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Family Jazz Farmers

I am reading Wendell Berry stories
again,
still,
today.

And notice
over these past several weeks
he unfolds two bipolar themes.

Berry is,
was,
a cooperative Southern neighborhood farmer
of organic hospitality.
His protagonists grow on multigenerational farms
as Berry grows into writing while farming,
thereby farming readers
co-investing in cooperative
organic
ego-feeding
ecosystems.

But Berry’s NegativEnergy tension
emerges against nationalistic
anti-productive family
automated military ballistics
reaping death harvests.

All forms of death
are terror
in and outside Berry’s local farm community,
Yet death’s most absurd forms
are international and civil wars,
tariff warts and tumors
against short-handed family farmers.

As any farmer
worth her compost
knows,
Everyone losing opportunity for organic life
risks isolating
marginalizing
competing
de-commodifying death.

Similarly,
I hear an NPR commentator
this evening
remind us
Everyone loses empowering trade
in declaring wars.

Whether firing retributive ballistics
or tariffs
or both,
bleeding death and threat thereof
are the opposite of cooperatively farming
and feeding health
together.

Wars are LoseLose Games
unto violent absurdity
while cooperative farming,
planting and harvesting,
culling and replanting,
seed sharing and mutual cooperative composting,
multigenerationally,
is WinWin traditional healthy economics
and family politics,
secular democratic trust
and sacred faith
in PositivEnergy ZeroZone communities.

Similarly,
I hear another NPR commentator say,
of an iconic Jazz Master,
whose primary instrument
exploring high and low extremities
of piano-fortes:
He performed cooperative jazz
THE Right Way.

This seems to smirch the Master’s reputation.
Music performed THE Right Orthodox Way
is not jazz,
without capital-hoarding over-investments.

Jazz is not ballistically force-fed at people
Music sharing is about cooperative RightBrain planting
and harvesting invitations into resonant life.
Jazz performance
at its organic ensemble creolizing best
is about several right and left farming ways
inviting us to muse with
our right sharing amusing ways.

THE Right Ways
are about competitive performance wars–
who gets the biggest and baddest button
spotlight,
and not at all about jazz forms
of cooperative improvisational farming,

Recomposing stories
about healthy forest
and ocean
and breath
and light major 7th
and dualdark minor diminished
octave sharing.

I was dreaming Wendell Berry poetry
again resonant,
today.

 

 

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Jesus Loves We

Jesus loves us
this I know,
Mother Gaia showed me so.

Red and yellow
black and white
these are greenrestorative justice,(maybe ultra-violet aquamarine

to a diva ecstatic shabbat queen,
but go ahead,
don’t let me deductively stop you)

Little ones to him belong
Yin is weak
so Yang is strong.

Jesus lives like yin-born children
all Gaia’s child grown EarthBorn Wild,
red and mellow,
black with white,
we are polypathic
with Her resilient sight,

Jesus love us
this we know
for Earth’s creation
centers me so.

Little yins
to Her ZeroZone belong.

I grow ego weak
so EcoYin flows strong.

Yes Jesus loves we.
Yes Gaia grows me.
Yes God still lives we,
Her Truth grows flowering on.

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When I Woke Up This Morning

I opened to my internet this morning
to see an icon of a woman
under bannered “News”

And thought it couldn’t be important
or it would be a picture
of a white patriarch.

I opened to my weather web
this mourning,
to behold an icon of a Goddess
knowing we continue Gaia weeping
important fatalities
if only to each other stormy wise.

I opened to my epic romance history
this morning,
to behold all-embracing love
of eco-passion seeking,
mysteriously surrendered,
absorbing beloved fascinations.

Secularized WinLose promises devolving
sacred threatening to decompose
all Nature’s right with left ways,
sacred-eco with saintly-ego.

I woke up this dolphin breathing morning
to know our spiritual breaded Manna
upside down,
inside eco-naturally Out,
as breathing in
toward Earth’s natural nurture.

I woke up this eco-systemic morning
to turn environmental sciences
into wickedly complex magic
cooperatively owning wondrous jazz
improvising rapture.

I woke up this morning
to this eco-political WinWin bargain
liberating from WinLose doldrums
of every day toward nondualistic night.

I woke up to light this morning
this dualistic life
marooned in WinLose devolution
through patriarchal colonization theories
that might makes fight right.

I woke up to dualdark this night
in non-dualistic secular/sacred epic consciousness,
marooned in WinWin delight
matriarchal creolizing RightBrain experiences
eco-nurturing flows
bilaterally WiseElder
EgoLeft with Sacred Eastern Right.

I woke up to a walkable
and bike ride-able
city this morning
nutritionally sufficient transporting
PositivEnergy Democracy CoOperators
investing in healthy soul-soil systems,
with zero zone inventory.

I woke up to foot and pedal
arm and paddle
this morning
investing billions of empowering hours
with goat and llama and horse powered
construction
and transportation
and animal and cart
and bicycle and kayak
maintenance and repair
cooperative co-investments.

Well,
I even woke up this morning
and we were on my mind,
repurposing
recycling cafes and gardens and farms,
extending healthy family
WinWin infrastructural networks.

Resilient
restorative agape ego/eco-systems
weathering colonizing fuel spikes,
confronting patriarchal over-investment climates,
thriving past this GreatYang Recession.

I woke up this morning
to an economic ecological system,
socially
politically
WinWin environmentally resonant.

I got up this morning
on a nurturing transportation system
WinWin walkably linked
with cooperative internal soul investments
supporting land
and sea
and air crisis therapies
invested completely
in long-term ZeroZone resilience.

I walked and talked out this morning
with metaphoric resonance
for ego/eco-consciousness
RightBrain felt,
intuited,
internal/external bilaterally flowing,
epically erupting,
abundantly transporting,
accessible, if matriarchally walkable, health.

I opened to my network this morning
to see a woman icon
under bannered BadNews

And thought it must be important
or it would be another fake news picture
of a white patriarch
speaking into a one-way microphone.

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Strolling through GreeneVille

When guys get so old
pubic hairs
are as long as penises

It’s not time to grow
a longer and fatter, more drivable,
penal delivery system
promising retributive rape
of an entire planet.

It is time to trim back
over-Yanged investment hedges
blocking more pedestrian-friendly
RightBrain purposes;
traffic in WinWin walking nurture
more than WinLose driving torture.

I was thinking about Greeneville’s Neighborhood Revitalization
ZeroZone planning and design,
implementation progress,
or robust lack thereof,
from a drive-through as quickly as possible non-place
mutually disinvested drivable
back toward a more historically walkable space
and time.

I wonder if apparent lack of progress
may have less to do with funding,
and lack thereof,
and more to do with lack of cooperative implementation
imaginations walking together
back in multigenerational sharing time.

I don’t know much about Greeneville
built up along Shetucket River
historical transportation system,
and nutritional fishing site,
and PositivEnergy mill ecopolitical empowerment,

But I do recall
Greeneville’s primary drivable contributions
in the 1880’s UnCivil Culture Democracy War
were guns and cannons
and all things horse-powered ballistic.

This Greeneville Resilient Restoration Zone
might recall
prior to 1900s,
premillennial Green included walkable
and boatable transport
and not motorized drive-through shooting lanes–
not yet.

And GreenVillages
were ecoschool built around North Main Street gardening squares
where goats and landscaping sheep grazed,
and certainly no Norwich Maintenance Motorized Crew
hauled away refuse
whether for repurposing
or endstream undignified burial,
unholy ashes to ashes.

But gardening farmers perhaps closed that nutritional loop,
further investing
in walkably accessible repurposing.

Street performers,
Christmas carolers,
GoodFriday and Easter pageants,
evangelists and milk carton prophets
may yet again advocate
for healthier outdoor EcoSchools
matriotically remixing
rapturous WinWin
wealthy-health salvations.

Occasionally a horseback rider
might again ride through
delivering a new tethered team of mules
from Shetucket River ferry dancers
investing in a local pedestrian every-multigenerational family
farmer’s day
and sleep restoring night.

On Sundays
six or less historical Greeneville churches
might have become surrounded by horses
with carriages behind
and domestic-saddled horsepowers
waiting under sugar maple trees
for a return to Sabbath dinner,
and then perhaps a walk
along a bricked pedestrian lane
looking out across Shetucket River.

Some weekends might feature
town square performers,
outdoor schools for guiding imagination
remembering fire circle story-tellers
surrounded by listening original forests
on Shetucket River banks

And all that postmillennial wildmind
First Nation Greeneville drama
and domesticity
on matriarchal foot,
and paddling fast-lane patriarchal canoes.

When guys get so old
public memory hairs
are as long as their walk-as-punishment imaginations

It’s time to trim back
overYanged investments
blocking more pedestrian-friendly meanings,
traffic in nurture more matriarchal WinWin
than Either/Or LeftBrain Drivability,
dispiriting WinLose.

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EarthActivist Journals

A pro-active journalist
is like a research-committed teacher
teaching and listening to cooperative research designs
and presentations.

The opposite of the journalist’s deconstruction
of events
is reconstruction through predictive narrative.
Just as the opposite of permaculture’s green activist
regeneration
is pathological degeneration
emerging from past too-monoculturing memory

Back toward too much red-meat butchering
and ballistic slaughter
swimming in pathogens
about health-resilient DNA-RNA solidarity genes
for future regenerative reconstructions.

Recently
the local writer of Polyculture Opera
invited me to his and her place,
I’m still not sure s/he has chosen
Either/Or gender,
for a co-author interview.

But I need to arrive
just before dawn
and not drive in
or even toward
EarthSoul’s healthy address,
if at all possible.

So, I”m riding my bike
and arrive just as pre-dawn light
could reveal river homefront terrain.

There s/he is
atop a barren maple tree,
facing East
across a valley,
rocking back and forth
from north to south
and back again…

S/he calls “Good Morning!”
as if this emerging light
has already made Earth’s best day invitation
convocation
to and for those less grumpy
and feeling old-knees and hips frumpy.

S/he welcomes me up
and so I go
with all my Senior Citizen climbing years
behind me
to rest just below Earth’s swaggering
Operatic sway.

Before I can ask
what s/he is doing
S/he tells me
This is Earth’s centering sit spot
from which s/he greets our vibrant Sun
when clouds do not grey stand
in dark swaying way.

Here s/he waves back
as Earth’s trees thank FatherSun
for waving forth
paid-forward
toward this WuWei Day
West for Ego Win
and East of EcoRooting Win
discerning through and after dualdark night.

Like a Permaculture Opera
opening each morning,
each life,
this ego/eco centric
Western swaying
dusk-fading glory.

My Opera piece will begin
There’s no such health-listening thing
as a non-teachable moment.

A local pro-active journalist
sways like a research-committed teacher
teaching cooperative research design
through re-presentational invitations.

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Listening for Camouflage

Left reduces speech to Either/Or default,
Win with Ego NumberOne
means Lose for EcoZero Zone Abundance.

Eastern RightYin
childlike Both/And extroversion
emerges Zero becoming cooperative
co-arising
Ego HealthZone,
adolescent eco-introverting
West as robust Left Discernment.

Timeless ZeroZone Consciousness,
so innocent of LeftBrain’s emerging RightWing Ego Focus
within Universal RightBrain Oneness.

Western healthy beloved DNA-RNA Solidarity adults
wearing eco-faceted fractal camouflage
for WiseElder octave revolutioning
understanding within our restoratively double-binding time
co-arises reforesting
secular Ego-Eco sacred identity.

Eastern Right new-borns
wide-angle dipolar
sacred organic bilateral pictures,
non-violent WinWin research,
Either/Or Left analysis
of EgoCenter’s
Right ZeroZone Both/And sacred evolutions.

WinWin revolutionary identity
camouflaging healthy resilient wealth,
sacred ecology’s re-educational vocations.

Cooperative self with other governments
analyze health as PositivEnergy empowerments,
WinWin co-investment econo-mints
through WinLose divestments.

WinWin consumption and production local balance
creates vocational therapeutic initiatives
gratitude’s invitations
through fissures in WinLose camouflage
recovered grace resilient
bilateral Left ZeroZone OneEgo
with bicameral Right ZeroZone Eco-Theo-Tao
dipolar Yang-Yin
WuWei co-arising eco-flow.

Our ecological economy’s camouflage
WinLose financial structure
needs ever-greater labor growth
more sacred matriarchal vocational markets;
Not so much secular
WinLose
automated Left-dominant
RightWing patriarchal tumors.

We polyculturally grow
reforesting beauty
through self with other provisioning,
resourcing
reasoning
designing extended families
consuming less
and reducing our camouflage
anti-ecological LeftBrain-RightWing dominant
foot and hand prints,
body and mind overpopulating production.

Instead
a polyphonic plenitude WinWin Model
appeals to bicameral deep learning humans.

Right sacred ZeroZones
and Left Ego/Eco balancing Centers
long for democratic co-belonging
within sustainable polypath production
of Oneness Universes
for consuming ZeroZones
emerging 2020 sufficiency scales
for seeing.

Cooperative WinLose Camouflage
community research
and EcoSchool curricula
for deep sacred ecological learning,
loving discernment
invite with WinWin complex gratitude
new methods of greenhouse and garden gas emission
over-investment analysis
balancing total ZeroZone global investments
from local consumption
and production resources,
including WinLose imported emissions
of goods
and food
and Positive v Negative Energy,
WinWin cooperative health wealth services,
and democratic trust WinLose corruption.

Camouflage ZeroZone Research
supports half of Earth’s carbon footprint
co-arises with competing WinLose food systems,
goods
and service sectors.

WinLose Camouflage
denies most
Yang production over Yin consumption
waste emissions
are from WinLose competing
monoculturing LeftBrain dominant households.

Camoufage Analysis
of tipping points out-formation
with informational flow
bilateral Yang’s WinLose negative correlations
with Yin WinWin sacred opportunity
for cooperative
community-level leveling
resiliently leveraging global ZeroZone levels
polyculturally sustainable
consumption-production co-investment actions
are camouflaged gratitude opportunities

Golden Empowerment CoOpportunities
to reduce global patriarchal
Win One RightWing Ego
to Lose ZeroZone repressed matriarchal LeftWing,
merely more NegativEnergy waste stream emissions,
future anti-democratic divestments
away from One UniversalEgo/ZeroZone
Eco-Cooperative HealthTribe.

Right induces non-speech for Both/And felt confluence,
Win with Ego NumberOne
means also Win for EcoZero Zone Abundance.

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CareGiving Fostered Stories

The Tyrant

Was born ginger
and learned WhiteRacist
from Dad
dead now about a year.

Possibly opioid addiction
but certainly something
in growing families
of yin-suppressed
self-medicating
LeftBrain too dominant
addictions
to chemical acclimations.

Dad left by death
Tyrant’s also addicted
and chronically depressed mother
And his only white racist
twelve year old ginger son,
Who looked disturbingly like me
when I was twelve
so many fading
domesticating decades ago.

The Tyrant was delivered to my condominium door
as a weekend emergency
because his self-medicating mourning Mom
finally used up life insurance money
was also out of medication
mostly out of LeftBrain consciousness
totally out of custodial luck

Because someone in LeftBrain SocialWorker Deductive Heaven
declared
it would be more therapeutically restorative
for Tyrant Son,
who adored his loving Mom,
and missed his admittedly racist Dad
and for his Professionally Kept Mother
to live apart
until she could afford
to give more robust care with him.

Instead they paid me
more than enough
to share our home
and food

So he could feel guilty
about building a nutritious life
deprived of her
And she could feel raped
by loss of his smell and touch,
All she had left
of her ranting husband
with life insurance
figuring he was worth
no less than $10,000.

The Tyrant stayed
six months
to finish out his school year
where he had been
while living in a motel
with his Mom
and eating out in restaurants
until the ten thou ran out
as did her credit cards.

Then I had to explain
he would not stay longer
because he verbally abused,
hate crimed,
bullied my two younger
and smaller
African-American sons
in their own non-N-word home
where they should feel at least safe
and at best unconditionally loved.

 

The GayBoy

The GayLatino came because
his foster home trail
of several sordid years
was too homophobic
to feel at home
when his homo hormones kicked in
or even around
foster over-populated housing.

That my AfricanAmerican husband
and GingerMe are gay
was both the reason they called
and the reason they kept a sharp supervisory
suspicious eye.

GayLatino had been sexually active
within prior foster homes,
although I suspect
I only heard
the safest of these stories.

Anyway, GayLatino came with acne
and his hands across his smile
to not offend
with badly misaligned
neglected teeth,
and stoop shouldered body language.
More of a sad sloucher
than a gay glad athlete.

But we visited an orthodontist
several times
and his acne went away with treatment,
and his gay foster dads
did not touch
other than a rare hug
after having been granted temporary permission.

GayLatino looked in his 17 year old mirror
and saw that it was VERY BUENO
and told me he would live with his grandmother
as he moved out to live with his new lover
and his new lover’s not-well-boundaried mother.

Now GayLatino
had lived with his grandmother
right after surviving a drug bust
with a full blown urban SWAT
that pulled his Pops
into prison
and his lovely fading Mom
out to hardrock streets.

The family meth business
was no more
and all she knew to feed her addictions
was to compromise her personal sacred space
and time for PrimeRelationships.

GayLatino was badly hurt
by his parents’ lack of regard
for his,
and his brothers’, health and safety,
Angry and afraid about lack of care
for their own health and safety,
and what this might portend
for his own healthy-wealthy future.

His family anchor
was his grandmother,
his jaded Mother’s mother,
Who was sad about her daughter
and loved her Gay grandson–
now with handsome spanish-smiling teeth
and slick hair grooming breathlessness.

While GayLatino had briefly lived with her
as an emergency foster placement,
she could not keep him
or his brothers
because she could not provide
a healthy household budget
to prove capable to wealth afford them
without a foster care-receiving stipend.

Some Professional SocialWorker
undoubtedly from Too-Ivoried Heaven,
had supremely declared
Relatives are socially preferred placements
for ecopolitical foster care
BUT
relatives cannot economically need foster care stipends
that a nonrelative care-provider may legitimately require
to adequately budget room and board.

It is this State Policy,
more therapeutic to pay a stranger
than to give foster care ransom
to a loving grandmother
so she can afford to be
his preferred
more therapeutic
restorative resident healthcare provider
as she cared for him,
off and on,
his whole pre-gay life.

I still reassuringly hear and see him smile
from time to time
through FaceBook pictured captions.

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It Depends on the Light

What LeftBrain sees
in YangWhite male
and YinBlack female,

RightBrain sees and smells and tastes and hears
in YangRed
tries to control the YinBlue
co-arising Bed.

Yin BlueGreen
remains our Sacred Queen
Sabbath,
SkyWoman,
Holonic Harmonic Karma,
Holy Matriotic Spirit.

And so they speak
bicamerally bipolar
without each other.

Patriarchally not-listening
quite as nonviolently
as more dipolar Matriarchal WiseElders
now less bothering to speak
about growing extractions
for further self-perpetuating
patriarchal Yang-climatic pathology

Feeling overcrowded,
under-valued,
fighting for Earth’s more resilient polycultural
educational systems
cooperatively deep ecology.

Active slow-grow pacing
within Earth’s Holonic Spirit
of and for
Restoring Therapeutic Educated Justice

As YangRed-YinBlue
EquiValent
Secular/Sacred GreenPeace.

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Zero Heroes

Each Zen ZeroSoul
invites a sacredly unique understoried purpose,
enthymematic matriotic meaning
through nurturing Health-Wealth Consciousness.

ZenSoul identity
voice
shadow sacred
yin-suppressed
among LeftBrain Dominant
adolescent RedState
monocultural extraction planners.

Red or Blue
and Green
between
depths of social Turquoise personality
for outdoor aquatic conversations,
ebbs and flows,
eggs and coral roots,
recessions and depressions,
ebbing of oceanic hoarding
and outflow of non-elite over-populating despair,

My Purple Ego’s favorite
social-sacred vocational inside role,
Soul Octaves
sung notnot ZeroSum
ecopolitical bilaterally heuristic sound identity
revealed and expressed
graced and doublebind BothAnd gifted
lifted with iconic RightBrain sacred symbols
and ecological LeftBrain metaphors
for prime relational nutrition
and diminished dissonant toxins.

Soul Octaves feed and raise,
plant and harvest,
multiculturing advocates
for PositiveEnergy Democracy,
which might also become
NotNot NegativEnergy
PolyPathic-Polyphonic,

Polynomial YangOctaves as YinYin
as also not(not Polyphonic) Yin-Fractal,
Squared YinYin-WinWin (0) Commons,

ReGenerative like Uracil with Cytosine with Thymine,
three in one living bilateral double-bound fractal string
of dynamic DNA/RNA EcoPolitical Phylogeny,
PositivEnergy WinWin unfolding Homology

Integrity of PolyCulturing Earth
revolving with gratitude toward future
Abundant Harvesting Outcomes.

Joanna Macy
experienced a DNA/RNA pro-life transforming image.
A bilaterally regenerative stone bridge
nondually co-arising
WestLeftBank Business As colonizing-commercializing Usual
with EastRightBank PositivEnergy Karma

Creolizing Zero-Octaves
in secular/sacred Bodhisattva CoRedeeming Revolutions,

Revolutions for restoring ego-ecotherapies
transforming retributive sufferings
of NatureLeft-SpiritRight divisions,
duality,
error;
Oops!
delineated
as not PricklyHere
with Gooey BiLateral Now.

Joanna’s destiny
to become a mentoring nature-spirit rock
in our bicameral bridge-systemic theory;
One PositivEnergy
notnot ZeroSum rock
latticed
to cooperatively network
polyculturing cooperatives
owning polyphonic colors and green-blue hues,
tinctures as organic full-bodied stews,
polynomial bilaterally systemic
West with East
enough,
sufficient,

With ZeroSum carbon waste-stream
our BestPractices measure
of PolyPhonic PositivEnergy Hope
for future healthy-wealthy generations
of all Sacred EarthTribes.

Hope
active,
our Ego-Eco dream
of and for PositivEnergy Rights
of ZeroZen
SunGod co-arising FertileGaia Earth,
Prime
notnot
WinWin
ZeroZen
double-bound

SecularYang
harboring SacredYin Interdependent
CoOperative Democracy
wu-wei Way

InBetween BothAnd
PolyCultural Investment Intent
of (0)riginal ZeroZen?

Herman Daly’s experiential math
adds number of PositivEnergy fish
in Earth’s sacred living oceans
to measure natural PositivEnergy potential
of and for further synergetic cooperation.

This total regenerative EnergyWealth potential,
now planted and harvested by Earth’s EnergyCapital investors,
is measured
by adding and compiling,
possibly even hoarding,
the fish caught each season,
especially this season.

The total number harvested
was, premillennially speaking,
limited by the limited number
of harvesting boats and nets,
human enterprising arms and legs
and fishing commercial-nutritional heads.

But,
as LeftBrain adding and comparing
and egocentrically competing numbers
of shrinking fish harvested post-millennially
decrease,
we think (wrongly) we need to add to the number of boats
and nets
and commercial mindbody LeftBrain dominant interests

Interests increasingly prone to
retaliate against greedy numbers of past generations
while subtracting,
un-restoring,
the original potential quantity
of SacredEarth’s total regenerative fish wealth
for resilient synergetic outcomes
of polycultural climaxing nutritional abundance.

Abundance through bottom triple line–
cooperatively moral,
democratically normative,
and, thus, CQI health-wealth outcome value.

Some people see bilateral bridges
through Western BlueSkies
and Eastern RedDawns
prophesying outside Climate Health
inside Wealth,
where others see seasons
of ocean-fleet schools
building bilaterally balancing boats
for planting bicameral eggs
and harvesting fish
swimming
flying
racing running
ecstatic and joyful
GoldenRule EgoEco-Systems
supporting Earth’s HealthyWealthy
WinWin Children

ZeroZen children
who are
and remain
secular Left-deductive
with co-arising sacred WiseElder Right

NorthWest tipping toward Yang cultures
plus SouthEast tipping toward Yin non-verbal non-violence
co-arising
Sacred Matriotic-Patriotic
DoubleBound
ZeroZen Souls
for better multi-religious ecological education
and natural-spiritual PositivEnergy Democracy parenting
to grow WiseElder Left-Right
WinWin grandparents.

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