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Ego Speaks for YangYin History

Most everything I learned about the history of evolution
feels colored by Julian Jaynes’ theory of language
and culture
and history
and icons of ecological systems and functions,
forms and frequencies,
rhythms and ironic, ionic
dualdark cosmological bicameral transparency.

This is not something peculiar to Jaynes
or even to DNA-syntaxed cultural Memory,
flowing back to Elder Right MindBody ecoroots
of systemic cooperative therapy and health,
DNA/RNA solidarity
through mutual political/economic Left/Right bicameral solidarity,
a regeneratives-only need apply globally nutritious revolution.

When I think back
through RNA’s original prime relationship,
normative gestalt
for fractal-seasonal-temporal ecosystemic development,
I see Ego’s God of ReGenerating Truth
as both Earth’s RNA polyculturally inclusive SunGod,
and Mother’s DNA-embryonic
Open EcoSystemic
Universal Timeless Folding/UnUnFolding CoGravitating Moment,
incarnating (0)-soul Basic Attendance,
BiCameral EarthDominant Consciousness.

Jaynes presents the emergence of a polypathic puzzle
as Ego’s humane/divine balancing vocation,
assigned by RightBrain bilateral-temporal-aptic/synaptic Elder
cousins and plants,
flows and functions,
fractal forms and octave-frequencies
emerging time’s bilateral,
four seasoned, four dimensioned, dialectically reasoned,
and logos-languaged,
ecoconsciousness of healthy-confluence v. cognitive-affective dissonance,
chronic temporal stress
of RNA/DNA solidarity-normed ecotherapy,
Earth’s ecosystemic TimePrimed root system
emerging back to BlackHole timeless embryonic AbsentTransParent
(0)Mega Point
of ReGenerative Revolutionary-Synergetic Origin.

Well, that’s the way this LeftBrain dominant Ego
reads Jaynes back through pre-bicameral history,
but could this be a way of seeing
our humane/divine history as decomposing itself,
in reverse of LeftBrain emergent dominance
as PreMillennial EgoAnthroCentric Time
for processing RNA’s original regenerative development
cooperative embryonic project,
to emerge Exterior Landscape/Interior Landscape
as Ego/EcoSacredCoPresent Absence
due to incarnational mindbody restraints
on Open Systemic (0)-soul God/Goddess of Time’s
Ego/Eco BiLateral CoArising
PolyTherapeutic Evolutionary
EcoPresence.

Well, OK,
there are a lot of paradigmatic nests
in BiCameralYangYin’s ecologically emerging nutritious soup.
But, essentially this evolving Ego
suggests to your evolving Ego/Eco
Interior/Exterior co-enculturing health-outcome agenda
that consciousness evolves
because bicameral eco-consciousness co-evolves
through open systemic genetic codex,
restricted solely by harmonic dipolar balance
within (0)-ecotime
to PostMillennially Transition
back toward Left-Right mutually subsidiary
political and economic balance.

This EgoLeft dominant adventure
unfolds as Moses leads and develops
and evolves toward Eco-ReGenerative Promise.
EcoConsciousness through Ego’s bicameral lenses
develops and evolves DNA/RNA health optimization.

Ego-with-EcoRight evolution is both physical and metaphysical,
both memory and love of regenerative future,
etching synapses
and aptic-basic PrimeRelationship of DiPolar Solidarity
deep in ecobiosystems
of HealthEnculturing CoArising Revolution.

Perhaps Jaynes did not anticipate
what emerges up,
in excess of tipping point equi-valent healthy balance,
invites us to breathe back out again
toward PostMillennial LeftRight BiCameral ReGenerating Balance,
reconnecting with wisdom of Elder Right’s SunGod and EarthGoddess
TransParent Regenerators of Heavenly ecosystems
playing a more PermaCulturally CoOperative
WinWin Solitairity Game
with DNA/RNA Fractal PrimeTime Presence,
erupting Golden DiPolar SpaceTime 4D CoRelationRatio,
then Golden Diastatic Logos Rules of ReGenerative Systemic Health,
then Golden Elixir of EcoRegenerative Health/Wealth
Internal/External Landscape co-arising designs and plans,
embryonic developments of self-reiterating MotherEarth,
flying and swimming and surfing
through SunGod’s co-gravitational revolutionary fields
and forms and functional flows
of primetime Tao co-elation.

In right/left relationship
with both full and absent universal landscape,
each will declare
beloved global cooperative community
as Ego has emerged from this Absent Other
History predicts future
only as each and all so resolve,
and co-resonate,
co-emerge this WinWin advent
of revolutionary EcoSolidarity.

Listening together,
with deductive-dipolar bicameral ears,
then speaking with polypathic dialectical confluence,
then acting more regeneratively healthy and safe
with each DNA/RNA Codex Creation Story,
ending without fear and anger
but absorbing synergetic limitless
timelessly open regenerating
diastatic-climaxing
eco-integrity.

Ego’s every transition moment
potential CoPresent culminating NOW
into history’s co-gravitating
reincarnating
great-transition memory
of dualdark aptic/resonant-synaptic embryonic Time,
to bless and/or curse dreams and days
of those you will so partially leave behind,
to regenerate as needed
for healthier compost futures.

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Earth Tune

I love our richtimes
moments stolen from starched yesterdays,
we live warm steam scentimes
through future’s dark crimes.

I miss our deep earthtones
our space for free reign
before we missed race rhymes
shouting thin through shared bones.

I know our lovetones
our place for free form
we fly empathic spacetime
where Earth’s reasons have rhymes.

I love your vast humor,
co-passion with fools,
your red flows rich manna
free grow golden schools.

We live our fast rumor
compassion’s love fool.
To love co-paced echo
co-rise life’s kind cruel.

 

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Bending Nature’s Temporal Bow

The way of Heaven, and health,
for that matter,
Is it not like the bending of a bow?
The top comes down and the bottom-end goes up.
The extra is shorted, the insufficient is expanded.
(Laotse, “Bending the Bow,” pp. 305-6, 1942, Modern Library, Lin Yutang, ed.)

The way of economic paradise,
is it not like the bending of a therapeutic bow?
The top comes down as the poverty-end goes up.
The fattest are shortened,
as the insufficient expand.
It is the way of Beloved Community
to take away from those upstream, with too much,
by mutually investing with those without enough downstream.

Not so with human nature’s way:
We take away freedom and power from those without BusinessAsUsual value
And give them as tribute to those with too much.
Who can have enough and to spare to coredeem the entire world?
Only Wisdom.
Therefore the Sage acts and transacts,
but does not possess or dispossess,
Accomplishes but lays claim to no credit or deficit,
Because he has no wish to seem economically or ecologically superior to 0-soul value.
(Adapted from ibid)

Bending this permacultural bow of bilateral boundariesin time,
between host and client,
the bender and the bowed,
rich and poor,
stimulus and co-response,
self with eco-other,
YangYes as NotNotNo YinYin,
Left in sacred solidarity with Right,
full summer’s incubating copassionate heat
with deep winter’s decomposing cold compost,
until all four Seasons equivalently fulfill,
diastolically complete health management
and co-arising equitable investment,
trough naturally and mutually integrative functions.

When seen together,
through Left’s “both-and” ecological
as Right’s “not-not” logical dipolar landscapes,
through life’s therapeutic/pathological seasons
preferring well-fired water and airy subterranean soil,
C through F closed-fractal
as A through Guanine/Adenine RNA-regeneratively open pregnant octaves,
through annual win-win economic balancing life-health games
reflecting perennial win-lose ecological cycles
of (0)-sum slow revolutionary harmonic cosmic balance,
we can each and all shoot comprehensive conscious arrows
into fertile post-millennial enculturation,
drenched in eco-Earth’s self-Ego love.

Living,
bow-hunting each moment as my Tipping Point last
and our more polyculturally inclusive bilateral last octave step
toward ego death’s eco-ionic winterish rebirth.

This more fully organic mind-culture we are hunting
and farming and foresting,
a rich composting Holding SpaceTime
of (0)-centric positive polynomial values
appositively balancing,
tipping,
exchanging,
transporting negative not-not non-named,
ignored, neglected, dispossessed and undervalued Disvalues
of Anger and Fear of Time’s Great CoArising Departure,
lurking behind our Fractal-Crystal-TransParent Commons
for recycling cognitive dissonance,
slowly pulling into enlightening days and Transitioning ReGeneration
to explore harmonies of scale and pitch,
and developmental learning stages,
proportional polyculturing designs and cooperative guilds
to optimize Positive Systemic Teleology
by diminishing eisegetical “unconscious” dissonance
from our global cooperative orthopraxis–
jump-starting universal co-empathy.

Dynamic perennial understory,
regeneratively reseeding germination of Healthy SpaceTime’s
Zero-Sum eco-logical Four Seasons of growth and decay cycles;
too often confused with stagnant ego-serving Orthodoxy
degenerating Earth’s gasping Business-As-Usual breath.

Time optimizes sustainable Ego-Yang’s diastolic inhalation
through our Self-Subsidizing Eco-Yin-with-Yin cooperative exhalation.
Yin exhaling is Yang inhaling.
We find only 0-centric difference of identity.

Investing in Ego-reducing praxis for ContinuousQualityImprovement,
Bucky’s least dissonant way to improve failing systems
is to optimize their environmental ecosystems,
their ecological balance and holistic harmonious potential flow streams,
especially their root-systemic perennial enculturation environments
to grow more effective year-round economic health nutrients,
collateral correlational evidence for Positive Teleological Value,
and less cognitive dissonant Ways and Means toward profligate hope,
Truth and Consequences for regenerating inclusive faith,
in The Good Life and Death of synergetic coredeemer love,
a graceful co-messianic incarnation
of post-millennial Tao ReGenesis.

Balancing dia-praxis,
including comprehensive eco-consciousness dialogue,
grows from primally rooted regenerative fractal systemic health-practice.
Positive practice intent is not even possible to grow therapeutically
without a Positive Teleological Assumption,
too often attenuated as merely enthymematic empathic-wish fullness.

People harboring insanity, depression, opposition,
sociopathology,
high stressed over-populated anxiety,
are less well-oriented to Positive Teleological Orthopraxis
due to a lack of sufficient health-equity practice
unveiling contenting implications within contentious dissonance,
therapeutic relationships of mutual basic co-empathic attendance
and cooperatively active mentorship.

The way of Beloved Climax Community
and Communication,
is it not like the bending of a Full Four Season
permacultural bow facing bilateral namaste
for life as death reborn?

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Life’s Time Investment

What price soars too high
for your integrity investment
in future’s hope and then faith
to regenerate more love?

Could your well-fed cost
invest too high
for further return on life
enriching present
predicting more therapeutic future,
absorbing dark memories
of this still angry stress-filled past?

Or perhaps more likely
to divest of integrity’s potential
thereby further empowering angers past
and future fears of life’s short sane seasons
of contentment.

Sometimes we are too preoccupied with counting costs
to even consider if we could afford
not to invest everything we are in love.

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If our Price is Right

“At the beginning of the twenty-first century,
for the luckiest
[high-risk and opportunity for eco-consciousness]
people who have ever been born,
it seems that our passionate pursuit of individuation
has reached its [EgoLeft dominant] apex.”

“We have discovered that we are [also] part of a vast,
complex,
multidimensional
[polynomial, polycultural, polypathic, polymorphic, polysymbiotic]
fourteen-billion-year process
that is evolving right now,
as ourselves
[AND Other AND Earth
as WinWinWin eco-cooperative poli-economic
love-medicine systemic health resolution].”

“And our ability to recognize this vast [healthy/pathological] trajectory
that lies behind us
and that still lives within us
allows us to appreciate
the tremendous significance of the [great transitional] moment
we are [evolving] in.”

The awakening of this evolutionary
[ecoconscious bilateral-dipolar systemic comprehension]
shatters the postmodern predicament.
And it is up to those of us who recognize this liberating context–
the luckiest [bicameral balancing] people in the world–
to make ourselves available
to the [coarising] energy and [co]intelligence that has,
over tens of thousands of years,
patiently cultivated our human capacity
for higher [and deeper] consciousness
and [self/other interdependent Left/Right eco-dominant] cognition,
so that it [regenerative healthy love]
can take the next step,
through us and as us.”

Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment, pp. 83-84, 2011, SelectBooks

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ZenGarden Moonlight

What might be your perfect way
to awake with joy and gratitude each morning
within this new day
of opportunity and mourning?

For me,
this morning’s epiphonic awakening
into Beloved Paradise,
would open my eyes to a full bright winter moon
shining through my bedroom window
greeting pale yellow dawn
fading starlit sky of not quite night.

To awake fully conscious
I am more than loved
and seldom feared
or cause for anger,
if only because I am,
as are all Earth’s re-creations,
reborn Full Moon’s eco-fertile nurturing love,
and reverse-time elliptical fear of climatic Ego death
into EcoLife’s Full Moon Climax,
and pouty dual-dark transparent Absence,
of full bilateral revolving Moon’s regenerate-therapy light
day, transparent-linked with night’s transition dreaming
drenched in Full Moon’s light,
realizing I have another hour
before that fearful angry alarm goes off,
and I once again wake up to Business As Usual
EgoLeft, too-Yang dominant to remember
Full Moon’s designing bright
flowing time’s self-promoting dreams as Love
defined-deduced-reduced by DualDark Absence.

We ReGenerate therapeutic-intended natural gardens by day,
revolving Love’s sacred spiritual FullMoon Buddhabody by night,
Ego as EcoTime’s light AND dualdark
FullSelf-Conscious
BiLaterally Revolutionary Moon,
zen-centered toward and around Earth,
radiant and gratefully double-bound
eco-gravity balance,
in octave-fractal frequent waves of light
and not=faith-in-not-yet
co-arising risk+opportunity.

What might be our perfect way
to start and end each day
with humane/divine timely dreams
of peace-stretching polypathic nights?

From whence derive awakening reborn transitions,
watering polyculture-garden love
drowning past and future Ego-monoculture,
Absence of fertile NighTime conversation.

We dance with dreams of grandfather Sun’s universal time.
We dream in chains,
dualdark yet transparent,
of grandmother Moon’s Full and Dark,
love-medicine v pathology, Times.

But, what do I know
about consciousness of rhythm and rhyme,
I’ve been up for hours,
all ecologically regenerative wealth
evaporated with the rising sun.

I suppose this is the “mourning” side
of night’s re-creative Absence.

At noon my mind bows East and West,
spiritual practice shapes liturgical rites
and steps of each gardening day,
as regenerate natural intent shapes non-linguistic flow
and function of each night,
investing with emergent Elders
from DNA’s EarthTribal Voice
of streams,
and seasons,
atmospheric sea,
and eco-gravitating moon’s forest light.

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All Roads Lead Home

All love roads toward Home,
if home is Rome,
then all roads lead toward Romish home,
especially when we are in a climatic crisis
and we really do need to be Home
to grow as healthy and safe as can be.

Why can’t Person A’s prickly paradise
become Person B’s gooey quagmire of a nightmare,
until Person B remembers
how and why and when and where
they have co-arose Person A?

Why can’t one person’s genius
be another person’s Wild Card,
and vice versa?

If one person’s technology
can be another person’s magic,
then why can’t one person’s science
be another person’s craft,
and the other way around?

Why can’t one person’s medicine
be another person’s ecotherapy
becoming medicine?

Why can’t one person’s Tipping Point
dialectical ecosystemic theory of time as bilateral function
be another person’s Mythic Earth Creation Story,
and both-and?

Why can’t one person’s fear about pre-climatic critical intervention trends,
as too slow and lethargic and ignorant,
be another person’s just-right ReGenesis Myth?

Why can’t one person’s Gethsemane Garden
be another person’s PermaCulture Sesame Street?
1. Where we first notice what’s goin’ down.
2. Then discover how to improve the flowers
and cull the weedpatch Groutches
into a somewhat better sense of humor
reqarding hygienic therapy
and what is grungy treasure.
3. Co-invest in implementation,
hosting cooperative stone-soup gift-it-forward
Golden Rules of relationship
and transactions,
4. Harvest healthy wealth
like polyculturally organic Cookie Monsters,

Dressed up as Bodisattva Warriors
costumed for WinWin chess
folding and unfolding co-empathic choices
until everybody wins
because no one ever dies alone
or afraid to live together
on Sesame Street,
in mindbody homes,
whether in or beyond Rome.

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Straining ToGather

Our cognitive and emotional struggles against dissonance of all varieties,
and struggles for more love and consciousness and health
work better as decompositions laid out between Ego and Eco,
as cooperative nondual co-arising partners,
Left and Right MindBody
of one Tao (0)-Centric Soul identity
with interior landscape of primally inter-relational diastatic dipolarity,
a sensory-rich neural DNA/RNA encrypted-implied replication

and by “implied”, perhaps with David Bohm and Bucky Fuller,
precessively stretching toward WinWin reiterative balance

living in and as an embryonic ecosystem
with universal open-set group-4D,
reverse-hierarchical Win choice-making
toward most fully abundant resonant resolutions.

EgoLeft, new AnthroKid within Earth’s Elder RNA Tribes,
was never intended to dominate struggle between EgoSelf
and SuperegoGod,
much less a competitive struggle to collaterally reiterate
cooperative polycultural outcomes
mutually reinvested
within all Earth’s RNA/DNA ReGenerate Scripture Stories,

RNA’s natural evolutionary hope to predict light v dark,
warm v cold,
as ++WinWin v (-,-)LoseLose
fractal-dialectic dipolar electromagnetic balance
to optimize multiregenerational folds,
unfolds,
refolds,
and more revolutionary trending
pre-empathic PreFold PolyPathic Primal Relationship
ecometrics of 4D Information Systemic Time
speciating as spaciating, flowing functions
branching and rooting
in ++/(-,-) Trees of regenerative information,
past identity AND memory future imaginative-empathic strings,
back and forward,
time’s bilateral eco-selfconscious intention as dialectical information,
and NOW eco-therapeutic diapraxis.

This is our shared bicameral cooperative,
our Bodisattva Warrior Occupation,
our Earth’s RNA/DNA Common Rights
to revolution-balanced as reiterative-balancing
EgoLeft/EcoRight CoPresence,
redundantly Self/Other empathic co-conscious,
balancing polypathic +,+,
deductive AND implied-inductive co-function,
with yin-squared (-,-)
as WinWin 0-soul group theory
concerning ecosystems and their dynamic 4D equivalency
within time’s bilateral and bicamerally incarnated
neural-temporal articulation
AND
Time’s binomial dipolar 0-centric
double-bindary () equivalency
of Qbit double-fractal octaves harmonizing closed-set octaves
ionic and iconically reminiscent of RNA’s interior landscape
as also dialectic-function-fractal and dipolar-equivating
self-optimizing toward Continuous Quality Improvement
Health and Safety ReGenerative
CoOperative DoublyDense,
yet TransParent,
Original Intent.

Warriors for, with, as, by
time’s bilaterally regenerating health and safety
RNA-syntaxed EarthDesigner’s CoAgenda,
which, for me,
speaks in dialects of PostMillennial Tao-TimeZeroism.

Our shared Warrior and Occupier struggle,
as individuals,
as DNA Tribal Sacred Holons,
as parents with positive and negative intentions
and co-mentoring practices internal as externally intended,
as economists with health and pathologically competitive intentions
and co-mentoring acquisitional transactions and habits,
commodification addictions,
cooperatively healthy eco-emergence
yet fear of future internal and external mindbody market failures,
anger about past internal and external losses,
but also love for nutritional full-sensory
deductive/inductive nondual co-arising health
as Self+Other+Earth co-optimizing WinWinWin wealth.

Economic CoOccupier leaders lead toward cooperative,
mutual-subsidiarity as WinWin GoldenRule equity
0-interest sum-total balance of play options
within one ecosystemic life’s abundant and beloved
and perennially climaxing every summer
full-octave revolving repurposing
regenerative love-life value.

CoOperative Political Warriors begin to see
how one thought leads toward another,
both-and another paradigm,
and another polycultural evolutionary health-paradigm,
and a polypathic eco-normic bicameral full-fractal WinWin
4D bionic networking 0-soul naturally webbing paradigm
within Time’s self-reflective
co-informing
wise and healthy
permacultural eco-intelligent CoPresent.

We could not find each other
without this globally permacultural language
accessible to all,
and reasonably assured of discerning
which choices tend more positive-therapeutic MidWay,
as those which are also double-negative co-pathological
decomposing trend-lines pointing up
toward revolutionary refolding of status quo suboptimization frames
within Time’s historic languaged culture.

There can be no true and honest and logical,
rational dichotomy between individual
and Anthrocentric
and Earth’s ecotherapeutic rights
to abundantly celebrate equivalent freedom
to cooperative regenerative multicultural health,
with freedom from DNA-languaged past anger
about wealthy-ego-loss mindbody
as freedom from future-fear
about wealthy-ego-loss design
of this mindbody’s 0-centric CoPresent
timeless immortality.

Each and every bicameral ego-holonic life begins
with 0-soul intention toward political and economic cooperative diapraxis
through communication
developing communal intention through ++/(-,-) syntax default,
and it is with this same sacred-holonic CoPresence,
paradise-attentive balance
that we re-enter our eco-conscious diastasis
TransParent network
regenerating square-rooting fractals
implying timeless CoPresence,
when not decomposing more like a Beehive Nest,
drowsy with all that luscious warm honey,
hibernating through winter’s dreamy rest
toward timeless co-elational unbirth.

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Permacultural Koan

I love this koan from 1,000 years ago, or more.

“What is it? Medicine and sickness mutually correspond. The world is medicine. What is the Self?”
by10th c. Zen Master Yunmen

So, yes,
Self for me is Ego”sickness”,
deductively and reductively self-composed
of dipolar AngryPast and FutureFear,
trying to figure out a narrow path
toward healthy and hearty love
as cooperative life therapy
within this eternal now of Time and Love,
BiCamerally CoPresent.

Which brings us to the world as EcoEarth SpaceTime ReGenerative “Medicine”,
for balancing Ego’s narrowly anthrocentric WorldSick Pathological view,
with Eco-Right-MindBody’s RNA-centric
Universal Ecosystemic-Dialogical-Temporal-Linear-BiLateral-TimeFused-CoEmpathic CoRelational Exterior/Interior
DiPolar Landscape
Now=Love=CoArising.ReGenerate Health and Safety Outcomes,
or at least natural ecosystemic research toward such outcomes,

All species are PermaCulturally Designed to optimize nutritional sustainability
and well-being of global RNA residents,
each and all (0)Zen-Tao thermodynamically, electromagnetically, co-gravitationally, bicamerally neural-bilaterally balanced
dialectic harmonic primetime,
surrounded by cognitive dissonance.

Moving away from an analogical/ecological dialect
and turning toward digital as:
Binary Positive/Negative Correlation CoOperative WinWin Network
BiCameral and BiNomial 4D equivalency
for WinWin Outcome Design
of (0)Earth’s most regeneratively dense synergetic nutritionally rich bullseye.

Then to Permaculture Design
for InteriorEgo and ExteriorEco landscapes
for therapeutic function:
Of highest priority
on the PermaCulture Designer’s Map
of Love/Peace/Health growth trends,
facilitated by co-disinvestment in Anger and Fear-driven monocultural-trending pathology,
“sickness” gifting-forward our best issues of what to steer clear of,
and cut back on,
for a healthy cooperative/competitive EcoConscious
AND
Ego-Anthro-Centric nondual co-arising/co-gravitational time of life
as synonymous with love and synergy and possibly empathy
and positive/negative dipolar elation.

Bicameral neural-dipolar “sickness” devolves double-binding negative dissonance, negative YinYin energy,
and
dialectic “Medicine” as love-power-positive
and peace-content-inductive-flow-function
of, from, for, toward regenerately healthy/robust RNA/DNA encrypted Time..

Where there is both peace and love,
there is no longer room or time for anger and/or fear
of lack of time for positive Healthy/Therapeutic CoRelation
within (0)-soul balancing EcoPresent NowConsciousness
of timeless co-arising times and seasons
within ecosystems with times and seasons
within language with dialectical timing
and seasoned DNA/RNA diafractal syntax.
for light and dark,
warm and cold,
positive and double-negative,
Medicine and sickness,
health and death,
polycultural fullness and monocultural empty-nest,
echoing bicameral silo Self co-arising
elating confluent-aptic CoPresent
medicinal eco-consciousness.

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Loving Defiance

Punishing for revenge,
could this occur to natural systems
without capacity to imagine alternative futures?

Punishing others for their defiant behavior,
actions and words stronger than merely ignorant
bolder than merely angry with each other, and ourselves,
but how much more
to accurately measure fair consequences
for words of anger
compared to more aggressive, too often violent,
defiance?

If I had never been a victim of another’s vengeance,
bullying,
violence of word and deed,
intent and practice to exercise power of revenge
against a defiant world,
including me,
however unwittingly, impersonally,
would all defiance in my life
calm down into more generic anger
about fear of living as dying alone,
haunting dreams of chronic claustrophobic stress?

Perhaps my defiance was merely being who I really am,
but it didn’t look right through your vengeance lens of opportunity
v. risk.
A safer mark becomes another punished victim
growing increasingly defiant and/or depressed.

Repressive chronic stress
echoing post-partum critical stress disorder,
and fear of Ego’s demise
predicting total loss of sensory consciousness,
loss of love co-arising Time and Life,
CoPresent TransParent Consciousness,
Communicant of InFormating Memory Strains.

If no defiant anger,
then no punishing revenge.
If no revengeful lack of mercy,
then no fear-filled anger,
opening each moment’s life
to love’s new-old possibilities.

An empire of nations and tribes,
and sometimes mobs and klans,
invested in competing my anger against your fear.
Evil intent and competitive will have suboptimized Live
by divesting of truly symbiotic evolution
as nondual co-arising healthy regeneration trends
for all Earth’s Tribes,
but only worshipped as NotNot HumanNatural EcoSystemic Universal Timeless Power and Integrative Function
by HumanNatural EcoSystems,
perversely enough.

An empirically deductive-dominant historical culture
falls defiantly apart,
angry and afraid,
to open unoccupied space for empathic nondual love,
peacefully interdependent governance,
mutually subsidiary co-mentoring ego/eco balance therapists
advocating contentment of cooperative ecosystems
over contention of competitive political-economic systems,
designing and developing merciful justice
as active pay-it-forward peace.

PreMillennial Tyranny of angry frightening gods and destiny
fading before Great Transition Bodhisattva Warriors
finding good humor in mutual co-existing on Earth as Host,
serving nutritious composting manna,
to all permacultural role-models
aspiring toward polycultural outcomes,
BiCameral Occupier-Parasites
filled with nuclear-neural folding and unfolding regeneratively-timed virus,
benign merger messages of deductive/inductive-empathic balance,
like breathing in and out,
to produce healthier and safer outcomes than revenge,
followed by more defiance, etc.

Revenge breeds defiance
as forgiveness and zero-interest investments
breed co-arising love/live and nutritional prosperity.

Forgiving defiance,
whether personal or political,
whether economic or environmental,
predicts optimal revenge
of loving anger and fear
as they co-mentor our selves,
our cells,
our memory of time,
both day and night bicameral.

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