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Golden HealthOutcome Rules

Do not treat other species badly
as they would not
treat you
LoseLose badly.

Minimally,
love requires
we intend
no aggressive monoculturing-supremacist harm.

Follow and lead
our own WinWin EarthTribe Golden Rule
toward,
and not sadly away from,
health-wealth BothAnd optimization.

Ignore small and short-term aggression,
except your own
violence
hatred
bigotry
sexism
homophobia
fascism
supremacist hostilities,
paranoid fundamentalist fantasies,
fake raptures,
fake BadNews LoseLose universal futures.

Do not water these
inside and/or outside.

Do PositivEnergy
with sacred nonviolent EarthTribes
as others invest PositivEnergy
in your ego-feeding erection.

Feed WinWin nutritious collaterals,
resilient resonances,
true beauty,
and water
these ZeroZone primal trust-therapeutic
mutual gardening and grooming relationships
too.

CoFertilize this secularLeft-SacredRight
Both/And co-presence
toward secular ration-ratio realistic co-revolving love
as SacredGrace
and PositivEnergy PolyCulturing Karma.

Weed WinLose qualified love,
as necessary
to recover therapeutic WinWin
intrapersonal
and interpersonal
outcomes
for healthy-wealth.

Harvest and evaluate
nutritional nurturing results
as if deep-learning organic STAR-seed screening
for highest and best WinWins.

Set aside,
reserve WinWinner seeds and wombs,
Strongest CoMessianic MatriarchalHealers,
Bodhisattva Peace Seeds,
CoPerformers
CoEntertainers
CoDancers and BeautifulPrancers
CoSingers
CoOperators
polypathic resonators.

Singers and Dancers
of and for PermaCultural ZeroZone
Original Intention
Design
CoInvested Planning,
CoOperative Organic Installation,
PolyPhonic Evaluation.

FourSeason Dance
restoring ego-ecotherapies
while avoiding
over-investing in single-issues
egocentric-anthrocentric
fundamentally EitherLeft/OrMightMakes PatriarchalRight
YangSupremacy campaigns,
ego-suicidal dissonance and zealotry,
absence of sacred holonic integrity
of WinWin healthcare nutrition giving
through deep learning PositivEnergy enculturation

Of Ancient GoldenRule receiving
love as bluesky with red-dawn health
and climate wealthywarnings,
life as green beauty
sacred grace
EarthTribe haunting Place
of paradise polycultural potential
and monocultural dark-wombed
LoseLose risk

BiLateral (0)-Time
ZeroZone Organic
(0)-Prime Relational
PolyPathic Blue NorthernSky-GreenSpring DawningSpace,
(0)Riginal RNA Nutritional Development
Polyphonic SacredHarmonic Intention,
secular DNA left
of and for RNA elder sacred light-health
non-violent right
divine Yang with YinYin
WinWin
matriarchal-patriarchal
RNA-DNA
dualdark-light
ZeroZone bilateral nutritional salvation
as defined by WinWin YangYin
climate health cooperators.

Or, as we began,
Do not treat Sacred Others badly
as extended families do not
treat you
Lose SecularLeft Health
Lose SacredRight WealthFlow
badly.

 

 

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Taoist Green Education

Playing WinLose conservative
rather than defaulting WinWin Green Liberation,
sets up the ultimate epic double-bind,
a NegativgEnergy
anti-trusting reverberation
against Earth’s co-gravitation.

If I choose to Win alone
then I loosely choose LoseLose.
If I choose to Win together
then I tightly,
more richly,
densely,
resonantly,
polyculturally revolve
PositivEnergy resilience.

Taoist systems thinking
associates Yang dominance
with LeftBrain deductive-languaged WesternRed dominance
and secularizing patriarchal dominance;
Three dominants in one.

Yin,
here and now,
plays a dipolar co-arising
(like the apposition between 0 and 1,
black and white,
female and male)
double-bound role with Yang’s repression
of RightBrain inductive
non-violent
Eastern Shadow (Jung, Plotkin)
dualdark (yin-yin)
mythopoetic
cosmological
sacred ecological
bilaterally theological
matriarchal
WinWin choice.

This Ego-Eco humane-divine association
of Yin with RightBrain archaic intelligence
is implicitly matriarchal
but explicitly felt diversely,
correlated with how we Ego-gender identify.

So,
for Carl Jung
Yin’s RightBrain archaic Green person
was more of a Yang/Yin
Left/Right archaic man.

This LeftEgo-RightEco ZeroZone Green relationship
with archaically felt memories
unfolds as restorative health wisdom
of full-moon Wild Indigenous matriarchs
more than retributive reductive judgments
of full solar-sun Wild Indigenous
monotheistic
patriarchs.

Yang/Yin wu-wei EarthSoul
derives nondual patriarchal-matriarchal
Nature-Spirit
Left-Right
Ego-Eco
WinLose as EitherOr deduction
BusinessAsUsual over
WinWin as BothAnd sacred inductions.

Where Freud’s id
feels patriarchally retributive
punishing
threatening
a FemaleFreud super green matriotic power
resembling Bill Plotkin’s Wild Green Indigenous One
could resonate with
Yin-Identity
WinWin eco-theologically nurturing
greening Ego
toward healthy re-emergence
into mature Win YangLeft
with Win YinRight
balancing CoBeloved Authority,
Beautiful elegant integrity
liturgy
ritual
pedagogy
bilaterally balanced educational systems,
parenting skills,
Green enculturation.

To preserve RightBrain ecological wildness
and LeftBrain theological diversity
of Earth,
Yang air,
Yin waters
reweave WinWin reasons
for Yang/Yin seasons,
DNA-RNA bilateral-binomial 1-0 co-intelligence.

Systems thinking includes informational mapping
nutritional ZeroZone scales
on regenerative/degenerative territory,
health/pathology feedback loops,
double-binding ego-in
eco-out
Yang/Yin messaging identities.

 

As NegativEnergy costs and risks of yin-suppression
go up
like gasoline and oil extraction prices,
ecological dynamics of EarthFirst vocations,
nutritional balance opportunities
for PositivEnergy cooperative investments
in therapeutic health
map our Negative divestments away from Wins
for humane EgoNature
and toward Losses for divine archaic Green EarthSoul.

NegativEnergy invests too RedYanged
away from Cooperative GreenCommons Sense,
ultra-violet non-violent values,
polyculturing norms.

NegativEnergy disinvestments from EarthFirst health
depend on poor people and marginalized species
to subsidize costs
to long-term PositivEnergy Democracy
of RedYang with GreenYin,
and not competitively against.

Once WuWei thresholds cross,
our Yang human unnaturally-built environment
goes from a PositivEnergy asset
to a Yin suppressing
NegativEnergy liability–
limiting reforesting healthy multicultures
with future PositivEnergy regenerators.

Taoist resilient health thinking
helps me remember
and cooperatively WinWin manage
growing more resonant sacred eco-theological relationships
away from cognitive-affective dissonance
NegativEnergy,

To grow more Positive WinWin
and less Negative WinLose,
To re-emerge with each dawn
more therapeutically healthy,
so less threateningly pathological
to EarthFirst Yang/Yin Prime CoRelationship
my internal Secular-Sacred ZeroZone
fractal
seasonal
colorful development.

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CareGiving Stories Continued

Wounded Sacred Dementia

My last foster care-provider
and -receiver story
is also a sad story
of my last special needs adoption
of bipolar born,
and oppositionally reared,
alcoholism.

My BiPolar Wounded Child
turned an auspicious five
on the day I first saw her,
and promptly rejected her,
not in dipolar person,
but in a picture of Little Brown Girl
with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome
surrounded by huge multicolored balloons
like a bubble bath
gone delightfully wrong
for a demented princess,

And so has life proved to be
living in her often queenly raging
perpetual-childhood Reign,
not so wonderfully benign,
now mid-adolescent,
at least hormonally.

Dementia,
like Fetal Alcohol,
was on my list of
“Will not consider even meeting,
much less living and dying with.”

The local Department of Children and Families folks
knew I had a too-empty bedroom
and restorative therapeutic experience
and special needs caregiving training
they had provided,
patience I had practiced
retained
restrained
rewoven cooperatively.

I was certified for FirstAid, but not Last,
and administering medications
and receiving ecotherapies
and what to do when a child is choking
and not yet choking
and mouth-to-mouth heart palpitation,
and avoiding ear-to-ear mind pulpitization.
Although, truthfully, I believe my Permaculture Design certification
was more helpful
for restorative WinWin therapy consultations
with wounded kids,
and their not-well-trained adults.

SocialWorker specialists
invited me to consider four kids
waiting for a less toxic residence.

One was Dementia.

Another older girl,
also AfricanAmerican,
wanted to wait for a home
without any male presence
in a threatening house,
due to past unthinkably unfortunate events,
furthering her internal climate
of ZeroSoul Zone pathologies.

A one year old white boy
would never walk.
I couldn’t see how I sprint
through a successful WinWin family outing
with two wheelchairs to push around.
It was already discouraging enough
with one
to often choose exploring voices outside,
now rather staying more too sedately home muted,
ZeroZone diluted,
inside.

The fourth was an older hispanic boy
who looked WinWin perfect
but then was suddenly hospitalized,
for reasons never ominously or even reassuringly explained,
and it looked likely he might never leave alive;
LoseLose.

This was one of those moments
to pause
and wonder about therapeutic timing
and nutritious choices
creating WinWin nurturing branches
or not, more WinLose,
in others’ BusinessAsUsual lives,
not just my own ZeroZen SoulZone.

Dementia’s Social Worker
was WinLose pre-disposed and concomitantly desperate
to close her unfortunately least marketable case.
At five,
this BiPolar Dementia already had two priors.

Prior attempts at WinWin adoption
that ended LoseLose,
at best,
a toxic six weeks later.

She had bounced
from one unsuccessful
They Lose and I Lose foster home
to the next
and no one of them
trained for WinWin special needs alcoholic placements,
should there actually be such a training thing,
because they didn’t want such needs
demanding in their already too complicated
indoor lose some-lose Sum
ZeroSoul too dissonant lives.

I agreed to meet Dementia
because her SocialWorker had persuaded herself,
whether through ignorance
or incompetence
I still know not,
although I’ve heard no WinWin rule
that one is less ignorantly likely
to incompetently appear
without the other,
She was persuaded
Dementia was not alcohol baptized
BiPolar Competitive more than DiPolar CoOperative,
Marked for a lifetime of Trumpian Wounded Child struggle
with bipolar cognitive-affective dissonance,
dismay, despair,
dissonant eruptions,
in addition to her cerebral palsy lifetime
of stinky and wet incontinence.

I met Dementia
in her most successful
(least tragic) foster home.

Mom was surrounded by so many kids
she did not know what to do.
But remained wise enough
to promise strong toilet-training skills
if only so someone else
would finally change Dementia’s messy climate diapers.

I brought a Dorah doll
for her recently past fifth birthday
and asked her if she spoke Spanish.
I have no idea what she said in response,
probably not Spanish,
but she delighted in tearing the packaging
into confetti
with a suspiciously satisfied smile.

Dorah would live on for a few months,
gradually losing body parts.
An arm here,
a leg there.
She went bald,
unexpectedly one scissored night.
Then her capacity to speak
and sing evaporated,
a mixed blessing
in my opinion
not that it was often asked for,
or ever heeded,
or even appreciated when received.
Finally
Dorah’s merciful beheading
led to a tearful cremation.

I had a lot of questions
for FosterMom
because I could not understand a word
Dementia mumbled.
I wasn’t even sure
of distinguishing between Yes and No
other than the too obvious non-verbal communication
that filled in for NegativEnergy
dissonant messaging systems.

So I asked why she seemed to have no resonant consonants
and could she hear clearly?
resiliently?
creolizingly?
Is that a lazy left-brained eye?
Hard to tell because she needs both Left
and Right eye surgery
for lids she cannot bicamerally lift
enough to see the warm brown gleam
of her smiling therapeutic eyes.

What are those bald patches
in her hair?
How is she coming along,
or merely commingling,
with incontinence?
Why is she a choking risk?
Why does she gulp and swallow her food whole?
Why is she throwing her food
and other nutritional
nurturing elements,
toys,
soap,
colored markers?
Who is she talking to now,
because I can’t see anybody
in front of her eyes and ears
can you?

Lots of questions.
Not many informed responses.
So I told Dementia’s SocialWorker
I would take her as a pending pre-adoption placement
but only if she promises to leave her with me
long enough
so we can get her medical attention
needed for better long-term health-wealth results.

Wounded Sacred Dementia: Part Two

Dementia’s derelict WinLose SocialWorker
suboptimizingly hesitates
when I tell her
I have not changed my mind
about not adopting Fetal Alcohol Syndrome
into my vulnerable home
with a seven-year-old AfricanAmerican boy
blind
and unable to defend himself,
or even run paraplegically away,
in the likely event of predative attack
by a jealous younger girl-child
who needs to be the ego-nurtured baby addict
of her household.

My older two AfricanAmerican sons
could defend their Nubian Princely selves,
and most certainly would,
after all,
they had experience living with Tyrant
who was older
and bigger
and louder.

The SocialWorker commits to giving me six months
unless someone else comes along
as WinWin qualified
and ready to commit
to bipolar alcoholism
for ZeroZone Soul life.

We both knew how unlikely
this would unfold
in our shared HereNow
4Dimensional RealTime
of ZeroSoul understorying TaoSpirit.

So we got Dementia’s ears tubed,
all the better to hear our creolizing consonants with.
Her eyes WinWin opened
to communication’s PositivEnergy integrities
all the better to watch us form our cooperative consonants.
Her brain pictures
all the better to predict her bipolar
ZeroSoul RightBrain emotional swings.
Her scalp de-ringwormed
all the better to fill her pretty head
with ribbgons
and butterfly berets
on her own tiny yang-braids.
Her now open eyes
wearing glasses
all the better to watch us WinWin smile back
and too often LoseLose frown,
to be incontinently honest,
holding our noses and heads
against each LoseLose other.

By the end of the first week
she no longer needed to take food to bed with her.

By the end of the first day
she taught me
When Dementia rises from her feeding chair
during a meal,
more of an athletic event,
a wrestling match really,
to jump Yang-up and Yin-down
and run around,
this does not mean she is done eating,
or feeding,
or whatever.
She has other
messier ways
to let me know
when she’s All Done!!!!

Jumping during mealtime
is something about liking the food,
absorbing PositivEnergy nurture,
and needing to calm down
and express Yang-enthusiasm.

So I stop removing her food
until the pink plastic bowl is serenely empty.
Although she usually takes care of bowl removal
for me,
or against me–
not entirely sure she is sure.

I put out another bowl
if she asks for it
(no judgment)
and leave it out for her
to eat or feed on, again,
depending on your dipolar-bipolar perspective,
or to just check on from time to time
to be sure it remains there
and not yet LoseLose empty,
until she learns to trust me
to listen to her good food to eat
PositivEnergy messages
as much or little as she wants to share
whenever she wants.
All I require is a Please?
Not even ThankYou!
although that would be nice,
and PositivEnergy appreciated.

So, no need to hoard food
or bolt it down without chewing
or LoseLose throw it
before someone takes it away.

Eventually,
more like a slow groaning year,
Dementia’s SocialWorker
threatens to remove her from my care
rather than leaving her with me
until she finds a more appropriate pre-adoptive placement.

Is this a WinWin promise
or a WinLose threat?

I offer to help her recruit an ego-ecotherapeutic adult
or two
without young vulnerable children
and pets,
and too awfully many sharp knives
and scissors
and voices,
who might agree to adopt
if I provide monthly respite.

But the Professional SocialWorker
in her infinitely divine
ZeroSum Win-Lose wisdom
does not want my help.
She refuses to look for a household without high risks
of further Dementia dings,
or to even disclose Fetal Alcohol labels
to prospects for WinWin adoption,
Or to even find an appropriate foster placement
in which Dementia could more successfully
more restoratively,
with further resilience and self-sustainability,
wait and heal and hope
for that just-right therapeutic parent(s).

I am now persuaded
that Dementia’s best restorative justice and peace hope
is to be rescued from her demented SocialWorker
and, to be fair,
from a retributive lack of welfare committed system
designed to reward the heavily mortgaged SocialWorker
for punitive anti-BirthFamily decisions
not in Dementia’s best
short-term
or long-term healthy interests.

My AfricanAmerican husband and older sons agreed,
given SocialWorker’s issues,
fueled by denial of internal climate pathologies,
we should proceed toward WinWin committed adoption
and hope for our mutual therapeutic best,
and not worst,
somehow both care-giving and care-receiving democracy,
mutual creolizing acclimation
as a resilient Left and resonant Right
multiculturing household,
environment,
habitat,
home,
sort of a PositivEnergy networking nest.

I would have asked my youngest son
but would not have known how to ask,
nor how to misunderstand his non-verbal benign response.

So Dementia is still with us,
turning seventeen later this year,
our only post-millennial girl
living with five trans-millennial males,
deep listening with Dementia
teaching hard lessons:

Resilience is to LeftBrain cognitive dissonance
as RightBrain Resonance
is to affective disintegration,
as notnot PositivEnergy
WinWin democratic trust
is to NegativEnergy LoseLose autocratic anti-trust
in self or Professional SocialWorker other.

Resilience Left and Resonance Right
polypathic Yang and Polyphonic Yin
nurturing nutrients
for rich dense resonantly complex
WinWin attitudinal
and behavioral co-empathic systems.

Just as chaotically dissonant
WinLose angry
and LoseLose fearful ecopolitical systems
can grow wickedly complex interdependencies
unraveling GoldenRule cooperative
WinWin strategies
to sustain self-other perpetuating equanimity.

Resilient healthy gains
sustain
despite fading outdoor voice losses
of RightBrain therapeutic polyculturing resonance.

Dementia
has her own wild
outsideLeft–insideRight
polarizing resonance of voices
as deep and sacred
with each new outdoor RedSky dawn
as resilient resonant DNA-RNA Solidarity
Blues-inside imparts.

 

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