-optimizing healthy wealth
as Home,
in our neighborhoods,
at home in our towns,
in our home’s ecosystem,
nation,
on Earth–
all in this together,
for better or worse,
co-arising as co-falling eco-consciousness.

I we want to avoid nightmares
then we end each day embracing
our daytime health/wealth horse-powered stories
of heroes and heroines,
masculine as eco-balancing feminist,
Yang with YinYin Zero-Taoism,
counting our best cooperative
and well-permanently-encultured,
assets as sustaining families,
households, EcoTribe,
all positive relationships,
sustaining life through another night
of collectively transitional decomposition.

If we want to optimize our wealth
of mental health
then we decompose nondual co-arising/falling bicameral intuition
toward regenerative multisystemic therapeutic comprehension.

Too much heated war,
too much P v NNP = YangDominance,
then what are all sides saying
causes their shared anger about today?
Cooperative fear and anger
is high risk opportunity
to discover P=NNP Win-Win balance = Yin-squared Timeless Balance.

Too much fear and anger,
disproportionate to stimuli,
then perhaps all sides
might cooperatively discern
universally-held fear
about death as lack of fully conscious
eternal life
for our poyculturing future generations,
and ourselves,
today,
here and now,
timelessly surfing our karmic grace-wave.

Too much disabling
and unhealthy
and paranoid shouting,
and riotous marketing to competitive investor markets,
depression and suppression and economic repression,
and rather ignorant impressions
about health as life’s intrinsic value,
about what is a health-wealth optimizing life,
and economy,
anyway?

[My answer?
Permacultured Design,
both Interior and Exterior Landscapes
is one of many natural evolutionary progeny
of Taoism as Zero-Balanced Cooperative Economics
of Positive, yet sometimes too clinical, Psychology.]

What opportunities for cooperatively active love
form the opposite side of your current investment spectrum,
bias toward competing
for scarce resources,
including recognition
and collaboratively co-arising communication?

What refuses to feed our shared fears
by relentlessly watering our interdependent health?
I’m working on leading with kindness
where it has not yet been earned,
giving a gift
where it’s light is least expected to appear,
much less thrive,
positive-positive bionic-nomial QBit
(0)Concave/Convex as Ego/Eco-BiDominant
as LeftDeductive/RightInductive co-arising balance;
hopefully our cooperative definition of co-redemption
AND/OR/BY/BEING/BECOMING
co-regenerative in-formation systemic outcome development.

When we are exhausted
with knowing we shall never find room for agreement,
We can also rest comfortably
in sure knowledge
we will best begin finding the vast shared room
of what nobody wants or needs.
Then just work in reverse temporal order from there.
Call it diapraxis,
call it reverse-temporal decomposition
toward regenerativity
call it whatever you wish
just please don’t call me before noon
or after five.

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Random Mainframes

Random frames
my brain
in polypathic goo
refusing to decompositionally chew
enough to defog mystery
of randomness
coincidence
co-arising evolution
of a fuller consciousness revolution.

Prickly head
with gooey heart
suboptimizing when they are apart
and are not speaking
to where they might find
a more accurate midway mine.

When I want to optimize
my wealth
of mental health,
I decompose nondual co-arising
toward regenerative comprehension,
to decompose
to break apart
in my image-nation
what time’s nature must always regener-ation.

Strictly Prickly Heads,
last of a Left-brain dominant strain.
Gushing GooGlobbed Hearts,
last of a RightWinged
monocultural spring.

If mass is to time
as commodity is to energy,
then commodifiant forms
have two bilateral functions,
buying and selling Time’s value.

We have commodified ourselves
too high
for the energy we have invested
to co-arise Beloved Commons.

Each buy and sell form
of Time’s transaction
follows our Tree of Good and Evil
commodity
rather than consuming and producing
Time’s primal choice
of Tree for Life and Death’s
double-bound transparent value.

Commodity incarnates
a market of value,
distilled fuel for even more ego-ownership.

Informational interest
fuels commodification of value
for stripmining Earth
as we stripmine the value of human Time;
while more cooperative interest
energizes optimizing value
for polyculturing Earth
as we polypath our value of eco-logical Time.

If Earth is RNA’s ProGenitor,
our ultimately commodifying “Owner”
and CoRedeemer,
then is ownership of Earth
commodification as
idolatrization
of madness,
polypathology of valuing Good
as loveless usery,
universalism without unitarianism?

Neither cultural hype
nor hippie consciousness
bring immunity to greed
or consistent investment in confluent integrity.
Whereas polypathic genius
does seem to bring some intuitive affinity
to simplicity of life’s value
for Time’s hope and faith and love,
beauty and wisdom;
a more singularly focused consciousness
on how we are created
united
just how our bones are polymorphically universal
fossils of unitarian revolutions.

I think that I shall never see
an old man buy his first property
going up his rickety stair
to take his blood pressure meds unaware
he will wear the stair with excessive need to pee;
you see,
due to his blood pressure mediludicrosity,
up up the stairs he went
to visit the only bathroom’s cabinets.

We can use actuarial tables
to decompose the value of Time’s investment
in any co-arising system,
whether informational-digital
or analogical-organic,
thereby calculating appropriate life credit and debit
available to this globally networked cooperative community
each hour
or day
or transaction
or week
or month
or year
or time’s ultimately prime relationship
to timeless.

Don’t sell the Commons,
but,
because we have already commodified
even the goods and evils of a life,
whether human,
or a tree,
perhaps we might cooperatively rent goods
and barter services
in exchange for the value of Time’s investment
by the day
or week
or month
or year
or lifetime,
depending on who we be
together.

Yellow wool blanket
with matching satin sashing
just on one end
caressing my neck and chin
reminding of how long and dashing
we have been
together.

Hold me against the chill of parting night.
Hold me with abandon to your fright
to love me
whom you never had enough
of hold me
for the warmth of gathering days.

Random frames
rounding claims,
icons of RNA’s encryption.

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ReGenetic Web

CoArise each moment.
CoArise each bilateral breath.
CoArise each bicamerally conscious heart’s desire.
CoArise each agenda and plan and party.
CoArise each transaction.
CoArise each relationship of value.
CoArise each eco-nomial.
CoArise each language and meme.
CoArise each paradigm and science.
CoArise each individual and family and ecosystem.
CoArise each nation.
CoArise EcoCitizens of Earth!

CoOperate this CoArise;
cooperative systems form co-aroused
ReGenesis.

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