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Inconvenient Wisdom

Instant individual redemption
from predative enculturation
is overly spiritualized,
under naturalized,
rightwing evangelical dogma
more likely found in empire-building
strong business development texts
than multi-enculturing
re-connecting
re-ligioning nature/spirit scriptures.

If spiritual redemption from baseline natural evils
is good news for individuals,
yet inapplicable to global EarthJustice potential,
then what inconvenient truth remains
bad news for retributive win/lose justice models
and nationalistic
military-industrialized
RightWing felt disassociation
from LeftWing win/win wisdom truths
for globally optimizing individual health
and nondual
non-dissociated
re-connected natural/spiritual global wealth?

When Jesus was confronted
by RightWing Pharisees
about the justice/injustice
of stoning a woman accused of infidelity,
for lack of monotonously blind loyalty
to her male owner,
Jesus’s response
did not focus on the individual’s redemption
or irredeemable need for punishment;
Instead

Let the one individual among you
without sin,
without any personal history of inconvenient unhealthy truths,
cast the first lose/lose DeathCulture
self-righteously winged stone.

When leftbrain dominant ears
hear Jesus’s LeftWing restorative justice response,
we quickly marginalize it’s radical
revolutionary call out against traditional
patriarchal
RightWing dominant commitment
to retribution,
to society’s revenge against the inconvenient individual,
to “vengeance is mine”
says a wrathful God
the StraightWhitePatriarchal super-anthro Image

A LeftBrain all Guilt
or all NotGuilty idolatry
made in capital-worshipping
natural, so not inconveniently spiritual,
Business As Usual predative
competitive social punishing system.

In today’s LeftBrain dominant
professional civil service
nation-imaged preoccupation,
Death by stoning
is cruel and unusual punishment
even for a lesbian
dark-skinned
stoned and substance addicted murderess.

Which sidesteps co-messianic potential
for win/win restorative justice,
for re-connection,
natural/spiritual integral re-ligioning
synergetic re-membering
that choosing not to perpetuate stone-throwing,
to no longer invest in RightWing retributive DeathWorship
by punishing individual win/lose sinners
by reducing their value
as judged in exclusive reaction
to this individual’s worst sociopathic day

Rather than re-contextualizing
re-connecting guilt and blame and shame
re-ligioning
re-membering, as well,
RightWing inconvenient truths
of our first and best win/win ecotherapeutic days
of infancy;
pre-leftbrain dominant innocence
of cruel and unusual
inhumane
self/other punishing
loser blame/loser shame
hypocritical injustice systems

Hiding from our LeftWing
health natural/wealth spiritual
democratic bilateral selves
that not choosing to further wound
less than perfect individuals
and communities,
monocultures
and privileged wealthy societies,
competitive states
and RightWing patriarchal
capital worshipping win/lose HumanNature
is a political
and economic
mercifully co-redemptive act

Born of solidarity
in this inconvenient interfaith truth
we have all RightWing win/lose sinned
against Earth’s win/win regenerate
co-redemptive LeftWing
co-operative bicameral
ego-patriarchal and eco-feminist resonant health
and ecological/theological resilience building
for restoring EarthJustice wisdom wealth
of win/win opportunity
for all multiculturing EarthTribes.

It seems an inconvenient truth
that RightWing political powers
are misused to focus attention
on punishing ourselves
for our worst catastrophic
leftbrain dominant predative choices

Rather than resolved toward bicameral balance,
resonance to refocus,
to globally re-ligion,
to ecologically and theologically re-member

Neither humane/divine Jesus
nor any Great Redemption Teacher,
Master,
Mentor,
Multicultural Mediator,
would divide
what leftbrain Divine
and rightbrain interdependent Earth,
what Yang polycultured strength
and Yintegral multicultured his/her-storic flow,
have wisely brought RightWing and LeftWing
naturally and spiritually unstoned together

Aware of this restorative justice potential
perennially recreative,
and yet RightWing inconvenient,
Truth

We have always gathered better
to get stoned re-ligion wisdom
than to religiously throw stones.

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Wishing Different Ways

As painful as your transparency is,
I appreciate the integrity you have found
To say this parting of shared habituations
has moved from temporary
to permanent
for you;
for us.

I would have preferred a resurrection
from temporary separation
to permanent mutual admiration,
but I trust you, too,
prefer this shared dream
no longer accessible
to wounded hearts.

I have loved you,
I do love you,
but I have hurt you
perhaps with more wounding skill
than my younger compassion found thrill.

For these deep wounds where you,
we,
need trust,
I regret,
apologize,
Would create healing repairs
through better bilateral winning communication,
as possible,
invited,
cooperatively embraced.

For love invested
I have no apology,
no regret,
no worries about less than abundant warm compassion returns,
revolutions,
deep resonance with Earth’s eternally revolving womb,
timeless culture promoting health,
best practiced when
and where
and while we find regenerating passions,
synchronic wealth.

I realize you are not seeking
warm embraces from some Other future lover;
nor am I.

And yet,
should your Right path offer a renewing embrace
I would share your joy in responding “Yes!”

And, should this miracle
descend upon bald and wrinkled me,
or even us
in some future unfinishable life,
I hope you will want no more or less
than a joyous part
of our continuously extending Family
Of warm-felt relationship
association
friendship
kinship,
sacred communion.

That LeftBrain said,
my RightBrain has a farewell duet with Chris Walker:
How Do You Heal A Broken Heart?
(revised and condensed, lightly)

“I can’t believe what I just heard
Could it be true
Are you the guy I thought I knew
The one who promised me true love

Where did it go
Does anybody ever know

How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can’t let go

How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no
Tonight I’ll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I’ll pretend to let you go

And were we ever what we seemed
Or were we just fools
Who fell in love
Each with his own dream
And now you say you want to leave
Start a new life today
Those words I thought you’d never say

Tonight I’ll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I’ll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I have finally found

A new life
In my soul
And find that I know how to let you go
You go

How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
You go

Tonight I’ll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I’ll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find I know how to let us go.”

 

 

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Self Regarding Shame

It would be a shame
to go on and on and then out
longing for grace
of some imagined historically significant life missed,
or simply more entertaining and health wealthy lives
laughingly not chosen,
to instead choose to belong in slow learner loyal grace
of this love life limply lived place

I could have chosen to hurt hurting people
by delightfully deliberately applauding the U.S.
as RedBlooded Earth’s manifest supreme land
of patriarchal self-infested opportunity.

But we might instead agree
this is also a matriarchal land of love liberty,
one of a few scattered seed-invested places,
warm inviting wombs
of opportunity for health incubation
with concomitant risks of nationalistic pathology.

It would be my unpatriotic shame
to exit Matriarchal EarthSoul
without fully belonging in graced opportunities
wealth-lived risks
of predestined integrity.

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