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Angry Island Men

No healthy humane person
of mature integrity
is a disenchanted island.

No individual is entirely orphaned.
Even an island has an associated understory,
below the water’s surfing surface
lie deeply rooted
anciently fertile connections.

And above the water’s surface
birds migrate outdoor voices
and digestive tracts
and trends
visit,
co-invest regenerativity
of ocean tides
and wind storms.

Those who celebrate only their autonomous island-ness,
are those who do not actively include
how we already live as multicultural peninsulas
leading back to mainland ancient healthy multicultures
and leading forward
to where we can once again
applaud diversely landscaped roots
fertile soil and soul migrations
visitors of nutritiously remembering curiosity
co-invested leaders in courageous fertile multi-solidarity
on this one planet island

Earth revolving within an interdependent sanctuary orbit
of synergetic understory,
Milky Way of warm wet soiled and souled
enchanting
surfing maternal womb memories
of ocean tides
as wind storms.

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Word Producers

Producing large quantities of words
cleverly without considered substance,

Unveiling my needy novel entertaining intentions
yet not revealing news or even pretensions
about who I today am
becoming
or tragically have been,

Is this fertility
or merely self-absorbing pregnancy?

If the distance
between Earth’s nature
and Heaven’s spirit
is as precisely wide
and concisely deep
as a filament
figment of my imagination,

Then what could true or lie between
ecological processes of health
and theological systems of graced wealth?

If nothing lies polarizing between,
Then what more silence
need remain
dissonance unsaid?

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Redefining Greatness and Safety

What’s the problem with homelessness,
other than the violence from which it comes
and toward which it further travels?

Why not ignore
and grow tolerance
for the inevitability of caravans
of sojourners
on pilgrimage
toward mirages
of Uniting Promise Lands?

I have more immediately pressing
everyday problems–
trimming my nails,
drying the laundry
on a rainy non-clothesline day,
raking the leaves,
mowing the lawn,
sweeping the front porch
to invite the occasional visitor,
harvesting the squash,
pulling voracious weeds,
cleaning, the gutters, rain-barrels…
feeding the birds, the kids, the garden soil, the truck…
clothing the barefoot kids,
doing my nails…

Did I say that one already?

These are my at-risk immigrating priorities,
my everyday interdependent pilgrims,
projects longing for a more integral,
mutually inviting,
loving,
enchanting,
even possibly ecstatic?,
climaxing! healthy purpose.

Lawn and leaves, con-joined
birds and children, singing back and forth
wet porches and clothes
and dirty rain-barrels and gutters,
tired and depressed,
worn-out,
sleep-deprived visitors
right here at my doorstep
sharing our cooperatively therapeutic planet
with whatever climate health remains
before traveling further
degenerative and regenerative pilgrimages
of choice
and no alternative
homeless choicelessness.

Homelessness is too big
to therapeutically share alone.

I am too small to host
and everyday depressing
compressed to receive,
to accept with impressed renewing eyes
longing for healthy integrity
throughout my extensive habitat
of deeply
cooperatively owned responsibilities
to co-produce common healthy outcomes
for ourselves
and all our caravans,
domestic
and wild,

Internal climate pilgrimage toward trust with beauty
and external co-empathic journeys
into wayfare homelessness,
eco-sublimation,
timeless Earth enchanting trusts
and disenchanting mistrusts
while cleaning my nails
while washing the truck.

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Ballot and Bullet Boxes

When I read sacred scripture,
pass by a temple,
synagogue or church,
a public meeting space,
a sacred nightly pub place,

Do I look first for what God hates,
or why and how and when and where S/He loves?

Do I look for reasons
to explode more secularly profitable bullets
or focus in on seasons
remembering His/Her sacredly synergetic ballast,
ballots cast for healthier wealth?

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Inconvenient Lives

Self confident
I would feel inconvenient
to be dead,

Yet relieved in freedom
from trimming toe
and finger nails
and receding hair
advancing down wrinkling neck
and softing shoulders.

Although not confident
I could grow
satisfied with fictional fame,
self-grandiosing glory,
I remain curious
how timelessly satisfying might emerge
historically famous fictions,
glories of grandly granted otherwise.

Confiding ancient secrets,
I could feel confluent
intuiting alive
resilience in freedom to survive
culture’s soft-spoken rhyming terror
flirting with authenticity
of memory’s patterned identity
and difference,
identically coincident.

Faith
masquerading hope,
Light
fading dual-dark air without
within,

True life
camouflaging trust’s pervasive love
Confident
I would feel false
to grow prematurely dead.

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Battle of the Coaches

Keep winning
with your same old competitive erection,
said the life coach,
To avoid future losses.

What are the key ZeroSum capital investment opportunities,
asked the financial coach,
That keep Business As Competitively Usual
building larger homes,
expanding sacred cathedrals,
triumphing Win-or-Lose public servants
calculating democratic divestment of losers?

Watch out for competing over-investment
in ostensibly cooperative purposes,
trusts,
concerns,
collective incorporations for good,
warned the occupier coach,
growing life for mutual love empowerment,
bilateral and multilateral winning health,
wealth,
wellness,
happiness,
welfare of all residents

Whether by “birthright”
or whether by birthwrong need
of a more liberally safe and free sacred space
to live cooperative love
without fear of RightWing ballistic incursions,
rape,
plunder,
abuse,
neglect

Health of truth and beauty winning
robust multicultural love
restoring ecotherapeutic justice.

All residents win through mutually occupying health care
giving
and receiving
and communicating nutritional wealth
with more cooperative communion
revolting against WinLose
and LoseLose evolutionary assumptions,
bad faith,
lack of hope,
where we would instead grow love,
karmic expectation,
positive psychology,
ecological and theological correlational relationship.

RightWing coaches and technicians:
Please conservatively challenge assumptions
that healthy engines of capital green success
should
would
or even logically could
unilaterally assume continued growth
of future wealthy
life-systemic successes.

Relentless continued growth
within a living,
breathing,
heart-beating organism,
society,
culture,
nation
we usually discover as rabidly cancerous
once we become mature adult mindbody systems
of natural healthy Spirit
and/or wealthy spiritual Nature

Said the occupy healthy life coach.

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The Seductive Heckler

I remember
as a grade school child
an outside voice greeting me
each morning’s reweaving.

The Heckler was school morning alarming.
The Seducer waited to deliver daylight vacation greetings.

The Heckler demanded
I confine my speaking and writing time
to displaying only that ignorance
I was comfortable sharing with family
and neighbors
and classmates
and, possibly, the global stage of reason.

The Seducer invited me
to share only that deductive/inductive intelligence
worthy of collective wisdom
embraced by family and neighbors,
outside voices
and green ecotherapeutic power
to slow-grow love.

Love usually silent proof
I have contributed at least my fair share
to co-intelligent eco/theo-logical listening
to and with Left with Right bicameral WiseElders

Drawing and redrawing ancient moral maps
DNA-enscribed for long-term healthcare therapy,
seductive seasons of climate health
and not so much egocentric pathology,
steering away from bully heckling against vacationing Wisdom
of permapathic democracy
days of leisure absorbing
polypathic freedom
for deductive with inductive balancing ZeroZone

Health-wealth zone for optimizing
systemic thinking and speaking,
listening and learning Earth’s outdoor seductive voices
retelling natural/spiritual vocational choices.

Outdoor in side voices
wisely nondual
Heckler/Seducer equivalency

RE: UnConscious/CoIntelligent
natural/spiritual culture of health
production/consumption
ego/eco-equivalency trends.

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Perennial Adventure

Advent,
older, and more pervasive, than Christmas
I presume.

Why so?

Advent’s lack of glaring light
feels more of an invite
to prepare for winter’s new year planning
by reviewing what went toxically wrong
and occasionally
mysteriously right.

A time not yet for sorting ecstatic harvest seeds
of early year insight
but deeper hibernating
into all not not quite entirely wrong potentials,
where cooperative perennial images delight
while capital’s mortal reasoning
remains logistically wrong,
a song
too soon sadly sung
in nihilistic
dissonant keys
of double-binding night,
approaching terrorizing fright
vigorously denied
before adventurously accepting
heuristic gains of ultra-violet bright

Into Advent darkness
recomposing next year’s nurture lights,
ecologically learned evolving cycles
of nutrition
theologically deep revolutionary recycles
speaking healthy wealth of Advent’s
annual 2020 resolutions.

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Great Revolutionary Stage

It has been said
by Shakespearean wit
All the world’s a stage.

And so it is, I actively and fluidly suppose,
One Great Transitioning Stage
of diverse seasons
and eons of becoming cooperatively larger
and, especially under climates of crisis,
competitively smaller, too small,
with fewer and fewer nonspeaking parts
in which to hide
Greek and Green and Black and Brown
and Disabled and Imprisoned and Raped
and EnSlaved Choirs

Singing everyday chaotic dreamless automated litanies,
ritual waiting for a great cooperative post-revolution stage
mass-playing only Win eco-
and Win theo-
logically non-violent plays,
fantasies,
regenerative images,
myths,
re-creation stories

In which my Ego’s ZeroZone pre-revolutionary stage
begins through ultra-violet mindbody nutrition stage,

And my MindBody’s inside red meat stage
is my OneZone home
and residential family,
growing more green cooperative than red competing egos
longing for our better played days
staged and restaged nights of awesome starlit wonder.

WonderPlayer’s ultra-violet inside Home
outside staged
in my cooperative neighborhood integrity TwoZone,
including all Zones Zero through One
and secondary extended family neighbors,
also more post-2020 revolutionary cooperative,
ecologically self-responsible and democratically manageing
everyday shared Stages,
more than merely capital Win/Lose enterprise investmentds
to perpetually boom and bust trajectories–
a more violent, pre-revolutionary
faster way to impatiently stage
an inevitable LoseNature/LoseSpirit global crisis grab play
filled with publicly naked mendacity.

My outside neighborhood integrity Stage
still speaks ancient boom and bust stories
but now more often under fire-lit circle stars
composing cold stones
singing bright light bones
and blues

Cooperatively responsible
and democratically authoritative
speaking CoOperative EcoVillage
in Paradise dialects
developed specifically and originally
for my neighborhood’s divine staging stories,

Some larger and longer EarthMother epics
And some more modest everyday enchantments
spinning yarn
while listening for whatever chorus speaking parts remain
unspoken

Some more humanely divine,
and less divinely inhumane violent,
some animal tales,
some mother trees and lesser edible and ornamental voices,
some more competitive Win/Lose pre-revolutionary evolution players
for and against Earth’s cooperative Great Rapturous Stage
restoring/degenerating blue water and red Earth-drawn health
absorbing everyday stages
of green-organic wealth,

Economic stages with ecological actors,
Political health tales
composed by personalWin/publicWin cooperative Community Theaters,
singing and dancing natural musicals
as spiritual celebrations
Sponsored by Paradise EcoVillage, Co-InCarnating

And recruited by secular and sacred Green Cooperative EcoSchools,
wellness-staged democracies
Humane and divine MotherEarth student-mentors
writing and casting WinWin green everyday internships
for cooperatively-trained stage-players,

Always beginning pre-revolutionary
and ending post-revolutionary
with sacred actor truths
and secular beauty trusts
of each democratic Ego’s ZeroZone
staging grand and wondrous healthy
ecstatic
everyday freedoms

Ecologically played by multicultural theocrats
as daily revolutionary
salvific wealth displayed

To Win Earth health
to not lose spiritual post-revolutionary resonance,
We paint our everyday backdrops
with more matriarchal health
to not not lose smaller scaled patriarchal
post-revolutionary resilience
each ZeroZone everyday
refilling MotherEarth Paradise
becoming restaged,
repurposed,
rewoven.

It has been said
by speareon non-twit,
All MotherEarth grows a cooperatively-owned revolutionary stage,
multiculturally managed
with equitable singing and dancing parts
for unmean men and feminist through matriarchal women,
LeftBrain dominant students
and RightBrain strong creation story-tellers
and dancers
and singers
and backdrop painters
and community organic gardeners
and permacultural designers
and restorative justice advocates
and green investigative journalists
and cooperative outdoor accessible classroom mentors and allies,
and post-revolutionary green peace forest-therapeutic actors,
and natural reconstruction developers,
and mutually-held community ecoschool and ecovillage re-designers

Staged by ecological resilience
and theological resonance
and pre and post revolutionary sustenance
and…

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Green Empathy

You’ve heard that self-unfulfilling prophecy?
“I love humanity–
it’s just people I can’t stand.”

I love healthy humanity–
it’s just wealthy and/or snooty people I can’t stand

I love cooperative humanity–
it’s just overly-competitive individuals I can’t stand.

Not so distant from,
I love U.S. society
and nationalistic patriotic jingoistic culture,
absence of non-bully matriarchal-power culture,
or whatever I don’t feel like thinking too historically
or too systematically,
or too health systemically about pathology today,
it’s just Trump as President we all should politically adore.

And to think he gave up a lucrative White business man career
over-invested in high end real estate,
developing and seductively marketing naked elitism
and capitalistic worshiping consumerism,
while Earth’s climate begins to burn
and flood,

Further polluting rivers
and oceans
and lakes,

Further polluting and thinning what’s left
of fertile ground soil,

Further polluting and strangling healthy food
production
and consumption,

Further stressing slippery non-conservative slopes
and neglected health care systems
and abusively ballistic non-health receiving war and terror-tool development industries
instead of cooperative gospel multiculturing messages

Further bruising and killing internal feelings
and external climates
for both ego-therapeutic
and eco-therapeutic Win/Win peace,
composure,
dignity,
loyalty,
integrity,
health,
synergetic wealth.

I’m not sure post-millennial people
with or without disabilities,
people with sacred faith in God’s diversity
reweaving natural/convex
with spiritual/concave creations
dipolar feeling authentic bicameral tensions
between nationalistic RightWing U.S. capitalism,
and retributive justice patriotism,
and also more active fear and anger
toward Don Trump as failed and bitter
and cynical bullying AntiChrist President
during the Great RedFlaming Millennial EndTimes.

In a post-millennial narrative,
we all go back to unhealthy Win/Lose capitalistic
LeftBrain dominant
ly encultured ZeroZone
competing non-cooperations.

I’m not sure about my own transmillennial ZeroZone issues
about loving U.S. RightWing economic conservators
moving toward green natural organic health choices
and love experiences of divine humanity
of and for faundamental goodnews Win/Win
non-violently communicating
Grace

which embraces all our mythic stages
EXCEPT:

Evangelistic jihad
Trump-praising and defending
Great BornAgain elite dogmatists
ignorant of experience with wealth
of Holy/Holonic
Patriarchal/Matriarchal Balancing
Harmonic Spirit

not worshiping capital idols and false gods
loyal to Win/Lose messy EarthClimate Futures,
betting against Creator PatriarchalGod of Win/Win Love.

Such dissonance is theologically troubling
because RightWing fear- and anger-mongering
elite nationalism
is so much more like pre-millennial Jealous YHWh
than post-millennial God of Green Sojourner Love,
Messiahs of Truth,
Bodhisattvas of Timeless Beauty,
Harmony,
Integrity…

Maybe we could do Win/Win better
with more green democratic
extended family choices.

I do believe Christians have special scriptural reasons
to actively search for healthier green
in organic community gardens
and permacultural cooperatively-owned and operated farms,
and poycultural EcoSchools
for natural/spiritual bilateral nutrition
before over-investing in Lose/Lose anti-eological
anti-theological capital ungreen vampire gains
toward building climate threatening and threatened
shore-front high rise,
old real estate BusinessAsUsual eyes
still blind to rainbow arcs of post-millennial windmill Paradise
as a more long-range patriotic investment choice.

Why such living green prejudice?

Because it is both historical and scriptural wisdom:
Gospel people are to be known by our love for each other,
more than our investments against each other,
especially the non-elite and at risk
of other alien nations and religions and cultures
and maybe ages
and gender
and color
and fragrance
and touch
and feelings
and language
and…

GreenGrace invites us
To include wounded children and their mothers and grandmothers,
To include residents of punishing legal systems
and insane asylums
and old age homes
and persecuted sanctuaries for our failures,
To include people with disabilities
and terrorizing spirits
and disabling inside voices
and lack of outside therapeutic choices,
hope
including healthy organic and medicinal responses
to pre-existing conditions.

Do I mean pre-existing sinful mental conditions?

Not necessarily loved quite so much
as pre-existing Win/Lose ignorance of Win/Win humane nature
divine spirit
healthier multi-lateral opportunities

But, yes,
pre-existing sinful conditions
for those who experience sin
as absence of sufficiently healthy multicultural love.
Why not open polypathic bridges
across value paradigms?

What if our love within Earth’s divine everyday humanity
teaches us to value enchanting love climates
comfortable for all green
and unseen
ultra-violet resources
rather than more Win/Lose competing disvalues
exploiting no one more chaotically in military-industrialized disarray
than disenchanted RightWing Trumpian patriarchs

Who originally intended to master longterm economic green
and serve Earth’s ecological creation stories
of GreatGreen Rapture
co-relationally EarthTribe staged
and Win/Win restoratively played
co-empathically
Humane animals and plants to the Left
with Divine people on Earth’s GreenGrace Right.

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