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Sacred Energy

Fascism lives in tension with holy optimism,
as hatred fades in presence of mutual love,
as WinLose evolutionary models
give way to WinWin sacred Energy
stories and songs and dances,
as patriarchal colonization
gives way to matriarchal creolization.

Fascism,
synonymous with Totalitarianism,
as written by Hannah Arendt,
is a growing monocultural tendency toward,
and actual exercise of,
strong autocratic
dictatorial
aristocratic
Elitist
insanely Yang-whacked CEO
control freaks.

Energy controlled by Elite patriarchal WinLose Models
of retribution as stronger and more self-sufficient
than cooperative restoration,

LeftBrain dominant thought control,
word-choice control,
communications control,
transportation in and out control,
violent control,
fear and hate-mongering control;

Yet absolutely no control
over YangNature with YinSpirit of Love,
Beauty,
Integrity,
Synergy.

In my bedraggled Webster’s
Ninth New Collegiate Dictionary,
probably purchased at the local Goodwill Store,
they add to fascism’s definition
“a tendency toward”
rather than a more conservative view of totalitarian energy
as actual authoritative power
to exercise monoculturing tyrannical economic and political environments,
climates,
landscapes.

Back in my pre-millennial era,
we called “a tendency toward” fascism
bullying
and bad parenting,
and bad politics,
and bad nihilistic economics,
and bad use of more optimistically WinWin
secular-sacred double-binding Energy.

Some tried to pass off school day histories of bullying
as their persional version of ToughLove Capital Development Experience
troubled occasionally by Anger MisManagement,
JustWar Defensiveness,

But, in the rural MidWest
we patriotically called it
lack of co-redeeming love
and lack of good faith
and pathological lack of healthy cooperative trust
in sacred multiculturing Golden Rules
for active use of positive polypathic Energy
to control over-investment in self-perpetuating
doubly boundup
egocentric bullying
to produce further Negative Desecrating Energy.

Some take the view that energy,
like power,
is a value-neutral thing,
but both scientific secular and sacred spiritual paradigms
speak of Positive Energy
and Negative Energy
and sensory-sensual Energy
and double-binding informational Energy
of regenerative cooperatives
and degenerative dissonance
and over-heating climates
of overYanged competitions.

We might embrace this further sacred ecological view
that Positive Energy grows toward integrity
of democratic cooperativity,
while Negative Energy grows toward totalitarian fascism,
seeking control over democratic integrity
of Ego’s inside voice
for EcoConsciousness

Conscious Energy of ourselves
hopefully among far more love as Positive Energy
and less hate-marketing
and fear-mongering
and anger-mismanagement
shouting out against Commons EarthSoul harmonies.

Outdoor inside nature-spirit voices
listening less to bullies
and bad parenting
and horridly rabid CEOs
favoring and too tolerant of played-out aggressions.

PositiveEnergy Creation Stories
are love stories,
and love stories
are EnergyIntegrity Stories.
And there is nothing ambivalent
or neutral
or stagnantly Traditional
or non-sensual
or non-sensory
or violently aggressive
or even self-righteously defensive
about them.

Sacred Paradise is about Energy Democracy.
That other place,
within and without,
is about growing tendencies toward paranoia,
bullying,
and Energy Fascism.

So, is your EnergyGod
one of PolyphonicLove
for restorative justice and liberty
with all democratic positive energizers?

Or is your EnergyGod
one of Fascist control over PositivEnergy
anti-WinWin?
Using magic sorcery of monoculturing fundamental polarization
with colonizing predative intent,
missionary retributions rather than missions of redemption,
self-righteous laws and rules
and jealous orders
held more closely than sacred restorative peace and justice,
WinWin love songs and dances,
re-creation stories.

Predations of fascism thrive on punishment,
fear,
vengeance,
flames of anger,
jealous of all the PositiveEnergy gods and goddesses
of EarthSoul’s Original PolyPhonic Intent.

Perhaps you can have both
our PositiveEnergy PolyphonicGod
and your NegativeEnergy fascist demons and CEOs,
bullies and bad
punishing
hateful
selfish
bigoted and sexist parents,
as many of us do,
but it is important to Earth’s survival
that we become better educated,
better noticers of which is which,
and how we are each from some of both.

PositivEnergy wants to become better listeners
and speakers
and voters
and leaders
for non-violent ReGenerativEnergy,

More frequently found in our forests
and backyards
than in our smartphones and
laptops and
BadEnergy News Stories

And, sadly,
our less than PositivEnergy optimizing
monoculturish RightWing schools
and parent educators,
and lifeskills mentors,
and congressional governing authorities
growing NegativEnergy Bodies
suffering near total bicameral collapse,

Dismembering sacred memories,
GoldenRule songs and dances
of Paradise ReMembering
harvesting
restoring
Positive Energy
to promote future climates
polyculturing healthy PositivEnergy,
AnimaMundi, within as without,
Holy EgoEco Balancing NatureSpirits.

Fascism lives in tension with holy optimism,
as hatred fades in presence of mutual love,
as LeftBrain denialism
grows in co-arising tension
with RightBrain sacred PositivEnergy.

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Energy Democracy v Fascism

I suppose
cannibalism
is the logical conclusion
of rabidly overpopulated fascism.

Some cannibals,
perhaps all,
ate their human prey
not for typical nutritional reasons
like other forms of digested nature,
but more specifically
because those dining
hoped their prey’s sacred powers
would thereby become their own,
conjoining for their unilateral augmentation,
like fascism.

At first blush
this sounds like appalling inhumane sacrifice
as I’m sure it shall remain
til red sky dusks of fascism
dawn hopeless red skies
of climate cannibalizing pathology.

It seems so obvious
that positive communication
and mutual cooperative trust
would be a healthier path,
and more likely of success
to perpetuate this conjoining goal
of energetic nutritional powers
with human prey,
colonies,
slaves,
employees,
consumers,
colleagues,
neighbors,
fellow civil and democratic residents,
all cooperative WinWin citizens of Earth.

Even more enlightened slave owners
preferred, and sometimes invested in,
multi-generational creolizing domestic bliss
rather than harvesting the bought and paid for help.

The value exchanges
between outside energy and inside nutrition
are best reflected on from both outside, LeftBrain convexly,
and inside, RightBrain concave bilateral, views.

Who could be an Ego predator
who has never know themselves
as a potential EcoPrey?

Who prays to a higher Energy power
without having succumbed to Lower powers?

Human natural-spiritual co-intelligence,
watching icy double-boundaries of a winter river
give way to open flowing water
in warmer weather,
Also watcher this river in colder weather,
its self-identity as flowing water
giving way to hardening and thickening ice-crystal edges,
double-boundaries to Right and Left,
West and East,
North and South,
and all polypathic directions
of and for sacred nutritional energy exchanges,
wu-wei transforming relationships
in-between EnergyOut and NutritionIn,
Ego and Eco,
Yang and Yin.

Even so,
lacking this bilateral intelligence of a healthy WinWin river,
sometimes warmer and wider systems
and sometimes colder,
narrower,
denser,
deeper networks of cooperative exchange,
Human nature persists with LeftBrain over-heating hubris
in choosing WinLose monoculturing excess,
claiming to be the only important river of Energy
and Sacred Nutrition.

We move from Left-Right cognitive-affective dissonance
through rabidly stressed-out paranoia,
still devouring our own human and nonhuman prey,
especially our own young and poor and vulnerable,
our criminals and lazy-assed addicts
victims all laissez-faire punished
with our too-ready tolerance
of retributive models
advocating HolierThanThou
self-righteous injustice.

As if prisons
or shackles of slavery
and racism
and sexism
and fascism
could be any more likely to lead to growing positive energy
and nutrition
within this river of society’s succeeding generations
than cannibalism
led to any more valuie than another high protein meal.

A fascist meal
serving up a serious case of stinky shits after
flushed down the nearest toilet
polluting our sacred water
then our sacred soil
not to mention our acidifying atmosphere
of growing pathological climates,
inside
and outside,
inside against outside,

Earth’s river of Energy-SacredNutrition
still flows inside our own EgoFascist FadingSilos,
still declaring retributive holy wars,
self-righteous inquisitions of suspicious immigrants,
witchhunts against all Energy deemed unlike our nutritious EgoSelves.

Women
and gay and lesbian and transgender-bashing
and excommunicating,
disenfranchising and devaluing,
raping and criminalizing,
denouncing and murdering,
hating and fear-mongering,
and other lovely forms of socially tolerated retribution,

Just wars
declared by older males,
but not wiser,
against younger potential upcoming competitors.

Desecrating jihads of unholiness,
populist nominations
and voting,
applause and support
for icons of defueling fear-mongering,
anti-universal health of Earth
AntiMessianic Violent Choices.

Investing in retributive guns and prisons
rather than restorative therapy and healing.

Committed to punishing all potential WinLose competitors
more than loving,
with humbling gratitude,
our cooperatively-help EnergyCommons
of humane-divine Grace,
potential WinWin restoratively active Hope,
both Left-PolyPathic and Right-PolyPhonic,

SecularLeft ethics
and SacredRight aesthetics.

Commitments to positive energy Yang
with nutritional bilateral health investment flow of Yin,
fractal-squared
notnot
(0)Sum ecopolitics

Sometimes warmer and wider and deeper,
sometimes colder
and narrower
and crystal-clear
dense bilateral ego-ecoconsciousness

Here for mutual restorative exchanges
of nutritional living relationship
and not so much deadly piracy
and slavery
and criminalization
and cannibalism,
racism
and sexism
and fascism
and fake religiosity
and fake patriotism

Hiding far too Real PrimeRelational EnergyDemocracy.
History of Restoring SacredLife
understoried
by toxic
fascist
secularizing
pathological LoseLose Entropy.

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New Year Insanity Resonanciations

I have already noted a change,
a deepening analysis
in second year framing of the Trump Administration’s
first hazing year in O.D. fascist process.

A DOA year ago,
we grew heatedly invested in fake-conversations
about whether the fake-patriotic Republican Party
was really all that more fake-Constitutionally media
and unmediatedly insane
than other U.S First and Only partisans,
other special fat and long-infested interests.

This January
by contrast
we apparently have accepted last year’s insanely obvious
supremacy of insanity
held by Republican national leaders,
as the last Wise PatriarchalElder shadows
of Eisenhower AntiMilitaryIndustrial Administrative investments
fade into family multicultural values
associated with stardust memories.

Now our questions
have evolved into which Republicans are most insane
and which slightly less so,
on a scale from ZenZero
through RightWing rabid overpopulated paranoia
nightmares of sleep-deficit caffeinated Western cultures
self-medicating chronic stress
of patriarchal violent secularizing
WinLose
EitherOr
indiscriminate double-binding MADness tendencies;
absence of bilateral ego-eco consciousness.

Hopefully
by the beginning of a Trumpian ThirdReich,
these National FakeConstitutionally InCorrect Republicans
will all be too busy
locking each other up in their insane asylums
and retributive secular courts of punitive law
and lack of moral aesthetic nature-spirit harmonic order,
and then throwing away the keys
to their not-so-divine Kingdoms of Competing EitherOr
Absence of Sufficient SacredGrace.

Such third year fascist distractions
could get them unelected,
and unelectable,
as we post-millennially open
to more organically Green Democratic Ways
and PermaCultural Means
toward Restorative Justice
as also Healthy EcoPolitical Grace
of AbundantLove.

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Defining Trumpism

Let’s talk today about Trumpism.

If this is a new word,
how is it different and the same as
Fascism?

Who is a Trumpian
more than a Republican?
Or do these two labels
show the same angry face
about a Crippled America
to you?

I see U.S. Trumpians
more likely to identify themselves as evangelical Christians
than as racists
and fascists
and sexists
and homophobes,
yet so afraid of the secularizing powers
of non-evangelical nonChristians
that they support racism
and fascist monoculturing nationalistic
and fake-patriotic
and fake-pietistic religiosity,
without thought of hypocrisy,
avoiding this walk of co-messianic suffering civil service
for all God’s EarthBound Sacred Creation.

I see U.S. Trumpians
as fascists waiting in fundamentalist befuddledness,
inadvertently secularizing the patriarchal-dominant RightWing
respect for Elite Pharisee Lives
more than Sacred NonElite in HolySpirit collaterally damaged
just war deaths.
Probably not what Jesus had in mind
for his One AnimaMundi Body.

Made First in UJSA
by rabidly competing LeftBrain Yang dominant supremacists
fueled by fake histories
and FakePiety Stories
substituting for healthier
and classier
Creation Stories,
U.S. Trumpians remain infested with yin-suppressive
retributive WinLose anger
and rage
and PTSD rabid justifications
for global absence of RightBrain’s
Traditionally Orthodox
sacred eco-consciousness
of AnimaMundi interdependence,
regenerativity of democratizing health
morally and aesthetically preferable
to degenerativity of colonizing pathologies,
the ecopolitics of over-populated pirates,
and not quite so much Suffering Public Service.

Meanwhile post-millennial Elder SacredRight mindbodies
steadfastly remain built of nature-spirit nutritional health
reminding us of Golden Rule and Ratio and Elixir
Democratic EcoPolitical WinWin
Ancient CoArising Trusts

Great transitional loves,
Wondrous ways,
Awesome truths,
Regenerative lives
restoring AnimaMundi
ego-ecosystemic justice,
within as without

Non-violently restoring peace
actively implementing self with other cooperative governance.

Democratic governance
complying with divinely-inspired
and also secularly enlightened humane
Original Democratic Creolizing Intent.

YangPatriarchal-YinMatriarchal
Ego-EcoSystemic equivalent
notnot SacredZen Zero,
if I’m adding that up left-right rooted.

I think we need ProEcological Economic Schools
and Tao balancing parents,
mentors teaching ego-ecoconscious development
speaking,
listening to co-arising AnimaMundi
as Sacred ElderRight times
for establishing revolutionary multicultural democratic forms,
forums,
formal frames,
functions,
flows,
fertility,
fecundity
and cooperative polypathic ownership practices

Allowing
inviting
gracing
equitably integrating
synergetic humane-divine
secular-sacred maturation of this species
of nature-spirit
co-arising LeftYang-RightYin
Ego-Eco restorative justice
for Holy Bicameral Balancing Spirits

Kind of Gaian Polypathic Left as Polyphonic Right,
if you know what we mean together,
co-arising future Sacred WiseElder mentors
teachers,
preachers,
parents,
public co-messianic servants,
Bodhisattva ReStoration Warriors
of and for EgoEco Justice.

All of which doesn’t look like
emerging RightWing Trumpian Fascism.

Or sound like monoculturing nationalistic supremacy.

Or even smell like healthy green-blue AnimaMundi.

I know what you mean.
It smells too Red to me,
too hot,
too warming climates
and pathological landscapes
of dissonant dismay;
lack of commitment to health care,
mental health care,
climate health care,
economic health care,
because anti-ecological lack of AnimaMundi
sacred caregiving and receiving.

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OldYear Burnout

Burnout
is what can come of inspiration,
if you’re not careful.
Gish Jen

Degeneration
is what can follow manic fast-growth regeneration,
if you’re not well-seasoned.

War and terror
can come from tribal competitions,
peace and freedom fighting and squabbling
for healthy food and water and fuel,
if you’re not co-empathic enough,
double-bound Win-Win equivalently bilateral
secure,
conservational,
restorative co-messiahs,
bodhisattvas,
eco-yogis
noticing and stretching
designing and cooperatively networking,
dancing and singing.

Hate and anger and fear
are what can come from love and faith and hope,
if we’re not health care receivers enough,
and cooperative givers-forward,
co-investors of and for HealthCare,
filling toward CareFull with Humble Gratitude,
both Ego-Eco Logists
Logos of health systemic trends,
as contrasted against
social and ecopolitical and personal Loser NonElite pathologies.

Zealous fundamentalism
is what can come from counter-cultural radicalism,
if you’re not listening to karmic grace
multiculturally enough.

Fascism
is what can come from NonElite exclusionary democracy
if you’re not grateful for WinWin creolizing therapies
and humble about past retributive colonizing traumas
enough.

Jihad terrorism
is what can come from too-divinely supremacist inspired
retributive injustice
if we are not HealthCare ecologically inclusive enough.

Holocaust
is what can come from Paradise Lost
if we are not listening cooperatively enough
to both internal landscapes
and external climates for ecological health.

LeftBrain Burnout
is what can come of SacredElder RightBrain inspired
NewYear EcoLogical Resolutions,
if you’re not careful.

 

 

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Jesus Told Me

Jesus taught and lived
Those who follow the Way
Truth
Life, rather than punishing death,
would be known
by our love,
especially for our enemies.

He did not say, or live,
Those who punish themselves and others with death threats
and war planning
and technology design
and nihilistic absence of healthy purpose
would be TruthLivers
known as restorative peace-makers,
inheriting the Kingdom of God at hand.

For LaoTse
we are Way,
Truth,
Life known
by our Yang/Yin harmonic balance
with darkYin as antagonist of stubborn ignorance,
reflecting unkind outcomes of MotherEarth
and Her thunder and lightning Heavens
bringing cold winds of Yang-dominant terror
and warm flows of Yin-Yang wu-wei
in-between
Tipping Pointed selves as enemies
restoring peaceful balance,
within-egoYang,
as without-ecoYin.

To love your enemies
as yourself
is to actively seek restorative justice
peace-filled balance for all parties,
including anti-let’s-party! haters
and monoculturing weedish and prudish supremacists,
fundamentalists,
evangelists,
zealots,
terrorists,
slave-owners,
racists,
sexists,
homophobes,
missionary colonizers,
AntiSemitic
AntiCreolization
trauma-inducing predators and parasites,
and, Jesus’ favorite love to hate, Pharisees.

To be known by our love for enemies,
is to know our enemies as ourselves,
to love ourselves as both victimized protagonist
and antagonist,
provoking angry retributions,
fear-filled victims
of our own,
and our Elders,
violent misjudgments.

To love ourselves
within this heuristic balance,
doing our best
is to love our larger selves
as traumatizing enemy of love
and yet therapeutic lover of self-inflicted,
other-afflicting,
enemies.

Thich Nhat Hanh
shares a restorative council agenda
as anciently practiced in his Buddhist tradition.

Community facilitators
with unusual strengths for compassion,
begin by telling a personal story
of an event in their owned history
when they have known the shame of offending against love,
against active and integrative cooperation.

Then they apologize for this offense
against those assembled victims.
Atone for their lack of sufficient love,
trust,
faith.

Then, and only then, they invite victims
and offenders
to do as the facilitators have themselves mentored,
to tell their most recent shared story
of victims and offenses
against restoring cooperative love
within this community
of EarthTribe lovers.

For instance,
voting against universal health care giving and receiving
as a basic application of our multiculturally advocated
Golden Rule,
constitutionally protected
as pursuit of resident Welfare
and a more perfect Unity
(NOT fascist military-industrialized uniformity).

I try to picture what stories of restoration
facilitators would invite
if FirstNation CEOs
were to host a Peace Circle
with Christian Evangelical Missionaries
and Military-Industrial Generals,
grandsons of rifle-holders
for ecopolitically racist assumptions
of spiritual therefore naturally endowed
Manifest Destiny Supremacy,
and WhiteMan CEOs,
including grandsons of slave-holders
for HeavenlyMansion and Mammon Goals,
all WesternPatriarchal classroom read and propagandized
as Protagonists in a Western InterContinental Patriotic History of Love,
yet recognizing great-grandparents
in light of larger love’s Win-Win capacities,
now appear as repressive Retributional Antagonists,
rooted in fear and anger and hate,
not always so much trust and faith and justice,
for a polyculturing history
of love as ego-eco balance
between loving oneself
as both related to past Protagonists
and Antagonists
of Earth’s restorative peace
and therapeutic love
for Win-Win bilateral justice.

It is in our most vulnerable shame
for lapses in co-passionate love
that we are most likely to therapeutically recover
shared memories of blame,
and active hope to restore love’s balance
more polypathically inclusive next time.

This rhetorical agenda,
for mentoring facilitators,
is their second-mile walk,
their turning of violently struck both cheeks,
their opportunity to offer a time of personal shame
to open double-binding gates
of collective Lose-Lose blame
and it’s ecological apposition,
Win-Win restorative cooperation
of active Love.

Golden Rules
to do as you would have done justice
and not do and judge
as you could not not do without greater co-passion,
active love for Win-Win restoration
of peace councils,
internal and external,
practiced best each moment
of each grace-filling balanced karma day.

Willing and able to see oneself,
and one’s extended family,
as both sacred protagonists
and sinner antagonists
of co-evolving historic love,
fulfilled in HereNow potential health integrity
of each moment’s Sacred EarthRestoring Wisdom.

Jesus taught and lived
Those who follow this ReStorative Way
Truth
Life, rather than punishing death,
would be known
by our love,
especially for our enemies,
within egos
and without eco-conscious balance.

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Red and Green Christians

Let’s start with a fundamental flaw of fundamentalist fake-Christianity,
a literary flaw within literal non-interpretation of historical creation
and sacred development.

This is true of radical jihadist Moslims as well,
although we both know you think you’re more special
and politically and morally correct,
so, we can stay focused
on Christian evangelical faith communities
in the United States,
especially in Red-dominant States.

True
effective
pure
loyal
faithful
integrated
mature Christian conservators of God’s peace and divine love justice
must stop interpreting the words and teachings
and moral-sexual code for healthy v pathological activities
as if JesusChrist had a dualistic view of Spirit,
of Abba
or of human nature as a whole
separated from Earth’s nature,
and as if He lived within a Trinitarian GodHead metaphysical Universe
without a JesusChrist humane-divine nondual Body.

If you truly have the faith of a mustard seed
that JesusChrist taught and lived
in a nondual humane-divine MindBody,
then this explicitly invites us to consider nonduality,
both divine spirit
and humane sacred
conjoining this interdependent Body of Christ
on Earth.

When Jesus says
Why do you worry about stupid stuff
because God made sacred flowers too
and which of you
is arrayed with that much festive splendor,
that diversity of color and beauty and Grace,
a truly Christian evangelist of this nondual teaching,
would not respond with:

“Oh, right,
but that’s just generic secular natural organisms
and physiological development processes,
but not about how God the Creator Father
arrays humanizing nature.”

That separation of Earth’s natural systems
from sacred humanizing spirits
you will not find in Jesus’ words or teachings
or metaphysical code
or moral v immoral law and order of restorative grace.

Although Trinitarianism,
and the dualism separating
Holy Spirits against secularizing Fallen nature
and patriarchal economic and political aristocratic-plutocratic dominance
against matriarchal EarthMother planters and harvesters,
those annoying motherly nurturing issues,
were alive and well
when Roman Catholic St. Jerome
was playing eeny, meany, miserly moe
with sacred stories
and parables
and poetry
and history of God’s inspiring voices,

And dualistic competitive assumptions were still there,
only now starting to military-industrialize
the entire complexion of intriguing inspiring voices
for Holy Wars and Crusades
when the newer King James Interpretation of sacred history,
literature and stories,
parables,
crucifixions,
baptisms,
violence,
sickness and disease,
floods and holocausts,
wars and burning cities with innocent children included
came into your evangelical dualistic minds
and shared fundamentalist culture of Red.

So what?
you have probably already asked.

With this error,
with this lack of personal
and political
and economic integrity,
you have harmed me,
and you have probably insulted my evangelical Christian mother,
who raised me to love
as deeply and widely
as Jesus nondually loved all Earth,
all Earth’s polycultural and multicultural diversity,
as part of one already redeemed
interdependent Body of Grace.

Grace is for those who just say Yes to love
wherever we see love invited,
one arrayed with God’s love,
with CreatorGod’s relationship with each hair
on each head,
with constantly counting all those drab, yet sacred, sparrows,
and wherever hairs are to be even most inconveniently found.

To believe otherwise,
that this sacred reign of God
on this Earth
in this time of Great Transitional Climate Change
is to interpret the words and teachings of JesusChrist
as if He did not mean them literally
of nature as spirit
and spirit as nature.

That he did not literally mean
He invites us to replace addiction to deadly blood sacrifice politics
with a cooperative economy of grace,
Earth as nondual gift,
life as fundamental gratitude
for those natural and spiritual arrayed gifts
available for eyes that see,
ears that hear.

As available as universal baptism of living waters
flowing through our veins
feeding and nurturing even the flowers
with their most festive arrays
and those drab sparrows
and all that inconvenient hair,
even when teased and bleached
to near extinction.

You have harmed me
in a way that forces you to see me
as a person who chose to become sinfully gay,
while actually having been born sacredly heterosexual.

I know this is not true about me,
or about any person with a gender preference
I have ever known
well enough to ask them:

Did you choose to be, whatever?
When did you choose to become, whatever?
Would you still be you
if the prepubescent you
had chosen to become otherwise?
Did it ever even occur to you
that you had a choice
of whom to find attractive
in either an erotic or agapic way?

If you had been given a choice,
If God came down from Heaven
maybe even in a dream
and said,
“OK, it’s time to choose,
those hairs are about to emerge from new places,
Who won this battle?”
How could you choose
to exchange the gifts you were conceived with?

So now,
if you’re following this most unlikely hypothesis
of gender identity choice,
If I didn’t choose this,
then I was recruited
by my very much happy heterosexual
evangelical fundamentalist Christian parents.

Even my evangelical Christian older brother and sister,
and my Unitarian Universalist younger sister,
who agree on not much,
will all tell you
that this recruiting thing
did not happen to me.

My older siblings
are in this sad position,
Either I chose to become homosexually perverse,
deliberately choosing a life of sin,
ostrasization
criminalization
victimization,
despite all persuasive evidence of everyone I trusted and loved
during my pre-adolescent years,
or there is a dualistic interpretation of JesusChrist’s words and teachings
that they have assumed was actually there in scripture,
but in fact they falsely believe is there
because they have been religiously indoctrinated
to deny their own spiritual-historical experience
of grace.

To deny our own histories
and herstories of truth,
loyalty to sacred integrity of our internal natural
and external spiritual
sacred climates of loving healthy love
with hating pathologically competitive hatreds.

Restorative healing grace
invites economies of polyculturing love
and these are not to become confused with
retributive justice politics
of dualistic injustices and war-
and hate-mongering.

Imagine growing up in a world
where Jesus taught you must grow up into mature polysexuality
and this was accepted and presumably experienced as true
by all you loved and trusted
except you,
hopelessly heterosexual only.

We would sing
“Onward Christian Soldiers
marching off to war…”
and you would worry
how you might possibly stay under range
of our automatic rifle fire.

That is the harm you have brought to me
through not believing in the nonduality of Earth’s Matriarchal Nature
and God’s Holy Spirit
as per the literal nature-spirit teachings
and parables of JesusChrist.

And this is the retributive monotheistic harm
you have brought into this Nation’s sacred patriotic commitment
to protect and conserve grace-arrayed beauty and health
of this Mother Land
and all of Earth’s sacred interdependent multicultures
of internal
and for external
climates of health
through less competitive dualistic pathologies.

All are invited to restore justice and peace
to turn away from OldSchool retributive injustice
and not-so-divinely inspired violence,
to vocations of healing
and not for judgments against others,
as if any one way of becoming
were not replete with multiculturing truth
and polypathic nondual sacred loves.

Imagine you were born into a RedState
where only you could see in full color,
but you have read experiences of GreenStates
in full polycultural glory.
Would you believe God is calling you
to punish all those who could only see in black and white?
Or inviting you to restore your RedState
to GreenState Traditional Arrays of Grace?

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