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Color Blind

Some people say they don’t see color.

I look for others who do see color
with owl wisdom
and want to make abundant variety with it,
with us and of us.

I long to see more multiculturing colors
and less monocultural monochromatic
shades of ecopolitically grey responsibility
for opportunities at-risk
among those who don’t matter.

Some people see color and say “Why?”
Yet when I see that same color as nutritional,
wisdom might well exclaim “Why not!?”

Ask not what your eagle nation’s wild color-strong nutrients can do for you;
ask what your nutritional wise owl colors can do for our
way too monoculturing nation.
Or, even better, ask both eagle and owl
day strength and night wisdom
as if co-arising and yet nondual.

Some people say they don’t see color
but have no problem remembering their own,
and lack thereof.

I look for those who do see color
and hope to make far more wisdom of it
than I could ever imagine alone.

 

 

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Money Where Your Mouth Was

Jesus help me,
cried Mother Earth
to Adam’s Sacred Son,
I can’t be birthin’ all these ego-dominating babies,
gettin’ on,
you know…
Makes me sad.
From “Mother Earth’s Laboratory Journal”, post-millennially self publishing

Money, like fertility,
is sexy,
needing attention
to continue regeneratively thriving,
health icons rooted in wealth values.

Our globally cooperative economy
has two primal thermodynamic rules;
you cannot have one without the other,
so they co-arise,
but reverse-correlationally
ebb and flow,
yang and yin dynamic (0)-Tao balance.

First Yang-LeftBrain economic ecological evolutionary thermodynamic half-rule:
Every organic network retains cooperative-dominant ecopolitical function
to regenerate Yang EgoSelf.

First Yin-RightBrain ecotherapeutic thermodynamic half-rule:
In order to survive and to reproduce,
to remain an organic whole-closed-set Yang identity
and an organic open-regenerative-multigenerationally-extended Yin
eco-temporally flowing
for, of, and to deep nurture freedom’s bicameral polycultural DNA incarnation,
multiculturing-futures organic economy developments
require positive OVER double-negative appositional ecopolitical inputs
of further external light OVER dualdark cosmologically regenerative-progressive evolutionary hunter-health OVER security maternal-maturation process
of EarthTribe’s Elder EcoTherapeutic Sacred Vocations, RightBrain (ed.)

You see, Yin, like RightBrain, has no Yangish self-identity promotion voice.
But, if she did,
we might call her Gaia Nature,
regenerative process,
primarily DNA/RNA thermodynamic solidarity,
EarthRight/Left ReVolution
ReVision
ReWeaving RealTime 4D WinWin EcoPolitically SelfReiterating SpaceTime
Prime (0)Riginal Intent Relationship,
ReGenesis of PostMillennial CoOperative EcoPolitical Investments/Divestments
in Health and CQI Defensive Security,
both Matriotic and Patriotic,
Right/Left Brain TaoBalanced.

First Evolutionary Thermodynamic Principle of ReGenerative EcoSystems,
invites cooperative Right OVER LeftBrain competitive dominance
as primal climate regenerativity.
Earth’s universal network
evolves through bundles of spacetime (0)-centric information/exformation,
with Yang-information standing out from the notnot Yin-balanced background noise;
kept together by health-forces equivocate notnot pathological
decompositional bicamerally-rememing-redeeming polypathic flow.

Science is all about Yang-deductive facts only please,
and is therefore less clear about why some cells are mutually attracted,
rather than dismayed,
and what keeps us united in a permanent positive healthy ecopolitical system,
despite knowing of atomic chemical dynamic geometric bonds,
the ergodic-rhythmic force of wave-linear co-gravitation of light(0)dualdark,
co-arising electromagnetic fractal-octave-fusing
revolving double-bound bilateral-binomial thermodynamic phenomena.

Economic sciences remind us
keep ourselves within a self-perpetuating state
by consuming exactly as much (0) sum energy as required.
To Yangishly try to store more,
will only lead to further Yintegral losses
of potential multiculturally abundant-fulfilling regenerative
PolyNomial PolyPaths = Not(Not-BiNomial) syllogistic
dialectal
values, norms, intelligent double-TippingPoint designs of nature.

If energy can be dispersed,
irradiating,
then also energy can create self-awareness of time,
and fear and anger about the absence and shortage of time,
gene patterns and meme networks
and polypathic conscientific-artistic paradigms,
great religious ideas and philosophical insights,
to degeneratively ebb dispersed
and regeneratively flow
away from vulgar nationalistic competitions
over LeftBrain dominance of nature’s
matriarchal-patriarchal double-binding tautologies
of all-consuming thermodynamic
permaculturing nutritional
Earth ClimateRights EcoBalance

as (0)Ego/Eco
Left/Right
Yang/Yin Interest
other than full YinYin as WinWin
cooperative polypathic investment/divestment,
yet also politically Yang-ecological,
EarthTribal CoOperative Economics.

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It’s Nothing Personal

You say it’s nothing personal
this neglect you throw my way
but surely you can see it is political
to fire me from power within your life this day?

And, if political then economic
as we have no investments or divestments
without some self and/or other empowerment intention
of relational transaction
or disinvestment from what had been
mutually empowering relationship.

No longer hope of these ecopolitical transfers
of self with other power
that have meant so much to me,
for me,
of me.
Yet, yes I can see,
you need to protect yourself
with this belief
that somehow neglect of therapeutic process
is nothing personal,
just political and economic.

Thanks so much for this reminder
our sacred relationship
was merely your secular commodity.

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Junk Mail Again

Wow, look, we can save $500!

I wonder how much we must invest
to generate such savings.

Oh, I see.
We need only buy a new or used car,
which, of course, as everyone knows,
is something that we truly truly need,
like a thneed.
Yet another car or truck
to insure and register and feed full of fuel
and maintain and repair.

And don’t forget those exhaustive system screenings
to be sure you are not doing more than your fair share
to poison our over-exhausted and under-fed air.

Seems like too high a price to save so little.
I think we shall pass
on this less than overwhelming offer.

What’s next?
Oh yes, the cell phone bill.
I wonder how they will help us save money this month.
I could use a direct line to God
about all this junk mail
and these bills
for services not so generously,
or even cooperatively, delivered.

I could save a lot of money
by not talking to anyone
and not going anywhere,
although I could not swear I have been going from here to there
for quite some time now,
and I could confine my thirsts to tap water,
which does not cost so awfully much
compared to cell phone liquidity.

But, to really save time and money
I would make a long-term commitment
to this reclusive lifestyle,
and downsize to an old geezer tricycle
with a cargo basket on the front,
and a Slow Moving Vehicle sign strapped onto my back.

Children going by would suspect me of false advertising:
Mom, look, he isn’t moving at all.
Is he for target practice?…
Oh Mom, how could you possibly have missed him,
you drove right by,
his cap still flies,
carried by the wind
of our cadillac of sales.

Yet false advertising has itself become culturally addictive.
So much easier than owning up to what we really have to bargain-basement sell.
Which is nothing, I think?

Mom, shouldn’t he be wearing black?
And shouldn’t he have a long straggling grey beard
and black brimmed hat
and not that University of Michigan ball cap.
That’s not right at all,
that whole situation of maladaptive addiction.
Better call the police,
the crazies got off pathology’s reservations again.

I suppose it would be maladaptively psycho
to save all that much money,
and for what new or better fed addictions?
A person can only eat so much ice cream
without developing permanent runs,
and what else would I want to buy
with all that saved up money?

Regardless, to really really save money and time
it would help so much to know what for,
to what other alternative investments.

Divestments of habitual climate challenging addictions,
like anger management,
require much less raw will power-over
short-term thinking ego’s autonomic habits
of mind and body,
when floating in new rivers of healthier adaptations
to Earth’s resonant climatic opportunities
with ever greater power-with warmth,
invitation,
grace resetting kosmic karma’s sights
from addiction within culture’s BusinessAsUsual pathologies
in favor of Earth’s felt and believed
beautiful polypathic truths
of timeless climate health,
yin within as yang without,
anima’s spirited love-invoking
animus vestments
of co-incorporated ecopolitical power.

Oh yes, I know,
let me fully invest in a new Recreational Vehicle
to drive and fly away from all this savings
of self and other and Earth,
never planning to return to this asceticism
without aesthetics of co-invested,
though curiously humored, pilgrims.

Looking for ever renewing ways
to save $500.

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Two Cooperative Capitalists Are Better…

Cooperation is
about integrity of relationship,
for equitable integration,
maybe even some healthy co-arising assimilation,
correlation
co-relations.

Cooperatism is about investing our healthy time
in ourSelves
and each and every EarthBound Other,
as iconic of Earth’s vast health potential,
evolving
revolving
dissolving
involving
divesting
investing;

While Capitalism is also about health-investing our money,
commodities of Time’s equivalent value,
physical resources and ecosystemically considerable assets,
our vital true ErosCapital transubstantiating Earth’s affluently assimilative Agape,
ionic future value-icons to become redeemed
by, for, with Earth’s EcoSystemic regenerating therapeutic balance,
political and economic cooperative evolution, of course,
but recovered
re-involved through polyculturing/multiculturing true-health EcoLogic,
where Earth’s longing to repurpose
greets Ego’s most sublimely heuristic wu-wei co-belonging.

Capitalism, divested of its Cooperatistic Political and Economic Evolution,
is a sad reminder
of wealth v. poverty over-industrially severed from their permacultural roots,
health v pathology;
Capitalism, divested of Cooperative Models and Theorems of ReGenerative Evolution,
is a suffering suboptimizing reminder
of Capitalism re-invested through Natural EcoSystemic Cooperatism’s vast health potential,
within as without.

Capitalism is iconic of Cooperatism
as light is ionic for time’s evolutionary passing.
Capital is to Cooperate
as economic mind is to political body.

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UnDead Thru Abundant Life Outcomes

Here’s my thing.
I wonder if Yin-UnDead river of time’s ebbing wave
predicts Yang-Love Health Abundance.

No, really,
I think about that,
and I wonder if EcoReligious CoOperative Messiahs
could also become Bodhisattva Integral-Unitarian Occupiers,
Zero-centric self-invested/divested PlaceHolders,
bilaterally stretching thresholds for health-balanced time
co-investing light cooperative emergence,
with dualdark anger-fear absorbance, co-redemption,
now PostMillennially re-emerging
ecotherapeutic regenerative values
remembering YangEgoLeft as YinEarth/Heaven Prime CoRelationship Elder Right
deep syntaxed RNA-Root-EcoLogic Systemic Zero-EcoAbundant/Absent LifeTime
mindbody neurosystem
regeneratively balanced sense of normative
light is to dark
as warm is to cold,
as EgoInterior is to EarthExterior,

As YangEgo is to YinEco
as precessive endosymbiotic evolution is
to regenerative ectosymbiotic dualdark revolutions
of fractal-sensory dialectical-dipolar TaoTime.

This feels important to me
that we seem to already incarnate this bicameral ecoconsciousness,
without permaculturally comprehending
BiLateral Ego/Eco balanced-fractal-temporal function
as prime-relational normativity
of Self and Other
cooperatively co-arising
incarnate Golden Rules of regenerately evolving nature,
Golden Ratios of revolutionary temporal nurture
within PrimeRelational Pro/ReGenesis
of EarthTime’s BiLateral Health EcoCulturation,
both DNA and RNA polycultural evolving outcome,
divine octave-color harmonic-fractal WinWin
reiterative dipolar.

But,
I also wonder
if Bodhisattva and Messianic co-redemptive natural function,
might feel more like a doormat inside,
than any clear mindbody bicameral-balanced landscape,
a Climax of EcoConsciousness without cognitive dissonant blemish,
more like a doormat within dimmer nutrient lights,
more like a dipolar-hinged threshold
when faced with brighter co-radiant loving light.

Some of us are more Messianic-Yin’s in our response to nature’s call,
come and let me invest in you
until I am drained into the depressed suppressed UnDead,
let me absorb all those angry-past and future-fears of death’s threshold,
while breathing all these toxins back out
as dissonant reminders,
teachers,
we could do better than we are
as eco-mentoring messiah-teachers.

Bodhisattva’s are more Yang-threshold cultures of Absence,
recessive polarity of precessive doormat Purgation,
dipolar co-relativity of primal health
as absence of pathological co-elational-radiant imbalance
experienced as cognitive/affective temporal-disassociation dissonance stress
as the backstory for
neural-temporal revolving-regenerate light/dark norms
predicted by RNA-iconic
Fractal-(0)-SoulInvestment Tao BiCameral ReVolution
folding and unfolding DiPolarity PolyCultural Outcome Equi-Valence
Fractal-Dialectical PermaCulture PostMillennial Time.

Doormats, like thresholds, struggle within Ego-centric biosystems
within AnthroCentric eco-enculturation language
and mindbody confluence/notnot-dissonance sensory systems.
Thresholds hear both sides of
healthy polycultural messages
with less healthy monocultural understories,
waiting to revolt this ecosystemic balance,
as opportunity increases risk of overpopulation.

Time’s BiCameral Thresholds
need co-arising Doormats,
like Moose Medicine balances Owl Medicine,
like Bodhisattva Warriors Active Love as Peace.

Peace as WarmLight
measure of Healthy Enculturing Time,
commodified as (0) PrimeTime DiPolar ReGenerative,
with temporal-neural fold-functions
polyculturally confluent ecosystemic fractal-function,
like both DNA and RNA,
icons of regenerative tissues and revolutionary health reissues.

So, but about the UnDead Yin Messianic side
of this co-redemptive creation story,
do we choose to become doormats toward death of time,
or doormats toward full-abundance of time?
For me the answer again is both.
Absorbing ego-purgation death
of angry-past memories,
absorbing all those fears
about absence of sufficient healthy ego-incarnate time,
until all that remains is Absent (0) diastatic
yin-yin
win-win
diastolic flow of time as memory
revolving synaptic light as notnot dualdark past and future
timeless waves of time’s elation
ecosystemic co-gravitation
integrating symbiotic universe,
surfing light through MidWay horizons
of polyculturing alpha-dawns
opening (0)Mega notnot dusk of Time UnDead.

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If BalancedTime is BetterMoney

Does your money derive from health-regenerative investments?

Well, what could that mean?

Do you make your money, honey,
with both light and dark co-arising memory
of midway love and peace intent,
avoiding anger-fear monoculturally competitive
dominant-power relationships,
and struggles against others,
against Earth,
choosing to struggle with cognitive-affective
chronic neural-temporal dissonance,
indicators of temporal-balance issues,
and opportunities for more polyculturally nutritious
sensory-neural-nutritional
regeneratively-integrally-intended
ecosystemic polyculturing health-trend outcomes?

Is that your elevator speech, or Pledge of Allegiance to ReGenerative Health?

I thought it was a question that assumed
you don’t like elevator pitches
for more money being removed from your pocket,
whether asking or being asked,
don’t matter,
bad timing to invest in one elevator ride.

Try it again,
what is this regenerative health investment
you think we both have in mind and body?

Is your time and money invested
in this cooperative stream of Earth’s regenerate evolution,
co-arising revolution of transition crisis times
as ecoconscious bilateral,
and, by the way,
therefore evolving-emergent as bicameral-neural,
light of logos fractal-ecologic?

I most certainly hope not!!!
That sounds much too grand for EgoMe.

But, your most active stage of hope,
the one more important than all those that could possibly follow,
is now,
this moment,
is always the permaculturists nutritional Zero-Centric Zone of Ego/Eco
regenerative development and focus.

Before you in each relationship and transaction,
political and economic,
two primal principles of cooperative economic investment,
possibly of interest to philanthropic,
and religious,
and large-scale public economic/political health-culture research investors,
but most certainly of interest to EgoYou.

Such a sweeping scale of regenerativity.
Are you sure you can deliver such rich fertility
with my money?
Where are your outcomes of such vast healthy wealth?

You need not search this mindbody proposal
to see if I am community invested,
if time and life are money-valued commodities,
my money and health and regenerative potential
for sale or rent,
in exchange for what quality of money,
what source of present-health
absorbing dualdark angry-past pathology?

This proposal comes to you
through deep-nested communities
of co-investment.

What are your layers of cooperative political
and economic investment,
where lie these mutually-subsidiary networks?

My communities are interdependent communities
of rich paradigmatic intent and permacultural practice.

Are your health outcomes of potential interest
only to our human tribe,
or is there a cooperative DNA/RNA synergy
demonstrated in your proposal design,
budget,
and/or installation-investment plan?

Which cooperative investment communities appear
as higher risk potential divestors
due to internal monocuturally-dominant
program assumptions,
anthrocentric-normative trends?

Who do you propose will hope and plan to do business with you,
and how,
through mutual barter, competition, and/or cooperation?

Who do you hope and plan to invest in
and not invest in,
to achieve healthy helpful outcomes,
and how,
whether barter, competition, or cooperative absorption
into our Help Us Health Bank?

Your proposal outcomes,
for each moment and day and year,
like your own embryonic life,
should demonstrate early investors,
how you will optimize polyculturally inclusive outcomes
of equitable harmony,
especially if you are not beginning
with a clearly articulated
and balanced
polyculturally health-regenerative theory
root-systemic base
to compost rich fertile program development.

I will consider your proposals
each and every moment of each day and night
of mutual ecoconsciousness,
asking where does this proposal fit best
within our cooperative health-as-help portfolio
with other karmic potential investments at this time,
and/or
to consider in light of
prior and still ongoing cooperative polycultural-healthguild
investments,
and their comparative health/pathological outcomes
for future regeneration
of Earth’s healthy Time.

Please be sure any investment opportunities
explicitly measure future polycultural sensory-health
against current comparatively monocultural,
over-competitive economic and political status-quo,
not only within your Nature-Investment Program Outcomes
but also how nutritional results
will be winnowed and seed-selected,
decomposed to enrich
your own future regenerative Interior Landscape,
your health lives of love
with your original and ongoing cooperators,
yourselves in aligning/maligning relation with others.

Perfect, all here and accounted for.
So, how are you investing and divesting
as our
“Cooperative Help As Health Bank”
ecological economic and political health
permacultural proposal
within your own time as money investment portfolio?

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Life’s Time Investment

What price soars too high
for your integrity investment
in future’s hope and then faith
to regenerate more love?

Could your well-fed cost
invest too high
for further return on life
enriching present
predicting more therapeutic future,
absorbing dark memories
of this still angry stress-filled past?

Or perhaps more likely
to divest of integrity’s potential
thereby further empowering angers past
and future fears of life’s short sane seasons
of contentment.

Sometimes we are too preoccupied with counting costs
to even consider if we could afford
not to invest everything we are in love.

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Sometime’s Too Hard

Some days and nights it feels too hard
not able to turn back former times,
ages and stages,
agreements and disagreements,
investments and disinvestments,
births and deaths,
to ask all the questions
I had no voice to ask yet.

Sometimes it hurts ache deeply
not able to turn back time
to ask my wiser questions of today
before we slipped apart.

Sometimes it helps to remember
I never could have learned to ask
if I had ever known this power
to stop time’s flow
remembering why this time and in this place
and how could we ever hope to meet
just right on river banks of questions.

What were our odds
of landing here together
given all of time’s vast space
invested to remember
what to ask each now together,
and why,
and how long is too short.

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Who Are You?

In the Work That Reconnects,
we have a dialogue exercise
in which Person A asks Person B
“Who are you?”
several times over a few minutes,
as it feels right to reprime this exploratory pump;
then person B does the same for person A.

The person hosting, facilitating, enabling
this reiterative question’s redundant possibilities
is merely an echo-present listener,
noticing diversity within these multiple responses,
without judging good, bad, ugly, or even indifferent,
quietly hearing rhythms of longing for love
between the crippling cracks of anger and fear,
compelling and compiling self with other hatred,
pathology.

The question,
Do all these diverse self-descriptions truly fit
this same love v. anger-fear polyculturing-multisystemic elephant?
does not usually arise.
Rather,
we accept all these scrabbling voices
and hats
and feelings
and ideas
and beliefs
co-occurring within one bilateral
positive-health v. negative-pathology mindbody ecosystem,
seeking diastatic fullness
richness,
poly-empathic
polymorphic communication,
design, development, investment,
and cooperative-integrative implementation outcomes,
at the end of this elephant’s rhetorical day,
if not sooner.

Why is this not always the case
when we ask our friends and families,
our public sector leaders
and financial sector investors,
“Who do you hope we are becoming?”

What loves are we preparing to invest in
and which past angers and future fears to divest of?

What indicators can I give
that I already invest in cooperatively regenerate health
agendas,
platforms,
designs and intentions,
co-mentoring therapeutic diapraxis
of which I preach so positively to others?

I know you support restoring regenerative health to our soil
and preserving clean water,
as I do.
So does it bother you,
as it does me,
that we still contaminate our water with poo and pee
instead of investing in nutrition-starved soil,
where both could be positive resources
countering past neglect and abuse,
rather than doubly-negative pathology?

We say we support cooperatively vibrant and healthy local economies
and empowering political vitality,
so does it bother you,
as it does me,
to so often hear “either-or” deductive reductivism
and wonder why not first cooperatively consider “both-and?”

I appreciate what you just said
and I wonder if adding X might make your idea
even better.
Do you agree,
or maybe you see concerns for yourself and others
new to me,
of which we might learn together?

Could a cooperative election or social change campaign
begin with compiling interdependent hopes and wishes
and loves of Who Are You?
thereby more smoothly avoiding stuckness-traps
of fear and anger and dissonant pathological outcomes.

Could investing both-and cooperative communication norms
better lead toward co-investing in healthy wealth,
politically strong-embraced policies,
procedural and dialogical transparency,
polyculturally inclusive design and development and discernment
of poli-eco-logical therapy
v. multi-morphic pathology;
co-arise local through global health outcome networks,
diastatic eco-normativity,
embracing each and every sacred Person A and B response
to Who are we?

 

For an interesting response, please also see, “Who I Am”, written by my son, Spencer Cole Dillenbeck

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