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Culture’s Driver

How are ya Harry?

How are ya Sue?

It’s been too little smiles:

You are my sunshine,

Unforgettable Sue…

It’s been too many miles

of egocentric unbalanced siloes of monoculturally satiated feeding

But, I still remember you

through streams of hazy octave harmonies, fractal echoes of shadowy smoke

and mirrors reflecting bilateral timelessness as bicameral eco-logicalness,

flowing strings dancing with RNA revolving rings

of Yes = double-binding no synaptic resistance to co-gravitation

defining Positive Bicameral Eco-Consciousness.

Note: Italics informed by “Taxi Driver”, Harry Chapin.

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Turning Ballistics into Ballast

“The desire for personal exculpation from the sins of society is a kind of fetish,
akin to solar panels on a 4,000-square-foot house.”

Exemption from our anti-social competition and egocentrism
is a desire for ever more cognitive dissonance
as suboptimization of eco-consciousness,
perpetuating our collective delusion
worshiping at the altar of win-lose competitive markets and choices
as self-perpetuating survival identity,
implied threat of Other’s success,
Earth’s insufficiency to provide,
lifetime’s fleeting universe of opportunity,
failure to trust Time’s timelessly transparent cooperative process.

“What, exactly, is this ‘money power’?”

What is Yang power?

“…I sometimes run into people who have read books…that make a persuasive case for an ancient global conspiracy [B. Fuller, “steering”]
dedicated to a ‘New World Order,’…[of J Macy’s “Active Hope”]
…conspiracy theories give too much credit to the ability of humans
to successfully manage and control complex systems.
Something mysterious is certainly going on,
and the ‘coincidences’ [co-arisings] that people…cite
defy conventional explanation,
but if you’ll allow a moment’s indulgence in metaphysics,
I think ultimately what is happening is that our deep ideologies
and [ecosystemic, DNA-encrypted] belief systems,
and their unconscious shadows [syntax],
generate a matrix of [polymorphic] synchronicities
that looks very much like a [benign] conspiracy
[steering of time’s four-seasoned unfolding].
It is in fact a conspiracy with no [systemic]conspirators.
Everyone is a[n enslaved] puppet,
but there are no puppet-masters.”
[There are few enslaved-slaveowners,
and none who could be systemic freedom-masters.]

(Quotes from Charles Eisenstein, pp. 90-91, Sacred Economy, 2011, Evolver,
comments in brackets and format changes are my own wilderness.)

Enslavement is universal
but cooperative co-arising parasites
are unitarianly powerful.

Slavery is forced ownership of parasite B
by A’s full-time Host agenda.

Slavery, in anthropomorphic cultures,
is collectively ego-morphic
(in contrast to polymorphic nature)
and fear and anger
toward and from which enslaving ownership of Other’s time derives
and predicts to continue,
are also nondually relational,
or “relative,”
as Einstein used the term.

Enslaver force perpetuates Ego’s forceful angry deductions,
self survival through creating victims,
reduction of self
to destroyer of time’s inclusive fullness
as someone who could cooperatively share all Others’ ego-healthy will
for equivalent freedom from freedom to enslave or not,
source of nature’s co-gravitational unfolding,
timeless freedom of self/other co-belonging.

Those nations,
corporations,
families,
tribes,
individuals,
informating biosystems,
with vastly disproportionate wealth deposits,
divorced from cooperative health and well-being investments,
not only steal power’s freedom from those without enough to interdependently thrive,
our unbalanced yangish wealth also steals our own collective mental health,
fearing fair freedom’s inevitable repercussions of evolution,
climatic transitions
struggling to repress nondual codependent enablement
of negentropically transparent ego-death.

On the other hand,
as we feel our most resonant light of wisdom,
as we have checked our intuitions with good multisystemic empirical research
on optimal development of polymorphic polycultures,
interior and exterior landscaped,
both endo- and ecto-symbiotically co-arising evolutionary revolutions,
as we step into our deduct/induct
ballistic/ballast for balancing thresholds of ecological consciousness
and become time’s agent-door,
swinging positively as West deductive,
and double-negatively as East intuitive reiterations,
where West is Left and East is Right harmonics
we learn to ballast these fears and angers in temporal
and proportional alignment
for optimal thermodynamic balance,
and co-arising cooperative love.

This day,
each day,
even these bone-aching heart-breaking days of loneliness,
desperate revolutions of interior/exterior climates,
fear with anger;
This Life’s day
is you, nondual positive/negative correlational-dipolar co-arising.
You co-operatively revolting is your phoenix revolution.
Your Time.
Your Moment.
Our Moment’s timeless time.
Our cooperative ecosystemic life

Turning Self and Other’s competitive and paranoid ballistics
into Ego/Eco’s cooperative ballast
toward Active Revolutionary Hope.

Note: Joanna Macy’s Work That Reconnects is not a conspiracy theory, it is a co-arising systemic theory for active hope to deactivate despair.

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Domestic Wilderness

Difference between crazy wildness and genius
may be soundness of deeply revolutionary resonance,
discerned and discovered
through transparent co-arising communicants
within a symbiotic culture of paradigms
and co-gravitating consciousness.

I can’t say for sure
as I live in an intentional tribe of mutual ignorance,
each denying our complicity in Business As Usual dissonance.

Difference between cognitive dissonance
and suboptimizing assonance
appears to be the null set.

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Unholy Sanctity

My fetal alcoholic bipolar:

“sometimes I experience low anxiety
and act like a happy drunk”

“sometimes,
like when entering new places
and situations,
I experience high anxiety
and act like a very bad
and mean-spirited drunk
with immense juvenile curiosity and overload,
near total sensory loss of ego v. eco-boundary,
megalomaniacal tendencies,
also known as pediatrically-challenged
Oppositional Disorder,”

which feels like an understatement some days and nights
of every day
of my life
since she,
now nearly 14,
was five.

daughter Yang and I attempted to visit
Sacred Community last week,
uninvited.

A sole positive outcome
from this 9:20 AM Sunday rather-early morning visit,
is to have set the bar for achieving more positive outcomes
very low indeed.

At the same time,
Yang seems motivated to be included
and to establish new positive-healthy relationships
with peers
and within a familial-participatory
multigenerational community.

What Yang and I might be able to bring,
in co-redemptive return for inclusion
as invited, greeted, welcomed members

(also the threshold for my African-American
also-gay-male husband
to bring YinYin,
my youngest of three sons,
with paraplegic palsy and cortical/bielliptical blindness,
with great roaring delight preference for pipe organs
and human singing voices)

Perhaps I could
cooperatively partner with you and/or other
interested and invested members
who may already have one or more family members
not able to join your community
as a complete family
or household tribe
due to boundary issues
between this UU community’s
cooperatively intended culture
and the often less mutual, much less cooperative, intentions
of some neutrally/neurally challenged cultures,
Interior Landscapes of Not-So-Permacultured Design.

Perhaps we could talk together
our mutual needs to optimize
each family’s and community’s inclusion of diverse truths trend.

Perhaps we could find
or create
a low-stim focus,
exercise,
stretching and breathing and balanced-walking meditation,
song and dance liturgical space
for these mutually messed-up folks
of all generations
to practice a more cooperative spirituality
of being with each other
in safe and healthy ways,
and fun; humor and mutual-performance entertainment count,
with big positives,
like writing narrative poetry
to communities you have seldom met.
“What would you say
if you dared be true?”

Perhaps we could then form a child-care cooperative
and any care-givers not needed each Sunday
could attend regular services,
where I would love to sing tenor in your choir.

I can also do male soprano voice,
as needed or wanted,
and preferably both.

I would love to be part of your Green Sanctuary process,
leading to cooperative community economic
and ecological leadership
in climate change responsive
and responsible (informed, balanced, polyculturally decomposed and analyzed together)
Earth Rights advocacy;
including some reconnecting experience
with Joanna Macy’s “Work That Reconnects.”

Perhaps I could also meet other poets
or narrative-essay writers,
or even homily writers,
or fiction writers,
playwrites,
music writers and lyricists,
to self-organize “Everything Slams Universally-Unitarian”
liturgical themes.

Perhaps we would find and enjoy and amuse each other,
amongst our multisystemic and paradigmatic ideas,
while applying Permacultured Design and Development
to both the Interior and Exterior Landscapes
of evolving organic systems,
like individuals,
and even more universal formation systems,
trying to balance their unitarian flow,
from faith communities to political parties,
from economic to ecological policy platforms
for optimizing health as wealthy abundant life,
Beloved UU (All Souls Inclusive)
“just a little bit Taoist leaning”
Community.

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Dear Janus-Face

Dear Janus-mirrored face,

Sometimes when I feel alone
and highly over-invested,
sometimes when I don’t feel heard
or I do feel under-appreciated,

I also discover
that my challenges are less about Others,
what they are and are not doing correctly,
wisely,
with integrity,

and more about me
and my limited wisdom,
compromised integrity,
lack of cooperative contentedness.

In what ways am I willing,
in what ways am I unwilling,
to cooperate
with a mutually Positive,
WinWin strategic and logistical assumption?

We are both,
Ego Left and Eco-Right,
learning to follow
our mutually-held integrity of karmic grace.

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If We Want Health

Insufficient knowledge for fully comprehensive consciousness
is also
more than sufficient ignorance
of our individual and collective participation
in comprehensive disease, weakness, loss, decay,
wilting climatic change
in both Interior and Exterior Landscapes.

So which do we continue intending to invest in,
insufficiency of deductive, reductive, Win-Lose knowledge?
or climatically intuitive
gathering and steering evolving formating
ignorance of Win-Win emergent possibilities?
Or, co-arising both cooperatively, somehow?

Neither knowledge nor consciousness is optimally measured
in deductive-only information;
optimal-outcome-producing knowledge
is measured with health-as-wealth outcomes
of Best Practices–
which are permaculturally influenced.

If competing for attention to be heard
is too tiring,
wilting your patience outside and in,
try cooperating within your own family
and guild
and workplace
and corporation
and neighborhood
in new ways not yet tried
for retention of solidarity
through mutually subsidiary,
appreciative,
cooperative,
engagement,
co-prehension,
expectation,
co-redeeming your investment
in co-emergence of healthy outcomes.

If we want Warriors of and for PeaceMaking good,
then we need to mentor each other
in cooperative network gaming strategies
to achieve globally
self-optimizing healthy wealth
as Home,
in our neighborhoods,
at home in our towns,
in our home’s ecosystem,
nation,
on Earth–
all in this together,
for better or worse,
co-arising as co-falling eco-consciousness.

I we want to avoid nightmares
then we end each day embracing
our daytime health/wealth horse-powered stories
of heroes and heroines,
masculine as eco-balancing feminist,
Yang with YinYin Zero-Taoism,
counting our best cooperative
and well-permanently-encultured,
assets as sustaining families,
households, EcoTribe,
all positive relationships,
sustaining life through another night
of collectively transitional decomposition.

If we want to optimize our wealth
of mental health
then we decompose nondual co-arising/falling bicameral intuition
toward regenerative multisystemic therapeutic comprehension.

Too much heated war,
too much P v NNP = YangDominance,
then what are all sides saying
causes their shared anger about today?
Cooperative fear and anger
is high risk opportunity
to discover P=NNP Win-Win balance = Yin-squared Timeless Balance.

Too much fear and anger,
disproportionate to stimuli,
then perhaps all sides
might cooperatively discern
universally-held fear
about death as lack of fully conscious
eternal life
for our poyculturing future generations,
and ourselves,
today,
here and now,
timelessly surfing our karmic grace-wave.

Too much disabling
and unhealthy
and paranoid shouting,
and riotous marketing to competitive investor markets,
depression and suppression and economic repression,
and rather ignorant impressions
about health as life’s intrinsic value,
about what is a health-wealth optimizing life,
and economy,
anyway?

[My answer?
Permacultured Design,
both Interior and Exterior Landscapes
is one of many natural evolutionary progeny
of Taoism as Zero-Balanced Cooperative Economics
of Positive, yet sometimes too clinical, Psychology.]

What opportunities for cooperatively active love
form the opposite side of your current investment spectrum,
bias toward competing
for scarce resources,
including recognition
and collaboratively co-arising communication?

What refuses to feed our shared fears
by relentlessly watering our interdependent health?
I’m working on leading with kindness
where it has not yet been earned,
giving a gift
where it’s light is least expected to appear,
much less thrive,
positive-positive bionic-nomial QBit
(0)Concave/Convex as Ego/Eco-BiDominant
as LeftDeductive/RightInductive co-arising balance;
hopefully our cooperative definition of co-redemption
AND/OR/BY/BEING/BECOMING
co-regenerative in-formation systemic outcome development.

When we are exhausted
with knowing we shall never find room for agreement,
We can also rest comfortably
in sure knowledge
we will best begin finding the vast shared room
of what nobody wants or needs.
Then just work in reverse temporal order from there.
Call it diapraxis,
call it reverse-temporal decomposition
toward regenerativity
call it whatever you wish
just please don’t call me before noon
or after five.

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Random Mainframes

Random frames
my brain
in polypathic goo
refusing to decompositionally chew
enough to defog mystery
of randomness
coincidence
co-arising evolution
of a fuller consciousness revolution.

Prickly head
with gooey heart
suboptimizing when they are apart
and are not speaking
to where they might find
a more accurate midway mine.

When I want to optimize
my wealth
of mental health,
I decompose nondual co-arising
toward regenerative comprehension,
to decompose
to break apart
in my image-nation
what time’s nature must always regener-ation.

Strictly Prickly Heads,
last of a Left-brain dominant strain.
Gushing GooGlobbed Hearts,
last of a RightWinged
monocultural spring.

If mass is to time
as commodity is to energy,
then commodifiant forms
have two bilateral functions,
buying and selling Time’s value.

We have commodified ourselves
too high
for the energy we have invested
to co-arise Beloved Commons.

Each buy and sell form
of Time’s transaction
follows our Tree of Good and Evil
commodity
rather than consuming and producing
Time’s primal choice
of Tree for Life and Death’s
double-bound transparent value.

Commodity incarnates
a market of value,
distilled fuel for even more ego-ownership.

Informational interest
fuels commodification of value
for stripmining Earth
as we stripmine the value of human Time;
while more cooperative interest
energizes optimizing value
for polyculturing Earth
as we polypath our value of eco-logical Time.

If Earth is RNA’s ProGenitor,
our ultimately commodifying “Owner”
and CoRedeemer,
then is ownership of Earth
commodification as
idolatrization
of madness,
polypathology of valuing Good
as loveless usery,
universalism without unitarianism?

Neither cultural hype
nor hippie consciousness
bring immunity to greed
or consistent investment in confluent integrity.
Whereas polypathic genius
does seem to bring some intuitive affinity
to simplicity of life’s value
for Time’s hope and faith and love,
beauty and wisdom;
a more singularly focused consciousness
on how we are created
united
just how our bones are polymorphically universal
fossils of unitarian revolutions.

I think that I shall never see
an old man buy his first property
going up his rickety stair
to take his blood pressure meds unaware
he will wear the stair with excessive need to pee;
you see,
due to his blood pressure mediludicrosity,
up up the stairs he went
to visit the only bathroom’s cabinets.

We can use actuarial tables
to decompose the value of Time’s investment
in any co-arising system,
whether informational-digital
or analogical-organic,
thereby calculating appropriate life credit and debit
available to this globally networked cooperative community
each hour
or day
or transaction
or week
or month
or year
or time’s ultimately prime relationship
to timeless.

Don’t sell the Commons,
but,
because we have already commodified
even the goods and evils of a life,
whether human,
or a tree,
perhaps we might cooperatively rent goods
and barter services
in exchange for the value of Time’s investment
by the day
or week
or month
or year
or lifetime,
depending on who we be
together.

Yellow wool blanket
with matching satin sashing
just on one end
caressing my neck and chin
reminding of how long and dashing
we have been
together.

Hold me against the chill of parting night.
Hold me with abandon to your fright
to love me
whom you never had enough
of hold me
for the warmth of gathering days.

Random frames
rounding claims,
icons of RNA’s encryption.

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ReGenetic Web

CoArise each moment.
CoArise each bilateral breath.
CoArise each bicamerally conscious heart’s desire.
CoArise each agenda and plan and party.
CoArise each transaction.
CoArise each relationship of value.
CoArise each eco-nomial.
CoArise each language and meme.
CoArise each paradigm and science.
CoArise each individual and family and ecosystem.
CoArise each nation.
CoArise EcoCitizens of Earth!

CoOperate this CoArise;
cooperative systems form co-aroused
ReGenesis.

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Earth Citizens CoArise!

EcoMinisters of Earth Rights
CoArise!

EcoLogicians of sustainable tribal might
CoArise!

EcoLegislators of bicameral balancing disposition
CoArise!

What is our highest and best Commons Sense
of currently elected policy-choosers?
Where are our optimal outcomes of Commons Sense?
What does this vast emptiness of positive results
suggest about the Commons Sense
of our electorate?

If we consistently choose the best of partisan nominees,
what does this tell us about the Commons Sense
of our political parties’ diversity checks
and inclusive balances?

Do we already share a collective Commons Sense
of what and which and wherefore
our family and friends and neighbors would love to support
before, during, and after voting day?

Who does this Common Commons Sense,
commonly held?
And is Conscious Conscienced Sense
always the denizen only of the richly wise,
and therefore unCommon?
and seldom heard
outside local communications
of mutually subsidiary solidarity
and positively cooperative eco-normics?

Unraveling of superpolitical ego- and anthro-centrism
develops health
by reweaving positive environmental (eco)relationships.

EcoCitizen Primal Relationships
nondually co-arise
without ectosymbiotic revolution
and with endosymbiotic evolution
as does bicameral ecotherapeutic resonance
steer toward Interior/Exterior Health Optimization.

EcoCitizens with fully balanced bicameral consciousness
commonly sense dipolar force of cognitive dissonance
developing
stretching
steering
further articulation of bicamerally co-arising consciousness.

Release of nationalistic
and individualistic ego-anthro-centrism,
transitions toward eco-centrism.
Although not a once-then-done co-redemption;
eco-residency is a lifelong pilgrimage
and privilege
unique to human nature’s DNA-evolving
CommonSense.

Eco-Partisans explore a difference
between BusinessAsUsual’s competitive economic “growth” agenda,
and a more cooperative permaculturist’s “development” logistics
and regenerative political relationships as developmental process,
and economics.

Permacultural EcoLogists comprehend growth
both endo- and ecto-symbiotically,
both within and without growth,
mutually sustainable bilateral healthy development
follows slow multigenerational regenerative growth
as Win-Win optimization trends
in organic, and gaming, and information systems’
Group ReGenesis Theory,
steered by TippingPoint QBit-co-arising rudders
of Left/Right
as Yang/YinYin
Zero-Balanced Timeless Universe.

Wise pubic and private sector leaders
might join religious/spiritual seers
to recognize
we do not need money
to meet more and more of our overly commodified needs;
but we do need more co-operative eco-logic
to meet all our less commodified
global and local communication
and Beloved CommonSense Community needs.

Gross domestic product
is the total of both cooperatively and competitively produced
goods and services
each family and ecosystem and nation produces,
and most cooperatively produced goods
and services
and information
and grace
and karma
derive from a permacultural prime-original relationship
between Earth and Human Nature’s bilateral syntax,
cooperative good-will,
kindness to and with other mutually confluent beings
and systems
and services
and information
and grace
and karma;
transactional relationships of CommonSense;
less commodified with dollars and cents.

These self-other optimizing exchanges
of eco-normic developmental value,
like love and integrity,
beauty and wisdom,
kindness with just-right contentiousness
when national and individual egos develop out of balance,
these are the economic transactions
sustainably waiting for political and familial eco-consciousness,
for developing healthier and wealthier life.

Wealthiest survivors of competitive Win-Lose
regenerative sub-optimization strategies
become calcified arteries,
no longer able to stretch toward polycultural diversity,
around the heart of our financial flow system.
Stagnant capital tends to plug up bilateral flow,
tends to stick,
and accumulate ever more fatty tissue,
as bicameral heart failure pursues
its hardening of life’s natural/functional systemic
blood, fuel, energy, hope,
faith in any future.

EcoCitizens CoArise
within political parties
and beloved faith community developers
(is there a difference?)
(should there be such a difference?)
If your goal is to develop
the most inclusively diverse policies,
procedures,
plans for living optimally together
as your beloved community,
and you want to learn how to get better
at becoming this inclusively diverse beloved community,
do you think you will learn more
about your current state of sub-optimization,
by talking only amongst yourselves,
as currently incarnated,
or do you think you might learn more
from those who have tried to darken your door and failed,
and from those who would never think to darken your door
of influence and inclusion,
why and how this absence of YouNow
has and has not worked out for them
in their familial,
economic,
social,
and vocational,
and cultural lives?

What would those outside your information fold and field
need from you
to share with you
every grace they could contain?

EcoCitizens declare your Win-Win bioethics!
The most inclusively diverse-with-confluent harmonic blend
Polyculture
develops biculturally universal-prime-transparent-relationship;
to sustain uniting integrity
where a BusinessAsUsual monoculture
with hardening competitive-reductive arteries
will fail to optimally thrive.

EcoCitizens CoArise
this Beloved Community’s
optimally perpetual-climaxing Eco-normically forming,
functioning,
flowing,
DNA/RNA EarthTribally regenerative,
CommonSense Party!

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Deutero-nomial

Genesis struggles and strains
sweeps and steers
stresses and sears
toward Exodus,
as birth precedes Great Transition,

as breathing in spring
pauses only when time to exit toward productive harvest,

as this New Sacred Economic Tree of Life
produces permacultured exe-logical reverse hierarchies
of powerful Live-eviL Tree,
binary form begins universally regenetical
to end unitedly,
with exegenerating integrity
struggling and straining,
sweeping and steering
toward Leviticus eco-priesthood
of all EarthTribe’s cooperative network,
stressing under cognitive dissonance,
soaring with eco-nomial confluence.

Flying Numbers
metric systems
predicting Deutero-elliptical information,
NewSchool Natural Laws
of Design
and Polycultural Development.

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