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The Choir Audition

Why does she know
laying our music down
raises musicality
reality up?

Does she also know
why my lips prefer to sing
in resonant Oh,
Oooooooh…
oozing round O’s
and singular Ah’s
free of mapping static lyrics

Lines sung
hung
rung right or wrong,
good marching when uniform,
bad when too shy
of improvising bold
multiculturing unity

Harmony musing
amusing spontaneous drifts
and rifts
of EarthTribe’s light
bright woke-up
out loud power focus

Searching out deep whole-sum liturgies
of octaved musicality
we share
when fine-tuned to listen
for our not-so-silent breaths,
anticipating life’s next cooperatively felt
and politically co-empowering
story.

Songs of sacred circling lines
and whole systemic spaces
clever linearly written,
yet never speaking totally predicted sounds
resonant transcendent
anticipating in-between joy
and silent
nonviolent
resilience.

I wonder if she feels
as I sometimes can do
that muses nurture music
as abusers remain
narcissistically
patriarchally
capitalistically competitive,
unsympathetic

Lacking indigenous co-empathic wisdom,
Yang universal
Yintegral unitarian
musical integrity

Of Earth’s sound tribes flowing
songs and rhythms patterning
natural narratives,
curiously intimate Earth Day
anthems

Dancing spirited
taoistic breaths
bicamerally cooperative
contemplating solidarity
sung clarity

Under a zillion twinkling
zen core inkling
starlit choral nights.

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Less Challenging Dances

I find it easier
and, admittedly, more fun
to climb through tough terrain,
piles of leaves,
loose rocks,
debris,

If
and when
my goal is not to push sweaty through
by force of independently superior will,

But
to dance
with EarthTribe’s diverse
and miraculous co-creations,
sometimes feeling monstrous,

While marching
up our co-arising
complexly gorgeous,

Some might say “athletic”
hill.

And, when more still,
too quiet to dance,
advance,
transport myself
from points A
through fully alphabetized Z

I sit with members
of my inter-connecting choir
to sing my solo
inside dialogues
and depressingly competitive debates

Rituals of stuck
in ambiguous refrains
and angry rounds
of songs I’ve come to care for
yet fear to unload out loud

Taking turns
to catch up
and on
and on
without permitting any advice
ever
regardless of how unilaterally wise,
nor comment
before this circling non-dialogue
completes the time allotted
for this therapeutic day
of deeply listening monologue.

And then my dance
begins inside
as sung by curiosity.

Open ended,
round and full of comprehensive stretches
across all open intersectional space
and sufficient
efficient
inter-connected time
to rhyme our stories
sung in resonance
of universal therapy
for uniting traumas.

But curiosity
does not predict
responses right
and wrong
or either serenely left
or redly fight.

Curiosity draws
us out toward undiscovered
yet felt recovered
resonance
reconfirming choirs of angels
singing Earth’s therapeutic climates
of bravely danced
resilience.

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The DT Blues

Not so dear DT:

Many voices have avoided asking you
obviously challenging questions,

Like, “Why?”

I have a different
but related choice question:

Ten years from 2020 revision,
would you rather be dead
or a silently cancelled mystery
rightly left behind
by a more resilient
blood red
healthier EarthClimate
history?

This is my rightful
red-blooded
Earth patriotic question
for not only unjust you.

The entirely apartisan U.S. Senate
comes immediately to what’s left
of my right mind,

Especially those egregiously unclean
unrepentantly ungreen,
which seems to clearly exclude
no one
from blue penitence
seeking more red hot hope
for ecological salvation.

Better off already dead?
Or still breathing
but more left living behind,
out of over-invested
nemesis light?

Why, AntiUncle Samson,
Why?

What in degenerative
dogmatic Hell
was our bad trip all about?

The journey toward forgiveness
is a long one,
short on patience,
bankrupt
for culpable slack,
publicly mediated lack
of green clean curiosity.

Redemption begins with:
Hi. I am DeToxifying Donald.
I am part political fascist
and part economic fool.

I’m sorry.

Let me make reparations
by donating what little is left,
not yet self-righteously destroyed,
to Earth’s Feminist Future Gardeners
already permaculturing peace.

Then, cancelling
my monoculturing
“DT right is only red”
brand,
I choose to disappear
into a transgender nunnery
to clean ungilded toilets

To clean the pots
we marginally pee in
for myself
by myself
swiftly cancelled
by unplanned climate change
like everyone else.

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Fiddler’s Womb

If I were a poor woman
I would dance and sing
through basement boogy woogy bars
all these days and nights
of EarthTribe healthy men

Winning
not measured in applause
but absorbing painful bunions
in glad support
of Earth’s healthiest worn-out pause

Performing songs with peace
inviting massive choirs
composing mother muses,
matriarchs of deeply felt integrity
dancing EarthDay’s cause.

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Alone Not Lonely

Wanting to not be alone
is not always the same
as wanting to speak with someone.

Sometimes
being with someone
also feels like being here
and listening now
nurturing source for each Other,

Non-coincidental Me
evolving toward
co-incident WeView identity

Sometimes in fear
and sometimes in courageous curiosity,
in sickness and in health,
in serious doubt
and in playful dialogue,
in physical troubles and in spiritual wealth,
in competition and in cooperation,
in silence and within chatty talk therapy,
in separation and in synergy,
in solitude
and in compassionate solidarity

Wanting to not be alone
and yet needing to deeply listen
for emerging peace.

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OppressedCulture Therapy

HealthCare giving
in a cognitive disability space
includes cultural LeftHemisphere trauma,
perhaps chronic autistic distress,
disrupted thrival flow
of wellness serotonin
and safe happiness dopamine
internally felt
sensory

Elder RightHemisphere spiritual
nondualistic
eco/theo-logical
outside/inside
warm womb-felt therapeutic
win/win
EgoChoices/EcoVoices
of health and safety resilience.

When we combine
what we know
about bicameral
bilaterally contextual intelligence
with what we have experienced
as healthy-positive
is also not pathologically negative
dissociative
anthro-supremacist languaged defiant behavior,
LeftHemisphere Either/Or Dualistic
monoculturing dominant
Pedagogy of the [Left-Disability] Oppressed

We can better multiculturally mediate
Restorative Justice
by wrapping in Paulo Freire’s
nonviolent educational communication
for a Left/Right bicameral liberation
wellbeing experience.

EcoFeminist marginalization
follows AnthroSupremacist
StraightWhite Patriarchal
Anglo-MonoTheistic colonization histories

Of ecopolitical BusinessAsUsual
RightWing
LeftBrain dominant
nationalistic
patrilinear
chauvinistic
monoculturing
monotheistic

Predative
win/lose devolutionary
lazy and uninformed impassioned revolutionary
lose/lose ultimate pathological loss, uninformationary
absence of healthy deep indigenous learning trends
co-relationary

EcoPolitically partisan confusion
about where to draw a toxic line
between sacrificing YHWH’s disabled
LeftBrain cognitive marginals
to practical fascist realities
of devolutionary win/lose patriarchal
capitalist theory

Supported by nationalistic
individualistic StraightWhite Supremacist history
prejudiced against RightBrain contextual
interdependent
intersectional
inter-religious
inter-transformatively connected strengths
to know a retributively unjust
cruel win/lose monoculturing coldness
abusive and/or neglectful dissociative
environment
inhospitable to synergetically felt
compassion feelings
for natural/spiritual nonviolently indigenous
wisdom

Against our collective educational abuse
of the unusually
unchosen
unsympathic creatures
whom we must regretfully CancelCulture

Other
Alien
UnClean
Useless
Hopelessly LeftBrain Unfit
Disabled…

Yet again,
if we had sufficient curiosity
and courage
to gaze into EarthMother’s disabled
EarthTribal historic lives
of prehistoric oppression,
where would we likely Fall
to Win/Lose sins
of punishing our RightBrain prominent kin?

With more than sufficient sacred integrity
to revolutionarily comprehend
who and what is healthy Trust
and wealthy indigenously natural/spiritual Beauty

All doing our win/win best Duty
to restore EarthHealth Justice
is to also redeem Earth’s highest
and best,

Deepest
and widest
Healthy BiCameral Wealth System.

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Earth’s Sound Round

Sound is vibration
begets round sound,
random noise,
white nuances,
dark soulful nights,
symphonic nests,
harmonic internations

Organic macrolife is self and other
ego and eco empowerment
begets voiced enculturing life

Love is god is power
begets co-passions between tribes
of trees,
toads,
turtles,
thistles,
thunder,
testimonies,
civil teas

Regenerating energy
resounding vibrant co-relational
responsive
responsible correlations
in-between rhythms
vibrating sound
of EarthDay synergy.

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He Curiously Listens

He listens for my integrity;
our highest and best destiny

As if interred in our children’s
still living oral tradition
Then captured in post-millennial
historic textbooks
on cooperative eco-politics

Illustrating what I did
and did not do
for/against future regenerous climate health
when these same children experience
their children’s
children
appearing resilient
against degeneratively persistent
health wealthing doubt.

What I have imagined doing
win/win with others
I have seldom done.

What we have cooperatively planned doing
win/win with and for and of others
we have seldom undone.

What I have not imagined doing
by my self
investment
he could not easily imagine
to proclaim health
resiliently accomplished

ReInvesting more
in what would otherwise remain personal turf
behind some gilded
and tightly closed
front door
of alternating deep peaceful solitude
and further anticipation
of comfortably laureled silence,

Enough,
at last,
he said

With my righthand
lonely panic
writing in lamenting internal voices

Waiting for his first large-staged break
into an appreciative and prepared audience
to receive each other’s great health-systemic wisdom
wealthing win/win networks

As transubstantiated
by our own integrity experience.

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ComPassion Fatiguing Questions

Why do ecologists
and theologists
and neurologists
see and hear,
touch and feel,
smell and taste
ReGenerating Trust
as Positive Communication?

And,
Why do multiculturists
disvalue active DisTrust
as DeGenerative
Negative Apartheid DisCommunication?

And,
Why are all these
polypathically together
Cooperative + more win/win empowering
as contrasted with Competitive (-) MisTrust
Mis-UnCentered lack of Integral Communion’s
full whole non-zero-sum systemic
non-violent
non-apartheid
non-commodified
non-leftbrain dominant potential?

As win/lose networks
of health/pathology co-arising ambivalence
leading to suboptimizing fatigue and dissonance
in-between Earth global win/lose pandemics
and EarthJustice win/win compassion

Noticing systemic wounds
and loss
and suffering
migrating toward LoseLose
nihilistic fatigue
denying ego-eco-systemic
left-hemisphere nonegalitarian
and right-hemisphere anti-synergetic,
monoculturally leftbrain privileged,
anthropocentrically pathological feelings

Of fear and anger
co-arise universal narcissistic
defiant
red waves of overpowering Hate

Lose/Lose Ego/Eco-Climax Events
within anthropocentric DeathCulture

Violent UnCommunicating
straight white patriarchal privileged
left-hemisphere dominant
ego-unraveling
critical neurological,
ecological,
theological,
economic,
political events,

NonEgalitarian,
AntiDemocratic empowerment/enlightenment,
segregated absence
of bicamerally healthy,
not bilateral apartheid fatigue

Of ego/eco-recentering
systemic intelligent design,
mediation,
communication,
facilitation,
commitment to Win/Win re-education

About thinking/feeling
co-passionate
polypathically resilient
communication ego-theo-neurosystems,

Triangulating
X
Z
Y Spiral Dynamic
organically regenerating
Earth Restoring Justice,
bicamerally healthy
secularized-commodified ego-natured
sacred souls of timeless
regenerating health/wealth consciousness.

Note:

See also “Spiral Dynamics: mastering values, leadership, and change” by Don Edward Beck and Christopher C. Cowan, kinda like ghost transliterators for the bicameral systemic healthy redevelopment thinking of Clare Graves, restructuring Earth-Contextual Intelligence as spiral ing dynamic fractal/octave/bilateral/trilateral polymetric multiculturally revolutionary DNA-iconic structure for cooperative planning, compassionate communication, designing polyculturally healthy EarthRegenerative outcomes. 

There is also a helpful synopsis in wikipedia.com, if you search “Spiral Dynamics.” My own work with this creolizes (attempts to co-acclimate, in a Gregory Bateson cooperative define/refine kind of way) Spiral Dynamics with Integral Permaculture Design principles of compassionate EarthCentric planning for healthy redevelopment of radically democratic, non-anthropocentric cooperatively-invested, resonant and resilient design.  Which, indeed, does sound very much like either a Clare Graves sentence, and/or a Bucky Fuller paragraph page-long sentence.  Which is probably why I tend to write prose in poetically licensed horizontally blocked disguise, in some form of left/right internal communicating, guiding guise.

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Listening for Camouflage

Left reduces speech to Either/Or default,
Win with Ego NumberOne
means Lose for EcoZero Zone Abundance.

Eastern RightYin
childlike Both/And extroversion
emerges Zero becoming cooperative
co-arising
Ego HealthZone,
adolescent eco-introverting
West as robust Left Discernment.

Timeless ZeroZone Consciousness,
so innocent of LeftBrain’s emerging RightWing Ego Focus
within Universal RightBrain Oneness.

Western healthy beloved DNA-RNA Solidarity adults
wearing eco-faceted fractal camouflage
for WiseElder octave revolutioning
understanding within our restoratively double-binding time
co-arises reforesting
secular Ego-Eco sacred identity.

Eastern Right new-borns
wide-angle dipolar
sacred organic bilateral pictures,
non-violent WinWin research,
Either/Or Left analysis
of EgoCenter’s
Right ZeroZone Both/And sacred evolutions.

WinWin revolutionary identity
camouflaging healthy resilient wealth,
sacred ecology’s re-educational vocations.

Cooperative self with other governments
analyze health as PositivEnergy empowerments,
WinWin co-investment econo-mints
through WinLose divestments.

WinWin consumption and production local balance
creates vocational therapeutic initiatives
gratitude’s invitations
through fissures in WinLose camouflage
recovered grace resilient
bilateral Left ZeroZone OneEgo
with bicameral Right ZeroZone Eco-Theo-Tao
dipolar Yang-Yin
WuWei co-arising eco-flow.

Our ecological economy’s camouflage
WinLose financial structure
needs ever-greater labor growth
more sacred matriarchal vocational markets;
Not so much secular
WinLose
automated Left-dominant
RightWing patriarchal tumors.

We polyculturally grow
reforesting beauty
through self with other provisioning,
resourcing
reasoning
designing extended families
consuming less
and reducing our camouflage
anti-ecological LeftBrain-RightWing dominant
foot and hand prints,
body and mind overpopulating production.

Instead
a polyphonic plenitude WinWin Model
appeals to bicameral deep learning humans.

Right sacred ZeroZones
and Left Ego/Eco balancing Centers
long for democratic co-belonging
within sustainable polypath production
of Oneness Universes
for consuming ZeroZones
emerging 2020 sufficiency scales
for seeing.

Cooperative WinLose Camouflage
community research
and EcoSchool curricula
for deep sacred ecological learning,
loving discernment
invite with WinWin complex gratitude
new methods of greenhouse and garden gas emission
over-investment analysis
balancing total ZeroZone global investments
from local consumption
and production resources,
including WinLose imported emissions
of goods
and food
and Positive v Negative Energy,
WinWin cooperative health wealth services,
and democratic trust WinLose corruption.

Camouflage ZeroZone Research
supports half of Earth’s carbon footprint
co-arises with competing WinLose food systems,
goods
and service sectors.

WinLose Camouflage
denies most
Yang production over Yin consumption
waste emissions
are from WinLose competing
monoculturing LeftBrain dominant households.

Camoufage Analysis
of tipping points out-formation
with informational flow
bilateral Yang’s WinLose negative correlations
with Yin WinWin sacred opportunity
for cooperative
community-level leveling
resiliently leveraging global ZeroZone levels
polyculturally sustainable
consumption-production co-investment actions
are camouflaged gratitude opportunities

Golden Empowerment CoOpportunities
to reduce global patriarchal
Win One RightWing Ego
to Lose ZeroZone repressed matriarchal LeftWing,
merely more NegativEnergy waste stream emissions,
future anti-democratic divestments
away from One UniversalEgo/ZeroZone
Eco-Cooperative HealthTribe.

Right induces non-speech for Both/And felt confluence,
Win with Ego NumberOne
means also Win for EcoZero Zone Abundance.

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