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My Funny Little Revolution Game

In my game of life
I play sometimes against,
and sometimes with,
Time as Other player.

Playing against
seems to have bad odds of feeling like a winner,
while playing with time
feels like we both win,
at least some Time,
especially if we simultaneously stretch
our love for gaming.

In my Evolution Game,
playing with and against Time as Other,
my rules emerge natural laws of healthy,
and pathology,
trends and order and political balance/imbalance,
witnessed by elder spirit voices,
iconic memories of past Games
with diastatic/static
diastolic/purgative
evolving rules of vocational recreation with co-passion play.

Nutrient rules flowing through my veins
and out through rivers of arteries of positive/negative trees
deep fertile cuts and folds,
articulating primal neural streams with suboptimizing substreams,
swelling mainframe-economy with eco-reiterating-nested synaptic revolutions
and co-ebbing aptic mutual win-sufficiency contentment,
more sustainable midway rest from playing against Other.

Now, in Time’s anthro-game of evolving life
s/he plays sometimes against anger and fear memories,
and sometimes with love and peace future investment
with winwin outcome intent,
co-arising regeneratively healthy Anthro-Egos as Other players,
also running coincidental WinWin, WinLose, and LoseLose
strategic naturally emergent health functions and dis-easing pathology
with transitionally revolutionary co-incarnate bilateral form
as postmillennial anthrocentric PlayNice frequencies of EarthTime.

In our love of eco-winning games
we play sometimes against cooperatively stretching regenesis,
and sometimes with Other natural loving life
strategic nutrient-nurture optimization players,
whenever and wherever we can hunt and haunt them up,
make them up as iconic gods and goddesses,
as necessary to harvest win-winnowing together.

In this funny little evolution game,
it is wrong because impossible
to harvest winnings we have not regeneratively seeded,
as individual ego players
and as a potentially Earth-centric tribe of team players.

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Marching EgoWinds

Note to PostMillennial God of Time:

Your human race exhausts ourselves
and our home
and our extended DNA/RNA family
and our soul-soil
and our blood-water flow of ecotherapeutic life
and our healthy integrative atmosphere.

What was Anger and FearFilled Memory of Heaven
has fallen upon Earth
a venial parasite
with rapacious competitive intent
to absorb the very last drop of hope
out of PreMillennial economic-industrial development
and politically faithless degenerate futures
for PostMillennial divestment
of your sacred cooperative-regenerate Wisdom vestments.

But, your continuously divine intent and practice,
your eco-vocation
to love each moment
born of past
just a bit more elationally,
co-relationally,
than we would without its baggaged past
and yet just a bit less
than its co-arising intent
toward regenerate Heaven on nondual healthy Earth,
Tribes advocating for PostMillennial cooperating networks
more than competing root systems,
global gods and goddesses
of bicameral eco-empathic loving CoPresent Time.

Why does such ecological healthy inclusive love
exhaust your sacred Time’s greatest lovers?
How could such profound integrity
so profoundly isolate
within co-arising and coincidental polypathy,
enculturing voices and divine integrity’s designs?

Information eco-functions in-empathic-telligence
blending bicameral positive evolution of love toward peace,
by struggling and suffering with dualdark angry PreMillennial,
painful birth,
and fear of post-climatic Millennialism,
static ego/anthro/”Earth”encultured death.

PostMillennial Gods and Goddesses of Time’s incarnate body
exhaustively repurpose PreMillennial Tribes of DNA/RNA double-binding EcoMind,
surfing bilaterally primal power of discontinuous enclosing prisons,
closed-set metasystems,
yet wildly suffering flows elational,
positive-midway double-negative in revolutionary scientific retrospect,
evolution branching spaciating time’s eco-birth
through and of and in and by and for each moment
of Ego’s co-messianic post-millennial death
of fear of Time’s co-gravitating absence.

Completely purgative,
your universal smooth-structured metaphysique of lovely synergy,
primal relationship of understoried creation,
between as within each pre- with post-Earth enthymeme,
health loving,
integral intuition
of dipolar dialectic diastatic vocation,
rolling toward hope for cooperating lives
yet terrified to let go
of Ego’s discontinuous
disintegrating
decomposing lively deaths
of co-incarnate Memory,
EcoNorms of God Love,
democratically ubiquitous,
global co-arising equity of faith,
yet solely present-tense accessible,
EcoPresent Diastolic
Becoming/Being
Longing/Belonging TaoTime.

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Growing Time by Shrinking Space

Making more time for sacred love and naturally blending contentment
results in shrinking internal space
for angry-past politics and fear-of-future economics
competing for dominance,
and vice versa,

Shrinking internal time for Gods and Goddesses
of Anger and Fear,
Prodigal Twins of chronic ego over-investment,
results in more therapeutic love
and healthy fertile poly-ecosystems,
contenting trends of confluent communication,
beloved community developments,
bicameral embryo
co-arising time’s cooperative network regeneration
of health and safety trends,
more love and peace-filled octaves of bilateral-neural energy,
which may well suggest less marching in angry depressive squares
of both self-with-others fury
about ego-anthro-centric mortality,

Most mental health therapies respond with priority
to critical anger and fear-management issues,
as well they should.

Ecotherapeutic regenerative nutrition development
can also be responsive to these negative chronic monocultural trending issues,
ecosystemic risks of health-loss,
all positive-dreamless day and night.

However, a fully polyculturally proficient permaculturist,
as are we all, potentially,
also intends and practices co-empathic responses
to existing positive-deviant trends
within each RealTime moment’s CoPresent Landscape,
stretching Left with Right toward love as synergetic self-reiteratingOther
co-arising operations and designs of natural rich pleasure,
Earth self-investing opportunities for global,
yet local, personal, internal,
spiritual, natural, eco-logical,
inclusive bio-health and safety self-perpetuating outcomes.

Bucky Fuller’s Synergetic cooperative integrity,
thermodynamically and electromagnetically balanced,
is also Permacuture Design’s regenerate-polycultural climaxing-trend outcome
projections for interior as exterior RNA/DNA confluent syntax,
EarthTime’s bilaterally transparent
Ecosmological Memory (0)rigin-(0)Mega Tipping Points
toward optimally nutritious midway,
love and peace find their way each day,
evolving between anger-fear double-binding Codex.

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Richard Dawkins’ Dilemma

Excuse me, Mr. Dawkins,
one,
or maybe two,
addition(s),
if you please:

You say “we are survival mechanisms.”
which of course who could live to dispute?
but
from looks of me and you
and human natures more generally,
and bicamerally,
we are also health-thrival-relational
cooperative organisms
before we could ever get to all that
struggling with survivolution.

You call us, “Robot machines,
blindly programmed to preserve
the selfish molecules known as genes.”
To which I heartily add my

Amen, we are bionic bio-eco-systems,
bicamerally DNA/RNA programmed
to regenerate SelfAsOther
Folding and Unfolding temporal messages
through Time’s enculturing memory:
light’s 3D spatial structure
reverses dualdark co-gravitation
equivalently iconic and regenerative ionic
throughout bionic ecological
and binomial analogical/geological
(0)-soul temporal-neural bilateral dimension.

Photosynthetic incarnation
like polymorphic symbiotic transfiguration,
sacred self as othering,
while swimming in co-relational emergent health through loving synergy.

Not so blindly programmed
when bicamerally ecoconscious
of self-as-other health regenesis,
Permacultural Design for Interior as Exterior,
v. pathologically chaotic dissonance;
absence of cooperative co-arising relationship
with Earth’s EcoSyntaxed Universe.

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Why Gods Never Live Alone Together

It is so lonely
having only and all time to themselves,
bored with each Other
after so many millennia
planning future events
to finally get even for stuff that pissed them off
when they were even younger
in their co-evolving relationships
as each Other.

Time lies dead in their collective hands
yet diastatic in their designs
for emerging future climate changes,
great transitions,
spaces and places to regenerate a more cooperative atmosphere
among these co-arising Gods
of Energy and Air,
Water and Soil,
Fire and RNA-languaged Golden Elixir.

To drink this beverage of Time’s Gods and Goddesses
is to travel through time its bilateral Self
ecoconscious of fear as fear
of your divine relationships
transactions
your Gods of Political PolyCultured Correctness
with EcoTherapeutic Designs for self-perpetuating
development and design
of future millennia,
future chapters
in our collective ReGeneration Story of Our Gods.

A lonely lovely story,
from perspective of polyculturally conscious gods and goddesses.
All that loving grace of healthy karma,
yet so few dreams in which to unload
their rich full-octaved color
and fluency of dialect,
grace stimulating as co-arising gratitude;
such steady-state bliss
vexing and struggling to erupt
into further dramatic elation
without end,
all alone,
hibernating within each Other.

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DNA/RNA Solidarity Beatitudes

Firmly established Golden Rule justice
is not fluidly tipped out.
Yang has a firm grasp, does not easily let go,
as LeftDeductive Dominance tends toward internally competing constipation,
and emergent fat deposits.

From generation to great regeneration,
Yang’s universalist power for anthrocentric justice
shall unceasingly fail to optimize EgoYang’s
full polycultural regenerate-health potential.

As more fully composted in each natural living system,
co-passion will become genuinely inclusive ecopassion;
harvesting and foresting and fertilizing healthy compost
within oneself-family,
ecological passion will optimize abundant wealth
of nutritional value;
Co-invested with neighborhood and friends,
local cooperative economies and political parties,
co-arising passions will positively
and exponentially multiply;
Organically fertile health in nation-states
co-arises cooperative investments
and more competitive divestments,
to prosper self-organizing cooperative networks
of polycultural wealth,
more equitable climate/culture changes
and revolutions,
Fertilizing and nurturing Earth,
co-arising empathic passion will co-redeem Earth’s Justice.

Therefore:
According to the individual’s co-arising deductive/inductive bicameral fluency,
eco-mentor decomposition within Left-Right balancing Landscapes;
According to the family’s
co-arising ecological passion values,
within as without,
decompose this family’s endosymbiotic functionality
and also those more dysfunctional trends
heading toward eventual pathology;
According to the Unitarian-Universalist Beloved Community’s
co-arising productive investments
in naturally co-arising systems uniting truth
with universal regenerate integrity,
dialectically decompose our co-arising
evolutionary/revolutionary
therapeutic v. monocultural-trending investments,
in cooperative love of polycultural health
and divestment of competitively commodified anger-fear wealth,
discerning economic policy as ecological political justice
within ourselves,
our species,
and our Earth,
global-Universal
yet embryonic-Unitarian,
emerging toward nutrition-balanced
Universal Uniting RNA/DNA Integrative Home,
as Bucky Fuller’s Synergetic Spaceship Earth.

Polyculturally established Golden Bicameral Rule ecojustice
will pour out most regenerate health.
May it be so.

 

Note: The tone of this piece borrows heavily from Laotse; but there are also Buckminster Fuller and correlated Unitarian-Universalist cultural elements, some systems theory, especially through the lens of Permaculture Design for both Interior and Exterior healthier and more sustainable landscapes, climates, ecosystems as nested cooperative-health-potentiated ecocultures.

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Life’s Time Investment

What price soars too high
for your integrity investment
in future’s hope and then faith
to regenerate more love?

Could your well-fed cost
invest too high
for further return on life
enriching present
predicting more therapeutic future,
absorbing dark memories
of this still angry stress-filled past?

Or perhaps more likely
to divest of integrity’s potential
thereby further empowering angers past
and future fears of life’s short sane seasons
of contentment.

Sometimes we are too preoccupied with counting costs
to even consider if we could afford
not to invest everything we are in love.

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We’re All Angry?

No, Speaker Ryan,

I respect your mind, but we are not all angry.

In fact, some of us think it is a somewhat pathological idea

to try to develop health and safety policies for others

out of anger and fear,

when we could choose motivations of cooperative love and peace.

I am sorry you are angry,

but please do not project  your concerns about lack of competitively viable outcomes

onto me,

and millions of others who believe that love is

and should be

stronger and healthier than anger and fear,

who know that pathological policy environments

are unlikely to evolve therapeutic regenerative resolutions

toward optimally healthy outcomes for you, or me, or Earth,

much less all three.

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Permacultural Koan

I love this koan from 1,000 years ago, or more.

“What is it? Medicine and sickness mutually correspond. The world is medicine. What is the Self?”
by10th c. Zen Master Yunmen

So, yes,
Self for me is Ego”sickness”,
deductively and reductively self-composed
of dipolar AngryPast and FutureFear,
trying to figure out a narrow path
toward healthy and hearty love
as cooperative life therapy
within this eternal now of Time and Love,
BiCamerally CoPresent.

Which brings us to the world as EcoEarth SpaceTime ReGenerative “Medicine”,
for balancing Ego’s narrowly anthrocentric WorldSick Pathological view,
with Eco-Right-MindBody’s RNA-centric
Universal Ecosystemic-Dialogical-Temporal-Linear-BiLateral-TimeFused-CoEmpathic CoRelational Exterior/Interior
DiPolar Landscape
Now=Love=CoArising.ReGenerate Health and Safety Outcomes,
or at least natural ecosystemic research toward such outcomes,

All species are PermaCulturally Designed to optimize nutritional sustainability
and well-being of global RNA residents,
each and all (0)Zen-Tao thermodynamically, electromagnetically, co-gravitationally, bicamerally neural-bilaterally balanced
dialectic harmonic primetime,
surrounded by cognitive dissonance.

Moving away from an analogical/ecological dialect
and turning toward digital as:
Binary Positive/Negative Correlation CoOperative WinWin Network
BiCameral and BiNomial 4D equivalency
for WinWin Outcome Design
of (0)Earth’s most regeneratively dense synergetic nutritionally rich bullseye.

Then to Permaculture Design
for InteriorEgo and ExteriorEco landscapes
for therapeutic function:
Of highest priority
on the PermaCulture Designer’s Map
of Love/Peace/Health growth trends,
facilitated by co-disinvestment in Anger and Fear-driven monocultural-trending pathology,
“sickness” gifting-forward our best issues of what to steer clear of,
and cut back on,
for a healthy cooperative/competitive EcoConscious
AND
Ego-Anthro-Centric nondual co-arising/co-gravitational time of life
as synonymous with love and synergy and possibly empathy
and positive/negative dipolar elation.

Bicameral neural-dipolar “sickness” devolves double-binding negative dissonance, negative YinYin energy,
and
dialectic “Medicine” as love-power-positive
and peace-content-inductive-flow-function
of, from, for, toward regenerately healthy/robust RNA/DNA encrypted Time..

Where there is both peace and love,
there is no longer room or time for anger and/or fear
of lack of time for positive Healthy/Therapeutic CoRelation
within (0)-soul balancing EcoPresent NowConsciousness
of timeless co-arising times and seasons
within ecosystems with times and seasons
within language with dialectical timing
and seasoned DNA/RNA diafractal syntax.
for light and dark,
warm and cold,
positive and double-negative,
Medicine and sickness,
health and death,
polycultural fullness and monocultural empty-nest,
echoing bicameral silo Self co-arising
elating confluent-aptic CoPresent
medicinal eco-consciousness.

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Who Are You?

In the Work That Reconnects,
we have a dialogue exercise
in which Person A asks Person B
“Who are you?”
several times over a few minutes,
as it feels right to reprime this exploratory pump;
then person B does the same for person A.

The person hosting, facilitating, enabling
this reiterative question’s redundant possibilities
is merely an echo-present listener,
noticing diversity within these multiple responses,
without judging good, bad, ugly, or even indifferent,
quietly hearing rhythms of longing for love
between the crippling cracks of anger and fear,
compelling and compiling self with other hatred,
pathology.

The question,
Do all these diverse self-descriptions truly fit
this same love v. anger-fear polyculturing-multisystemic elephant?
does not usually arise.
Rather,
we accept all these scrabbling voices
and hats
and feelings
and ideas
and beliefs
co-occurring within one bilateral
positive-health v. negative-pathology mindbody ecosystem,
seeking diastatic fullness
richness,
poly-empathic
polymorphic communication,
design, development, investment,
and cooperative-integrative implementation outcomes,
at the end of this elephant’s rhetorical day,
if not sooner.

Why is this not always the case
when we ask our friends and families,
our public sector leaders
and financial sector investors,
“Who do you hope we are becoming?”

What loves are we preparing to invest in
and which past angers and future fears to divest of?

What indicators can I give
that I already invest in cooperatively regenerate health
agendas,
platforms,
designs and intentions,
co-mentoring therapeutic diapraxis
of which I preach so positively to others?

I know you support restoring regenerative health to our soil
and preserving clean water,
as I do.
So does it bother you,
as it does me,
that we still contaminate our water with poo and pee
instead of investing in nutrition-starved soil,
where both could be positive resources
countering past neglect and abuse,
rather than doubly-negative pathology?

We say we support cooperatively vibrant and healthy local economies
and empowering political vitality,
so does it bother you,
as it does me,
to so often hear “either-or” deductive reductivism
and wonder why not first cooperatively consider “both-and?”

I appreciate what you just said
and I wonder if adding X might make your idea
even better.
Do you agree,
or maybe you see concerns for yourself and others
new to me,
of which we might learn together?

Could a cooperative election or social change campaign
begin with compiling interdependent hopes and wishes
and loves of Who Are You?
thereby more smoothly avoiding stuckness-traps
of fear and anger and dissonant pathological outcomes.

Could investing both-and cooperative communication norms
better lead toward co-investing in healthy wealth,
politically strong-embraced policies,
procedural and dialogical transparency,
polyculturally inclusive design and development and discernment
of poli-eco-logical therapy
v. multi-morphic pathology;
co-arise local through global health outcome networks,
diastatic eco-normativity,
embracing each and every sacred Person A and B response
to Who are we?

 

For an interesting response, please also see, “Who I Am”, written by my son, Spencer Cole Dillenbeck

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