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CareGiving Stories Continued

Wounded Sacred Dementia

My last foster care-provider
and -receiver story
is also a sad story
of my last special needs adoption
of bipolar born,
and oppositionally reared,
alcoholism.

My BiPolar Wounded Child
turned an auspicious five
on the day I first saw her,
and promptly rejected her,
not in dipolar person,
but in a picture of Little Brown Girl
with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome
surrounded by huge multicolored balloons
like a bubble bath
gone delightfully wrong
for a demented princess,

And so has life proved to be
living in her often queenly raging
perpetual-childhood Reign,
not so wonderfully benign,
now mid-adolescent,
at least hormonally.

Dementia,
like Fetal Alcohol,
was on my list of
“Will not consider even meeting,
much less living and dying with.”

The local Department of Children and Families folks
knew I had a too-empty bedroom
and restorative therapeutic experience
and special needs caregiving training
they had provided,
patience I had practiced
retained
restrained
rewoven cooperatively.

I was certified for FirstAid, but not Last,
and administering medications
and receiving ecotherapies
and what to do when a child is choking
and not yet choking
and mouth-to-mouth heart palpitation,
and avoiding ear-to-ear mind pulpitization.
Although, truthfully, I believe my Permaculture Design certification
was more helpful
for restorative WinWin therapy consultations
with wounded kids,
and their not-well-trained adults.

SocialWorker specialists
invited me to consider four kids
waiting for a less toxic residence.

One was Dementia.

Another older girl,
also AfricanAmerican,
wanted to wait for a home
without any male presence
in a threatening house,
due to past unthinkably unfortunate events,
furthering her internal climate
of ZeroSoul Zone pathologies.

A one year old white boy
would never walk.
I couldn’t see how I sprint
through a successful WinWin family outing
with two wheelchairs to push around.
It was already discouraging enough
with one
to often choose exploring voices outside,
now rather staying more too sedately home muted,
ZeroZone diluted,
inside.

The fourth was an older hispanic boy
who looked WinWin perfect
but then was suddenly hospitalized,
for reasons never ominously or even reassuringly explained,
and it looked likely he might never leave alive;
LoseLose.

This was one of those moments
to pause
and wonder about therapeutic timing
and nutritious choices
creating WinWin nurturing branches
or not, more WinLose,
in others’ BusinessAsUsual lives,
not just my own ZeroZen SoulZone.

Dementia’s Social Worker
was WinLose pre-disposed and concomitantly desperate
to close her unfortunately least marketable case.
At five,
this BiPolar Dementia already had two priors.

Prior attempts at WinWin adoption
that ended LoseLose,
at best,
a toxic six weeks later.

She had bounced
from one unsuccessful
They Lose and I Lose foster home
to the next
and no one of them
trained for WinWin special needs alcoholic placements,
should there actually be such a training thing,
because they didn’t want such needs
demanding in their already too complicated
indoor lose some-lose Sum
ZeroSoul too dissonant lives.

I agreed to meet Dementia
because her SocialWorker had persuaded herself,
whether through ignorance
or incompetence
I still know not,
although I’ve heard no WinWin rule
that one is less ignorantly likely
to incompetently appear
without the other,
She was persuaded
Dementia was not alcohol baptized
BiPolar Competitive more than DiPolar CoOperative,
Marked for a lifetime of Trumpian Wounded Child struggle
with bipolar cognitive-affective dissonance,
dismay, despair,
dissonant eruptions,
in addition to her cerebral palsy lifetime
of stinky and wet incontinence.

I met Dementia
in her most successful
(least tragic) foster home.

Mom was surrounded by so many kids
she did not know what to do.
But remained wise enough
to promise strong toilet-training skills
if only so someone else
would finally change Dementia’s messy climate diapers.

I brought a Dorah doll
for her recently past fifth birthday
and asked her if she spoke Spanish.
I have no idea what she said in response,
probably not Spanish,
but she delighted in tearing the packaging
into confetti
with a suspiciously satisfied smile.

Dorah would live on for a few months,
gradually losing body parts.
An arm here,
a leg there.
She went bald,
unexpectedly one scissored night.
Then her capacity to speak
and sing evaporated,
a mixed blessing
in my opinion
not that it was often asked for,
or ever heeded,
or even appreciated when received.
Finally
Dorah’s merciful beheading
led to a tearful cremation.

I had a lot of questions
for FosterMom
because I could not understand a word
Dementia mumbled.
I wasn’t even sure
of distinguishing between Yes and No
other than the too obvious non-verbal communication
that filled in for NegativEnergy
dissonant messaging systems.

So I asked why she seemed to have no resonant consonants
and could she hear clearly?
resiliently?
creolizingly?
Is that a lazy left-brained eye?
Hard to tell because she needs both Left
and Right eye surgery
for lids she cannot bicamerally lift
enough to see the warm brown gleam
of her smiling therapeutic eyes.

What are those bald patches
in her hair?
How is she coming along,
or merely commingling,
with incontinence?
Why is she a choking risk?
Why does she gulp and swallow her food whole?
Why is she throwing her food
and other nutritional
nurturing elements,
toys,
soap,
colored markers?
Who is she talking to now,
because I can’t see anybody
in front of her eyes and ears
can you?

Lots of questions.
Not many informed responses.
So I told Dementia’s SocialWorker
I would take her as a pending pre-adoption placement
but only if she promises to leave her with me
long enough
so we can get her medical attention
needed for better long-term health-wealth results.

Wounded Sacred Dementia: Part Two

Dementia’s derelict WinLose SocialWorker
suboptimizingly hesitates
when I tell her
I have not changed my mind
about not adopting Fetal Alcohol Syndrome
into my vulnerable home
with a seven-year-old AfricanAmerican boy
blind
and unable to defend himself,
or even run paraplegically away,
in the likely event of predative attack
by a jealous younger girl-child
who needs to be the ego-nurtured baby addict
of her household.

My older two AfricanAmerican sons
could defend their Nubian Princely selves,
and most certainly would,
after all,
they had experience living with Tyrant
who was older
and bigger
and louder.

The SocialWorker commits to giving me six months
unless someone else comes along
as WinWin qualified
and ready to commit
to bipolar alcoholism
for ZeroZone Soul life.

We both knew how unlikely
this would unfold
in our shared HereNow
4Dimensional RealTime
of ZeroSoul understorying TaoSpirit.

So we got Dementia’s ears tubed,
all the better to hear our creolizing consonants with.
Her eyes WinWin opened
to communication’s PositivEnergy integrities
all the better to watch us form our cooperative consonants.
Her brain pictures
all the better to predict her bipolar
ZeroSoul RightBrain emotional swings.
Her scalp de-ringwormed
all the better to fill her pretty head
with ribbgons
and butterfly berets
on her own tiny yang-braids.
Her now open eyes
wearing glasses
all the better to watch us WinWin smile back
and too often LoseLose frown,
to be incontinently honest,
holding our noses and heads
against each LoseLose other.

By the end of the first week
she no longer needed to take food to bed with her.

By the end of the first day
she taught me
When Dementia rises from her feeding chair
during a meal,
more of an athletic event,
a wrestling match really,
to jump Yang-up and Yin-down
and run around,
this does not mean she is done eating,
or feeding,
or whatever.
She has other
messier ways
to let me know
when she’s All Done!!!!

Jumping during mealtime
is something about liking the food,
absorbing PositivEnergy nurture,
and needing to calm down
and express Yang-enthusiasm.

So I stop removing her food
until the pink plastic bowl is serenely empty.
Although she usually takes care of bowl removal
for me,
or against me–
not entirely sure she is sure.

I put out another bowl
if she asks for it
(no judgment)
and leave it out for her
to eat or feed on, again,
depending on your dipolar-bipolar perspective,
or to just check on from time to time
to be sure it remains there
and not yet LoseLose empty,
until she learns to trust me
to listen to her good food to eat
PositivEnergy messages
as much or little as she wants to share
whenever she wants.
All I require is a Please?
Not even ThankYou!
although that would be nice,
and PositivEnergy appreciated.

So, no need to hoard food
or bolt it down without chewing
or LoseLose throw it
before someone takes it away.

Eventually,
more like a slow groaning year,
Dementia’s SocialWorker
threatens to remove her from my care
rather than leaving her with me
until she finds a more appropriate pre-adoptive placement.

Is this a WinWin promise
or a WinLose threat?

I offer to help her recruit an ego-ecotherapeutic adult
or two
without young vulnerable children
and pets,
and too awfully many sharp knives
and scissors
and voices,
who might agree to adopt
if I provide monthly respite.

But the Professional SocialWorker
in her infinitely divine
ZeroSum Win-Lose wisdom
does not want my help.
She refuses to look for a household without high risks
of further Dementia dings,
or to even disclose Fetal Alcohol labels
to prospects for WinWin adoption,
Or to even find an appropriate foster placement
in which Dementia could more successfully
more restoratively,
with further resilience and self-sustainability,
wait and heal and hope
for that just-right therapeutic parent(s).

I am now persuaded
that Dementia’s best restorative justice and peace hope
is to be rescued from her demented SocialWorker
and, to be fair,
from a retributive lack of welfare committed system
designed to reward the heavily mortgaged SocialWorker
for punitive anti-BirthFamily decisions
not in Dementia’s best
short-term
or long-term healthy interests.

My AfricanAmerican husband and older sons agreed,
given SocialWorker’s issues,
fueled by denial of internal climate pathologies,
we should proceed toward WinWin committed adoption
and hope for our mutual therapeutic best,
and not worst,
somehow both care-giving and care-receiving democracy,
mutual creolizing acclimation
as a resilient Left and resonant Right
multiculturing household,
environment,
habitat,
home,
sort of a PositivEnergy networking nest.

I would have asked my youngest son
but would not have known how to ask,
nor how to misunderstand his non-verbal benign response.

So Dementia is still with us,
turning seventeen later this year,
our only post-millennial girl
living with five trans-millennial males,
deep listening with Dementia
teaching hard lessons:

Resilience is to LeftBrain cognitive dissonance
as RightBrain Resonance
is to affective disintegration,
as notnot PositivEnergy
WinWin democratic trust
is to NegativEnergy LoseLose autocratic anti-trust
in self or Professional SocialWorker other.

Resilience Left and Resonance Right
polypathic Yang and Polyphonic Yin
nurturing nutrients
for rich dense resonantly complex
WinWin attitudinal
and behavioral co-empathic systems.

Just as chaotically dissonant
WinLose angry
and LoseLose fearful ecopolitical systems
can grow wickedly complex interdependencies
unraveling GoldenRule cooperative
WinWin strategies
to sustain self-other perpetuating equanimity.

Resilient healthy gains
sustain
despite fading outdoor voice losses
of RightBrain therapeutic polyculturing resonance.

Dementia
has her own wild
outsideLeft–insideRight
polarizing resonance of voices
as deep and sacred
with each new outdoor RedSky dawn
as resilient resonant DNA-RNA Solidarity
Blues-inside imparts.

 

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CareGiving Fostered Stories

The Tyrant

Was born ginger
and learned WhiteRacist
from Dad
dead now about a year.

Possibly opioid addiction
but certainly something
in growing families
of yin-suppressed
self-medicating
LeftBrain too dominant
addictions
to chemical acclimations.

Dad left by death
Tyrant’s also addicted
and chronically depressed mother
And his only white racist
twelve year old ginger son,
Who looked disturbingly like me
when I was twelve
so many fading
domesticating decades ago.

The Tyrant was delivered to my condominium door
as a weekend emergency
because his self-medicating mourning Mom
finally used up life insurance money
was also out of medication
mostly out of LeftBrain consciousness
totally out of custodial luck

Because someone in LeftBrain SocialWorker Deductive Heaven
declared
it would be more therapeutically restorative
for Tyrant Son,
who adored his loving Mom,
and missed his admittedly racist Dad
and for his Professionally Kept Mother
to live apart
until she could afford
to give more robust care with him.

Instead they paid me
more than enough
to share our home
and food

So he could feel guilty
about building a nutritious life
deprived of her
And she could feel raped
by loss of his smell and touch,
All she had left
of her ranting husband
with life insurance
figuring he was worth
no less than $10,000.

The Tyrant stayed
six months
to finish out his school year
where he had been
while living in a motel
with his Mom
and eating out in restaurants
until the ten thou ran out
as did her credit cards.

Then I had to explain
he would not stay longer
because he verbally abused,
hate crimed,
bullied my two younger
and smaller
African-American sons
in their own non-N-word home
where they should feel at least safe
and at best unconditionally loved.

 

The GayBoy

The GayLatino came because
his foster home trail
of several sordid years
was too homophobic
to feel at home
when his homo hormones kicked in
or even around
foster over-populated housing.

That my AfricanAmerican husband
and GingerMe are gay
was both the reason they called
and the reason they kept a sharp supervisory
suspicious eye.

GayLatino had been sexually active
within prior foster homes,
although I suspect
I only heard
the safest of these stories.

Anyway, GayLatino came with acne
and his hands across his smile
to not offend
with badly misaligned
neglected teeth,
and stoop shouldered body language.
More of a sad sloucher
than a gay glad athlete.

But we visited an orthodontist
several times
and his acne went away with treatment,
and his gay foster dads
did not touch
other than a rare hug
after having been granted temporary permission.

GayLatino looked in his 17 year old mirror
and saw that it was VERY BUENO
and told me he would live with his grandmother
as he moved out to live with his new lover
and his new lover’s not-well-boundaried mother.

Now GayLatino
had lived with his grandmother
right after surviving a drug bust
with a full blown urban SWAT
that pulled his Pops
into prison
and his lovely fading Mom
out to hardrock streets.

The family meth business
was no more
and all she knew to feed her addictions
was to compromise her personal sacred space
and time for PrimeRelationships.

GayLatino was badly hurt
by his parents’ lack of regard
for his,
and his brothers’, health and safety,
Angry and afraid about lack of care
for their own health and safety,
and what this might portend
for his own healthy-wealthy future.

His family anchor
was his grandmother,
his jaded Mother’s mother,
Who was sad about her daughter
and loved her Gay grandson–
now with handsome spanish-smiling teeth
and slick hair grooming breathlessness.

While GayLatino had briefly lived with her
as an emergency foster placement,
she could not keep him
or his brothers
because she could not provide
a healthy household budget
to prove capable to wealth afford them
without a foster care-receiving stipend.

Some Professional SocialWorker
undoubtedly from Too-Ivoried Heaven,
had supremely declared
Relatives are socially preferred placements
for ecopolitical foster care
BUT
relatives cannot economically need foster care stipends
that a nonrelative care-provider may legitimately require
to adequately budget room and board.

It is this State Policy,
more therapeutic to pay a stranger
than to give foster care ransom
to a loving grandmother
so she can afford to be
his preferred
more therapeutic
restorative resident healthcare provider
as she cared for him,
off and on,
his whole pre-gay life.

I still reassuringly hear and see him smile
from time to time
through FaceBook pictured captions.

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Out for a BigWheel Spin

I take a four-fold spin
through Bill Plotkin’s wheel
of bilateral identities,
iconic developmental faces,
ironic personalities.

 

FIRST comes Eastern-born
dawn of human infancy,
Innocent Sage infants
so WiseElder
in our LeftBrain emergent
wrinkling unfolding
sacred RightBrain ways.

Searching for care giving eyes
to be sure we do
and do not know
what we are nutritionally together,
sometime toxically apart,
too impatiently,
loudly exclaiming.

 

SECOND Innocent of Language children
grow toward the far side of pubescence,
when cooperative extroverted curiosity
turns to more competitive introverted
hope for loss of virginal
alone identity innocence.

We turn post-pubescent
adolescent
South for our Wild,
but too quickly over-domesticated,
Indigenous Immigrants toward adulthood,
into Earth’s sacred-secular stewardship
of healthy neighborhoods.

High hormonal adolescence
flows full sensory-bonding
through rivers of kinship
with other polyculturing
cooperative
young adult species,
habitats,
gestalts,
hang outs,
mash ups,
meet ups,
seemingly endless
but hopefully PositivEnergy dialogue
among optimistic hopers,
not nihilistic deniers,
not supremely self-satisfied fascists,
totalitarian bullies
monoculturing bigots
and haters
of natures other than their own.

Although these are the end times
for Earth’s Wild Indigenous Anthropocene,
great and small nature-spirit TippingPoints
toward
West YangLeftBrain–
RightBrain ElderYin
Eastern NonDual CoOperativity.

 

Third SunGod sets now
too quickly for our continued Western patriarchal dominance
to co-arise Muse-Beloved Parents and Communities,
mature bilateral spirit-minds with nature-bodied adults,
wording our wending Blue-Green Way
toward turquoise-ultraviolet WiseElders,
another Spiral Dynamic stepping change
from Halocenes of RNA Red memory
into AnthroBilateral sensory scenes
of Green DNA
healthy-wealthy futures.

Muse-Beloved Western sky worshipers
fearing red skies at shipping out night
may be sailor’s delight
but it was not our graced intent to swim
or merely float
through nightmare floods
brought to us
by Gaia’s Wild Indigenous Rage
at inhumane monoculturing stupidity.

PositivEnergy Western Democracies
grow mature imaginative PositivEnergy networking parents,
adult idealistic,
often appropriately romantic,
co-operative mentors
for strongly Wild Indigenous
SunPatriot-EarthMatriot MultiCulturing Immigrants
toward our mature bicameral EcoMindfulness.

Muse-Beloved teachers
grow out through bilaterally self-reflective adolescent roots,
still reveling through nightmares
and daydreams of humane-growing destiny,
death and dying to YangEgo supremacy,
patient with yin-mystery
ambiguity
paradox
oxymorons of good/bad humor

Anti-ecological evangelicalism
blind to its own LoseLose strategic fascism
of intellectual property
as sole divine monocultural ownership
of love as grace
our secular-sacred
Muse-Beloved Human Polyculturing Egos
and EcoCommunities
made of EgoEco ReStoring Health Families.

Parents as Beloved Muses
move back toward Northern WiseElder memories,
and memes and enthymemes,
shared in childhood nurturing CreationStories
of DivaSpiraling AniMommy Mundi,
Hawks and Doves
speaking Wizard PolyPathic Magic,
Prophets of Climatic Doom
but also PositivEnergy internal polyphonic
deep listening learners
loving home-rooted family hermitage life

But also more ActiveHope
Work That Reconnects
EgoEco Psychopomp CoOperative Incubators
PositivEnergy Restorative Therapy
for Holonic WiseElder NatureSpirits
from ZeroZen North
EarthSouls.

 

Fourth SpaceTime
Alpha and Omega TippingPoints
of sacredRight
4D RealTime,
also Left EgoEco polynomial bilateral.

Nurturing WiseElders,
ReGenerative
often wrinkled from not enough innocence of age
and too much lack of innocents age,
but sometimes post-millennially precocious
NaturalLeft co-arising SpiritualRight Leaders,
benevolently nonviolent mentors
of cooperative ownership
and co-investment
in restoring health as justice,
egoLeft with ecoRight
Bodhisattva PeaceWarriors,
Instigators,
Designers,
Planters and Harvesters,
CoMessianic EarthLove Matriots
GodFather Tree Huggers
and PositivEnergy Democratic CoInvestors
in Earth’s Health-Wealth
Resilience-Resonance Reports.

WiseElders of all transmillennial ages
look for Ego sustainability
through resilient/resonant EarthHealth Results.

Resilience scales to measure resonant health
as sufficient wealth capacity
to re-acclimate
balancing nutritional disturbances
yet remaining cooperatively committed
to PositivEnergy CoDemocracy co-mentoring functions
and Restoring Therapeutic GoldenRule Systems,
WinWin ecopolitical YangLeft-YinRight structures.

Resilient WiseElders
self with other organize
promising entertaining cooperative diversity features
of deep learning healthy growing systems.

WiseElders resonate
ZeroZen
notnot
polypathic-polyphonic spiraling
internal-external revolutions
of ActiveHope
for redundant
replete
polyculturally inter-cooperative communities,
WiseElder extending families
regenerating connectivity
to bipolar separating work
becoming dipolar systemic WinWin strategic game play,
ego-ecologically linked
bio-geo systems
of DNA
studying RNA
WiseElders
slow-growing resiliently healthy
Wise and Wicked nature-spirit babies

Wild FirstTribal PostMillennial Adolescents,
Beloved Muse Singing-Dancing Parents
remembering ancient permacultural WiseElder
Health-Wealth Stories
restorying peaceful justice
inside as out,
breathing healthy WinWin in
predicting soon
breathing eco-therapeutically out
both more Left resiliently
and Right resonant.

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It Depends on the Light

What LeftBrain sees
in YangWhite male
and YinBlack female,

RightBrain sees and smells and tastes and hears
in YangRed
tries to control the YinBlue
co-arising Bed.

Yin BlueGreen
remains our Sacred Queen
Sabbath,
SkyWoman,
Holonic Harmonic Karma,
Holy Matriotic Spirit.

And so they speak
bicamerally bipolar
without each other.

Patriarchally not-listening
quite as nonviolently
as more dipolar Matriarchal WiseElders
now less bothering to speak
about growing extractions
for further self-perpetuating
patriarchal Yang-climatic pathology

Feeling overcrowded,
under-valued,
fighting for Earth’s more resilient polycultural
educational systems
cooperatively deep ecology.

Active slow-grow pacing
within Earth’s Holonic Spirit
of and for
Restoring Therapeutic Educated Justice

As YangRed-YinBlue
EquiValent
Secular/Sacred GreenPeace.

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End of an Era

This Halocene Epic
of GaiaEarth
began with FirstMourning Adam

This Halocene broke out
when Eve yinned
and Adam yanged
verbality’s first day
beyond non-verbals
with and for and sometimes against
each other.

And so this HumanGrowing Halocene Bubble
progresses up through
our current bimillennial cusp,

With no land-based frontiers
exterior
to further infest
with our growing mess
of waste
pollution of healthy life
wealthy rooting systems
interior frontiers
double-boundaried polypathic
polyphonic harmonic
RightRed West with LeftBlue East

Turning this Tipping Halocene
back toward cooperative Adam/Eve health
within and without
breathing in health
for humorous healing
this Halocene’s Climate Crisis,

Breathing out therapies
for EcoCentric Mother Trees,
advocating multigenerational reforestation
of continents,
healing soils
by healing souls
healing our cooperatively organic soil
and water,
and clarifying cooperative air.

This Halocene Tipping Point
between frigid glacier eras
and burning molten hells
is our human risk
and humane opportunity
to use LeftBrain deductive dominance
as a SacredElder RightBrain co-organic tool
developed and designed
by RNA-rooted Elders

Designed specifically for this dark post-millennial time
of demonic risk and angelic opportunity
to promise healthy wealthy life
for future generations
and to threaten punishments
due to our irresponsible greed,
extracting averise,
competition glutony
drawing down this Halocene’s slow grown Savings Account
rather than learning to live
within and off and for and of
our Sacred Earth’s WinWin
healthy co-investing interest,

Organic Intent
for LeftBrain-RightBrain rebalancing
Revolutions for PositivEnergy Democracy
of Sacred Ecological Earth.

ReWinding of First and Second Deeper Anthrocene
WiseElder
DNA with RNA
Bodhisattva CoRedeeming Souls.

PositivEnergy WinWin streams,
goodnews Western Grace
with notnot badnews Eastern Karma
give DNA fractals such a regenerative buzz
liberating RightBrain repressed NegativEnergy,
true enough,
but Positive refers not just to direction
but also pace,
not too fast or slow-grown,
just right timing of Here with Now.

Any quasi-disciplined,
sometimes a bit paranoid
victimized
competitive
rebellious insomniac
knows the felt difference
between hyperactive NegativEnergy
and the more slow-grown fertile climate
of PositivEnergy’s WinWin centering
ZeroCore

Soul with Soil
revering interior-exterior space
slow growing PositivEnergy Times
and Healing Eras

And EgoEcoTherapeutic
Halo-Anthrocenes,
more climate and landscape angels
than monoculturing dissonant demon scenes.

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Nurturing Desecration

I think about how to defend and protect
conservative MidWestern women
from MeFirst grabby pastors
and bosses,
bullies almost all growed up
within Patriarchal-Dominant root systems.

It must be difficult
for GoodNews nurturing Matriarchs
to take on religious education functions,
teaching spiritual safety at home,
and/or natural self-defense
of sacred dignity
at church
and in the wider multicultural community.

If their pastors
and guest pulpit preachers
and missionary speakers
aren’t all on their knees
asking for God to forgive them
for not voting against
AntiChristian greedy commodifying Hands
reaching around Head AmericaFirst Pharisee Leadership
to remember and protect post-rapture hopes and dreams
despite played-out LeftBrain dominant
North American religious spaces

Natural-Spiritual places
that would not wish to tolerate authentic PositiveEnergy Democracy
inviting badfaith mentors to set aside their own blind supremacies,
too much trust in unchanging creed-saluting
dogma loyalty
over healthy and wealthy
spiritually nutritious v toxic past personal
and social
and economic
and political experience.

If my preacher
doesn’t exhibit safe hands
and non-violence first,
before pulling out support for AntiCreation Buttons,
ballistic bombs,
and bullying bullets,
then how do we teach young boys and girls
how to live with and for
a God of robust
omnipotent
and polyculturing Love?

And,
if God is not a God of active multicultures
creolizing
revolutionary transformational health-wealth,
resilient cooperative Love,
then how could He be a God of Healthy Adults
at all,

A God of any healthy therapeutic parent
avoiding retributive addictions to WinLose
get even to get ahead ecopolitical models,
punishing
shaming and blaming
DeGeneration of synergetic love
into LoseLose
anti-systemic
nihilistic
dualdark denialistic
bipolar secularizing despair.

Which is a function
out of Dark Revelations
and not for Restoring Evangelic PositivEnergy Democracy,
Justice as also Peace
loving therapies
for natural-spiritual good-news development
of better
healthier
religious education teachers
and parents
and preachers
and missionaries
and non-bullying Christian Left-Right democratic
cooperative CEOs,

Therapeutic CEOs
with less bullying pulpits,
rabidly commercialized,

Less LeftBrain domesticated
yet RightBrain WiseElder paranoid
about reading BadNews Stories before bedtime,
staging dream times
defying multiculturing EcoResilient Time Ourselves.

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Wildly Domesticating BiCamerality

I wouldn’t call Bill Plotkin’s WildMind
unmitigated Wild RightBrained,
nor would I call his WinWin therapeutic thinking
with PositivEnergy feelings
entirely LeftBrain domesticated, diminished

Commodified, capitalized,
colonized and conquered,
deduced and reduced
down to a slow-grown dark pearl
of Negative YinEnergy
seduced by Yang Supremacy
yet still resiliently whispering

Sweet-felt nothings
to speak of dipolar Wild Risks
are also Therapeutic Opportunities,
either way,
PositivEnergy
with double-binding
not secular yet–
not still sacred

We must HereNow bilaterally speak
of Ed De Bono’s bilateral mind
as Plotkin’s WinWin
horizontal EgoEco fractal
of four winning prime colors,
or subpersonalities,
or Seasons of AnthroGeneric Development

Shaping
co-arising Anima EcoLove,
birthing
spiral colored
WinWin and WinLose and LoseLose
ecopolitical democracies
avoiding apartheid violent aristocracies.

Although I’m not so sure
about Plotkin’s sequence of West
through North
through East
emerging SouthLight Yellow
at this bimillennial TippingPoint moment.

But turquoise and ultra-violet by Night
and purple with delineating yellow by Day
sounds about Ego-Eco politically spectral correct
to RightBrain dominant
Rainbow fascinated
singing and dancing EarthSouls.

But Beige at the beginning
of co-arising bilateral Time ourselves?
That’s a Cowan and Beck
Spiral Dynamics error.

This Beige must not
and could not be,
but grey-scale instead
before LeftBrain language
developed stereophonic color categories
and scent regimes
for YangLight
with Yin DNA-RNA fractal
dualdark

Strings full-orchestra
restoring therapeutic democracy
of bilateral HereNow time
co-arising
nondually
dipolar
PositivEnergy
equal
in resilient-conscious empowerment
with dualdark NegativEnergy.

Like Trump and NewAge Lenin NegativEnergy
shitting on North Korea
stressed-out
short-person syndrome
NewAnthropogentric Age Napoleon
his tree,
KISS
I
N
G,
primal lavish geopolitical royalty,
West double-binding East
in nihilistic corrupting competitivity.

If I could turn back WildMind Time
I would fly us back to PA
and Michigan
and Wisconsin too,
to get just a few more wise women
to ignore complacency polls
ignoring Russian trolls,

To stand up against sexism
and AmericaFirst Totalitarianism,
and Climate Pathology Denialism,
and pathological absence of restorative health care.

To stop raking their liberated democratic leaves
for a half hour.
Go vote
for anyone but CombOver Bully
with the grabby hands
of MeFirst Supremacism
and ThirdGeneration bad attitude
of a nouveau riche pretention
not so wild woolly
WhitePatriarch bully,

Hopelessly confused
especially about how to make a WinWin resilient profit,
or prophet,
much less prophetess
with Sacred Matriotic Earth.

Healthy WildRight dipolar minds
and Domesticated LeftDominant brains
all agree,
healthy wealth lies
in turning Yang down
at least a YinSquared cooling degree.

Away from monoculturing Red
and toward BlueGreen cooperativity.

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JazzRifts for EarthCommons

ZeroSum Spirit
bicameral begins
playing through dipolar Ego-Eco Me.

Nondual trinitarian bilaterality
of a Mother Scaling Tree
forecasting and shadowing
WinWin
healthy branching
and rooting properties.

Spirit consciousness,
DNA with RNA tribal strings
of multicolored cooperative intelligence.

ZeroSpirit
fractal-seasoned
developing psychology
phylogeny
homology
toward
WiseElder WinWin GoldenRulology.

ZeroAnimated
AcclimatingMundi,
full-mooned Boody
multiregenerational cosmos
where ev’rything grows living out
and fades dying in

Co-arising
sequentially,
LeftEgo Zero RightEco
ego-eco
political psycho logos go
attuned to SecularNature also
as SacredSpirit, don’t you know
profound WinWin nuturing connectedness

Yang/Yin dipolar emergencies
and bipolar fading-outs.

ZeroEarth’s revolving NatureSpirit Core
seasonally develops aging folds
and hyperactively unfolds,
unravels sacred evolution’s health-wealth trajectory,
Tao through Allah’s Way,
Truth,
Life, Wealth
of Health,
Universal-Unitarian CoOp’rativity
Trusting ReCreation ReStories
within our GoldenRules
and Ratios,
Elixir of Earth’s JazzCommons.

 

Common mutual acclimation forms
for jazz and comedy to improvize
CoOperative
notnot ZeroSum
Common EnergyOperations.

WinWin Commons
evolves ecopolitical subcontracts
for using shared listening-speaking
consuming-producing space
for designing PositivEnergy resources.

ZeroSum GoldenRules
slow grow coop’rativity
to local non-violent restorative
justice places
spaces
with inside lights
conjoining out side brights.

ZeroSoul harmony
jazz-comedy
healthy dancing life
acclimates
through slow-grown restoring therapeutic
WinWin
revolutionary peace-growing changes.

ZeroSum Commons
avoids centralized nutritional-toxic
bi-erectional risks
of a single Positive/Negative Energy authority.

Harmonic-Comedic Commons
self-organizing improvizing
WinWin elements
notations
expectations
enthymematic anticipations,
mutual namastes
of bilaterally active Hope.

Jazzy soul interactions
emerge RightBrain feeling properties
not LeftBrain easy-talk
to predict evermore deductive
competing
Either-Or
boring dull academic
fading-feeling reasons.

LeftBrain yawning analysis
of separate cooperative interactive synergies
for a bilaterally self-conscious
co-operating
WinWin
ego-eco system.

WinWin ZeroSoul
systems enthymematical
incrementally adapt
acclimating creole-wisic rules.

ZeroSpirit cooperating rules
modify ego-eco details
transfers
dipolar mutually-held hopes
both thought and felt
to retain ZeroSum Prime Relational
resilient brilliant
multigenerational coherence.

 

Coherent ZeroCore Commons
emerges notnot ZeroSum
acclimating conditionals
exhibit
polycultural resilience,
multigenerational sustainability.

We need more resonance
of ZeroSoul
healthy-proving coop’rative teams
developing
complex rich and dense
deep learning sacred ego-eco logical
larger scale harmonic-synergetic cooperative
behaviors
of RightBrain song and dance
spiraling
full-octave coloring
before LeftBrain
has a chance
to separate out
his grey-scaled
commodifying
capital-infested God,
and World,
and Life-Death EnergySystemic Idols.

Smaller ZeroSoul cooperatives
nested
latticed
conjoining elements
see and hear
and taste and smell
dipolar WinWin root through branch
outcome fortunes
of healthy wealthy smacks
snatch the lead
to play and work
around jazz rhythms
through harmonies
of exchanging
until resnatch
to give away again.

Such organic committed systems,
individuals,
troupes and orchestras,
bands and families and tribes,
communities
and bioregionally rich
dense
sacred polycultures
often look WinLose EitherOr ambiguous
and LeftBrain deductively messy.

But, Zero NatureSpirit Communities
are WinWin coop’ratively-owned
by Earth’s Nature-Spirit SynergeticCommons.

Earth’s ZeroNatureSpirit GoldenRules
of WinWin coop’ratives
toward restorative health-wealth
invite non-violent Left-Right co-opportunities,
personalities,
musicalities,
economic not-calamities,

And most uncertainly
Patriarchal-Matriarchal
Enthymematically ZeroSoul EquiValence,
too slow grown for richest elegance.

 

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Zero Heroes

Each Zen ZeroSoul
invites a sacredly unique understoried purpose,
enthymematic matriotic meaning
through nurturing Health-Wealth Consciousness.

ZenSoul identity
voice
shadow sacred
yin-suppressed
among LeftBrain Dominant
adolescent RedState
monocultural extraction planners.

Red or Blue
and Green
between
depths of social Turquoise personality
for outdoor aquatic conversations,
ebbs and flows,
eggs and coral roots,
recessions and depressions,
ebbing of oceanic hoarding
and outflow of non-elite over-populating despair,

My Purple Ego’s favorite
social-sacred vocational inside role,
Soul Octaves
sung notnot ZeroSum
ecopolitical bilaterally heuristic sound identity
revealed and expressed
graced and doublebind BothAnd gifted
lifted with iconic RightBrain sacred symbols
and ecological LeftBrain metaphors
for prime relational nutrition
and diminished dissonant toxins.

Soul Octaves feed and raise,
plant and harvest,
multiculturing advocates
for PositiveEnergy Democracy,
which might also become
NotNot NegativEnergy
PolyPathic-Polyphonic,

Polynomial YangOctaves as YinYin
as also not(not Polyphonic) Yin-Fractal,
Squared YinYin-WinWin (0) Commons,

ReGenerative like Uracil with Cytosine with Thymine,
three in one living bilateral double-bound fractal string
of dynamic DNA/RNA EcoPolitical Phylogeny,
PositivEnergy WinWin unfolding Homology

Integrity of PolyCulturing Earth
revolving with gratitude toward future
Abundant Harvesting Outcomes.

Joanna Macy
experienced a DNA/RNA pro-life transforming image.
A bilaterally regenerative stone bridge
nondually co-arising
WestLeftBank Business As colonizing-commercializing Usual
with EastRightBank PositivEnergy Karma

Creolizing Zero-Octaves
in secular/sacred Bodhisattva CoRedeeming Revolutions,

Revolutions for restoring ego-ecotherapies
transforming retributive sufferings
of NatureLeft-SpiritRight divisions,
duality,
error;
Oops!
delineated
as not PricklyHere
with Gooey BiLateral Now.

Joanna’s destiny
to become a mentoring nature-spirit rock
in our bicameral bridge-systemic theory;
One PositivEnergy
notnot ZeroSum rock
latticed
to cooperatively network
polyculturing cooperatives
owning polyphonic colors and green-blue hues,
tinctures as organic full-bodied stews,
polynomial bilaterally systemic
West with East
enough,
sufficient,

With ZeroSum carbon waste-stream
our BestPractices measure
of PolyPhonic PositivEnergy Hope
for future healthy-wealthy generations
of all Sacred EarthTribes.

Hope
active,
our Ego-Eco dream
of and for PositivEnergy Rights
of ZeroZen
SunGod co-arising FertileGaia Earth,
Prime
notnot
WinWin
ZeroZen
double-bound

SecularYang
harboring SacredYin Interdependent
CoOperative Democracy
wu-wei Way

InBetween BothAnd
PolyCultural Investment Intent
of (0)riginal ZeroZen?

Herman Daly’s experiential math
adds number of PositivEnergy fish
in Earth’s sacred living oceans
to measure natural PositivEnergy potential
of and for further synergetic cooperation.

This total regenerative EnergyWealth potential,
now planted and harvested by Earth’s EnergyCapital investors,
is measured
by adding and compiling,
possibly even hoarding,
the fish caught each season,
especially this season.

The total number harvested
was, premillennially speaking,
limited by the limited number
of harvesting boats and nets,
human enterprising arms and legs
and fishing commercial-nutritional heads.

But,
as LeftBrain adding and comparing
and egocentrically competing numbers
of shrinking fish harvested post-millennially
decrease,
we think (wrongly) we need to add to the number of boats
and nets
and commercial mindbody LeftBrain dominant interests

Interests increasingly prone to
retaliate against greedy numbers of past generations
while subtracting,
un-restoring,
the original potential quantity
of SacredEarth’s total regenerative fish wealth
for resilient synergetic outcomes
of polycultural climaxing nutritional abundance.

Abundance through bottom triple line–
cooperatively moral,
democratically normative,
and, thus, CQI health-wealth outcome value.

Some people see bilateral bridges
through Western BlueSkies
and Eastern RedDawns
prophesying outside Climate Health
inside Wealth,
where others see seasons
of ocean-fleet schools
building bilaterally balancing boats
for planting bicameral eggs
and harvesting fish
swimming
flying
racing running
ecstatic and joyful
GoldenRule EgoEco-Systems
supporting Earth’s HealthyWealthy
WinWin Children

ZeroZen children
who are
and remain
secular Left-deductive
with co-arising sacred WiseElder Right

NorthWest tipping toward Yang cultures
plus SouthEast tipping toward Yin non-verbal non-violence
co-arising
Sacred Matriotic-Patriotic
DoubleBound
ZeroZen Souls
for better multi-religious ecological education
and natural-spiritual PositivEnergy Democracy parenting
to grow WiseElder Left-Right
WinWin grandparents.

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Pride and Mystic Wonder

I told the nun in charge
of Religious Education
If asked about sexual orientation
I will say
I’m gay.

I want to teach
deep listening learning
not how not to lie.

She wonders why
such forthrightness
feels so important
Are you a recruiter
for gay pride?
Are you a political activist?

Gay pride
makes as much sense to me
as straight pride,
as if our sexual orientations
were something chosen,
accomplished through heroic effort,
like mental health
in a too LeftYang Patriarchal culture
forgetting Left with Right bilateral mindbodies
are sacred gifts
of karmic grace,
to live here with now
in this cosmically interdependent time
as place.

Yet,
while gay or straight pride,
maybe even transgender supremacy,
feel competitively bullying inappropriate,
given these are gifts
not originating from our own accomplishment,
so too
shame and denial
of whichever of these diverse non-predative
victimless
sexually co-passionate orientations
greeted our FirstDay incarnation,
call it PositivEnergy karma
and call it ego-ecosystemic grace,
I see no point in shame,
nor even blaming a corrupt moral environment
for who and where and why
I am meant to sensory-spiritually become.

To lie
would be to teach shame
for karmic grace as we deep learning listening are,
and have been
co-passionately non-violent
born.

My veiled
and roundly black habited nun
observes
Sometimes what and how
and who and why we learn to ego-ecologically love
lies between orthodox happiness
and heterodox despair.

Rabbi Abraham Heschel
taught sacred Love
as Wonder and Awe experience

Joy and Ecstasy
their persuasive climax destination

Toward a mystic flash
of Teilhard’s brilliant CoOperative Omega Pointed Bridge
for reborn synergetic baptism,
but this has not been my path
or hoped for destination,
certainly not warm regarding sexual co-passions
as cause for voluptuous public celebrations
and pride of wonder and awe
I have of myself alone,
or not,
accomplished.

Perhaps
for Teacher Abraham
Wonder and Awe
and sacred Love,
regardless of sexual passions,
all three in one,
reside between sacred WinWin
healthy multiculturing hope
and secular monoculturing LoseLose despair,
pathological,
totalitarian,
fundamentally anti-evangelical.

But,
why would Rabbi Heschel
be a teaching icon
for a Catholic Religious Education Director?

Who can still remember
a Jewish girl child
who knew more Deep Learning Wonder
and Awesome Sacred Ecology
than could be erased
by MisEducation
settling for bleached out lies
against multiculturing mysticism,
eco-spiritual matriotic experience
of warm radiant days
and dualdark NewMoon
revolutionary nights.

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