EarthTribe PTSD

At first we had traumatic stress
just being born
and later shock of near death,
physical and mental,
natural and spiritual
health and safe wealth mess.

Then traumatic cultural stresses
grew up into a global syndrome
of sad neglect
toxic fueling chronic depression,
cognitive and affective
double-binding dissonant

Then post-traumatic historic stress syndrome
swept up panic attacks,
disabling shell shock,
invasive violent cultural shlock,
long-term victimization locks,
criminalization ad hoc
legislated abominations,
violent domestic and international monoculturing schools
of semi-thought
creeping toward chronic creepy anxiety,
lose/lose nihilistic codependency,
mutually assured destruction
in bloodless
micro-annihilating pools.

Now we have pre-traumatic herstoric stress syndrome
for ever more cultural pathology
in internal
and external climates,
lyrics and lessons,
narratives of unraveling devolutions
unfolding inevitable self-implicating scales

In-between disempowering monoculturalism
monopolistic monotheism
And enlightened EarthPatriotic resonance
anxiously anticipating
polycultural revolutions
sustaining robust ecosystems.

Why does it matter
if we sing or dance or call
“Make American Trauma Again”
pre- or post-suffering
the greatest of all?

Isn’t trauma of unrelenting win/lose competitions,
of patrilinear aggressive monoculturalism,
monopolistic theology,
a culturally devolving climate trend?

Inside and outside,
before and after birth
and death of isolated individuals
swimming in a hegemonic
demonizing atmosphere
of win/lose capitalistic wounds
at risk of overwhelming all empowering acts
and pre-post-enlightened hearts

For resilient
ecotherapeutic stories
of positive
multiculturally cooperative,
green peace resonant.


Aldo’s Note to Future Generations

Aldo Leopold recommended
to would be ecotherapists
that we deeply learn
to “think like a mountain”

At life summit and death ebbing
silent scales of health
and polyculturing wealth
being burned
and drowned
and starved
and dried out

For a monotheistic capital harvest Season
of winterish waiting

To see this anxious
and anticipating balance
of natural revolutions

Through forest and meadow and grasslands
evolving mountainously reliving EarthSpace.

Yet, I also hear a further commendation
to would be singing egotherapists

Also deep learn to feel
and dance like a river
of upstream toward downriver time
of Earth’s unraveling
traveling nutrition
tunneling trunk tide recommunication

Flow trends predicting new later recycling
resuscitating opportunities
to empower sacred polyculturing health
of Earth’s enlightened multicultural wealth

For and of
from and yet also before
future regenerating flow,
Earth Health and Justice
to go

Around again
recommending ecotherapists
river deeply feeling
like Earth’s spacetime mountain,
true empowering strength
and enlightening beauty
flowing reconnections.


Waking Up Lumpy

Wake up grumpy
much older than yesterday.

Day fifty-seven,
an irrationally
not nice
non-round number,
since defiantly challenging daughter,
with the contextual right-brain unhealthy intelligence
of a sociopathic alligator,
last came home from school
or anywhere without me.

Remembering her school’s response
when I suggested her six-hours-per-day aide
five days per week
not be switched out every week
or two.
She doesn’t do well with transitions
including interpersonal change,
lack of power to control
a significant Other’s time
to stay
and go.

While aware this is an issue,
their larger concern was burn-out.
Aides couldn’t tolerate the intensity
of her hostility
and constant need
need for attention,
for food,
for distraction,
for action,

Wondering how the best of her school supporters
would feel after 228 consecutive
six-hour shifts

Without any supervisor
capable of reassuring me
or him
or her
or them
or us
of how many more to go
without adequate social distancing
within our lumpy quarantine space.

No possible reassurance
or warning
we’re just getting started,
about to end,
over the hump,
or not so much,


Definite only about feeling humped out
and jumped in
lack of ease,
sucked out potential for unguarded rest.

Feeling sorry for myself,
but also for her,
and for all of us
who have taken risks
to give long-term care
where receiving care in response
is not a reasonable
or compassionate
expectation of hope-filled ways,
faithful truths,
loving lives

Quietly waking up grumpy
in unsolidarity
unsolitary confinement.


Adventures in ReGenerative EcoNormics

It’s not so much
our cultural value conditioning
that presents a transitional communication problem
about changes of climate
within our Interior
and without
in our Exterior

It’s more about discontinuous,
internally incommensurable,
cultural values
norms enjoined throughout Earth’s fully domesticated human race
toward humane evolution’s progress,
whether this progress
be calculated one breath
one day
one season at a time
or using a 5-year SWOT Team analysis,
norms and values discontinous because they raise eisegetical internal
and exegetical external eco-logical issues
of dissonance
about Anthro-hyper-critical fear
and existential anger,
no longer capable of hearing
Earth’s more inductively functional ecotherapy messages.

For example:
We may feel deep under our skin
that the norm “respect all life”
means not only the aborted embryo
of future’s hope for regenerating further life
in that human branch,
but it also means finding compassion for the ballistic asshole
terrorist on the other side
of Earth’s eco-culture
raping and slaughtering our children
of all species,
all ecosystems,
natural elements in their normative habitats
of Earth’s warm-wombed evolutionary development.

Perhaps more troubling
on a daily in-your-face basis
is our cultural discontinuity
about respecting all humane nature.

End of sentence for our Golden Rule.

Terrorists and abortionists and most certainly polar bears
and turtles
need not apply for humane racing inclusion
by Rule of not-so-golden exclusion.

But, surely we could not mean this end
for our optimally confluent,
co-commensurable compassion?

My co-arising advocacy for each ego-identity’s inherent dignity,
co-arising reinvestment value,
begins and ends
with sane rational humane adults
acting like mature adults,
in my corner of this ecosystemic Universe?
No further?
What about my kids with cerebral palsy?
Why not the intrinsic value of a yellow butterfly
on a red apple on a breezy early-autumn New England day?
I don’t disrespect deer tics or skunks,
why is it OK to disrespect a terrorist?

Is the reverse corollary of our Golden Rule
that it is OK to disrespect mere RNA-inspired creation,
we only choose to love this newer DNA school
of thoroughly domesticated politics
and commodified competitive economic
Win/Lose evolutionary elitism,
despite our humane capacity to comprehend
Earth’s RNA-rooted cooperative economic and political intent
to unfold
this Tree of Cooperative Life
feeding off Competitive MonoCultural Death,
as dipolar co-arising purpose,
and orthopraxis of synergetic love
as Win-Win ReGenerations for all Earth Tribes.

If we don’t get that this Left-brain deductive blindness
earns us only our Right karma and grace
to try to live with climatic dismay,
struggling against our own discontinuous
and internally combusting/fusing/confusing
view of All Natural Life Matters
to a Health Optimizing Regeneratively Positive
Future ReGenerative Hope and Faith!

If we cannot stand in ecojustice solidarity
with all RNA’s co-informing future ego-risks
and eco-opportunities
for cooperatively optimizing Continuous Quality Improvement

then we condemn ourselves to living with human species’ consequences,
continuing this evolving pilgrimage
toward our own internal “cognitive dissonance” voices,
starting to squeal and screech
our unorthodox ways into our overly Left-brain dominantly
encultured mindbody:

“Hey, DNA,
that ProGenitor God you worship
is RNA’s regenerative spacetime 4-dimensional
fractal icon
of form with function!”

Dissing RNA’s Life Tribal dignity and rights,
commonly held by all Earth’s eco-spaces and places
is like dissing God
or dissing the importance
of this yet not fully born,
still warm-wombed,
embryo of hope in our own future’s biological life.

Embryonic biosystems cannot yet speak
with the same mature life-evolving language
as might an aging terrorist,
should one ever live that long,
living outside and beyond terror of death,
explaining why this monster
could not invest in his own positive regenerativity.

Might it be he simply did not evolve sufficient experience
of our Golden Rule applied to him,
gifting him as Me’s reverse corollary suggests,
gifting Me as his Earth has love-therapized/endeadened-pathologized him,
regenerated/degenerated him,
synergized/traumatized him
as a sleep deprived ego-entity
surrounded by others of similar demised
incarnation for Earth’s own purposes,
as our EcoSoul’s Advent
of Healthy/Empty ReGenerativity.

Discontinuous intuition
is not a substitute for exegetical information
it is an eisegetical subset of deductively-confluent information
that is Right brain temporally inductive
as N(NP)/P = YinYin/Yang = Win-Win/Lose-Lose
regenerative balance and proportion and theory
and rhythm frequency
co-arising functional prime relationship
and reverse-time-memory
tiered binomially Right
as N(NP).

When discontinuous enculturing NP functions
become more climatic,
evolve from chronic dissonance
toward revolutionary consonance
and resonance,
“Please, NOT more NP!” = N(NP) double-negative irrationality,
whether Interior economic
or Exterior political,
then we are Tipping
toward climatic transition
toward a new cooperative Business As Usual
emerging positive form and functions, healthy,
toward respect for all ReGenerative Life,
political and economic systems
and eco-logical LifeSystems,
co-arise Respect and Dignity for Death
of all Life already lost
to AnthroCentric Despair
about the only life that matters
in this embryonic Advent seed,
evolving Love without,
as Life within.


Advent’s More CoOperative Resolutions

Perhaps you hear and see a yet emerging trend
among TransMillennials,
those born at end of the second millennium
carrying and burying ourselves in the third,
yet to die Post Bi-Millennially.

We hear a son who knows,
as his cells know how to breathe nutrition,
he knows,
if his World could be as he imagines himself
at his best,
most giving,
loving this moment,
then we would all have learned to invest
in Win-Win Gaming strategies and ecologic,
where these two are prime relational
gaming path as goal as gaming path as…

Each, inner soul strategic
and eco-political-nomic logic goal,
dialectically co-listening,
mutually anticipating bicameral noun+verb players.

EgoSelf cooperatively holonic,
fractal WinWin square rooted
in RNA-iconic balance.

With EcoEarth’s Positive Elder-brained
ReGenerating Evolution.

But, this Son wilts and fades
in and out of co-messianic despair,
to connect with WinWin strategic options
within explicating “default’ Win-Lose
programming “population” logistics.

You see,
to this bicameral Son of Earth’s co-operative,
RNA regenerationally natured,
it makes no sense to suboptimize
by giving in to Win-Lose
BusinessAsUsual competitive political
and economic
and personal
and familial systems.
it makes total sensory balanced cultural sense
to invest in mutually subsidiary health-positive choices,
premised on faith in positive ionic gravitation
as universally cooperative solidarity,
an evolutionary theoretical preference for Win-Win
encultured gaming communication and communities,
emerging into Real Time.

Our son
does not fully see Win-Lose communication trends
as a generational gap,
between older BusinessAsUsual
PreMillennial Win to Let-Other-Losers-Lose,
and his generation
including those born into our inclusively cooperative information economy
the WWW,
somewhat older,
and, of course,
all those other late adolescents
on down to infants
listening and watching other infants
listening and watching other infants
Be Happy Together on-line.

It is time for me,
for all of us,
and for this Cooperative Warrior Son
to embrace this more PolyCulturally Climaxing,
Diastatic Win-Win (0)-Interest disinvestment
from negative dissonance
that is not double-negatively, timelessly,
true of WinWin ecosystemic health;
disinvesting from Win-Lose irrationally distorted comprehension
of nature’s ectosymbiotically Win-Win
cooperatively dialectical
photosynthetic-fueled revolution of Life as Love.

Human nature advents toward re-syncing
right-brain eco-natural functional trends
of binary
spacetime QBit informationally nutritious fertile strings.

This Son, our Sun,
and together remind us,
invite we-prehension,
invite all of us,
into a cooperatively networked path
which is our shared vocational goal
as a healthy-benignly mutually parasitic
bicamerally dipolar species.

This PostMillennial WinWin Game evolves polyparadigmatic,
with economic and political
and personal-interior
and familial
teleological reiterative vocations,
meaningful paths as purposeful goals
toward meaningful paths,
verb-noun implicate natural order,
stuff and language about stuff to cooperate about more actively,
toward Truth as Beloved Beauty and Health Community-ation,
is EmergentBeing,
our co-arising (0) MetaGame Goal.

No one can optimally win this evolutionary game
until we are all re-invested totally in mutual WinWin love strategic paths,
dialectically positive energy,
by divesting of Win-Lose suboptimizing programming
assumptions about how to play our game
without fully human life
as fully ecosystemic life-optimizing possibility.

Perhaps you too have one of our PostMillennial sons and daughters,
or perhaps you are this son or daughter,
or someone interdependently between,
who suffers from pretraumatic stress disorder
because DNA-normed mindbodies
are not receiving enough full light
of mutually cooperative eco-communication,

What seems meant for Win-Lose self-defensive anthro-centric contentment
feels like Win-Win offensive struggling life-centric contentiousness.

We leave to you
an Earth with beautiful and healthy-vibrant possibilities
climatically shrinking
pretraumatically preparing more struggling with cooperative,
less struggling against competitive,
politics and economics,
Interior with Exterior+/Interior(-,-) Polynomial Landscapes
with more vibrant Polycultural Evolutionary
and Bicamerally Balanced Intent
emerging Advent of NewCultural Resolutions.