Cooperative ownership,
responsibility,
interdependent team governance structures
are to economics
as mental health is to psychology,
as integrative symbiosis is to the ecology of evolving biosystems,
as karma is to the multisystemic emancipation of grace,
and all her musing polycultural sisters.
Author Archives: gdill52
Sunday 9 PM
When younger, less afraid of dying.
Even now, less afraid of dying
than fearful I am already too dead for fully functional resuscitation.
Maybe it’s just another Sunday 9 PM,
last dregs of responsible weekend parenting,
trying to remember, or forget,
why I thought parenting would be good for my spiritual life,
unlike eremitic vows
or even celibacy.
No, not for me
such traditional socio-pathologies,
our generation will become eco-mentors
of polycultural cooperativity!
What an exhausting idea,
swollen with multisystemic mediocrity,
sad happiness of merry despair,
meeting alien teenagers,
shape-shifting into truly terrifying young adults,
half way between my eternally wise ZenZero bicameral ecoconsciousness
and their wildness,
their unreformed perfect creepiness
stretching my boundaries of reasonable life expectations.
I’m far less afraid of dying
than I fear their fading away without me
to remind them each and all
of how utterly exhausting we are together.
Another Sunday 9 PM
remembering to forget
my spirited natural life
if only until 6 AM.
Painting Poem Philosophy
Painting is philosophy,
muses as brushes Leonardo
past distinctions of tincture,
motion as redesigning color with light
and dark teleological defeat
at right chaos without left handed complexity
of forms with functional labels,
blending oily paradigms of well-brushed revolving flight.
Painters draw out and through their philosophies of sight
as scientists parse their evolutionary teleologies,
merging emerging meanings for Earth’s life cycling systems,
producing while consuming today,
as language unfolds mythic revolutions within perennial syntax
as logic prime relationally regenerates light’s bilateral co-arising creation story
through ecologically dipolar dialectic paint by nutrient-color development.
Language unfolds time
as painting unveils love of healthy wisdom’s wealth of beauty.
What could any one of us know of death and fear of climatic change
without communicant cultural co-relationship?
And, with what we have painted together
of time’s cooperative bicameral relationships,
what do we already know
without death and fear of climatically competing change
at global through local ego scales
of full-blooming wisdom-loving colors and shapes,
forms with healthy functions,
frequencies of revolutionary light
embracing nondual now
painting philosophic syntax?
If I Could Take Time Back
If I could take it back
I would.
When I can bring you back
I will
make our bad word weapons disappear
so your heart and hope need not despair.
If I could repair your strong-heart soul
rich with vital confidence,
you can do this,
you can be this,
you are part of this,
in your way
which is a right way
for us to become with you,
you are doing this,
we are doing this together.
If I can take it back
I do
absorb our black ballistic tones
in minor tragic keys I aimed your way
out of my own fears
I can not love you fierce enough
to remember you must know
this extended Earth-stream has your back,
is your back,
together with you,
part of you,
always voting Yes for mutual wins,
where love embraces our shared hope
and not despair.
If you could catch this hope from me,
instead,
please do.
Rich Creative History
Why isn’t human history taught as part of our still evolving creation story?
How could our great ecopolitical drama not continually refine nutrients of language with ecosystemic regenerative functions,
as distinguished from sometimes toxic and dissonant understories of marginalization through monoculturally unsustainable anti-RNA/DNA systemic degenerative-trends?
Oh right, sometimes history lessons are enculturation.
Sometimes we even see history as the empirically deductively-derived teleology of scientific arts ourselves,
our method of learning and knowing how to talk about consciousness of changes through lifetimes,
our own maturation
from infant imagination through decrepitude of fracturing memories,
our family’s,
our beloved community’s,
our Earth’s
all ways of refining life historic times.
Are psychologists and ecotherapists already noticing our evolution of bicameral balance?
anthro DNA-syntaxed neural-development nutritional flow and power systems
as also our history of Earth’s eco-natural climate systems
domesticating too wildly competitive and aggressive and AnthroCentric supremacist ego
Type A all-Yang language dominating nature?
This creation story is an epic operatic journey
from embryonic RNA root–systemic health networks
and politically ecobalancing integrative guilds,
and nutritient-flow economic planetary ecologies of and for nutrition,
and lovely wisdom promising seasonally appropriate health,
elation,
positivity creation,
as in ecotherapeutic Positive Psychology’s (0)-zen-mindful soul
bicameral hearts made of ecopolitical cooperative strings
in rich deep multiculturally trending health-wealth systems.
Domesticating,
square root-system fractal-balancing
dipolar appositional-bilateral neural tree branching river-quiver organic ecosystems,
regeneratively symbiotic embodied mindbody transubstantiating co-empathic revolutions,
bicamerally balancing LeftYang-RightYin
political with economic-logic health-trend enculturation.
Health enculturation
invites humane natural bicameral balance
as “domesticating-health-balance” of DNA’s AnthroCentric self-reiterative tendencies,
cultural addiction to evolving our language and values among our self-perpetuating ego-anthroselves,
supremacist pathologies, anti-inclusive ecologies,
anti-multi-cooperative overwhelming monocultural climates of growing rabidity,
where two notnot yins wu wei domesticate, mutually digest-empath-attend-intend toward dipolar balance,
Yang’s regenerate Yes!
synaptic bilateral ecoconsciousness of our happy abundance
of (0)Empty TaoTime as timeless Interdependent bicameral bright polypathic lights inflaming co-elational NOW,
at last
at last,
our day this timeless Zero-sum now,
as We have always been, so Divine We become ecopolitically,
DNA with RNA EarthChildren for Divine HealthRights=Humane WealthOptimization Left Solidarity,
reconnected,
reweaving,
resolvant,
redundant,
resonant,
regenerate becoming now,
ecopolitically together,
not flying apart,
synergetic integrity,
not pathological disintegrity,
yes,
notnot,
Yang,
Yin,
Positive,
Reverse double-negative-bind,
polynomial,
notnot polypathically syncretic consilience,
multiculturally paradigmatic,
zen-zero positive psychology enthymematic
ecopolitical empathic trust,
co-gravitating co-arising light,
breathing in,
breathing out,
beating down and in diastolic,
repeating up and out notyet-notpast diastatic balance,
uracil/thymine, like internal landscaped climates of time, yinning in,
cytosene bilaterally yanging
double-bind optimizing
light-squared balance out,
as in,
up,
as down,
back,
as forth,
purging,
as nutritionally ingesting,
politically empowering,
as ecologically sacred-yummy.
Earth Day Voices
Voices of creation speak Type A and Type B,
and polyglot dialects through Z, somehow under what lies in shadow
from B through Z,
anyway, Type A conscious I am alive
in this indoor moment
awake but not directly sun-absorbing right now,
uniquely articulating, yet deeply holonic
DNA embryonic
with all Earth’s tribal livelihoods
speaking our economic ecologic among ourselves.
My Type B right mindbody reminds through night shadows
fearing Type A loss, ego’s death of cultural dominance
may remainder only unconscious undead absence of awareness.
More comfortable as Type B eternal grace plan
to re-emerge through dualdark threshold
into Earth’s free-floating timeless absence of incarnate memory.
Feeling futile for my Plan A ego
but all part of Plan B’s co-mentoring designs as A-B,
now only dancing shadow voice, double-binding time’s revolving daily meeting pace,
home as Plan Z ZeroZen nest,
Type A through Z polyculturally ecstatic,
static NOW speaking through Type A’s closed windows and doors,
sweeping down chimneys
and up through cold damp basements whispering nighttime’s A-B dissonance,
absence of warm empathic resonance.
Each of time’s voices speaking through each day and night,
some more balanced and resonating deep ecology,
others echoing, struggling, dissonating to not disappear
in anthrocentric ghetto of despair,
needing wider voices of enculturing air
speaking in deep learning dialects of enriching birdbrained song,
Earth’s bilaterally languaging design volution.
Yang triumphant Type A days
bound in knots of complexly ambiguous anthro health-toxic communication,
hunting for responsive reiteration
delivering and consuming richly fertile imagination
of Type B-A limbo-dancing hand with hand,
meadow prancing,
rich cultural arts enhancing,
polypathic paradigmatic landscape redesigning
time’s culture-nurturing investment opportunities.
What and who and which and why for lunch?
Type A rhetorically dominant days
present high noon risk of failure to Type B co-arisingly thrive.
Inside looking out where I prefer to belong
listening and speaking monoculturally
echoing through my ego comfort and family discomfort chambers,
familiar ghetto gestalt of Left mindbody language
translating while thirsting for deep health rhythms
through each rhetorical Earth day’s abundant voices
dialects double-bound to Present now
by simple shared regenerative syntax,
dialects of co-empathic ecoconsciousness.
Type A yang asks Type B yin, who are you anyway,
shadowing my AnthroVoice?
My B-Yin responds, we are you as nutritional and toxic lights
and darks,
liturgical self+other dancing days of learning
cooperatively vested harmonic echo-voice of Earth’s enlightenment,
integrating solar revolutions,
singing through polyresonant symphonies of star song,
moon bright regenerating healthy repeating non-competing events
orchestral dialectionary of Earth’s resolving Type A with Type B
Earth Day resonance.
April Loves
She worships her western horizon
toward the river, sparkling, hinting of lightning pasts and futures.
Leonardo is wrong.
This seems unlikely, perhaps judgmental,
harsh,
even so, his God clearly reconstructed in his well-owned glorious image,
universal God of Creative Architecture.
But, for her, as she watches bruised red wilt into painfully pale lavender,
over black night’s forest line,
cerebrally alone,
sacredly uniting
nature speaks through Gaia’s full-timed EcoLogos Voice,
sometimes in pastel skies and meadows,
sometimes in relentlessly vibrant green,
sometimes Full Moon, New Moon,…
Rain, Wind, sometimes sublime both on her tin roof, whistling through worn-out window frames.
If God were made in her image,
creation would speak in reasoned fertile seasons of shadow dark, and lightning bright,
synapses of climax, echoing down river valleys
rolling out grand majesty of EcoLogos,
perfect rhythms,
rain beating Earth’s thunderous future.
It would have been more revolutionary
and probably therapeutic,
most certainly lovelier, had Leonardo portrayed God as Earth’s logos voice
swirling light as surf,
tidal river waters gleaming wide at dusk,
narrower in dawn’s first light,
a ribbon flowing light emerging to west
reflecting waters greeting eastern sky enlightenment,
Gaia’s morning river logos
translating Sun’s architectural might.
Distinctions of Difference
This sun-warmed March morning
while slowly stretching
in my sedate senior way,
I wondered how I might blame myself
for religious teachers
forgetting most often
that healthy minds are also healthy bodies,
living on and in healthy relationships
and neighborhoods,
enculturing planet.
Who could I blame
for secular science and arts
and health-nutrition teachers
forgetting most often
that healthy bodies are also polyculturally well-fed minds?
Differences of mind and body
are merely in our nondual mindbodies.
While I can discern distinction
I find no functional difference
between natural bio-harmonic functions, frequencies, and formative outcomes,
and ecosystemic mind-balance integrative acquisition.
Isn’t this the reverse corollary
of survival of the fittest?
Thrival of the most confluently balancing mindbodies
is also survival of the least dissonant inside with outside.
Just, even more so,
like Yang-face with Yin-grace.
Perhaps it would help
if I stretch just a bit longer,
if we could learn to stretch-see together,
dipolar AND nondual co-arising
Yang is with Yin
as Body is with Mind
as Left-Dominant Bodymind is with Right-DiPolar-Reverse Mindbody
as Universal is with Unitarian-Integral
as Energy is with cooperative Spirit
as Nature is to (0)-soul Spirit
as Speed of Light is to Nurturing Healthy ReGeneration of all EarthTribes.
Speed of light is about the amount of time
we still have to complete this anthro-vocation
with all Earth’s Tribes.
ReGenerate Earth Yin co-mentoring SunGod
bilateral dipolar revolving
4-season of temporal perennial revolutions,
rather like RNA and DNA,
fractal-functionally speaking.
Prime Relationship distinctions
with dipolar
negative correlational tensegritive
appositional differences,
where two LoseLose wrong notnots
make one WinWin MidWay healthier right.
I wonder if I ever finished those stretches.
I must be losing my polycultural nondual co-not-so-much-arising mindbody….
What Are We Learning?
What have you learned from your family experience
that influences your position
on public health and safety,
national health defense
and economic offensives you might propose
for healthier individuals
and families
and nations
and even planet Earth, hopefully?
Could you give me an example
of what might qualify as a politically satisfactory answer
for you?
Well, I parent four teenagers,
three require special support environments and resources
to foster improved learning outcomes.
I have concerns
none of the schools,
from the most elite private
to the mental health specialized therapeutic public,
seems to have deep learned their way into
how to avoid adversely depressing and repressing my kids’ growth potential
into a more polyculturally articulated
and multisystemically accessible
self-optimizing ego-healthy mindbody,
much less an effective communicator,
much less an effective deep ecosystemic listener and learner.
We each seem to start into our learning lives
thinking and feeling deductively and inductively
with all senses listening for dialects of feeling and function
within ourselves,
others,
Earth,
until our enculturing institutions
interrupt with mental-physical health disservice,
suboptimizing with more didactically addicted
quantified
deductive memorization performance outcomes,
thereby missing days and years of lifetime healthy cooperative political
and economic
and ecological
and interpersonal relational communication potential
while investing in competitive excesses
of Left mindbody dominant commodification
of learning how to live into life’s most regeneratively
anthro-preoccupied not-listening opportunities,
we accept unacceptable risks of unbalancing angers and fears
as anthro-supreme species
sharing primal bilateral temporal intelligence
with all DNA/RNA syntaxed living cells
and organs
and species
and bioregions.
We are of and for Earth’s polyculturing cooperative relationships
and transactions
with internally symbiotic dipolar nondual ecosystemic functions
of purpose and deep regenerative meaning.
I didn’t pick that up in school,
nor have my kids found any support for
this way of enculturing holistic health
to regenerate polyculturally optimal outcomes.
Aetna,
a health insurance company,
knows more about mindfulness training,
health and self-care as Earth-care consciousness,
while our schools,
which could be our kids’ healthy-love-of-polycultural-learning assurance incubators,
focus more on anger and risk management.
I’m wondering if anything like this comes up from your experience
of how our social
and political
and economic
and defense
and sometimes even our “health” institutions
do not practice basic mindbody health-medicine principles
of cooperative ecoconscious relationships and transactions,
or aspire to regeneratively optimize future cooperative learning outcomes.
Why isn’t human history taught
as our still-evolving language
and nutritional enculturation
and toxic deculturation
ecopolitical healthylove-as-learning
EarthTribe’s re-creation story?
SelfSelecting Solutions
Information
Articulation
Elocutions
Evolutions
Ecolution
Eartholution
Earth ReGenerate Revolution
Earth Health Enculturing Solution
DiPolar Temporal EarthBound Articulations
Translation
Transliteration
Transformation
Transubstantiation
Transmutation
DiPolar Bicameral Translation
PolyCultural
PolyMorphic
PolyPathic
PolyParadigmatic
PermaCultural Emergent Therapeutic Outcomes
PolyCulturally Landscaped PermaCultural Dialectical OrthoPraxis
BeLoved PolyCultural CoOperative Communicants
BiLateral Articulators of Time’s Zero-Centric DiPolar BiLaterality
of ConvexEgoYang AND ConcaveEcoYin BiCameral Fractal-Balance
of Time RNA ProGenitor
looking through light-egoanthro and dualdark-ecoconscious
time as health-perpetuating (0)Mega Tipping Point
multisystemic transliterations.
