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Stealing Stalking Sanity

I see, and fear, a trumpian landscape,
usually, and more casually, outside any safe inside sanctuary.

Infrequent glances inside windstorms
and rivers of underground currents
surreptitiously culture shape
mold
transform vertically visual landscapes,
motherlands of ecotherapy above, outside
forests and deserts,
Earth’s inside
farms and gardens, windblown
oceans and continents in-between violent storms
and ego-magnetic rabid inside voices
from underground aquifers
reappropriating information originally borrowed
from outside sacred spaces

Now over-invested in big WhiteHouses for patriarchal elites
purchasing trumpian ego-greedy competitions
to conquer physical elective losses
with mentally unhealthy unbalancing wins
against SuperEgo’s timeless ultra-violet, climate
Green Gaia/Diana Goddess, client
Holy Matriarchal Spirit, common
EarthSoul’s ZeroZone, everyday
whatever within healthy core
LeftBrain label you prefer, bling
because of early childhood market language
and competitive culture, nurturing
neurological and psychological development.

EarthSouls learns more in an outside voices hour
observing our trumpian landscapes within
and without
than would be possible in a humane domesticated lifetime
of ignoring what neither God nor Goddess could love,

Absence of prime WinWin creative relationship
robustly ultra-violet not not light
ecstatically deep resilient color speaking
non-trumpian resonance, positive energy
multiculturally peopled
and polyculturally populated, democracy
within merging bilateral inside-outside health, integrity
in religious liberal loving consciousness
with multicultural soul-conserving unconsciousness
of cognitively dissonant trumpian winds
and cold, wet winter estuaries, hope
terrorizing elite polynomial faith
in irrational left without right
unloved remainders.

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Seeking Sanctuary

Diaspora Dwellings

On my way into our sanctuary
this past Sunday morning
a woman I had met in choir
was strangely inclined
to share her family history.

Her dad came over from Ireland
because he wanted better opportunities
for his healthy future.

Here he meets his wife
and they have kids
who also have kids
now living the post-millennial nightmare
of what the TrumpCard worshiping U.S.
has most degeneratively isolationist become.

I mentioned that I had never been.
My made-in-Ireland newsboy hat
had only hung in U.S. pubs,
mostly not so green as we might wish,
and had only covered my North American dreams
of a more robust wealth
of future health
for myself
and my African American husband
and our four adopted brown-skin wounded kids
with mental and physical,
mind and body,
spirit and soul uncompetitive challenges.

Challenges now further threatened by bleak climate choices
to pursue RightWing Business As Assault
Competitions to extract Earth’s ecofeminist original values
faster
and faster
and harder thrusting against naked wombs,
angry and filled with fear
we cannot hoard enough power
against the Great Winter
of our own LeftBrain dominant
paranoid prophecy.

And increasingly schizophrenic,
don’t you sometimes inside-outside Voices think?
My new fellow diaspora migrant added,
cooperatively curious,
and not at all competitively overpowering.

Before cars
and planes
and trains,
Before carriages
and carts
and wheels
Irish moms and dads would never have imagined
their homes
as other than our future home,
as other than great-great grandkids home
as it was on into a distant WiseElder
health-rooting past projecting future health.

Diaspora dreams
would have been just for tribal survival reasons,
I suppose.
Which sounds eerily like how I feel
about my kids WiseElder future prospects
challenged by angry supremacist voices,
classically un-evangelical,
philosophically dividing sinful ego-natures
from virtuous eco-spirits…

Yet these are what God originally created together…
Well, I get sidetracked
when I gaze into this awesome abyss
of LeftBrain’s curious diaspora nature
returning to RightBrain spiritual sanctuary
of what paradise Earth could become
after Her diaspora integrity returns.

Where our children can EarthTribe thrive again
by cooperative work and play with our conservative challenges
mental and physical
theological and ecological
spiritual and natural
secular and sacred
liberal healthy while conserving wealth
of deep learning democracy
for challenged diaspora solidarity.

I think about leaving the U.S.
especially in the last couple weeks,
and the last couple years,
now that I think of empty hearts and diamonds adulation
while never once mentioning darker promises
of clubs
and non-elite spades for burying our drowned
and burned
and shot.

This feels less and less like a healthy
safe
cooperative democracy for my wounded diaspora kids
to learn how to play WinWin games
rather than WinLose patriarchal lies
against the cultural wealth potential of equality
for matriarchal
WiseElder
ecofeminist
healthy RightBrain curious climates…

Inclusive of wounded,
voiceless,
brown-skinned children.

Precisely.
Me Too,
my Irish diaspora friend
sadly added,
thinking about her own adult children
increasingly uncomfortable about their distance
dissonance
and lack of hope in co-investment,
fading faith in loyalty to EarthTribe’s diaspora
cooperatively engaging our co-migrating selves.

But my own dad’s
and mom’s journey
began in the MidWest,
and their mom and dads came from Europe,
and their moms and dads
came from migrant EarthTribes
before carriages
and carts
and diaspora enabling wheels.

Where could we go
that could guarantee safe and healthy water,
regenerate soil,
fresh and liberally democratic conserving sanctuary,
bicamerally resonant consciousness,
robust ecological with theological WinWin culture,
cooperative egalitarian intent and design,
restorative justice,
peace for planet,
plants,
and people?

I assume that’s a rhetorical diaspora question.

She invited me to a potluck dinner
in her non-Irish home.

I continued my journey
into our migrant gathering sanctuary,
wondering about souls and wonder and imagination
before curious carriages
and courageous carts
and even simple wheels,
when horses and trees were our whispering neighbors
and prophets predicting healthy grass and water
satisfying next seven regenerations
of challenged children
hoping for their healthy chances
to become tomorrow’s WiseElder sanctuaries.

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Integrity Battles

Integrity warriors
are not allowed to raise our sacred voices
even against defiant children,
and defeated adolescents,
and immature monoculturish adults

Much less could we therapeutically self-justify
shouting out against WiseElder
matriarchal baptismal waters
remembering DNA’s healthiest cooperative birthing
and thrival
matriarchal/patriarchal
yin/yang
Integrity/Love Origins

Quietly
Mundanely replanting and reforesting history
and natural/spiritual husbandry
of pre-historic
post-glacial revolutionary times
for cooperative creolizing democracy
co-acclimating survival of the fit-in-ingest immigrants together,
re-creating resilient health/wealth networks

ReGenerating
co-resonant Integrity Warriors
with outdoorLeft and insideRight mind-embodied
eco-cooperative Wisdom Schools
for WinWin ZeroZone Design
and Integral Left/Right PeaceCreation,
inside Voice resonant re-creations

Both secular Left dominant
and sacred ElderRight integrity health
of ZeroZone primal ego/eco-relationship

Where Integrity Warriors,
Messianic Princes and Bodhisattva Princesses,
are always kind to SacredVoices
because we advocate gratitude
for EarthTribe’s multicultural health-wealth.

Power to over-rule our kids,
Not as healthy as empowerment with our WinWin developing kids.

Power to reductively dismiss our most competitive nature/spirit students,
Not as educational as enlightenment by listening
more deeply for our youngest mutual WiseElder
nature/spirit memories,
cooperative love goodfaith outlasting anger/fear badfaith,
active WinWin restorative peace
through ego/eco-justifying quiet resonant Voices of mutual hope.

Power to multiculturally listen
to Win/Lopse,
veering off toward Lose economic repurposing ends
Lose justifying political anti-eco/theo-logically mean degenerate strategies

Negative disempowerment
through self and other violent
anti-GoldenRule armament corporations
and capital-addicted monoculturing Win/Lose disassociations

Not as wise as co-investing integrity associations
with healthier
quieter revolutionary intent,
cooperatively-owned and self-managing healthcare Voices
still speaking through our youngest WiseElder consumers
on their way to becoming WinWin soldiers
hoping to reforest Continents
with multicultural love climates

Faith in clean blue air
and greening edible nurturing waters
for future co-redeeming
self-forgiving health power
on behalf of ourselves
and our great-grandkids,

Speaking in still small WiseElder
health is wealth
consumer/producer Revolutionary Voices.

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Sacred ReConstructions

When are sacred instructions
also secular erections?

How could sacred reconstructions of Spirits fly
without secular deconstructions for Nature’s
first loving polypaths together?

I’m still reading
Sacred Instructions
by She Who Brings The Light,
aka Sherri Mitchell’s
natural/spiritual enlightenment.

I think she just said
Gospel Warriors
of natural light
emerge most non-WinLose soldierly anti-therapeutic

For challenged WinWin longing Egos
and for healing outdoor climate pathologies
against green gospel warriors,

By WinWin exercising a silent student/teacher experiential Voice
Curious about Great Universal Origins,
and Transitions,
of epic course,

But also fans of daily speaking
with still small calming WinWin therapeutic Voices,

Not speaking for or against LoseLose plutocratic terrifying dualism,
Dissonantly settling for compromise
Earth’s natural beauty
fragrance
taste
natural/spiritual Voices,
to serv monoculturing reductive purposes,
self-perpetuating losses
against multicultural synergy Warriors
of past matriarchal ages

Within and upon this WinWin co-operatively owned
and self/other-teaching/listening Earth.

My LeftBrain gospel
Either Nature Or Spirit
pen
seldom offers such RightBrain silent synergetic riches,

Deep learning nondual WinWin confluence,
EgoLeft listening
co-present with EcoRight

Warm womb basking
in bilinear sacred Light

Now discerned
through yesterday’s still dark
secular and silent StillHere.

When are sacred instructions
also secular integrity erections?

 

 

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Recreating Healthy Rapture

Christian evangelicals
of GoodNews for spiritual elites
and BadNews for nature agnostic non-elites
radically separate scriptures
describing a divine EarthCreation Story
of past one-week strategic development,
kept in one sacred sciences department,

Away from
evolutionary/revolutionary scripture predicting
future EndTime judgment.

Spiritual anthrocentric Rapture Narratives,
foreshadow nature-embodied Hell on the Negative side
and timeless spiritual Paradise
on the Positive-Redemptive Side
of individual through cosmic
Eco-Theo Logical unfolding
of history’s Great PassionStory.

Yet divorcing our CreationStory
from biblical Rapture Narrative
assumes a dualistic view
of natural past v spiritual future worlds
nature created and spiritual re-creating
rather than a nondualistic dipolar nature
is our outside view
of spirit as our inside shadow
of deep cooperative learning/competitive hating
experiences.

This dualistic anti-evolutionary nature creation event
before and outside
spiritual rapture/holocaust extreme bipolar prediction
for people of all consumed nations
is not supported by Jewish polycultural awareness
of Jesus’s nature/spirit outside/inside time

Nor
by His parables and teachings
holding nature and spirit analogically
and ecologically together,
the flowering spiritual wealth of flowers
as seen in multiculturing grace
of naturally diverse beauty

The suggestion,
If your spirit develops envy and lust
then best to pluck out your own natural eye,
before someone else does it to you.

Jesus of Nazareth
grew up in a culture
of Samson nature-spirit rapturous nonduality.
Spiritual Positive strength
grew with the natural evolving length of hair
on Samson’s superhero head.

Once nature is grasped
as an outside convex view
of Earth’s Creation history,
then Spirit remains an inside concave view,
ego to eco,
natural identity to spiritual individuation
of each healthy individual’s Positive/Negative
Rapture Narrative

Speaking in polypathic feeling-sensory nutrition languages
for Ego-Eco double-binding therapeutic Passion Stories,
mendacious dark
and integrity light.

Evengelical nature Emperors
wear no scripture-inspired spiritual clothes,
much less rapturous Wonder and Awe arraignment.

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Love Seasoned Health

Negative Yin flows
pride’s depression
as Negative Yang down-blows
humility’s oppression,

As Positive Yin knows
bilateral awed impression
as Positive Yang grows
healthy-wealth wondrous compassion,

Winter in as Summer out
WhiteHouse down as GreenHouse up
Yin back as Yang forth,
BrightHole Alpha
as Matriarchal (0)Mega Womb

Depressed Alfalfa
as oppressive OliveOil,
in another LoseLose childhood dream.

These four faces of change
are like four-horse seasons
of worship,
liturgical summer life
through winterish death
of ego’s LeftBrain Robber Baron dominance.

Negative Yang with Negative Yin,
both self-oppression and other-depressing,
represent winter
as advent of creolizing chaotic rebirth
through grief and messianic weakness.

Positive Yang with Negative Yin,
self-compassion with residual depressing memories
of winter’s coldly violent revolutions,
nightmares of loss,
hibernation of interdependence,
usher spring’s replanting schedules,
organic developments
for environmental and interior rebirth.

NewBorns cooperatively search
and knock
and find
summer’s PositiveYang-PositiveYin
co-passion with awed self-esteem
climax,
Yet late summer Musing maturity
already predicts Autumn,
early harvest stages
of WiseElder beloved community discernment.

PositiveYin with NegativeYang
speak up
for a healthier Left with Right ego-eco balance,
a return to secular/sacred worshiping
health quantities and love qualities
of ElderRight procreator
with YoungerLeft co-awed
intra-interior personal
inter-exterior political compassion,
impression,
harvesting our best WinWin seeds,

Rejecting LoseLose historical experience,
Negative Yang with Negative Yin
eternal winter
predicting
both Ego and Eco-demise
rather than
PositiveYang health
with PositiveYin wealth,
wondrous FullSun compassion for myself
impressed by awe with sacred EarthTribe Other.

Regarding what we will
now more polyculturally
polypathically plant
this polyphonic WinWin
ZeroZone Spring.

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Health Harvesting

Life seems
at times,
sometimes chronically usual
and sometimes more critically unusual,
Life seems to see a too large familial
and/or global space
between Winning outside less
and not Losing inside more,

Life unfolds feelings
differentiating between usually
and just sometimes
would be a healthier Win
for anger management
and depression
and manic bipolar issues,
polemics,
bipolarities Left against Right
too LoseLose negatively dissonant,
disassociating from authentic
integrity
health-wealth identity.

Yet,
in our next moment,
claustrophobic narrow ways
between Winning freedom and light
and not also Losing life and love
unveils a culturally treacherous walk.

A personal yet also political and economic walk
through a narrowing last second
in LeftBrain dominating Time
reincarnating EarthClimates

All, or most,
Either winning or losing
attachment to detachment
attacking
future life of humble sufficiency Left-Right fortune,
seen through Earth’s timeless creation RightBrain lens
casting past death
of Ego’s immanently inaccurate
decomposing misfortune
of untimely WinLose events.

Exhausting WinWin divine inspiration,
finding ribboned rivers of YangHeaded hope
between hearing Winning dipolarity
yet also not seeing bipolar Losing
what Sacred EarthTime never RightBrain autonomously owned
or could eternally LeftBrain co-redeem alone
while co-advocating creative
regenerative
creolizing
transubstantiations
between healthy Left
and wealthy WiseElder Matriarchal Right.

Bicameral life seems to see a larger revolutionary space
between Winning outside time more ecologically healthy
and not Losing inside sacred place
more theologically multicultural wealthy.

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