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Dear Evangelical Brother

Dear Brother,

When we were children
adults often asked us
What do you hope to be
when you grow up?

But, our brothers and sisters
were more likely,
and probably more wise,
to ask
Who would you most hope to become?
To be like?

Which implies, to my unformed ear
and eye,
Which of these adults you know,
or know of,
do you like best
as a mentor
for your own happiest and healthiest,
and most prosperous
future?

I am about to finish reading Iain McGilchrist’s
“The Master and his Emissary.”
And, if I had known Master McGilchrist
as a sixteen year old,
I would probably have said
I want his life
and that’s the guy I want for my BigBrother!
I would be his most zealous emissary.
He’s the one I would become
just alike,
twins if possible.

Twin careers.
Twin ideas.
Twin knowledge and wisdom.
Twin naturality and spirituality
and natural law
and ordered sacredness,
emotionally intelligent communion.

But, that was then
and this is now.
And I wonder if I ever asked you,
not what kind of evangelical Christian
white privileged Western capitalist
doctrinaire thing do you hope to proficiently do
when you finally grow up?

But, instead,
to find the courage to ask you
Who would you,
embodied in Christ,
become like
when you are suffering servanting
in your thirties?

We might have had a lifelong dialogue,
not about creeds and dogma
and theological departures from win/win co-redemptive
cooperative economies,
compared to win/lose capitalist business as secularly usual,
compared to lose/lose degeneratively devilish and bearish economies,
more disempowering long-term climate trends
than empowering hope
faith
love.

We might have thought out loud together
about how Suffering Public and Private Servants
are like a Messiah
like a Bodhisattva Peace Warrior
like a PermaCulture CoOperative Designer
like a Restorative Justice and Win/Win Peace Advocate
like a Green STEAM architect,
a resilient engineer,
or prolific teacher
and skilled listener,

We might hope to combine
gospel references to right-hemisphere Revelationary Sacred Rapture
and healthy left-hemisphere climate preferences
for Evolutionary Secular Promise,

A promised return to sacred/secular
RightWing and LeftWing
become whom we would most like to hear
as faithful health scientists and wealth musicians,

Disciples of sacred wealthy
best means secular healthy
reborn again
reweaving
returning
resiliently recombining
global green Body of Christ experience,
feeling,
thought,
optimally appealing.

I’m sorry for not asking
how I could be a healthier and wiser
gay Christian-Taoist-ZenBuddhist-Native Nature/Spirit Wisdom
inspired and inspiring
younger brother,
more sure with your trust
and inner truths
than without you.

I’m sorry distant homophobic fears
and perhaps anger?
envy?
repulsion?
fear of predation?
(this part remains unclear)
seem to have kept us from mutually asking,
Who would we most like to become like together
when we are in our sixties
and seventies?

And now,
When this question seems more plausible,
and immediate,
I wonder how different, and yet the same,
are our opportunities to experience
this sacred potential
for re-creating loving Earth, together,
fertile,
healthiest wealth of HolySpirit embodiment
celebrating Her sacred historical birth Brother,

Unlike Jacob and Esau,
reconnected by sacred Matriarchal Wombs
culminating in reborn virginal brothers
saved/not-not saved from lose/lose perdition,
partition,
through both universal-human/unitarian-divine
natural Messianic win/win Spirit,
consiliently sacred,
resiliently secular,

Heavenly stardust Fog
embracing global oceanic dark waves,
currents of timeless
flowing potential color and multicultures,
rhythms and patterns and flow designs,
Living Waters,
truth with trust,
Wombs with Ways toward necessary Light,
nights and co-redemptive days

More WiseElder for sinister sacred Right retributive Judge
and golden secular Left restorative Advocate,
still listening compassionately together,
less fundamentally apart,
with good evangelical humor,
more than bad.

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Literature Standards

My standard for literature,
whether romantic
or academically sobering,
and preferably some hybrid in-between,

Literature teaches me
something I had not previously known,
but somehow felt,
about myself.

Even better,
also teaching me something new
about logos life on Earth

And mythic even better,
also teaching me something long implicitly precedented
about loving life
within revolving frames
of evolution’s flaming
and quiet shaming
history.

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GreenQueen Grace

When she first energetically read about Energy
She realized she was also less emptily
aptically
entropically studying absence of NegativEnergy.

As she became a more PositivEnergy Mentor,
She noticed she was unbecoming
a NegativEnergy pathologist.

As she became known
as a community-rooted steward
facilitator
guide for locally-owned PositivEnergy resilience
She understood she was also divesting
from WinLose chaos
ZeroSum anarchy
climate pathology.

As she became internationally famous
as Queen of cooperatively-owned PositivEnergy Soul,
She became bilaterally conscious
of WinWin locally produced solar panels,
wind turbines,
surfing hydropowers
refueling Green EcoSchools
and villages,
landscaped roofs
and community gardens
inviting and producing
waterfalls of cooperatively-owned
resilient Green Grace.

Nos so much Red RightWing extractive
patriarchal DisGrace.

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FRESH Air

I was invited to the FRESH urban farm
for youth development
of plants and people
and a more nutritionally just planet,
for an interview.

As usual
I began with uncovering
where FRESH compassion
for Earth’s healing
stands and sits and kneels,
laughs and cries,
works and plays,
multiculturally races
and feels stuck right here
in stagnant depressing Now.

What nutritional care giving and receiving services
does FRESH have Here/Now passion for
and feel therapeutically missioned
to claim within NewLondon’s WinWin
ecopolitical goodfaith guilds
and subcommunities,
cooperatively interdependent stakeholders?

We use FoodJustice,
fuel fairness,
Positive Nutritional Energy
to reconnect our subcommunities,
to actively mentor global ecological stewardship,
theological ZeroZone Paradise Management,
Earth sanctity, without being sanctimonious,
to inspire nondual nature/spirit youth leaders
to invite
and incite green restoring change,
nutritionally within
as without.

What would you like to permaculturally design
nutritionally together as EarthTribe
that you cannot nurture autonomously,
monoculturally anthro-centric,
colonizing Win/Lose LeftBrain dominance
stuck in Lose/Lose pathology trends
of Left against Right dissonance.

We would like to reverse
Ecological/Theological racing toward mutually unredeemable
Loss of economic health
caused by shrinking ecological wealth,
under-invested in climate therapy,
nutritionally challenged
by way too much competitive investment
in Either/Or
LeftBrain
autonomous
egocentric
secular dominance
OVER
RightBrain
WiseElder
sacred
green nutritional prominence.

Of course you do.
Why else would you be called FRESH?

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Delivered By Demand

My ego,
devoid of outside voices
songs and sacred dances,

Missing outdoor ecoschools
sponsored by GreenFaith Communities
studying outside multicultural EcoFaith Cooperatives
supported by EcoVillage Guilds
and WiseElder Councils
with health-wealth optimizing goals
established with green permacultural designing
co-consultants,
suffering Ego/Eco CoMessiahs.

I have learned to expect authority
exercised as patriarchal demands,
after a bit of WinLose compromising
and egocentric truce-making,
self-defense of dueling dualistic WinLose
hard-fought evolutionary/devolutioning compromises

Informing/exformational dipolarities

In which my RightBrain mind-spirit loses
so my LeftBrain body-nature can continue
asserting it’s Either/Or
Win/Lose demands
for rational anger and fear management expectations,
retributive justice against,
rather than for,
sinners like me
falling short of enslaved blind faith
in dualistic bipolar fundamentalist
LoseLose escape
from HellFire and Damnation addictions

Demands for LeftBrain reform
through punishing ego-oppression,
suppression

My hard way
tough love
of patriarchal plutocratic inside-voice pirates–

Not wu-wei of nondual
bilateral tipping pointed
dipolar WinWin extensions of grateful invitations,
Both/And
sacred ElderRight
with secular NewBorn Left.

My RightBrain sacred NatureSpirits
invite WinWin responses
through co-mentoring HereNow gratitude
for Earth’s matriarchal health-wealth CoPresence

Forming all my WinWin cooperative days,
co-investment programs,
health policies,
PositivEnergy projects,
CommonGround propositions,
could not demand WinWin convergence,
resilience,
resonance

Because invitations express healthy-wealth
of and for nurturing Gratitude
LeftBrain attitudes
singing and prancing beatitudes,
RightBrain sacred integrity
of YangBody
with YinMind,

My EgoLeft
with Green EcoSchool inviting fellow conservationists
polycultural
polypathic
polyphonic right
feeling both adrenaline ultra-violet Wonder
co-investing Here,
and dopamine green Awe
bilateral ZeroZones
co-inviting timeless aptic Now

My Win or Lose adrenaline on demand
with WinWin dopamine
by Left-Right cooperative invitation only.

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Abundant 2020 Revolutions

What are differences between strategic planning
and organic development?

Is one deductive LeftBrain sequential
while the other
could also be inductive RightBrain holistic,
holonic Left with Right?

Leaving no one feeling
we have become disempowered
while living on this Earth;

Whether breathing now,
or only in our beloved memories
or in our future hopes
for universal climates
of organic health care,
past given and future received.

One difference
in my mind and heart and soul:
Strategy will tolerate a retributive patriarchal god,
and focus on
how to avoid Parents of Revenging Authority,
while organic health care
WinWin cooperative standards
invite matriarchal gratitude
for shared Earth vocations
restoring polyculturing peace
and ecofeminist justice
to healthy-wealth abundance,
holonic,
nature-spirited co-arising
within EarthTribal Selves
born of
and with
WiseElder Others.

Punishment of matriarchal nature-spirits
has never been therapeutically organic.
Retribution could not become cherished and graced
through restoring what is yin-necessary,
silent long-term courage
gratefully co-invited
through EarthFirst justice
while marching together
toward ego-local
through global
extending WinWin peace.

The highest strategic flattery
is critical co-mentoring acceptance
for fully investing in health-wealth vocations,
incarnated by restoring right with cooperative left
economic with political power
conserving organic liberty
for past PermaCultural ReDesigning
and Future Searching
polyculturally cooperative outcomes
Now.

FutureSearch invites
health vocations that restore co-facilitators
co-mentors,
WinWinning
without undue flattery
of LeftBrain too demanding
dominant voices.

We already know,
from extended matriarchal family history,
personal experience,
regenerative womb and seed-birth,
ZeroZone anxiety
feels this sacred health vocation
is Yang strategically insufficient autonomy
and Yin organically cooperating necessary
for co-responsible
WinWin regenerating
community and ego and EarthFirst Design
through NonViolent Frames and Plans and Installations
reforesting resilient OutCarnations
redemptively MultiOrganic
loving resonance,

Like DNA Yang structure
with RNA YinFlow Soul
while gardening
and agrotherapeutically farming
and multiculturally therapeutic parenting
and polycultural health outcome teaching
abundant secular-sacred wealth.

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Seen But Not Heard

I remain stuck
and struck
by children to be seen behaving
but preferably not heard
regardless of behavior,

But especially not heard criticizing their WiseElders
or, probably worse, mimicking them;
although some parents,
especially grandparents,
do see mimicry as graceful flattery
and occasionally a disgraceful lesson–
our children hope to see and hear us
behaving healthy, in return.

This feels very like future employees
to be seen functioning properly
according to corporate wealth-enculturing rules
and not to be heard
criticizing their WiseSuperiors.
Which may have nothing to do
with seniority or merit or wisdom,
much less all three,
or with WinWin supervisory therapeutic skills.

Seen obeying
and not heard criticizing
also feels like an evangelical fundamentalist
of God is Win
and the Devil makes us Lose–
a fascist punisher of bad behavior
and intrusive colonizing speech

Waiting his patriarchal turn
to play God
getting retributive even
bullying those disgraceful not listened to
rather than loving all (green) seen
as graceful learning DNA/RNA eco-mimicry.

Work That Reconnects
Future Searches
for God as cooperative Gaian Hypothesis,
syncretic PositivEnergy Democratic co-facilitators,
disciples of healthy grateful co-listening,
taking graceful health-directing turns

ReConnecting parents with children who watch
and act
and grow
with pride of co-creation
listening to EarthTribe voices
with polycultural
mnultigenerational compassion

These FutureSeekers
and developers
do not monoculturally confine
restorative voices of OrthodoxGod
to retributive NotSoWise PunishingElders.

WinWin CoDesigners
appreciate each voice of sacred dignity
including Wise NewBorn Integrity,
yang still with yin delight
Ego co-arising Sacred ElderEco.

Patriarchal doers
and global movers
and planet shakers,
but not plant terrorists and punishers,
are also FirstNation Matriarchal
holy global spirit-listeners,
from whom we originally Gaia re-incarnated,

Heard DNA with RNA more solidarity empowered
PositivEnergy Democracy
restoratively therapeutic
and seen less
as non-violent cooperative weakness.

And yet,
even with all that said
and probably not a prayer of being heard,
I remain stuck
and struck
by children to be seen
and preferably not heard
by God
and Allah
and parents
and future WinLose punishing employers,
monoculturing owners and colonizers
more than polyculturing co-operators
and DNA-RNA WiseElder creolizers.

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