The organic building of a coordinated artist
begins with reconstructing competitively clumsy LeftBrain technicians.
Whether learning to play the piano
or learning to communicate in some new language,
learning to adopt
or adapt
norms and nuances of some novelty,
human nature starts, and started, with Elder RightBrain
inducing autonomic pre-programmed neurosystemic receptivity
pre-historic
pre-verbal
pre-anthropological
embodied inside/outside resonance v dissonance
triggering changes in attraction/distraction
feeling/touch
taste/smell
pleasure/displeasure
and, eventually,
as plants evolved persons,
sight/sound.
Fluid inducted feelings, to this day,
in these developing anthropocentric bodies,
evolve toward deductively remembered,
articulatable thoughts
Reductively decomposing complex multisensory memories
of ancient communion communication resonance
and discommuning discommunication dissonance
we notice in commensurable neurosystemic experiences
including preverbal mammalian
attracted in some positive co-empathic way,
inviting further transgenerationally trans-speciated trust.
But, stumbling across a personally anomalous situation,
ambiguously felt,
having become historically aroused by novelty
we may trust due to anticipating received resonance
or distrust due to anxiously perceived dissonance
Moving toward aggressive competitions
too loud, stinky, unsightly, unsavory, threatening
to ignore in some risk-tolerant way,
falling short of co-passion
anticipating trusted rewards
engaging win/win positive co-intelligent
communicating relationships.
From positive trust expansions
and from negatively threatening attritions,
our deductive LeftBrain builds categories
of neurosystemic patterns
to reduce organic mystery’s holistic gestalt
into cause-effect history
recycling spiraling parts and portions
proportions and distortions
appropriations and malpropriations
Until we can personally predict
to our win/win
win v lose
lose/lose hypostatic satisfaction,
and sometimes hypnotizing horror,
how to regenerate/degenerate
novel trusted/distrusted/untrusted expression
within our own behavioral mindbodies
Through deliberate,
step by discrete sequential step,
memorizing cognitive performance technique until this new pattern,
novel sequence of embodied rhythms
integrates into an interdependently cooperative
inside/outside resonant engagement
Becoming “second nature”
internalized,
as ingrained by neurosystemic trust
as smelling our way back home.
But, this second nature,
after learning to perform a love song
also becomes a resonantly engaging emotive narration
While a hate story,
the kind you might hear in a military boot camp
and a fear-triggering revival tent,
feels dark
disengaging ballistic trauma
Multigenerational RightBrain systemic trauma
venomously screams threats at anyone mistrusted
as hostile to our ego-defensive self
in some disturbingly unenlightened way
Becoming incorporated into Left v Right Brain
reiterative oppositional
discommunicating absence of positive trusting flow.
Technically learned performance
moves from LeftBrain dominant cognitive minds
toward RightBrain-inductive co-arising bodies
of “second nature” expression,
nonverbal communication
preferentially activating already mastered
behavioral-affective neurosystemic constellations
of interior/exterior resonant activity,
as naturally engaging as writing
with your right dominant hand,
yet recessively potentiated
to bilaterally relearn
drawing scrawling left hand
re-associated literary performance.
Given all the above,
when and why would becoming a violent aggressor
become an ego-acceptable,
LeftBrain deductive dominant choice
of encultured instinctive response to “non-kin”
as opposed to “not yet kin”?
How would one become attracted to,
and sustained by,
becoming a dissonance-creating and expanding bully,
an aggressor against potentially invasive aliens,
parasites,
pests,
sinners,
criminals
You have not ever personally met
exhibiting threatening behavior
toward yourself,
or those you already perceive as “kin”?
It seems that terrorism and bullying
might also be rabidly aggressive behavioral-affective distrusting patterns
which can be as competitive communication contagious
as cooperative trust
in healthier patterns of extending win/win anticipation together
rather than thrusting and parrying apart.
In Win/Win nonzero-sum reiterative Compassionate Communication Theory,
and in feminist cooperative eco-political Reproduction Theory,
learning resonant-positive nurturing behavioral norms
anticipates mutual trust outcomes
Win/Win bilateral inside-ego/outside-eco equivalence
that normatively anticipates pay-it-forward more of the same
as long as everyone follows Left-Right confluent
behavioral-affective Golden Rule mature trust patterns
toward mutually compassionate “second nature” norms.
What positively engages Elder brainstem “first nature”
is profoundly matriarchal-cooperative
mind-trust ethotic ownership
AND body-lust erotic governance
except under Win v Lose survival pressures
of past anxiety triggering experience
as environmentally re-membered
re-presented
re-vived
and not repaired.
It is here
in anomalous primordial seas
of survival of the “I Win so You Lose” fittest
where might makes dissociated ego’s narcissistically right
to survive today
Despite anxious bodies knowing
that performing hostilities by accessible aggressive means
predicts more of the actively distrusting same,
or even more
escalating risk of loss tomorrow.
But, this is not normative
“first [original matriarchal-love] nature”
just as it is not first-nurture-trust,
for if zero-sum survivalist toxicity
were our AntiGolden Rule primordial soup
from which we arrived at this time on Earth,
then human LeftBrain dominant nature
could never have evolved
decompositional cognitive technique at all.
Declaring private, or outrageously public, wars
against alien terrorists
is a traumatically compromised zero-sum choice
to play a negative Lose-incaste Life and Lose-outcaste Life Game
of despairing distrust
Unjustified and unrighteous terrorism
provoked by the chronic anxiety perception
no tolerable mistrust option has been diplomatically learned
throughout anthropocentric history
that we have not yet maturely and responsibly tried.
The zero-sum “I must win” so “You must lose” of Either-Or bottom-line
caste-preserving capitalism,
with a preference for competitive LeftBrain performance
rather than cooperative RightBrain engagement,
is an inhumane economic
and demonic caste-supremacist political choice
still denying opportunities to extend our first-nature
trust-nurturing
neurosystemic health
and environmental feelings
smells
tastes
touched by sacred EarthMother’s safety.
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