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Wholesome Revolutionary Acclimations

Internal conversions of consciousness,
like external revolutions in cultural awareness,
emerge from understanding Ego’s embodied death as unmitigated 100% loss
and too often suffering and pain,
toward comprehending mindbody death of Self
as also re-investment opportunity
in timeless co-present Self/Other co-arising regenerative gift.

This potential for gifting each generation of WinWin-cooperative/often-competitive WinLose,
yet overall regenerative creolization forward
across multi-enculturing time,
is difference that makes a cooperatively meaningful difference
between a LeftBrain monopoly of EitherLeft/OrRight ecopolitical ontology
and co-arising Left-Right ecosystemic balancing phylogeny
of WinWin matriarchal-embryonic-nurturing history,
evolutionary democratization
creolizing our co-nurturing empowerment
further toward both internal/external revolutions of ego/eco-conscious regenerative trends,
over degenerative 100% losses and ego-suffering and ecological dissonant pain.

This came to mind
as I have gradually, perhaps too relentlessly, become aware
that most of my family and few remaining friends,
are most likely to sing my songs
and read these thoughts about our ego/eco-conscious creolizing development,
after I die,
perhaps immediately after,
as my ashes are also creolizing,
compost for future healthy soils and plants and people and planet.

 

And, I hope this reading, research, discovery,
is primarily motivated by wanting to learn
why I have been so generous
with regenerative love,
and so abstemiously against degenerative-competitive hates and distrusts,
to win just one more day of breath
regardless of disinvestment costs to be paid by other,
future,
positive over-powering double-binding negative collateral regenerators.

To return to this Earth womb
from which we have so co-operatively
phylo-regenically rememberingly
sprung,
humane root systemic nature nurturers,
deep healthy co-arising nondual
secular/sacred
ego/eco-roots of eternally revolutionary consciousness.

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More Positive Deviance

From Rob Brezsny, except my own bracketed commentary, Pronoia, p. 274:

I say that the Creator includes death as an essential part of evolution’s master plan.
Lifetime after lifetime,
our immortal[ly shared DNA/RNA solidarity] souls take on a series of temporary forms
as we help unfold,
in our own small ways,
the inconceivably complex plot
of the divine [regenerating positively deviant v. negatively pathologically deviant] drama.
Each time we die,
it’s hard and sad to our time-bound [tragically doomed reductive] egos.
But from the perspective of the part of us that has always been
and will always be,
it’s simply part of the epic adventure
[divine comedy].

The abolition of [self and other-selves] suffering
is a worthy goal [of positive deviance].

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Pronoia Benedictions

“And now I drink a toast to your coffin.
May it be fashioned of lumber obtained from a hundred-year-old cypress tree
whose seed will germinate this year.”
Rob Brezsny

Refrain:
And now I drink a toast to your absence of coffin.
May you become refashioned of lumber
obtained from a thousand-year-old cypress forest
whose seed will germinate yet again this year,
and every year to follow
to lead our future
through all past time
of well-rooted trees
born of regenerate Earth.

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The Unfortunate Press Release

The not so Great Swami Minister of Health
unleashed a Press Release today.
One member of the O So Commercial Media bothered to show up
and described it as more of an assault, really,
than a release,
more of an appalling mauling than a kiss.
and about truly unpressing fortunate events,
totally unusable
and surprisingly sick
for a minister of unsick.

First, thank you so much for coming,
s/he began,
and going through our not so clearly naked Exit absence of signs
and sighing whistles and untoiling bells.
Life is not death,
unless you prefer it that way
or you are a victim of cruel and unusual private sector neglect
or public sector abuse
or all of the above.

Deep listening before projectile
pressing cathartic releases
does appear to be dying out.
So, in that sense of non-awareness,
healthy life is dying out
of all mass media outlets,
but not to worry,
hardly anyone goes to mass anymore anyway
as it has become a highly toxic environment
for thinking-feeling women
and young non-altar boys in particular.

Yesterday the Bishops of Sacred Right
and Wrong Left Turns
blissfully considered passing out
communion through drive-by shooting windows
on-line,
thereby joining the Unitarians
conjoining virtual RealTime grace
dispensations
for those living
and not invested in dying
which is where I came in
and exited through a rarely sniffed
non-sectarian portal
of multiculturing health,
for ecoministers only,
which seems to leave out the null set,
so you press and more slowly release.

Folks need not even try
to die this Earth-committed way.

We would not like you to appear
as if talking pro-Earth life stances,
cynical nature-glances
lances aimed at health without despair
and non-commercial dying.

While media inlets prefer high numbers,
where the mental health department prefers low,
zero seems a more nondually compromised way to go.

I realize the egomaniacs within us
believe with full integrity
that one is fun,
and rightfully straight,
but please therapeutically recall
zero is radically replete
as enlightenment is to the Sun
Times you cannot and probably should not
evenly try to read backward again.

Press Releasionships make me sweat,
it’s much too warm in the middle of our piles.
So, finally, I problame this New Health Rule
of Lover’s Law:
Thermodynamic balance within
is also without
or we have climatic collapse instead.

That said,
we also are recovering from disturbing compiliance
with whole Black Holes
of communion so deep and dense
every time someone farts
my pantyhose swell out and shout
but that wasn’t me
because I’m your minister of loving health.
That was the Other Guy.
You know, the one whose shadow
falls across your mirror
of not so pressing unreleases.

Thank you so much for coming and going.
Please remember to leave all doors open
on your way into healthier light.

My absence of thought for this night,
as you drift off into your silly place,
sacred space:

Earth has a mind of Her own,
ecosystemically intelligent functional press and release recycles
through seasons of perennial health redevelopment.

And remember childhood is not something to grow out of,
like a pair of too-tight pantyhose,
childhood is something to sustain
while we pretend to care about
not so depressing unreleases
that showed up
to act out
for some other creature
with urgent impress-and-release therapeutic intent.

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Political Faith Systems

Religions,
eco-political traditions,
faith systems,
variations on an evolving creation story theme

Are both rooted in
and feeding on
multicultural evidence of faith in nurturance,
mental/physical health-integrative outcomes
of living trusted truths
through co-empathic forests of beauty

Or faith in more fundamental monopolistic
autonomous idolatry of ego’s fragile powers

Or both,
as idolatry of gratitude for self
matures into love of 0-sum agape Oneselves,
no longer fearful of losing some value
I could never truly have had
autonomously.

In good-faith organic systems,
gratitude’s gravity draws
in search of agape
requited.

Radiance flies toward Exterior Light.
Gravity dances with Interior Night;
a flight of fancy dance.

Radiant trees reach tender tendrils
toward touch of bright
and interior night.
Richly embedded birth searches below
with slender stealth
toward Other
where We are One nurturing co-arising Earth.

Love born again in perpetual orgasmic grasp
and release of nutrients,
capital,
value,
meaning,
information conjoins in-forming networks
toward ex-formed leaves
blossoming seeds spurting radiantly out.

Looking back through recycling times of organic egos,
Interior Landscape recalls gravity’s reverse,
spiraling toward future flower,
reborn eyes
raining seeds of hope
for Exterior Landscape’s richly composting ReGenesis.

Seeds spiral down,
culturing genetic
generic genesis ground,
religious trees of life and death.

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Education as if All Life and Death Matters

Political Science of Eco-Educational Vocations

Really? That’s my topic?
Didn’t Paulo Freire already do this one?

Oh, I see..ecosystemic learning and mentoring,
including anthrocentric pedagogical development systems
doing the best they can,
bless our matriotically nurturing hearts,
to figure out our own deep ecosystemic
co-empathic consciousness
of regenerative ego-health
as eco-truth
as bilaterally balancing bouncing beauty.

Educational EcoSystems begin with bicameral balloon listening skills,
balancing our internal fusing and fractal geometric networks
with our octave sounds of light’s rhythmic patterns of flow,
surfing radiant Sun sweeping Earth’s pregnant wet skin.

From surf in and out listening
to noticing in-between spaces
are both 1+1 dipolar appositional,
but also 1×1 nondual co-arising places,
some with bicameral faces
and bodies responding to cooperative
and competing Others.

Pedagogical EcoSystems
scientifically listening communication networks,
deep learning political science
of noticing both cooperative health
and competitive egocentric pathological trends
with runaway climatic absence
of negative-dissonantly-active feedback,
restraint as Anger and Fear Management,
suboptimizing fullOccupiers of Yang Elder Moose+Owl dominance
longing to reweave unraveling of belonging within both
science with religion
as natural-spiritual ecosystemic teleological process function
as YangSun’s PolyNomial Plus
cooperatively co-arising
YinYin notnot EarthEmbryonicFertileSkin
WintoWinto-gather
double-bind temporal reverse-bicameral LoseLose egoconsciousness
of InBetween (0)-Empathic Trust
Exegetically Personal Harmonic Balance Knowledge
of ecologic’s internally confirmed and trusted
exegetically regenerative evidence proofing and reproofing cooperative political sciences.

We benefit from anciently permacultural contracts
with Earth’s Nurturing Educational Trees and Plants,
creating a breathable atmosphere
into perpetuity,

Primal Educational Contracts with Earth’s SoilRights of Sacred Skin
breathing in rich nutrients of light’s composting fuels
and forms
and heroic functions,
breathing out frequencies of revolving
recycling
healthy ecosystemic biologic embryonic music,
resoundingly harmonic CQI ReGenerative ReCycling ReVolution Standards
of global health and safety,
political truth as economic beauty,
education and defense from undue dissonance.

Prime Pedagogical Listening Contracts with Earth’s Waters,
to hear them,
to feed Her beauty as truth flowers,
confining weeds to healthy polycultural BusinessAsUsual shares,
trading shade for regenerative worms and strings of roots,
ecosystemic Time her matriarchal twining
bilateral
selves,
regenerating cells
of paradigmatic multicultural political scientists
deep-learning/earning enculturing rich systems.

In-between,
wu wei Golden Ruling kule,
if it means notthis notthat
then adding betweens also means
at least some
of both this way
AND that way,
make each more better, OK.

Fundamentalism,
like terrorism,
is antithetical to both politically wise science
and religious-ecosystemic development stories
of pedagogic sacred listening
and noticing rebirths of Messianic Suns of EarthMothers
of Gods and Goddess nurture-loving fertile values,
to deep learn enculturation’s biologically embryonic history
of nonverbal
nonviolent (normative-BusinessAsUsual as CoOperative),
natural sciences
as told by Mother Nature EarthTribal EgoSelves
deep learning health-culture listening systems.

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Outrageous Heresies Reconsidered

Imagine that process theologies
are theories about the evolution of creation stories
in which the “begat” chronology
of god v man,
is reversed to Mother Earth,
then xman/yywoman,
then divine-humane gods and goddesses of ecotherapy.

EcoCentric Woman gives RNA embryonic enculturation to men and women,
as anthrocentric language and culture
gives birth to creator gods and goddesses,
made in our own potentially loving
political and economic healthy cooperative multicultural transgenerational image.

What if yin-agape
is the reverse side of yang-eros,
so agapic interior political and economic nurturing relationships
of yin-anima
confluently midway co-optimize
during ecoconscious bicameral moments
of erotic fertile vitality
of Yang’s transactional sustenance, reiteration,
revolving sweet dynamics of full-body-sensory
(0) RightNow ego-conscious timelessness.

Imagine if we re-imaged the god of ego-political
and eco-normic cooperative trust
as Moose Medicine
and socioeconomic polypathic empathy
as goddess-muse of wise Owl Medicine.

What if false gods
were always, and within every culture, gods of fear
rather than creative goddesses and gods
of healthy nurturing love and compassion?
Would orthodox fundamentalists,
angrily mistrusting other fearfully inferior paths,
and terrorists of fear exploitation,
growing hypnotic addiction to LoseLose passions
and ego-violence,
within any metaphysically dark teleological belief system,
Tree of Death v Life Revelation Story,
become both unhealthy invocational evangelists and idol worshipers?

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EcoTherapist Conventions

Truth is a feather
pushed off to the other side.

Truths are a body of feathers
within which our bodies reside.

OK, students of life’s healthiest purposes and meanings,
it’s time to regather, if you would be so kind.

Namaste.

[Silence]

[My EcoTherapist is trying to recall our bicameral minds with ecological bodies.]

[More kinda creepy silence.]

[I wonder if I have time for a cigarette.]

How do you understand “mind” as other than “body”?

[OK, she leads with a dualist assumption
for a session advertised as nondualist,
so the correct answer must be,
I don’t.]

Which, mind or body, do you believe came first,
or do you believe,
as I do,
consciousness and biosystems co-arise nondually?

[I knew it!
Biosystems are self-identifying consciousness-rememory
DNA-encoded systems, or RNA, if you’re a tree or something green,
from before the time when physical root systems
transubstantiated into metaphysical regenerate root bilateral,
then bipedal,
then bicamerally balancing,
eco-political systems.
I remember our history of biological evolution co-mentoring sessions,
out on the coral reefs of time’s surfing copresence.]

If mind emerges from reiterative and redundant and resonant neural-cellular development,
in these, and probably other, senses co-arising nondually,
then what do you think could survive of your Ego identity
upon total biosystemic flatline demise of your natural-chemically elementary cellular body?

From where would sensory consciousness and memory emerge?
From when, and for how long?

[Hang on there now. I’m stuck back on the where question,
which I think should probably default as Nowhere,
Ego emerges from nowhere?
No, no, If dead,
then Ego as sensory consciousness and memory is nowhere
at that time, and on into the future of EarthTribal evolutionary history.
No such phenomenon.
No such experience within continuous Earth-spinning Time.
I think?
But only as long as I dance this Ego-consciousness string
I am]

As your mindbody decomposes,
is this really still your Ego’s story?
In that future time of opportunities for health and relationship
and transactions,
capacities for ongoing communication,
you struggle to face their mortal loss now, projecting forward,
we struggle together to find faith
these lost opportunities are not your post-critical event
of loss, decay, absence, inevitable physical and mental defeat.

[I don’t even have faith that anyone will think that day
has come even one day too soon.
Nor would I care to invest in such an unwise faith.]

Or,
in the face of this inevitable termination of Ego’s mindbody story,
do you,
as unfolding conscious memory-string of continuous information,
transform into your nutritionally reiterating responses and contributions
reverberating within EarthTribe’s ReGeneration Story?

Is your Ego expanding out toward Earth’s Story?
pregnant pregenetic, nearly timeless Creation Story,
out and yet deeply into this Elder (0)Riginal Intent.

Is Ego now transliterating self-perpetuating Yang with CoArising Yin
deep synergetic dipolar health immersion
within true wavilinear c-squared fractal-octave light frequencies,
seeking thermodynamic revolving
co-arising dualdark
notnot universal
emerging Prime Therapeutic Power Relationship Ego/Ecosmology.

Body memory transforming within ecopolitical truths of post-taoist beauty,
remembering—revolving—rewinding—reweaving
ecologic of Ego/Eco balancing
embryonic bicameral
dipolar cognitive/affective neural emergence
Positive/Positive balancing doublebound negative ecological (0)-soul language
values and norm functions of PermaCultural Design Zones
and dialectical linguistic strings,
some with verbal strains,
4 SpaceTime prime seasonal dimensioned
(0) CommonsCentered DNA/RNA code—syntax
healthy reverse development instructions
for normative natural/spiritual
mind/body elational resonant resolutions
giving oneself birth into this body’s time
as giving ourselves freedom
for time’s codependent love of light ourselves.

[My self-image emerges rather far toward the depressive side
of love as ecoconscious light myselves.
Oh, wait, maybe that connection between agape as Basic Attendance,
understory of all those relational dramas, and nonrelational boredoms,
and fears,
and angers,
and….]

Memories,
knowledge,
thoughts,
comprehension,
dissonance and dismay,
feelings of elation and relation,
anticipation,
innocence,
ignorance,
love and hate,
anger and fear,
all Ego’s products,
as Ego, in turn, is produced
by unfolding DNA instructions
within a nurturing DNA-developed warm embryonic womb
living in this specific time
within Earth’s evolution of continuing ecosystemic health-consciousness.

[Oh, I get it, health as therapy-consciousness.
Puts a postmillennial twist on post-doctoral medicinal sciences.
Kind of self-serving, though,
unless all humane-nature is for ecotherapeutic vocations,
in dying as in living,
in living as optimally visible through mortality’s timeless lens.]

What we inherited from Elder wombs of Time’s incarnation
is what Ego becomes
to cherish as responsible authority
rooted within teleologically exegetical historic evidence
unveiling regenerative evolutions as cooperative nested-networks,
and to let go free as a last pay-it-forward gift
to nurture future healthy regenerations of time
bilaterally echoing
fractal-polypathic light,
(0)-TaoWombTime.

[Why do I feel like I could use a bath
more than a cigarette?]

Time,
dualdark
deepdense Ego-Ecohypnotic co-elational learning bright,
white octaving night,
protons merging eco-lateral binomial electronically issuing waves
as Yes! reweaves notnot
yinyin
WinWin embryonic-yet.

[I’m wondering if there is something in Taoist water
that regenerates this wu wei balance
spinning through my bicamerally revolving mind
as body?]

Could you become as curious about other’s Ego development stories
as you have obsessed about your own?

[Wait a minute,
when did I give you the OK to label me as self-obsessed?
Or maybe the balance point here
invites comparisons between obsessive curiosities,
in which case
perhaps my own Ego health constant revival
does indeed lie most mortally on my failing mind.]

If so,
please note differences
but memorize Earth’s natural systemic similarities,
especially about what we all want our end to say
one day
about capacities for love and peace,
about gradually subsiding incapacities of anger about Ego losses
and fear of future Earth as sacred compost,
transubstantiated post-climatic residency.

Namaste.

[Namaste.
Oh wait,
was I supposed to write that out loud?]

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Death’s Double Boundaries

I would ask Earth to not so relentlessly unwrap Her timeless dark veil.
Yet what risk of depressing our healthiest outcomes
should wishes always incarnate
restless religious and political empire-building dreams
of anthro-omnipotence?

Why could mortal incarnation
not emerge from immortal timeless Elders
like infancy coarising through final notes
of pregnant requiems,
like Earth regenerate born
of degenerating Sun’s warm embryonic womb.

I would ask timeless passage from this fertile time
unfolding between my history
and EarthTribe’s future therapeutic cooperators,
logistical statements following ecological principles
as variables are notnot constantly
internally stretching toward ecosystemic nature/spirit balance.

I had feared Earth might not so flirtatiously unwrap
Her dualdark coarising veil of Time’s great revolutions
within each Ego,
within each species,
within each Space,
time binomially unfolding
dipolar boundary issues
pointing their wu wei toward more resonant resolutions of eco-abundant life
as ego-absent death.

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Finals

If I had one last hour with you
would I be able and willing to speak?

What could we say or sing again?
Or perhaps something hidden from view until now,
our final hour,
otherwise left unsaid.

Would words get in our way?
We might compose a final anthem,
torch song,
jazz impovisation
dispelling my decomposition story.

Could you put me down
like a cherished family dog?
On my side
you behind
my head on your shoulder
listening to us breathe our goodbye,
drifting into a more timeless embrace.

What final words might I wish to hear
or might words feel too distracting
for this sacred task,
to fill one final hour,
squeeze out all unfinished agendas
before this final curtain.

I fear I would have no more clue
of what to say and do
my last hour
than I did not my first.
A final wail
to bookend my first noisy gasp for breath.

It seems less surprising now
that I so often feel a loss of words
when relationships become compressed by time,
or even imagined as our time’s last hurrah.
Why would this last hour differ
from first and all self constraining hours between?

Final words and lives despise predestined mortality,
knowing Trees of Life predict Death Root Systems,
sitting and standing
and even lying down
bowing in to end
what we wondrously begin again.

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