Places I like to be
look like faces I could become
looking at opportunities and risks
for this place I have come to be.
Faces I would like to see
looking back and forth with sky and trees,
flowers and healthy seeds
flowing down clean rivers
of cooperative mindbody economies,
smiling our mutually political gratitude
for healthy happy polyculturing faces.
Graces Earth regenerates to share,
reincarnate Time’s investments
through healthy places with clear-flowing faces.
What color is angry?
Red!
What color is sad?
blueeeee…
What color is nutrient health?
green, like wealth?
What color is hate?
BLACK!!!
What color is happy?
Yellow? Like sun light.
What color is sad?
Greyscale.
What color is love?
For some white absence,
for others dipolar TransParent,
for others full rainbow,
waterplant roots ultra-violet.
PolyCulturing Love
symbiotic transformation,
of Ego
stepping into Ego-Eco Equity,
political and economic full-color eco-octaves
of therapeutic function,
resonating regenerate health
of light as affective-eco-empathic time-frequencies.
Eco-intelligent conscious information
decomposing as bicameral exformation
dualdark concave crystal rainbow
of ecopolitical natural regenesis,
biculturally nurturing color function,
mad-red
through glad-yellow, mellow,
springing up green hope toward faith,
black fears of fear our monoculturing ego-selves,
ultra-violet sacredology of colors
as wheels
as revolutions of holonic evolutions
of health as regenerating physical
with metaphysical merging polypathic polynomial coloration.
What color is Moon Light?
Full UltraViolet.
Dearest Sons
and dearest Cinderella StepSister,
I regret ways I have failed each of you.
From today’s view of memory clips,
frames as farms of teaching-learning times,
my Great Lover Eldest, yet perpetually unfulfilled,
AfricanAmerican black male urban Thug,
driver of van repurposing other’s grateful loss,
transporting toward highest and best
ecologically healthy use.
You needed me to choose to continue bedside reading
just a little longer,
you wanted me to choose family-no-phone daily dinners,
just a little longer,
to choose not to add StepSister
to your adolescent chaos.
Your challenges with reading
other people’s emotional verbal rhythms
and rhymes with reasons,
speak to me of missed opportunities
to invest more eye-to-eye and same-room time,
rather than those other more nutritious monocultural choices,
the kind my dad made without me.
You needed and deserved more time invested
in revesting what it could mean to learn together
about muse and music,
about rhythms with natural rhymes,
cultural songs and political sounds and rapping economic voices
of poetry as temporal rounds of time’s seasons
investments in political
with cooperative economic treasons.
My middle shy wilting flower
MidWay Fluent Son.
Co-empathic gifted and cursed,
Polypathically resonant,
and therefore often suffering
through over-heated bright,
you needed more shared sun-screen time,
a partner in your fascination
winning cooperative relationships
bartering transactors,
on-line cooperatives,
competing team strategic outcome choices.
Life Game Outcome Values
assessed against
Cooperative Economic and PolyCultural Political WinWin
PolyNomial Objects with PolyPathic ReGenerating Objectives.
I always love our mutual WinWin
cooperating “both-and” cultural opportunities to share,
avoiding our competing “either-or” risks of wrong presumptions,
encoding Game Theory versions of Golden Rules with Natural Ratios
applied to all golden-natural ecosystemic relationships,
transactions bilaterally light and dualdark,
4D (0)-centric,
Tao-Soul Revolving RealTime,
BiLaterally Revolutioning LeftThink to RightFeel
to Left sadtry again.
My youngest son
who has no bodylanguage filters,
who cannot voice his temperate words
with languaged rhythms and icons,
to you I leave a human race
that has already paced too fast
to be sure we can sustain
a future that could support
your incubator and medical needs
in your own future’s less viable infants.
Who will sing with our damaged children in their own keys
of rhythm and joy and laughter,
where will your song be heard
as cherished elder-music memory?
Who will remember to tap your shoulders and back
and bounce your bum to the beat
of gospel and rhythms of blue light
speaking through your skin
“I hear it too, as do you?”
Who will hold you through
internal earthquakes
rolling across inside neural plates
seizing chaotic rhythms,
waves of seismic volcano rebirth,
struggling waves
surfing up and down
in as out as in again…?
You I leave your mindbody
as your beautiful song
and daily liturgy of dancing sounds
in resonant colors
of your warm love of light and scents transcendent
echoes of singing voices past,
ringing flowers singing
flowing through your veins,
beating your thumpthump heart,
breathing your in-out balanced flying mind as body
that could not walk.
My struggling StepSister Princess
baptized in embryonic toxic chemicals,
mixed slyly with MotherManna,
you are born to Yang monoculturally through
Cinderella life,
as Princess or Ugly StepSister,
your moment by moment,
hour by hour,
day by day choice.
For you there can only be one Sun Goddess
of EgoMe,
for whom all others were divinely sole-vested
for worshiping your Cinderella feet.
You vigorously want
and need
and expect Prince Charming
good and beautiful and truly healthy
and kind,
loving and good-faithing,
listening and fulfilling each hope
instantaneously,
whether for more or critically far less,
to have sole control of all you know,
exterior robotics serving interior ego-manic,
to Yang about by day,
and struggle against all night,
playing WinLose games of confrontation,
either-or assumptions,
when both-and are so obvious
with more bicameral-temporal-neural balance
than you could ever become.
I have given you all I have to invest,
all my Zero-interest EgoLeft/EcoRight MindBody
could think and dream of
to play and sing and story
in our puppet fable rhythms
of superheroes and romantic witches
of hope as a shared magic smile
over humor that is most certainly
not politically correct.
You sing up,
I dance down.
You say smile,
I smile frown
upside down.
You say yes,
I say notnot.
You say why,
I say forgot.
You say did not,
I say you caught me,
our co-elating truth,
StepSister don’t now how
to give a shit,
to return our opposite
with her own,
economy of survival
in her made up
why dogs eat cats
dipolar dissonantly dialected
neural challenged world.
Does your money derive from health-regenerative investments?
Well, what could that mean?
Do you make your money, honey,
with both light and dark co-arising memory
of midway love and peace intent,
avoiding anger-fear monoculturally competitive
dominant-power relationships,
and struggles against others,
against Earth,
choosing to struggle with cognitive-affective
chronic neural-temporal dissonance,
indicators of temporal-balance issues,
and opportunities for more polyculturally nutritious
sensory-neural-nutritional
regeneratively-integrally-intended
ecosystemic polyculturing health-trend outcomes?
Is that your elevator speech, or Pledge of Allegiance to ReGenerative Health?
I thought it was a question that assumed
you don’t like elevator pitches
for more money being removed from your pocket,
whether asking or being asked,
don’t matter,
bad timing to invest in one elevator ride.
Try it again,
what is this regenerative health investment
you think we both have in mind and body?
Is your time and money invested
in this cooperative stream of Earth’s regenerate evolution,
co-arising revolution of transition crisis times
as ecoconscious bilateral,
and, by the way,
therefore evolving-emergent as bicameral-neural,
light of logos fractal-ecologic?
I most certainly hope not!!!
That sounds much too grand for EgoMe.
But, your most active stage of hope,
the one more important than all those that could possibly follow,
is now,
this moment,
is always the permaculturists nutritional Zero-Centric Zone of Ego/Eco
regenerative development and focus.
Before you in each relationship and transaction,
political and economic,
two primal principles of cooperative economic investment,
possibly of interest to philanthropic,
and religious,
and large-scale public economic/political health-culture research investors,
but most certainly of interest to EgoYou.
Such a sweeping scale of regenerativity.
Are you sure you can deliver such rich fertility
with my money?
Where are your outcomes of such vast healthy wealth?
You need not search this mindbody proposal
to see if I am community invested,
if time and life are money-valued commodities,
my money and health and regenerative potential
for sale or rent,
in exchange for what quality of money,
what source of present-health
absorbing dualdark angry-past pathology?
This proposal comes to you
through deep-nested communities
of co-investment.
What are your layers of cooperative political
and economic investment,
where lie these mutually-subsidiary networks?
My communities are interdependent communities
of rich paradigmatic intent and permacultural practice.
Are your health outcomes of potential interest
only to our human tribe,
or is there a cooperative DNA/RNA synergy
demonstrated in your proposal design,
budget,
and/or installation-investment plan?
Which cooperative investment communities appear
as higher risk potential divestors
due to internal monocuturally-dominant
program assumptions,
anthrocentric-normative trends?
Who do you propose will hope and plan to do business with you,
and how,
through mutual barter, competition, and/or cooperation?
Who do you hope and plan to invest in
and not invest in,
to achieve healthy helpful outcomes,
and how,
whether barter, competition, or cooperative absorption
into our Help Us Health Bank?
Your proposal outcomes,
for each moment and day and year,
like your own embryonic life,
should demonstrate early investors,
how you will optimize polyculturally inclusive outcomes
of equitable harmony,
especially if you are not beginning
with a clearly articulated
and balanced
polyculturally health-regenerative theory
root-systemic base
to compost rich fertile program development.
I will consider your proposals
each and every moment of each day and night
of mutual ecoconsciousness,
asking where does this proposal fit best
within our cooperative health-as-help portfolio
with other karmic potential investments at this time,
and/or
to consider in light of
prior and still ongoing cooperative polycultural-healthguild
investments,
and their comparative health/pathological outcomes
for future regeneration
of Earth’s healthy Time.
Please be sure any investment opportunities
explicitly measure future polycultural sensory-health
against current comparatively monocultural,
over-competitive economic and political status-quo,
not only within your Nature-Investment Program Outcomes
but also how nutritional results
will be winnowed and seed-selected,
decomposed to enrich
your own future regenerative Interior Landscape,
your health lives of love
with your original and ongoing cooperators,
yourselves in aligning/maligning relation with others.
Perfect, all here and accounted for.
So, how are you investing and divesting
as our
“Cooperative Help As Health Bank”
ecological economic and political health
permacultural proposal
within your own time as money investment portfolio?
What is sun’s fire to light?
Who is light into stardust?
What are sun and moon and stars
to Earth’s revolving revolutions?
Everything,
integral
unitarian
integrative
integrity of health,
regenerative ecosystemic
Tao bilateral balance, (0)-soul-kosmic,
God of Time’s regenerate future
emerging healthy robust bilateral light.
What is light to stardust?
We co-arise dual-dar
WinWin
YinYin
notnot double-binding
binary
binomial
bilateral
bicameral balance v. cognitive-affective neural-temporal dissonance
EveryWhere and HumanNatural
DNA-fractal
full-bicameral-octave-Left proposed,
as double-YangYang/YinYinfractal-Right polynomial spacetime When.
YangUracil-ConvexPositivePositiveBoundary
with YangAdenine-Convex NegativeNegative Boundary (interior appositional-binary)
with YinCytosine-Concave NegativeNegative Explicate Revolving-Precessive
with YinGuanine-Concave PositivePositive Implicate Order Reverse Revolution Recessive.
Natural light to dark seasonal-neural fold/unfold equivalent-balance dipolar order:
U: winter 0
A: spring +1
C: summer +2
G: fall (-,-)1 MidWay Neural Health Balance Function
Winter- SunGod Absence
Spring- Gaia Entrance
Summer- Climax PolyCultural Outcomes of Regenerative Health
Fall- Advent of MidWay BiCameral DeComposition
of Health/Therapeutic Values
Human languaged relationships,
our transactions with reiterative trends and rhythms
of light and dark as warm and cold,
evolutions and revolutions of perennial Time,
these are also RNA syntax politica economies
healthy dipolar balancing evolutions
emerging cooperative revolutionary transitions,
at least potentially,
for further ReGenerative Trending PolyNomial SpaceTime,
defined as
notnot-YinRight-Recessive CounterBalancing
LeftBrain Dominant MindBody Disposition.
Who is Light of Sun’s Firey Investment History?
What is Bright of StarDust’s Fertile Nurturing Earthstory?
A few words about my good friend, Fr. Time’s, investment in developing this language and these dialects of evolution.
And yet, not to blame someone for doing too good a job,
but why shine so much light on ecosystemic deductive-languaged consciousness
of sciences and math and metaphysics?
Please stop spiraling these teleological definitions of light’s (0)-centric Origin through PolyCultural full-octave of color ReBirth,
Ta(0)Mega-EcoLogical Soul of Fractal-Regenerative-Function,
deep dark rich ecological language-learning compost,
including a little bicamerally balanced Interior-Exterior Landscape wisdom,
blending our Rightmind Owl-Recessive Medicine
with our LeftBody Moose Dominant Medicine.
Why not invest more in ego-identity
as biosystemic light-positive-temporal-function reception,
functioning with ecoconsciousness of EgoLeft Health
chronically dissonant with EcoRight dualdark diastatic (0)Warm/Cold-centric
EgoDeductive/EcoInductive Balance?
If you wanted to invest more in science and math,
why didn’t you throw some culturally enriching light of evolution
toward important relationships for eco/ego therapeutic self through other care?
Why not talk more about what binomiality adds to nomial-metaphysical landscapes?
And how this reflects what your BiLaterality adds to linear information constraints
on a neural-normative assumption
that positive information about time’s investment
is equivalent to double-negative cognitive experience
of neither past nor future light,
present now a dipolar/bipolar moment,
adds to prime relational (0)Riginal teleological
ecological
ethological
geological
polycultural trending
UnFold-UnFold light as time
cogravitating dipolar balance.
Fr. Time, we have measured you with light,
do we measure Ego’s lifetime values in light-bright outcomes
emerging from otherwise normal chronic stress
of dualdark pathologies?
And if human nature cannot measure our outcomes in healthy light
v. dualdark pathologies of anger-fear despair,
then why not,
as we do measure time’s light invested
incarnating
fueling,
firing,
growing warm and cold regenerating
habits of spinning bilateral light,
then dipolar dual dark transparent,
then another,
co-gravitating,
surfing through diastatic light
self-ecoconscious
of breathing light in
to breath gratitude dense-nutrient light out.
If religion’s GodBrahmanAllahYHWHGreatMedicineSpirit
is also the scientists’ deductive measure of Time
valued as bilateral dipolar CoPresent light,
with dualdark negentropic waves of octave color potential,
then are these three,
God and Time and Light
not some trinitarian form or structure,
or well rooted tree of ReGenerative Time as Light’s
TransParent Beloved Community
and dualdark CoPresent Compost,
balancing co-arising nutrients of light and time and health,
each Now’s light through dark lifetime.
You realize, do you not,
that you do not bilaterally exist?
outside human natured identity,
mindbody memories
include all time’s regenerative investment wealth
in light of now.
Where there’s smoke there’s fire
and where there’s time there’s emerging light,
and where Ego light-memory
then Eco-regenerating bicameral
reiterating
Ego/Eco perpetuating
dipolar feedback,
Egolife of Time flowing and feeding on Ecolight of Time,
some greener, some darker, not too much transparent bright.
Breathe in the light
exhale bicameral wisdom of time bilateral.
Breath in Fire of Time,
exhale bicameral smokey soul
of integral unitarian love,
synergetic health back toward (0) soul
balanced God of Time’s BrightLight.
Life is your organic deeply reiterative
light-dark balancing investment
in polyculturing Earth’s robust future.
Light,
how could you steal time’s echoing thunder?
Smoking Owl Medicine,
how could you cloud
Moose Medicine’s dialects of deductive ecologic,
light/dark RNA/DNA memory streams
of warm/cold etched ecoconsciousness
of SunGod synthesizing-medicine
as God’s Light.
Your investment in light
grows deeper
denser
darker
where it is healthiest, richest,
most informed,
like a pine knot
emerging from spreading waves of light-aptic understory,
like human nature spreading waves of light-fueled nature
across our industrially congested understory
of deep ecology.
Time grows darkest where herstory is richest,
most fertile,
in comparison to transparent light
where she really hasn’t much to add to diastatic dualdark transparent light-potential memory function,
grist of dreams in reverse greyscale,
decomposing DNA’s time investment
in regenerating healthy light/dark midway
cooperative co-mentoring relationships.
I doubt God would invest beyond the temporal limits
on Time’s bilateral perfection,
firmly seated love of synergetic health
riding midway between anger-fear reverse
dualdark pathology.
Time is not reasonably reduced
to a landscape object of exterior worship
however ennobling this might be,
but rather calls us now
to unveil this interior light with dual-dark
as nutritional opportunity
through co-arising confluence of
both EgoInterior and EcoExterior
within as without
climatic cognitive-affective-neural
lightdark doing the best we can
to cooperatively stretch
toward light’s remembered diastasis.
What’s the difference between a regenerative-revolutionary outcome
and an evolutionary process of gradual redevelopment?
It depends
whether you are talking to the baby
or to the new mom.
But,
if you talk and empathize with both together,
then probably none.
If 2 times 2 is 4
because each 2 is either or
rather than both and,
then why is 1 times 1 not not 1,
but also 2?
If me and you grow two
because each me and you is either or not me or you
yet also both-and me as appositional you,
then are we not both each 1,
so 2,
as one appositive co-defining pair?
In which ways were you and I born equal?
Equal rights to live,
to breathe,
to sustain our bodies,
our healthier relationships
with sufficient nutrients
of taste and sound and sight
smell and feeling and insight,
to express our truth with integrity,
with cooperative purpose and full-disclosure intent.
Yet, in all these senses of equal rights of persons
it feels insufficient to notice justice within human rights.
All nature has regenerative intelligence
of autonomic fertile/sterile memory
and interdependent purpose
speaking between the polarizing noses
and mouths
with regenerative nutritional functions
in reverse of sphincters with degenerative waste disposal functions,
one mindbody side dominant for consuming Yang nutrients,
the other side notnot recessive
double-bound knots of dialectically reiterative time
for producing YinYin of ego-dissonant/eco-dipolar full-dialectic revolution,
chaos,
cooperatively sharing global poly-regenerate rights of ecobalancing
Tao-justice.
All Earth Tribes cooperatively,
ecotherapeutically,
share a rightness for breathing clean air,
to sustain our incarnate being
with sufficient nutrients of sensory absorption,
the mutuality of co-gravitation,
the kosmic-integral,
universe-unitarian/Fullerian balance of thermodynamics
and global electromagnetics
and revolving synergetics,
positive balancing double-negative
eco-biometric function and flow capacities,
to optimally improve our shared quality of well-being.
Health rights for all endosymbiotic evolutions of all Earth’s Tribes,
as one united cooperatively networked integral confederacy
of PolyNomial Species as EcoEvolvingSystems,
all organs and cellular and quantum functions of (0)-ecocentric function
of all naturally yang-deductive:yin-inductively organized
bionic mutually informating systems.
All EarthTribe, together, enjoys equal rights,
responsibilities and authorities for optimal health,
sustainable ecotherapeutic quality
and value for DNA-and-ElderRNA solidarity
born of mutually subsidiary temporally dense-positive gratitude,
indigenous to natural ecojustice permaculturally developing
love/synergy co-operative investment relationships.
Earth Rights are not limited
by kindness OR unkindness
by justice OR humanity;
but by natural YinEco-rights
AND YangEgo-lefts
resolve our balancing co-regeneration of dipolar
diastatic
revolution-time toward Open System
notnot negentropic LoseLose,
therefore,
WinWin Positive-ReGenerative Evolution
Tipping Toward
Less LoseLose Negative-DeGenerative Divestment
in YinYin’s Love with Peace
reverse bipolar disposition,
angry-angst
facing off in
fear of fear in mirror irrationally unresolving life-health/death-pathology trends,
worthy of further winter decomposition,
embryonic seeds of Tao polyculturing climax of self-goverrnance
principles of guild synergy,
nutrient-community feeding on poly-encultured communication looping strings of regenerative normative DNA/RNA fractal-fold dipolar-bilateral prime-lines
for optimizing health-planning
and developing redevelopments
of every co-arising nomial
in a unitarian surfing Tao sea
of Ebb loves Flo.
Whoever they are,
they seem to be happy together,
so who am I to judge
about their gimpy names,
or nippy games,
in once upon whatever matters.
In my game of life
I play sometimes against,
and sometimes with,
Time as Other player.
Playing against
seems to have bad odds of feeling like a winner,
while playing with time
feels like we both win,
at least some Time,
especially if we simultaneously stretch
our love for gaming.
In my Evolution Game,
playing with and against Time as Other,
my rules emerge natural laws of healthy,
and pathology,
trends and order and political balance/imbalance,
witnessed by elder spirit voices,
iconic memories of past Games
with diastatic/static
diastolic/purgative
evolving rules of vocational recreation with co-passion play.
Nutrient rules flowing through my veins
and out through rivers of arteries of positive/negative trees
deep fertile cuts and folds,
articulating primal neural streams with suboptimizing substreams,
swelling mainframe-economy with eco-reiterating-nested synaptic revolutions
and co-ebbing aptic mutual win-sufficiency contentment,
more sustainable midway rest from playing against Other.
Now, in Time’s anthro-game of evolving life
s/he plays sometimes against anger and fear memories,
and sometimes with love and peace future investment
with winwin outcome intent,
co-arising regeneratively healthy Anthro-Egos as Other players,
also running coincidental WinWin, WinLose, and LoseLose
strategic naturally emergent health functions and dis-easing pathology
with transitionally revolutionary co-incarnate bilateral form
as postmillennial anthrocentric PlayNice frequencies of EarthTime.
In our love of eco-winning games
we play sometimes against cooperatively stretching regenesis,
and sometimes with Other natural loving life
strategic nutrient-nurture optimization players,
whenever and wherever we can hunt and haunt them up,
make them up as iconic gods and goddesses,
as necessary to harvest win-winnowing together.
In this funny little evolution game,
it is wrong because impossible
to harvest winnings we have not regeneratively seeded,
as individual ego players
and as a potentially Earth-centric tribe of team players.
Why does sacrilegious
mean struggling against sacred religion
rather than struggling with re-ligioning divinity
as notnot dividity?
How could prodigal sons and daughters
struggle against their prodigy potential,
yet not struggle with their prodigious potentiality?
When would a natural spirit
struggle against spirituality
rather than struggle with nondual spirited-correlational nature?
Which reminds me,
why does human nature
mean struggling against nature
rather than struggling with articulating integrative humane race
within and toward co-arising nature?
Where does contentiousness
suggest warring against contentment
rather than wrestling with nondual content?
How did death economic reassurance
land on “life insurance”?
Who thought mental dis-ease
could not be compatible with mental health
emerging overdue internal uneasy conversations?
Why isn’t anger management
more importantly love optimization development?
How could eco-normative cooperative evolutionary transactions
have become ecodislogical monochromatic competition
to store nutrients in safe deposit boxes
where they become detrimental risk of loss
with inevitably unsafe-able death?
If elation
predicts relations
predict correlations
then why not evolution
predicts revolution
predicts ecorevolutionary systems,
merging regenerative love of EarthTribe health?
If bilateral past-future time co-gravitates,
then why wouldn’t bicameral love/anger Left
with dipolar symmetry/dualdark fear Right
co-arise?
Why would a natural eco-spirit inductive-recessive
notnot nondually evolve a spiritual ego-natural deductive dominant?
If mythic creation stories of why we live
articulate dualdark logos dipolarity of how we purgatively die
while living within a WinWin naturally regenerative,
integral,
and unitarian Earth-Home-Universe,
then how are not all cultural nurturances
both universal and unitarian econatured?
How could a healthy integral, integrative re-ligion
re-tying
re-knotting
re-membering
re-linking,
re-syncing bicameral verb
become such a toxically divisive
anthrocentrically universal noun?
Why couldn’t nurture DNA nature
as DNA-nature eco/ego nondually dipolarizes nurturing love,
integrity as positive-regenerative?
Why isn’t bilateral Time
spelled “Tao”
and defined as self-reiteratively progenitive EcoPresence?
Why are polycultural languages and values and political economies
dual-destined
to emerge polypaths
toward regenerative ecologos of bilateral co-arising global polyculture,
guilds and cooperative networks emerging nondual revolving Time,
as SunGod rises with prodigious eco-hope
yet nocturnally arrests with prodigal ego-suffering,
jonesing about hope
invested in justice
as one more dawn of life incarnate-memory?
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