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Sleeping with Devilish Angels

My non-languaged son sleeps with angels
by night,
flying
swimming sometimes erotic exotic
running free of AFOs and walker
dreams of past multiculturing lights
and warm glow-voiced richness.

What could it mean to him
to sleep with devils by day,
poking and teasing,
singing and dancing,
inviting his attention and participation
across his bedroom floor,
breathing in his syntaxed-ear
to say

Hello,
I love you,
as life our abundantly nutritious self

My son can hear this perfect love as life.
We should all become such
wise listeners of
Internal warm nutrition voices
as mutually-held External warm light
contenting ecoconsciousness.

My son would become a Bodhisattva Messiah,
were he capable of maturing images of memory patterned landscapes
as less than already fully diastatic
Beloved Community of Angels by Night,
DNA/RNA Earth-Holonic BeLonging Community
of Cooperative-Contented EcoPolitical Family
by Day.

Now if the rest of us
could just catch what he has,
in part
because we feel free to return
his open-handed love as co-empathic presence,
what a remarkably wonderful cooperative world
we would remember to see
each time we look at,
and listen carefully to,
a human mindbody tree
as another bicamerally
economic ecosystemic
ecologically nutritious
time-balancing,
doing the best I can
given the compost I have to work with,
me.

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UnDead Thru Abundant Life Outcomes

Here’s my thing.
I wonder if Yin-UnDead river of time’s ebbing wave
predicts Yang-Love Health Abundance.

No, really,
I think about that,
and I wonder if EcoReligious CoOperative Messiahs
could also become Bodhisattva Integral-Unitarian Occupiers,
Zero-centric self-invested/divested PlaceHolders,
bilaterally stretching thresholds for health-balanced time
co-investing light cooperative emergence,
with dualdark anger-fear absorbance, co-redemption,
now PostMillennially re-emerging
ecotherapeutic regenerative values
remembering YangEgoLeft as YinEarth/Heaven Prime CoRelationship Elder Right
deep syntaxed RNA-Root-EcoLogic Systemic Zero-EcoAbundant/Absent LifeTime
mindbody neurosystem
regeneratively balanced sense of normative
light is to dark
as warm is to cold,
as EgoInterior is to EarthExterior,

As YangEgo is to YinEco
as precessive endosymbiotic evolution is
to regenerative ectosymbiotic dualdark revolutions
of fractal-sensory dialectical-dipolar TaoTime.

This feels important to me
that we seem to already incarnate this bicameral ecoconsciousness,
without permaculturally comprehending
BiLateral Ego/Eco balanced-fractal-temporal function
as prime-relational normativity
of Self and Other
cooperatively co-arising
incarnate Golden Rules of regenerately evolving nature,
Golden Ratios of revolutionary temporal nurture
within PrimeRelational Pro/ReGenesis
of EarthTime’s BiLateral Health EcoCulturation,
both DNA and RNA polycultural evolving outcome,
divine octave-color harmonic-fractal WinWin
reiterative dipolar.

But,
I also wonder
if Bodhisattva and Messianic co-redemptive natural function,
might feel more like a doormat inside,
than any clear mindbody bicameral-balanced landscape,
a Climax of EcoConsciousness without cognitive dissonant blemish,
more like a doormat within dimmer nutrient lights,
more like a dipolar-hinged threshold
when faced with brighter co-radiant loving light.

Some of us are more Messianic-Yin’s in our response to nature’s call,
come and let me invest in you
until I am drained into the depressed suppressed UnDead,
let me absorb all those angry-past and future-fears of death’s threshold,
while breathing all these toxins back out
as dissonant reminders,
teachers,
we could do better than we are
as eco-mentoring messiah-teachers.

Bodhisattva’s are more Yang-threshold cultures of Absence,
recessive polarity of precessive doormat Purgation,
dipolar co-relativity of primal health
as absence of pathological co-elational-radiant imbalance
experienced as cognitive/affective temporal-disassociation dissonance stress
as the backstory for
neural-temporal revolving-regenerate light/dark norms
predicted by RNA-iconic
Fractal-(0)-SoulInvestment Tao BiCameral ReVolution
folding and unfolding DiPolarity PolyCultural Outcome Equi-Valence
Fractal-Dialectical PermaCulture PostMillennial Time.

Doormats, like thresholds, struggle within Ego-centric biosystems
within AnthroCentric eco-enculturation language
and mindbody confluence/notnot-dissonance sensory systems.
Thresholds hear both sides of
healthy polycultural messages
with less healthy monocultural understories,
waiting to revolt this ecosystemic balance,
as opportunity increases risk of overpopulation.

Time’s BiCameral Thresholds
need co-arising Doormats,
like Moose Medicine balances Owl Medicine,
like Bodhisattva Warriors Active Love as Peace.

Peace as WarmLight
measure of Healthy Enculturing Time,
commodified as (0) PrimeTime DiPolar ReGenerative,
with temporal-neural fold-functions
polyculturally confluent ecosystemic fractal-function,
like both DNA and RNA,
icons of regenerative tissues and revolutionary health reissues.

So, but about the UnDead Yin Messianic side
of this co-redemptive creation story,
do we choose to become doormats toward death of time,
or doormats toward full-abundance of time?
For me the answer again is both.
Absorbing ego-purgation death
of angry-past memories,
absorbing all those fears
about absence of sufficient healthy ego-incarnate time,
until all that remains is Absent (0) diastatic
yin-yin
win-win
diastolic flow of time as memory
revolving synaptic light as notnot dualdark past and future
timeless waves of time’s elation
ecosystemic co-gravitation
integrating symbiotic universe,
surfing light through MidWay horizons
of polyculturing alpha-dawns
opening (0)Mega notnot dusk of Time UnDead.

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Designing Healthy Learning Cultures

Permaculture design
is also Self-Other-Earth regenerative development,
with both political and economic cooperative functional intent.

We have every reason to co-mentor this regenerative structure
for active love
in each of our landscapes,
each of our relationships,
each of our transactions
investing our natural values
for dynamic eco-synergetic
diastolic-trending outcomes
for each of our moments,
each of our days,
each of our vocations,
each of our lives,
each of Earth’s nested biosystems.

If BusinessAsUsual polycultural health v monocultural pathology
is how we invest most days,
then perhaps PermaCulture Design and Development,
could become more of a regenerative-cooperative Sabbath,
with mutual health and therapy intentions and practices,
liturgies and dances and mystical songs of fire and water,
nutrient streams and healthy flames.

Sabbath Culture usually evolves through silent graceful waters,
noticing and listening and absorbing colors of nutritious light
as deep ecological wealth,
but,
in vast transitional global moments,
Queen Sabbath of PolyCulturing Designs
may also emerge a revolution
of silent karma-regenerating fire,
heating cooperative Bodhisattva economic transformations,
spreading global political flames
of paradigmatic polypathic self-governance transmutation,
seasons of life with eco-normative
cooperative
mutually therapeutic reasons.

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Non-Transactional Analysis

Most times
in my family
it’s easiest to avoid stumbling
over any of an ever-growing list of things
it’s not OK to say,
by saying nothing at all
when I cannot think of anything appropriate
on the ever-shortening list of things still OK to talk about.

This mutual solitary confinement does little good.
Somehow we can still hear each other thinking.

Although I would rest easier
if I had learned to think nothing at all,
this feels deeper than mere rest,
further than I am prepared to nest
without this family,
yet

where love is hard and sparse
between continents of despair and angry fear
of silence spreading from words
to thoughts
to feelings fading
to self absent
of other silent echoes.

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If BalancedTime is BetterMoney

Does your money derive from health-regenerative investments?

Well, what could that mean?

Do you make your money, honey,
with both light and dark co-arising memory
of midway love and peace intent,
avoiding anger-fear monoculturally competitive
dominant-power relationships,
and struggles against others,
against Earth,
choosing to struggle with cognitive-affective
chronic neural-temporal dissonance,
indicators of temporal-balance issues,
and opportunities for more polyculturally nutritious
sensory-neural-nutritional
regeneratively-integrally-intended
ecosystemic polyculturing health-trend outcomes?

Is that your elevator speech, or Pledge of Allegiance to ReGenerative Health?

I thought it was a question that assumed
you don’t like elevator pitches
for more money being removed from your pocket,
whether asking or being asked,
don’t matter,
bad timing to invest in one elevator ride.

Try it again,
what is this regenerative health investment
you think we both have in mind and body?

Is your time and money invested
in this cooperative stream of Earth’s regenerate evolution,
co-arising revolution of transition crisis times
as ecoconscious bilateral,
and, by the way,
therefore evolving-emergent as bicameral-neural,
light of logos fractal-ecologic?

I most certainly hope not!!!
That sounds much too grand for EgoMe.

But, your most active stage of hope,
the one more important than all those that could possibly follow,
is now,
this moment,
is always the permaculturists nutritional Zero-Centric Zone of Ego/Eco
regenerative development and focus.

Before you in each relationship and transaction,
political and economic,
two primal principles of cooperative economic investment,
possibly of interest to philanthropic,
and religious,
and large-scale public economic/political health-culture research investors,
but most certainly of interest to EgoYou.

Such a sweeping scale of regenerativity.
Are you sure you can deliver such rich fertility
with my money?
Where are your outcomes of such vast healthy wealth?

You need not search this mindbody proposal
to see if I am community invested,
if time and life are money-valued commodities,
my money and health and regenerative potential
for sale or rent,
in exchange for what quality of money,
what source of present-health
absorbing dualdark angry-past pathology?

This proposal comes to you
through deep-nested communities
of co-investment.

What are your layers of cooperative political
and economic investment,
where lie these mutually-subsidiary networks?

My communities are interdependent communities
of rich paradigmatic intent and permacultural practice.

Are your health outcomes of potential interest
only to our human tribe,
or is there a cooperative DNA/RNA synergy
demonstrated in your proposal design,
budget,
and/or installation-investment plan?

Which cooperative investment communities appear
as higher risk potential divestors
due to internal monocuturally-dominant
program assumptions,
anthrocentric-normative trends?

Who do you propose will hope and plan to do business with you,
and how,
through mutual barter, competition, and/or cooperation?

Who do you hope and plan to invest in
and not invest in,
to achieve healthy helpful outcomes,
and how,
whether barter, competition, or cooperative absorption
into our Help Us Health Bank?

Your proposal outcomes,
for each moment and day and year,
like your own embryonic life,
should demonstrate early investors,
how you will optimize polyculturally inclusive outcomes
of equitable harmony,
especially if you are not beginning
with a clearly articulated
and balanced
polyculturally health-regenerative theory
root-systemic base
to compost rich fertile program development.

I will consider your proposals
each and every moment of each day and night
of mutual ecoconsciousness,
asking where does this proposal fit best
within our cooperative health-as-help portfolio
with other karmic potential investments at this time,
and/or
to consider in light of
prior and still ongoing cooperative polycultural-healthguild
investments,
and their comparative health/pathological outcomes
for future regeneration
of Earth’s healthy Time.

Please be sure any investment opportunities
explicitly measure future polycultural sensory-health
against current comparatively monocultural,
over-competitive economic and political status-quo,
not only within your Nature-Investment Program Outcomes
but also how nutritional results
will be winnowed and seed-selected,
decomposed to enrich
your own future regenerative Interior Landscape,
your health lives of love
with your original and ongoing cooperators,
yourselves in aligning/maligning relation with others.

Perfect, all here and accounted for.
So, how are you investing and divesting
as our
“Cooperative Help As Health Bank”
ecological economic and political health
permacultural proposal
within your own time as money investment portfolio?

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Fr. Time Commentaries

A few words about my good friend, Fr. Time’s, investment in developing this language and these dialects of evolution.

And yet, not to blame someone for doing too good a job,
but why shine so much light on ecosystemic deductive-languaged consciousness
of sciences and math and metaphysics?

Please stop spiraling these teleological definitions of light’s (0)-centric Origin through PolyCultural full-octave of color ReBirth,
Ta(0)Mega-EcoLogical Soul of Fractal-Regenerative-Function,
deep dark rich ecological language-learning compost,
including a little bicamerally balanced Interior-Exterior Landscape wisdom,
blending our Rightmind Owl-Recessive Medicine
with our LeftBody Moose Dominant Medicine.

Why not invest more in ego-identity
as biosystemic light-positive-temporal-function reception,
functioning with ecoconsciousness of EgoLeft Health
chronically dissonant with EcoRight dualdark diastatic (0)Warm/Cold-centric
EgoDeductive/EcoInductive Balance?

If you wanted to invest more in science and math,
why didn’t you throw some culturally enriching light of evolution
toward important relationships for eco/ego therapeutic self through other care?
Why not talk more about what binomiality adds to nomial-metaphysical landscapes?
And how this reflects what your BiLaterality adds to linear information constraints
on a neural-normative assumption
that positive information about time’s investment
is equivalent to double-negative cognitive experience
of neither past nor future light,
present now a dipolar/bipolar moment,
adds to prime relational (0)Riginal teleological
ecological
ethological
geological
polycultural trending
UnFold-UnFold light as time
cogravitating dipolar balance.

Fr. Time, we have measured you with light,
do we measure Ego’s lifetime values in light-bright outcomes
emerging from otherwise normal chronic stress
of dualdark pathologies?

And if human nature cannot measure our outcomes in healthy light
v. dualdark pathologies of anger-fear despair,
then why not,
as we do measure time’s light invested
incarnating
fueling,
firing,
growing warm and cold regenerating
habits of spinning bilateral light,
then dipolar dual dark transparent,
then another,
co-gravitating,
surfing through diastatic light
self-ecoconscious
of breathing light in
to breath gratitude dense-nutrient light out.

If religion’s GodBrahmanAllahYHWHGreatMedicineSpirit
is also the scientists’ deductive measure of Time
valued as bilateral dipolar CoPresent light,
with dualdark negentropic waves of octave color potential,
then are these three,
God and Time and Light
not some trinitarian form or structure,
or well rooted tree of ReGenerative Time as Light’s
TransParent Beloved Community
and dualdark CoPresent Compost,
balancing co-arising nutrients of light and time and health,
each Now’s light through dark lifetime.

You realize, do you not,
that you do not bilaterally exist?
outside human natured identity,
mindbody memories
include all time’s regenerative investment wealth
in light of now.

Where there’s smoke there’s fire
and where there’s time there’s emerging light,
and where Ego light-memory
then Eco-regenerating bicameral
reiterating
Ego/Eco perpetuating
dipolar feedback,
Egolife of Time flowing and feeding on Ecolight of Time,
some greener, some darker, not too much transparent bright.

Breathe in the light
exhale bicameral wisdom of time bilateral.
Breath in Fire of Time,
exhale bicameral smokey soul
of integral unitarian love,
synergetic health back toward (0) soul
balanced God of Time’s BrightLight.

Life is your organic deeply reiterative
light-dark balancing investment
in polyculturing Earth’s robust future.

Light,
how could you steal time’s echoing thunder?
Smoking Owl Medicine,
how could you cloud
Moose Medicine’s dialects of deductive ecologic,
light/dark RNA/DNA memory streams
of warm/cold etched ecoconsciousness
of SunGod synthesizing-medicine
as God’s Light.

Your investment in light
grows deeper
denser
darker
where it is healthiest, richest,
most informed,
like a pine knot
emerging from spreading waves of light-aptic understory,
like human nature spreading waves of light-fueled nature
across our industrially congested understory
of deep ecology.

Time grows darkest where herstory is richest,
most fertile,
in comparison to transparent light
where she really hasn’t much to add to diastatic dualdark transparent light-potential memory function,
grist of dreams in reverse greyscale,
decomposing DNA’s time investment
in regenerating healthy light/dark midway
cooperative co-mentoring relationships.

I doubt God would invest beyond the temporal limits
on Time’s bilateral perfection,
firmly seated love of synergetic health
riding midway between anger-fear reverse
dualdark pathology.

Time is not reasonably reduced
to a landscape object of exterior worship
however ennobling this might be,
but rather calls us now
to unveil this interior light with dual-dark
as nutritional opportunity
through co-arising confluence of
both EgoInterior and EcoExterior
within as without
climatic cognitive-affective-neural
lightdark doing the best we can
to cooperatively stretch
toward light’s remembered diastasis.

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Neediest of All

It’s sad to look in mirrors
and see a needy one
a greedy one for two,
to want love more
than anyone
you would ever dare to know.

It’s hard to play love’s prodigy
without first sowing what we reap
regenerating deep time lust
through eye to eye health care,
when taking care of this one you love
brings co-therapeutic love,
then loving love seen through lover’s eyes,
grows love of love ourself.

It’s sometimes OK to see oneself
as greedy for prodigious self-esteem,
to know love for more than one ego
you would ever care to grow.

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StepSister Princess

No! Cut this piece here!
No! Not there!
Why didn’t you cut it right?

says Princess StepSister’s
hyper-ventilated syndrome,
jonesing for her next pork chop.

I would have finished
but you bellowed me away
in your Ugly StepSister voice
demanding from open refrigerator door
that collard greens must stop evaporating
behind your eyes.

Ugly StepSister?
Did you just call me a StepSister?

I’m just saying
you think you’re a Whatever Princess
but you don’t act like one
because, as you know,
princesses are always kind
and say please and thank you
and not whatever,
and seldom if ever bark and bite
at the hands created to lovingly feed them
for the next several years;

while Ugly StepSisters
act like whatever bullies,
talk like ballistic assault weapons.

Which is why
Cinderellas are originally selected to dance
with Prince Charmings,
and thereby become kind Princesses,
rather than stuck in Ugly StepSister roles and rules,
harping at Prince Charming Dads
to cut their pork chops faster,
and better,
and now,
if not yesterday.

Oh…
Would you cut my pork please, in smaller pieces,
and not take your usual gimpy time, thank you?

Why of course my Princess,
I love to live your Prince Clumsy.

 

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Growing Time by Shrinking Space

Making more time for sacred love and naturally blending contentment
results in shrinking internal space
for angry-past politics and fear-of-future economics
competing for dominance,
and vice versa,

Shrinking internal time for Gods and Goddesses
of Anger and Fear,
Prodigal Twins of chronic ego over-investment,
results in more therapeutic love
and healthy fertile poly-ecosystems,
contenting trends of confluent communication,
beloved community developments,
bicameral embryo
co-arising time’s cooperative network regeneration
of health and safety trends,
more love and peace-filled octaves of bilateral-neural energy,
which may well suggest less marching in angry depressive squares
of both self-with-others fury
about ego-anthro-centric mortality,

Most mental health therapies respond with priority
to critical anger and fear-management issues,
as well they should.

Ecotherapeutic regenerative nutrition development
can also be responsive to these negative chronic monocultural trending issues,
ecosystemic risks of health-loss,
all positive-dreamless day and night.

However, a fully polyculturally proficient permaculturist,
as are we all, potentially,
also intends and practices co-empathic responses
to existing positive-deviant trends
within each RealTime moment’s CoPresent Landscape,
stretching Left with Right toward love as synergetic self-reiteratingOther
co-arising operations and designs of natural rich pleasure,
Earth self-investing opportunities for global,
yet local, personal, internal,
spiritual, natural, eco-logical,
inclusive bio-health and safety self-perpetuating outcomes.

Bucky Fuller’s Synergetic cooperative integrity,
thermodynamically and electromagnetically balanced,
is also Permacuture Design’s regenerate-polycultural climaxing-trend outcome
projections for interior as exterior RNA/DNA confluent syntax,
EarthTime’s bilaterally transparent
Ecosmological Memory (0)rigin-(0)Mega Tipping Points
toward optimally nutritious midway,
love and peace find their way each day,
evolving between anger-fear double-binding Codex.

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Sensual Hearts and Flaming Flowers

You’re the flame around my heart,
am I still your smile
when we’re apart?

As you leave your flame flares up,
but when I look into your face,
I miss your fuel-fired smiling fart.

If you’re my fire
where were you before my first flame?
What were you before in me?

After your last flame
returns from where it came
what remains but primal memory?

Although our flames elapse and change,
consume and exhale in recessed waves,
are you this same fire
from first consuming flame
through our last expiring rest?

Other than your warm body
of Earth’s wavey-rational co-gravitation,
how are we not the same fire
I watched expire last night?

How do fire storms and tsunami
earthquakes with family landslides
measure life’s self-reflective Time?

Our flame of hearts
hide co-viral souls
all the same
in some primal ways,
yet more interesting in our difference
through other times and sacred places,
heartflow space
as nature’s species
emerging fertile trends
with despairing ends,
encultured Trees of Life
as discultured Root Systems of DeComposing Death,
inducing memories of good flame health
interrupted by time’s double-present boundary,
pathology of absent loss of breath.

Is this how our flame of love
is sacredly Sun’s same zero-Soul?
yet mundane nature’s
more uniquely DNA identified
absence of warm love
and peaceful pastures?

Flames co-arise up and down
to up and out evolve again
another day of shared reiterative memory,
another season,
another moment,
another spacetime advent toward
regene-culturing well-fired outcomes
of prime temporal co-relations,
Yang poli-flame emergent hearts,
as YinYin co-rising-gravitating economics
of fire’s all-consuming productive flow,
(0)-soul bicameral permaculture,
healthy well-balanced compost,
burning nutrients of air and soil,
mixing internal neuronic-neutronic DNA-treated-water
baptizing RNA-treated breaths
of inhaling/exhaling Sun greets Earth ecology.

Wavey flames with nutrient fuel
form co-arising hearts,
Prime Relationships
so zero-centric strong
mere zen-dipolar intent
raises Yang’s full-power flame
with YinYin fertile RNA-fractal balanced flow,
WinWin CoRelational Balancing
zippy hearts against wilting flowers,
YangUracil’s optimizing CQI health-trend
regenerating midway fire.

Your flame inhales and exhales
smiling DNA Yang,
reversing notnot smiling-aptic reverse-trend LoseLose,
my ecofertile flow fuels spirit flames,
sensual breaths,
co-empathic smiles
toward RNA equivalent tempered WinWin Balance,
co-gravitating flames Right-ebb
as Left Positive Psychology flow
of co-arising dialectic health
(0)Rigin as (0)Mega OrthoPraxis,
cooperative bicameral health of flames
love to smell and grow together.

You’re the flame around my bicameral heart,
am I still your bilaterally co-gravitating smile,
when we’re apart?

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