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Lessons Partially Learned

Parents
and teachers,
economic program
and social service leaders,
government administrators
and legislators,
listen up
and downstream

We too often act
and feel
the reverse is more quickly
and convenient
through rigid control,
or at least should
or could
or would like to be enlightened true
more than disempowering false:

Empowering cooperative ownership
arrives slowly
but resonantly
and more resiliently
through enlightened cooperative management
experience
and win/win resonant tenure

And not so much the other
entitled
and self-righteous
stress
and vindictive trauma
competitive way around
treading heavy capitalism’s survival
of the wealthiest
defeating thrival
of our healthiest
trusted ways abound
to cooperatively manage peace
that we would justly hope
to EarthTribe own
into safest perpetuity

A trusted indigenous wisdom franchise
to retrain
and re-educate parents
and teachers,
empower economic programs
and enlighten social service leaders,
self-governing cooperative administrators
and legislators,
listening up
and downstream
for cooperative management systems
supporting lives never autonomously owned
and always sacredly zoned
for interdependent trust

Empowering cooperative management
systems
for enlightened cooperative
organic network peace
and restorative justice
building
inviting
engaging
immersion

In win/win joyful play
all night
and day.

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CAPITAL CoInvestments

Patrilinear
monotheistically monopolistic
CAPITALists
calculate potential endurance
of terrifyingly terrific human consumer time

Left for anxiously anticipating rhymes,
reasons for seasons long trusted truths
ego-coloring beauty
captured by
and yet beyond spiritual inspirations
rewarding
redeeming
competitively cooperative nurturing nature.

Matriarchal poly-enthusiastic multi-
bio-culturalists
also account for cumulative synergy
expanding territorial dictatorial time

Rewinding awesomely awful sacred rhymes
distrusting mistrusted false tongues
electing hooded lies

Disparately dispirited
desperate starving backward future
rhyming reason seasons
of nutritional communion

Not inviting
yet tolerating,

Not accepting
yet equilaterally esteeming
estimating patriarchal monopolistic economies
within brighter lights of expansive value

No longer worth
resonant ecowomanist trust
empowering spiraling truths
of beauty duty,
health of wealthy safety,

Enlightening spirts
of empowering nature

Empowering CAPITAL invested research
enlightening Earth’s most heavenly design.

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Kindred Spirits

If life’s sacred meaning
is found,
or perhaps never even lost,
through active multicultural regenerativity,

I hope love’s secular purpose
might find me,
and us,
through Earth-responsive recreation,

Like white patriarchal privilege
recalling
compelling matriarchal herstories
of dualdark degenerativity,

Like healthy green spring
is to winter wealthy snow.

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Rome v Home

It is not necessarily established as True
that all capitalist
and patriarchal red roads
lead back to EmpireBuilding Rome

Ancient Rome as original win/lose supremacist Home
unveils no more than an intuitive health preference
for global eco-political win/win consciousness
as both ecologically True progress
way to restore win/win home
and Beauty’s economic co-redeeming GreenWealth
of peaceful bull-curved
syncopating bicameral heart-beat
within healthy win/win process home

In patriarchal survivalist competing climax
and in matriarchal thrivalist cooperative rest
and mostly in-between
with some middle mediating multicultural class
and polycultural healthy sass,
impassioned compassionate
ego/eco-nonviolent
win/win ecopolitically co-impassioned conversations,
history enculturing intelligent process
depicting depolarizing both/and
healthy progressive red through green
democracy roads
lead to EarthMother Home

In local communities
with cooperatively mentored hands
on both up and down hill
thrive and survive bilateral pulses,
best day ecological green commitments
and worst red days of egocentric challenges

Inviting further journeys back
through cooperative communication histories
concerning transubstantiated ecopolitical Trust
that all cooperative
and ecofeminist creolizing tidal rivers
ebb and swell
re-connecting secular/sacred
healthy seasoned HomeGrown
green wealth

Is cooperative
co-passionate Red/Green multi-paths
refined in disciplined Beauty
through all co-invested and matriarchally creolizing seasons
leading back and forth
in surfing green ecofeminist win/win Wombs
progressing
empowering
enlightening
communing
sacramenting
re-connecting
re-ligioning
Earth HealthyHome

Green integrity outdoor shines
enlightening transparent red historic
inside hoarding empirically specialized
military-industrialized vulnerable powers
of economic monocultural privilege.

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Empowering ReGenerative HealthCultures

Living
is our shared regenerative tradition
as Earthlings,

And dying
is our autonomously
separating
fading degenerative position
as former organic life systems
living upon
and within
an organic Sun/Earth
spiraling through Time
revolving through Space
global organic ecohabitat network.

Anthropoid memory
of matriarchal history
proscribes unrealistic feelings
by prescribing realistic natural images
outside which remain only negatively describable
as unrealistic
untrue
unhealthy
yet felt as darkly spiritual
evil imaginations.

Perhaps it is not an accident of felt memory
that “evil”
is “live” left-brain labeled
in reverse of healthy regenerative
eco-political experience
within a healthy win/win climate
of commitment
to cooperatively restoring
redeeming
regenerating EarthPeace
empowering AnthroMatriarchally remembered
Justice
Truth
Trust
in liberally loving
winAnthro/winEarth co-passionate intent.

Feelings,
followed by processive thoughts
of acquisition,
of healthy digestion,

But also negative feelings
of dissociation
pathology
aversion
diversion
perversion
verbally-associated reversion
untruthful win/lose or lose/lose evangelical revisionism,

Both positive and negative,
but not positive or negative,
together present pre-visionary awareness
of integral/disintegrating systems
of bilateral discerning consciousness,

EgoLeft/EcoHabitat right-hemisphere integrally balancing
with bias for regeneratively systemic health care
and against degeneratively unsystemic
monoculturally unsustainable
non-resilient
anti-resonant
cognitive-affectively dissonant
opaquely egocentric
anthropocentric disempowering imbalance,

Sensing human natural care receiving
more and better and healthier
from multicultural
metaphysically ecological
analogical spirited care-felt giving
back to eco-invested Earth,
where all polyculturally robust
resonant life-energy systems
most resiliently matter
to past through future
healthy climate regenerators.

If more egocentric
left-brain dominant capitalism
begets narcissism
begets colonizing nationalism,
monotheistically overpowering EcoSystemic
right-brain integral eco-feminism,
then multicultural democratic tribalism
may more health-wealthily remember
synergetic history
organic matriarchal regenerative
poli-ecological
polypathic win/win
warm wet womb originally felt integrity

Living experientially nourished tradition,
unlike nationalistic
–win everything
or lose your competitive business
self-governance edge–
history books,
and competitive win/lose patriotic biographies
which are unlike organic
ecosystemic
biological mental
and physical health texts

Are multiculturally
and systemically
and historically framed
by regeneratively democratic
organic co-empowerment
NonZero Sum/Soul
holisitically remembering
integrating non-verbally felt
health-thriving life webs
of multi-regenerational Tradition
as ever-present synergetically healthy change,

Ego/eco-bicamerally communicating
wealthy regenerative processes
building more robustly integral systems
within most resiliently health-wealthy
EarthJustice/PeaceFelt networks

Moving verbally left-brain dominant forward
and non-verbally right-brain flowing backward
and forth,
Atomically segregating deductions
and Temporally uniting inductions

Systemically-favored restitutions
regenerations of image and memory
and intuitions
from metaphysical
pre-imagined
win-infant/win-matriarchal womb
historical/cultural reMEMEory
re-ligioning Anthro/Earth
ego-feminist integrity.

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Therapeutic Democracy

Democracy is what we do
and breathe together
to empower ourselves.

Some would say the same of prayer
and holy communion
and secular communication
and healthy relationships.

Democracy seems like an empowering experience
of equality and interdependence
before it became an anti-royalist political philosophy.

Which may serve as a humbling reminder
that great abstract theories
so left-brain universally fascinating
derive from whole mindbody experience
of individual egos,
healthy or other-unwise.

If no ego-experience,
then no ecosystemic consciousness
of democracy
or autocracy
or kleptocracy
or plutocracy
or capitalocracy
or theocracy
or patriarchacy
or even warm accompanying matriarchacy.

Multiculturing democracy,
a hybrid of egalitarian aspirations
and interdependent respirations,
requires organized
stable
win/win ego/theo-logical communication,
ecological relationships.

Disorganized communication
is an oxymoron,
like enriching divestment
and disturbing attachment
and democratic capitalism
and resilient win/lose compassion.

Democracy is what we win/win breathe
do
develop together
to empower egohealth
and wealthy ecosystems.

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DoublEdged Prophets

In prophecy
we often fixate
on time’s unprofitable passage,
on degenerative change
on long-neglected reform
on our need to redeem our time
now past.

Yet this notice of opportunities and risks
for future climates of pathology and health
is surrounded by an implicit right-hemisphere awareness,
a felt prophecy
pre-verbal
erupting from compassionate tenacity
of resilient health-wealth Time re-membered,

Matriarchal womb nurtured,
this prophetic nutrition of communal circles
and resonant spirals,
waxing and waning waves
of emotively implied pre-formation,
primal ZeroZone re-attachment
back through
and to
All Souls Yang-unfolding and Yin-refolding
universal and unitarian
strong-flowing
prophetic TaoTime;

Time tenaciously prophetic,
compassionately redeveloping integrity of health re-connected with wealth
left rationality with right synergy
polypathic thought with polyphonic feeling;

Courageous Either/Or with curious Both/And
ego/eco-logic;
Vulnerable with Transparent
prophetic polyculturing communication.

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Bank in Trust CoInvestors

In cooperative detective work,
including Earth scientific research,
we are told to follow the money
much more often
than feeling invited
to follow the nutritional health investors
and the toxic pathology attackers

Whether our trail is a criminal
or political
economic impassioned journey
of discovery.

In healing arts and role play,
we are more often invited
to find nutritional root systems
consuming nutrients
to support an organic win/win ego-system
within Earth’s ecosystemic web
of original polyculturing health intention.

Either our technological win/lose economy
or an alternative ecological win/win evolutionary model
begins with all consuming positive creation values
to recreate healthy vocations
and climax each season of co-arising attachment
each co-acclimating day
and each market quarterly report

Earth’s internal holistic win/win production pattern
and our corresponding nutrition nurturing rhythms
are framed as positive co-relationship,
ego/eco-systemic co-acclimation
of long-term health/wealth trends

Within Earth’s external multiculturing ages
of slow-grown
cyclical
and re-cyclical
spiraling open systemic
polyculturing wealth development
designed to serve future consumer/producer balancers
of optimal nutrient-harmonic values,

From consumer wealth
of Earth-centric cravings
through producer health
of bilaterally informed
cooperative ego-centric conservation conversations

Win/Win dipolar co-arising positive value communication networks,
garden spaces for sacred vocations,
organic family farms,
eco-villages,
global multicultural communities
enjoy cultures of win/win ThereThen/HereNow health intention,
cooperatively owned
and eco/ego-managed.

To cynically choose, instead,
to worship our Western white male privileged
leftbrain dominant
military-industrial
anti-democratic capital monopoly,

To prefer, instead,
win/lose anti-revolutionary market games
of war
and Attachment Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
and Lazy-X Either/Or thinking
and win/lose feeling fundamentalistic
anti-mystic undetectived rage,
feels increasingly climate threatening
for wealthy win/win nutritional extended-family values.

Legal win/lose punishing governing structures
and capital-win/lose investment networks
together reinforce deconstruction
of organically cooperative networks
recomposing traditional win/win evolutionary values
not inviting overpowering ecopolitical monocultures
of climate pathology denialism,
industrial over-consumer-induced blindness,
dispirited senselessness,
neurologically disconnected genocide

In a technological
industrial monoculturing patriarchal system,
root democratic consumers
become replaceable tools
disposable win/lose-acclimated under-achievers
in what might have been a positive value-rooted
secular consumer/sacred producer
ego/eco-passionate win/win cooperative
both healthy and wealthy
nurturing
empowering
ecological
economic root organic nutritional systems
of polyculturing wellness researched
slow-grown
just right activity

Left/Right harmonically bilateral
bicameral
binomial networking ego/eco-systemic detective work
living win/win within a universal geosystemic spacetime
of four-season cosmic spiraling co-induced/deduced reality.

Polynomial systems become polyphonic detective operations
regenerating polypathic win/win value memories,
co-passionate ego/eco feminist
at least heuristically equivalent
to not not patriarchal either/or hypotheses
in-between Yang strength
root systemic
full-flow Yin
liberal lavish loving
transparency uncovering
vulnerability
curiosity overwhelming impatience
with intolerantly thick opaque walls to both/and
thinking/feeling
absence of monoculturing dissonance

Growing in long-term interdependent detective work,
including Earth scientific/artistic
truth/beauty integral research,

Despite being win/lose culturally malformed
to follow the money
much more often
than feeling invited
to follow our win/win nutritional health investor
instincts
inductions
into Earth’s win/win refueling
HealthCare Land
and Air
and Water
and EmPowerment
Democracy Bank in Trust.

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Right Side of our Bed

Some mornings I awaken slowly
to knowing too much
and yet never enough.

Some nights I drift off quickly
feeling too many disassociating memories,
never inviting enough connection.

Sometimes invitation into a healthier life
feels like addiction to wealthier love.

Sometimes I wonder who decides
when a pregnancy has reached perfect climax;
Where more time inside would become toxic
yet not too soon for optimizing healthy outside invitation
into Earth’s deeper and wider Gaian womb
of spiraling revolution.

Sometimes I feel changed
transformed
more cooperatively win/win co-acclimated
transubstantiated
creolizing
reformed
returning
reviewed by EarthMother ancestors
fulfilling MotherEarth’s rebirth
of DNA-inspired nurturing nutritional prophecies
throughout history’s Six Great Extinctions.

Sometimes we become the post-millennial herstory,
perfectly timed,
not too critically hot
and not too chronically cold
AllSouls culmination of climate rebirthing risk
and mutually therapeutic opportunity;

The Seventh bicameral enrapturing regeneration,
Left ego-natures
and Right eco-spirited,
secular/sacred cooperative,
Either/Or and Both/And
RightBrain more prominently egalitarian,
win/lose and win/win strategic health-game players
universal and unitarian,
walled ego-identities
and yet webbed ecotherapists
Yanged Yinning
seventh inning,

Three diminsional massive space energy
with One ZeroZone bilaterally open dimension
linear and yet non-linear,
perhaps wave spiraling solar and lunar revolutions
from EarthMother into MotherEarth
restoring healthy prophetic rebirth,
not too ego-opportunistically soon
and yet not too ecopolitically late.

Some mornings I awaken quickly
to knowing too much toxic history
and yet never enough therapeutic re-creative herstory.

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Mother’s Mother

My mother’s mother and I were very close.
We needed each other
in diversely validating ways.

She needed to know
experience
hear and see and feel and touch
a healthier love of mutual regard
than she felt she achieved
with any of her three daughters.

I needed to feel
I was some loved adult’s most significant event,
most vulnerable and transparent grace
for who I felt and knew I was
yet to gay become
without any need to change
what I could not internally rearrange.

When I was a senior in high school
this grandmother became sick with cancer
and depression,
mortal doubts and fear.

I knew this
not because I had visited her
but because my parents
and aunts
whispered their hopelessness
before repeatedly reminding me,
There is nothing I can do
to help her
or prepare myself
for such great loss,
perhaps less great,
more relief,
for them.

But they were wrong.
Wrong about my grandmother.
Wrong about me.
Wrong about us, together.

I knew her favorite hymns.
I was her favorite voice.
We needed no other instruments,
percussive or lyrical.
We had enough time
to revisit our music lessons,
Lyrics are tools for young friendship
Not weapons against old enemies.

Precious Lord
take my hand,
Lead me on
when I can’t stand.
I am tired,
I am weak,
I am worn.
Through these trials,
Through this storm,
Lead me on
Precious Lord.

And so we sang
and so I danced
and told her favorite story
of beds too hard,
of friends too soft,
and a child who sings just might

Of Earth too hot
and river beds too soft
and motherlands too cold
and us, now growing distant,
yet singing this last time
just right.

 

 

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