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The Hills Are Alive

I grew up gay
and singing in musicals.
At the time, these two seemed coincidental,
diassociated,
although in retrospect….

Some dancing too
but with no training in that area,
more about singing.

I grew up with
The Hills are Alive with the Sound of Music.

Then I stopped growing up,
and went about the sometimes cooperative business
of Mastering
Community Economic Development
Public Administration
Divinity (which Bucky would call Synergy)
and certifications
Permaculture Design,
for HIV medications,
and high blood pressure,
and bad cholesterol outweighing the good.
Then I began growing out,
and shorter,
singing The Earth is Alive
in all Six Senses of Musical Opera.

Now I’m growing more deeply
into long term polycultural ecotherapeutic outcome planning,
cooperative financial and health-investment,
for both interior and exterior landscapes,
polypathing co-elationally
to bicameral rhythmic heart beat and air flow,
dancing a PolyCultural Opera
as cooperatively possible
through PostMillennial ReGenesis
WinWin eco-political coop networks.

They are everywhere
once you learn to see through time’s health investment balance,
fractal-octave polycultural prime function,
e-squared = c-squared bicameral eyes, and trees,
ears, and Earth Tribe sounds of echoing hill music,
and autonomic bilateral diastolic precessive flow
with diastatic and post-recessive health regenerate hearts,
and autonomic dipolar diastatic yang
through fully purged yin nutrient breath-flow function,
like a tornado of wind
in slow, sustained, self-regenerating inclusive pace
of gratitude for less bad attitude.

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Bucky Fuller’s Holonic Ghost

Let’s say the number 1
iconically speaks in Left-Yang Universal Language,
root of ecosystemetrics,

while PlaceHolder (0)
bicamerally dreams in Right-YinDiPolar ReGenerative PolyCultural Action,
health-flow of autonomic, enthymematic thought and awareness
influenced by feelings of EarthCentric BiCameral Consciousness
as Plan A,
so number 1 is actually each Ego’s Plan B holon of (0),
DNA/RNA root systemic to fractal-dialectic square root
nature-spirit nondual function.

Yes, OK, you just said that,
all of that,
not for the (0) or first time, and…?

I am listening for resonant resolving echoes
across all multisystemic,
polymorphic,
polycultural,
polypathic,
polynomial,
polydigms of full-hued health enculturation trends
of cooperative redistribution of investments,
applied to climatic change outcome analysis
for Great Transitional Cooperative Network ecotherapeutic planning,
for both Interior YinYin Landscape harmonic rhythms
and Exterior Yang political and economic
as ecological Left+Right Prime (0) Relational Balance
of TaoTime.

Oh, so you’re a Taoist now that you’re a ghost.

Yes, but continuing my work in permaculture design
and political-economic cooperative development,
especially now that you have access to Game and Group
Bi-Elliptological Zeroism.

Your saying syllable strings doesn’t mean they are words
with any shared meaning for us mere mortals.

Yes, and making up words and labels for things
based on what we seem to both see and hear
with mutual resonance
also doesn’t necessarily mean
these are not words with shared potential meaning.

Why do you sound like you have merged with Lewis Carroll?
Anyway, how is your message going so far?
Any hot prospects for going viral?
Or have you been cast in the role of Horton
hearing Whos
not available to the rest of us kangaroos?

Anthros are already quite viral enough,
speaking collectively,
no aspersions to those with too many Trump cards,
in relationship to Earth’s future health,
including all currently wavering ecosystems of air,
water,
and contaminated, dehydrating, drained of health soil.

Fire appears to be not only progenitor of human culture
but also our destiny for future generations,
those who don’t drown that is,
or die of ballistic wounds sprayed too freely
by rabid monoculturally unhealthy mindbodies,
raging dualdark anger and fear
of regenerate EarthTime’s fragile Anthro Identities,
seeding despair
of regenerating healthier global active hope enculturation.

Can you give some examples of what you might mean
by healthier active hope enculturation?

Yes. Thank you.
Cooperative ownership and governance structures have proven to retain resilience,
health-survival values and mindbody maintenance norms,
especially when cooperative vocations
are part of a more polycultural political and economic cooperative network
with health-regenerative intent.

Active hope chooses to not wait for Interior mindbody balance perfection
of therapeutic potential
before committing to a proactive family and/or neighborhood participation orthopraxis.

Active hope does not wait until Exterior Landscapes are more cooperative-friendly
to search for ways to daily and monthly and yearly build and maintain healthier Interior Landscapes.

Endo and ecto symbiosis work best together,
unitarian both-and exploring tipping points with either-or universalists.

Oops, I think we just heard from your historic background.

Yes, the systematic parallels between Universalist power structures
as Yang,
balancing Unitarian-Yin integral bilateral equi-flow
of time’s regenesis evolution
is a very old horse.
So resonant,
distinctions of word dance remain important more for PreMillennials
than for any PostMillennial merit of segregation.

Yet their tones and cultural histories are quite disparate.

As are ours,
yet why is it not at least as significant
to explore how these paradigms overlap,
share a nature-ecosystemic map,
have evolved analogous ecological balancing dynamics and functions
within their respective Western and Eastern hemispheric dominance?

To this day I feel UU vocation toward my/our active-hope Truth
speaks through my Left mindbody
as Taoism speaks through my Right mindbody,
co-mentoring our shared bicameral ecoconsciousness,
Earth as antro-other (0, as Plan A)
and ego-self (1, as Plan B) core prime teleology
of becoming and sustaining healthy regenerativity.

You do realize you have merged with Julian Jaynes as well?

Yes, Julian and Martin with his Beloved Community rhetorical events,
and Thomas Kuhn always cautioning us about incommensurable knowledge
across the arc of polyculturing time,
and Lewis,
we resonate and resolve our tinctures and tones and colors of syntax
timelessly.

Thanks so much to all of your Earth ghost guild visiting today,
next time would you mind knocking before entering?

I did knock,
when I left no unpublished thought.

I see your (0) PlaceHolder Point.

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Sunday 9 PM

When younger, less afraid of dying.
Even now, less afraid of dying
than fearful I am already too dead for fully functional resuscitation.

Maybe it’s just another Sunday 9 PM,
last dregs of responsible weekend parenting,
trying to remember, or forget,
why I thought parenting would be good for my spiritual life,
unlike eremitic vows
or even celibacy.

No, not for me
such traditional socio-pathologies,
our generation will become eco-mentors
of polycultural cooperativity!

What an exhausting idea,
swollen with multisystemic mediocrity,
sad happiness of merry despair,
meeting alien teenagers,
shape-shifting into truly terrifying young adults,
half way between my eternally wise ZenZero bicameral ecoconsciousness
and their wildness,
their unreformed perfect creepiness
stretching my boundaries of reasonable life expectations.

I’m far less afraid of dying
than I fear their fading away without me
to remind them each and all
of how utterly exhausting we are together.

Another Sunday 9 PM
remembering to forget
my spirited natural life
if only until 6 AM.

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Painting Poem Philosophy

Painting is philosophy,
muses as brushes Leonardo
past distinctions of tincture,
motion as redesigning color with light
and dark teleological defeat
at right chaos without left handed complexity
of forms with functional labels,
blending oily paradigms of well-brushed revolving flight.

Painters draw out and through their philosophies of sight
as scientists parse their evolutionary teleologies,
merging emerging meanings for Earth’s life cycling systems,
producing while consuming today,
as language unfolds mythic revolutions within perennial syntax
as logic prime relationally regenerates light’s bilateral co-arising creation story
through ecologically dipolar dialectic paint by nutrient-color development.

Language unfolds time
as painting unveils love of healthy wisdom’s wealth of beauty.

What could any one of us know of death and fear of climatic change
without communicant cultural co-relationship?
And, with what we have painted together
of time’s cooperative bicameral relationships,
what do we already know
without death and fear of climatically competing change
at global through local ego scales
of full-blooming wisdom-loving colors and shapes,
forms with healthy functions,
frequencies of revolutionary light
embracing nondual now
painting philosophic syntax?

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If I Could Take Time Back

If I could take it back
I would.
When I can bring you back
I will
make our bad word weapons disappear
so your heart and hope need not despair.

If I could repair your strong-heart soul
rich with vital confidence,
you can do this,
you can be this,
you are part of this,
in your way
which is a right way
for us to become with you,
you are doing this,
we are doing this together.

If I can take it back
I do
absorb our black ballistic tones
in minor tragic keys I aimed your way
out of my own fears
I can not love you fierce enough
to remember you must know
this extended Earth-stream has your back,
is your back,
together with you,
part of you,
always voting Yes for mutual wins,
where love embraces our shared hope
and not despair.

If you could catch this hope from me,
instead,
please do.

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Rich Creative History

Why isn’t human history taught as part of our still evolving creation story?

How could our great ecopolitical drama not continually refine nutrients of language with ecosystemic regenerative functions,
as distinguished from sometimes toxic and dissonant understories of marginalization through monoculturally unsustainable anti-RNA/DNA systemic degenerative-trends?

Oh right, sometimes history lessons are enculturation.
Sometimes we even see history as the empirically deductively-derived teleology of scientific arts ourselves,
our method of learning and knowing how to talk about consciousness of changes through lifetimes,
our own maturation
from infant imagination through decrepitude of fracturing memories,
our family’s,
our beloved community’s,
our Earth’s
all ways of refining life historic times.

Are psychologists and ecotherapists already noticing our evolution of bicameral balance?
anthro DNA-syntaxed neural-development nutritional flow and power systems
as also our history of Earth’s eco-natural climate systems
domesticating too wildly competitive and aggressive and AnthroCentric supremacist ego
Type A all-Yang language dominating nature?

This creation story is an epic operatic journey
from embryonic RNA root–systemic health networks
and politically ecobalancing integrative guilds,
and nutritient-flow economic planetary ecologies of and for nutrition,
and lovely wisdom promising seasonally appropriate health,
elation,
positivity creation,
as in ecotherapeutic Positive Psychology’s (0)-zen-mindful soul
bicameral hearts made of ecopolitical cooperative strings
in rich deep multiculturally trending health-wealth systems.

Domesticating,
square root-system fractal-balancing
dipolar appositional-bilateral neural tree branching river-quiver organic ecosystems,
regeneratively symbiotic embodied mindbody transubstantiating co-empathic revolutions,
bicamerally balancing LeftYang-RightYin
political with economic-logic health-trend enculturation.

Health enculturation
invites humane natural bicameral balance
as “domesticating-health-balance” of DNA’s AnthroCentric self-reiterative tendencies,
cultural addiction to evolving our language and values among our self-perpetuating ego-anthroselves,
supremacist pathologies, anti-inclusive ecologies,
anti-multi-cooperative overwhelming monocultural climates of growing rabidity,
where two notnot yins wu wei domesticate, mutually digest-empath-attend-intend toward dipolar balance,
Yang’s regenerate Yes!
synaptic bilateral ecoconsciousness of our happy abundance
of (0)Empty TaoTime as timeless Interdependent bicameral bright polypathic lights inflaming co-elational NOW,
at last
at last,
our day this timeless Zero-sum now,
as We have always been, so Divine We become ecopolitically,
DNA with RNA EarthChildren for Divine HealthRights=Humane WealthOptimization Left Solidarity,
reconnected,
reweaving,
resolvant,
redundant,
resonant,
regenerate becoming now,
ecopolitically together,
not flying apart,
synergetic integrity,
not pathological disintegrity,
yes,
notnot,
Yang,
Yin,
Positive,
Reverse double-negative-bind,
polynomial,
notnot polypathically syncretic consilience,
multiculturally paradigmatic,
zen-zero positive psychology enthymematic
ecopolitical empathic trust,
co-gravitating co-arising light,
breathing in,
breathing out,
beating down and in diastolic,
repeating up and out notyet-notpast diastatic balance,
uracil/thymine, like internal landscaped climates of time, yinning in,
cytosene bilaterally yanging
double-bind optimizing
light-squared balance out,
as in,
up,
as down,
back,
as forth,
purging,
as nutritionally ingesting,
politically empowering,
as ecologically sacred-yummy.

 

 

 

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Earth Day Voices

Voices of creation speak Type A and Type B,
and polyglot dialects through Z, somehow under what lies in shadow
from B through Z,
anyway, Type A conscious I am alive
in this indoor moment
awake but not directly sun-absorbing right now,
uniquely articulating, yet deeply holonic
DNA embryonic
with all Earth’s tribal livelihoods
speaking our economic ecologic among ourselves.

My Type B right mindbody reminds through night shadows
fearing Type A loss, ego’s death of cultural dominance
may remainder only unconscious undead absence of awareness.
More comfortable as Type B eternal grace plan
to re-emerge through dualdark threshold
into Earth’s free-floating timeless absence of incarnate memory.

Feeling futile for my Plan A ego
but all part of Plan B’s co-mentoring designs as A-B,
now only dancing shadow voice, double-binding time’s revolving daily meeting pace,
home as Plan Z ZeroZen nest,
Type A through Z polyculturally ecstatic,
static NOW speaking through Type A’s closed windows and doors,
sweeping down chimneys
and up through cold damp basements whispering nighttime’s A-B dissonance,
absence of warm empathic resonance.

Each of time’s voices speaking through each day and night,
some more balanced and resonating deep ecology,
others echoing, struggling, dissonating to not disappear
in anthrocentric ghetto of despair,
needing wider voices of enculturing air
speaking in deep learning dialects of enriching birdbrained song,
Earth’s bilaterally languaging design volution.

Yang triumphant Type A days
bound in knots of complexly ambiguous anthro health-toxic communication,
hunting for responsive reiteration
delivering and consuming richly fertile imagination
of Type B-A limbo-dancing hand with hand,
meadow prancing,
rich cultural arts enhancing,
polypathic paradigmatic landscape redesigning
time’s culture-nurturing investment opportunities.

What and who and which and why for lunch?

Type A rhetorically dominant days
present high noon risk of failure to Type B co-arisingly thrive.
Inside looking out where I prefer to belong
listening and speaking monoculturally
echoing through my ego comfort and family discomfort chambers,
familiar ghetto gestalt of Left mindbody language
translating while thirsting for deep health rhythms
through each rhetorical Earth day’s abundant voices
dialects double-bound to Present now
by simple shared regenerative syntax,
dialects of co-empathic ecoconsciousness.

Type A yang asks Type B yin, who are you anyway,
shadowing my AnthroVoice?
My B-Yin responds, we are you as nutritional and toxic lights
and darks,
liturgical self+other dancing days of learning
cooperatively vested harmonic echo-voice of Earth’s enlightenment,
integrating solar revolutions,
singing through polyresonant symphonies of star song,
moon bright regenerating healthy repeating non-competing events
orchestral dialectionary of Earth’s resolving Type A with Type B
Earth Day resonance.

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April Loves

She worships her western horizon
toward the river, sparkling, hinting of lightning pasts and futures.

Leonardo is wrong.
This seems unlikely, perhaps judgmental,
harsh,
even so, his God clearly reconstructed in his well-owned glorious image,
universal God of Creative Architecture.

But, for her, as she watches bruised red wilt into painfully pale lavender,
over black night’s forest line,
cerebrally alone,
sacredly uniting
nature speaks through Gaia’s full-timed EcoLogos Voice,
sometimes in pastel skies and meadows,
sometimes in relentlessly vibrant green,
sometimes Full Moon, New Moon,…
Rain, Wind, sometimes sublime both on her tin roof, whistling through worn-out window frames.

If God were made in her image,
creation would speak in reasoned fertile seasons of shadow dark, and lightning bright,
synapses of climax, echoing down river valleys
rolling out grand majesty of EcoLogos,
perfect rhythms,
rain beating Earth’s thunderous future.

It would have been more revolutionary
and probably therapeutic,
most certainly lovelier, had Leonardo portrayed God as Earth’s logos voice
swirling light as surf,
tidal river waters gleaming wide at dusk,
narrower in dawn’s first light,
a ribbon flowing light emerging to west
reflecting waters greeting eastern sky enlightenment,
Gaia’s morning river logos
translating Sun’s architectural might.

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Distinctions of Difference

This sun-warmed March morning
while slowly stretching
in my sedate senior way,
I wondered how I might blame myself
for religious teachers
forgetting most often
that healthy minds are also healthy bodies,
living on and in healthy relationships
and neighborhoods,
enculturing planet.

Who could I blame
for secular science and arts
and health-nutrition teachers
forgetting most often
that healthy bodies are also polyculturally well-fed minds?

Differences of mind and body
are merely in our nondual mindbodies.

While I can discern distinction
I find no functional difference
between natural bio-harmonic functions, frequencies, and formative outcomes,
and ecosystemic mind-balance integrative acquisition.
Isn’t this the reverse corollary
of survival of the fittest?

Thrival of the most confluently balancing mindbodies
is also survival of the least dissonant inside with outside.
Just, even more so,
like Yang-face with Yin-grace.

Perhaps it would help
if I stretch just a bit longer,
if we could learn to stretch-see together,
dipolar AND nondual co-arising
Yang is with Yin
as Body is with Mind
as Left-Dominant Bodymind is with Right-DiPolar-Reverse Mindbody
as Universal is with Unitarian-Integral
as Energy is with cooperative Spirit
as Nature is to (0)-soul Spirit
as Speed of Light is to Nurturing Healthy ReGeneration of all EarthTribes.

Speed of light is about the amount of time
we still have to complete this anthro-vocation
with all Earth’s Tribes.

ReGenerate Earth Yin co-mentoring SunGod
bilateral dipolar revolving
4-season of temporal perennial revolutions,
rather like RNA and DNA,
fractal-functionally speaking.

Prime Relationship distinctions
with dipolar
negative correlational tensegritive
appositional differences,
where two LoseLose wrong notnots
make one WinWin MidWay healthier right.

I wonder if I ever finished those stretches.
I must be losing my polycultural nondual co-not-so-much-arising mindbody….

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