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Risking Love

I knew I was getting old
when I no longer always got up
from the floor
on my first try.

I remember I am old
because I no longer assume
I will always get up
off my contemplative couch
on my first try.

To choose life
on the first through last try
may be as simple
and as complex
as to not choose death,

To choose to trust enough to take
one more,
perhaps final,
inhale.

To choose life
also includes risking love,
another gasp toward compassion,
even a shaky clasp on forgiveness,
indigenously wise mercy,
relentless curiosity,
ancient hope,

However fragile
wounded
insufficient for more grand standing
than one more bold inhale
of Earth’s organic sufficiency
simplicity
solidarity.

It feels as wrong
to define my mourning self
by my failures to love us
on my worst arising days

I feel aright
to creatively redefine our meaning
with unearned compassions for riding along
on Earth’s most grace-filled
timeless
co-arising
SabbathPlace,

My daily liturgical experience
rises and lies
each day and night
recycling in-between
sufficiency of one last grateful inhale
predicting one more first graceful gift
exhaled

Exhilarating
exciting
exiting and entering
small sufficiencies
empowering love’s enlightening
curious co-arising wealth
of loving healthy passions.

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Where To Start Together

Where to start
together more than still apart?

On our enlightening circle
and empowering pyramid
of strategic win/win choice

Triangulation mediated default
where Earth’s survival is of greatest health potential

Here in my personal experience memory Space
Now in your continuously unfolding
eco-political
multi-regenerational TaoEncircling Ways

Bicamerally healthy future imaged
wealthy past re-membering
re-connecting
re-ligioning interfaith co-interdependence

CoOperatively owned
and managed
health imaged
re-imagined wealthy
democratically empowered
enlightening communal Time.

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Trees of CoRelationship

Relationships
are things that invite my active RightBrain hope
despite all my leftbrain dominant distancing experience

And win/lose 0-Sum absence
of sacred faith
in Loves yet unseen,
unheard
on this deep and wide-hearted
co-habiting
co-relational Earth.

In healthy relationships
I feel a great difference
between a neglected,
wounded BodyMind
suffering in lonely silent distance

Separated in despair
away from a shunned
actively co-empassioned,
transparently and vulnerably wounded,
ReMembering MindBody,

Verbally co-empathing
invitations into win/win feedback circles
cycles
spiraling
toward pleasured peace
of healing non-elitist
well-lit empowering Paradise

Becomes a great win/win economic
polypathic
polyphonic
polyvagal
polynomial
polycultural
cooperatively co-empowering opportunity

Among all bicamerally intelligent anthropoids
reconnecting re-ligiously indigenous experience
with compassionate
impassioning rhythms

For conscientious left/right balance
bicamerally therapeutic
communication loops
and spiraling reiterations
far exceeding eco/theo-logical traditional risks
of BusynessAsUsual

Monoculturally incorporating DeathCulture sentences,
RightWing military-industrializing
LeftBrain dominating extractions
of all Earth’s Living HeartPath
health/wealth
co-arising care
giving/receiving Truths
with Great Transitional Beauty

PostMillennial EarthJustice Wisdom
restores wealthy reverse of war,
GreenPeace ReNewing EpiCenters,

CoResponsibly led
by wise indigenous
ancient green ecofeminist
multi-regenerational Wisdom
of a MotherTree

Not so much preoccupied
with inside Patriarchal viral verbal dominant
leftbrain literature,
information printed
over powering
on top of paper
made of wisdom’s green organic trees.

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GreenEarth Integrity

Nothingness in spirited spaces
breathed places
windswept re-connecting
re-ligious experience

ZeroZone intuited
and non-violently
not ultra violetly re-communicating
economic green co-investments
and political win/win empowering
healthy wealth, resiliently abundant
polypathic potential
for future/from past
love’s green/blue reweaving

ZeroZone nothingness
of denatured
dead
statically disconnected win/lose dogma
of capitalistic righthand dominant fundamentalism
of deductive reasoning

As if such empty rightbrain inductive denialism,
such win/win ecosystemic Trust depression,
such ecofeminist oppression,
such matriarchal polytheistic repression,
and, even more overinvested,
such StraightWhite Capitalist
depleting wealth impressions

Would not also suppress healthy re-ligioning
multiculturally empty face
imprisoned by fear of ecofeminist grace,

Abandoned to demonic anger
of red-blooded patriotic SWMale
clubs idolatrously worshiping
predative AnthroSupremacism

Open only to those
Chosen by dogmatic unchanging orthodox DivineWords
spoken to blind Transcendent SpiritWin/NatureLose
NonDualistic Full-Angelic or Empty-Demonic
Gospel Heaven or HellFired Earth Disciples,
almost hopelessly leftbrain patriarchal
monotheistically straight
and monoculturally White

Reverence in the Name
of commodifying sanctifying values
redeeming colonizing competitive global missions
instead of creolizing sacraments
polyculturally green resonant
win/win communicating

Earth history reveals nothing less logical
or necessarily more romantic
about rightbrain NonZero Zone’s
both/and dipolar co-arising Logos
interdependent ecological mythos
circling
revolving 4D cosmological GoldenRules
integral anima-enspirited

Ego/Eco-rebalancing
restoring
re-ligioning
reweaving consciousness
full multicultural EarthMatriotic
breathed in and out
winded up and down
nature-green landed
spirit-blue watered

Anxious about packed
and fracked,
unmellowed
and yellowed
formerly fertile MotherLands

Still fragilely supporting
Nothingness in spirited spaces
breathed places
windswept re-connecting
re-ligious integrity experience
enlightening co-passionate re-lateralships.

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Empowering CoInvestments

Feeling economically extorted
is like recognizing our collective guilt
regarding past ecological extractions.

Cooperative motives
for proactive economic health investments
are harbingers
re-enactments
co-investments in positive
resiliently democratic
ecotherapeutic communication outcomes.

Economic justice
of a particular exchange,
of any one transactional communication event,
depends not only on the mutually invested/divested
short-term
and decontextualized
un-historicized local outcome

But also,
restorative economic justice
moving toward global cooperative communication peace
depends on mutually non-competitive
non-violent
co-passionate investment intent
for long-term
historically re-contextualized
ecological health benefits
to our global regifting,
gratitude enlightened,
politically empowering economy.

Extortion is reverse face
of pro-active giving
gifting
gracing
forgiveness
liberating redemption
from isolation,
non-communication,
excommunication,
marginalization,
criminalization,
starvation,
extraction from our social capital economy
predicting more global extortion
from our communally wealthy
ecologically healthy
relationship patterns.

So too,
extraction is reverse face
of reinvestment,
natural regeneration,
spirited sacred redemption
of co-investors hearts,
co-messianic hands and feet,
co-bodhisattva roots
fed by historically multicultural,
economically wealthy voices
and ecological healthy choices

For deeply empowering
enlightening absence of distorted
competitive
extractive
kleptocratic extortion

Of historically empowered Haves
from monoculturally disempowered,
poor in spirited, HaveNot

A fair share of healthy communication potential
for re-investing
in cooperatively empowering
compassionate co-investments

And not so much feeling forced
into economic extortion
furthering ecologically unhealthy extraction
from resiliently wealthy co-investments
in future health restorative
regenerations.

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Swelling Senses

When compassion becomes reduced
to his “right now”
every time swollen climax,

Then passion’s sensory potential
becomes reduced in focus,
usually emphasizing lusty speaking
over loving listening,

To seeing
more than hearing
harmonic heart beats
and breath
and other
lower
bilateral co-arising
tumescent swollen dipolarities.

Yet, a larger frame
and deeper consciousness
cooperatively held
managed
owned
committed play space
need not compete
with left-brain
male dominant decontextualizing
ego-absorbed focus

Larger co-relating passions
empower inclusive resonance
between sensory and specifically sexual
non-violent verbal
and non-verbal communication

Expands inside/outside enlightenment,
integral climax
post-climax
pre-climax
yin-valleyed unclimaxed reflective seasons
and health-wealthy reasons
within any passionate Earth relationship

From the sublime
to the dysfunctionally ridiculous
with mutual forgiveness
active curiosity (never passive impatience)
courage
loyalty
integrity
empowering win/win EarthTribe health
and enlightening ego/eco-systemic
bicameral
contextual
psycho-neurological robust wealth
of multiculturing
fertile co-passion.

It seems male
Yang
root chakra energy,
especially StraightWhiteMale privileged incarnations,
expend considerable time,
and, too often, money
on teaching our sexual bodies
how to powerfully climax

And almost no ecofeminist time
and recreational space
listening to our compassionate sensory hearts
and breaths
and bicamerally communicating minds
to co-empathically climax
resonantly
resiliently,
as regeneratively felt and heard
connection
between sensual synergy
beauty
symmetry
synchronicity,
and sexual integrity.

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Escape Into Silence

Escape into silence
moving out in still morning
across pine needle cushioned trails
toward Earth’s solitary
murmuring river,

Whispering from where we have come
to quietly slip
drift
ripple forward
into an expanding mouth
without inhumane voice

Escape into silence,
comforting respite

Leaving behind human,
even humane
compassionate stories
voices
sounds;
but not memories
fantasies
feelings
choice

These inevitably accompany,
friendly and hard lessons
blending into muffled landscapes,
sea sounds,
silent breezes
teasing past sense

Sensory
sexually imprinted
colored
wordlessly intoned
rhythmed
patterns harmonic
and dissonant
silently desexualized

Needy quiet traces,
tracks
footsteps hungry for most anything,
everyone

But embracing
inviting
all absorbing silence.

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Shocking Senior Chakras

It feels difficult,
and more urgent in advanced single age,
when mind and root dominant chakras,
perhaps highest and deep best,
conspire against heart
and root resonant chakra,

Difficult
to conspire toward short term positive outcomes
such seniority should actively deploy
and then peacefully enjoy

While also entertaining
how to deeply respirate toward long term
resilient incoming
and resonant outgoing relationships
such wise elders
could fluidly compassion

With non-violent communication,
win/win cooperative ecopolitical development
conjoining these places
spaces
traces toward one’s own theological temples

Are another’s inviting ecological
co-relational passion
of mind
and heart
and deep rooting chakras.

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An Attractive Thought Experiment

In this thought experiment
Adults, at least,
have developed three types of attraction
and attractiveness,
chemistry,
positive and negative
and in-between energy:

Heart attraction,
romantically associated
with touch and feeling,

Mind attraction,
more cognitively associated
with sight and sound
and, perhaps, LeftBrain dissonance
and more competitive
predative instincts,

And root sexual attraction,
primordially associated with taste
and smell,
swallowing
and letting go
biochemistry,
neurologically informed
and exforming passions,
rhythms,
communion and disunion patterns,
non-violent/predative communication structures,
win/win resilient
and lose/lose dissonant,
LeftThought and RightFelt pleasure/unease/disease

Ecological and Theological,
natural and spiritual
secular and sacred
physical and metaphysical.

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Leisurely Pleasures

Leisure:
Like retirement,
a feeling
achieved through patient paths
of health
and safety.

Pleasure:
A similar feeling
achieved through polypaths
of healthiest wealth
and risky win/win opportunities,
more actively curious
than passively patient.

Resiliently resonant,
leisurely pleasured
sensory awareness
we can no more be
with the same person,
in the same place,
at the same time, twice
Than we can re-enter
the same river twice.

Baptismal pleasure
is less about one time immersion
than full time rapture.

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