When I read sacred scripture,
pass by a temple,
synagogue or church,
a public meeting space,
a sacred nightly pub place,
Do I look first for what God hates,
or why and how and when and where S/He loves?
Do I look for reasons
to explode more secularly profitable bullets
or focus in on seasons
remembering His/Her sacredly synergetic ballast,
ballots cast for healthier wealth?
Keep winning
with your same old competitive erection,
said the life coach,
To avoid future losses.
What are the key ZeroSum capital investment opportunities,
asked the financial coach,
That keep Business As Competitively Usual
building larger homes,
expanding sacred cathedrals,
triumphing Win-or-Lose public servants
calculating democratic divestment of losers?
Watch out for competing over-investment
in ostensibly cooperative purposes,
trusts,
concerns,
collective incorporations for good,
warned the occupier coach,
growing life for mutual love empowerment,
bilateral and multilateral winning health,
wealth,
wellness,
happiness,
welfare of all residents
Whether by “birthright”
or whether by birthwrong need
of a more liberally safe and free sacred space
to live cooperative love
without fear of RightWing ballistic incursions,
rape,
plunder,
abuse,
neglect
Health of truth and beauty winning
robust multicultural love
restoring ecotherapeutic justice.
All residents win through mutually occupying health care
giving
and receiving
and communicating nutritional wealth
with more cooperative communion
revolting against WinLose
and LoseLose evolutionary assumptions,
bad faith,
lack of hope,
where we would instead grow love,
karmic expectation,
positive psychology,
ecological and theological correlational relationship.
RightWing coaches and technicians:
Please conservatively challenge assumptions
that healthy engines of capital green success
should
would
or even logically could
unilaterally assume continued growth
of future wealthy
life-systemic successes.
Relentless continued growth
within a living,
breathing,
heart-beating organism,
society,
culture,
nation
we usually discover as rabidly cancerous
once we become mature adult mindbody systems
of natural healthy Spirit
and/or wealthy spiritual Nature
Said the occupy healthy life coach.
I remember
as a grade school child
an outside voice greeting me
each morning’s reweaving.
The Heckler was school morning alarming.
The Seducer waited to deliver daylight vacation greetings.
The Heckler demanded
I confine my speaking and writing time
to displaying only that ignorance
I was comfortable sharing with family
and neighbors
and classmates
and, possibly, the global stage of reason.
The Seducer invited me
to share only that deductive/inductive intelligence
worthy of collective wisdom
embraced by family and neighbors,
outside voices
and green ecotherapeutic power
to slow-grow love.
Love usually silent proof
I have contributed at least my fair share
to co-intelligent eco/theo-logical listening
to and with Left with Right bicameral WiseElders
Drawing and redrawing ancient moral maps
DNA-enscribed for long-term healthcare therapy,
seductive seasons of climate health
and not so much egocentric pathology,
steering away from bully heckling against vacationing Wisdom
of permapathic democracy
days of leisure absorbing
polypathic freedom
for deductive with inductive balancing ZeroZone
Health-wealth zone for optimizing
systemic thinking and speaking,
listening and learning Earth’s outdoor seductive voices
retelling natural/spiritual vocational choices.
Outdoor in side voices
wisely nondual
Heckler/Seducer equivalency
RE: UnConscious/CoIntelligent
natural/spiritual culture of health
production/consumption
ego/eco-equivalency trends.
Advent,
older, and more pervasive, than Christmas
I presume.
Why so?
Advent’s lack of glaring light
feels more of an invite
to prepare for winter’s new year planning
by reviewing what went toxically wrong
and occasionally
mysteriously right.
A time not yet for sorting ecstatic harvest seeds
of early year insight
but deeper hibernating
into all not not quite entirely wrong potentials,
where cooperative perennial images delight
while capital’s mortal reasoning
remains logistically wrong,
a song
too soon sadly sung
in nihilistic
dissonant keys
of double-binding night,
approaching terrorizing fright
vigorously denied
before adventurously accepting
heuristic gains of ultra-violet bright
Into Advent darkness
recomposing next year’s nurture lights,
ecologically learned evolving cycles
of nutrition
theologically deep revolutionary recycles
speaking healthy wealth of Advent’s
annual 2020 resolutions.
You’ve heard that self-unfulfilling prophecy?
“I love humanity–
it’s just people I can’t stand.”
I love healthy humanity–
it’s just wealthy and/or snooty people I can’t stand
I love cooperative humanity–
it’s just overly-competitive individuals I can’t stand.
Not so distant from,
I love U.S. society
and nationalistic patriotic jingoistic culture,
absence of non-bully matriarchal-power culture,
or whatever I don’t feel like thinking too historically
or too systematically,
or too health systemically about pathology today,
it’s just Trump as President we all should politically adore.
And to think he gave up a lucrative White business man career
over-invested in high end real estate,
developing and seductively marketing naked elitism
and capitalistic worshiping consumerism,
while Earth’s climate begins to burn
and flood,
Further polluting rivers
and oceans
and lakes,
Further polluting and thinning what’s left
of fertile ground soil,
Further polluting and strangling healthy food
production
and consumption,
Further stressing slippery non-conservative slopes
and neglected health care systems
and abusively ballistic non-health receiving war and terror-tool development industries
instead of cooperative gospel multiculturing messages
Further bruising and killing internal feelings
and external climates
for both ego-therapeutic
and eco-therapeutic Win/Win peace,
composure,
dignity,
loyalty,
integrity,
health,
synergetic wealth.
I’m not sure post-millennial people
with or without disabilities,
people with sacred faith in God’s diversity
reweaving natural/convex
with spiritual/concave creations
dipolar feeling authentic bicameral tensions
between nationalistic RightWing U.S. capitalism,
and retributive justice patriotism,
and also more active fear and anger
toward Don Trump as failed and bitter
and cynical bullying AntiChrist President
during the Great RedFlaming Millennial EndTimes.
In a post-millennial narrative,
we all go back to unhealthy Win/Lose capitalistic
LeftBrain dominant
ly encultured ZeroZone
competing non-cooperations.
I’m not sure about my own transmillennial ZeroZone issues
about loving U.S. RightWing economic conservators
moving toward green natural organic health choices
and love experiences of divine humanity
of and for faundamental goodnews Win/Win
non-violently communicating
Grace
which embraces all our mythic stages
EXCEPT:
Evangelistic jihad
Trump-praising and defending
Great BornAgain elite dogmatists
ignorant of experience with wealth
of Holy/Holonic
Patriarchal/Matriarchal Balancing
Harmonic Spirit
not worshiping capital idols and false gods
loyal to Win/Lose messy EarthClimate Futures,
betting against Creator PatriarchalGod of Win/Win Love.
Such dissonance is theologically troubling
because RightWing fear- and anger-mongering
elite nationalism
is so much more like pre-millennial Jealous YHWh
than post-millennial God of Green Sojourner Love,
Messiahs of Truth,
Bodhisattvas of Timeless Beauty,
Harmony,
Integrity…
Maybe we could do Win/Win better
with more green democratic
extended family choices.
I do believe Christians have special scriptural reasons
to actively search for healthier green
in organic community gardens
and permacultural cooperatively-owned and operated farms,
and poycultural EcoSchools
for natural/spiritual bilateral nutrition
before over-investing in Lose/Lose anti-eological
anti-theological capital ungreen vampire gains
toward building climate threatening and threatened
shore-front high rise,
old real estate BusinessAsUsual eyes
still blind to rainbow arcs of post-millennial windmill Paradise
as a more long-range patriotic investment choice.
Why such living green prejudice?
Because it is both historical and scriptural wisdom:
Gospel people are to be known by our love for each other,
more than our investments against each other,
especially the non-elite and at risk
of other alien nations and religions and cultures
and maybe ages
and gender
and color
and fragrance
and touch
and feelings
and language
and…
GreenGrace invites us
To include wounded children and their mothers and grandmothers,
To include residents of punishing legal systems
and insane asylums
and old age homes
and persecuted sanctuaries for our failures,
To include people with disabilities
and terrorizing spirits
and disabling inside voices
and lack of outside therapeutic choices,
hope
including healthy organic and medicinal responses
to pre-existing conditions.
Do I mean pre-existing sinful mental conditions?
Not necessarily loved quite so much
as pre-existing Win/Lose ignorance of Win/Win humane nature
divine spirit
healthier multi-lateral opportunities
But, yes,
pre-existing sinful conditions
for those who experience sin
as absence of sufficiently healthy multicultural love.
Why not open polypathic bridges
across value paradigms?
What if our love within Earth’s divine everyday humanity
teaches us to value enchanting love climates
comfortable for all green
and unseen
ultra-violet resources
rather than more Win/Lose competing disvalues
exploiting no one more chaotically in military-industrialized disarray
than disenchanted RightWing Trumpian patriarchs
Who originally intended to master longterm economic green
and serve Earth’s ecological creation stories
of GreatGreen Rapture
co-relationally EarthTribe staged
and Win/Win restoratively played
co-empathically
Humane animals and plants to the Left
with Divine people on Earth’s GreenGrace Right.
Life feels too complex for mere words,
she curiously said out loud
anyway.
I see health differently, more confluently,
and yet your complex experience feels familiar,
he summarily replied.
I would not equate my life experience
with healthy process, necessarily developing,
although sometimes yes,
especially in wombed and infantile beginnings
before words became evolutionary tools
to be used both for and against complexities.
Language feels more resonant
since one day when I mistook dissonance
for confluence,
mendacious uncharted chaos
predicating pregnant integral enchanting complexity,
Entropy
predicting negentropy
statically remembering more dynamic synergy,
unconscious dark soul
whispering with subconscious healthy spirits
realigning conscious wealthy natures.
Pre-verbal infancy
was so much curiously simpler,
when my rubbed and oiled head
and belly
and back
and feet
and legs
made me so health happy
I hoped to pee my glee.
I can see where words have complexly hidden
your curious ecstatic way
accepting humanity while others feel complexly grieved.
I’m not sure if you affirm my original complex point
about life
or if you are defaming my last happy memory
of healthy relational process
during an intimately discursive pee
nurturing phenomena
coordinating co-relations
rocking my infantile welfare world.
Nor am I…Nor am I,
or We, probably.
Nor Earth her complex ZeroSoiled
ZeroSummed
SelfSouled
not not Other co-relationship.
Relationships feel too complex for mere words
she curiously replied out loud
again
anyway.
Systems,
ecosystems,
and ego body-systems,
patriotic systems
and feminist systems
mutually improve,
grow more robust,
resilient,
resonant,
remembering when WinWin relationships
between diversely paradigmatic elements
improve,
grow more healthy wealth together
well-greased co-operative channels
and web-structures
WinWin overwhelming WinLose
competing ego-centered investments.
Self promotion tends to over-reward historical success
to those born already elite.
Most evangelistic systems
raised by faith in boot-strap bearish punishing
and sacred bullish rewarding meritocracies
favor monoculturally exclusive statically unspiritual absence
of interdependence
over multiculturally co-relational healthy ways and means
developing more robust relationships
in any system
slow-growing resilient interdependent elements
composed of internally resonant developing paradigms,
robust nutritious remembering,
remarkable narrative reweaving
steady-state creation story history
LeftBrain dominant,
sometimes violent, colonization
usually racist,
and sexist,
and elitist,
and fascist
and sundry other monoculturing degenerations
of once healthy bilateral systems.
Who would improve their and our own healthy systemic outcomes
but turning back toward more inclusive
cooperative
organic relationships
within currently deteriorating theological climates
trending against long-term ecosystemic Earth resilience,
also lacking short-term goals
for ego-cooperative robust bicameral relationship development.
Because, as any rainbow could tell you,
and show you,
the non-violent
ultra-violet summary system
becomes bolder,
more richly translucent,
healthier,
more robust,
resilient,
more inside and outside resonant
co-relational power correlations
when each interdependent element
moves toward cooperative WinWin relationships
with those closest
and with those more appositionally apart.
Life systems
are like story structures.
Both become more universally resonant
when integrity and transparency enlighten
curiosity and non-judgmental courage,
healing touch and mutual feeling
are not confined
to remain echoing inside imaginary issues
reiteratively toxic imprisoned strings
of cognitive degeneration
where once lived more robust
systemic integrity.
Grief about past anti-health systemic choices
can provoke anger and fear
co-arising bargaining short-term WinLose ego risks
against long-term WinWin eco-opportunity
either fundamentally healthy right
or sickly wrong
relationships
competing against liberal ego-renunciations
co-arising longer-term BothEgo-AndEco-restorations.
EarthSystems can choose to continue degenerating
formerly healthier regenerate climates.
We can also choose to invoke non-violent acceptance
of past repressive
negative communicating losses
of opportuinities to Win
more robust systemic multicultural interdependent relationships
of Now ultra-violet temporal realities
with Here full-spectral holonic systemc structures.
Acceptance of grief, loss, suffering,
anti-ecological genocide,
matriarchal oppression
co-arises redemptive love and grace and positive karma
co-arise cooperative ego/eco-therapeutic design and development
with new slow-growing green systemic eyes
co-arise full-system ecstasy of interdependent relationships
co-arises enchantment with Yang EgoHere and Yin EcoNow
Wu-wei in-between cooperation [Both/And–RightBrain]
co-lateral feeling
co-arising LeftBrain competitive EitherInside/OrOutside reasoning
co-arising double-bonding +1 Both/And = (-,-)0Sum Either/Or
divine/humane systemic experiential game theology
Where Either secular or sacred = Both
and nature Or spirit = And
and LeftEgo = Right Ecological Systemic Theology
and global EgoSystemic WestPatriarchy = EarthSystemic EastMatriarchy
And Yang loves Yin loves Yang, etc…
PolyNomial Yang systems
can grow equivalently robust
not not reiteratively enthymematic ZeroZone PolyNomial Souls
Living in self/other regenerative
preferably non-violent climates
of ego/eco-justice.
While Democratic
Republican
Libertarian
Green
Independent
Extended Interdependent Family Religious Parties,
discernments,
sacred celebrations
EcoFeminist and
EgoSupremacist Platforms
within one national and international organic system
turn from continually re-engaging our co-relational losses
and robust suffering
and historical red meat disagreements.
To acknowledge violent cycles within
invites therapeutic love and grace and positive karma.
We each and all hope to grow robust
cooperatively interdependent
green
healthy systemic outcomes
with both egosystemic, universal
and eco-networking, uniting
eco-theo-logical integrity
growing most resilient EarthSystems
inside yin healthy
outside yang wealthy
yin loving yang loving yin…etc.
etc.
I think that’s the end of this ThoughtSystem.
Was it good for you
with me?
Oh yes! Ecstasy inside
such everyday Enchanting outside co-relationships
hearing secular Left deductions
while feeling sacred RightInstructions.
DNA systems call out longing
belonging within RNA long-term ecosystems,
like loyalty systems
within feminist nutritional systems
mutually improve,
grow more robust,
resilient,
resonant,
remembering when WinWin relationships
shed light between diverse paradigmatic elements
to improve therapeutic climates
more than demonize climatic absence of robust
capital-infested leader systems
Don’t yuck my yum
said trumpians to MotherTree.
Practice what you gospel loving preach
said MotherEarth embracing trumpians.
Economically yum my admittedly yucky anti-ecological reach
said trumpians to MotherEarth.
Ecologically practice the economic cooperative theology
you WinWin preach
said MotherTree to trumpian WinLose practitioners
of elite incorporated greed.
UltraViolet voices
speak in prime green laser light
yellow and red and blue bright
just right spectral balance
Hope releasing faith
Life on Earth can continue
without terrifying retributive costs
to grandchild generations
through restoring ecotherapies
massaging
purifying inhumane egos
of less than divine ultra-nonviolent intent
to merge,
at last,
hope of eternal sacred Truths
with timeless secular Beauty.
Don’t compete against my cooperative yum
said impatient ultra-violet
to primal listening color.
I see, and fear, a trumpian landscape,
usually, and more casually, outside any safe inside sanctuary.
Infrequent glances inside windstorms
and rivers of underground currents
surreptitiously culture shape
mold
transform vertically visual landscapes,
motherlands of ecotherapy above, outside
forests and deserts,
Earth’s inside
farms and gardens, windblown
oceans and continents in-between violent storms
and ego-magnetic rabid inside voices
from underground aquifers
reappropriating information originally borrowed
from outside sacred spaces
Now over-invested in big WhiteHouses for patriarchal elites
purchasing trumpian ego-greedy competitions
to conquer physical elective losses
with mentally unhealthy unbalancing wins
against SuperEgo’s timeless ultra-violet, climate
Green Gaia/Diana Goddess, client
Holy Matriarchal Spirit, common
EarthSoul’s ZeroZone, everyday
whatever within healthy core
LeftBrain label you prefer, bling
because of early childhood market language
and competitive culture, nurturing
neurological and psychological development.
EarthSouls learns more in an outside voices hour
observing our trumpian landscapes within
and without
than would be possible in a humane domesticated lifetime
of ignoring what neither God nor Goddess could love,
Absence of prime WinWin creative relationship
robustly ultra-violet not not light
ecstatically deep resilient color speaking
non-trumpian resonance, positive energy
multiculturally peopled
and polyculturally populated, democracy
within merging bilateral inside-outside health, integrity
in religious liberal loving consciousness
with multicultural soul-conserving unconsciousness
of cognitively dissonant trumpian winds
and cold, wet winter estuaries, hope
terrorizing elite polynomial faith
in irrational left without right
unloved remainders.
In Permaculture Design,
and in Restorative Justice,
and in resonant Systemic Theology
for good WinWin faith
in healthy polycultural futures
rooted in wealthy past souls of regeneration
more than natures furthering degeneration,
Our Design goals
for ego’s ZeroZone habitat
have multicultural resilient self-nurturing intent
to balance diverse mutually nutritional-relational flow streams
while conserving as much of individual monocultural ego-strengths
as AxisMundi possible,
stretching
both humane investments in landscape restorations
and divine windscape liberations,
integrity of cooperatively healthy purpose.
This business of conserving monocultural ego-strengths
is a low-risk WinWin conserving opportunity,
not just a thankless maintenance task
to grow more cancerous
less arduous
than violently uprooting
what has come to us
from troubled WinLose analysis
of past problematic phenomena
of murky relationship,
and lack thereof,
for healthy wealth,
against diseased dissonant depths
of integrity’s ecological reform
And ongoing theologically sacred redesigns
of secular Earthscapes, conserving
liberally loving divine windscapes,
nature breathing spirits, respiring
gusty
blowing
silent
blustering
caresses
supremely screaming.
Even so,
those of RightWing conserving monocultural extremes
must remind our aging fossil selves
Trimming down overgrown edges
will also admit new winds of climate love,
Like Permaculture’s designers,
like restorative justice-makers,
like fundamental soul healers and evangelical ecofeminists
healthiest recall
our goals are primal polycultural relationship, restoration
is not more Win/Lose lack thereof.
Multicultural enrichment outcomes
for all democratic integrity
of future sacred lands
and green energy residents
greet winds of new-seeded spring-blown Grace,
Flowing warm and wet enchanting caresses, space
teasing us back toward loving WinWin life, place
both ecologically landscaped
and theologically embraced,
integrity’s multiculturing potential race.
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