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Wounded Sacred Dementia

My last foster care-provider
and -receiver story
is also a sad story
of my last special needs adoption
of bipolar born,
and oppositionally reared,
alcoholism.

My BiPolar Wounded Child
turned an auspicious five
on the day I first saw her,
and promptly rejected her,
not in dipolar person,
but in a picture of Little Brown Girl
with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome
surrounded by huge multicolored balloons
like a bubble bath
gone delightfully wrong
for a demented princess,

And so has life proved to be
living in her often queenly raging
perpetual-childhood Reign,
not so wonderfully benign,
now mid-adolescent,
at least hormonally.

Dementia,
like Fetal Alcohol,
was on my list of
“Will not consider even meeting,
much less living and dying with.”

The local Department of Children and Families folks
knew I had a too-empty bedroom
and restorative therapeutic experience
and special needs caregiving training
they had provided,
patience I had practiced
retained
restrained
rewoven cooperatively.

I was certified for FirstAid, but not Last,
and administering medications
and receiving ecotherapies
and what to do when a child is choking
and not yet choking
and mouth-to-mouth heart palpitation,
and avoiding ear-to-ear mind pulpitization.
Although, truthfully, I believe my Permaculture Design certification
was more helpful
for restorative WinWin therapy consultations
with wounded kids,
and their not-well-trained adults.

SocialWorker specialists
invited me to consider four kids
waiting for a less toxic residence.

One was Dementia.

Another older girl,
also AfricanAmerican,
wanted to wait for a home
without any male presence
in a threatening house,
due to past unthinkably unfortunate events,
furthering her internal climate
of ZeroSoul Zone pathologies.

A one year old white boy
would never walk.
I couldn’t see how I sprint
through a successful WinWin family outing
with two wheelchairs to push around.
It was already discouraging enough
with one
to often choose exploring voices outside,
now rather staying more too sedately home muted,
ZeroZone diluted,
inside.

The fourth was an older hispanic boy
who looked WinWin perfect
but then was suddenly hospitalized,
for reasons never ominously or even reassuringly explained,
and it looked likely he might never leave alive;
LoseLose.

This was one of those moments
to pause
and wonder about therapeutic timing
and nutritious choices
creating WinWin nurturing branches
or not, more WinLose,
in others’ BusinessAsUsual lives,
not just my own ZeroZen SoulZone.

Dementia’s Social Worker
was WinLose pre-disposed and concomitantly desperate
to close her unfortunately least marketable case.
At five,
this BiPolar Dementia already had two priors.

Prior attempts at WinWin adoption
that ended LoseLose,
at best,
a toxic six weeks later.

She had bounced
from one unsuccessful
They Lose and I Lose foster home
to the next
and no one of them
trained for WinWin special needs alcoholic placements,
should there actually be such a training thing,
because they didn’t want such needs
demanding in their already too complicated
indoor lose some-lose Sum
ZeroSoul too dissonant lives.

I agreed to meet Dementia
because her SocialWorker had persuaded herself,
whether through ignorance
or incompetence
I still know not,
although I’ve heard no WinWin rule
that one is less ignorantly likely
to incompetently appear
without the other,
She was persuaded
Dementia was not alcohol baptized
BiPolar Competitive more than DiPolar CoOperative,
Marked for a lifetime of Trumpian Wounded Child struggle
with bipolar cognitive-affective dissonance,
dismay, despair,
dissonant eruptions,
in addition to her cerebral palsy lifetime
of stinky and wet incontinence.

I met Dementia
in her most successful
(least tragic) foster home.

Mom was surrounded by so many kids
she did not know what to do.
But remained wise enough
to promise strong toilet-training skills
if only so someone else
would finally change Dementia’s messy climate diapers.

I brought a Dorah doll
for her recently past fifth birthday
and asked her if she spoke Spanish.
I have no idea what she said in response,
probably not Spanish,
but she delighted in tearing the packaging
into confetti
with a suspiciously satisfied smile.

Dorah would live on for a few months,
gradually losing body parts.
An arm here,
a leg there.
She went bald,
unexpectedly one scissored night.
Then her capacity to speak
and sing evaporated,
a mixed blessing
in my opinion
not that it was often asked for,
or ever heeded,
or even appreciated when received.
Finally
Dorah’s merciful beheading
led to a tearful cremation.

I had a lot of questions
for FosterMom
because I could not understand a word
Dementia mumbled.
I wasn’t even sure
of distinguishing between Yes and No
other than the too obvious non-verbal communication
that filled in for NegativEnergy
dissonant messaging systems.

So I asked why she seemed to have no resonant consonants
and could she hear clearly?
resiliently?
creolizingly?
Is that a lazy left-brained eye?
Hard to tell because she needs both Left
and Right eye surgery
for lids she cannot bicamerally lift
enough to see the warm brown gleam
of her smiling therapeutic eyes.

What are those bald patches
in her hair?
How is she coming along,
or merely commingling,
with incontinence?
Why is she a choking risk?
Why does she gulp and swallow her food whole?
Why is she throwing her food
and other nutritional
nurturing elements,
toys,
soap,
colored markers?
Who is she talking to now,
because I can’t see anybody
in front of her eyes and ears
can you?

Lots of questions.
Not many informed responses.
So I told Dementia’s SocialWorker
I would take her as a pending pre-adoption placement
but only if she promises to leave her with me
long enough
so we can get her medical attention
needed for better long-term health-wealth results.

Wounded Sacred Dementia: Part Two

Dementia’s derelict WinLose SocialWorker
suboptimizingly hesitates
when I tell her
I have not changed my mind
about not adopting Fetal Alcohol Syndrome
into my vulnerable home
with a seven-year-old AfricanAmerican boy
blind
and unable to defend himself,
or even run paraplegically away,
in the likely event of predative attack
by a jealous younger girl-child
who needs to be the ego-nurtured baby addict
of her household.

My older two AfricanAmerican sons
could defend their Nubian Princely selves,
and most certainly would,
after all,
they had experience living with Tyrant
who was older
and bigger
and louder.

The SocialWorker commits to giving me six months
unless someone else comes along
as WinWin qualified
and ready to commit
to bipolar alcoholism
for ZeroZone Soul life.

We both knew how unlikely
this would unfold
in our shared HereNow
4Dimensional RealTime
of ZeroSoul understorying TaoSpirit.

So we got Dementia’s ears tubed,
all the better to hear our creolizing consonants with.
Her eyes WinWin opened
to communication’s PositivEnergy integrities
all the better to watch us form our cooperative consonants.
Her brain pictures
all the better to predict her bipolar
ZeroSoul RightBrain emotional swings.
Her scalp de-ringwormed
all the better to fill her pretty head
with ribbgons
and butterfly berets
on her own tiny yang-braids.
Her now open eyes
wearing glasses
all the better to watch us WinWin smile back
and too often LoseLose frown,
to be incontinently honest,
holding our noses and heads
against each LoseLose other.

By the end of the first week
she no longer needed to take food to bed with her.

By the end of the first day
she taught me
When Dementia rises from her feeding chair
during a meal,
more of an athletic event,
a wrestling match really,
to jump Yang-up and Yin-down
and run around,
this does not mean she is done eating,
or feeding,
or whatever.
She has other
messier ways
to let me know
when she’s All Done!!!!

Jumping during mealtime
is something about liking the food,
absorbing PositivEnergy nurture,
and needing to calm down
and express Yang-enthusiasm.

So I stop removing her food
until the pink plastic bowl is serenely empty.
Although she usually takes care of bowl removal
for me,
or against me–
not entirely sure she is sure.

I put out another bowl
if she asks for it
(no judgment)
and leave it out for her
to eat or feed on, again,
depending on your dipolar-bipolar perspective,
or to just check on from time to time
to be sure it remains there
and not yet LoseLose empty,
until she learns to trust me
to listen to her good food to eat
PositivEnergy messages
as much or little as she wants to share
whenever she wants.
All I require is a Please?
Not even ThankYou!
although that would be nice,
and PositivEnergy appreciated.

So, no need to hoard food
or bolt it down without chewing
or LoseLose throw it
before someone takes it away.

Eventually,
more like a slow groaning year,
Dementia’s SocialWorker
threatens to remove her from my care
rather than leaving her with me
until she finds a more appropriate pre-adoptive placement.

Is this a WinWin promise
or a WinLose threat?

I offer to help her recruit an ego-ecotherapeutic adult
or two
without young vulnerable children
and pets,
and too awfully many sharp knives
and scissors
and voices,
who might agree to adopt
if I provide monthly respite.

But the Professional SocialWorker
in her infinitely divine
ZeroSum Win-Lose wisdom
does not want my help.
She refuses to look for a household without high risks
of further Dementia dings,
or to even disclose Fetal Alcohol labels
to prospects for WinWin adoption,
Or to even find an appropriate foster placement
in which Dementia could more successfully
more restoratively,
with further resilience and self-sustainability,
wait and heal and hope
for that just-right therapeutic parent(s).

I am now persuaded
that Dementia’s best restorative justice and peace hope
is to be rescued from her demented SocialWorker
and, to be fair,
from a retributive lack of welfare committed system
designed to reward the heavily mortgaged SocialWorker
for punitive anti-BirthFamily decisions
not in Dementia’s best
short-term
or long-term healthy interests.

My AfricanAmerican husband and older sons agreed,
given SocialWorker’s issues,
fueled by denial of internal climate pathologies,
we should proceed toward WinWin committed adoption
and hope for our mutual therapeutic best,
and not worst,
somehow both care-giving and care-receiving democracy,
mutual creolizing acclimation
as a resilient Left and resonant Right
multiculturing household,
environment,
habitat,
home,
sort of a PositivEnergy networking nest.

I would have asked my youngest son
but would not have known how to ask,
nor how to misunderstand his non-verbal benign response.

So Dementia is still with us,
turning seventeen later this year,
our only post-millennial girl
living with five trans-millennial males,
deep listening with Dementia
teaching hard lessons:

Resilience is to LeftBrain cognitive dissonance
as RightBrain Resonance
is to affective disintegration,
as notnot PositivEnergy
WinWin democratic trust
is to NegativEnergy LoseLose autocratic anti-trust
in self or Professional SocialWorker other.

Resilience Left and Resonance Right
polypathic Yang and Polyphonic Yin
nurturing nutrients
for rich dense resonantly complex
WinWin attitudinal
and behavioral co-empathic systems.

Just as chaotically dissonant
WinLose angry
and LoseLose fearful ecopolitical systems
can grow wickedly complex interdependencies
unraveling GoldenRule cooperative
WinWin strategies
to sustain self-other perpetuating equanimity.

Resilient healthy gains
sustain
despite fading outdoor voice losses
of RightBrain therapeutic polyculturing resonance.

Dementia
has her own wild
outsideLeft–insideRight
polarizing resonance of voices
as deep and sacred
with each new outdoor RedSky dawn
as resilient resonant DNA-RNA Solidarity
Blues-inside imparts.

 

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Zero Heroes

Each Zen ZeroSoul
invites a sacredly unique understoried purpose,
enthymematic matriotic meaning
through nurturing Health-Wealth Consciousness.

ZenSoul identity
voice
shadow sacred
yin-suppressed
among LeftBrain Dominant
adolescent RedState
monocultural extraction planners.

Red or Blue
and Green
between
depths of social Turquoise personality
for outdoor aquatic conversations,
ebbs and flows,
eggs and coral roots,
recessions and depressions,
ebbing of oceanic hoarding
and outflow of non-elite over-populating despair,

My Purple Ego’s favorite
social-sacred vocational inside role,
Soul Octaves
sung notnot ZeroSum
ecopolitical bilaterally heuristic sound identity
revealed and expressed
graced and doublebind BothAnd gifted
lifted with iconic RightBrain sacred symbols
and ecological LeftBrain metaphors
for prime relational nutrition
and diminished dissonant toxins.

Soul Octaves feed and raise,
plant and harvest,
multiculturing advocates
for PositiveEnergy Democracy,
which might also become
NotNot NegativEnergy
PolyPathic-Polyphonic,

Polynomial YangOctaves as YinYin
as also not(not Polyphonic) Yin-Fractal,
Squared YinYin-WinWin (0) Commons,

ReGenerative like Uracil with Cytosine with Thymine,
three in one living bilateral double-bound fractal string
of dynamic DNA/RNA EcoPolitical Phylogeny,
PositivEnergy WinWin unfolding Homology

Integrity of PolyCulturing Earth
revolving with gratitude toward future
Abundant Harvesting Outcomes.

Joanna Macy
experienced a DNA/RNA pro-life transforming image.
A bilaterally regenerative stone bridge
nondually co-arising
WestLeftBank Business As colonizing-commercializing Usual
with EastRightBank PositivEnergy Karma

Creolizing Zero-Octaves
in secular/sacred Bodhisattva CoRedeeming Revolutions,

Revolutions for restoring ego-ecotherapies
transforming retributive sufferings
of NatureLeft-SpiritRight divisions,
duality,
error;
Oops!
delineated
as not PricklyHere
with Gooey BiLateral Now.

Joanna’s destiny
to become a mentoring nature-spirit rock
in our bicameral bridge-systemic theory;
One PositivEnergy
notnot ZeroSum rock
latticed
to cooperatively network
polyculturing cooperatives
owning polyphonic colors and green-blue hues,
tinctures as organic full-bodied stews,
polynomial bilaterally systemic
West with East
enough,
sufficient,

With ZeroSum carbon waste-stream
our BestPractices measure
of PolyPhonic PositivEnergy Hope
for future healthy-wealthy generations
of all Sacred EarthTribes.

Hope
active,
our Ego-Eco dream
of and for PositivEnergy Rights
of ZeroZen
SunGod co-arising FertileGaia Earth,
Prime
notnot
WinWin
ZeroZen
double-bound

SecularYang
harboring SacredYin Interdependent
CoOperative Democracy
wu-wei Way

InBetween BothAnd
PolyCultural Investment Intent
of (0)riginal ZeroZen?

Herman Daly’s experiential math
adds number of PositivEnergy fish
in Earth’s sacred living oceans
to measure natural PositivEnergy potential
of and for further synergetic cooperation.

This total regenerative EnergyWealth potential,
now planted and harvested by Earth’s EnergyCapital investors,
is measured
by adding and compiling,
possibly even hoarding,
the fish caught each season,
especially this season.

The total number harvested
was, premillennially speaking,
limited by the limited number
of harvesting boats and nets,
human enterprising arms and legs
and fishing commercial-nutritional heads.

But,
as LeftBrain adding and comparing
and egocentrically competing numbers
of shrinking fish harvested post-millennially
decrease,
we think (wrongly) we need to add to the number of boats
and nets
and commercial mindbody LeftBrain dominant interests

Interests increasingly prone to
retaliate against greedy numbers of past generations
while subtracting,
un-restoring,
the original potential quantity
of SacredEarth’s total regenerative fish wealth
for resilient synergetic outcomes
of polycultural climaxing nutritional abundance.

Abundance through bottom triple line–
cooperatively moral,
democratically normative,
and, thus, CQI health-wealth outcome value.

Some people see bilateral bridges
through Western BlueSkies
and Eastern RedDawns
prophesying outside Climate Health
inside Wealth,
where others see seasons
of ocean-fleet schools
building bilaterally balancing boats
for planting bicameral eggs
and harvesting fish
swimming
flying
racing running
ecstatic and joyful
GoldenRule EgoEco-Systems
supporting Earth’s HealthyWealthy
WinWin Children

ZeroZen children
who are
and remain
secular Left-deductive
with co-arising sacred WiseElder Right

NorthWest tipping toward Yang cultures
plus SouthEast tipping toward Yin non-verbal non-violence
co-arising
Sacred Matriotic-Patriotic
DoubleBound
ZeroZen Souls
for better multi-religious ecological education
and natural-spiritual PositivEnergy Democracy parenting
to grow WiseElder Left-Right
WinWin grandparents.

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Open to Great Transitional Energy

One way of seeing interdependent relationship
between human nature
and all Earth’s natural organisms and systems
is as historic waves of immigrant colonizing populations
spreading out across all unfrozen continents.

To gradually, naturally and spiritually,
over several generations,
become reborn transformed immigrants,
now successfully acclimated, creolized,
as an Indigenous WiseElder People,
population,
with Elite connections
within our ecologically interdependent EarthCommons.

Yet a problem arises
when we allow our migration story to end here
because we have set the stage
for a creole stew of FirthNative Elite residents
without further consideration of continuing energy fluidity
of human nature’s wandering movements
and spiritual ways,
nutritious and toxic energy rhythm flows
across our diversely polyculturing lands
and seas,
seasons of both sacred and natural developments
and undevelopments,
transfers of intentional energy,
migrations with mixed cooperative creolizing
and competitive colonizing
intentions.

Responding to more recent waves of human migration
using retributive and competitive WinLose justice models
as sometimes unmerciful Business As Usual,
punishments for not having arrived sooner,
healthier,
richer,
more robust,
more resonant with currently existing socioeconomic systems
Is counter-productive.

WinLose dominant justice
tells an AntiCreation Story of Might Makes EliteRight Evolution
replacing our Revolutionary EnergyCreation Story
of Great Transitional Migration
remaining systems only if primarily cooperative,
WinWin choices remain preferred
personal and intimate
and socio-ecopolitical love and wonder and awe
energy networks.
.

What all good faith,
secular and/or sacred,
gods and goddesses
of EarthEnergy have perennially regenerated
in all humane nature,
all originally traveling migrants through natural systems
past and currently reincarnated onto this Earth,
are restorative,
therapeutic,
non-violent models of communication,
community-building,
transporting,
migrating,
pilgriming,
mentoring,
vocationing,
listening,
speaking,
educating,
cooperating energy economies
of creolization-positive strategies
through EarthSoul’s WinWin
RightBrain WiseElder Energy
exchange choices,
relationally positive preferences,
and notnot doublebinding delineating references,
personal
and social
and political
and ecological.

Thereby letting go of retributional Wins for FirstNation Elites
so Lose for all too-come lately NonElite Sojourners
stubbornly clinging to crippled pathological ecopolitical models
of anti-hospitality,
anti-cooperation,
anti-love,
anti-matriotic EarthSoul,
anti-good faith,
anti-positive energy,
anti-healthy nutritional optimization
of all EarthCommons,
AnimaMundi
SacredElder EarthSoul
emerging LeftBrain Secular EarthSoil
ClimateEnergy Health v Pathology.

All polypaths and polyphonic choices
lead back here to EarthSoil-Left with EarthSoul-Right,
whether our Ego prefers
FirstNative Elite models
for growing democracy,
or following AnimaMundi
as scientific and secular nature-only Energy,
or MotherEarth
as RightBrain internal-eternal whispering
Sacred Nurturing Relationships, CoPresence,
or BothAnd double-binding and co-arising,
or Sacred LightGod YangLeft
and Holonic EnergyGaia YinRight,
or even bionic +1 EarthTribe Universal Energy
over double-binding interdependent notnot (0)SumUnity,
or some other ism or ist hybrid of nature-spirit Energy’s
progenitive integrity.

Waving back through timeless prehistory
back toward Star-Dusk energy waves of creolizing migrations,
plasmatically fluid-flowing functions
quasi-formed Energy of WiseElders
becoming us
here with now
Great Transitioning ReVolutionaries
for Restoring CoOperating Energy.

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Feeling Better, Not Necessarily Bigger

Each sacred RightBrain
is one of many DNA-RNA scripted WiseElders.

RightBrain’s first Word for perfectly humane,
energy or nutrition,
depends on exterior or interior perspective,
resonantly compatiuble with emergent LeftBrain ego-strength
as also Sacred RightBrain EcoFlow
of Energy’s Nutrition.

What pre-millennially grew YangPatriarchal
outpaced YinMatriarchal WiseElder sacred Traditions.

Why?

To teach us,
prepare us,
for what we need
to polypathically remember
for this Great Revolutionary Transition
toward ClimateHealth,
to invest more fully in Yang-Yin
Left-Right equivalence.

What could have been
the Original Intent
to bring light
from YangLightning conjoining YinOil
into humane Ego-EcoDivine deep dense consciousness?

Light adds LeftBrain secular EarthSoul reflections
to deeply immersed ecosystemic RightBrain regenerativity;
a Great Transition Research History
seeking ever deeper, denser, richer re-creation stories
for sacred polypathic cultural antecedents
of DNA-RNA Energy BiCameral Democracy,
ecologically SecularLeft
and beautifully SacredRight sustainable,
promising each integrity’s Paradise CoPresence
of Ego-Eco’s Loving NotSelf-Consciousness.

Energy as Cosmic Nutritional Positive-Consciousness
relies on WinWin
to equal NotLose-Ego, NotLose EcoLogical
optimization principles from Gaian prehistory,
traditional tribal and plant energy cooperatives,
land and
water and
air-based networks
of nurturing energy,
non-violent economic and political societies
restoring ergodic rhythmed systems,
patterns of ZeroZen Primal Relationship,
Golden WinWin Rules
for ethics and aesthetics,
for energy and nutrition
Prime Relationship,
inside as outside,
outside as inside democracy.

Avoids unnecessarily burning bedeviled fuels,
further concentrating smokehouse gases
emerging inhumane stress-dissonant atmospheres,
prisons,
wars,
xenophobia,
totalitarian atheists and monotheists and polytheists
poisoning our ocean biosystems with acid,
castrating and raping our sacred soil
with fascist chemicals,
extinguishing lights of fading EarthTribe species
of SacredEnergy,
pathologizing human monoculturing climates
unforgiving of inhumane sins
and LeftBrain dominant dualistic errors
of our supremacist plutocratic forefathers
committed against SacredEnergy Democracy,
washing LeftBrain hubris hands
of future re-investments
in at least another seven
LeftHealth-RightSacredWealth Generations.

Sacred Deep Energy CoOperativity
speaks for redistributing
and ultimately restoring justice
within all EarthEnergy.

Eliminating carbon waste streams
to re-sacralize future energy resource extractions,

Eliminating over-LeftBrain productions
wasting SacredErgodic NutritionSystems,
over-consumption of our grandchildren
longing for past nutritional future co-investments

Rather than continuing this EnergyBusiness as CommodifiedUsual
growing rabidly paranoid
climate stressed by overpopulation,
Sacred RightBrain sleep deprivation and cultural marginalization,
and other similar Western Patriarchal enculturations
of a suspiciously eisegetical
heterodox
lack of humane-divine
wu-wei balancing NutritionalEnergy.

May God bless Earth,
where each sacred RightBrain
is one of many DNA-RNA WiseEnergy Elders.

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New Year Insanity Resonanciations

I have already noted a change,
a deepening analysis
in second year framing of the Trump Administration’s
first hazing year in O.D. fascist process.

A DOA year ago,
we grew heatedly invested in fake-conversations
about whether the fake-patriotic Republican Party
was really all that more fake-Constitutionally media
and unmediatedly insane
than other U.S First and Only partisans,
other special fat and long-infested interests.

This January
by contrast
we apparently have accepted last year’s insanely obvious
supremacy of insanity
held by Republican national leaders,
as the last Wise PatriarchalElder shadows
of Eisenhower AntiMilitaryIndustrial Administrative investments
fade into family multicultural values
associated with stardust memories.

Now our questions
have evolved into which Republicans are most insane
and which slightly less so,
on a scale from ZenZero
through RightWing rabid overpopulated paranoia
nightmares of sleep-deficit caffeinated Western cultures
self-medicating chronic stress
of patriarchal violent secularizing
WinLose
EitherOr
indiscriminate double-binding MADness tendencies;
absence of bilateral ego-eco consciousness.

Hopefully
by the beginning of a Trumpian ThirdReich,
these National FakeConstitutionally InCorrect Republicans
will all be too busy
locking each other up in their insane asylums
and retributive secular courts of punitive law
and lack of moral aesthetic nature-spirit harmonic order,
and then throwing away the keys
to their not-so-divine Kingdoms of Competing EitherOr
Absence of Sufficient SacredGrace.

Such third year fascist distractions
could get them unelected,
and unelectable,
as we post-millennially open
to more organically Green Democratic Ways
and PermaCultural Means
toward Restorative Justice
as also Healthy EcoPolitical Grace
of AbundantLove.

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As Stakes Grow Deeper

Stakes Raise Higher

When the stakes
are life on Earth,
all else is a diversion.
Susan Murphy Roshi

Here we have co-invested stakes
nondualing claims
of sacred and secular health causes,
and disinvested destroying diversions,
perversions,
distortions,
dismay,
retributions.

Susan Murphy is a Zen teacher,
so diversions from shared stakes
are Empty LeftBrain Egos,
like sound
and sight
and feeling
of one hand clapping,
slapping away life’s co-investing stakes,
invitations,
resources for gratitude,
positive health attitude.

Interdependent stakes,
claims of concelebrating life as healthy
over ego-supremacist death as pathological,
are RightBrain intuited
Personal Knowledge,
eisegetical sacred feelings
that each Ego extends
our other hand of EcoEarthOther clapping
in co-arising nondual return.

Both hemispheres,
each sweeping
slapping
clapping
back and forth,
emptiness and interdependence,
YangStrength and YinFlow,
FatherSun and SacredEarth’s HolySpirit,

Now, in this critical transition time
in-between Eden’s restoring ecotherapies
and FallenEden’s re-attributing ego-traumas

Ego pride of accumulating and hoarding investments
in this personal life
does to family and community health
what AnthroPride of disinvestment
away from Earth’s divine ecological nature
does to homosapiens
and all sacred DNA-enscribed cousins,

And to our RNA fractally resonant holonic stakes
for eating,
refueling,
absorbing,
restoring rhythms and seasonal light-dark patterns,

Including sounds of two bicameral hands
concelebrating sacred life
on
and within
and flying
and spinning restore-destroy spirals
above
and beyond
SacredEarth.

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Medicine and Sickness

Medicine and sickness satisfy each other.
MotherEarth is medicine.
Where do you find yourself?
Zen Master Yunmen
China, 800s

Therapy and trauma require each other.
Ecological Earth is nature-spirit therapy.
Where and how
and when
and what
and why
and whom do you traumatize
with small-ego identifying Self?

You cannot resolve dissonance
with traumatic thinking and feeling
and competitive Win-Lose policy making
and economic exchanges
causing natural-spiritual anti-cooperative problems.

You can solve problems
with therapeutically inclusive planning
and ownership
and mutually grateful consciousness,
cognitive/affective therapies
for Win-Win overpowering Win-Lose past trauma.

At what point does therapeutic integrity
become headed toward traumatic disintegration,
more cognitive-affective dissonance
than coherence,
transparency,
safe vulnerability,
rather than depressing
this unlabeled suppression
of integrity our bicameral selves,

Medicine for all Earth’s Tribes,
for restoring virgin forests
and pure oceans,
seas,
lakes,
societies,
cultures,
rivers,
streams,
root ego/ecosystems?

Before he was embraced
by his Democratic Party,
Senator Obama
not yet nominated for U.S. CEO
wrote about political compromise
as contrasted with spiritual integrity.
He quotes Benjamin Franklin,

“I would rather have it said,
He lived usefully,
than,
He died rich.”

The difference between living spiritual integrity
and Business As Usual
rich but dying Trumpism,
as Franklin and Obama see
healthy usefulness,
is something too valuable
to be bought and sold-out for;
While Trumpism
has no eyes to discern
this difference between health and wealth,
between loyal integrity of mutual Win-Win cooperation
and hoarding excessive riches
and influence
against future Win-Lose competitions.

Antagonistic plutocrats,
including zealous evangelical supremacists
filled with religiosity of doctrines and words
and empty of spirituality
informed by personal experience and consciousness,
measure integrity
by buying and selling their compromised competition values,
while a truly integrated democratic disciple of integrity
of healthy usefulness,
uses cooperatively healthy v. pathologically competitive
to measure different Tipping Points
between positive and negative values,
like hoarding,
and other monoculturing supremacist
negative tendencies.

If I were an Obama Foundation,
I would gather private and public foundations
and community organizer Allies,
to support indigenously owned openings
of cooperative MotherEarth Cafes,
where homeless and malnourished and criminalized
and victimized
and ostracized
would gather in PeaceCircles
to read our poetry,
to dance our cooperative rhythms and cycles,
to single our gospel anthems
to feed on and breathe and absorb organic nurture
of and for Audacious Hope,
to learn to play smarter ecopolitical Win-Win games
of healthy integrity.

MotherEarth Cafes across these Uniting States
hosting local Democratic Parties
for their open microphone meetings,
setting Town Meeting Agendas,
PermaCulturing Designs for ReStoring Peace and Justice,
in cooperation with Republican Committees
and Libertarian Committees
and Green Committees
and Rainbow Committees
and Feminist Committees
and OrganicGardening Committees
and any integrative cooperative ecopolitical party
who bothers to show up
sharing this belief
in healthy usefulness
for measuring authentically wealthy values
and pathologically disintegrative disvalues.

To contain anything
is to exclude something,
Whether we speak of our interdependent Universes
or our therapeutic medicines,
ZeroSum
Not-ZeroSum
and Not (Not ZeroSum).

Therapy and trauma invite and engage each other.
Ecological Earth is nature-spirit therapy.
Where and how do you continue traumatic
degeneration stories?
And why?

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