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Catching Rye Flames

My light hunts yours
like warm to flame
is cold to dark
away from you,
our light corrupts
hunting with haunted empathic hearts
for winwin Catchers for Self-Pitchers
in light’s rye harvest.

My catch embraces your dark light
like warm to pitchy branches
win to win love’s relief,
then fall apart,
leaves composting soul
living room for Time’s future lights.

Your light finds ours
like cooperative warm transactions
to political relational light
nesting color-dense regenerate health trends,
organizing ecosystems of dynamic light
as Time’s self-perpetuating love
for coincidental adventures in wonderland.

My light hunts yours
like haunting, yet happy, flames of warm memory.

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In This Beginning

Exactly where and when does Ego begin,
my creation story introduction,
preface;
and is there anything in there about a sequel?

Identity of EarthTime revolving HeavenlyStimulants,
autonomic memory unfolding Ego’s storage capacity,
regeneratively biased in favor of time’s continuance,
dipolar dynamics of balance and diastatic-diastolic harmony,
evolving Ego-function rooted in Elder PrimeTime’s
seasons of light and dark landscapes.

Birth through young adulthood
diastolic trending eco-biosystems,
and then from mature adulthood on through disbirth
decompositional interior processing trends
reviewing regenerative exterior experiential forms with ecofunctions
sinking deeply into ecoconscious CoPresent Great Transition
diastatic (0)-soul TaoTime of Yang/Yin co-arising elation,
surfing love of regenerating time ourselves,
reincarnations of all prior generations of history,
children of Earth’s RNA Tribes,
eco-polyconscious TransPresent bicameral memory
refold storage
RE: investment and divestment
for future regenerating health v. pathology

TO: Ego-Identity bicameral flowstream incubators

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Sensual Hearts and Flaming Flowers

You’re the flame around my heart,
am I still your smile
when we’re apart?

As you leave your flame flares up,
but when I look into your face,
I miss your fuel-fired smiling fart.

If you’re my fire
where were you before my first flame?
What were you before in me?

After your last flame
returns from where it came
what remains but primal memory?

Although our flames elapse and change,
consume and exhale in recessed waves,
are you this same fire
from first consuming flame
through our last expiring rest?

Other than your warm body
of Earth’s wavey-rational co-gravitation,
how are we not the same fire
I watched expire last night?

How do fire storms and tsunami
earthquakes with family landslides
measure life’s self-reflective Time?

Our flame of hearts
hide co-viral souls
all the same
in some primal ways,
yet more interesting in our difference
through other times and sacred places,
heartflow space
as nature’s species
emerging fertile trends
with despairing ends,
encultured Trees of Life
as discultured Root Systems of DeComposing Death,
inducing memories of good flame health
interrupted by time’s double-present boundary,
pathology of absent loss of breath.

Is this how our flame of love
is sacredly Sun’s same zero-Soul?
yet mundane nature’s
more uniquely DNA identified
absence of warm love
and peaceful pastures?

Flames co-arise up and down
to up and out evolve again
another day of shared reiterative memory,
another season,
another moment,
another spacetime advent toward
regene-culturing well-fired outcomes
of prime temporal co-relations,
Yang poli-flame emergent hearts,
as YinYin co-rising-gravitating economics
of fire’s all-consuming productive flow,
(0)-soul bicameral permaculture,
healthy well-balanced compost,
burning nutrients of air and soil,
mixing internal neuronic-neutronic DNA-treated-water
baptizing RNA-treated breaths
of inhaling/exhaling Sun greets Earth ecology.

Wavey flames with nutrient fuel
form co-arising hearts,
Prime Relationships
so zero-centric strong
mere zen-dipolar intent
raises Yang’s full-power flame
with YinYin fertile RNA-fractal balanced flow,
WinWin CoRelational Balancing
zippy hearts against wilting flowers,
YangUracil’s optimizing CQI health-trend
regenerating midway fire.

Your flame inhales and exhales
smiling DNA Yang,
reversing notnot smiling-aptic reverse-trend LoseLose,
my ecofertile flow fuels spirit flames,
sensual breaths,
co-empathic smiles
toward RNA equivalent tempered WinWin Balance,
co-gravitating flames Right-ebb
as Left Positive Psychology flow
of co-arising dialectic health
(0)Rigin as (0)Mega OrthoPraxis,
cooperative bicameral health of flames
love to smell and grow together.

You’re the flame around my bicameral heart,
am I still your bilaterally co-gravitating smile,
when we’re apart?

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Cocktail Hour

Winter’s early evening breeze
feels and smells the same now,
as when sixteen,
except less promising
because more consoling,
contenting rather than regenerating contentious breath
of future hopes and dreams,
knowing we conspire somehow,
Earth and I,
because I feel richer to love this way,
than to breathe evening’s winter still, alone.

I am less sure this was not my last daylight
in this operatic, yet ridiculously distracted,
lifetime landscape of sensory memory.

When I was sixteen,
my understory was more of a musical-comedy landscape
that would remain forever Peter Pan young, virginal,
well…hopefully not that.

Such confidence of seeing yet another
and another, apparently endless,
pink dawn,
turning yellow,
introducing blue hemisphere,
framed by green Earth’s polycultural grasses
and monocultural asses,
which, at sixteen,
I found more amusing
than patience perdures into sixtyfour.

Winter’s now later evening silence
remembering sixteen and sixtyfour
together
over vodka-laced pomegranate.

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Pretty Is as Pink Does

Nature
even human nature
can arrive dressed in pink kindness.

Rare
as ultraviolet
yet when grace of snow incarnates winter trees
as sun spreads last lusty pink gasp
across Earth’s horizoned landscape,
for a moment,
just enough to gaze a second rapturous time,
all snow-covered life forms,
waiting
inviting just outside my kitchen window,
turn blushing pink
to wink goodbye
to this day,
this now remembered,
where nature flirts wearing fading pink lace kindness.

So many ways to slice nature’s eco-cultural pie,
yet all of them full-octave colorational.

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Playing Queen of Hearts WinWin

Conceived in manic sorrow,
proclaiming her self-left-as-righteous Hollowness,
the less assertive Queen of Hearts:

I’m good between either of these two black kings
and those two black jacks behind,
either one,
no matter to me

Between a spade for digging soul enrichment
or a clubbing tool to force what’s mine
or should be ’cause it could be,
it’s all the same to me,
but I have no use for diamonds
or other hearts,
unless of course you decide to play PolyPathic hearts and diamonds with me,
and Sister
then we might form a primal tributary
through temporal primacy,
you see,
or not,
which also matters notnot to me,
to us, really

You see,
my dear Win-Lose player,
I do not consider Yeah? or NoWay?
notnot both-and
with the same economic WinWin equivalencies
as do you,
yet still it is my voice you hear
in Egoyou as ecoconscious co-arising empathy.

My Queenly Heart co-empathic powers
speak through our mutually-deaf right ear
of primal strategic order,
fractal syntax dreams and shapes,
rhythms and nature’s pattern of light and dark
and seasons suggesting reasons
for health reverses decay,
bicameral reds and black
equivalently polycultured
synergetically stacked
Player-self/other cooperative optimizing
WinWin politically seasonal reasoned choices
for which and where to both fold and unfold,
so as not to refold

This Queen of Hearts
prefers two black kings NotNot
on top
with two black jacks, AngerPast with FutureFear
more positively negative
to push my sacred eco-behind
to make lovely nutritional pies and charts and designs
while Earth’s sun still shines climatically
LeftSunEgo/RightEarthEco NotNot-centered
dipolar

(and, frankly, diastatically equivalent pre/post-climatic opti-sustained,
but don’t let on
’cause people confuse my Ecos-energy with QueenDiamond’s Eros-lust for wealth
far beyond what could ever be good for her own health,
but if you tell her I said that
I will politically and economically deny right/left pathological imbalance
on-bilateral-systemic-memorynetwork as WorldWinWin-line)

Diastatic Queen of Hearts EcoMessianic
bicameral voices nibbling through
my recessive Right ear to hear
healthgift-it-forward
bicameral eyes to see
nutritional embryonic regenerativity.

Queen of Hearts
teaches Gaia-As-Self-Care lessons
for life as love
by first divesting
of all that competitive overinvesting
in Left-brain dominant-dissonant
bicameral quasidomesticity.

The King of EarthClubbing Win-Lose Games,
don’ want you to know
he’s got his biggest Deepest-SpaceClub Transitionally aiming
to shoot way past your stressing,
over-clubbed past and over-spading fading future Ego,
arrows landing in WinWin ecotherapy landscapes,
filled with polycultural decks of (0)Mega card manna,
each one steering toward WinWin Polytaire.

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Butt Kick Medicine

Need is a kick in the head,
then the butt.
Yang/Yin dissonance is fearful afterflow,
inviting undertow I would avoid
until becoming a crashing cart
with runaway in-your-face! horsepower.

What is a dialectical step into time,
cooperatively Left producing need
with Right conscience-ness
of how much, compared to Other,
and when
and why
memory footprints on the beach of time,
some more resonant and resolved before erasing,
surf re-merges,
submerges,
transition trends
with some left unabsorbed
before washing into history’s permacultural flow
of confluent wild ecoconscious Presence
Pre-science
Prescient
Present.

Time bilaterally co-gravity surfs
sands of positive place with double-negative lace
resolving comprehensive consciousness
that need to avoid or attach,
without wanting first to co-empathically become,
is a reincarnating kick
in the bicameral mindbody.

Footprints in these transitioning sands of new time
regenerate decomposing memory
within nature’s wild chaos of flowing
co-arising rhyme.

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Fire’s Fertile Advent

We are fire.
We fire.
We consume and produce warm memories,
and colder dissonance.
Where were we before first flicker of flame?
What were we before our time?

After our last flame expires
is our dialectical distinction
now extinction?
Or this same where of form
and what of function
now revisiting a discontinuous ribbon of warm identity?

Although flames leap to change,
consume and exhale into recessive waves,
are we this same fire
from first consuming flaming entity
through last expiring rest?

Other than our spacetime frame
of universal wavey-rational
co-gravitational
places as spaces,
how are we not the same fire
I watched expire last night
as moonlight folded ecoconsciousness inside out?

How do we,
as fires and tornadoes,
tsunamis and hurricanes,
earthquakes and landslides,
parasitic over-populations and monotonously prolific weed patches
measure life’s self-identifying,
double-binding, neither past nor future,
Time?

Are fires and aggressive viruses
all the same
in some ways,
yet different,
in other times and places,
spaces and species,
with other political-economic ways and means,
toward emergent cooperative trends,
or more despairing ends,
monocultured Trees of Life and Death commingling
Reverse-Tree Inductive
PolyCulturing
GoodHealthWin-Investment v. EvilDoubleBoundaryPathology-Risk?

Is this how our flame of life
is sacredly our same
yet secularly
deductively
more sedately domesticatedly academy-certified
more uniquely identified and labeled?
And sometimes even hatched without regenerative seeds,
a collectively-spreading history-ectomy
denying Time’s future generation.

Flames co-arise toward healthy balance
of eco-progenitive cooperative continuation trends,
and yet co-gravitate up and down to up and out evolve again
another day,
another season,
another breath,
another spaciating Advent toward
ReGenerate MultiSystem PolyCultural
Prime Relationship
of Yang political emergence
as YinYin co-arising/co-gravitating
Zero-Soul Bicameral Permaculture
as ReGenerative Teleology of Interior/Exterior EcoSystems.

All firing incarnate lives
are for and from each Other
just as all flowing functions
ebb toward embryonic recession
to flow-emerge BiLateral ReGeneration
worshiped by each holy-holonic cell
as RNA-Icon, ionic, bionic
temporal-syntax memory of life as synaptic/aptic Time.

Wavey flames with fuel
form co-arising ecosystemic
Prime Relationship
(0)-centric
ZenCentered dipolar co-gravitating interest
between Yang full-power form
and YinYin fertile flowing function
of double-binding eco-therapeutic
RNA iconic
AnthroCentric ironic
InFormation/ExFormation N(NP),
Cytosine BiCameral-DoubleBinary,
Win-Win Correlational Balance.

We are revolution’s soaring fire
of FusingFlame PreGenitors.

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Broken Family Pilgrimage

Broken hearts
bodies
neural systems
minds
heal in a profoundly broken,
sometimes revolutionary,
way.

Almost 18 now,
youngest son Yin speaks no domesticated,
commodifiable
marketable language,
only primal syntax of saintly glory,
heroic internal/external story
without distinction between “life” and “love;”
he can only know life/love as co-arising NOW,
inviting his perfect insight,
eco-self thru interdependent-other consciousness
flowing through DNA-engorged neural norms
of autonomic karmic grace
and Presence-Centered beauty,
ZeroCentric YinYin polydextrous
mind-body flow
primally rooted in
“love-as-happy” snaptic
dipolar correlated with
“loss-as-absence” aptic
polycultural faith
in Time’s unfolding harmonic abundance.

Teacher of Mystic
full-bodied mind-dreams
in sea of child naivete
of Win-Lose evolutionary revisionism
of his Earth Host’s
rainbow revolutionary evolutionary re-membering
of what only human language has exegetically severed.

Sainted SunSon
with primal gifts
to smile with intelligence of good-reiterative humor
to dance with feet and hands
with skin and ears and bones,
to sing bicameral balance in neural-cranial vibrating septum,
dia-hemispheric vision
sound
voice of all Earth’s bicameral livings
and minds
and hearts
and legs
and arms
especially stereophonic ears,
echoing eco-resonant deep sound,
co-gravitational nondual voice.

Mystic Son
resounding fractal-octaved crystal memories
of primal forested seasons
with reasons for Heaven Dawning
Golden Rules Upon Earth’s
Bilateral In-Formation,
I is You is Me.

Zero-Zen
ego/eco double-binding
co-arising
buddha body consciousness
rich in healthy wealth nutrition.

Perfect son.
Perfect co-mentor.
Perfect neighbor and family member,
sometimes rather verbal family contract renegotiator,
bus always right and true,
noble and good and just,
good-humored contentiousness
about our collective cognitive dissonance,
thinking we are healthy and he is not,
as usual,
half-ass backward.

Perfect co-messiah
of regeneratively full life.

Perfect icon
of low anxiety
grows low neural synaptic activity
emerges (0)-centric ego/eco Angel-not-so-manic Syndrome,
silent siloed saints
of cooperative ecoconscious conscience
regenerativity as beauty with good humor.

Excellent zen-guru,
tao transducer,
in our dipolar incubator,
regenerative nest
floating in our polycultural timeless sea
where seasonal syntax
speaks bicameral reality.

Yin-sun knows “family”
only as ballast
toward regenerative kinship
“we cooperatively
intergenerationally,
tribally,
eco-culturally are
and ionically share”;
without shadow of
ballistic weaponed
“you’re not family”
eisegetical creed
deductive reductive dominating
exegetical greed
to cooperatively feed each other
nutrients of healthiest wealth
regenerative open-optimizing
Win-Win
reverse hierarchializing
in-formating full-health function.

Yin-son’s family
means you are loved
with dignity and co-respect,
co-investors in Earth’s tribal gifts,
grace,
karma,
information
and cellular intelligence,
cooperative,
co-arising,
octave-harmonic frequency
Midway balancing
between hopeless tumor
and faithful humor.

Our Yin-Sun
who teaches me everything
I need and want to know
to love and care for him
is to learn love and care for self.

Broken hearts
bodies
neural systems
minds
heal in a profoundly broken,
sometimes revolutionary,
world turned rightside down
deeply transitional and climatic,
even clinically chronically decommodifying
degentrifying, decompositional
yet still-inceptual
enthymematic
wavey wu-wei way.

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Culture’s Driver

How are ya Harry?

How are ya Sue?

It’s been too little smiles:

You are my sunshine,

Unforgettable Sue…

It’s been too many miles

of egocentric unbalanced siloes of monoculturally satiated feeding

But, I still remember you

through streams of hazy octave harmonies, fractal echoes of shadowy smoke

and mirrors reflecting bilateral timelessness as bicameral eco-logicalness,

flowing strings dancing with RNA revolving rings

of Yes = double-binding no synaptic resistance to co-gravitation

defining Positive Bicameral Eco-Consciousness.

Note: Italics informed by “Taxi Driver”, Harry Chapin.

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