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Choosing ProLife Rights

I was in Nazareth the other day
waiting for a visit with my ecotherapist.

The waiting room is minimalist-zen, I suppose.
While waiting to be invited inside,
rather than waiting to be disinvited outside,
I took a chair
with a table in front
displaying two magazines,
one to my left
and one to my right.

The one on my religious left
was about the Democrats’ ProLife Policy,
advertising titles like
Earth’s CoOperative PolyCulturalism,
Climate Health Economic Opportunities
LongTerm Public Health and Personal Safety
Becoming Caste-Abolishing Organic Communities.

The magazine on my right
was what appeared to be an irreligiously wrong
Republican ProApartheid Position,
as iconically represented by
MonoPolizing Wealth as Trump-Ace cards,
with titles like
Aborting Future Life
Preserving Stinky Air, Filthy Water, BurnedOut Soil Production
Denying UnInsurable Public Health Risks
Canceling Healthy Democracy.

I chose the Health Development magazine on my left
because I thought it would be more consistently
redundantly
multiculturally
ecologically
regeneratively
positively pro-life,
while Aborting Future Life
seemed more likely to just be another long advertisement
for negative
degenerative
anti-ecological
anti-Earth Sciences
anti-HealthyWealthy Creation Stories of Paradise Still Becoming

Rather like a No! magazine,
cancelling Earth’s future polyculturing pronoia health
to conserve a monoculturally plutocratic impoverished life
I suppose was being advocated in the magazine on my Right.

Anyway,
I will never truly know.
Just as I picked up the ProLife Left choice
my ecotherapist invited me in for our appointment,
during which s/he told me I should feel better for the next four years
knowing I did the best I could to defend against further pathologies,
and to just continue choosing Positive Health Values
of ProLife MultiCulturing ReGenerators

Which are not negative disvalues
of unhealthy MonoCulturing DeGenerators,
pain-in-the-neck
and considerably lower,
condemning future potential generations to abort
as an interdependent organic EarthLife species
in denial of untimely death
by anti-ecological
Upper Caste v Lower Caste anthropocentric game players
against caring for trauma-informed health resources
of future babies
and cubs and puppies and kittens and joeys

All the little ones
that to Him/Her belong
cooperative healthcare
compassionate reassurance.

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Imagine Perfect Thanksgiving

Imagine you live in a daily environment
where and when everything you like
is already yours if you simply ask with gratitude,
and is more frustratingly ungraspable
if you cannot acquire sufficient gratitude to ask.

And, it doesn’t even matter whom you ask.
So you need not be troubled by complexities,
historically epic narratives,
about who owns what,
and who does not,
because everyone you meet knows it is their vocation,
it is among their reasons for being,
to give you whatever you want
whenever you want it with sufficient gratitude.

How might you respond to such power and riches,
to both give and to receive
in an exchange economy
that only values gratitude?

How might we gratuitously seed our fertile black soils
and sparkling clear clean rivers,
and smile back at our perfectly protective blue sky?

I don’t imagine this gratitude power
is magical.
I would not want power to be someone else.
I could not gratefully behold beautiful body
great mind perfection
and also gratefully want to possess that mindbody.

You do have the power to ask them, with gratitude,
to help you see and hear and smell and taste their beauty,
but not to own other organic bodies
without sufficient independent power
to appreciate gratitude of desire

Becoming safely healthy polyvagal powers with others
grateful for our mutually grateful compassion,
vulnerability,
cooperatively trusting co-investments,
because your powers of acquisition
are constrained only by this fair exchange economy
of mutual free-will gratitude.

Imagine, as you mature in wanting control,
the organic chemistry of mutually engaged gratitude
when you were an unwounded infant,
without fear of competitively unresponsive
ingratitude

A polycultural pronoia economy
of positive attitudes
without any learned possibility
of experiencing negative ingratitude.

Imagine how you might have heard:
You can be anyone you desire to become
with sufficient gratitude.
You have cooperative powers
to acquire whatever you can gratefully imagine,
as innocent of longing for the unattainable
as an unborn infant

Imagine, from birth,
this divinely human experience
of continuously
relentlessly
without fear-inducing exception
without blame or shame
without negative judgment
becoming whom
and having whatever we wish for
within an ecology of mutually extending gratitude
perfectly predictable trust
having only felt warmly appreciated mutual regard

Without any magical wonder
or mysterious awe
that you are not discontinuously struggling
sometimes longing
needing to break through dispassionate unpleasant feelings
to become whom and have what other organic beings
do not gratefully wish for you.

Imagine that self-gratitude
automatically generates
re-evaluated other-gratitude,
and vice-versa
self-as-also-other regenerating gratitude.

Imagine you are a healthy organic body
with a wealthy sacred mind
living love where and when
all you can gratefully take in
is ours to give each grateful trusting other.

What happens in your imaginative chemistries
when Win v Lose games of Keep Away
revert into Win-Win nondualistic games of Give Away,
but only when productive for
and consumptive of
co-empathic gratitude?

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My Goal Is Safety

The generic-brand black and white bumper sticker
on the commercial passenger van announces
MY GOAL IS SAFETY.

I immediately know this cannot be the van driver’s intent,
much less praxis,
so boldly bald-tire displayed,
MY SOLE GOAL FOR BEING HERE IS MY SAFETY.

My sole purpose,
soul’s meaning
is defense against possibility of offensive initiatives
against challenging schools and hard driving tools
heading our way.

I guess rather too much for a bumper sticker
from and for
Earth’s merely mortal travelers
in between mother’s womb
and somber tomb.

Even so,
not exactly fine print,
this defensive repositioning
of what is our main goal.

What outcomes should we humanely expect
from our drive through life today?

But, surely not highest goal as mere safety?
As a parent, much less a social leader,
influencer of vulnerable healthy futures,
is our main goal for this four-year term,
this generation
future generations,
mere safety?

I can more historically see thriving outcomes
through maintaining a healthy safe reserve
while pursuing a wondrously enlightening
enlivening wealth
of grand epic adventures

Health optimizing climates,
polyculturing wealthy landscapes
safe-harboring homes
for co-empathically trusting
multiculturally thriving
inter-religiously striving stewards
of EarthTribe’s pronoia riches

Yang bold crowning integrity
upholding Yin safe-rooted synergy.

Abundant flow of economic and political freedom
thriving adventurous enlightenment
nurtured by striving selfless empowerment
from immigrating infancy
through emigrating mortality

Back through further regenerating futures
of EarthCentric health and happiness,
deep learning multigenerational prosperity.

I can’t see myself voting for any public service driver
with bumper stickers promising
MY POLITICAL GOAL IS SAFETY
(especially from you?)

Defensive Win/Lose strategies
defending against other anthropocentric defenders
with rabidly terrorizing, overpopulating pathologies,
NO TRESPASSING paranoia
against Earth’s health-wealthy
Win/Win pronoia

Venturous opportunities
now already cooperatively co-present,
climates of ecological empowering abundance

Democratic power relationships
weaving through the thick traffic
of economically synergetic transactions

Positive neuro-psychological
deep learning Gaia Hypothesis consciousness
bio-rooted in systemic health sciences
rediscovering EarthTribe’s multicultural ecology
organically matters
more than furthering sacred anthro-business as usual
MY GOAL IS UNMITIGATED DEFENSIVE PARANOIA.

Excellent.
Now he is swerving off to the extreme right,
no lane change blinking light
under his made in the USA
weaponized waving flag,
going about 20 mph over green light sustainable limits,
and I think he just lit his pants on fire
when his cigarette fell
on his not-so-safely defended crotch.

Namaste, my longing for safety brother.
Bless your right lane
systemically traumatized
heart,
Namaste.

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TransForm Nations

I’m not out to change my world
or yours,
but I do believe we are in this world together
to refine our cooperative health status,
to resolve our climate traumas
for more resilient economic relationships
and global politics of mind
and local body ecotherapies.

I am thinking of not even being in any more
for those who merely pray for climate peace,
as this is too anthropocene triggering for me.

I need commitments for active co-investment
inspired by cooperative co-passion pleasure,
not just any change,
not just competing
capital-infested
anthropocentrism,
but bipartisan re-visions
of unraveling irreligion
that is our sacred EarthBody Right
to resonantly liberate AnthroMind Left.

Keep your cultic rites of hero worship
to your cowardly self, please.
Show me some smart
compassionate political
cooperative economic
WholeEarth holy mind choices
and organically embodied plans
for extending therapeutic landscapes,
internally passionate and externally pleasing,
not more escalating heated climate exchange
but revolutionary resonant refinements
of polyculturing synergetic embodied health,
multiculturing democratic mindful wealth.

I’m not out to change the sacred world;
I am totally in for healing organic Earth
born of and dying for all reconnecting
organically polytheistic
climatically co-impassioned
peak re-ligious experience
regenerators.

Earth’s multiculturally animated Tribes and Species,
polytheistically formed
interdependent love systems
and polyculturally reformed
EarthOrganic life networks
regenerating healthy democratic principles
of resonant EarthBody symphonies
and resilient AnthroMind sympathies.

I’m too old for more mindless apartheid competitions
and yet never too young for more mindful co-passions
of sacred MotherTree enlightened
organically empowering
crown/root co-intelligence.

I’m not out to change you or me
but I’m in for restoring healthy relationships
with ecosystemic We
within peopled neurosystemic me,
with sacred EarthTribe
within our co-passionately pleasing
blue-green peace full wealthiest Home.

Don’t talk to me about reform
repentance
revenge
restoring law and order
until you reveal how you have managed
owned
transformed your personal corporal carbon co-investments
in EarthMother’s economic and political campaigns
to revive how our future together
might thrive a more global 1/(0) cobinary carbon footprint
as a regenerative +AnthroMind/-(-)EarthEmBodied
neuro-sacred/eco-organic
compassionate/co-pleasing
bicamerally co-intelligent species,
instead of a tedious Business As Usual
traumatically overpopulating
degenerative
falling apart race toward autocratic hate.

We’re an anthro-evolving teapot
long and thin.
Egos are our handle
whole EcoEarth our spout,
sacred ecology spiraling out.

When we get all steamed up
LeftEgo’s brain shouts liberally down
while Tipping EcoRight positions recover in
healthy life forms
wealthy love flows
liberation out
conservation in

Not out
to change our world,
while growing faith we are in
this sacred EarthTribe
organically together.

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Whack-A-Mole Monarchy

The Naked Emperor has been really ticked off lately.

Seems like longtime known enemies, those who have foolishly complained that he is butt-ugly devoid of divinely inspired truth and beauty attire, have not yet been forced to atone for their bull-headed integrity. This invokes His Highness’s anger and also fear. If he can’t force them to their knees then others might think they can get away with denying His supreme political and economic wardrobe.

So He forces His legal staff to pursue his oldest and loudest ungrateful lackey to make him pay for his disloyal sins. Naked revenge will quiet any unruly masses; then He will feel, and look, better–the fairest of them all, ever, anywhere, throughout the history of kingdoms.

Indeed, the Naked Emperor Fan Club with which He surrounds himself celebrates His naked power and monolithically enlightened arraignment.

And yet, repressd enemies, like suppressed pain, risks the possibility that vexing nay-sayers may portend more deeply embedded challengers.

While those in the Naked Emperors fawning royal red court are reassured and subdued by His vengefully monolithic beauty, it turns out that a CommonSense Crowd is aware of a consensus that their Naked Emperor is also a naked fool.

To force His self-righteously personal revenge, dressed up in the clothes of monarchical authority, He loses several seasoned and respected staff, who don’t respond well to intimidation and threat and verbal abuse. He thereby empowers more enemies; far more than he will ever have time to lock up and throw away the key.

These thorns become highly polarized voices, soon joined by a vast silently traumatized majority, rapidly expanding a nakedly obvious point of healthy democratic view. The Emperor’s gorgeously powerful coattails are shrinking toward invisibility, as his adoration-seeking nose grows embare-assingly longer.

The Emperor feels increasingly lonely at the top of his impoverished imperial wardrobe, especially at night. Nightmare headlines of MeToo declaring that this Naked Emperor is not only politically naked, but morally corrupt. Worst dressed Emperor in the history of feckless foolish Emperors, anywhere, anytime in the history of democratically dressed public trust.

The more democratic heads he whacks, the more popping up, speaking and acting up, out-voting him and all his conman fools who have refused to impeach his self-reputed divinely inspired raiment; now flashmob gladly disputed as sadly wounded madly messianic ideation.

Dressed in depressing autocratic whack-a-mole dispassion; undressed by impressive democratic love-your-moles compassion.

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Healthy Hope

Your help empowers their hope,
your hope enlightens their help.

Your help empowers their health,
your health enlightens their help.

Hopeful trust thrives healthier
than trauma-terrorized
cynically vengeful distrust.

This is not a mental health
nor a political science
nor a religious
nor a sex therapist
secret.

Why does this same health-receiving and care-giving connection
seem so disconnected in our capital-fueled
straight white exclusive male ownership
historically dominant
public service business sector?

Governing
our tribal reds v blues,
our ungreen town halls,
bored with multicultural
inter-religious
compassionate reading and writing
and nonverbal communication

Co-empathic
FatherSun enlightened
EarthMother empowering
win/win cobinary
co-intelligent
indigenous wisdom education.

Actively curious care-giving,
compassionately pleasing peaceful pleasure,
enlightens economic co-investment
and democratically cooperative health,
further expanding boundaries of co-empathic trust.

Competing despairs of economic and political
financial and social dissociative dissonance,
violent irreligious discommunication,
decays into mutually assured destruction,
unweaving healthy fabrics

Of God’s mind-passion
and Gaia’s body-pleasure
coming from
and powering toward
a global green
resiliently wealthy
polyculturally curious
compassionate care-giving
Whole Holy EarthTribe EcoSystem

Within which
it is no anthropocentric secret
that unitarian care-giving
empowers universal health-receiving hope.

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Tao of Healing Peace

Which comes first?
asked Justice Sage
of Peaceful Muse

Divinely inspired Peace
or Humanely expired Passion?

For amusing organic bodies
inspiring sage minds
perspiring pronoia purposes

While DivineSage minds
worship HumaneMuse bodies
anticipating deep sacred meanings

Unveil organic unitarian Muse purposes
flowing toward
prevailing universal sacred Sage meaning
peace forms

Pronoia Gaia’s hypothetical paradox
Gnostic God’s metaphysical orthodox

How could SageMind remember anticipating
organically resilient purpose
without MuseBody religiously conjoining
sacredly resonant meaning?

Why would democratically organic bodies
reproduce belonging
autocratically sacrilegious minds
seduce longing

For sacred AnthroSage inspiring Peace
love songs refueling
Organic EarthMuse perspiring Passion
justice dances restoring

Which sacred longing first
comes organic belonging last?
asked peace perspiring MuseBody
inspiring SageMind passions.

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Golden Rule Resonance

Talk to yourself.
Think and thank about your past selves,
how you have changed
and charged into different interests/disinterests
over years and decades.

Think about your now best self
as generously
as you might best re-listen and re-see
your worst felt unkind Enemy.

What can you hear about your older self
that you cannot also innocently perceive
with pleasing inner child compassion?

To belong in self-regenerating health
we might long for curiosity’s inter-communicating wealth
of alternative crown/root passionate pleasures
now/past
mature/infant
VerbalMe/PreVerbalWe
biological/ecological
individual/kindred
sacred/organic
co-empathic win/win relationships
,
To avoid repeating Win v Lose past-condemning strategies
through isolated ego-identity self v unself dissociation.

Empty of more fertile organic kindness
re-connection
resonating self and unself re-association
re-ligiously fore-giving
resilient preverbal voices
care-giving care-receiving
co-empathic resonant unchoices

Observing
and becoming more MindSpirit/BodyNature perceived,
belongingly loved

ReHearing your preverbal inter-rooted child
become lovingly listened to
and organically known
and sacredly appreciated
as is
and ever shall be

To again remember smelling
and tasting
and feeling resonant health
more kind than pathologically predative wealth

By reversing organic developing “self v not-self” concepts
we touch all timeless root-systemic
pre-verbal pre-histories
of indigenously wise
resonantly resilient
re-ligious regenerations

That could not possibly
have kindness become you
with autocratically irreligious degenerations.

Imagine inviting your sacred-organic
polyphonic mind
polyamorous body
into this new reconnecting day
to be filled to overflowing fruition
with democratically GoldenRuling others

Doing and saying to our verbally mature adult selves
as we would have compassionately pleasuring Elders
do and say kindness to our preverbal inner child

Feeling yourself
treating yourself,
meeting yourself,
listening and perceiving yourself,
with at least as much reconceiving kindness
as you would want
your own worst unkind trauma enemy
to respect sacred neurosystemic you
and your prenatal organic
ecosystemically kind-kin home

Still living and singing to yourself.
Thinking about and thanking yourselves
noticing how CrownMe/RootWe have interdependently changed
and charged into democratically resonant interests,
avoided autocratically dissonant disinterests,
over sacred seasoning years
and organically regenerating decades.

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CareFueling Charges

I was charged with a misdemeanor,
based on witnesses
who imagined they heard me saying I was leaving
without a note,
even though I knew
I dinged a new red truck’s door.

I know they saw my oppositionally defiant daughter
and her careless caregiver like that
but that’s because they could not also imagine hearing

I was the driver ahead of them
holding out a 5 or 10
or even a 20,
if that was the least I had,
to any wounded person beside the road
wearing a self-made sign:
Homeless [unperson]
Please help me.

I cannot always pass
these dinged up opportunities to help.

You see I have an oldest son
now twenty-one
who is not quite right
and tries his best
but
finding and keeping a peaceful train of thought,
much less a long-term training job,
is hard for understudied him
and so he stays where he may be safely hidden
despite what resilient love can ill afford,
to rest on Other’s dime and time.

I never pass a chance to help
when need for help is obvious
as the tears we face
when humanity feels disgraced,
effaced by race,
knowing only left behind
to do the best I can
to ask us to be better, we can,
to help when They anxiously approach Us
with life’s disturbing concerns.

I make it my business to always try win/win
when someone’s in our loser mess.
It would be too out of co-empathic character
to know me as these have heard,
doing my best to avoid
a dinged your door responsibility,
because of a defiant mess I caused

I have no self-interest to not confess
and then open my eager to be warmed wallet,
already too long-suffering of privileged neglect.

But I do confess,
these are all my messes,
and yours as well.

We have too often acclimated
to this win/lose monopolistic culture,
where we do not actively care
for one another
outside our religious classrooms,
so not inside our codependent walls,
echoing with dispassionate either saved
or sinner,
not a winner.

I hope to heal your mess we cause
as gently and lovingly as I so hope
someone right now will find love’s faith to see
within my homeless not quite right son’s asking eyes:

Would you help me
fix us?
Do you know yet again
already,
we are in win/win grace together,
or we are out to fall and lose
winner v loser disgraced
apart?

If you see him
let him go
do not scold him
by his show

Be less mean and mad
in co-empathic care’s return.

Try with me to relearn
he’s done his almost best
to get Winner v Loser anxiety
more religiously right,
less desecrating wrong,
next irreligiously Othered time.

So feel free to lavish praise
on how close he might have come
to doing better healthcare wealth.
This helps him, and you,
feel and remember better kindness kin
and perhaps even rather less than worse
original dissociative sin.

It would be my misdemeanor
to not do my best
wherever I see our mess
and yet
I confess
I cannot always see sin
in this interdependent swaying way.

These watchers and listeners and speakers against me
must also misunderstand,
yet perhaps that’s all to life’s good

Makes me wonder
how they would re-imagine me
if they had recognized that old white guy in front,
stopped to say a privileged yes
to each unhoused
unloved
dinged up mess.

Could we all take and give
better time enough
to just say healthy yes
to wealthy benefits
of religiously straight
monopolistically white
patriarchal winners
re-engaging co-empathic win/win enrichment
with our internal Non-Othering
Gaia Hypothetical side.

On our best
doing our almost less mess
cooperatively co-passionate
interdependently reweaving
not dark night
and not worst play

sacred Earth still co-revolving
another organically living
lovely day.

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Powers of Enlightenment

I’ve noticed our Republic’s
IrReligious RightWing Tree of Life v Death
reacts to root-systemic problems
as if oak strong branches
lifted to majestic worshiping heights
of crowning supremacy
need not be concerned
with watering
and feeding democratic roots
of nutrition
nursing organic trust
and nurturing EarthMother empowerment.

Such behavior feels less organically intelligent
than a sacred Tree of MotherEarth

More like a gang
of Bully Putin Pulpits
and capital addicted TrumPublican Puppets
with upset expansive stomachs,
boundlessly hungry eyes
and private paranoid parts,
and irritatingly irreligious deaf ears

Trying to feed
from entitled top,
trickling down to lowly
leftover
humiliated bottoms,
what we must primally breed
and seed
from deep down
communing democratic trust inside

Roots musing down
and communicating in
to feed organic communion up
and sacred community out

Conserving crown to root neurological tree-systems
resonantly nurturing
harmoniously liberacious crowns
both/and
win/win
organic/sacred
resiliently conservational root systems
interdependently
inter-religiously
empowering/enlightening communion.

Not quite so angry
with enfeebled branched-out leaders
and not mad
with anemically sad internal conspiracies
and bad dis-investment habits
rather than glad co-investment skills

for resolving which top bully,
devouring all challenger bullies,
will next be crowned King
of trauma-riddled TrumPublican triumph

Trumped-up singing:
It’s my party
and you’ll cry
when I want you to.

Meanwhile
democratic grassroot systemic wisdom
burns and blows
drowns and starves

Degenerating patriarchal migraines
and not regenerating grains
of deep-rooted integrity

to feel multicultural health
trust
truth
beauty
pleasure
wisdom
compassion
loving kindness
pronoia peace

courageous polycultural curiosity
about interweaving wisdom
of inter-religious root systems.

Liberating resonant crowns
and conserving resilient roots,
bipartisan integrity of a wealthy
healthy
EarthMothered Tree.

Or so it seems to me
noticing our disunited Republic’s
troubled Tree of CrownHeavy Life
reacting against healthy multicultural democracy

Deaf
to wilderness voices of dying forests
coral reefs
oceans
topsoil
shrinking polar caps
glaciers
rivers

EarthMother’s unenlightened crown of thorns
and disempowering trunk of sorrows,
man-privileged monotheistic
irreligiously and monoculturally wrong
ecocidally desecrating
anthropocentric maladaptive root-trauma

cannot resiliently support
TrumPublican crown drama.

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