Starting With Not Sure

I’m not sure about this
divorced from engagement

consider the following
a hypothesis,
a Thought Experiment
in the Indigenous MotherLand
and SacredWaters
of ecowomanist political theory,

Part of my own experience
betrays a rightwing bias
against superficial entertainment

And, by association, self-promoting entertainers
living out shuttered
and too often unshuttered cluttered
Reality Shows
confusing inside unsafe voices
with healthy outside choices

Most corporate-sponsored
overly mediated events
desecrate cooperative profit motives

And, by popular reassociation,
further corrupt RightMind desecrators
of potential sacred engaging experiences

Peaking in MotherLands
and SacredWaters
in-between what was before Wonder
and after Awe,
deeply felt universal ComPassion
and unitarian Love.

Individualistic entertainments
draw on social skills
no more deeply exercised
than surface skin of monoculturing
white-noise color
perhaps stereotypically supremacist,
patriarchal monotheistic
violent colonizing entertainments

More pornographic and sadistic
than sensual and co-passionate,

More invasive and extractive
than green bio-communion flowing in
from upstream
and ebbing sacred win/win
wellness watered communication out
downstream exhaling nutrition.

Sacred engagement
enlightens upstream givers
and further empowers downstream givers
like bioculturing sacraments
feed and water green multi-political economies,
analogies of cooperative lenders
and metaphysical borrowers
of NonZero Sums
living and planning
in Earth’s Great Transitioning
NonZero Climate FlowZone

Of sacred engaging values,
cooperative hope for healthy democracy investors,
fully engaged faith
in interdependent win/win resilient networks

Fully engaging gospel wellness co-celebrants,
wondrous and awesome polycultural love

For compassionate eco/mytheological engagements
non-violent compassionate bilateral
double (-,-) equals (+) polynomial equity
found in sacred multicultural metaphysics
of win/win engaging experiential co-mediations
committed to restoring EarthJustice.

It is my further polymathic
fully engaged faith
that C-squared = 1+ 3DSpace
= 0-squared BiNomial Tao/Zero-Time,

In universal NonZero EcoWomanist Experience
of PolyNomial
PolyCultural Health = PolyPathicWealth =

Polymathic GreenCommons-squared
experiential organic EcoEmpowerment =
Universal Ego/TheoEnlightenment

Where C=0-squared
is both a metaphysical Constant
BiCameral CoPassion

a physical NonZeroZone Transition,
Transubstantiating bilateral/binomial empty(0)
EcoSystemic cooperative synergetic
sacred Full-PolyCultural Integrity

Engaging both natural/spiritual metaphoric
Yang/Yintegral =1Spatial metasystemic
Either/Or Universal LeftBrain Dominant Co-EnLightening Voice

= Synergetic InBetween EntheMEMatic Constant-BiNomial

(-,-)0Squared Temporal Both/And polymathic
double-binding hypothetical
MultiSystemic Integral Empowering
NonZero ProHealth Choice.

And yet,
a still small desolate
dissociating voice,

I’m not sure about this
LeftBrain Yangish prickly entertainment
divorced from Yintegral synergetic engagement
gooey metaphoric
polynomial/not moNo-Nomial
natural-theory/not not spiritual experience
eco-political faith-equity issues
neuro-sensory flow functions
of changing

Energetic democratic health
YangLeft EnLightened Entertainment
and co-passionate wealth
YinRight EcoWomanist
Co-EmPowering Engagement.


CoRRecting UnHealthy InAccuracies

EarthMother senses a difference
between Political Correctness
and everyday domestic political accuracy.

Political accuracy grows best
and sprouts up healthiest rooted
in directly observed EarthNatured experience

While CapitalInvested Political Correctness
is more shallow sandy shifty rooted
in some LeftBrain dominant
EgoPatriarchal WorldView Theory
of competitively debated,
sometimes uncivilly violent
armed and vigilantly ready defensiveness
about sacred anthro-supremacist
to beacon at the top
of a monoculturing ruthless

Either you’re with me
or against me
view of EarthCommunion
as the politically accurate sinful struggle
of wounded anthro-supremacist
not sufficiently well-capitalized
not necessarily feeling all that Politically Correct
because I have some StraightWhiteMale fragility
issues of not meeting White WorkEthic God
the Punishing Father’s manly empowering
and enlightened supremacist expectations,

Jealous anticipations
provoking Either you’re straightwhitemale free
to be as me,
or you are competitively against Politically Correct
which doesn’t feel at all politically accurate
to actual spiritual
experiential EarthMother
Political Wealth

In “Together we can”
Claudia Zatorski,
local Connecticut talent,
starts her Poetry in a Pandemic piece,

“A monster invaded our world
The Spring of 2020
A time of calm complacency,
Of peacefulness and plenty.”

But, the 2020 Springing of a U.S. Presidential choice
felt like an unsettled spooky voice
of war and climate drowning and burning starvation
for unstraight
unpatriarchal ecofeminists
rooted in politically empowering
cooperative co-invested
BLM and NVC and RestorativeJustice
and Integral Permaculture Design
and Organic Systems Thinking
win/win dialogue
is not win/lose dissonant debate

EarthMother’s bigger pandemic Monster
in the Spring of 2020,
and so much more so now,
one year later,
was Her desecrated experience
of qujickly growing climate pathology,
runaway Politically Correct
capital-driven extractive technological choices,
with lack of political accuracy
about healthy, ecologically sacred,
indigenously felt voices

As EarthMother’s worldview measure of health
politically accurate health-power relationships,
cooperative root investments,
compassion flowers
and accurate turning of nurturing leaves
observe more co-invested robust
experiential non-infestment

Of rightwing prominent
theologically and historically unreflective
leftbrain hyper-dominant political incorrectness
is also politically inaccurate
for achieving resilient health-wealth democratic
cooperative green resilient eco/theo-logical gains

Due to lack of accurate EarthMother analyzing
Her most healthiest resilient wealth
through patiently nonviolent
win/win communicating
with ecofeminist intent
to restore democratic interdependent justice,

Integrity’s strong-rooted
Politically Correct MotherEarth potential

In this Spring of 2021
climate pandemic experiencing
eco-political distancing time
without calm complacency,
but with multicultural visions
for EarthMother’s peacefulness
restoring EarthHealth plenty
with democratic energy
political accuracy
for all EarthChildren
indigenous Elder EcoFeminist
GreenPeace Politically Correct Warriors
for NonViolence
and their AnthroPatriotic
ReStorying EarthJustice Allies
2020 Spring ReVisionaries.


Sensory Sexual Sacred Politics

poor Yang,
was sure to fall
as Yin came tumbling
rumpling wombs
of spiraling DNA revolutions

Inside outside polyvagal neural systems
win/win healthy eco-networks
and win/lose in-between
ego/eco bilateral
binomial double-binary mono/bi
1st and 2nd dimensional
space/temporal bicameral
image/memory changing systems

Yang imaging
wealth of God the Father strengths
of Light
and Power
and Sensory/Sexual Holy Spirit flowing Energy
sacred and secularized

Transubstantiating Yin matriarchal
ecofeminist womb-flow charts
for ecosystemic 3D static
epic left-brain dominant waves,
recycling systems

AND 4D repurposing TheoCentric EarthWays
and Sacred CoreSoul Truths
amid Secular EcoSystemic Lives.

Yang LeftEgo
healthy strength
of ego/eco bicameral
dipolar co-arising

Open ZeroSum Systemic 4D
revolving wombs
of spiraling holonic fractals,
double-binding 8 bilateral Yang/Yin octaves
outside in
multicultural ecotherapeutic mediation

As in Spiral Dynamics
but maybe more
right-brain reflective
through beautiful translucent
phosphoric wiki moonlight
Holy EcoFeminist Spirits
of sacred ultra nonviolet
holistic nature-left/spirit-right
non-violent dialogue,

Taken from revolving memories
of Yang LeftStrength
and through,
and of,
in for
and out of
ego and eco-nomic values
for cooperative win/win polyvagal neurological experience
forming warm and safe
healthy and wealthy psychological sacred memories

Predicting future win/win ego/eco systemic
4D Holy Ultra-NonViolent Souls
in Octave Revolving Spirits

EcoFeminist maternal pre-birth attachment
in original womb health-wealth innocence,
baptism by immersion
in win/win cooperative
regenerative structural images
for nonviolent Yang strong Yintegrity waves
of Positive PsychoNeurological Memory

ReSpiraling BiCameral Dynamics,

BiNomial NonZero Sum
Ego/Eco Health Systems
of Yang/Yin democratic partnerships
co-empathic journeys
spiraling synergetic
revolving relationships
co-passionate communions
sacred flow of secular strong Ways
and Truths
and BiCamerally Conscious Lives.


Please Do Panic

Writing yet another note to my straight white CongressMan,
asking him to Please, Do Panic
about all this fear-based non-legislation
undemocratic fascist
nationalistic Win/Lose evolutionary corrupt
democratic devolution
going on around
and within us,

I’m wearing a white 1970s vintage Tshirt
from Castro Street’s Don’t Panic
political resistance and celebration

Fifty years later,
I think it is well past time
to take the cooperativist
win/win panic plunge,

With a bold
black framed message:


My son’s Haitian-American nurse,
and straight
as a military-industrialized arrow,
without the slightest quiver
of vocalized doubt,

Sexy darkbrown skin,
greying at his wisdom temples,
and a devout capitalist 7th Day Adventist
family provider man
of second or third evangelical generation,

Wants to know
if he, in 2020,
is affiliated with what my Tshirt says
to the Religious Right of 1975.

but I have always known you
as part of a Spiritual Right,

Which does not
too liberally judge
outside your own sensory satisfactory experience,

And is informed
and transparently curious
to learn from your own
sensory anticipations
of healthy smells
and wealthy tastes,
what feels good
and touches right,

And to responsibly stretch
your own sensory anxieties/anticipations
without blaming
or ambiguously shaming yourself
for not accepting who you are
right now
in this life
flowing toward
who we will become sacredly together,
spiritually and naturally,

Which must,
in good right faith,
inevitably become a more rooted choice
to not be some other spiritual
or anti-spiritual life,
sometimes anxious about monoculturally competing
and other times anticipating
multicultural engagement
to be most naturally/spiritually right
in the ZeroZone pocket
of just Right EarthNursing balance.

Finding right religion
in natural/spiritual sensory experience;
your own phenomenological journey
embeds our shared ontological history
of sensory
neurological reweaving
re-ligioning psychological
yang/yin ancient sensory co-arising climax
of co-awareness,
co-operative con-scientiousness,
Ego/Eco-Systemic Balance.

My son’s 7th Day Adventist
Black Lives Matter
Haitian-American straight male nurse responds,

“Thank you.
That’s true.”

“Where can I find this shirt?
I would like one to wear
to our church picnic.
My extended Right spiritual family
will have many paniced health questions.”

And concerns
about green democratic wealth, I add.

“And, as you say,
some surprisingly grateful
gospel faith


Sensory Revolutions

It is a longterm scientific revolution:

THAT, despite visual perceptions
to the contrary,
Earth revolves around our light
and heat SunSource,

And not the other way,
Sun daily rounding Earth,
abounds all our sensory assumptions
to this EarthBound space in UniversalTime.

THAT our home planet’s shape
is co-revolving round
and not linear
ZeroSum cause-effect flat,
toward future chaos.

THAT atoms are not
merely swirling building blocks
of stable round
or square
or triangular
or even rectangular
two flat
or three fat dimensions

But also,
when viewed across Time’s flowing perspective,
wave-linear change
expected and invited
transportive impressive/repressive undulations,
balancing rhythms,
songs sung through humming harmonics
of ionic circumferential
cooperatively deferential
ergodic resonance
of energy cooperatively becoming
EarthTribes most inferentially
hope this healthy wealth would come
most precisely back together.

As we revolve more clear:

THAT relentlessly straight white male
left-brain dominant verbal orthodoxy
is killing sacred Earth,

THAT deadly Viruses
are not limited
by nationalistic
naturalistic v spiritualistic
partisan disloyalty to Life
and Love,

THAT social
and political
and economic capitalistic distancing,
masks hiding sensory lack of information,
gloves muting sensual touch and feeling
warm skin to healthy/pathological moist skin,
can lead to depressing paranoia,
rabid repressive divisiveness,
military oppressive first solutions
devoid of impressing win/win resonant
or resilient resolutions,

SO THAT EarthTribe remains abandoned
by a nondualistic
sexual/spiritual revolution
into universal win/win health commitment
compassionate political empowerment
with cooperatively owned
and managed
and multiculturally mediated economic enlightenment.

THAT we cannot own each Other;
Earth’s living
healthy real estate,
as if a StraightWhiteMale Master Teacher
would omnipotently own a tribe
of reluctant Slaves

Without paying the ultimate
degenerative price
of global win/lose rape,
lack of cooperative sensory invitation
non-violent and often non-verbal compassion
for healthiest
sensory communion
spiritual union
sexual celebrating climate climaxes
of regenerative
scientifically enlightened
and religiously empowering
and black
and non-violent revolutions

THAT co-arise further
transportive transparent comm-unifications

SO THAT yang/yin’s future
scientific/religious revolutions
restoring EarthPeace-Justice,
inner Beauty-Truth
become multiculturally healthier
polynomial/not-not polynomial
equitable revolutions
furthering compassionate communication.


In Our Distance Circle

Once upon time’s center
grows two permaculturing farmers,
multicultural mediators
of Earth’s healthy polypathic remainder,

And, surrounding them,
seven elders
and their cheer leading mascot
of disabling foolery

Arriving each spring
in his wheeled chair
to witness
and sometimes loudly prophecy,
to entertain with his win/win intentions,
studying compassionate economics
and empowering politics
and enlightening neurological communion
v dissonance.

These aged and playful snowbirds
form a Wisdom Circle
conjoined by all farmers

Committed to Earth’s health care
in humble Vermont neighborhood places
spaces balancing Green Lives Matter races
into organically interdependent co-investments.

This Circle plans cooperative gardens,
MultiCulturally designing
and redesigning shared outdoor climate spaces
in and on now abandoned places
they purchase together
to divest of Green Commons neglect
and invest in a local cooperatively-held enterprise

With land and water and healthy air-based capital
where patient customers
become curious partners
contributing cash
but also labor,
and nutritional equity,
gracious investment
and/or benignly viral infestment.

This Green Wisdom Circle
plants fruit and nut trees,
vegetables EarthMothers insist they eat
and would like as much as fruit sweet
if they remain of right/left balancing mind.

They plant hemp,
and make baskets
and yoga mats
during dispersed winters
into the retiring diaspora
season for planning futures
of health restoring EarthJustice.

Circles of weavers
and knitters
turn lambs
into shorn sheep
into yarn
into blankets
winter masks
with ear muff handles.

this Circle will reincarnate Wisdom
into Fire Circles for compline meditations
and story telling
into Singing Circles
of care medication
for young through old,
for those present living now,
and here dead
and yet to arrive
within all sacred regenerating species,

Egos circling within ecosystems,
interweaving networks
of TruthSeeker Circles
sharing win/win BeautyVisions,

Communion Farming Centers
within nonviolent communication systems
for engaging nutritional health,

Sacred ZeroCore recovery Allies,
not Lone Warriors,
within Earth’s fully present
care giving as receiving.


Half Conscious

She was half listening
to a Tibetan male philosopher.

He spoke in timeless wise prose
by suppressed
Western natural theories of mind.

She heard repressed
Western timely spiritual experiences
of sensual sensory bodies.

He sang lyrically
of cultural vocations
perpetually turned toward enlightenment.

She spoke rationally
of permacultural designs
systemically perpetuating
healthy democratic empowerment.

He thought about natural
multicultural mindfulness
as time’s seamless spatial integrity.

She felt sublime
within polycultural
spiritual embodiment
of Earth’s revolving
nurturing synergy.

He was half speaking
to a Western ecofeminist theologian.


Gadflies and HoneyBees

Where to begin
in the middle of cold and dark
winter’s solstice,
healthy green life’s time
of impeachment,

Where does this all rightfully
and left sacredly end?

These are expansive gadfly questions,
issues of complexly dipolar reason,
leftbrain dominant
either-or thinking
we are either thinking or feeling
rather than conscious of both,
and neither sufficient
without the necessary other.

and passion
win competitive evolutions
only to lose cooperative revolutionary
dipolar and co-arising,
bipolar and co-exhaling.

We dissociate cognitive reason
from rightbrain’s more original intuitive-sourced feelings.

like balanced Taoists,
advocate our 7th Principle
about interdependent
co-passioning webs
of non-violent life communing love,
cooperative empowerment,
bicameral egopatriarchal/ecofeminist
NonZero-Sum Win/Win contextual
counter-capitalism multicultural,
WinLeft’s liberal egolove
to WinRight’s healthiest conservational ecolife.

So, let’s not continue
beginning with a full-spectral blue
and red
and ultra-violet synergy,
but confine our response
to questions not yet leftbrain asked

And notice, instead, dark and light green,
in-between sunny courage yellow
and curious and long-hidden orange,

Merging and emerging
what comes after RightWing Red depressions
of Earth’s healthiest well-being values.

If Earth’s children are, sometimes
not particularly egocentric,
not especially competitive,
more artistic and wounded, perhaps,

And not necessarily human,
maybe a chick,
or a colt,
a cub,
a matriarchal egg, etc.

you are a Wise EcoFeminist Elder,
an organic gardener
looking out for your healthy flock,
your child with disabilities,
your own chronic climate anxiety of win/lose stress,
expecting Aspergerish cooperative co-arising warm compassion
in-between memories of win/lose competitions
and images of future win/win cooperative democratic empowerment
through co-invested polypathic communication,
polynomial relationship,
polyphonic compassion.

You probably would think/feel yourself merely reponsible
for protecting your co-empathic young
from white predative nationalist hate,
from self-unfulfilling prophets of egalitarian apartheid
without hope of interdependent healthy regenerativity,

You would probably want to be reassured that:

1. Your young adult understands what s/he will be hearing
is driven by leftbrain competitive
emotionally dissociated
deductive/reductive dominating
monocultural identity,
at best, no more elitist right
than non-elitist wrong.

2. The right to free and responsible speech
(U-U Principle Four)
has a reverse corollary,
usually unconsciously assumed

S/he has the freedom not to listen
to unfree
potentially toxic
one-sided presentations
and leftbrain lopsided verbal debates
with straw ecofeminist
cooperative social investors,
indigenous citizens of sacred MotherEarth
before denizens of any nation-identified State,
or supremacist Tribe.

3. I would not think/feel
I am “coddling” my adolescent dependents,
whether human in formation
or a yearling pony,
by inviting them to anticipate discussion
with win/win non-violent intent,

That we are good
and natural
and healthy
and democratic
to assume restorative green resilience
of all ecosystems
and all subclimates,
whether internal or external,
whether yin or yang,
whether unitarian or universal,
whether ecofeminist or egopatriarchal,
whether sacred Left interdependent ecosystemic
or secular Right egocentric capitalists,

Dialogue is always a healthier choice
for a wise green energy democracy
then violent
overly competitive debates,
with zero-sum win/lose relational/nutritional assumptions

As if win/lose capitalism makes democratic nurturing sense
despite win/win empowering green
original sacred-mind and secular-body
bilateral revolutionary intent,

Where rational regenerative history
greets intuitive resonant mystery
with deep green learning respect.

4. And we are not really ‘coddling’
to rationally expect non-violent discussion
begins with compassionate win/win listening
for points of cooperative agreement,

Usually more significant
than win/lose points of runaway disagreement,
regardless of cultural color appreciation
or species gratitude,
or the healthier humor of leftbrain egopatriarchal dominance
passionate about cooperative rightbrain ecofeminist prominence.

Reason-rooted StraightWhiteMale gadflies
sometimes have trouble hearing
and appreciating the interdependent power
of 7th interdependent identity principles
in balance with
1st co-relational
co-passionate dignity principles

Of egalitarian freedoms to speak
and interdependent responsibilities
to listen for win/lose issues
to discern win/win cooperative resolutions.

Gadflies may tolerate
dissonant monoculturing fascist risks,
rather than resonantly co-responding
with confluent
interdependent opportunities,
which are more of a honey bee
kind of humming green consciousness,
both wealthy mind-thought
and healthy body-felt.


Advent of Adventure

There’s something to be said
for doing the right thing,
even for the wrong reasons.

Reasons are about becoming, a work in progress,
as doing is about living, a lifetime process,
both fully where
and when
and why
and what
and how we are
each day following disembodied wandering rights
of sometimes restless,
other times restful
playtimes more cooperative
than competitive,

And nightmares
about doing the wrong thing
for economic and politically
left-brain thought to be correct reasons,
natural and right-brain spiritual,

Seeking paradise adventures
engaging health-embodied relationships
communing with reasons
felt more right
than anthro-elitist wrong,

Inviting something,
perhaps to be loudly said,
often to remain silently fed
but discretely unsaid,
while doing healthy things
for complex wrong and right wealthier reasons,

Yet, within this LeftBrain dominant ego
remains something deductively unfinishable,
some warm accompaniment unsaid,
not identifiable
for doing right things
with reasons of robust resonant intentions
to ride this creative tensioned cusp,
that sacred tipping secular point,
in-between not not wrong alternatives,

And know
this timeless ineffable advent
is sufficiently resilient adventure.


Fear InBetween Faith

Gratitude’s past grief
brief repast

When re-articulating grief
becomes transparently warm passion,
yet without terrifying overheated anger,
we are together filled with resonantly vulnerable sound
and traumatic sight,

Therein opens new possibilities,
neurological highways
surfing for resiliently polypathic gratitude,

An experiential reminder,
a virtuous feedback loop,
in which daily reborn life intends love
extends above
down beyond,
deeply rooted within
all Other

Grief of anciently fore-shadowed separation
to repair EarthTribe’s loyal gratitude.