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Professor Glory’s Kind Mind Bliss

Our topic for this morning
said Professor Glory
to her sleepy class of bicameral scholars,
is “Attraction v. Addiction to Peak Experiences.”

Addictions are wanting more than attraction therapeutically invites.
Addictions suboptimize the Peak outcomes they produce.
Unlike the continuity of attraction,
addiction erupts and subsides discontinuously
as this “need” grows increasingly incommensurable
with your “true” public identity,
introducing internal dissonance,
with suboptimizing flow and ebb dissatisfaction,
suffering about what attracts
this addicted time and season
to timeless bliss.

When what I present outside
resonates fully
with who I know my best self to be
within my Right-mindbody ecoself,
then I know attraction to timeless bliss.

What is left behind,
after addiction to suffering subsides
from wants that emerge
incommensurable with bliss,
are polyculturally co-arising mutual needs.

Now,
that may all sound poetic and metaphysical
and abstractly plausible,
but not scientifically researched
in RealTime,
so let’s step into a Memory example,
a “Thought Experiment”
if you will,
which proved to be so powerful
during the conclusion of the Recently Passed
PreMillennial AnthroCulture.

What is pre-pubescent “memory”
of gender as sexuality
if it is not bisexuality,
rather than asexuality?

We are regenerated DNA memories,
born of both ProGenitive Yang’s Sperm
and Embryonic YinYin Eggs,
nesting in eco-viral incubator-homes
waiting to invest in Time’s future regenerative articulation
of dialectical chemistry,
the PoliticalEcoNormic Sciences and Arts,
especially our Language Arts,
like poetry
and lovely geometric lattices of holonic-fractal metric systems
numeric icons,
ironic imbalances in gender-balance,
natural truths about AnthroCentrism v.
EarthTribe Centrism.

PostMillennial RNA Tribal Centrism
emerged through the Great Transition
as Right/Left mindbody Midway Tipping Points
of Bionic-Yang(L)/Yin(R)ology.

Today, we comprehend
breathing in EcoWe
to breathe out a more attractive,
less addicted,
EgoMe,
bicamerally.

Our Elder RNA-syntaxed BiCameral MindBody Research Project
emerged PostMillennially
as never having been intended for Left-brain dominant
MonoCultural SubOptimizing Primal Outcome,
but to PolyCulturally teleologize regenerative form
with full-healthy function,
for future Earth-centric co-gravitational
therapeutic applications,
with full intent Yang
and double-full willed orthopraxis YinYin
of BiCameral EcoConsciousness.

We are Advent-uring PolyCultural Con-Sciences;
juncture of Time’s co-arising articulation,
mutually in-formating co-arising paradigms
accessible for attractive Peak Experiences,
but not quite able to sustain
for those addicted to PreMillennial suffering
of MonoCulturing Left ego-brain dominance.

We close,
as always,
breathing in each Other,
breathing out to continue our regeneratively balanced
revolution.

Please submit your questions and comments
before exiting into our diverse Exterior Landscapes.
I have so enjoyed sharing our BiCameral Interior Landscape
with you this morning.
Really, it has been a constant
chronic
Peak Experience
which makes me smile
and look forward to tomorrow
with you
again,
still
silent
meditating our therapeutic medication.

And those of you who have been
doing your chi gong and yoga thing,
please be mindful,
your mats are inviting your farewell
by rolling them up and putting them in the bin by the door
on your most bicameral way out.

Namaste.

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Fire’s Fertile Advent

We are fire.
We fire.
We consume and produce warm memories,
and colder dissonance.
Where were we before first flicker of flame?
What were we before our time?

After our last flame expires
is our dialectical distinction
now extinction?
Or this same where of form
and what of function
now revisiting a discontinuous ribbon of warm identity?

Although flames leap to change,
consume and exhale into recessive waves,
are we this same fire
from first consuming flaming entity
through last expiring rest?

Other than our spacetime frame
of universal wavey-rational
co-gravitational
places as spaces,
how are we not the same fire
I watched expire last night
as moonlight folded ecoconsciousness inside out?

How do we,
as fires and tornadoes,
tsunamis and hurricanes,
earthquakes and landslides,
parasitic over-populations and monotonously prolific weed patches
measure life’s self-identifying,
double-binding, neither past nor future,
Time?

Are fires and aggressive viruses
all the same
in some ways,
yet different,
in other times and places,
spaces and species,
with other political-economic ways and means,
toward emergent cooperative trends,
or more despairing ends,
monocultured Trees of Life and Death commingling
Reverse-Tree Inductive
PolyCulturing
GoodHealthWin-Investment v. EvilDoubleBoundaryPathology-Risk?

Is this how our flame of life
is sacredly our same
yet secularly
deductively
more sedately domesticatedly academy-certified
more uniquely identified and labeled?
And sometimes even hatched without regenerative seeds,
a collectively-spreading history-ectomy
denying Time’s future generation.

Flames co-arise toward healthy balance
of eco-progenitive cooperative continuation trends,
and yet co-gravitate up and down to up and out evolve again
another day,
another season,
another breath,
another spaciating Advent toward
ReGenerate MultiSystem PolyCultural
Prime Relationship
of Yang political emergence
as YinYin co-arising/co-gravitating
Zero-Soul Bicameral Permaculture
as ReGenerative Teleology of Interior/Exterior EcoSystems.

All firing incarnate lives
are for and from each Other
just as all flowing functions
ebb toward embryonic recession
to flow-emerge BiLateral ReGeneration
worshiped by each holy-holonic cell
as RNA-Icon, ionic, bionic
temporal-syntax memory of life as synaptic/aptic Time.

Wavey flames with fuel
form co-arising ecosystemic
Prime Relationship
(0)-centric
ZenCentered dipolar co-gravitating interest
between Yang full-power form
and YinYin fertile flowing function
of double-binding eco-therapeutic
RNA iconic
AnthroCentric ironic
InFormation/ExFormation N(NP),
Cytosine BiCameral-DoubleBinary,
Win-Win Correlational Balance.

We are revolution’s soaring fire
of FusingFlame PreGenitors.

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Rigging a Zero-Interest Zen Game

If you rigged this evolutionary Game of Life
as if it were Win-Win Polyculturally Universal Love-Love
defaulted,
[so LoveSelf = Love Other is
Interior-Secular Ego = Exterior EcoEarth-Sacred
Identity = NotSelf SpaceTime-Other/EgoSelf]
then wouldn’t you tend to think of life
as a (0)-soul-Zen Basic Attendance polypathic
timeless ego-as-ecoholonEarth Way
to invite all participants
to arrive at our Climax of EcoConsciousness Advent
together, co-arising,
rather like uncovering that last turned-upsidedown card
in a game of solitaire
with a fully proximate-first-act self-optimizing Win-Win ReSolution,
when you suddenly comprehend
“We have won!”
because each card won one of the correct placement positions
allowing us to line up all our suits and paradigms,
as if with full intent and will
of each co-informing card
regenerating revolving order from what appeared to be random chaos.

No card can win alone
but,
in right relationship with a full deck
each will declare Beloved Global Cooperative Community!!!
(at last…at last…our time turns!)
but only as all racing species resolve and resonate,
co-emerge our Advent
ReVolutioning EcoSolidarity
globally
as one Earth Tribe of CoOperative Solidarity.

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AdVenturing New ReSolutions

“The Path of Evolutionary Enlightenment,
like all enlightenment teachings,
is a path of ego [Past/Future Tense]-transcendence.
In Evolutionary Enlightenment,
however,
transcending ego [investment in anything other than the Present]
is not an end in itself–
it’s a means to a higher [Presence Present] end.
The reason that we want to have the liberating experience
of transcending our personal [anthro] fears and desires
and our culturally conditioned [nature-health] values
is first and foremost
to open up some [more Right-mindbody] space
with the [Left-ego]self–
space for evolution to occur.”
[in this timelessly eternal present
RightPresent–Left/Past-Future dialectic
dipolar moment.]
Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment”
excellent Advent and YearEnd ReSolution reading

As we conclude each day
and year
and life,
conclude that life with death
refer only to Left-brain ego’s Past toward Future
ionic language,
too often angry about life
and therefore fear-filled about an untimely
and clearly inappropriate
not to mention unfair,
death.

Earth’s Time memory
is stored in natural-systemic DNA/RNA regenerative folding
and unfolding clocks,
sequence,
rhythmic function,
a recycling journey of time traveling identities,
memory strings transcending generations
by transposing across the eisegetical language
of any one ego-identified entity,
learning to harmonize in
on
with
within
a too strident humanizing nature,
trying to bring humane kindness and justice,
to gift nature with humane nature
as a blessing for Earth,
from Earth,
with Earth,
for Earth’s Advent,
inclusive of all species
and all natural economies,
and all RNA cellular cultures
of universal co-arising intelligence.

When love and kindness say
“I have time for you”
fear and anger are also saying
“I regret not having enough time
for my own anthrocentric agenda
right now,
between past’s anger
and future-fear depression
repression of this present moment.”

EcoLove and Ego’s Kindness
only speak with present-tense consciousness,
which is all remaining functional information
when neither future nor past tensions are dominant,
the tension and intension of ego’s fear and anger,
anger about past leads fear about repeating
ego’s pathological abuse and neglect in the future.

To dissipate fear,
we evolve Adventure to embrace Anger’s information
about not repeating a negative,
too Left-brain dominant toxic past
enculturation
with a personal gestalt
playing a Win-Lose political game
toward anthro-centric economic
dis-Right-brain eco-pathological
pilgrimage to AdventTransition Away
Lose-Lose cosmological evolutionary conclusions.

Note: 

Andrew Cohen quote, p. 99, opening paragraph for the chapter, “The Art and Science of Stillness”.

Again, excellent Advent and New Year ReSolution reading, Evolutionary Enlightenment: A New Path to Spiritual Awakening. Also again, the subtitle, I would prefer: Evolutionary Enlightenment: A Better Way to Wake Up; more of an Alan Watts feel to it, but there is definitely some Thoreau in this preference of mine, and probably some PermaCulture Design for Interior Landscape EcoTherapeutic Home and Family and Other Speciated-Spaciated DiPolar Temporal-Balancing Environments with Political-Economic BiCameral EcoLogical ReGenerative+/ExFormating (-,-) Systems.

Where (-,-) is metrically and logically, defined as double-binding negatively-correlational double-negative dipolarity (0) PrimeRelationship Function = Positive Polynomial Rational Zero-BiLateral Temporal TransParentcy of Space as Time-Squared TriPolar Advent of EnLightenment.

I’m just sayin’, yes, this really is a better way to start each day, and finish life, and heal Earth too, I would more therapeutically imagine we would more therapeutically and cooperatively imagine this revolution of light, together.

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Mad About Schooling

Why do I feel like school visits
are usually a waste of time,
and mental health visits,
too,
or is it visiting in general
that bothers me?

What I will see
and smell
and hear
and touch
is only what you feel safe to show me.

Your best professional face
when you are in charge of your environment
of yourself,
and all is as it would best be
in your safe and healthy presence.

Yet what I need to see
is how this place,
these people,
this teacher or therapist or mentor,
or would-be lover,
responds
to my child’s anger and fear,
to my own anger about how they have
and have not
been treated in our past,
to your own angers about your past,
fears about life’s future
for yourself
for your kids,
for these other caregivers.

How will you respond
the 99th time my daughter shits on herself
then laughs while you wipe her nasty stinky ass,
berated by her own memories
of past such humiliations?
Hope you too might find humor
in your dialectic co-arising therapeutic intent,
your Positive Psychology presence
in this moment of bicameral empathy.

Just how good might it feel
to give a smack on the ass
of all angry-fearfilled,
chronically stressed
and sleep deprived,
too-often critical-event PTSD
co-victims of human life’s unkind
and in-humane culture and history?

How do you think that choice
would not hurt both of you,
all of us,
where you could choose to live fully
in this bicamerally loving moment
of empathic Right-brained eco-consciousness,
synergetic multisystemic practice
with full-loving intent
when and where most needed
and neglected
and abused.

Abuse of professional love,
reminds of angers about life’s inhumane injustice,
depressing fears of death’s too soon
peaceful resonance.

Visiting schools for therapeutic Present life
has little to reveal about where we PastAnger-FutureFear live
24/7.

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Zero-Soul Advent

EarthMother Speaking:
Each still-wombed life extends Mother Advents incarnating time
so each Maternal risk and endosymbiotic opportunity,
each ectosymbiotic free will and intent act of Host, ProGenitor,
rich fertile nutritionally balanced informing action,
fades competitive egocentrism,
as narrow-minded anthro-centrist elitism,
to incarnate more fractally bicameral
and dipolar consciousness,
wisdom’s good faith compost for Earth’s co-operating future.

Advent Speaking:
Hello! I’m still waiting!
Each of these eternal moments incarnates timeless eternity
without unfolding rebirthing memory,
a polypathic potpourri of culturally autistic risk and polycultural opportunity
to avoid your ego-deductive domination’s self-suffering
to more mutually embrace eco-poly-paradigmatic synergy of ecosystemic (0)-soul birth.

EarthMother:
Each day an extension of my time
so each morning a risk and opportunity
to avoid greedy egocentrism,
addiction to thrills
then attachment to their suffering consequences,
as if I could have learned them alone,
to step into harmonious eco-centered (0)-consciousness.

Advent, Still Waiting:
Each waiting half-filled ego extends Time’s holonic-neural enculturing memory
of risks and opportunities
to avoid evolution’s monochromatic dead ends
suffering,
waiting,
even more Adventing,
by embracing EarthRevolution’s poly-enculturing (0)-soul
political with economic conscience.

Andrew Cohen: “Evolutionary Enlightenment”, p. 98
“The practice of Evolutionary Enlightenment
has two fundamental components
[Left-Right mindbody (0) dipolarity]
that reflect
the two domains of [endosymbiotic] Being
and [ectosymbiotic] Becoming.
In the [Internal Landscape] domain of Being,
the practice is learning to master
the timeless art an [eco-con]science of meditative
stillness [and ecosystemic decomposition].
In the [Exterior Landscape] domain of evoutionary Becoming,
the practice is defined
by Five [0-balancing ego/eco as Left/Right] Fundamental Tenets–
[1. Bicameral Noticing for] Clarity of Intention,
[2. Positively Inhaling Spring] The Power of Volition
[3. Diastatic Full-Bicameral Eco/Ego (0)Identity Power to]
Face Everything and Avoid Nothing
[4. EcoSystematic DeComposition as] The Process Perspective, and
[5. Co-Regenerative Double-Fractal-Holonic Resonance] Cosmic Conscience.
For those who aspire to walk this path in earnest,
these [embryonic] tenets must be [co-arisingly] lived at all times,
in all places
under all [MotherEarth’s Advent-ure] circumstances.”

 

Note: Brackets within Andrew Cohen’s quote are my own voice, not intended to improve on his, but to enjoin our chorus. G D

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December Rain

It was the middle of an unusually warm Connecticut December
darkly drizzly deep afternoon.

Drizzly wait,
not long before her hungry needy kids returned from school,
she propped herself against their covered back porch wall,
knees up,
peering out
listening to wonder how her life was the same,
and different,
compared to this river flowing surely and widely
but silently south behind their backyard,
while the river of cars in front
shuttled up and down the state highway’s over-fueled Advent traffic,
punctuated with violent horn blasts,
or perhaps warmly intended “Hello”s, “I’m passing by….”

Passing.
Water toward the south Sound,
carbon-eaters to her back,
across the front yard Advent
of early evening’s commercial family business,
industry,
institutions for competing commodification
flowing stealthily and syncopatedly impatient toward,
and then by-passing away.

By-passing,
messiah’s mass faltering
to sing in her faithful
but worn thin heart and air,
hoping her river loved co-redemptive Sounding ocean
even more than busy motors
surging through more urgent toxic time
invested to completely commodify
this Birthing Wonder’s self-purgative sacred flow
into co-therapeutic nature.

Commodifying home and families
into consumer markets
flowing down her river of mid-December’s discontent
with waiting.

Discontent,
gloaming river fog
spread miraculously radiant by one uninvited yellow street light,
waiting for her family’s bus
to deliver this December night’s transforming birth.

 

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Christian RePublicans USA

So, Doc,
I have this huge black looming doubt
it is possible
in this disUniting State
to remain both Christian and Republican.

Really? Because…

Well,
because “Christ-like RePublican”
begins to sound like an oxymoronic hybrid
for self-dissonant identity,
encouraging those who bear this cross,
as I emergently do,
to perpetuate some identity
as Publican
but also Co-Messiah.

Like a rich advocate for the poor.

Like a rich extractor from the poor
without intent to return anything of value.

If we do our political and economic and cultural analysis
of the ecosystem including Nazareth
about 2000 years ago,
Republicans recast themselves as Publicans
and Christians regenerate as eco-polyculturally cooperatively networked
RePurposing Messiahs,
reiterating messages of globally cooperative love
as evolutioning synergetics,
dissonant with hate and fear and elitist anthro-centric
self-defense,
the anti-Christian hell of devolutionary over-reactionism,
over-commodified,
overly domesticated deposit accumulator,
Re-Publicanism.

Well, now that you mention it,
but I thought you were a Taoist,
and a Democrat.

Ohhhh.
Maybe that’s what I need to talk about?

Well, I have heard that you don’t always
get your yang political universalists
lined up with your yinyin cooperative economic integrity.
Sometimes engaging Win-Lose campaigns
hoping to achieve Win-Win outcomes.
Again,
not sure you can be a Taoist Democrat either.

Maybe I’ll just go off and build my own little garden
and evolve as a PolyCultural DeComposer of Cynical Paradigms.

But, if successful,
you risk re-emerging as a Christ-like Publican.

Maybe an EgoPurged so EcoGlobalPublican Cooperative Revolutionary Christian.

Hmmm. yes, someone should try that.
Sure hope it isn’t me.

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Allah’s Health Care Lament

I would add to all Evolutionary Cooperative Warriors
a nuance regarding my teleological
raison d’etre
defined as “freedom to choose”
as sufficient to define my purpose of evolution
v. purpose of devolution, decay, death.

Earth’s regenerative evolution
slow-grows freedom to choose health,
most certainly including cooperatively healthy ecotherapy,
but slow-fades competing freedoms to choose
pathological evolution,
as we more accurately call this devolution,
bedevilment,
anti-Allah,
confusion and chaos and struggling-against-Other violence
climatic and chronically dissonant stress, change
that can no longer sustain,
inviting our release of grasp
to co-prehend positive evolution
revolving ecotherapeutic global intent,
clearly well-incarnated karma through the full range
of North and South
East and West,
and both your Right and Left Bicamerally Balancing hemispheres,
more or less inductiveRight dancing with deductiveLeft’s geometrics of
mind-body functions and frequency and syntax, and then Language,
of co-arising
co-integrating
Earth Tribes
of diversely cooperative,
struggling with,
but never competing against,
ReSolutionary Warriors,
exchanging weapons of humor
for terrors of cultural ugliness.

Allah cries in fearful anger
only when S/He loses
a more neutral-naturally-balanced sensory humor,
beauty,
resonance,
good rich fertility for ecojustice.

If our political and/or economic agenda
is not confluent with “mutually-subsidiary co-arising cooperative”
cannot resonate with Allah’s regenerative Earth,
you might reframe your teleology
of who and what you are hating and killing
with partial-will but full-intent.

Why would you dare think Allah’s regenerative recreation
is so anemically weak
that your terror is any more or less
a concern of Universal Benign Intelligence
than is your NotBenign hate for,
as well as your reasonable concerns about,
NorthWestern greed,
and concomitant gathering of calcifying fat deposits,
amongst their ego-centric Publicans
and anthro-centric Sinners?

If you want to defend-against
overly secularized culture
you cannot gain this outcome
with overly secularized, and negatively-disenculturing tools
of competitive violence and terror.

Rather, Be Allah’s PolyCulturing Paradise!

CoMentor
in the errors and the blessings
of your mutually subsidiary
parasitic
Ways.
I’m sure you can do better than
blasting your soil and water and air
into a flat-line state of total collapse,
and if you can’t
there are many permacultural evolutionaries
amongst and beyond
our mosqued Tribe.

And then you might teach them
what you know about cooperative loans
and interest rates
and insurance
and tribal re-investment.

And then they might respond
by suggesting you apply your already existing cooperative economy
to the internet
to Earth,
as a resource for cooperative economics,
to In/ExFormation Polynomial Network’s own ecological synergetic/loving/co-fertile bicameral vision
of health v. pathology for co-arising dialectically dipolar ecosystems.

Sun Advents East
to settle West
to arise again, Easterly…
for all Earth’s Tribes

temporally-spaciated neural memory information:
syntax-as-seasonal/reasonal-sequential/temporally-developmental: RNA/DNA PolyNomial Language, P = N(NP), as U = (-,-)C
as +1QByte = [-(-P)],
because +=(-,-)
is both bicamerally-analogical and binary-digital applied
to both
Special Case External Landscape health/pathology trend analysis
as to our more MetaSystemic PolyCulturing Time-Balancing DNA-syntaxed, Interior Right-Left Brain Balancing DominantHealth/RecessivePathology Economic and Political Landscape,
PermaCulturally speaking, of course,
good for building healthy mosques and families
and future PolyCulturally Health-Beloved generations.

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Metaphysics of Poetry

All language evokes poetry
to those with ears to hear it.
And yet,
All stinky farts are blare of trumpet
to those without noses to smell it.

Nouns are verbs waiting to sound dynamic
to those with ears to love them,
nouning, prenouning, verbing, renouning
contentment or contentiousness
between these known and reknown labels,
metaphysical evolution of poetic language.

Verbs are fractile,
mutually holon-icalling,
four temporal dimensional unfolding,
to those with bicameral minds to watch them

Fold, such as “light”
UnFold, such as “not lighting”
PreFold, such as “en-lightening”
ReFold, such as universal enlightening diastatic reiteration,
or not so much,
as compared to “Light”, back in former moment
of MetaLanguage eco-systemic temporal memory.

Verbs are fractile-holonic
just as ecological paths
follow Earth’s economic goals
to eco-politically plan
a ReCycling P=N(NP) EcoPolynomial
InForMating BiCameral Processing and Storage
CoOperator InfraStructure,
QByte octave/di-fractal-polar= (0)-interest soul,
where “interest” is integrative, inductive +/(-,-),
Win-Win binary gaming systemic,
to and for those who have mindbodies
investing perhaps too much competitive v. cooperative
RealTime flow on-line

Probably writing poetry,
or humor
or speaking with ecotherapeutic intent,
for both our Interior Landscapes,
and/or our RealTime Exterior Special Case Natural Landscapes,
sometimes including frequencies and functions
of organically synergetic/dissonant families,
upstairs/downstairs going through their day
with/without you.

All hope is eisegetical faith,
corroborated only by those who exegetically LOVE!
to share
our contented,
peacefully rational,
polynomially eco-logical
in-formation as bicamerally (-,-) temporal-lobe exformating
balanced octave prime relationship functional
with double-fractal harmonic
regenerative systemic
DNA-syntax
PermaCultural (0)-soul Memory.

All poetry evokes language
to those with eyes to see it revolving
eco-logically reiterative cycles
of internal seasons with external reasons
as external seasons with internal reasons,
bicameral metaphysics of language
and rationality
as poetically informating evolution.

And yet,
there are those stinky farts to reconsider…

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