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After the RightWing Bullying Event

I woke up feeling better today,
in a post-trauma kind of way.

This prompts me to give priority to gathering notes
with supporting documents

And, of course,
to baking for the social in two days.

I don’t think my Attorney needs any further evidence
for a late-October hearing.
I suspect that when the Bully
reads our Attorney’s Corporate letter,
my need for a hearing
will quickly dissipate.

For some reason,
this She/Bully needs to read
ruminate
RabbitHole cold
hard Patriarchal-Capitalist
retributive justice lessons
speaking CORPORATE ATTORNEY language.

It would, of course, be much less expensive and traumatic
to restore nonviolent communication

Endorsing normal
civil-adult humility
of being quick to say,
as our mother’s taught us,
so they wouldn’t be raising no bratty kids,
“I’m sorry”
and, outside, to others,
“I forgive your temporary insanity”
And, inside,
“Thereby foregive my past excursions into temporary insanity
on a bad
RightWing offensive
day.”

All of which seems to suggest,
as the brownies cool,
that ecocidal ideation,
rather than inspired by warm
boundlessly inclusive
free forgiveness
cooperative win/win
sacred EarthTribal
Yin-tegral compassion,

Teaches win/lose
patriarchal-capitalist
cold
hard
and expensive ATTORNEY-speak
LeftBrain UberYang-dominant lessons.

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Empowering Earth Resilience

I’ve noticed our Republic’s
RightWing Tree of Life
reacts to root-systemic problems
as if oak strong branches
lifted to majesty worshiping heights
of supremacy
need not be concerned
with watering
and feeding democratic roots
of nutrition
nurture
empowerment.

Such behavior feels less intelligent
than a sacred Tree of MotherEarth

More like a gang
of Bully Putin Pulpits
and capital addicted Trumpian Puppets
with boundlessly hungry eyes
and upset stomachs

Trying to feed
from entitled top,
trickling down to lowly
leftover bottoms,
what we must primally breed
from deep down
communing inside
mused toward out
and up
transcendent both/and
win/win resonant
organic
uniting experience

Not quite so angry
with enfeebled leaders
and not mad
with anemic cooperative skills
for resolving which top bully
eating all challenger bullies
will next be crowned King
of the trauma-riddled Republican Mountain.

Meanwhile
democratic grassroots burn
and grains of deep potential nutrition fail
to feel multicultural health
trust
truth
beauty
wisdom
compassion
kindness

Sacred integrity of a wealthy
EarthMothered forest.

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Silent Love Notes

Within soil’s silent phrases
love would love to find flesh
hearing what Earth repeated
timelessly amused again

You know how touching Other feels
yet can’t articulate Her mantra
resonating octaves
of colored radiant energy
and empowering pitch

Sighted sounds
resounding sacred calculations,
masculine 1-sums
sniffing feminist 0-souls
with erect respect

Sacred views
unvoiced full spectral choice
profound
elegant
exquisite
intimately sacred

Wise as ancient integrity
absorbs what hypocrisy divides
from Earth’s well-timed warming powers
to inhale Sun’s silent,
yet full sighted, light
rediscovering sounds
of soulful silence
in-between

Silent phases
of Earth’s moon
and seas
and seasons
passion needs to feel us
deeply listening

Widely learning
what and why and when
Earth repeats Her fractal
timeless fractures
fusing sensory beats

Repeating
musing wisdom circles,
dancing spirals
fusing echoing silence
in-between what was before Now
when we merge Here
before re-emerging tomorrow
after never not fully coming back

Musing this universal 1
monotheistic view
greets unitarian 0
panentheistic touch
soulfully silent
slipping once again
engaging

Healing His anxiety
about mighty anthrosupremacy
with Her warmly silent
note
remembering boundlessly robust
tight anticipation.

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Transformative Gardens

Help us to be the always hopeful gardeners of the spirit
who know that without darkness
nothing comes to birth
as without light
nothing flowers. ~ May Sarton

And
empower us to become
the always natural gardeners
mindful of cooperative metaphysical spirits
of sun lightened days
and Earth empowering nights

Aware that with only darkness
every relationship comes to degeneration

Aware that with only light
nothing comes to full-term healthy fruition

Aware that with no light
nothing regenerates fertile blossoms

Aware that with no darkness
no silence
no winter
no deep sacred listening,
nothing roots uniting empathy
or transformative change
integrity

Of sacred plants
with their people
sharing this EarthGarden planet.

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Virtuous Empathy

Who would have unconditionally warm eyes
to see and appreciate this sacred grace
you have to offer
Beauty?

What Tribes
not yet extinct
have boundless warm inviting ears
to hear
and invite
this wisdom you have uncovered?

While binding Trust
with Others
to compassion’s Left
and Right-sided
Truths,
waxing communal therapeutic thoughts
and waning isolated trauma feelings

Polyculturally communal experience
ecstatic and entropic
virtuous rounds of resonant
resilient Indigenous Wisdom

Feeling while touching
win/win work/play that reconnects
sacred EarthTribe minds
unitarian Yin temporal flow
absorbing
secular AnthroPrivileged bodies
born of EarthMother wombs
universal Yang spatial form

Who has not touched
and felt
blood
and Earth
and water?

MonoTheistic enlightenment
from above
and PolyTheistic empowerment
from within,
bicamerally reconnecting
LeftBrain dominant
spirited resonant minds
with RightBrain prominent
naturally resilient bodies.

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Stretching Serenity Prayer

May our minds seek integral
ethical truth
where
and when
our bodies find serenity
in aesthetic beauty

Of minds feeling trust
when
and where
bodies receive neurosystemic
win/win ecstasy
of naturally spiritual compassion.

May our passions together
include enough curiosity
to appreciate both negative
and positive things
we cannot change
and resilient courage
to change those negative relationships
we cannot positively accept.

May we be so,
accepting no Truth
without Beauty,
no Justice
without Peace,
no Correction
without Resurrection.

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Getting To Old

I often hear,
“It’s tough getting old.”

I never hear
“It’s tougher not getting old”
because, I suppose,
those who might have spoken
from personal experience
are no longer with us.

I am becoming too familiar
with aches
pains
losses
loneliness
of ageing alone

All of which invite
my thought,
“It’s tough staying old”

And happy
healthy
unconditionally prosperous
elder wise
mindful
fully engaged
compassionately warm
win/win resilient

Anticipating this sufficient day
more than anxious
about tomorrow’s losses
pains
solitary encroaching disabilities,
dark nights.

That said,
staying old
feels much easier
and lighter
and brighter
and curiously mightier
than fighting
vying
trying to stay young.

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Restoring Peace

Yang+Yin optimal health economics
fueling wealthy cooperative politics

Leads to less survivalist
Yang v Yin
Also,
Yang x Yin
multiplies SunLight x EarthPower
cooperative empowerment
fuels enlightening reiterations,
integrations,
creolizations

As Yang/Yin divides
separates
disintegrates otherwise win/win
healthy systems.

So, just a quick restorative justice question–

Let’s imagine a homeless adolescent (Yang)
and an angry and resentful parent (Yin)
left behind
at what used to pass
as their peaceful white picket-fenced
house
home
habitat.

Do we assume the defiant
rebellious
often self-vindicating
PTSD and ADHD,
homeless adolescent
is typically at fault?
maybe?

Or
do we blame
and shame
the still housed adult
working one
or two
or three jobs?

Why not both
and why not avoid condemning
either Yang or Yin

Perhaps complicated
with trauma intergenerational histories
as old as slavery
and warrior rape
and tribal sacrifices
of adolescent trust
and beauty
and soul emptying absence
of win/win integrity,
secular intent,
sacred hope.

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Losses ReGained

Like Winter
predicts Summer

Dark grey suffering
is not yet total green forest
and blue sky loss

As one cold
lonely voice
isolating experience
need not preclude
warm
yet alone
embracing vulnerable memories
transparent images,
compassionate life choices

As EarthTribal reconnections
invite EarthMother regeneration
wombs
eggs
nuts
seeds

Surviving thistles
not yet Othering
weeds

As painful apartheid
is not yet anxious death
nor anticipating life

As trauma discoveries
are not yet therapeutic
compassionate recovery.

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Tao Game Theory

This LeftMind dominant
viral virtue
of practicing RightBody patience

Is a coverup
for feeling deep impatience.

Feeling impatient is not as hopeful
as exploring active curiosity.

Curiosity
about why someone,
including my own anthro-privileged self,
would default to live win/lose
competitively

When our healthiest,
and safest
economically enlightened
and politically empowering experiences
have always grown choices to live
liberally
radically
integrally
EarthTribally
sacredly
neurosystemically
ecologically
more fully win/win,
cooperatively co-invested.

Passionate curiosity might kill the occasional cat;
but probably not more deadly
than dispassionate lack of curiosity.

Besides,
passionate curiosity can also be more fun
than boring impatience

More joyful,
than sad
mad
bad

More curiously glad
even appropriately win/win consenting adult/adult lusty

More sad/glad soulful
preferring mindful disciplines
like healthy therapeutic dances
and well-sung
resiliently brilliant love songs.

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