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Aging in a Curious Age

As I age in place
into awareness of replaceability
I bow to humbling curiosity,

Whether more anxious
or anticipating,
I remain conflicted

About predicting
a win/win global healthy climate
sustainable outcome

In which my own anthroprivileged species
grows in ecological curiosity
and theological humility

Enough for winning healthy Earth
restoring justice,

A peaceful paradise of curious promise
for resiliently wealthy
multicultural ecofeminists

AND our leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale capital growing fragile
and increasingly suicidal Allies

Or will this Great Green Transition
end and recycle back again
a healthier peace and justice Earth
devoid of inhumane
predative
overpopulated rabid hetero-unsapient pests?

While this winEarth/loseAnthros
heart-stopping vision fails to mention
all the further kinship species
we have already helped exterminate
and will continue to take out with us,

Still
stunned
shunned
I remain quietly hopeful
that a seventh great extinction
might never come to be
before Second Comings

Of Edenic Civility
bereft of straight either/or lined
leftbrain dominant distractions

Extractions
from right interdependent circling
spiraling feeling
lack of historical multicultural traction
for healthy democratic energy
empowering flow
and enlightened nature/spirit MultiSpecies

Worshipping
polyculturing sensory resonant pleasures
of resilient health wealthy climate paradise

Recovering
old aging wonder,
humbling
and still actively curious
how EarthMother healthy ends

And rebegins
re-ligions wealthily ever after
with Yang empowering
Yintegral enlightening balance,

Either both/and way,
humane-divine hybrid consciousness
of
merely sublime natural
sensory aware spirits,

Breaths of incoming
outgoing life
as love
regeneratively prevails.

And yet
I cannot resist some attachment,
as I limp toward my own ego-recentering
ultra-nonviolet
compassioning horizon,

Rooting for this new global age
of Green Cooperative EcoFeminists
already leading our nonviolent communion
toward a resiliently restorative EarthJustice Way,

A curious winning for AnthroTribe
also winning Earth GreenPeace
to health/wealth Thrive.

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Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity

Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you

A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart

With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind

For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…

Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left

Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,

My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without

Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.

If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.

If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust

No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions

Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.

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StoryMaking

Story telling
seems good and sufficient therapy
for those who feel not so patient
with inefficiencies of story making.

RightWing dominant telling
yelling allows remarkable capital stagnation
v fluidity
of set-back
laid-back
v rapidly
non-vapidly
multicultural health-developing
pace

Supporting v avoiding
StraightWhitePatriarchal privileged
race
toward win/lose universal capitalism
space

My EgoWealthy Yang
disgrace
in conflict with EcoSystemic Yintegral
health communication potential
place

Multiculturally intelligent
in win/win planning and co-design
humbling grace

Avoiding win/lose elite NorthWest sectoral
cornered monocultural history
inhumanely mono-faced

Not even win/win mentioning
eco-politically camouflaged ecofeminist
SouthEast non-elite indigenous
matriarchal
enlightening and empowering
natural/spiritual churched and templed and synagogued
BlueWonder and GreenAwe
polycultural Heavenly Truths

With YellowLight dawning
and redawning everyday EarthBeauty,
after climate’s darkest ZeroSum
concluding Left v Right
unwinged disempowering hour

Co-investing, instead
in win/win EarthClimate bounty
re-invents ReStory Listening
preliminaries to healthiest wealth
through EarthStory ReMaking

Leftwing eco-health
is also rightwing’s truest democratic
empowering resonant CreationBeauty
enlightens bountiful
faith-resilient
ego wealth.

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Wondering Thoughts

I wonder if heuristic,
tentative thoughts,
and ambiguous,
nebulous feelings,
coalesce, sometimes
into resonant knowing

In a personal
powerful
illuminating way
resilient hope of sharing
this round living Earth
with robust wildness
leaking out in between
relentlessly speaking words,
autobiographical lessons
never native learned

Thereby opening a passion
for searching communioned sacred doors
toward further nuance,

Recreating what we have lived to know,
to timelessly
yet ambiguously appreciate,
celebrate in awe
of this wilderness
we have always known
but could not, before,
articulate alone.

Nature’s living roundness
of healthy, robust Earth
grows never merely alone

Celebrating
yet challenging
peaceful and leisurely integrity,
lovely
perfect ease
of right felt
strong ecstatic left mindedness
under controlled

Like Mother
and newly freed newborn
struggling through wild co-attachment.

Like multicolored bands
of a bowed rainbow
assembling
and recomposing each miraculously unveiling other
in perfectly predictable progressive laws
of domesticated
conserving order,

Transculturing lucent symmetry
empowering sustained non-violent light
resplendently full of wilding
wondrous mystery

Remembered images
of fading
bewildering
wildly tentative thoughts,
and ambiguous,
nebulous feeling
wilderness, sometimes
recreative knowing
this from which
we derive
arrive
strive
more consciously alive.

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Meditations on Regeneration

In meditation,
formally creative
and informally recreative,
and in similar forms of conscious self-medication,
and assiduously non-violent internal
yet bicameral communication,

In all these ways of remembering meditation,
my mindbody neural-sensory receptors
enjoying respite
from win/lose monopoly
either/or monotony
leftbrain limited theophany
monotheistic and obstructed
by my autonomously segregated human bodymind

Resident of humans only need apply
for sacred ecologically co-relational consciousness
win/win regenerating
HumanEgo/EarthEco
Incorporated Global Management.

Integral multi-creator possibilities
for passionately impassioned compassion communication,
leftbrain verbal
and rightbrain humane felt
non-verbal non-voices
of positive healing
empowering
enlightening co-investment

But, too often
sequestered in human supremacist apartheid,
negative thinking images
of wildly unenlightened
disempowering detachment
from inhumane historical responsibilities

Infinitely bilateral bromides
become fully win/win restored justice promise
when human meditating spirits
choose to reinvest
in Earth’s creative
democratic
dialogical
Ecological Political Nature

Wildly free to loyally,
peacefully,
joyfully,
polyphonically wander
among interdependent natural/spiritual,
outside/inside,
binomial/bicameral/bilateral
metaphysical both/and co-arising
all creature co-empathic paradigms

Experiencing rebirth
through primal ZeroZone solidarity
for winning essential global health
to also win potential meditative
therapeutic existence
in more than AnthroPersistent,
no less than EarthCreation Resilient
sustainable EarthTribe wealth

EgoEmbodied
multi-cultural physicality
yet also re-cognized
EcoPolitically metaphysical

Empowerment extended far beyond
mere LeftWing humane
enlightenment becoming
less RightWing domesticated

Bicameral consciousness
ensnared by delusions of grandeur
in permanent Homo-sapien privilege
as decreed by a jealous monotheistic god
for contemplative healthy humans only,

Polytheistic
and/or atheistic flies
and mosquitoes
need not apply for well-being inclusion,
for win/win co-investment,
regardless of contemplative
wild world vision
and wilderness intention
to exterminate inhumane
bloodthirsty pests

Democratically prescribed
by all creation’s living WholeEarth rebirth
and proscribed
by each creature’s
and species’ deadening unbirth.

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Logical Conclusions

EcoPolitical
and EcoLogical
and just plain logical conclusions
to Left-hemisphere hegemony

Pedantically evangelical about the monopolistic merits
of deductive
reductive
dogmatic
dualistic dominance

Is further business as competitively usual
straight white patriarchal
from-above RightWing
disempowering pathological tragedy
through unenlightened
Either True and Healthy and Safe
Or False and Sick and Evil
monoculturing prominence,

RightWing fundamentalism
committed to aggressive uncommunication in gated ghettoes
unraveling in disinformation apartheid silos
of win/lose nationalistic competitions
in corporate capitalism,
intrinsically anti-grassroots
multiculturally democratic

Commodifying all Earth’s health/wealth resources
compassionately graced
multiculturing Both/And
NonPolarizing potential integrity
of NonZero Sum Soul enlightening democracy

Ego polypaths
toward healthy EcoHabitat
as integrally imaged
through bicameral luminosity

Tipping
bilaterally balancing
prominent ego/eco-feminist minds
back toward original matriarchally wombed
experiences of liberally loving co-attachment

ReTurning to regenerative spirits
of synergetic embodiment
polypathic
polynomial
polyphonic
polyvagal
eco-political empowerment

Of short-term individuated ego identity,
of course, essential health care

But, much more multiculturally significant,
also care as EarthTribe’s long-term ecosystemic climate residents
for health-empowering
wealth enlightening
co-passionate communion

Golden polypathic Rule;
Do = not(not) Do = Win/Win
most healthy polycultural outcome

Golden polymathic Ratio;
50% PolyNomial = 50% (not-not) PolyMetric
Universal Group Win/Win

Golden neuro-polyvagal Elixir;
EgoLeft +health = EcoRight (-,-) depolarized wealth
co-passionately dipolar-arising

Empowering ecological health
and multiculturally experiential theological/analogical
divinely beautiful win/win
Left/Right co-arising wealth

Like drinking
democratic Yang strength health
while cooperatively swimming
in amniotic Yin eco-flowing
slow-growing wealth.

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Another Cock and Bull Story

The highest and best purpose
of cocks and bulls
is to ejaculate
a strong natural and spiritual warm
wet vision flow
transparently cuming
into a spiritual and natural warm
wet throbbing receptor
vulnerably naked milking
sucking and releasing
waves of wanton,
yet sacredly inviting, place,
home,

Some divinely receptive
receiving
regenerating
reconnecting
democratically reconstituting
win/win space,

Just as a tree’s sappy purpose
is to produce a nut
by autumn,
preferably,
naturally and spiritually
without unhealthy climate performance pressures,

Just as an organically leafed stem’s secular purpose,
and sacred meaning,
is to produce at least one flower,

Just as organic empowerment’s
diurnal and nocturnal
monthly and annual
and life/death-recycling purpose
is to produce well-seasoned
healthy meaning
of wealthy enlightenment,

Peace just restoring
as secular ecological co-governance
communicates meaningful purpose
to reproduce healthy
multicultural
sacred theologically regenerative experience,
memory
images
imagination
complex thought/felt
secular/sacred reweavings.

Just as left-brain’s ethological
deepest and wisest
healthiest and wealthiest purpose
is to reproduce right-brain’s flowing intuitive
transparently vulnerable reflections

Erupting into herstorical
multiculturing
matriarchal DNA reMEMEs
originating univeral Yang
unitarian Yintegral
climaxing regenerative experience
re-memory
re-imagination
re-storation
re-demption
re-weaving
re-creolizing
re-volutioning
re-substantiating
re-incarnating
re-living anthro/eco-organic
Paradise/Pleasure win/win systems,

Natural
and spiritual
cocks and bulls
inside ecofeminists
they ejaculatively serve,
empower,
co-enliven
co-invest
co-enlighten

With highest and best multiculturing purpose
and sacred health/wealth
win/win
polycultural
polypathic
polyphonic
polyvagal
polypassioned meanings
deeply and widely regenerative.

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Multiple ReGenerations of HealthCare

First Regenerations
merge into Earth’s ecolove
our individuating way

Tips pointed toward ego/eco-faith co-acclimating communities,
bilaterally balancing Either/Or left-brain dominance
monoculturing competitive economics

And Both/And right-brain polyculturing prominence
enlightening cooperative internally bicameral politics

Giving rise to Second Generations
of bipolar RightHand
and dipolar LeftHand
ego/eco-faith in healthy
trusted
resonant
non-violent communications

Inviting Third ReGenerative communities
of ego active hope
for individual salvation
within our original eco-faith
EarthTribe collaborative

For co-redemption
through cooperatively-owned communion
of individual EgoLefts
within communal EcoRight
integrity
synergy
win/win energy.

What happens in this Fourth ReGenerational Event?
This remembering moment
when ego’s active win/win hope
for non-triumphalistic sensory pleasure,
patriarchally precluding multicultural sexual paradise,
falls into cycles
and recycling hopelessness,
bipolar either/or
win/lose
all/nothing issues and concerns;

Degenerating
into a lose/lose global universal climate
of disunited despair

Looking back
to our original warm wet wombed,
nurturing and natural,
secular and sacred
health and wealth of win/win safety

How do we best and brightest
humbly recycle to this new ecolove
in Fourth ReGenerative win/lose risk
and win/win bicameral opportunity?

Toward revisiting ego/eco-faith communities
characterized not by whom we choose to hate
but by whom we could not help
but choose to love
in life’s polypathic integrity
and not Death monoculturing
polarizing dissonance
left over
from prior Triumphalistic Histories.

Do we,
Do I,
have sufficient courage
to cooperatively discuss
as yet undervalued ecofeminists
in my own win/win herstory?

Back toward Third ReGeneration
ego/eco-curiosity

Reiterative
Recycling
circular spiraling
actively revolutionary
depolarizing dipolar hope.

How does active secular/sacred faith
in win/win health and safety opportunities
continue to dipolar co-arise?

Not so much bipolar co-gravitate
toward inevitable lose/lose global monoculturing
further business as usual
climates of despair

Anthro-LeftBrain constitutions of privilege
over and against
EarthTribe RightBrain integrity

Further sacred
polycultural nutrition
polytheistic feelings
ecofeminist flow
healthy-wealth bilateral systemic function
of win/win safest empowering Left
and enlightening Right
co-opportunities
Fourth-Fractal ReGenerative co-invested

In further First through Fourth ReGenerations
of ecopassion,
ego/eco-bicameral win/win faith,
regenerating interdependent mindbodies
climaxing health and wealth of safety choices

To even further invest
in AnthroReMEMEbering EarthTribe prehistoric hope
commitment
compassion
solidarity
courage

Curious recycling
repurposing
redeeming
multiculturally reconnecting
ego/eco-original warm wet wombed
co-attachment
co-investing
dipolar co-arising EarthPeace
restoring justifying love

Of transparent faith communities
dogmatic only about GoldenRule perpetuating
actively co-invested empowerment,

CoOperatively enlightening original regenerations
of ego/eco-active hope
for ever greening
EarthTribe reconnecting
red hot passions
cooperatively shared,
communally owned,
win/win consciously governed
co-managed spirals
of fractal regenerative love

Faith,
hope compassioning recycles

Away from lonely win/lose individual hopelessness
and, thereby, toward win/win
communal eco-political opportunities
furthering multiculturally valued
democratically active
global green hope
for Climax ReGenerations
rehealthing 20/20 wealth.

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DNA’s Ecological Confession

I live each breath
each day
each month
each season
each year
each stage of lifespan
each life and death cycle
of passionate memory,
between eternal consciousness
and timeless change.

Breathing in non-zero sum
and exhaling zero-sum
and vice versa spatial Time

Who knows significant differences
in such profound zero balancing,
similarities of emptiness
and fullness,
symmetries,
centers,
sources?

Earth’s ecofeminist life span
and Ego’s left-hemisphere
mutually reflect dynamic changing passions,
timeless theological play,
passion’s eternal re-creative work,
eternal wisdom
as of timeless personal knowledge,
polypaths of correlating wonder
wandering in polyphonic
eternal octaved awe.

I need not become capable
of defining regenerative breath
and spirit of dynamic time
to already be bilateral refiner
of Spirit’s renatured fractal Source.

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Silent Skirmishes

Words as offensive weapons
dwell on ugliness of bad-humored life.

Words as effective tools
dwell on beauty and truth
of good-humored health,
empowerment,
love.

Yet, swords become plowshares.
Plowshares are used as unwieldy swords.
Regenerative intent becomes degenerative chaos.
Degenerative discontent becomes regenerate
tipping point
within silent complexity.

Can words become weapons
for active peace?
And still tools
feeling quietly unresolved internal wars?

Between curious ancient communioned minds
and courageous ego bodies,

Between original health-tooled womb
memories
And today’s wealth-weaponed tidal means,
unsustained strength
yet resiliently flowing ways,
transparent brother dissonance
voicing sister confluence
through empowering vulnerability;
revolutionary stillness
actively listening
between quiet health-wombed rememories.

Wisely employed wellness tools
for feminist well-being weapons;
cooperatively-managed words
for hearing embeautied Truths,
re-seeing Ways,
rekindling communicating Lives;
revolutionary politics,
awesome economics,
wondrous revitalization,
compassionate communion.

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