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Should Would Could

May I
always remain too damn interested in understanding
what you do feel
and think

To waste our co-investable time
in trying to persuade you
about what you should feel
and/or think more rationally instead

Of what I don’t yet understand
about how you do feel
and might feel differently
if you and I
were more WeConscious

Feeling about me
and you
and any thing else
and any other win/win integrity
win/lose biological
and ecological relationship
and/or lose/lose divestment away from
our bicameral thought/felt
pro-healthy WeLife
nonviolent communication.

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Controlling Narratives

It all comes down to

Do you believe more
in enlightening original Earth creation stories
or
in empowering messianic passion narratives.

What comes down
inhaled
drawing in light
may reasonably appear like a monotheistic weapon
to avoid patriarchal-capitalist loneliness
loss

What goes out
exhaled
empowering polytheistic tools
to embrace polypathic-cooperative
co-passions.

What are we coming down and up
in and out toward?

Life,
love,
purpose,
destiny, I suppose,
whether secularly and democratically
universally enlightening multicultural stories
or sacredly and theistically
unitarian narratives
co-empathically empowered.

Yes, I see
your massive LeftBrain verbal story
Truth OR Fiction

AND then raise our RightBrain cooperating feelings
mythically narrating more.

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Catholic Daze

I recall
from Catholic seminal
seminary daze,

Frocked monastic gaze
vowed nerve-systemic chastity,
self-sacrificing poverty,
political obedience
to a Great StraightMale Master
of God’s paradise reclusive House
filled with sacred humane
Men’s Room Only vocations.

Yet I experienced these three
Green Commons commitments
in reverse Taoistic
NonZeroistic chronology
of sacramental EarthCentric interest:

Without fully embodying
sensory-neural obedience,
trust
good faith
good humor
LeftBrain healthy secular Truth
as also
RightBrain safe sacred Beauty,

Then poverty of spirit
is a bitter
exploitive pill to
MonoCapitalistically swallow
before too many competitive weeks
and months pass anxiously by

Without neuro-sensory chastity
invoking my healthy regenerative compassion
only when informed
by universal climax wealth experience
of sacred
nature-spirited poverty
of co-invested
co-infesting
cooperatively creolizing Light
and Power;

Theologically ecological poverty
of StraightWhiteMale divinely-endowed
anthrosupremacism
could best be re-invited
into WinWin cooperative co-investment
when transparently vulnerable
through healthy matriarchal prime Attachment,

Further reinforced
by post-pubescent
sensory-neural sacred climax
worship
and praise,
silent awe
and verbalized
and verbalizing
and reverberating wonder,

Obedience to Taoistically balanced
ego-patrilinear LeftBrain verbalized
through nonviolently, multiculturally felt
wants,
healthy co-invested thrusts,
trusts,
truths

As also EcoWomanist
RightBrain sacred felt silence,
integral reception

Green cooperative unitarian communion

Deep listening for empowering
sacred information
inhalation

Also enlightening
dusty secularized disobedience,
pathological need for win/lose subservience,
posturing as win/win obedient
Earth Healers,

Regenerative repairers
of active nonzeroistic healthy ego-hope
from EcoMotherly masters
vowing past
and present
and future
green/blue EarthWealth
revolving compassion.

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Solitude’s Solidarity Option

In solitude
I listen for open solidarity
of grand holistic questions
advising profound habitat significance
resonant to
and for
and with all sensory-systemic EarthTribe

In solidarity
Earth responds
with sacred energetic civility

Where dark stained colors
warn danger passions
and remixed pastels
predict spring health rise again

In bold sprays
of communal solitude flowing
out coming solidarity flowers
profound significance to
and for
and with co-encultured sense systems

Health rooted
to rebirth across EarthTribe networks,
climates
of mechanically loud
and organically silent
cultures,

Anger vulnerable
and fear transparent
inside color voices
outside EarthSong
co-passions cost choices.

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Strong Hearted Taoism

Critics experience Taoist governance
and communication systems
as heartless
yet somehow Bohmian mindful

Others, more kindly Bodhisattva
and Messianic embracing,
might know Taoist
nondualistic both/and thinkers and feelers
renowned for win/win optimizing theological
and ecological
yin/yang
spirit/nature
sacred/secular philosophy

Self/Other GoldenRule co-governing,
intentionally biased in democratic favor
of co-defining wealth energy functions

Verbally and/or non-verbally communing,
heartfully acting
and mindfully committed
to restoring resilient EarthJustice
health exflow outcomes
as wealth informed EarthVillage incomes.

Nondualistic Tao systems governing wealthy thought
with health-felt action,
feeling inside and knowing outside,

RightHemisphere awareness
of empowering interdependent upstream informative
historical awe,
and LeftHemisphere consciousness
of enlightening downstream
multi-enculturing exflowative wonder

From
and recycling back down deep listening rivers
toward compassionate EarthMother mouths
of individuating water flowing reasons
identifying soil/soul informing seasons,

Explicit natural awareness
and integrally implied spiritual consciousness
replacing oppositional Either/Or
SWM
LeftBrain dominant
rationalizing cognition
biased toward Yang
overpowering Yintegral ecofeminists
for win/lose AnthroSystemic control
of Earth BioRegional Communication Networks

Sacred RightHemisphere hearts
beat with both/and apposition,
creative and recreative tensions
and extensions,
analogical acceptance
and win/win bicameral meta-euphoric esteem

Replacing bipolar
monoculturing individualism,
born of secularizing thoughts
emerging from indigenous sacred feelings
neurologically favoring
EarthCentric
healthy heart and mind holonically full
of NonZeroism’s compassionate
regenerative
resilient health/wealth
heart/mind
yang/yintegral
bicameral
binomial
bilateral
polyvagal neurological co-governance

Of inside Yang EgoPatriarchal
and outside Yin EcoMatriarchal
contextualized
timelessly creolizing
polycultural intelligence
of Whole Organic EarthRegenerative Systems

Whether humanely hearted
or more divinely minded
compassioning communication
for restoring EarthTribe Peace
feeling EgoHealth
as SafeWealth EcoJustice.

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Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity

Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you

A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart

With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind

For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…

Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left

Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,

My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without

Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.

If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.

If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust

No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions

Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.

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PostPandemic HealthWealth

One year ago
our hearts and minds
were socially
and politically
and economically divided
about universal health care
as a restorative prerequisite
to growing unitarian wealth
of EarthJustice compassion.

Today
regardless of where we may find
identify
celebrate our active hope
for growing a resilient multiculturing community

We feel no clear post-viral divide
between health care
and EarthTribe’s social solidarity,

No great non-transitional
separation of secular caste
of sacred calling
between social solidarity
and indigenous integrity
of interdependent healthcare;

No vast dualistic shadow
between First Egalitarian HealthPrinciples
and Seventh Interdependent WealthSystems.

Health care,
like social caring,
like politically empowering compassion,
like economically enlightened co-investment,
can never again return
to a pre-global pandemic view
of healthy democratic energy
as a strictly private
commodified
anthroprivileged self-investment
by win/lose might of fight
makes dominating right
singularly bright.

Whole Open EarthClimate Care
Ego/EcoSystems
predict healthy resilient babies
and a renewing win/win
bicamerally empowering
enlightening species

Restored from a starving
isolating angry
and fearfully monoculturing
disregard for polyculturing
health wealthy
GreatGreen Transitioning EarthMother

PostPandemically restorying
Her ravenous
and cancerously conflicted womb
of sensory
experiential
passionately universal
unitarian healthcare wisdom.

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Sacred Falling Stars

Once upon a time a gymnast teacher told a girl,
and all her classmates,
to gather around the trampoline
to spot the student currently bouncing on the trampoline.
They circled around
to volunteer a ring of imperfect
but positively intended
desire to help,
should the witnessed bounce go horribly
accidentally wrong.

This same request for a spot was one familiar to this same girl,
and these same classmates,
when they were bench pressing at the gym,
not because the teacher asked,
but because the fully abled weight lifter asked
if they could work out together,
and spotting each other during the bench press
was simply Standard ReAssurance Operating Procedure
for humane care givers
and receivers.

Anyway,
the unfortunate girl bounced sideways when one of her knees gave out
and she came flying directly toward our spotter
who did her very best to get out of the way,
to go to the other side of the street,
to walk on by,
to pull out her cellphone camera
to get it all delightfully recorded
for the more proper punishing authorities.

The teacher was
(1) concerned for the wounded
splattered girl on the matted
and yet still not inviting
floor, and
(2) furious with the spotter turned distant recorder.
When the classroom administrator asked, “Why?”
the girl said her father told her not touch others
at risk of injury
on their way down
because she might be liable for post-touch injury
and, besides, it’s not like she’s going to be financially rewarded
should she be successful with mitigating harm,
so, there is no “on the other hand” potential reward system
worth mentioning.

It’s the same reason she,
and those witnesses huddled
in a supportive constellation around her,
pulled out her star-gazing
witnessing camera
while George Floyd struggled to “I can’t breathe” communicate
while being deliberately suffocated
to overpower him when he was already down,
and about to blink
wink out.

The liability attorneys
and corporate accident insurance actuaries
get paid bigger bucks to tell front-line administrators
why touch
and help
and prescriptions
and medical procedures should be denied,
because the risk of trying to care for each other,
when it just isn’t enough,
is a last touch liability.
And, on the other hand,
there is no reward for the person,
the agency,
the health care giving and receiving
reassurance win/win anticipating
corporate system
doesn’t economically
cooperatively exist.
Compassion doesn’t pay–
it just regenerates more health care risk
and personal star witness liability.

Care giving,
especially for those who have already sustained transparent
vulnerable losses
in their compromised physical and mental health lives,
is responsible for first and last caring touch of hand and voice
every day,
every custody minute of care,
whether standing behind,
in best-effort solidarity,
or standing nearby,
spotting each win/win cooperative constellation,
reassuring wounded OtherStars.

Care giving opportunities,
health care spotting for each other, pays poorly,
when compared with what star corporate liability insurance attorney
and accountants
use to buy second homes;
sometimes including financial bonuses
for successfully avoiding any realistic possibility of harm,
unnecessary financial loss.
Care giving with active compassion
bears a long patriarchal tradition of being feminist underpaid
to believe cameras up,
but hands and eyes down,
deflect,
stand back,
don’t get involved–
are not politically disempowering
run-away capitalist actions and inactions.

Potential financial risk for helping to prevent further harm,
for doing your win/win best,
for cooperatively investing in all sacred stars,
for health care compassion,
for nurturing at-risk humanity in the face of immediate injury,
wounds,
losses,
suffering,
especially falling risk to marginalized persons of color,
it doesn’t pay well to the left brain dominant
patriarchal corporate
win/lose zero-sum mind–
but really is what life is all about,
at its most invigorating compassionate best chance
of win/win solidarity success
to the right brain feminist
constellation of enlightening hearts.

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Resilient HealthSystems Predict EcoSafety

In some primordial
wandering birth-canal way,
I imagine we all experience traumatic excommunication

An internal climate PanDemonic
cerebral yet narrowly competitive
win/lose health today or safety tomorrow survivalist
life or death revivalist

Yang EcoFeminist GrandMother Warriors for GreenPeace
or Yintegrity DeGenerative LoseLose Experiential Theories
reasons to believe, in good multicultural
polyculturing regenerative green Faith

Is not AGAINST DisLoyal AntiPatriotic Patricide
so much as for the restorative justice potential
for openly discussing
the economic and political hypocrisy
of preaching Anthro-GoodFaith-Health
systemic democratic Constititutional MultiCultural Wealth

While LeftBrain dominant win/lose wanderings
wonder why the late Great Transitioning
toward DeathMonoCulture
produces yet another patriarchal
unchanging
unchangeable
unthinkably not necessarily Win/Lose
against eco-political assumptions
of YangDominant counter-culturally courageous
and curious communication strengths

Predicted to climatically head down a dark
struggling
pushing and pulling
aggressive and perhaps even violent
rebirthing tunnel,

Great PostMillennial Transitioning
toward Earth’s vast new green
and blue WholeEarth ReGenerative EcoSystem
Win/Win NonZeroSum co-imagination
wanderings rewinding
reweaving
rebuilding in reverse past

Toward even more predative
occassional pandemic flashes
of dark blood red thirst,
and to warm yellow
and rainbow light,
and star-burst climaxing nights,
cold grey misty winds,
white privileged above
accumulative clouds

Wandering peaceful pilgrims
already enlightened,
life unfrightened
feeling safe
and divinely happy,
perhaps wondering
while buoyant health floating

Robust internal spirts
with distinctly transcendent
benign
co-operating natural outside compassion
wandering win/win Yin/Yang East

And not Yang/Yin dominating Western
red at night
sailor’s delight
EarthDay’s late EasterSpring thaw rites
of passing Lose/Lose pathology

Ethological green commitment,
sacred vocations in emergent Humanities,
including the Great Transition Wanderings
in God the SunFather’s Imagination

But now,
with pre-climaxing EarthPathology climates
what are our ecofeminist odds
of reconceiving EarthReStoring Justice,
Health is the new truest safe
LeftBrain dominant Wealth?

More holistic Win/Win wanderings
wondering through win/lose StraightWhiteMale
privileged environmental EarthHealth stressors
against regenerative democratic win/win
WholeEarth Systemic resilience

Green/Blue
Red/True
EarthPatriotic
ecosystemic healthcare wanderings
in coredemptive green spring rebirth
back
and back
and right mind/body back
through matriarchally multi-regenerative
DNA-fertile cooperative development seasons

And back
toward original matriarchal EarthWomb
Climaxing BlackHoles Matter!
remembered Great ReTransitional Birth
need not cost MotherEarth
LeftBrain embodied
dominant individualism

Need not beget matriarchal
collective suicide,
a leftbrain dominant
ego red-blooded
supremacist self-fulfilling suicide

LeftBrain monoculturing wanderings
into conspiracy theories
and pandemic Lose/Lose fearful survivalist
forebiding dreams,
cognitive/affective terrorism,

RedSquare Marching Prophecy
of LateGreat Earth’s DisRapturous
PostMillennial EndTime Voices

A tragedy
without right mind reasoning
seasoning
comedic
actively curious
ecofeminist
green cooperative
healthy democratic
restorative EarthJustice
non-violent communication Choices

In some primordial green wandering way
I suppose we all experience
as multiculturally GoldenRule preferred
over traumatic self-extermination,
mutually ass-sured destruction

Exactly the wrong end
of a Big BlackHole erasure
of history
and even the last surviving
DeathCulture.

Not what I expected
when I got to Genesis 1:1
“In the beginning
God/Dess created”

I guess the rest
is leftbrain miseducated
U.S. nationalistic
survivalist
straight white male privileged
lack of health-wealthy
restoratively just
yet nonviolently green/blue

Sometimes yang/yin,
sometimes yintegral yang
both wondering and wandering
EarthCommunication History

Of primordial
wandering birth-canal Ways,
I imagine we all multiculturally experience
as the win/win global
GoldenRule opposite
of deliberatively intending
EarthHabitat’s traumatic
terrifying excommunication
evacuation
explosion
implosion
exhaustion
respiratory death

For lack of fresh water,
for too much salt water,
for unhealthy topsoil,
for lack of a reasonably cooperative,
democratically protective,
globally defensive,
just-right healthy,
wealthy balanced
resiliently communicating atmosphere
of and for green/blue/red
indigenous climate health.

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Anxious Anticipation Edges

In Permaculture Design,
it is thought that all the richest stuff
is in Earth’s experiential/existential
Boundary Zones of nutrition
communicating
communally felt
appreciated
nourished
fed and watered ego/eco-value

Anticipating,
somewhat more than more anxious boundaries,
this last depressing and humiliating darker hour
before our sacred revolutionary green cooperative
health/wealth anticipating
co-redeeming GoldenRule
expands beyond all imagined boundaries
of global space
and this right now
restorative green justice place
in timeless time
bilaterally felt double-boundaries

Declaring resilient win/win
health/safety-care interdependence

This co-arising boundary
a multicultural solidarity story
of integrity’s vast EarthTribe
enlightening potential

We would restore polycultural resilience
to
and with
and for all Earth’s great pandemic
wounding boundaries

Noticing overt rejection of established win/lose
competitive
debating
kleptocratic
compromised moral/legal authority

Shifts and turns
in unpredicted evolving ways
as such red autonomous authority
competes unsuccessfully
to avoid green co-relational
co-responsibility
for present and future freedom
through heart-felt multiculturally inclusive
interdependent boundary experiences
co-passionately advocating

To shrink growing red/green divides
in eco-politically cooperative
solidarity dialogues
and healing discernments
through bicamerally narrow co-emerging
co-passionate
non-violent communicating ways
polypathic win/win
polyculturing neuro-systems

Both ego/eco systemic wealth
of cooperatively-held
green democratic health history
cooperatively unboundaried.

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