S/he was angry
never fully feeling
it was her time to fly,
even if alone.
And now afraid
this is his time
to die
never having known
quite
how to fly together.
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Resilient Peak Experiences
Gayla Speak Experiences
promote healing events
not intended to contribute to trauma
drama narratives.
Stories we tell
and trust
and thrust
and softly smile about
when we dare to leave
our stiff
stiffling closets.
RedYang
universal dominants
friendly feasting
with BlueYintegral
unitarian intent
Together praising massively thick
and deeply embedded polarities
of nearly omnipotent
erect and hard patrimony
loving MotherEarth’s holy matrimonies,
compassion
Transcending monotheistic challenging attitudes
failing to question long-term outcomes
of dubious commercial
graphic success,
LeftBrain dominant anthrosupremacism
on top
of Others,
unstraight
unmale
unwhite.
YangPole hot resilience
cannot sustain
without YinHole warm
wet
passionately inviting
fully dilated resonance
WuWei balance
of divinely favored Versatility
engaging neurosystemic respect
for healthy work and play shop sharing,
nakedly transparent
vulnerable wealthy caring
for integrity’s warm
unconditionally impassioned
potential
To not feel bought
and sold,
short-term rented
or long-term leased
Instead both offering
and receiving
Pole/Hole equity
co-empathically felt
and touched
by peak impassioned
sacred communion values
Wanting therapeutic fairness
to eliminate all mundane
no talent
no appreciation drama
in our cooperative
pantheistic sex lives
loves
lusts
Creating
and recreating,
spreading
and retightening,
a cooperative
healthy
sacred nutritional space
For rethinking our peak
orgasmic win/win experiences
when we felt mountainous
rolling climaxes
and deep valleyed seizures
flowing out
and out
encompassing peace
Lost in ecstasy
present to awesome YangPoles
and wondrous Yintegrity.
Scenes sensory developed
from natural roots
seen through spirited hearts
Longing to both host
and guest,
give
and receive again
Through joy of warm memory
and sad loss of peak intensity,
elation
despite risk
of subsequent depression,
transcending invitations
and farewells
Domesticated LeftMind enlightenment
and Wild RightBodied empowerment
together
reproducing root systemic Yintegrity
of natural health
and spiritual safety
Trauma prevention
by means of
Therapy optimization,
flowering Yang/Yin
Pole/Hole
Top/Bottom
curious dipolar co-arisings
of co-empathic consciousness
Erect conservation
engaging liberation,
Orthodox monotheistic worship
and Heterodox panentheistic communion,
Monocultural hot Redness
and cool Green
polycultural awareness,
Anthro-autocracy
and EarthTribe-democracy,
Monopolistic cathedrals
and EcoFeminist sacred outdoor space,
Good-humored human hypocrisy
and health-wealthy divine integrity
LeftBrain’s fascination
with both trusted Pole
and beautiful Hole
satisfies
as either lonely Pole
or isolated Hole
could not
Trained by anal-rejecting
well-endowed envying
anthrosupremacists
to achieve best
and brightest light
through patriarchal-capitalist means
and SWM privileged ways
To bless our
RightBrain indigenous
wise bicameral hearts,
re-membering
and re-imaging
double-binding
co-arisings
Both Pole and Holistic
And Win/Win nondualistic
peak climatic experiences
Yintegrally therapeutic,
so Yang trauma free
resilient wellbeing narratives
for holistic Holes
and panentheistic Poles
wherever we may sniff
and search
and find
co-gravitating dipolarities
Enlightening Left-Dominant
and empowering Right-Recessive
wise healthy wealth
of well-formed
fluid Paradise.
Inspiring Invocations
What begins
with in
and out?
Then best ends brightest
with a cooperative
exhausted shout?
An orgasmic climax?
Or a groaning prayer
for co-infested peace?
Universal Might and Unitarian Tight
From the Book of Integral Democratic Change
Straight White ego-patriarchal
colonizing
predative mountainous
SunFather Poles
And unstraight
unwhite
uncapitalized
unmeaningful
secularized
shaded
merely ecofeminist
Yin-valleyed
EarthMother Holes
Have become
Patriarchal
LeftBrain dominant
Either/Or Win/Lose risks
And
Matriarchal
RightEarthMind prominent
Both/And Win/Win
warm wombed wet opportunities
Depolarizing bodhisattvas
respectfully
warmly
unconditionally
appreciating Holonic
Open-Systemic
EcoPolitical Integrity
Of polymathic metaphysical
peak panentheistic physical experiences
Space and time-squared bilaterals
iconographically 1/0 co-binary displayed
polypathically Pitch and Catch conveyed
mountainously convex
and valleyed concave
+1 YangBody = -(-0) YinMind
breathing
and breeding out and in
convexly nurturing wombed concave
binomial appositions
Here/Now tipping eternal indigenous points
in-between Yes and Not Yet No
on octave scales of fractal DNA i
fertile and sacred integrity
cooperatively grow
Natural/Spiritual resilience
secular/sacred co-empathic
win/win Left/Right
Top/Bottom
EarthHealthy organic natural 1 poles
fill wealthy holonic
spiritual not not-0
root chakra
ego- and eco-systemic potential.
Grace of Gratitude
What could I say
to change this kindness
you may have warmly heard
but only coldly felt?
How might my peaked
and valleyed,
top and bottom,
out and in
prelude and postlude
ego-patriarchal and eco-feminist
stories
speak to your ambivalent ear?
Without hearing too much
and continuing to feel
nothing
just to survive this day
of quiet lonely severance?
Where EarthMother’s womb
had promised reverence.
Could I sing sufficient non-partisan compassion?
Should we dance to light’s bilateral integrity
of flowing communication?
Curious EarthTribe nurtured fashions
if Earth would repair Her dignity
through sacred kindness
we may have lightly touched
but never deeply felt
Integrity
resurrecting powers
of ego trauma
in dialogue with eco-therapy
Where Yang
meets Yin,
Truth
greets Beauty
Resonance
of healthy minds
trusts Resilience
wealthy co-empathic
co-invested
co-operative
organic
peaked and valleyed bodies.
Deep UpRising
Beauty
in motion,
sacred mystery
lies in tied conjugal ritual
of Yin’s want
rising up
and out
to engage cosmic need
coming Yang down
penetrating in
My rising want
conjoins His incoming need
co-arises wanting here
and needing now
Sacred space
and timeless
peak experience time
BiPartisan communion
resilient Yang strength
flowing Yintegrity’s resonance.
Co-therapy
where trauma cannot survive
such compassionate verbal
and mostly nonverbal
co-empathic
1/0
universally here
uniting now
compassion’s communication.
Want uprising
deep incoming need
as resonant warm wonder
invites resilient unconditional awe.
A Million In/OutVocations
Orthodox answers
Paradox questions
Peak Experiential Doxology
ParaDoxological
Taoist ParaDoxEcology
WuWei Win/Win Thrival
Universal-Unitarian
Yang-Yin Communion
Indigenous Paradox
Orthodox Sacred
1/0 pole/hole double-bind
full/empty NonZero CommUnification
BlackWhole Systemic
Indigenous Ecology
CoPassionate Biology
CoInvested Economy
CoOperative Psychology
BiCameral Win/Win Neurology
BiPartisan Paradox Theology
Trauma Prevention answers
Therapeutic BiLateral questions
RightMindfulness Activities
I wonder…
If RightWing Activists
are, thereby,
actively against
Allies of a healthy
cooperative
co-invested
compassionate democracy.
If RightMind disempowered pessimists
lack Win/Win enlightened grace
to feel unconditional warm economies
of politically organic love.
If RightHand monotheistic powers
could ever learn
from divine experience
to become more bicamerally
GreenLiberal/RedConservational
If Left/Right circling spectral lights
of win/win Egos
worshipping their sacred shared EcoSystems
become, thereby,
compassionate peace-thriving pairs
and resilient partnerships,
resonant teams,
and 7-regeneration sustainable,
multisensory health and safety
communions
If verbal WhiteNoise Wonder
grows nonverbal compassion,
integrity of sacred BlackHolesome Awe.
Sacred CoInvestments
Rebuilding bipartisan explorations,
at least two-sided appositions,
like generously inclusive
and conservatively exclusive
worldviews of MotherEarth
Sacred polytheistic strains
and peak experiences felt
through love of life
resilient win/win relationships
And secular monopolistic pains
deeply thoughtful
LeftBrain speaking thoughts
devoid of win/lose trauma
Patriarchal-Capitalist mistrust
of Polycultural-Communal lust
for life’s multiculturing organic
peak experience truths
Inviting Other ecosystemic worldviews
to speak
and listen
for who they are
less
advocating, instead,
for who we are becoming
more organically
universally united
By what Other and I,
however superior
and inferior LeftBrain thought,
most passionately care about repeating
from past organic
peaceful
robust
cooperative experience
What we most love,
cherish
of our own peak and valley
appositional
black through white harmonic
resonant
transportive
mystical experiences
warm
unconditional regard.
Neither pleasure/pain felt body
nor thoughtful mind
without sacred
prime mindbody peak
and valley,
together and separate,
in and out,
after cathartic transcendent release
as not so much
prematurely before.
Deeply and resiliently listen
for what Other most loves,
cherishes
of their own personal experiences
of relationship
communication
integrity,
bipartisan pleasure
in ego-partisan penance,
release
While absence of relationship,
excommunication
and disintegration
fade distantly apart.
If Other is able,
And when you mindfully become
a deep empathic
nonpartisan compassionate
and actively curious listener,
researcher,
analyzer,
feeler,
empath,
transcendently liberated-conservational
ego/ecosystemic
BothSidesNow mystic,
Then democracy trusting you
might find oppositional defiant
menacing republican capitalist Other
also feels safe enough
to more vulnerably disclose
how Republicans too
have been traumatized
by win/lose
LeftBrain dominant
privileged thoughts
without organic EarthTribe
peak experience memories,
feelings,
win/win co-passionate imagination
By learning to listen for
and provoke
invoke
invest
vest
prophecy
and predict,
sing
and sacred dance
negative dissonant
capital loss
religiously re-engaging positive resonant
communion gain
through cooperative
bipartisan
bihemispheric
bilateral
binomially co-invested
peak co-infestment Tao experience,
contextually informed
EarthTribe trauma prevention.
Reds,
similar to Greens,
remember Golden Rule
deep compassionate listening,
feeling,
trembling for a multicultural
multigenerationally transcendent compassion
universally unitarian
warm unconditional passion experience
Appreciation for shared EarthPeace
world views of Others
shared across significant subcommunities
invoking sacred
peaceful
democratic trust
In positive health
supporting republican EarthPatriotic wealth
among fellow win/win
good-humored multicultures
Pray together
for less Win/Lose survivalist
trauma-tumored monocultures.
Well-educated
and drop-out AnthroSupremacists
would spread our minds
and bodies wide
for standing firmly
on ecofeminist MotherEarth
With both secular and sacred
monopolistic and pantheistic
natural and spiritual
body and mind
integral health care giving
is receiving
bicamerally warm
unconditional intentions
to conservatively prevent further trauma
by liberally inviting
deeper and wider
sacred ecotherapeutic
peak and valley
co-empathic body nutrition
and mind value
enlightening
and empowering,
regenerative
and resilient co-experiences.
Night Muse
I hear a muse
who speaks
and sometimes sings
and dancing leaps
only through my dreams
Whether mine is lonely
or one of many
we share at night,
I wonder
Where dark certainties
and sometimes starlit celebrations
unfold
dim as remembered bright
I suppose S/He might respond
to this humane humbling question
asked while fading off to work
on Earth’s spinning days
plays of relentless unresolve
becoming morning’s clarity,
a puzzle solved
Just for me?
or for eternity
From all of us?
growing lunar waxing
knowing waning shifts
Waking to whom we long to be
together once again.
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