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Bottoms UpRising

Nothing grows naturally
or resiliently,
and certainly not perfectly,
from the top down
or from the outside in

Including pyramids
and sustainable nutrition economies
and healthy
organic
democratic systems.

Some things
that do grow virally
from outside in
and/or over-powering
top down:

autocracy
cancer
kleptocracy
pyramid schemes
viral colonies
capital expansionism
invasive species
toxicity
pollution
trauma

I once spoke at a condominium meeting
about cooperative democratic values
for self-governance

Advocating for transparent
and inclusive choicemaking

And grassroots community maintenance

And social
and skill-sharing events

Sweat-equity
and time/talent exchange
cooperative economies.

The condominium’s attorney,
whom the large majority of members
were about to terminate
along with the autocratic landlord
investor board chair
who hired him
to come to this annual meeting
and explain,
rationally
and legally,
why the residents could not do
what they wanted to do,
which was mainly to get rid
of him
and his organized trauma
straight-white-male Patriarch,

This smug condominium attorney
stood up
when I had finished
to lecture members
and correct me
about we actually do not live
together in a co-invested democracy;
we live in a from-above Republic.

He was slyly speaking
at both the local condo level
and the national corporate
capitalized Republican level

Because, he continued,
unit owners have elected leaders
given exclusive authority to vote on
governance issues
that the uninformed
and unelected laity
lack responsibility
(and possibly
StraightWhiteMale capacity)
to decide.

He misjudged his audience.

This republican authority from above
and from outside
power-over totalitarian business,
rather than power-within democratic empowerment,
was precisely the problem
this meeting had been organized
to resolve,
by democratic recall.

The attorney had his power analysis
backward.

If we are,
in our core
root residential membership
a healthy
and actively cooperative
win/win intentional
health-is-social-wealth
democracy FIRST
FOREMOST
FOUNDATIONALLY

The grassroots of our self-governance
are more likely to elect empowering
and enlightened republican leaders
with a resonant
and resilient
empowering within view
valuing transparency
and multicultural inclusion

For sustainable local
and global choice-making
from the integral
happy
synergetic
robust top

The celebrated envy
of all our benign
and collaboratively empowering
neighbors

Noticing with multicultural wonder
and polycultural awe
that nothing grows naturally
or resiliently,
and certainly not perfectly
or sacredly
or democratically,
from the top down
or from the outside in.

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EarthTribe’s Intimacy

Imagine
your segregated ego identity
becomes your primal sensory system
perennially aiming toward
0-Zone peak experiential integrity

Intimately aware
all humane physical
and verbal touchers
and metaphysical
nonverbal feelers

Win/Win voiced teachers
and polytheistic out-reachers
ecologically surrounded
by sacred, living
lovely Earth’s health potential
for nurturing 1-Zone
environment-nurturing choices

Integral
polyculturally resilient
to more resonantly feel
multicultural health
and safer ego/ecosystemic wealth

1-EarthTribe/0-Ego co-binary
poly/mono-polistic
bicameral balance
toward Win/Win’s strategic
global/local wise integrity

Polytheistically sacred living
potential for resonant co-empathic health
and resiliently co-investing
in restoring peace felt
and justice touched

EarthTribe environmental 1-healthy
and neuro-systemic win/win 0-safety
co-empathic intention

Intimate intelligence
not resonantly shared
becomes at risk
of defensive fetid dogma,
colonizing anger and fear potential

Or fades away
giving sway
to further win/lose trauma

Where win/win creolization
had actively hoped
to co-intelligently play.

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Loving Jose

Yes, Jose,
this is another love letter
from anthroprivileged me
to LeftBrain dominant you
for multicultural us.

I’m still here
sinking into my deep blue camp chair
with feet resting on a weathered
wooden platform
for my monastic tent

Now folded
and masterfully squeezed into its storage bag
like a fat green sausage
with a thick
black fly zipper,
secure,
awaiting it’s next orgasmic coming out
to camp and play.

And you,
warm and glistening
listening you,
are still driving
west toward this transition
Saturday’s bittersweet sunset.

Perhaps already lonely
thinking
of what
and feeling whom
lies ahead
while all else feels left behind

Another week of adventure lost;
another week of memories gained

Yet memories have grown cacophonous
while adventures in knowing
new frontiers
grow old as shrinking Earth
grown bodies

Fading hope to feel
taste
see
hear
smell
touch abundantly enough
for this full life
experiencing love
quenched time

Comparing future now to back there then,
wishing we could have us all
warm and pleasant
in our head,
heart,
bed of intimacy
without embarrassing
premature limits,
boundary issues,
health precautions.

You tried to apologize
for not asking more
about my wounded kids

And I did not think to apologize,
but wonder, now, that I didn’t,
for not asking how you are feeling
and dealing
post prostate cancer

Remissions
feel like uncertain transitions,
undemanding admissions
both healthy opportunities
and diseased risks
lie beyond this day’s journey
toward Albany.

Perhaps you,
like me,
fear
and already feel
loss of intimacy
imagined
yet not touched,
thought
but not appreciably,
healthy needed
but not safely found,
sacred bound
for joy’s immense integrity.

When I walked into our group’s enclosed porch
this past Sunday
for my first check-in circle,
your first facilitation,
I thought of my former boss.

You look and sound
like Bishop Tafoya,
when he was your age
and I was half your age.

I had trouble
shaking this sage off.

It helps
that you sing
with warmth and passion
in fulsome baritone,
as the good Bishop
decidedly did not.

Nor could I imagine him
dancing with a white scarved fan
with integrity
flirtatious machismo
joyfulness
deeply resounding playfulness.

Do you have a type?
I wonder
Are you familiar with mine?

Those romantic,
erupting into erotic,
miracles of preference
we cannot control
or calm our appetites
to accept
AND appreciate,
anticipate
those with us
here and there
in and out of Gayla 44,
after and before
now heading west
away from east.

So much to hide,
to learn,
to unveil,
to set aside
for graceful aging,
and to warmly embrace
for compassioned wisdom
felt together,
rather than silently,
less sacredly,
apart.

The Center’s lunch bell rang
and now has gone

Absorbed by quiet shushing
and rustling
high in evergreens
baking in Mama’s summertime
weekend of commerce
and less commercial passions,
traffic rituals,

Pre-empting ancient natural liturgies
of sea,
flowing water
and strong mountains
inspiring bonfires
bond-fire between rising
and falling phoenix
conjoining
co-investing
multi-generational passions;
daddies and sons,
masters and slaves,
tops and bottoms,
poles and holes,
straights and rounds,
dipolar co-arising

Riding forward home
to what continues repurposing why,
reworking hidden meaning
as yet unredeemed
in sensory Business As Usual

Backward east
returning promises
of safe and healthy
bright happy new dawns
transcending broken hearts,
troubled mind’s
loss of time’s
most cherished values

Love’s integral compassions
resting first
returning last

Already
I miss you
ready to miss us.

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Dervish EarthDance

I sometimes reconsider
all our politicians
and economists,

Not as party-line teachers,
or even dogmatic preachers,
instead of future forecasting,
co-infesting deep past
and present listening
with compassioning
co-empathic
therapeutic intent
to laugh and sing.

Who is not
at least a private health care politician
seeking to empower our constituencies
and not to disempower?

What responsible adult
is not at least a personal wealth economist?
Praying for divine enlightenment
and not so much
inhumane
depressing endarkenment?

Who has been
cause-effect
effectively recausing
counter-culturally
exposed to Buddhist master laughter?
Meditation in silly groups
feeling nearly giddy
with short-term relief
from mountainous depression
valleys of despair

Surprised,
perhaps dismayed,
that such a fake
pretending dervish exercise
might portend more
than our species’ economic
political
anti-ecological demise.

I further wonder
if all Earth’s depressed
suppressed
oppressed
repressed muted muses

Silenced
stunned
sunk by political sadness
dispiriting badness
economic madness
of Earth’s Great Transitional Pandemic

Might discipline our lonely
lethargic
neglected bodies
to dance
until our minds remember how to sing
and ring
ping and ding
a liturgy of sacred laughter things
together regathering

For re-empowering compassioned muses
enlightening sacred ecstatic economists,
co-investing companies and choirs
of moving
mindful
musicality,
harmony,
synergy,
win/win cooperative energy,
sufficient for eco-politically heart-felt
lung-filled integrity

To more reflectively reconsider
all our singing polities
and EarthDance economies
sanctifying dervish universities.

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RightBrained Peace

He could not find
GreenBrained Peace
midst all his RedBrained
trained season
with Prince of Peace
reasons
to incorporate,
commodify,
market,
marginalize,
criminalize,
competitively profit
from punishing
self-medication,
feminist self-elevation,
queer self-revelation
white privilege remediation
civil right-brained peace
appreciation.

So
s/he applied her RightBrain environmental intelligence
toward co-empathic red-punishing/green-healing values
found in viscerally
and liberally connected trauma/therapy relationships
in this Here/Now
Space/Time
of short-term seasonal health
and long-term peace is wealth
safety

Redemptively co-investing
in compassionate multigenerational
information
both Left and Right accessible,
bilaterally bipartisan
beyond reasonable peace
reformulation
win/win strategic revolution
health optimizing red/green
warm/cool
strong/flowing
resilience

Right when his ego bullies
LeftBrain disabilities
within win/lose
and lose/lose traumatized
RightBrain feeling
un-eased dark Other

S/he hits a high-anxiety
LeftBrain Oppresses Peace
trigger

Within full-spectral
Left touched – Right felt environment
Left tasted – Right smelled environment
Left bilaterally seen – Right heard bicameral

Both/And dipolar co-arising
co-relationships of Peace

Inside their dialectical
Either/Or Left deductions
and Both/And Right inductions
co-producing more peaceful information,
interdependently integral

Polyvagal communication in polyphonic sensory systems
polypathic in polymathic paradigms
polyculturally incorporated LeftBrain therapeutic Voice

Speaking only after
deep learning listening
for win/win actively cooperative
RightBrain felt resonant Choice

For multicultural sacred peace
RightBrained remediation
restoration toward wealthy
health climaxing compassionate
WholeEarth polysystemic
panentheistic
holonic communication

Too often from above administered
professionally marketed
so too infrequently
from within
therapeutically optimized

RightBrained environmental peace
intelligence seeks co-empathic values
viscerally
and liberally stretching integrity

Win/win therapeutic relationships
in this Here/Now
Space/Time

Healthy green EarthJustice
and long-term safety
from RedWar
StraightWhiteMale privileged
win/lose degenerating monocultures
of militarized corporate competitions

Against compassionate
multiregenerational
peacetime
red/green bicameral space
information/expiration

UniversalJustice/UnitarianPeace
on back toward
Yang/Yintegral
bilaterally balancing
resonantly resilient
peace.

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Defining Healthy Refinement

LeftBrain egojectively defines objects
with deductively accessible objectives

Divorced
distinguished
detached from their ecosystemic backdrop.

Objectives
and individualized objects,
including objections,
I understand
by studying their sub-parts
and their sub-subparts

Down to our atomic building block objects
with internal atomic objectivse,
individual particles
with articles for potential win/win cooperative becoming
a co-relational constellation
of potentially climaxing energy objectives.

Meanwhile,
RightBrain indirectly refines felt relationships,
positive and negative
and ambiguously in-between,
by contextual,
Both/And BiCameral discernment.

Growing co-empathic bilateral intelligence
also hopes to produce
and procure binomially objective health outcomes

Rooted in Whole OpenSystemic wave flows
unitarian oceanic possibilities
subject ecowomanist grows
with timeless HereNow nonviolent information,
musings,
and other health optimizing practices,

Other EarthHealth and Justice designs
in solidarity with
ecosystemic co-relational co-passion
co-investing
empowering
enlightening
enveloping
developing win/win outcomes,

Objectively extending
rhetorical song
and liturgical dance
multicultural healing events.

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Stepping Out Migration

Regardless of culture,
of religion,
of national residency,
of hemispheric presidency,
of gender,
of sexuality’s vast pantheistic diversity,

When humans step out of our shelters
into a riotously gorgeous
and fresh
perfect warm sunshine breezy
natural day,
we feel positive healthy passion

Is what we have been needing
and what and/or whom
we are currently sacred graced
to feel and know timeless compassion.

Clear and pure passion
is reduced by inside
sensory-neural Doubt,

Win/Lose reductive
deductive anthro-privileged
LeftBrain distraction

As Win/Win compassion
is discounted by ZeroSum Divestment
away from Here/Now experience
resonating sacred rememories
of ancient healthy lifetimes past

As DisPassionate emigrations,
away from theological religious dogma monocultures
into ecological spiritual principled positive polycultures
embracing NonZero Zone emergence
opaquely dissipate Integrity’s therapeutic
sacred green
bicameral secular health
and sacred wealth
cooperative Win/Win potential

Inside AnthroVoice
Earth outside NonViolentChoice
CoPassion
is free of LeftBrain Doubt

As ComPassion
co-invests in NonZero Zone
perfect summer sunshine daze

As DisPassion
dissipates Integrity’s
health wealthiest potential

For stepping out
into theologically ecological
spiritual/natural
RightMind/LeftEmbodied analogical
Both/And complex ego/ecological
ego-healthprogress/eco-wealthprocess psychological
healthy multicultural intelligence– empowerment political
wealthy enlightenment–wisely (and indigenously) economical
environmentally enriching

Warm summer
fresh breezed
organically enriching days
free of win/lose
ZeroSum
LeftBrain anxious voices
filled with doubtful thoughts

Fed by anxiously felt
anthrosupremacist
monoculturing
degenerative
competitive climate worries

Regardless of culture,
of religion,
of national residency,
of hemispheric presidency,
of gender,
of sexuality’s vast natural
spiritual
panentheistic
blue enlightenment from above
and empowerment within outside
Earth’s great green diversity

Of ways to step together
into warm sun
cool breeze
remembering perfect ecofeminist daze.

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Should Would Could

May I
always remain too damn interested in understanding
what you do feel
and think

To waste our co-investable time
in trying to persuade you
about what you should feel
and/or think more rationally instead

Of what I don’t yet understand
about how you do feel
and might feel differently
if you and I
were more WeConscious

Feeling about me
and you
and any thing else
and any other win/win integrity
win/lose biological
and ecological relationship
and/or lose/lose divestment away from
our bicameral thought/felt
pro-healthy WeLife
nonviolent communication.

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Critical Race Theory

My problem with Critical Race Theory is that, unfortunately, systemic racism is not theoretical; it is experiential, behavioral, measured, and quantified.

Calling systemic racism a “theory” is a disparaging and dishonest strategy because racist event and patterns of relationship and non-relationship are not merely theory; nor is systemic racism rationally reduced to an as yet unproven explanation for historical events. Neither critical nor chronic caste-specific prejudice, nor marginalized v elite power analysis are merely theoretical, contingent, not yet fully vetted hypotheses awaiting confirmation, or lack thereof. Scientific method has been multiculturally applied to caste-based economic and political non-elite v elite experiential data.

Analysis of experience is not theory. Race differential analysis may be premised on a positive and/or negative hypothesis about discriminatory effect, bias, prejudice, caste alliance, multicultural health, and/or monocultural pathology, scarcity or abundance of positive v negative relationships, differential measures of trust, empowering and/or disempowering intent, but none of these hypothetical predictions about measurable relationships remains abstractly theoretical; removed from quantified experience.

Critically analyzed hypotheses may come from deeply interconnected or special case theoretical roots. Systemic racism has emerged from economic and political caste hierarchical systemic relationships statistically significant. Profound differential power and investment opportunities have been unequivocally established. Cooperative and/or competitive power predictions reflect multicultural cooperative thick and competitive thin investment relationships.

To believe that racist attitudes are merely personal prejudice, not responsive to deep and widely learned social systemic constructs, is equivalent to believing that all cultural perceptions remain free of historical sensory-neural experience. All observations, consciousness, analyses, theories, experiences, hypotheses rely on an integrated empowering neuro-sensory organic SYSTEM.

A shared language system is rooted in a deeper and wider communication system. Communication is biased toward positive as multiculturally robust health. Negative communication is to active distrust as absence of communication is neurologically associated with mistrust outside one’s own monocultural received view. Trust issues are neuro-sensory systemically understood as pathological; not positively healthy.

Critical race dialogue requires a nonviolent communication system characterized by compassion, in order to become more resonant across caste-based dissociation, blocking resonant relationships that could, at least theoretically, transcend past deeply held distrust and mistrust of systems supporting patriarchalism, capitalism, and racism.

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Business As Demonically Usual

Business As Usual
LeftBrain dominance
is fully over-invested
in the highly suspect theory

That Patriarchal/Capitalist monocultural
monotheistic intent
is fundamental to gospel
good news creation stories
and messianic anthro/divine nondualistic narratives

In which Spiritual StraightMen protagonists
outflank
and dualistically outrank
unnatural wicked EarthFeminists.

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