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Political Beliefs as Economy of Feelings

Could what a political scientist would call
deeply held belief
also be what a psychologist could identify as a
feeling of affinity or aversion,
trust or distrust,
confluent familiarity or cognitive-affective dissonance?

“I deeply believe Tasteless Trump
is the logical conclusion
so richly deserved by the Republican Party.”

Is this position rooted in a belief system
or an empathic feeling of trust/distrust system
or are these dualistic ways
to speak of one nondual feeling-belief mindbody system?

If our political and economic choices
evolve out of our complex sensory networks
of health v pathology,
both ego-internal
and eco-external,
both endo- and ecto-symbiotically evolving,
then how do I know
that what you believe
is not what I experience
as a feeling of trust v. distrust, dissonance,
confluence,
basic aptic contentment,
or stressful stretching
to find co-empathic commensurability,
as something nondually in-between
your evolving belief systems
and my evolving feeling sensory-rooted systems?

For political party planning,
community organizers have a useful iconic principle:
Highest and best original investment system
will generate the most widely replicable positive community outcomes,
but only for those well-spoken,
empowered,
within the original highest and best co-investor system.

Or, something like that.

Permaculture Designers have a similar system design principle:
Greatest effect with least loss, least effort, least suffering, least dissonance.

Combining these may reproduce a new-old Golden poli-economic Rule
of ReGenerative Systems Development:
Optimize systemic belief/feeling integrity
by learning holistic loss of love management,
given current co-investor potential.

Given current poli-economic co-investor potential for
freedom toward health, as freedom from pathological anger,
freedom toward love, freedom from fear of fear itself,
freedom toward learning trusting truths of co-empathic beauty,
as freedom from dissonant terrors
of self and other hatred,
fundamentalist monocultural elitism,
sociopathic anthrocentric suprema-cynicism,
suicidally hypnotic addictive self-idolatry
of LeftBrain ego-predative dominance.

More holistic current feeling/belief learning potential
evolves love/synergetics through inclusive deep listening
and then intentional practice
of co-empathic eco-compassion.

Deep learning our belief-feeling continuum,
noticing what were oppositions now feel like heuristic appositions,
slowly, integrally,
inclusively discerning our shared vision
for optimizing potential regenerative co-empathic trust intent.

Given my current
belief/feeling
left/right
yang/yin
nature/nurture
scientific research/spiritual development
situation and story,
my blessings and apparent curses,
resonance and poli-economic flat-line echoing silent dissonance,
I am trying to do my part to regenerate healthy ecosystems
biosystems of life and dying decomposition,
with least loss and suffering,
poli-economic death,
resulting in highest and best nutritional effect
for my,
and our,
and Earth’s feeling-beliefs,
both political and economic,
ecologically evolving systems
for health regenerating safety
of future generations,
our EarthTribal PostMillennial CoInvestment,
our vulnerable babies facing climatic transitions.

Would both political and psychological scientists
recognize an embryonic DNA/RNA scripted baby
as a deeply rooted belief/feeling system,
hopefully evolving toward political and economic maturity?

Like Republic Party Investors
giving birth to Donald Trump as their Favorite RelentlesslyWhite,
nonIslamic Son,
to re-present their most nutritional offering
and sacrifice,
a sacramental icon of political and economic monocultural elitism,
not recognizing the superior polycultural power of co-empathic trust
has already slapped them in the face;
but just to wake us up to our own naked absence
of basic trust
in double binding principles
of political subsidiarity to
economics of integral-dialectical-nondual complementarity;
trust beliefs form as well-fed feelings flow.

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All Growed Out

And EveryBody to Play With

Cognitive maturation,
that portion of “please just grow up”
evolving climatically large transitional lifetime matters
of choosing to grow up,
to not just act as if I am an adult,
but to also know I am always of an emergent adolescent species,
one of the new anthro-kids on the old-school regenerating block
of organic communities emerged from healthy Elders,
still playing cooperative-co-therapeutic mentoring and role play games,
speaking and sometimes even writing daily creation stories
preparing for night-time dream decomposition
co-evolving regenerative strings of years of intergenerational narrative,
but one self-transparent integrative moment in each day,
one day within each maturing egoconscious lifetime
of therapeutic mind
and nondual co-arising body

Of Basic CoEmpathic Embryonic Trust
growing up in an ecoconscious deep-learning bicameral process
and economic lifetime project environment
of organic historical-permacultural eco-systemic co-evolution
of dipolar TaoSpacetime 4D co-empathic
reverse-bilateral dream/imagination,
winwin polycultural Game Designs
focused solely on our (0) soul universal love through ReGenerative Elders
open-systemic evolutionary health insurance EarthTribal Group Theories.

Outrageous fractal-dipolar DNA/RNA waves of jazz-rooted
comedy-operatic drama creation liturgies
of trees co-mentoring life and dualdark death.

While our bodies cannot choose to age into maturity
of wise cooperative behavioral conduct,
our minds can and must choose maturity,
to follow what wisdom of our bicameral-bipedal bodies
regeneratively,
ubiquitously
lavish-resonantly,
rich harmonic humorously
and dramatically full-revolution co-arising co-operatively
reminds us,
reweaves us,
reconnects anthro with wild maturation’s wisdom,
longing for long-term affective and effective karmic-health,
positive medicine folding cards
through double-binding notnot dipolar grace
of ecoconscious empathic-egofractured enlightenment
co-arising political and economic choices
to cooperatively grow up.

What would happen
if all existing cooperative bodies
and businesses
and healthy-value Commons Ownership,
were to become mutually financed
within a zero-interest global on-line cooperative
and deferred loan guild?

Whose ego’s would grow healthier?
and who would lose everything that could possibly become pathological?
who would love everything that makes them happier?
through cooperative ownership responsibilities
and authority for ecosystemic maturing-network justice
and confluently sustainable,
regeneratively multicultural,
health-trending
aging-goodkarma-gracefully
regenerating peace?

Just show up
growing out to-gather,
just show deep
grown wisdom together.

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MetaPhysical Therapies

Religious
and perhaps all pedagogical traditions,
are variations on a creation story theme,
both rooted in, and feeding on, multicultural evidence
of faith in polyculturally evolving mental/physical health-integrity outcomes,
actively loving trusted truths as co-empathic beauty,
and or diverse more fundamentalist,
monopolistic,
idolatries.

Metaphysics,
religious and scientific and aesthetically woven creation stories,
are bicameral enculturations
of humane supernatural faith
in Sun+Earth prime nutritional ecosystemic relationship.

Faith evolves an external landscape cultural projection
of an internal enthymematic landscape of political and economic gratitude,
and absence thereof.

Gratitude
is a Basic Attendance
aptic-empathic response
to the practice and experience of agapic love,
tribal integrity,
RNA/DNA synergy;
the Holy holistic gestalt
of becoming ReGenerate Issue-Identity Awareness;
original intent of deeply enlightened co-gravity’s bicameral listening
for healthy WinWin self-identity narrative opportunities
with diminishing LoseLose risks through decomposition of faith networks,
internal and external.

Sociopathology:
My problem is that I am not the center of my universe.

Sociotherapy:
My solution is to permaculturally reintegrate
within our shared universal center,
each moment,
each thought within time,
each relationship between times,
each paradigm about the healthy development of EarthTribe’s regenerating time.

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Sandwich Blues Generation

Sometimes it feels easier to throw my younger generation
in with my older generation
and walk away,
as quickly as possible,
without drawing undue attention to my own eagerness
to disappear into blues of love’s last kinder memories.

I wonder why
it seems they either want to kill each other
or they can’t eat up enough of each other.
Nothing too much in-between,
which is more what I get
in-between these past and future generations.

In my own situation,
this older generation has become all too relentlessly white,
while my own kids are more of a brown sepia rainbow
of polyculturing color mix
of browns and whites with ruminating blues.

My kids are sure their white grandparents were aliens,
possibly benign,
but never known,
too far away.
But, their brown skin grandparents
speak with fluent nourishing food,
good-news song and blues
of love and hated mistrust,
wariness of violence.

They sing brown stories of blues
fogging up from steamy love,
for without love’s heat,
no blue-souled warmth
to sing and scold their bratty grandkids,
cherished as whom we have become together,
contentious in this time
in-between regenerations.

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Education as if All Life and Death Matters

Political Science of Eco-Educational Vocations

Really? That’s my topic?
Didn’t Paulo Freire already do this one?

Oh, I see..ecosystemic learning and mentoring,
including anthrocentric pedagogical development systems
doing the best they can,
bless our matriotically nurturing hearts,
to figure out our own deep ecosystemic
co-empathic consciousness
of regenerative ego-health
as eco-truth
as bilaterally balancing bouncing beauty.

Educational EcoSystems begin with bicameral balloon listening skills,
balancing our internal fusing and fractal geometric networks
with our octave sounds of light’s rhythmic patterns of flow,
surfing radiant Sun sweeping Earth’s pregnant wet skin.

From surf in and out listening
to noticing in-between spaces
are both 1+1 dipolar appositional,
but also 1×1 nondual co-arising places,
some with bicameral faces
and bodies responding to cooperative
and competing Others.

Pedagogical EcoSystems
scientifically listening communication networks,
deep learning political science
of noticing both cooperative health
and competitive egocentric pathological trends
with runaway climatic absence
of negative-dissonantly-active feedback,
restraint as Anger and Fear Management,
suboptimizing fullOccupiers of Yang Elder Moose+Owl dominance
longing to reweave unraveling of belonging within both
science with religion
as natural-spiritual ecosystemic teleological process function
as YangSun’s PolyNomial Plus
cooperatively co-arising
YinYin notnot EarthEmbryonicFertileSkin
WintoWinto-gather
double-bind temporal reverse-bicameral LoseLose egoconsciousness
of InBetween (0)-Empathic Trust
Exegetically Personal Harmonic Balance Knowledge
of ecologic’s internally confirmed and trusted
exegetically regenerative evidence proofing and reproofing cooperative political sciences.

We benefit from anciently permacultural contracts
with Earth’s Nurturing Educational Trees and Plants,
creating a breathable atmosphere
into perpetuity,

Primal Educational Contracts with Earth’s SoilRights of Sacred Skin
breathing in rich nutrients of light’s composting fuels
and forms
and heroic functions,
breathing out frequencies of revolving
recycling
healthy ecosystemic biologic embryonic music,
resoundingly harmonic CQI ReGenerative ReCycling ReVolution Standards
of global health and safety,
political truth as economic beauty,
education and defense from undue dissonance.

Prime Pedagogical Listening Contracts with Earth’s Waters,
to hear them,
to feed Her beauty as truth flowers,
confining weeds to healthy polycultural BusinessAsUsual shares,
trading shade for regenerative worms and strings of roots,
ecosystemic Time her matriarchal twining
bilateral
selves,
regenerating cells
of paradigmatic multicultural political scientists
deep-learning/earning enculturing rich systems.

In-between,
wu wei Golden Ruling kule,
if it means notthis notthat
then adding betweens also means
at least some
of both this way
AND that way,
make each more better, OK.

Fundamentalism,
like terrorism,
is antithetical to both politically wise science
and religious-ecosystemic development stories
of pedagogic sacred listening
and noticing rebirths of Messianic Suns of EarthMothers
of Gods and Goddess nurture-loving fertile values,
to deep learn enculturation’s biologically embryonic history
of nonverbal
nonviolent (normative-BusinessAsUsual as CoOperative),
natural sciences
as told by Mother Nature EarthTribal EgoSelves
deep learning health-culture listening systems.

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Silent Lurkers

Silent watchers,

lurkers,

ruminating parents,

students,

scientists are often leaders at listening selectively,

looking for resonance,

yet not ignoring dissonant noise double-boundaries,

from where and when they first emerged,

to where and when they might become redeemed,

wherein might lie a poignant replicable deep-learning moment,

life is what unfolds

for our co-redemption.

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Outrageous Heresies Reconsidered

Imagine that process theologies
are theories about the evolution of creation stories
in which the “begat” chronology
of god v man,
is reversed to Mother Earth,
then xman/yywoman,
then divine-humane gods and goddesses of ecotherapy.

EcoCentric Woman gives RNA embryonic enculturation to men and women,
as anthrocentric language and culture
gives birth to creator gods and goddesses,
made in our own potentially loving
political and economic healthy cooperative multicultural transgenerational image.

What if yin-agape
is the reverse side of yang-eros,
so agapic interior political and economic nurturing relationships
of yin-anima
confluently midway co-optimize
during ecoconscious bicameral moments
of erotic fertile vitality
of Yang’s transactional sustenance, reiteration,
revolving sweet dynamics of full-body-sensory
(0) RightNow ego-conscious timelessness.

Imagine if we re-imaged the god of ego-political
and eco-normic cooperative trust
as Moose Medicine
and socioeconomic polypathic empathy
as goddess-muse of wise Owl Medicine.

What if false gods
were always, and within every culture, gods of fear
rather than creative goddesses and gods
of healthy nurturing love and compassion?
Would orthodox fundamentalists,
angrily mistrusting other fearfully inferior paths,
and terrorists of fear exploitation,
growing hypnotic addiction to LoseLose passions
and ego-violence,
within any metaphysically dark teleological belief system,
Tree of Death v Life Revelation Story,
become both unhealthy invocational evangelists and idol worshipers?

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Twelve Steps

Twelve step therapeutic environments
are probably as old as light and color,
measured in octaves,
and double-bound fractal half-octaves,
learning to listen deeply and well,
speaking after listening with integrating honesty,
compelling transparency, vulnerability,
open attendance.

Integrity includes accuracy and responsive gratefulness.
Because these are all optimal communication values,
PowerOver distancing strategies during gatherings
become diffuse
as this is a culture discovering shared success
through not trying to persuade others to do anything.

This is a therapeutic discernment program
to mutually support each other
in not behaving addictively,
out of anger and fear attractions and aversions.

Mutual noticing,
accepting,
understanding empathic trust
celebrates this mutual right-now well-being,
the only goal of each therapeutic environment,
each meeting,
each morning,
each day,
each life and death together;
which is why 12-steps are often experienced as therapeutic,
for those who are vulnerable and wise enough
to embrace this simplicity of being.

Becoming accepted and accepting as who we are right now,
with all our scabs showing,
is therapeutic.
Wise evangelists,
therapists of both egos and ecosystemic environments,
used car salesmen,
used lives relationship marketers,
we all know this from some experience,
I hope,
as intrinsic to building a path from becoming known
to becoming intimately loved.

Our larger political and economic climatic challenges,
environmental threats,
highlight therapeutic urgency of building on this 12-step base
by learning how and why each of us is part of this family,
this vocational team,
this meeting,
this community
this moment,
this day,
this transaction,
this global socioeconomic network.

What is our optimally shared and inclusively valued vocation?
to fulfill who we truly are becoming,
with our scars
acknowledging our shared hypnotic addictions
to anthrocentrically dominant enculturation.

My 12-step daily moment-by-moment active hope
is for a family and community
where we are mutually invested in loving each other
for who and what we are already,
doing the best we can,
and for whom we are becoming together,
and loving how we are already evolving
politically and economically healthy ecosystemic networks
of cooperatively nested information,
invested in meeting space memories of time.

Co-empathic,
co-mentored trusting love
is our prime sustained confluent sweet spot
for sustaining cooperative relationships
of mutual self-definition,
interpersonal refinement of wisdom,
but also transpecies evolutionary definition and refinement of balance,
and transgenerational co-presence, DNA/RNA past informing
present incarnations, already carrying seeds of future regenerators,
reweaving and/or unraveling
our mutual poli-economic 12-step lives.

We are a 12-step Tribe of EgoCentric EcoTherapists,
cooperatively researching,
designing,
and developing
our Public Cooperative,
a WinWin ReGenerating System
toward our mutually defined,
much beloved,
Lake Woes-Be-Gone.

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Politics of Love

Trust,

rather than terror,

usually beginning with some combination of the two,

is an empathic political choice

to evolve toward healthier mutual regard,

rooted in open and honest full-disclosure

of ego- and eco-centric agendas,

emerging climatic issues,

projects repurposing monopolistic Business As TerrorUsual.

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Earth’s Vocational Union

This Union of happiness
and healthy prosperity,
life’s liberty,
in pursuit of equal EarthRights of InterDependence,
cooperatively contract Earth’s rooted regenerating Union
of political-economic health,
as at least less climatic pathology,
stirrings of dissonant bicameral flow
predicting behavioral trends of BusinessAsUsual
Ego-monoculturing Win/Lose Programs.

Meanwhile,
our Original Vocational Intent
timelessly remains WinWin health-optimization
within each and every EarthTribe evolving incarnation,
midway across normative Tipping Points
of each and every humane bicameral heart
and mind
and body
with DNA/RNA heritage enculturation as history
of deep-learning vocational unions,
ecoconsciousness

Trust: LeftDeductive Yang political-communication power
fuel co-arising dipolar nondual economic bilateral function
CoEmpathy: RightInductive DoubleBind MidWay WinWin
v LoseLose,

Integral dialectical universal ecosystemic learning networks:
Win 0Rigin Left
Lose 0Mega Right resonant-reverse
Win 0Mega Left
coarising reverse-code “Win-Reiterative” memory Right temporal-neural

Prime CoRelational Eulerian ReGenerative Function
as empathic/enthymematic dipolar balanced
reiteratively relational communication balance function
within (0)-soul Earth dipolarity of TaoTime,
then diastatic Space,
then diastolically stretching Place,
then EcoConscious CoPresence,
within a cooperative Union
Declaration of Universal Earth Rights
balancing freedom-to with freedom-from
SunLight’s ReGenerate InterDependence.

While political evolution may be rooted in
my enemies are your enemies,
economic revolutions are rooted in
my potential transactional partners
become my cooperative allies of trust
rather than my bilaterally cooperative enemies of reiterating terrors,
violence and suffering,
active abuse
but also long-suffered neglect of mutually grateful relationship
within our vocational union
of Earth’s Tribes,
and generations
and genders
and cultures
and communication
and deep learning investment choices.

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