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Orthodox Experiences

I was bruised by dogmatically non-evangelical
Christ monotheistic Jehovah judgmental bad faith
of divine powers
equally entitled
to generously create love
and selfishly act out of jealousy
divine punishment for unfaithful sins
of worship omission
and secularizing commission

Prescribed by the inspired
and kleptocratically negotiated
Greek
and Latin
and English transubstantiations
of AnthroSupremacist visions
speaking
and singing
and dancing
in white male dominant translations

Royal capital is holy
next to divine monopolistic inspiration
of presumably omniscient sacred values
captured by scribes
and conserved by councils
of presumably straight white orthodox
literate males
representing ecclesial royalty

Featuring Jewish Saul
turned Christ Active Revivalist Paul
writing self-governance purification letters
suggesting that ecclesial rituals
of a polytheistic sensual nature
are the opposite
of our most monotheistic spiritual
yet HolySpirit EarthMatriarchal mindful
sacred panentheistic experiences.

I am also more metaphysically resonant
as a YangNatural/YinSpiritual co-passion Taoist
believing through deep listening
to my (and possibly our)
deepest restorative regenerous justice
Yang/Yin co-operative communication intentions
throughout male/female co-investing reproductive
cause-effect linear days
and co-empathic
regeneratively resilient
lunar recircling nights

CoPassioning
yintegral humane sexuality
as our deepest,
highest
and best sacred sensory practice
positive synergy practice
health wealthing practice
till we get ourselves
Yang in and Yintegral out
depolarizing balance
resiliently Left/Right
co-empathic
resonant dialogical praxis

Bodhisattva
co-messianic
co-passionate Left/Right
internal/external communionation
practice
verbally positive thoughts
and metaphysical theories
about nonverbal healthy felt
nonviolent physical feelings.

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When We Grow

If we don’t know where we are going
this morning
this day
tomorrow
this week
this month
this winter
promising spring

Then we will continue to feel stuck
repressed
depressed
not impressed
with monocultural threats
and monopolistic climate traumas
of random stressful win/lose
and terrifying lose/lose
loss of agency
to choose sacred
cooperative resurrection

Degeneratively stuck
in tragically competitive
aggressive
terrifying
angry raging
bullying
matricidal
militaristic
police state
abortive
disassociated
rightwing feudally anthropocentric
unmindful and vengeful
MotherEarth’s name is mud.

If we don’t know where we are going,
then we are less likely to arrive
in Paradise
than when we do know

Boundaries
between democratic
ecofeminist health

And pathologies
autocratic
paternalistic
monotheistic
monoculturing
defending monopolistic anthro-wealth.

If you don’t know where I am going,
then we are less likely to arrive
EarthTribe panentheistic together
than when you do know

When we are healthy growing
we are more likely to feel alive
curious
anticipation
drawn outside our bodies
talk talk talking minds
our LeftBrain dominant dogmatic shelters
from nature’s polytheistic storms
and peaceful paradise
ecofeminist WholeSystems
holonic spiraling
round emergent
indigenously wise potential

Where and why we can spiritually discern
what EarthTribe wisdom
we have win/win strategically
naturally learned

Trust
and cooperatively co-invested health
are not where we are going
when we do not distrust
kleptocratic RedHanded willful wealth
ego-inside
and anthro v eco
systemically win/lose
devolution outwide

Fearing monotheistic omnipotence
above all humane elsewhere
polytheistic nondestinations
wandering far from resilient wealth
with health-industrialized
Business-As-Usual
rightwing UnChristian
NonFundamentally Indigenous

Rather than wealthiest
from within win/win journeys
in panentheistic
Holy Spirited
compassionate
unconditionally self/other
co-regarded destiny
of cooperative care
for this morning
this day
this week
these creations
this season
transitioning from Holonic Scene
toward AnthroHubris Scene

Unconditionally warm regarding
secularly given win/win
historic learning
as also
sacredly received peace
destinations

Enlightened
and empowering
bicamerally co-discerning

Regenerative
red-hearted
encultured
toward Whole Earth systemic
thoughtful destinations
invoking natural fairness

Reflecting green/blue living
spirited
peaceful
provoking feelings
to fully engage this morning
this day
this season
this year
this decade
this EarthLife shared
in destiny.

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Inside Climate Mess

Inside monotheistic ego aware
feeling
outside polytheistic co-empathic

These inside enlightened intuitions
outside verbal empowering cognitions
reflecting cooperative
in-between positive co-relationship
representing explicit wants
and implied needs

Win/Win co-relational regard
awareness
noticing all genetic roads lead back
back
back

To outside EarthTribe stabilization
inside
four-dimensional whole system fractals

Winters inside dormant outside

Springing active outside leading
feeding inside wealth of hunger
and healthy thirst

Summer ego/eco-climaxing systems
nurturing nutritional
identity individuation
full Yang cooperative maturation

Falling mortal outside leaves
failing freezing young root systems,
buried inside nuts
and seeds
of potential refertility

Autumn’s harvest integrity
reflecting
fomenting inside naked souls
feeding outside depleted soil

Positively regarding balance
tipping winter solstice promise
of ecosystemic past inside
and future outside
regenerations

Yet to EarthTribe thrive
despite genocidal
climate warnings

Inside ego aware
encultured feelings
outside co-empathic.

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Briding Her Groom

We witnessed a wedding
of Groomed BridePassion,
Yanged Yintegrity

Groomed co-enlightened strengths
in cooperative economic space
with Bridal co-empowering flow
through sacred inter-generational time

Throughout each organically wedded network
explodes summer’s green emphatic climax,
ripe
hot
wet triumphal passions

Yet also witnessing Earth’s impending
imploding winter dormancies,
EarthMother’s cold
barren
dystopian Anthropocene.

We witness

Not this day,
but before
and after,
We wait
in darkening valleys of cooperative silence,
surrounded in this sacred place
by green-blue mountains
screaming grooms embriding restless slumber
to give a new rebirth
of organically permaculturing ecstasy
passion
co-passion
co-intelligent compassion

All this green
and transubstantiating sky-blue ecstasy
of deeply poetic license,
romantic licentiousness,
exotic pansexual deliciousness

Not groomed as a secondary backdrop
for this late summer’s labored wedding
of co-invested GroomNature
and BrideSpirit

Here and Now
a primal foreground
conjoining Earth’s Wholy Open
green systemic communion

Bride-groom
valley-mountain
yin-yang
wu-wei balance
after foreground
reverse foretelling
paradox fortuning
fortressing this reconceiving
of EarthTribe’s wedded passions

Politically powerful
economically nutritional
socially nurturing ecological
transensory bicameral
brided-groom intelligence

About what co-passions remain sacredly possible

Including, of course,
green cooperative healthy values,
but also finding win/win opportunities
in diseased and wounded disvalues
as uneased Yang grooms,
midst this trembling mountainous Anthropocene,
rewed Yintegral brides

Timeless
indigenous
ecofeminist wisdom
surrounded by capitalized health risks
yet also restorative justice opportunities
green as Vermont’s swelling
summer climax of fertile blessings
grace
doing Us cooperatively
our AnthropoScenic selves

Witnessing this co-passion play,
our naturally enspirited
EarthTribal Matrimony.

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Healing With Ivy

Overly familiar with her defiance
patterns of fetal alcohol confusion,
neuro-systemic habits of resistance,

I, the consummate ecofeminist,
was sure my daughter felt
I was shutting wounded Ivy out
when she wanted me
to enter her toxic on-line
stream of Sponge Bob consciousness

When she came to me,
in self-care mode,
while I was meditating
reading
reflecting
writing
breathing deeply in,
then out

One gasp for hope
at a new pandemic time,
searching for one hour
without unmitigated despair
at this unhealthy contagion time,
one calming day at a time,
one therapeutic glimpse at a week,
one unimaginable month,
one lifetime of a year,

One retiring stage,
one quickly ancient life,
one emerging seamless love
at this time.

In exasperation
with her insistent interruption
in my sacred space,
I exclaimed
“Ivy, I can’t take care of you
if you won’t let me
take care of me!”

To which she replied,
“Can I sit here
quietly
next to you?”

I was skeptical,
cynical about cooperative deep breathing
with screaming screen-time Ivy,
but “You may,
if you can”

And so she did
sit next to me
at the head of my bed
where her paraplegic brother slept
post-seizure,

She leaned her black curled head
against my old white man shoulder
peacefully
breathing side by side

And that is how
we resiliently entered
into this passing
evolving
rising and falling,
erupting and disrupting pandemic
of Earth’s green
and sacred
virally emergent
health care.

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Wise AssEssments

Holy Trinities

Long to be Healthy
in Wealthy
Wise.

I would really rather be Right
without needing to get into a Fight
about our degenerate infested Might

Become integrity’s full-bloomed Beauty,
authenticity’s long
and widely anticipated Duty,
combining curious creolizations
courageously Fruity

Authentically longing
to be patriotic EarthHealthy
integrity also matriarch Wealthy
bilateral balance
win-just win
with green peace Wise

Whole open systemic Trinities
sacred
and secular
win/win wise
interreligious surprise.

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CoOperative CoInvestors

Narrow-minded,
egocentric Lefty
is thoughtful

Wide
and deep feeling Righty
is ecosystemically compassionate.

These two,
sometimes resonantly together,
too often dissonantly apart,
continually try for win/win
ego/eco-balance

Sufficient compassionate enlightenment
Lefty

And EarthJust empowerment advocacy
from our interdependently networking
co-empathic Righty

Engaged in a lifetime
healthy nonviolent communication
positive-positive
positive-negative
negative-positive
negative-negative

EgoSensory-NeuroSystemic frequencies
of individuating/attaching experiences
of Earth’s light
and dualdark powered
systems incorporating I and Self,
Ego and Eco
wide and deep systemic
bicameral
contextual
emotional intelligence

PolyPathic,
PolyPhonic,
PolyVagal neuro-sensory languaged
nonviolent communication
for restoring Ego/EarthSystemic Justice.

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Spiritual Truths are Natural Beauty

WhiteHot spiritual truths
represent DarkCool natural beauty
Matters interweaving
regenerating
co-passioning
creolizing multicultural communions

ProLogical resonant voices
going way back
to indigenous healthy nature
for and from
co-investing wealthy ecospirits
balancing bicameral eco-political powers

Enlightening polypathic
meta-polyphonic
prime co-relationship

DiPolar full meaning choices
are empty of dark straight male privileged voices
within Zen Zeroist
EarthHealth Taoist

White spiritual truth matters
of dark natural beauty manners,
enlightening
as also empowering
bilateral balancing appositional depth
of healthy cooperative meaning,
not so much oppositional width
of individual wealthing purpose.

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Counting Cumulative Costs

What does it cost
to love a degenerating Earth,
home,
habitat?

Where NO TRESPASSING signs
speak out for natural sound
defensive silence,
for spiritually medicinal fragrances
only,
in sacred space and times
forbidding mechanized transport
across Earth’s MotherLands
and feminist HealthCare Oceans.

Degenerating natural landed bodies,
spiritually disconnected minds
cannot divide such universal costs
against ego resilience
too willing to sacrifice ecosystemic environmental health,
transmogrifying into angry
and frightened cosmic players
in toxic EarthMother quicksand

No longer so patrilinear certain
where Earth’s regenerative humane losses began
and EarthMothers’ degenerating ecofeminist gains
become reborn
restored
repaid
redeemed
restoried
reconnected
religioned multicultural health values
indigenously Win/Win
upending Green Common Values,
full nature/spirit
nat/spires
out/in
yang/yintegral revolution

Sacred revival
secular inform/exflow
space/time
1/0 ego/eco-zone
light/power thrival

NonViolent ecological dialogue norms,
speaking logos/mythic restoring EarthJustice
theological values,
listening for integral Whole Wild Earth multicultures
of co-invested compassion

Underlying anthrosupremacist presence
costs transportive health and communication safety,

Whose EarthMatriotic absence
divests of win/win reiterative opportunities
and over-invests in win/lose redundant risks,

While Yang’s Great Universal Capitalized Earth
counts only patrilinear monotheistic costs
charged disproportionately
against NonElite Yintegral EarthMothers
invoking unitarian co-redeeming economies
for our ecologically compatible
co-passionate
co-empathic value development

Weeping with anger
and fear
of anthrosupremacist cost overruns,
Lose/Lose runaway dis-ecological mono-theologies
of jealous StraightWhiteGods
invoking anti-multisexual rage,
missionary greed exceeding messianic grace.

Capital-Colonizing-Caste triumphalic consciousness
left-brain monoculturally dominant
Either/Or reductive patrilinear bias
means not Both/And
inductive matri-multi-poly-thecoistic regenerative

NonViolently evolving dipolarity
recounting
reconnecting what has devolved
into bipolarizing demonic dissonance
infestment
global loss of ego/eco/theological shared values
costing right-brain synergetic sacred suppression
diminution
division
dissociation

Of Multi-generational
matri-cumulative recycling DNA treasures
inside/outside rememories
retelling costs to natural seasonal
spiritual development

And cost-effective dual-redemption ego/eco-nomials
of spring hope investment accounting

And summer faithful regenerative climax
enlightenment

And autumn’s health and safety
robust harvest empowerment

Of winter’s whitenoise wisdom wealth
without compassion emptying costs
of monopolistic right-wing reactionary Walls
against MotherEarth’s Original Prime Communication WorldView,
left/right bicamerally winged,
walked,
sung and danced,
heard then seen,
smelled then tasted,
touched, then felt healthy needs
and cost wealthy wants.

What does it not cost
to support a health-restoring justice EarthTribe,
living home,
green ecosystemic habitat?

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No Killer Skills Involved

No skills involved,
just natural instincts.

No spiritual development skills,
leftbrain worded messages
about rightbrain instinctive
natural/spiritual,
indigenously multicultural
yang-out/yintegrity resonance

Like singing and dancing,
sucking and copulating,
olding and young scolding,

Persistently historic resilient
LeftBrain verbal resonance,

Spacing and resilient timing,
short-term strengthening
long-run-on green
ego-cooperative
historic
yet microcosmic anthro-economics

Wellness-sung strong
and danced long-ecoflowing
dark sky charts
non-violet parts
of and for unstrictly feminist logic
with a green ecological swing,

Dropping her keys,
locking her knees,
ass out,
left shoulder prominently out,
open full disclosed QueenGreen Gaia,

Uncloseted,
uncovered,
temporally transparent,
vulnerable prime relationship

Non-verbal
non-violent
outrageously cooperative-inviting

Full-nonbinary spectral,
multicultural
“Think about it, grandpa,
remember, enjoy…”

But act out
only for restorative, cooperative rainbows
of healing
compassionate light
win/win ego/eco-systemic powers

Bicameral
bilateral
binomial
double-binary
not(not) ZeroSum
tipping points
of eco-politically nonviolent
communicating

In between
healthy/wealthy
co-passionate health
giving and receiving safety system
ecosystemic seasons
with theologically green progressive reasons

Light/dark
warm/cold
space/time
north/south
west/east
out/in
exhale/inhale
male/female
yang/yin
silent spring thaw/integral falling freeze
Tao NonZeroist Soul
dipolar co-arising

MultiCulturally inter-positive faith
reconnecting sacred/scienterrific
restorative win/win aspiring EarthJustice
vocational commitment
with economic co-investing intentional budgets
for peaceful green Earth resilience..

No special
sacred informational skills involved,
just natural spiritual
multicultural mediating
teaching
parenting
preaching
advocating
resisting
upstreaming win/win political dialogue
downstreaming cooperative capital discernment
ego/eco-budgetary

Singing humanely
while also dancing divinely,

Talking
while also chewing gum,

Bobbing your clueless white head
while whistling bird songs,

Everyday miraculous biosystemic
ecosystemic
HeavenlyParadise

Peacefully/pacefully resilient win/win
neurologically sacred
life systemic
polypathic
emigrating/immigrating
just plain old fashioned
bicamerally balancing
blessed
co-migrant instinct

No messianic green skills involved,
just natural/spiritual
indigenous
EarthCooperative instincts
to heal past wounds
is not to punish or reward
future patriarchal red
predative StraightWhiteMale privileged
primordial verbal and nonverbal competitive
survivalist weaknesses.

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