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Night Before Solstice

Twas night of full Solstice
when all thru my home
Yin is moaning with constipation
while Yang jumps up and down
and back and forth
and in and out,
hoping her Beloved scratch soon will be here
to absorb all screechy itches
she holds so loudly dear.

I’m not in my hairshirt
and not needing a nap,
breathing Yang in
to pray Yin might push out.

As heaven opens
to rain down warm clatter
I co-arise with rich dark-soiled hope
and faith that each full breath matters,
as Yang throws soft pillows
for Yin’s entertainment.

Finally, midnight clears,
stars splatter sky
as Yin pushes out poo
his contented voice lowing,
nestled in dream pillows of ecological manger.

Another perfect MidWay dia-souled-stice,
one last veggie pizza on whole wheat slice,
angels are snoring
their demons ignoring
peacefully awaiting New Year of play nice.

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Fr. Time’s Ubiquitous Proposal

Dear National Science Foundation–Economics Department:

So,
here’s what I want to learn,
or research,
if you will.

Why do we have a Financial Sector,
Business and Industry Sector,
Religious Sector,
Education Sector,
Health Care Sector Food and Nutrition Sector
Services Industry Sector,
and a Political Sector,
an Economic Sector,
Science and Technology Sector,
Design Sector,
and then we have this “Non-Profit Sector”?

What’s up with that?
What is this sector for?
All we know from its label;
these folks do not plan to develop profit,
much less optimize regenerative health.

After all, what else could “profit” mean?

I mean,
you would think,
with everything else going on,
all this climatic change
and failure of self-governance systems,
we would call this Non-Profit Sector
our EcoTherapeutic CoOperative Sector,
or just the Coop Network, for short,
as opposed to their dipolar
Business As Usual Competitive Sector.

But,
I can see why we didn’t land on that label
just yet,
or at least I have a hypothesis
that this NonProfit language
is an artifact of PreMillennial LeftBrain
deductive-mindbody Dominance;
a passive-aggressive cultural choice
emerging from an Industrial Culture
mistakenly invested in a model of positive evolution
that over-emphasized time’s regenerative thrival value
for Win-Lose struggling against speciation
and individuation
strategies,
thereby under-valuing
the historical evidence supporting positive evolution
as therapeutically struggling with others
by inviting reiterative cooperative Win-Win
default choices,
as is iconic of RNA, and DNA’s thermodynamically
and co-gravitationally co-arising design.

This seasonal-fractal regenerative evolutionary process
toward polyculturally optimizing ecosystems,
slow-growing endosymbiotic mutuality of freedoms from
with freedoms to,
seems to be more along the lines of what Darwin took away
from how to see
and time
this world wide web of organic information.

Namaste, for considering our PermaCulturally Intended proposal
as follows.

Warmly (but hopefully not too awfully warmly),
Fr. Time
“We are not FOR profit”
this label says.
Five words that could not possibly be true
or at least not fully informative.

Are we not all for profit of something,
if only ourselves, our own health?
Let’s agree, perhaps,
or so I propose anyway,
anywhere
and anytime, of course,
that this proposal for those who would serve
and care for others
might become our mutually co-arising regeneration
of health,
as individuals
as families
as a humane species evolving bicameral mindbody
learning to balance and harmonize
our Interior and Exterior Landscapes
with management skills more PermaCulturally
more timelessly-co-operatively enlightened
by this intrinsic value of healthy living
for wealthy dying.

Resting nesting into Time’s folding/balancing cooperative embrace,
Earth’s world wide (0)-soul bicameral-ionic
EcoConscious Network
of temporally co-gravitational function.

Whatever our footprint in time,
as individuals,
as a global culture of evolving humane natural ecosystems,
materializes as therapeutic “profit”
can be measured by its
CQI of health and mutually therapeutic care and service outcomes,
and
negative correlational (dipolar) trend evolution/devolution
of Business As Usual,
as if you could rightfully assume
we have a shortage of time
to complete our self/other-optimizing vocation,
when, in truth,
our regenerative purpose enjoys
and celebrates each Advent Solstice
this co-gravitational divine/human leisure
of (0)-soul timeless Prime Relationship,
BelovedYang+/Double-Folding FractalYinYin
Folds and Unfolds
of InFormating/ExFormulating Time
as BiCameral (0)-soul TaoSpace.

In other words,
by changing “NonProfit” to
“EcoTherapeutic ReGenerative Optimization”,
with (0)-soul bicameral cooperative network assumptions,
time’s ecoconsciousness implies,
implicately orders
co-arisingly empolypaths
ReGenerative Trending Transition
from climatic PreMillennial
on this threshold of
Beloved Climax Community InFormating Networks
Internal Landscape
as External Landscape
as In/External BiCameral Landscape,
(0)-soul P-Yang=N(NP) YinYin as WinWin Theorem.

Basic Attendantly,
WinWin Right hemisphere
more or less should co-equal LoseLose Left deductive
Business As Usual polysuicidal pathology.

So hoping we might choose to invest in this proposal
for optimizing globally regenerative health
in our political
and economic
and ecological
and all ReGenerative Cooperative EcoSystems
and Sectors,
and disinvest in labels like “NonProfit”.

Really?
NonProfit!
Not for Profit!
My grandmother Moon couldn’t have come up with that one.
Too much SunGod worship probably,
all us pre-climatic Yangers shouting down
wise YinYin’s
permaculturally cooperative networks
and guilds
and tribes
and species
and interdependently organic families.

Wow.
Back in the good ol’ daze of timeless manna
eco-lightenment…

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Terror Asylum

On another Thames River,
with steady rural New England flow
toward Long Island’s warming Sound
then on and out toward whispering drowned memories
of Atlantis,
slumbering on eastern bank,
surrounded by Pequot Elder spirit grounds,
ruined medicine’s monolithic altars
worshiping insanely labyrinthine proportion,
crumbling mental-physical stately asylum carcasses,
sagging with trembling memories
of cultural inability
to remember empathic presence,
basic nature’s noticing of potentially present voices
speaking through cracked window and door frames,
peeling exterior landscapes,
collapsed roofs with rotten root foundations,
mumbly murmuring memories
of past river fogged-in days
and nights of terrorism,
ruled by despots of exegetical sanity
applauding wild bacchanal voices
jumping into tidal swollen,
then shrunken,
yet steady and wise-stately,
reasonable flow away out
toward wilder presence downstream
outstraining severed screams
of inpolitic madness.

Intended to grow up a school for sanity,
collaterally invested dust and decay emerged a prison
of abuse and neglect,
oppressively irrational exculturation.

Wild voices dismembering
loving presence of person,
too entrapped by past terrors,
chronic, climatic, psychotic prison
for muttering conversations between Ego’s Anger voice
berating left-handed fear of Fear ambivalence,
quivering recrimination reiterating through dungeon drugged nights,
layering medicated mindless attendance
over basic neural noticing,
thereby inducting rot
briefly intuiting tender absence of co-mentored narrow path
toward polypathic enculturation,
hiding in a forest
of cracked and crumbling drives and walkways,
seductive viral toxic infestation
of history weeded over.

On this other Thames
visitors violate serene gloom of despair,
turning our backs to return to safer grounds,
no less trespassing wilderness
but more profane,
slinking down an overcrowded river
of ubiquitous investment
in tumble-down sane urbanity.

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Right Mind Solstice

If Left MindBody is the iconic foot of language
and resolutions,
whether for a new year
or for a new day,
then Right MindBody may emerge an ionic footprint,
syntax for regenerative language
as resonance of positive love feelings
and negative anger and fear and hate and anxiety empathic feelings.

Right mind sees and hears and feels and feeds on individuating Presence,
where Left mind domesticates,
labels,
commodifies,
languages,
lists and catalogs independent Persons.

Right mindbody enters a balancing
holonic
holy threshold boundary
of insane voices
angry about ego’s past,
afraid for both ego and Earth’s future
and for this Universe
as embryonic nest or “heaven”
of Earth,
potentially and therapeutically Beloved
metaphysical,
and Climaxing
physical-natural organic, Heaven on Earth.

Afraid ego will not have sufficient time
to complete our HeavenlyEarth assigned
co-messianic vocation;
but also, doubly,
boundary thresholding

toward loving mutually empathic Presence
of, in, by, through co-relational Present,
co-arising eco-gravitationally systemic regeneration
for our universal
and yet polyculturally uniting-inviting love
of timeless NOW.

Here lies Right mind’s narrow path of empathic Presence,
between fear of fear’s fractured future
and anger’s anvil of past discontent.

 

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Adventures in Time Swings

Advent–
adventures in annual rings of evolving trees,
culminates in EcoMessianic MidNight
as MidWay Mass,
Winter’s purgative soul-sticing Season
empathically uncovering perennial rebirth.

Primal Corollary–
Advent does not culminate at (0)-soul on CoMessiah Day,
but climaxes full-diastatic on Christmas MidWay Eve.

ReGenerating (0) souls–
dark aged advent toward CoMessianic New Cooperative Adventures,
a New Millennial ReGenerative Age
with PolyCulturally Beloved Community therapeutic outcomes,
using PermaCultured Continuous Quality Improvement Standards.

Continuous Quality Improvement of ReGenerative SpaceTime–
preparing for
next falling harvest of Win-Win Wisdom,
winnowed discernment of overly-competitive Win-Lose Pathology,
culminating in slow-growth evolution,
Adventures of Earth’s CoMessianic Tribes.

Traveling back to Christmas Past,
back in dark PreMillennial Time,
denatured from space’s incarnated flower
and bilateral flow function,
back during darker age
of monopolistic Emire building,
Ego’s little incorporating dominatrix trend,
embarrassingly naked now,
to a PostMillennial crowd
sourcing cooperative compost polycultures
and vocations
and homes
and political parties,
and economic platforms
and other embryonic ecotherapies,
each a more co-expathology than the prior year
introducing increased correlational empathic outcomes
as co-arising mutual gravitation
between earlier waves of anger
predicting later waves of pathological fear
where love of solidarity WillPower Presence
intends mutually subsidiary Present, relationships/transactions/incarnations,
co-poly-empathically resides
PostMillennially universally-enfranchised PolyPathic Being
as Evolutionary Becoming EcoConsciousness.

Traveling forward to Christmas Future,
Great Transitional adventure swing
toward more PermaCultural Form with Function,
in EcoFractal Frequencies of Prime Relational Balance,
Left as YangPolynomial
dipolar with Right as YinYin DoubleNegative
BiEmpathic CoOperative CoRelation
ConScience as Adventing Adventures of Earth’s Tribes.

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Manger of CoOperative Manna

To reconnect with Earth
as seen by our Right mindbody,
we need only recall
how life looked and felt
absorbently smelled and smacked
as an infant
yet within Earth Mother’s warm womb
producing manna from Heaven,
perfectly organic nutritional values
and commodities
and purposes and vocations
for your enculturing transformation
as EarthHeaven’s,
yolk with transparent eggwhite
eco-ego identity,
neurally firing Left deductive
as Right inductive,
vice versa
dominant convex OVER recessive concave
regenerative rhythms and songs and cultures
and Zero-Soul metric polynomial information systems.

There you are
here we are,
sucking and breathing in eco-individuation
to exhale rich compost for synthesis
of Earth’s co-habiting atmosphere,
seasonal functions,
co-gravitational frequencies,
bionically dipolar DNA information positive concave,
OVER ex-formating N(NP) negative convex,
regenerating our ecoconscious-emergence.

To reconnect with Earth
we need only recall
we are Heaven with Earth’s infants
still
peaceful co-messiahs
within Earth Mother’s
warm-wombing advent-incubative
co-operatively intended and full-willed manger
of PolyCultural manna.

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Wilderness Home

I prefer my home and family buttoned down
rather than too wild and disorderly,
disheveled and irrational.

I prefer natural order
and shades of color
and dialects
and vocations
and sequential rules of nutrition-producing order,
and yet wonder, too.

I have been hurt by too much wild
struggling against my too much gay
with fear that loss of homophobia,
struggling with fear and anger
about my too-wild sexuality,
might self-recruit toward loving bisexuality,
poly and/or meta-sexuality,
a co-arising co-gravitation
without fear and anger boundaries
might open your pen toward boundless love.

Too wild
these fears and angers scare me,
preferring my home and family
more polyculturally transformed
to optimally button down
our polypathic wild.

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PermaCultural Advent

If yin is Time’s regenerate intention
then yang is Spatial Will,
emerging tri-dimensional plans and structures
of evolutionary form to grow
transform
polyculturally regenerate
yin’s advent of intending struggling void of Time,
transparently and ubiquitously extended,
incarnating timespace,
excarnating spacetime
breathing in as out,
ecoconscious within as without,
birthing midway Mass of BiCameral Peace.

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Advent ReGenerative Round

There once was a messiah with crown
so heavy it caused him to frown
when he gave it away
some folks say to this day
it grew lighter while revolving around.

There once were most men with dementia
so heavy it caused them homophobic hornetia
when they co-operated away
women say to this day
they grew brighter while playing relentia.

There once was a species competitive
so heavy it paused their revolving co-operative,
when ego turned round
then eco rewound
and Earth grew collaterally transportive.

There once was a Julian Jaynes,
he noticed our bicameral brains
our Left sends petitions
to Right’s prime time conditions
so confluent brains think through Memory’s long strains.

There once was a Kuhn with a thistle
to explode seductive reason’s reductive whistle,
he said transitions revolve
faster than status quo paradigms evolve
producing a more compelling new epistle.

There once was a Buckminster Fuller
who found competing economics quite politically duller
than intelligent co-operatives
for networking our ReGeneratives
to grow optimal Tipping Point rudders.

There once was a speaker of Tao
who noticed nature’s patterns of Time,
he said that our space
carries time’s bicameral memory of place
a Win-Win polynomial function of spacetime
or Lose-Lose monopolistic dysfunction of time’s rhyme.

There once was a Gregori Perelman
who listened to Group Theory’s binomial Time span
he stuck in a zero
and out plopped a Zen hero
for polynomially logical polyamorous fans.

There once was a Clay Math dissonance
challenging polynomially irrational informance
it took a long time
to hear monomial’s rhyme
Left’s binomial balance evolves Right’s polypathic abundance,
confluence,
wu-wei-ance
MidWay essence.

There once was a mathematician named Euler
who thought of time and space as co-rulers
prime relational function
forms places with gumption
convex over concave, zero eco-logic of Fuller.

We once were Yang rulers wih crowns
so full double Yin cobinary frowned,
she begged for contentment
defined double-bound contention meant
to tip toward her roots ‘fore She drowns.

We once struggled against Left-brain dominance
refusing to struggle with PostMillennial CoResonance
when we gave ego away
P=N(NP) of seasoned time’s PolyCultural Way
evolved light’s cooperating power round.

There once were bodhisattvas with competing crowns
so heavy they caused us to wilt and frown
when we gave ego away
some ecocentric folks say Advent day
grew enlightened while solsticing around.

We once were all Yangers with crowns
so heavy they competitively frowned
when we mid-sized them away,
spacetime’s eco-cultural way,
we rebirthed enlightenment transporting TransParent Ground.

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Adventures in ReGenerative EcoNormics

It’s not so much
our cultural value conditioning
that presents a transitional communication problem
about changes of climate
within our Interior
and without
in our Exterior
Landscapes.

It’s more about discontinuous,
internally incommensurable,
cultural values
norms enjoined throughout Earth’s fully domesticated human race
toward humane evolution’s progress,
whether this progress
be calculated one breath
one day
one season at a time
or using a 5-year SWOT Team analysis,
norms and values discontinous because they raise eisegetical internal
and exegetical external eco-logical issues
of dissonance
about Anthro-hyper-critical fear
and existential anger,
no longer capable of hearing
Earth’s more inductively functional ecotherapy messages.

For example:
We may feel deep under our skin
that the norm “respect all life”
means not only the aborted embryo
of future’s hope for regenerating further life
in that human branch,
but it also means finding compassion for the ballistic asshole
terrorist on the other side
of Earth’s eco-culture
raping and slaughtering our children
of all species,
all ecosystems,
natural elements in their normative habitats
of Earth’s warm-wombed evolutionary development.

Perhaps more troubling
on a daily in-your-face basis
is our cultural discontinuity
about respecting all humane nature.

End of sentence for our Golden Rule.

Terrorists and abortionists and most certainly polar bears
and turtles
need not apply for humane racing inclusion
by Rule of not-so-golden exclusion.

But, surely we could not mean this end
for our optimally confluent,
co-commensurable compassion?

My co-arising advocacy for each ego-identity’s inherent dignity,
beauty,
goodness,
health,
vitality,
gift,
grace,
karma,
incarnation,
co-arising reinvestment value,
begins and ends
with sane rational humane adults
acting like mature adults,
in my corner of this ecosystemic Universe?
No further?
What about my kids with cerebral palsy?
Why not the intrinsic value of a yellow butterfly
on a red apple on a breezy early-autumn New England day?
I don’t disrespect deer tics or skunks,
why is it OK to disrespect a terrorist?

Is the reverse corollary of our Golden Rule
that it is OK to disrespect mere RNA-inspired creation,
we only choose to love this newer DNA school
of thoroughly domesticated politics
and commodified competitive economic
Win/Lose evolutionary elitism,
despite our humane capacity to comprehend
Earth’s RNA-rooted cooperative economic and political intent
to unfold
this Tree of Cooperative Life
feeding off Competitive MonoCultural Death,
as dipolar co-arising purpose,
and orthopraxis of synergetic love
as Win-Win ReGenerations for all Earth Tribes.

If we don’t get that this Left-brain deductive blindness
earns us only our Right karma and grace
to try to live with climatic dismay,
struggling against our own discontinuous
and internally combusting/fusing/confusing
view of All Natural Life Matters
to a Health Optimizing Regeneratively Positive
Future ReGenerative Hope and Faith!

If we cannot stand in ecojustice solidarity
with all RNA’s co-informing future ego-risks
and eco-opportunities
for cooperatively optimizing Continuous Quality Improvement
Standards for POLYCULTURAL HEALTH OUTCOMES,

then we condemn ourselves to living with human species’ consequences,
continuing this evolving pilgrimage
toward our own internal “cognitive dissonance” voices,
starting to squeal and screech
our unorthodox ways into our overly Left-brain dominantly
encultured mindbody:

“Hey, DNA,
that ProGenitor God you worship
is RNA’s regenerative spacetime 4-dimensional
fractal icon
of form with function!”

Dissing RNA’s Life Tribal dignity and rights,
commonly held by all Earth’s eco-spaces and places
is like dissing God
or dissing the importance
of this yet not fully born,
still warm-wombed,
embryo of hope in our own future’s biological life.

Embryonic biosystems cannot yet speak
with the same mature life-evolving language
as might an aging terrorist,
should one ever live that long,
living outside and beyond terror of death,
explaining why this monster
could not invest in his own positive regenerativity.

Might it be he simply did not evolve sufficient experience
of our Golden Rule applied to him,
gifting him as Me’s reverse corollary suggests,
gifting Me as his Earth has love-therapized/endeadened-pathologized him,
regenerated/degenerated him,
synergized/traumatized him
as a sleep deprived ego-entity
surrounded by others of similar demised
incarnation for Earth’s own purposes,
as our EcoSoul’s Advent
of Healthy/Empty ReGenerativity.

Discontinuous intuition
is not a substitute for exegetical information
it is an eisegetical subset of deductively-confluent information
that is Right brain temporally inductive
as N(NP)/P = YinYin/Yang = Win-Win/Lose-Lose
regenerative balance and proportion and theory
and rhythm frequency
co-arising functional prime relationship
and reverse-time-memory
tiered binomially Right
as N(NP).

When discontinuous enculturing NP functions
become more climatic,
evolve from chronic dissonance
toward revolutionary consonance
and resonance,
“Please, NOT more NP!” = N(NP) double-negative irrationality,
whether Interior economic
or Exterior political,
then we are Tipping
Advent-ing
toward climatic transition
toward a new cooperative Business As Usual
emerging positive form and functions, healthy,
toward respect for all ReGenerative Life,
political and economic systems
and eco-logical LifeSystems,
co-arise Respect and Dignity for Death
of all Life already lost
to AnthroCentric Despair
about the only life that matters
in this embryonic Advent seed,
evolving Love without,
as Life within.

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