I remain unsure
of how to reliably
robustly
resonantly
resiliently
and yet autonomously distinguish
between contemplative leisure
and contempt provoking laziness.

I remain unsure
why Eastern metaphysicians,
spiritual/natural nondualistic teachers
continue to describe
ego as not only ignorant
of identity’s leisurely origins,
but also lazy-eye False;

And,
in a positive corollary,
I remain steadfastly unsure
Why ego’s experience of living Earth
is not merely an insufficiently delusional lens
but also is taught
as an unnecessary laziness of mind illusion

Blocking truer natural polypaths
and more beautiful polyphonics,
octave harmonies of sight and sound,
air and water
and tables of cooperative/competitive
electronic-fractal contents
of touch with feeling,
physical with metaphysical experience.

This confusion,
about necessary ego individuality
and unnatural EarthMother detachment,
not normal segregating experience,
insufficient multicultural health
to thrive wealthy resilient EarthTribes,

Leads to teaching Ego and EcoExperience
as entirely False
because only partially TrueHealthy
is a stumbling block
for straight white western patriarchal minds
dualistic consciousness
theoretical awareness
capitalistic investments and
social-cultural transfers
through win/lose eco-politically privileged
distorted education systems
not provoking deeply nutritious
and widely nurturing
polycultural design and outcome education
for Beautiful Truths
artistic sciences
theoretical/experiential musecological metric systems

Of LeftBrain dominant entitled EarthDwellers
as autonomous real estate owners
experiencing some measure
of white patriarchal
fundamental dualistic success
in sacred eco-health v. secular ego-wealth
win/lose propaganda wars

Where ego identity
is necessary to secularly survive
but hardly sufficient to spiritually thrive
ecosystemic resilience

And experiencing Earth’s healthy climates
is not only naturally True
leisurely ego-wealth
but also more than sufficiently lazy
spiritual Beauty

Power for both nondualistic
reliably unsure hemispheres
to declare egos
and Earth health
and pathology phenomena False
feels unnaturally lazy
and unspiritually rushed,

Like rightbrain expansive East-West
dialogical communion Wisdom
being compressed
into True or False
leftbrain dominant soundbites.