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Pandemonic Hope

“I believe in the sun
even when it is not shining”

I remember someone recently resaying
what has long lain unsaid
inside my paradoxical head,

When asked if I believe in God,
I don’t know what to say.

I might not believe in your God,
at least on my worst
pain-darkened day.

And,
I seem to believe in my own
only in those rare rain-free moments
healthy ego- and eco-gratifying

When I am having a climax heart
and head
song
and dance remembering
re-ligioning
reconnecting EarthMoment

Shared with at least one Other,
perhaps for our first through last time
in this
our day of sacred synergy

Sustaining
surrounding
celebrating a yellow morning
mellow sunrise
promising this wealthy day
without soggy rain

As we prepare to health harvest
warmly fragrant sun-dried hay
I quietly say

So, there is a God,
after all.

“And I believe in love
even when there’s no one there.
And I believe in God
even when he is silent.”

These two additional beliefs
feel like one Relief Belief
to my bicameral head choice
and heart voice.

For it has often been said
and felt
that God is love

Especially when
Matriotic HolySpirit of Love
doesn’t act like a Patriarchal Fool

And, by that,
I reference my own sociopathology
of privileged entitlement
monoculturally over-invested
in capitalist Straight
White
Earth Predations
Colonizations
Extractions
Rapaciousness

But,
my most courageous inscriptions
of whispering hope
often not felt enough
sacredly chosen silence
in spaces between
my LeftBrain dominant
distracting notes

Where my own AnthroSupremacism
falls vibrantly listening
to responsively hear
Elder MotherTrees
sigh
and breeze

Silently praying
for strong rooted
cooperative integrity

Within this organic Green Communion
forest of hands on
generating regenerous Hope.

Note:

Pandemonic Hope is part of a series of theological reflections offered to and from the All Souls Unitarian-Universalist Choir in New London, Connecticut. 

“Inscription of Hope” was composed for the Nebraska Choral Arts Society and Children’s Chorus by Z. Randall Stroope, in conversation with a Russian Folk Tune.¬† His lyrics are drawn from an inscription on cellar walls hiding Jews in Cologne, Germany, during World War II. Stroope’s own 1994 reflection on the significance of these words, in this Holocaust pandemonic context, “Hope was all they had to hold on to; hope was their only bridge to a brighter [nonviolently restoring¬†justice] tomorrow.”

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Oh Sweet Mystery

Said Earth’s Oceanic Therapist
to Heaven’s Meditation Master,

Silent,
aparting meditation
naturally exhales
toward inhaling wet green co-passion
dipolar communions
following appositive surfing inquisitions
of courageously resilient undercurrents
for co-arising curiosity.

Wanting,
needing,
craving an orgiastic climax
bilateral
dipolar warm and welcome baptizing

Without first give and taking turns
active working,
listening and speaking
nonviolent foreplay
co-passioning cooperative intent,

Is like going to church,
singing Bach’s Alleluia Chorus
before getting back into our aparting cars
and trucks,
trains and planes,
ready for another exhaustive
extractive
sexless secular week
of win/lose devolutionary weakness,

Said Earth’s sex therapist
to Heaven’s green communion liturgist.

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Peak Communion Addiction

When struggling with addiction
to uncontrolled
and biologically controlling agents
and competitive outside agencies

Earth is helpful in mentoring patience
with failures of humane self-control
to extend,
feed and water
and grow mindbody wealth
of unwalled health.

So, when possible,
as possible,
extend your compassion
away from impatience
with your own owned egocentrism,
from which we all LeftBrain dominantly suffer,
and, instead, turn toward actively felt RightBrain
curiosity

About understanding your addiction cycles,
addictive relationships
vacillating in-between fear and anger
over inadequately safe and nourishing
cooperative humane attachments,

Like, for instance,
the primal neuro-sensory positive
happy
healthy resonant co-empathic
co-relationship you ego-shared
with your original eco-EarthMother
red-blood empowering

And enlightening green MotherEarth cooperative
co-invested
co-passion.

This active curiosity
about your own history of feeling lonely,
unwanted,
detached,
shunned,
marginalized-marginal
unnecessary
dispurposed,
depressed

Is not where
and when
and how you might also remember feeling
curiously connected,

High seratonin
and deep dopamine enriched,
resonantly and resiliently climaxing
health optimizing ego/eco-mother
bilaterally enlightened connection

Re-connection to our Universal Sacred Promise
of each integral Ego’s portentous meaning,
secular purpose,
re-connection to pre-historic memories
of perfectly compassionate nature inhaled
and spirit exhaled

Naturespiralation warm and active
high and deep
light empowering internal/external
natural and spiritual
scientific and aesthetic
Truth and Beauty

Here and Now
resiliently co-climaxing
curious impressions

Of secular addictions
to sacred resonant re-attachment.

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If We Agree In Love

“If we agree in love,
then there is no disagreement that can do us any injury,
but if we do not,
no agreement can do us any good.”
Hosea Ballou

If we,
in good faith communion,
agree
that love is green healthier
and wealthier than hate
and mutual ignorance,
then there is no red climate of disagreement,
depression,
degeneration
that can do us any injury,

But, if we do not,
no sacrificial punishing judgments
can do us any red-blooded restorative good
for resonantly therapeutic peace
and resiliently regenerative justice.

What is the empowering right
and enlightened loving thing to do
right now
maintains a sensory conversation
between personal conscience
and historical/cultural animated context;

Between my ideal regenerative experience
of cooperative interdependent feelings,
often liturgically captured
and enraptured in shared communion
services, yes,
but also deep and wide rooted feelings
of cooperative emotion-motion empowerment
and emotive-cognitive enlightenment

AND within Earth’s optimal health/wealth seasonal rung
of spiraling laddered DNA constraining/retraining wealth
of healthy co-passionate communication opportunity
accessible in this highest coredemptively enlightened
and deepest empowering
secular/sacred climate
of polycultural/interfaith re-ligious climax

Re-connecting EarthTribe
indigenously preverbal
more ecofeminist holistic
multicultural values

Every EarthDay compassionate
RightHemisphere interdependent
actively networking
global context aware
of our already accessed
eco/theo-logical
restoring healthy EarthJustice
public and climate green wealth
communion communication,

Multiculturally conscious of this contextual moment
for integrity’s great green transitional promise

If we agree
that love is healthier
and wealthier than hate
and ignorance
and greedy sins of leftbrain dominant extraction
dissociation
reductive deduction
narcissistic seclusion,

Then there is no ecofeminist regenerative
disagreement
that can do us any degenerative
patriarchal
straight white capitalist
anthro-supremacist injury.

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LifeCulture Eulogy

As climate pathology peaks
toward climax conditions

LeftBrain privileged blindness
and deafness,
tastelessness
replacing savoring,
absence of green
and sea salty blue
fragrance,
bereft of internal robust feelings
and external wellbeing touch
drop unhealthily
unwealthily away
from enabling organic integrity
to know

Empathy is to spiritual consciousness
as sympathy is to sensory awareness

In this second becoming time,
RightBrain legitimately feeling
our life interdependent systems
awaken Earth’s synergetic
climaxing health potential.

LifeCulture’s organic forms
flow
functions of bionic existence
with rights and lefts
ins and outs
downs and ups
exhales and inhales
forward progresses and backward regresses
democracies and kleptocracies
climax gifts and climate warnings
regenerations and degenerations,

Interdependent liberal health
and conserving wealth,

Left and right iconic hands
and changing wings
and restless legs
and minds
and bodies
becoming resilient
resonant ego-recovering
eco-nonsmothering
bilateral balance.

Healthy organic life systems
reclaim dynamic in/ex-formations
gratefully contributing to Earth’s integrity
of DNA
and RNA regenerative spacetime spirals
of multi-enculturing climate history

As our present LifeCulture result,
bicamerally restores
and restories wealthy resilience
of EarthTribe polyculturing health
within our peak eco-systemically conscious
interdependent sensory ego-selves.

We no longer have time
or even dying space
without healthy place
to deny our privileged race
without rhyming reasons
past panic seasons
for win/lose bargaining
with supreme LeftBrain dominant patriarchalism

Anthrosupremacism
capitalism
colonialism
feudalism
dogmatic monoculturing uncatholicism
denying God’s power to bless sin
yet allow millions of created
recreative
uncreated species
to fade beyond Earth’s remembered
extinctions

Unwanted organic castes
rooted and unflowered
in fertile heterosexism
systemic racism
double-binding binary genderism–
against green democratic cooperatism.

Chronic impatience predicts
peak climates of depression
as critical win/win curiosity
projects positive impressions
fast forwarding through open
whole enlightening systems
empowering EarthTribe co-empathic acceptance

Inviting LifeCulture ego/eco-esteem
recovering our wealthiest hospitality songs
and healthiest horse-powered dances
of tall grass seeds
blowing in fecund wind gusts
secular anthems
sacred hymns
Earth liturgies of spiritual
synergetic
simple celebration

Gifts of responsive responsibility
beget warnings against coincidental
overwhelming natural authority

Culturally searched
and researched,
historically signed
and resigned
and designed
global trans-national peaks of integrity’s crisis
feeding win/win organic bilateral awareness

Explicating/implicating potential
emerging global multiculturing health
fulfilling peak democratic climates
of resilient
resonant co-empathic wealth.

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Kindred Spirits

If life’s sacred meaning
is found,
or perhaps never even lost,
through active multicultural regenerativity,

I hope love’s secular purpose
might find me,
and us,
through Earth-responsive recreation,

Like white patriarchal privilege
recalling
compelling matriarchal herstories
of dualdark degenerativity,

Like healthy green spring
is to winter wealthy snow.

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Bottoms Up

Earth’s green/blue healthy healing climate

Some LeftBrain emergent verbal singers
and dancers
felt as resonant Gaian EarthMother health
for rebirth re-connection
reweaving

Reconceived
empowered and bilaterally enlightened
benign winds of ecofeminist
local EarthMatriotic
community domestic
democratic
typically extra-familial fertile polycultural

Regenerative health global-systemic
benignly viral GoldenRule revolutions
inseminating
TrueWealth Win/Win NonViolent EarthCommunications

InBetween Both/And nuanced thought/felt dialogue
for win/win co-emergent
dipolar co-arising choices

Preferably not quite so unawesomely
sacred/sensory Either/Or bipolar
affective anxiety preconceptions
overpowering eco/ego-logically indigenous
green polytheistic cooperative reconceiving
re-birthing
reverse solidarity outside time re-membering
re-connecting
re-ligioning Truth/Beauty Ancient Gaian HealingMercy
We’re All On This Sacred Green/Blue Earth
Interdependent MultiCultural Wisdom

Yang+Yin = 1 Universal PolyNomial Intuitive-Indigenous
NonZero-CoEfficient CoPassionate LeftBrain EcoLogos
for Unitarian Yin/Yang = (-,-) PreConception not
not also Yang/Yin = Original 1/0 Inception-BiNomialThicket

AnthroCentric LeftHemisphere relearning win/win
compassionate Both/And Ego/EarthHealth
restorative justice polycultural reset
reversing retributive monoculturing win/lose dissociation

Reincarnating local inter-healthfaith community’s
most long-term resilient green economic
and ecological
healthy democracy
healthy climate
healthy anthro-public
wealthy all YintegralBeauty/YangTrust
CoPassionate Communing Healthy EarthTribe
protecting
providing for
polyculturally co-investing in
eco-politically green/blue healing
matriotic co-empowering
ecohealth-enlightening
self/other-copassioned lives

Sacredly committed
to at least the next seven regenerations
of a California RedWood Fertile Forest
and a Chinese Bamboo Resiliently Integral
Complexly Cooperative WinWin
Deep MultiCulturally Rooted Thicket.

Note:

Taoism is a Way as Zeroism is an EgoEmpty/EcoResilient political co-empathic experience exercised and practiced most trustingly by healthy left hemisphere thoughts and wealthy right hemisphere sacred EarthWomb reconnections between light and power, sacred enlightenment and green economically and globally localized cooperatively self/other-reorganizing resilient empowerment.  

As Thomas Merton called, “le point vierge….Perhaps I have an obligaion to preserve the stillness, the silence, the poverty, the virginal point of pure nothingness which is at the center of all other loves.”

Still, and more silently, this piece owes its original inception to the I Ching, The Book of Change, especially the fourth icon before/after HeavenLight, EarthPower, BirthThroeThroughThrow, “Inception-Thicket,” as translated by David Hinton.

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Another Cock and Bull Story

The highest and best purpose
of cocks and bulls
is to ejaculate
a strong natural and spiritual warm
wet vision flow
transparently cuming
into a spiritual and natural warm
wet throbbing receptor
vulnerably naked milking
sucking and releasing
waves of wanton,
yet sacredly inviting, place,
home,

Some divinely receptive
receiving
regenerating
reconnecting
democratically reconstituting
win/win space,

Just as a tree’s sappy purpose
is to produce a nut
by autumn,
preferably,
naturally and spiritually
without unhealthy climate performance pressures,

Just as an organically leafed stem’s secular purpose,
and sacred meaning,
is to produce at least one flower,

Just as organic empowerment’s
diurnal and nocturnal
monthly and annual
and life/death-recycling purpose
is to produce well-seasoned
healthy meaning
of wealthy enlightenment,

Peace just restoring
as secular ecological co-governance
communicates meaningful purpose
to reproduce healthy
multicultural
sacred theologically regenerative experience,
memory
images
imagination
complex thought/felt
secular/sacred reweavings.

Just as left-brain’s ethological
deepest and wisest
healthiest and wealthiest purpose
is to reproduce right-brain’s flowing intuitive
transparently vulnerable reflections

Erupting into herstorical
multiculturing
matriarchal DNA reMEMEs
originating univeral Yang
unitarian Yintegral
climaxing regenerative experience
re-memory
re-imagination
re-storation
re-demption
re-weaving
re-creolizing
re-volutioning
re-substantiating
re-incarnating
re-living anthro/eco-organic
Paradise/Pleasure win/win systems,

Natural
and spiritual
cocks and bulls
inside ecofeminists
they ejaculatively serve,
empower,
co-enliven
co-invest
co-enlighten

With highest and best multiculturing purpose
and sacred health/wealth
win/win
polycultural
polypathic
polyphonic
polyvagal
polypassioned meanings
deeply and widely regenerative.

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Swelling Senses

When compassion becomes reduced
to his “right now”
every time swollen climax,

Then passion’s sensory potential
becomes reduced in focus,
usually emphasizing lusty speaking
over loving listening,

To seeing
more than hearing
harmonic heart beats
and breath
and other
lower
bilateral co-arising
tumescent swollen dipolarities.

Yet, a larger frame
and deeper consciousness
cooperatively held
managed
owned
committed play space
need not compete
with left-brain
male dominant decontextualizing
ego-absorbed focus

Larger co-relating passions
empower inclusive resonance
between sensory and specifically sexual
non-violent verbal
and non-verbal communication

Expands inside/outside enlightenment,
integral climax
post-climax
pre-climax
yin-valleyed unclimaxed reflective seasons
and health-wealthy reasons
within any passionate Earth relationship

From the sublime
to the dysfunctionally ridiculous
with mutual forgiveness
active curiosity (never passive impatience)
courage
loyalty
integrity
empowering win/win EarthTribe health
and enlightening ego/eco-systemic
bicameral
contextual
psycho-neurological robust wealth
of multiculturing
fertile co-passion.

It seems male
Yang
root chakra energy,
especially StraightWhiteMale privileged incarnations,
expend considerable time,
and, too often, money
on teaching our sexual bodies
how to powerfully climax

And almost no ecofeminist time
and recreational space
listening to our compassionate sensory hearts
and breaths
and bicamerally communicating minds
to co-empathically climax
resonantly
resiliently,
as regeneratively felt and heard
connection
between sensual synergy
beauty
symmetry
synchronicity,
and sexual integrity.

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Spirited Developments

Great
and small
spiritual teachers
glowingly preach
and promise disciplined pilgrim creatures
Nirvana,
Paradise,
Heaven,
Blissful Features.

A timelessly perpetual climax
no natural teacher
this side of Eden’s regenerative garden
would dare speculate
we might reasonably anticipate
some great rewoven day
of universal redemption.

It is this Bliss,
too univocal
too monochromatic,
I begin to question

If this climatic experience
is like a deep bright pond
stagnantly enclosed,

Rather than a continuously flowing river
of multicultural
multigenerational
poly-regenerational sensory experiences
spouting out from Here as Now
back to light’s first flicker

And forward
to bright’s most blissful moments
reflected
inflecting constant flowing functions
of energies robustly positive,
cooperative
compassionate changing paradise
returning me to this river
never entered
or exited
exactly this same fluid nirvana
twice.

Not only because eco-rivers
continuously flow
but also because ego-identities
continue to curiously grow
sometimes far beyond
any happy shores
our natural and spiritual teachers
have hoped to personally know.

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