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Love With Benefits

Could you love
an old white redneck
with HIV,
inhaling too much medicine?

Could you love him
if he were able to listen
without judging,
but commiserating,
curious about nuances,
finding dark humor
transcending rumors
of ego’s timorous tumors
and climatic tremblers?

Could you love a sad house-bound poet,
with too many kids of vulnerable colors,
interracially married but intergenerationally separated,
haunted by recurring adoption nightmares?
Abandonment
follows suffocation,
nutritional neglect,
drowning embryonic surf,
tidal pools propelling salty dissonant dark love,
organic compost fueling embryos toward light.

Could you love him
if he could know what you feel,
and why
and how,
and when,
and where we might care to hear
and feel and dance and breathe
this sacred opera again?

Could you love simplicity
if delivered with truer festivity?

Could you love
us becoming right now?

Could we love
exchanging anger management
for love’s cooperative opportunities?

Could you love
these ones you are already
miraculously with?

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Ecology of HappyTimes

Ecology of Time
explores resonant rings of sustained health vitality,
a red strong-willed loving heart
pumping Earth’s nutritional wealth
through our circulating and dynamic biosystems,
beautiful minds
with graceful dancing bodies
on pilgrimage through revolving memories
of time’s embryonic ecological balance,
and climatic dissonance,
Earth’s DNA-fueled human natured brain
entrusting Ego’s together recover love’s ecology,
recall incarnate health-life,
revolve cooperative evolutions of Ego’s Sacred Time.

Scientific discovery,
winnowing seeds of healthiest beauty as nutritious truth,
political commitment to cooperative,
and sometimes rather too competitive,
research into time’s primal orbit of healthy light,
warmly co-gravitating evolution’s becoming
EarthTribe’s RNA/DNA EcoLogic
of (0)-Centered ReGenerative Time
for more health assurance research and design,
empirical ecological methods
of interdependent deep learning networks,
conscience rediscovery.

Human eco-norms of DNA encultured time,
nature’s primal rainbow of waving
undulating
spinning
revolving
recycling
repurposing
regenerating octave frequencies,
richly pregnant patterns,
rotating fractal-folding-unfolding liturgical rhythms,
light’s brightly warm transparent
through deadly cold ecology
of deductive nature’s devolving time.

Ecology speaks to balancing biosystems
as poly-tical-eco-norm gospel beauty muses
sing ever deeply into Time’s ReGenesis,
EcoLogos as Amen with Namaste.

Beauty and potentially nutritious beauty
create healthiest truth you might imagine
within each day’s relationships,
those surrounding you already,
family tiers leading out
toward nested clouds of friends,
acquaintances as co-operators,
both political and economic,
nearby birds and ant hills,
trees and flowers and tomatoes,
rivers of water,
organic gardens of Earth,
windscent of temperate air,
climate photosynthesis fueling revolutionary fire,
embryonic cold dark winters of discontented hibernation,
wet and sun drenched springs
of cooperative co-arising days and nights,
summers of diastatic climaxing Earth as EcoEgoMaturation,
autumnal decomposition toward (0) dualdark Absent Night,
ReGenesis of Earth’s sacred-integral Time,
all friendly voices of healthy logos resonance
surrounded by toxic pathos dissonance,
long-term suboptimizing EcoLogos fulfillment,
Ego’s potentiating HealthTime.

Tao’s (0)-soul EcoLogos
of BiLaterally Balanced PolyCultural Time,
writing primers for co-arising dancing languages
speaking bountiful truths of EarthTribe Love,
as what remains after removing dualdark Ego’s
attachments to angry memories
and aversions to futurefears
of death without bilaterally incarnate EcoLogos Time.

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Buying the Farm

Have you chosen what you will become,
my son,
or will you become something yet unchosen?

Become?

How will you keep yourself gainfully occupied,
dare I speak of vocation?

Oh yes,
I will be absent.

Absent from…?

From you.
Absent from you.

My wisest son,
thank you for your perfect gift of omission,
and yet your future commissions
provoke my valiant interest now.

You are more curious
than absence would allow.

And you less curious
than vocations would avow.

Not true.
You rush to judge rashly
evidence only future time could carry.
I would become absent from inside voices,
those demanding I use mine,
closing minds to outside voices
ignoring body needs for outdoor vocal crimes
of raucous laughter,
shouting at echoing self-greetings
to outside experts too busy writing their competitions
to read my mutually polypathic cooperations.

Would it kill you,
wisest son,
instead of flaunting absence from inside voices
to market sacred presence speaking outside voices?

It might,
yet here lies opportunity
for graceful great transitions.

Ah yes,
transitions toward whom doing what
and why,
these are my tired questions.
So what are these golden opportunities
with minimal risk of becoming fleeced,
naked with loss,
intimately vulnerable to cold dark death?

I could not know of transition without risk of loss
yet comprehend this time
discerning how to find our co-opportunities
as EarthTribe PolyCulture Revolutionaries
(0)-Interest Bodhisattva Economic PlaceHolders
Beloved Community Occupiers
Earth CoOperative ReGenerators.

Each new morning brings great transition opportunity,
alternatively and coincidentally floating fueled anger and fear
or love and contentment,
but usually by a hybrid of
Yang+ and dualdark yinyin’s transparentcy
wu wei
interior mindbody Right Elder integrity-elational
nondual co-arising dipolar LeftRight correlational
AnthroCentric CoPresent Holonic Identity—
DNA/RNA root fractal ecosystemic,
regenerative issues and tissues.

Where is your risk of loss
within this nondual bicameral landscape?

Loss comes through my over-active AnthroEgo,
dominating elitism of LeftBrain addictions
to commodification without concomitant value,
to deduction without bilateral inductive balance,
averse to reducing competitive edge
without collateral evolutionary cooperative expansion of health,
hypnotized by logical policies and procedures devoid of nutritious v. toxic feelings,
severing the value of mindful communication from healthy v. pathological
political and economic experience
of relationships within RealTime.

Your healthy future is your daily great transitional choice,
your Ego AND EarthTribe optimizing healthy future
emerges a more cooperative plan,
like uracil with cytosine.

What if I choose to play games for a few decades?

Commit to cooperative team building games
and play with resource ownership variables
as influenced by poli-ecological WinWin Gaming assumptions.
Find ways to heal air and water and soil.
Explore ways to rehydrate Earth
and slow down our AnthroLeft dominant acceleration.
Invest in healthy slow dense polycultural growth
for stronger therapeutic polypathic outcomes.

Sounds more like your organic farm-therapy community dream.
I suppose that could be one way to play WinWin.
But, not mine.

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Earth Tribal Prayer

Show me intimately passionate ways
to incarnate political and economic cooperative co-investment
potentiality, regenerativity,
show me our climatic ecological outcomes
uniting polycultural polypathic polymorphic paradigms
of Time’s evolving light-love TransPresent
absorbing absent dualdark anger-AnthroFear
of terror’s eco-gravitating passage
through eternal ecoconscious light
of diastolic freedom-cooperative
as yang-yin co-arising
Endo/EctoSymbiotic Bliss.

Ectosymbiotic positive/negative-immune relations
spark endosymbiotic revolutions
of warm light
and cold double-bound dark thoughts,
reiteratively trapped in eisegetically echoing absent silent stasis
of timeless bicameral mindbody exegetical ecosystems
light and dark nutrient-rich appositional life
on and within Earth’s Exterior Landscape,
flowing absorbing time consumption and production
of regenerative flowers and seeds
for me to replant and rediscover,
recreate,
remember my
EarthTribe Elders.

As Quakers follow radiant light,
Laotse and UUA add,
through our universally co-arising dualdark unitarian equivalence,
DNA as YangYin embryonic birth through regenerate rebirth
of eco-cooperative Zen (0)-investment
and further enlightenment reiterative future
LightTimes of ReGenesis.

Who am I?
in Ego’s deductive dark winter of decomposing fallen seeds
and leaves and root systems,
regenerative healthy compost
composing Prime Ecological Generosity of Relationship
between
Father Sun and Mother Earth

Who am I?
springing healthy consumer of light’s optimal nutrition
and dark’s wet nights of nourishment
for diastolic/systolic beating/surfing mindbody dreams

Who are we?
in diastatic summer’s full regeneration
of bright and fertile light,
heating absorbing flows
of water’s eco-messianic baptismal promise,
waking to rainbows of morning dew paradise

Who are we?
cooperatively producing fallen winnowed harvests,
branching flowing flying scattered embryonic seeds
of time’s nutritious integrity,
advent of 4 Prime Spiral Seasons
of light’s enlightening ecobalancing growth,
dualdark rooted thermodynamic heart-flow systems
fueling Earth’s hydropowered rivers
of timedrenched polycultural becoming
light-tempered syntax,
speaking through embryonic womb-dialectic
rich nutritiously healthy ways,
DiPolarVitality weaving within and without
EarthTribe’s Solidarity Network.

Who are we as Earth-time’s rich-languaged polypathic becoming,
light of faith in God s NOW and US in Earth’s love,
permacultural revolutionary holonic designs
enfolding evolution’s nutrient language-light
of Primal EcoSystemic Relationship,
YangLeftWest/YinRightEast.

May we continue
learning cooperative endosymbiotic nature is our love-work,
AnthroTeleology,
CoOperative Vocation,
our mission and goal,
by relearning competitive ectosymbiotic nature of being,
flowing our WinLose EgoEcoConscious BiCameral Games,
to decompose our cooperative LeftRight way toward
WinWin ReGenerativity.

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God of PlayTime Loves

I know nothing brighter than disdain
for algebra’s insane fascination with irrational outcomes,
dissonating my natural empathy
with harmonic blends and rhythms,
patterns of fore-giving symmetry.

By contrast,
the only math I take to,
warm wet compost
transforming into well-fed root system,
more than geometry,
is logic,
especially ecological applications
to natural systems theory,
in which close enough,
and just show up,
and what goes up must come down
as what goes in must come back out again,
one way or another,
are all good enough
not only for government work but also self-governance
of God as Sun as ReGenerative Love,
Earth’s AnthroPlay.

AnthroPlay,
like AnthroVocation toward reconnecting solidarity within all Earth Tribes
merging mystical languages of light as fertile health,
as dark politically economizes LoseLose decomposition plans,
anti-ecological suicide of God as Love,
AnthroVocation of EcoConsciousness,
like AnthroPlay of Love,
vocation is enculturing application,
play is regeneration.

From geometry of biology
I learned each BioLove Player has an Exterior Landscape co-gravitational center
as our Interior MindBody Landscape
has a bilateral dipolar co-arising ecoconscious center,
half Ego-identified Left,
half EcoExterior Landscape DNA-ReGenerative Right,
prime fractal-ecological light incarnation OVER
dualdark Original Intent of dual-dense Black Concave,
(0)Mega Climax of Time
syntaxed as Light/double-reverse TransParent,
languaged and enculturing as Love of regenerative light/dualdark balance,
storied as creative evolution of life, health, good, truth, positive, beauty, wealth, cooperativity
sung in harmony of resonant, full circle, resolutions,
danced in variations on a 4-step fractal-seasonal theme,
calculated in prime temporal-neural receptivity,
stored in dialectic +/-,- memory functions
with octave interdependent primal frequencies
of bilinear co-gravitation
wu wei balancing time as love
as cooperative relationship of midway dark and light,
yin and yang,
double-binding irrational outcomes
as half positive and half negative
so split the absent differences
and therein find opportunities
for new balance and symmetrical evolution
of God as Love as Moose Medicine blended with Owl Medicine
for self-perpetuating EarthTribe’s Love MidWay Medicine.

From logic I learned
if God (x) = Love (y)
then BioLove also = God’s Identity.

But, it took Buckminster Fuller’s geometrics,
blended with Julian Jaynes’ evolutionary theory of bicameral mindbody consciousness,
to remind me
AnthroLove evolved through cooperative ego-dialogue within
as evolution emerged without,
they are mutually phylogenetic,
polymorphic,
polypathic,
political and economic and social and
polycultural love of health outcomes.

AnthroLove = BiCamerally Balancing God’s EarthBound TaoTime,
Yang Exterior-Deductive EgoLeft = Yin Interior-Inductive EcoRight,
LeftRight AnthroLove co-arising Prime (0) Relationship,
EarthConvex OVER EcoConcave Double-Binding Conscious Landscape

splitting dissonant differences
of prickly algebraic irrationality,
and other unhealthy, climatically dissonant, outcomes.

To algebra is hell,
to ecologic divinely regenerative.

If Love is God’s Identity
then God is cooperative EarthTribal Love,
RNA/DNA applied as creative work of evolution,
regenerative as radical paradise
through four seasons of playtime revolution.

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7 Grain God

In my 7 Grain ecosystemic theology
God is ProGeneOctave Time
evolving transparent light
revealing Earth’s day and night languages,
logos
rhetorical events unfolding daily
lunar
solar
photosynthetic fertile rich regenerative temporal balance,
bilateral prime (0)-soul intentions
toward a diastatic (0)Mega PolyCultural Climax
of DNA/RNA thermodynamic dipolar solidarity,
Yang co-arising with Yin co-gravitational Tao wu wei syntax.

I suppose this falls under some label:
Polyculturally Diastatic Panentheistic Evolutionary Creation Story of Healthy ReGenerativity within NatureSpirit EcoSystemic Rhetorical Growth and Decay Events.

That’s cumbersome, at best, for entitling polycultural nutrition-time,
political as economic
as eco-normic
as eco-logically comprehending EarthTribes,
evolving natural energy of RNA/DNA BiLateral Light/DualDark
eco-root systemic
poli-economic co-arising forms with strong flow-functions.

Yet, actual RealTime experience of becoming enlightened ecoconscious god-events
of light and dark
and time as timeless liturgical syntax,
awareness of EarthTime rhetorical-contextual unfolding,
merging through shared prime-relational dialects
transcending secondary paradigms and spatial power-structures,
ego-culture’s aggressive competition to control labels and titles and history,
rooted in Left brain egocentric dominant enculturation of language
rather than choosing
Left-Right is to Yang-Yin TaoTime Balance
as PolyCultural Time is to Not(Not PolyCultural) DiPolar ReverseTemporal
BiLateral-Dialectic
Fractal (0)-square rooted
God of Black Hole
through TransParent Enlightenment Revolution Time N(0)W.

I need to reiterate this rhetorical message.
One more revolution,
or maybe two to four,
for overemphasis,
if not ruminative stuckness.
I am not saying
I am a God-event
any more or less
than I am saying
you are a God-event.

I am saying
we can comprehend our regenerative Right/Left bicameral brainbody eco-centers
fully and sustainably
only through shared cooperative relationship, transactions, interdependent integrity
with at least one other polyculturally bicameral balancing mindbody.

Ego-anthro centric enlightenment
cannot rise to fully absorb eco-centric ecoconsciousness of love
in absence of co-arising cooperative, ecologically balancing, healthy love
of each rhetorical incarnation,
filled with wondrous light and dualdark demons.

In my polyculturally systematic God-event
I eco-worship Time’s SelfConsciousness
of Earth as Light/Dark CoPresent
within each individual
within each species
within each space
within each place
within all bilaterally co-arising nondual Time.

Politically and economically together,
we are Earth Time’s opportunity
to choose this time of climaxing revolution
of harmonizing our ecoconscious culture,
language,
our global cooperative networking rhetorical event,
economic program,
political agenda,
evolving square-rooted in (0)-interest soul ZenTao Time.

No one person is able to fully experience ego as a God-event
just as no person is an island.
Together, we are emerging our God of BiLateral Time Revolution,
permacultural designs with cooperative poli-economic implications
for fertile polycultural conversations,
healthy events,
and cultural outcomes of regenerativity,
with low maintenance and insurance,
taxation and financing risks and costs and loss,
lower climatic disease and drama risks for future global regenerations.

God of Time’s logos-voice sings to me in mythic dialects
reweaving network stories of polypathic light
as notnot dualdark LoseLose monocultural might.
Why suboptimize
when together we can all belove us all?

Why design our God-event
with any image that could not regenerate our light together?

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Climatic Dreams

I had a historic dream
that Einstein led polypathic Elders
pursuing roots of time
as emergence of light’s speeding race
through regenerative histories,
thought experiments revolving resolving enculturation.

I dreamed energy conjoined space
as rhythm reiterates pattern,
as time incarnates changing place
as space bifurcates time’s revolving light and dark
mutual recessivity,
ecological balance of Earth’s cycling revolutions,
cooperative norms within interdependent symbiosis,
multisystemic revolutions of evolutionary paradigms,
poetry as language both light and dualdark heart-soul investment.

I dreamed terror reacting to ballistic weapons
revolted into wonder responding to synergetic cultural ballast,
dense nutritional balance of political relationships
with economic transactional harmony,
that spirituality rejoined naturality,
as nurture reflects nature,
that wealth rejoined health,
that degenerative histories conjoined regenerative futures,
that deductive logos refueled inductive mythos,
that economic intention continues incubating ecological forms
and recycling symbiotic frequencies of emergent evolution,
that living nondually co-arises loving
as struggling to harmonize with others
rather than struggling against poyculturally enriching outcomes.

I dreamed religion regenerates culture
rather than competes good spirits against evil natures,
that competing spiritual economies merged into cooperative ecology.

I dreamed of regenerating religions
co-arising from degenerative divisions
to presume solidarity of rightful love multiplication
as polycultural cooperation,
co-arising human nature’s political economy
encompassing all Earth’s co-evolving species.

I had a fertile Earth Day dream
that cooperation and fusion
absorb competition and fission,
that integrity overcomes suboptimizing mendacity,
that polycultural life management skills
reverse anthrocentric monocultural supremicist aggression,
that love optimization overwhelms threadbare anger and fear management.

I dreamed
we share a self-as-other regenerating integrity dream
of cooperative Earth Tribes
golden-ruling together
producing and consuming harmonic global poli-economic outcomes,
a self-regenerating WinWin network
where all needs are opportunities
without risk of health-loss to others,
without compromising future generations
of beloved climax gardens,
farms,
communities,
guilds,
vocations,
habitats,
landscapes of nondual robust resilient re-enculturation.

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Sensory Overload

What’s left of my mind
when I open my mouth
is the part I could never say.

What’s left of my mind
when you open yours
is a place I hope we can stand.

What’s left of my soul
when you open my eyes
is time soaring through blue brown skies.

What’s left of my soul
when you show me your eyes
is a smile for your own,
send me light.

What s left of my heart
when I open my ears
screams revolting hot climate fear.

What’s left of my heart
if you’ll open yours
is the part I most need to hear.

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In Defense of Ugly

I have nothing against the Cinderellas
of successful society.
Cinderella finds her opportunity for freedom
for love, hopefully,
goes for it,
and it works out for her
and all the Prince Charmings,
wherever they are hiding from my life.
Anyway, all good news
as far as this story goes.

But,
the plight of Ugly StepSisters and Brothers
deserves more compassionate empathy.

True,
they borrow too heavily from Evil StepMother’s playbook,
her monocultural empty-empire building manual
“How to compete for love and wealth
without sufficient loving health”

Still,
StepMom didn’t write this manual alone.
This scripture is as old as lack of requited love itself.

And,
what are the karmic outcomes for these Sisters,
lacking grace
to invite Cinderellas to share their space?
A day,
an hour,
a minute,
a moment devoid of choosing co-empathic possibility,
humor facing absurd lust for power
blind hope to control life
at least enough to absorb awareness of loss
and inevitable dying alone,
results in living too much alone
produces absence of full living-loving,
consumes embryonic integrity of regenerate life,
eats and addicts acids of empire-defensive despair
until nutrients of isolation mature
into degenerately self-disserving Evil StepSpinsters,
monsters spinning tragic runaway addictions
breeding chaotic anger,
fear of our darkness, our mortality terror,
our lack and absence and loss,
hating our own unredeeming suffering.

Ugly StepSisters are stuck
in silos of their own discontent
echoing Evil StepMother’s voice
foolishly empirically demanding satisfaction
with a closed fist
when grace is hers and his to choose
by merely opening her heart
to radically compassionate empathy.

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My PostTaoist Son

I have a son
with more than his share of heart
and mindbody intelligence,
to comprehend vastness of Earth’s evolving history
and future demise,
to comprehend full emptiness of universes within
and without
co-arising nondual universes,
enough intelligence to become haunted
by our deep dualist dark insignificance
as a species,
and far less value even than this de-commodification
of AnthroCentric Futures,
his own autonomous Ego value so inconsequential
he doubts his worthiness of food he eats
of water he drinks
of air he breathes,
much less worthy of employment
or any developing sense of vocation,
purpose
meaning midst his human comedic environment
at its best a good musical comedy cooperative network.

This, he can more or less actually find
on-line,
but not so much within his own family,
much less school.
Well, maybe there were a few exceptions
to the individual student competing against all other students rule,
everyone playing an absurd Win-Lose game,
with loser death the inevitable outcome for each and all.

In the meantime,
should we choose to fiddle while Earth prepares to burn
why not orchestrate WinWin cooperatives
deep learning strategies,
more fun
more opportunity to improve interactive communication
and co-deductive dialectic analysis,
to live empirical-cooperative method
in an active healthy
open communicative
mutual Win economic and political kind of Taoist way.

But, of course,
Taoism, in his expansive view,
hides in a Pandora box labeled “EXEGENESIS of RELIGION”
which is about a spirituality cat half dead
and unfortunately half alive,
as if spirit is any other than nature,
as if yin were other than absent reverse inside
yang’s revolving time;
spirituality implying he walks through a divinely inspired comedy
with few speaking parts and no solos allowed,
which he knows could not be true
unless divine inspiration
is no more or less
than human natural regenerative DNA programming function,
developing form,
informational ergodic prime patterns and rhythms,
synergy,
integrative predestination of speciated form
revolving through Earth’s interdependent spaciated orbits of time.

To what end
could we possibly become
for one who is humanist musical comedy cooperative-preferred,
competition-averse,
with polyculturally inclined interests of rich dense fertile healthy sharing
this hour,
this game,
this day,
but without actively articulating hope for any self support,
thrival nutrients for his body;
not just his mind.

Surprising to me
how my lovely son quickly learned to see
spiritual as natural nonduality,
but has yet to recover his embryonic mind
as body co-arising transparency,
much less divine as humane musical comedic nonduality.

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