I am violent
speaking of peace.
I help those who love me
weep
as joy grows too remotely possible.
I am always angry without cause
for love.
I lie
when truth feels too accessible,
intimate.
I kill innocent life
to decompose curiously decadent death.
I evil in despair
as I might live in more patient faith.
Joanna Macy with Molly Brown
two Earth-generation vocations
reconnecting eastern philosophy
with western open systemic-holonic health ,
dynamic natural synergy
with four-season natural spirals acting through spiritual love
of light,
angry fear of dual dark,
merging Earth crisis enculturation
delivering Anthro-opportunity to embrace Time’s bilateral language,
Earth-consciousness of dipolar light/dark
balancing organic time of life Herself,
Buddha mindbodies for co-messianic bodymind landscapes,
interior concave bicamera-rolling exterior convex,
harmonically decomposing our dissonance
to regenerate our potential integrity,
balancing positive bicameral psychology
to activate cognitive-affective research climates
of embryonic suffering, notnot resonance
defining natural dissonance
nurturing spirited diastolic-trending nature
as spirited spiral regenerate Earth life-systems
with Elder commensurability of spirit-nature,
past emerging future’s healthy love of all abundant life
as notnot purgation’s suffering death.
Show us
hear us
smell us
taste us
touch us
absorb us
your intimately co-passionate way
to incorporate our poli-economic cooperative potentiality,
our co-arising ecologicality
uniting polycultural polypathic paradigms
of Time’s light for love-Present
dualdark absorbing absent angry-fear of passage.
Natural ecosystems include biosystems,
like people,
ourselves,
those we love,
Earth,
enemies we love to hate,
plants and animals,
internal ecosystems living within biosystemic teleologies of time,
speaking in logos-dynamic language
of love hunting health
of light filling diastolic therapies,
of life as regene-relational holonic process
swimming in a vast surfing sea of medicinal becoming.
My light hunts yours
like warm to flame
is cold to dark
away from you,
our light corrupts
hunting with haunted empathic hearts
for winwin Catchers for Self-Pitchers
in light’s rye harvest.
My catch embraces your dark light
like warm to pitchy branches
win to win love’s relief,
then fall apart,
leaves composting soul
living room for Time’s future lights.
Your light finds ours
like cooperative warm transactions
to political relational light
nesting color-dense regenerate health trends,
organizing ecosystems of dynamic light
as Time’s self-perpetuating love
for coincidental adventures in wonderland.
My light hunts yours
like haunting, yet happy, flames of warm memory.
In my game of life
I play sometimes against,
and sometimes with,
Time as Other player.
Playing against
seems to have bad odds of feeling like a winner,
while playing with time
feels like we both win,
at least some Time,
especially if we simultaneously stretch
our love for gaming.
In my Evolution Game,
playing with and against Time as Other,
my rules emerge natural laws of healthy,
and pathology,
trends and order and political balance/imbalance,
witnessed by elder spirit voices,
iconic memories of past Games
with diastatic/static
diastolic/purgative
evolving rules of vocational recreation with co-passion play.
Nutrient rules flowing through my veins
and out through rivers of arteries of positive/negative trees
deep fertile cuts and folds,
articulating primal neural streams with suboptimizing substreams,
swelling mainframe-economy with eco-reiterating-nested synaptic revolutions
and co-ebbing aptic mutual win-sufficiency contentment,
more sustainable midway rest from playing against Other.
Now, in Time’s anthro-game of evolving life
s/he plays sometimes against anger and fear memories,
and sometimes with love and peace future investment
with winwin outcome intent,
co-arising regeneratively healthy Anthro-Egos as Other players,
also running coincidental WinWin, WinLose, and LoseLose
strategic naturally emergent health functions and dis-easing pathology
with transitionally revolutionary co-incarnate bilateral form
as postmillennial anthrocentric PlayNice frequencies of EarthTime.
In our love of eco-winning games
we play sometimes against cooperatively stretching regenesis,
and sometimes with Other natural loving life
strategic nutrient-nurture optimization players,
whenever and wherever we can hunt and haunt them up,
make them up as iconic gods and goddesses,
as necessary to harvest win-winnowing together.
In this funny little evolution game,
it is wrong because impossible
to harvest winnings we have not regeneratively seeded,
as individual ego players
and as a potentially Earth-centric tribe of team players.
Why does sacrilegious
mean struggling against sacred religion
rather than struggling with re-ligioning divinity
as notnot dividity?
How could prodigal sons and daughters
struggle against their prodigy potential,
yet not struggle with their prodigious potentiality?
When would a natural spirit
struggle against spirituality
rather than struggle with nondual spirited-correlational nature?
Which reminds me,
why does human nature
mean struggling against nature
rather than struggling with articulating integrative humane race
within and toward co-arising nature?
Where does contentiousness
suggest warring against contentment
rather than wrestling with nondual content?
How did death economic reassurance
land on “life insurance”?
Who thought mental dis-ease
could not be compatible with mental health
emerging overdue internal uneasy conversations?
Why isn’t anger management
more importantly love optimization development?
How could eco-normative cooperative evolutionary transactions
have become ecodislogical monochromatic competition
to store nutrients in safe deposit boxes
where they become detrimental risk of loss
with inevitably unsafe-able death?
If elation
predicts relations
predict correlations
then why not evolution
predicts revolution
predicts ecorevolutionary systems,
merging regenerative love of EarthTribe health?
If bilateral past-future time co-gravitates,
then why wouldn’t bicameral love/anger Left
with dipolar symmetry/dualdark fear Right
co-arise?
Why would a natural eco-spirit inductive-recessive
notnot nondually evolve a spiritual ego-natural deductive dominant?
If mythic creation stories of why we live
articulate dualdark logos dipolarity of how we purgatively die
while living within a WinWin naturally regenerative,
integral,
and unitarian Earth-Home-Universe,
then how are not all cultural nurturances
both universal and unitarian econatured?
How could a healthy integral, integrative re-ligion
re-tying
re-knotting
re-membering
re-linking,
re-syncing bicameral verb
become such a toxically divisive
anthrocentrically universal noun?
Why couldn’t nurture DNA nature
as DNA-nature eco/ego nondually dipolarizes nurturing love,
integrity as positive-regenerative?
Why isn’t bilateral Time
spelled “Tao”
and defined as self-reiteratively progenitive EcoPresence?
Why are polycultural languages and values and political economies
dual-destined
to emerge polypaths
toward regenerative ecologos of bilateral co-arising global polyculture,
guilds and cooperative networks emerging nondual revolving Time,
as SunGod rises with prodigious eco-hope
yet nocturnally arrests with prodigal ego-suffering,
jonesing about hope
invested in justice
as one more dawn of life incarnate-memory?
Language,
like evolution and poetry,
dynamic verbs,
functioning with co-arising root systems,
nouns for action and reaction,
co-arising preaction Ego-faith perpetuating
reiterative dipolar seasonal-temporal eco-health
regenerative prime relational
DNA-RealTime = RNA-LoveNowCoArising function.
Systems are dynamic ecoverbs,
to function systematically is why “system”
ecosystemologically includes biosystemologic,
polyculturally transregenerated
as fractal-balancing ecological health-systemic,
you know, ionic and iconic dynamic transcripts
of mythic-logical 4D WinWin CoOperative Teleology,
like RNA-Elders,
confluent with us DNA-wanna-play-nice
with Gaia’s Earth Rights of Birth-thru-Death-thru-ReBirth
Optimal ReGenerative CoArising Passage
through Great Transitional Events and Moments,
as well as BusinessAsUsual Evolutionary
slow-growth CoOperativeEconomics.
Culture likes each liveNOW,
both before taken over by anger
and after co-prehending fear of dualdark past
notnot regeneration
kosmic codex health regenerative prime-fractal-formed
Fullerian-bicameral-knotted mindbody
nature becoming nurture-being
ecoself-perpetuating bilateral Time
positive/negative feedback-fold dipolar loop hypothesis,
ongoing through Time’s bilateral co-gravitational
nutrient string
back and forth toward (0) ecoEarthTribe-centric
dialogical political and economic EcoCreation PolyStoried,
global cooperative health and safety language,
ego-nouns for ecobiosystemic balancing verbs,
long for
exegete Yin’s RightLeft Balancing Exegenesis,
generate-elational,
dynamite,
revolution thru great transitions,
as Wisdom muses thru great literature.
As is love, synonymous with synergy, Fullerian-fractal.
Loves, with their hates, are lives
are dynamic Ego-discontinuous verbal ecosystems,
with their own lovely and angry and fearful births and deaths,
their own childhoods,
and adolescent full-bodied spring,
and sometimes mature autumnal wisdom
follows diastolic-dialectic ecologosing younger adulthood
of bicameral polyenculturation,
spreading viral love verbs
far and wide,
now going cooperative networked on-line.
Love functions synergetic-integral-unitarian dynamically,
what beloved longs for
as does belonging recall,
for longing is only able to see
the reverse face of love already nouned,
already known, remembered, labeled,
reconnecting belonging
with exegeting
regenerating viral-vital-vive-live with notnot-live systems of degeneration
dynamites of cooperatively regenerate synergy,
integral integrity absorbing competition’s age of LeftDominant suffering,
unitarian universality of ecovalue
nutrient enriched polycultural guilds of ecotruths,
viral ecocomprehension,
bicamerally balancing ecofunction of life as love renouned.
Poetry,
like evolution of language,
draws in and out dynamic verbs,
functioning with co-arising ecoRNAroot systems,
nouns for action and reaction,
preaction and self-implicating embryo
children of Ancient SunGod-ReGenerative Productive Branch-Yang-Worshipers
thereby feeding all those YinYin
WinWin
notnot double-temporal bound
fornicating feminist RightBrain dominant
forests of eco-neural-fractal root evolutionary-thru-revolutionary
ecosystemic cooperative economic
as political compost-fertile dynamite.
Or, perhaps that was Wisdom Literature.
I reiteratively interchange those paradigms.
I wonder why I am not alone in that,
in here,
as also there,
as now
is also notnot yet politically begun economically,
where my bicameral Left mind ends up
is where our Right-Balanced bilateral BodyElders began,
eco square-rooted
in binomial balanced ego/eco Earth’s RealTime Prime
nutrient value ReGenerating CoArising Integral-Unitarian
Health-Integrity Synergetic Commons,
Polycultural Outcome Integrity.
AnthroMythos creation-story-re-ligions EarthTribal Iconic Logos,
Gaia Goddess of EcoJustice, Rain, Water, Earth, Regenerate Fertility, etc.
we do our poli-economic hoky-poky,
as we turn our Earth-nest around,
upside down,
where BlueHeaven still moon lights GreenEarth
in full double-negative temporal-bilateral fractals
of energetic frequency and healthy compost-function.
Poetry,
like Wisdom Literature,
great nutritional ecotherapeutic reading for insomniacs,
but be careful of which nutrient-choices you make,
whether reading or writing
some are healthier than others.
Polycultural diversity is usually our self-optimizing choice,
more permaculturally tested and researched for full-octave balancing harmony,
full-color witnessed and time regenerated,
loved and metasystemically synergized
as nature rhymes with nurture
and reason rhymes with season
and Bucky rhymes with Lucky
Plan ZeroCentric B/A Resonance.
Revolutionary Dynamics,
like evolution as ego/ecosystemic bilateral balance
of mythic poetic Timing,
logos-muse of CoPresent Diastatic Now,
stepping firmly
in our dance following past and hunting future Earth-nativity.
Note to PostMillennial God of Time:
Your human race exhausts ourselves
and our home
and our extended DNA/RNA family
and our soul-soil
and our blood-water flow of ecotherapeutic life
and our healthy integrative atmosphere.
What was Anger and FearFilled Memory of Heaven
has fallen upon Earth
a venial parasite
with rapacious competitive intent
to absorb the very last drop of hope
out of PreMillennial economic-industrial development
and politically faithless degenerate futures
for PostMillennial divestment
of your sacred cooperative-regenerate Wisdom vestments.
But, your continuously divine intent and practice,
your eco-vocation
to love each moment
born of past
just a bit more elationally,
co-relationally,
than we would without its baggaged past
and yet just a bit less
than its co-arising intent
toward regenerate Heaven on nondual healthy Earth,
Tribes advocating for PostMillennial cooperating networks
more than competing root systems,
global gods and goddesses
of bicameral eco-empathic loving CoPresent Time.
Why does such ecological healthy inclusive love
exhaust your sacred Time’s greatest lovers?
How could such profound integrity
so profoundly isolate
within co-arising and coincidental polypathy,
enculturing voices and divine integrity’s designs?
Information eco-functions in-empathic-telligence
blending bicameral positive evolution of love toward peace,
by struggling and suffering with dualdark angry PreMillennial,
painful birth,
and fear of post-climatic Millennialism,
static ego/anthro/”Earth”encultured death.
PostMillennial Gods and Goddesses of Time’s incarnate body
exhaustively repurpose PreMillennial Tribes of DNA/RNA double-binding EcoMind,
surfing bilaterally primal power of discontinuous enclosing prisons,
closed-set metasystems,
yet wildly suffering flows elational,
positive-midway double-negative in revolutionary scientific retrospect,
evolution branching spaciating time’s eco-birth
through and of and in and by and for each moment
of Ego’s co-messianic post-millennial death
of fear of Time’s co-gravitating absence.
Completely purgative,
your universal smooth-structured metaphysique of lovely synergy,
primal relationship of understoried creation,
between as within each pre- with post-Earth enthymeme,
health loving,
integral intuition
of dipolar dialectic diastatic vocation,
rolling toward hope for cooperating lives
yet terrified to let go
of Ego’s discontinuous
disintegrating
decomposing lively deaths
of co-incarnate Memory,
EcoNorms of God Love,
democratically ubiquitous,
global co-arising equity of faith,
yet solely present-tense accessible,
EcoPresent Diastolic
Becoming/Being
Longing/Belonging TaoTime.
You’re the flame around my heart,
am I still your smile
when we’re apart?
As you leave your flame flares up,
but when I look into your face,
I miss your fuel-fired smiling fart.
If you’re my fire
where were you before my first flame?
What were you before in me?
After your last flame
returns from where it came
what remains but primal memory?
Although our flames elapse and change,
consume and exhale in recessed waves,
are you this same fire
from first consuming flame
through our last expiring rest?
Other than your warm body
of Earth’s wavey-rational co-gravitation,
how are we not the same fire
I watched expire last night?
How do fire storms and tsunami
earthquakes with family landslides
measure life’s self-reflective Time?
Our flame of hearts
hide co-viral souls
all the same
in some primal ways,
yet more interesting in our difference
through other times and sacred places,
heartflow space
as nature’s species
emerging fertile trends
with despairing ends,
encultured Trees of Life
as discultured Root Systems of DeComposing Death,
inducing memories of good flame health
interrupted by time’s double-present boundary,
pathology of absent loss of breath.
Is this how our flame of love
is sacredly Sun’s same zero-Soul?
yet mundane nature’s
more uniquely DNA identified
absence of warm love
and peaceful pastures?
Flames co-arise up and down
to up and out evolve again
another day of shared reiterative memory,
another season,
another moment,
another spacetime advent toward
regene-culturing well-fired outcomes
of prime temporal co-relations,
Yang poli-flame emergent hearts,
as YinYin co-rising-gravitating economics
of fire’s all-consuming productive flow,
(0)-soul bicameral permaculture,
healthy well-balanced compost,
burning nutrients of air and soil,
mixing internal neuronic-neutronic DNA-treated-water
baptizing RNA-treated breaths
of inhaling/exhaling Sun greets Earth ecology.
Wavey flames with nutrient fuel
form co-arising hearts,
Prime Relationships
so zero-centric strong
mere zen-dipolar intent
raises Yang’s full-power flame
with YinYin fertile RNA-fractal balanced flow,
WinWin CoRelational Balancing
zippy hearts against wilting flowers,
YangUracil’s optimizing CQI health-trend
regenerating midway fire.
Your flame inhales and exhales
smiling DNA Yang,
reversing notnot smiling-aptic reverse-trend LoseLose,
my ecofertile flow fuels spirit flames,
sensual breaths,
co-empathic smiles
toward RNA equivalent tempered WinWin Balance,
co-gravitating flames Right-ebb
as Left Positive Psychology flow
of co-arising dialectic health
(0)Rigin as (0)Mega OrthoPraxis,
cooperative bicameral health of flames
love to smell and grow together.
You’re the flame around my bicameral heart,
am I still your bilaterally co-gravitating smile,
when we’re apart?
Most everything I learned about the history of evolution
feels colored by Julian Jaynes’ theory of language
and culture
and history
and icons of ecological systems and functions,
forms and frequencies,
rhythms and ironic, ionic
dualdark cosmological bicameral transparency.
This is not something peculiar to Jaynes
or even to DNA-syntaxed cultural Memory,
flowing back to Elder Right MindBody ecoroots
of systemic cooperative therapy and health,
DNA/RNA solidarity
through mutual political/economic Left/Right bicameral solidarity,
a regeneratives-only need apply globally nutritious revolution.
When I think back
through RNA’s original prime relationship,
normative gestalt
for fractal-seasonal-temporal ecosystemic development,
I see Ego’s God of ReGenerating Truth
as both Earth’s RNA polyculturally inclusive SunGod,
and Mother’s DNA-embryonic
Open EcoSystemic
Universal Timeless Folding/UnUnFolding CoGravitating Moment,
incarnating (0)-soul Basic Attendance,
BiCameral EarthDominant Consciousness.
Jaynes presents the emergence of a polypathic puzzle
as Ego’s humane/divine balancing vocation,
assigned by RightBrain bilateral-temporal-aptic/synaptic Elder
cousins and plants,
flows and functions,
fractal forms and octave-frequencies
emerging time’s bilateral,
four seasoned, four dimensioned, dialectically reasoned,
and logos-languaged,
ecoconsciousness of healthy-confluence v. cognitive-affective dissonance,
chronic temporal stress
of RNA/DNA solidarity-normed ecotherapy,
Earth’s ecosystemic TimePrimed root system
emerging back to BlackHole timeless embryonic AbsentTransParent
(0)Mega Point
of ReGenerative Revolutionary-Synergetic Origin.
Well, that’s the way this LeftBrain dominant Ego
reads Jaynes back through pre-bicameral history,
but could this be a way of seeing
our humane/divine history as decomposing itself,
in reverse of LeftBrain emergent dominance
as PreMillennial EgoAnthroCentric Time
for processing RNA’s original regenerative development
cooperative embryonic project,
to emerge Exterior Landscape/Interior Landscape
as Ego/EcoSacredCoPresent Absence
due to incarnational mindbody restraints
on Open Systemic (0)-soul God/Goddess of Time’s
Ego/Eco BiLateral CoArising
PolyTherapeutic Evolutionary
EcoPresence.
Well, OK,
there are a lot of paradigmatic nests
in BiCameralYangYin’s ecologically emerging nutritious soup.
But, essentially this evolving Ego
suggests to your evolving Ego/Eco
Interior/Exterior co-enculturing health-outcome agenda
that consciousness evolves
because bicameral eco-consciousness co-evolves
through open systemic genetic codex,
restricted solely by harmonic dipolar balance
within (0)-ecotime
to PostMillennially Transition
back toward Left-Right mutually subsidiary
political and economic balance.
This EgoLeft dominant adventure
unfolds as Moses leads and develops
and evolves toward Eco-ReGenerative Promise.
EcoConsciousness through Ego’s bicameral lenses
develops and evolves DNA/RNA health optimization.
Ego-with-EcoRight evolution is both physical and metaphysical,
both memory and love of regenerative future,
etching synapses
and aptic-basic PrimeRelationship of DiPolar Solidarity
deep in ecobiosystems
of HealthEnculturing CoArising Revolution.
Perhaps Jaynes did not anticipate
what emerges up,
in excess of tipping point equi-valent healthy balance,
invites us to breathe back out again
toward PostMillennial LeftRight BiCameral ReGenerating Balance,
reconnecting with wisdom of Elder Right’s SunGod and EarthGoddess
TransParent Regenerators of Heavenly ecosystems
playing a more PermaCulturally CoOperative
WinWin Solitairity Game
with DNA/RNA Fractal PrimeTime Presence,
erupting Golden DiPolar SpaceTime 4D CoRelationRatio,
then Golden Diastatic Logos Rules of ReGenerative Systemic Health,
then Golden Elixir of EcoRegenerative Health/Wealth
Internal/External Landscape co-arising designs and plans,
embryonic developments of self-reiterating MotherEarth,
flying and swimming and surfing
through SunGod’s co-gravitational revolutionary fields
and forms and functional flows
of primetime Tao co-elation.
In right/left relationship
with both full and absent universal landscape,
each will declare
beloved global cooperative community
as Ego has emerged from this Absent Other
History predicts future
only as each and all so resolve,
and co-resonate,
co-emerge this WinWin advent
of revolutionary EcoSolidarity.
Listening together,
with deductive-dipolar bicameral ears,
then speaking with polypathic dialectical confluence,
then acting more regeneratively healthy and safe
with each DNA/RNA Codex Creation Story,
ending without fear and anger
but absorbing synergetic limitless
timelessly open regenerating
diastatic-climaxing
eco-integrity.
Ego’s every transition moment
potential CoPresent culminating NOW
into history’s co-gravitating
reincarnating
great-transition memory
of dualdark aptic/resonant-synaptic embryonic Time,
to bless and/or curse dreams and days
of those you will so partially leave behind,
to regenerate as needed
for healthier compost futures.
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