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Gaia’s Golden Age: A Journey of Rebirth and Empowerment

In Earth’s future Golden Age,
during Her time of Gaia Polyamorous,
thou shalt become reborn

Not solely known as soulless Ancestors,
transported here
as Earth’s lonely Passion Singing Species,
whose reweaving warps and wars take place
only on sacred dance floor space

A natural neurosensory race
toward matriarchally enlightened
pan-enthusiastic empowerment.

Sage musicians
known for Gaia’s highest and best use
of non-abuse,
co-infested Taoist Real-Woke Estates

Wu-Wei wondering
why bodhisattva children have been left
unsafe and bereft

Suffering for capital sins
of Straight White Patriarchs
not quite monotheistically blessed enough
from zealous toxic dregs
of thine owned Anthropocene
idolatrous image.

Not sufficient gratitude
for positive neurosystemic attitude
blessed by Love Song sacraments
designed by WaterBearers

PreGaian Peace Warriors
poor in herstoric spirit
wistfully disinheriting caste-preserving sins
of non-womanist failure
to follow Truth and Beauty balance

Success in leading
LeftBrain-RightWing systemic
neuro-sexsensory
polyculturally inter-religious
intelligence

Without Historical Stage
capitalized credentials,
Win/Win compassionately amusing
Gaian Pleasure’s Sun

Of crucifying crosses
bearing dispassionate sins
of unpleased
Straight White Western Patriarchs

Who would rather fight
to win peace
than sing resonant Love Songs

Dance Lust Longs
to belong more resiliently impassioned
Universal Crowns

Sweaty salvation
for bodhisattva Gaian Goddesses
Unitarian Roots
co-redeeming

EarthTribe’s sacred psalms,
indigenous proverbs
rooted in sacred animus
crowned by organic animation

While sacred musing
Gaia’s stirring organic musicians
Singing Species songs.

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Exploring the Balance of Beauty and Truth in Our Lives

Which is more important to you
natural beauty
or spiritual truth?

I guess I didn’t notice any difference.

Maybe there isn’t.
Which is more important to you
a naturally beautiful shelter
or a spiritually truthful home?

You realize that’s not the same question.
An organically polyamorous shelter
may or may not be a safe and healthy type
of natural beauty

Depending on whether my natural habitat is primally within Earth’s beauty,
or divorced from Gaia’s OverSoul Pronoia ReSource
of yintegral grace and flow

By virtue of embryonic matriarchal strength
from my Original nurturing abundance,
Gaia’s organically safe Home
sacred belonging Shelter.

Which, yes,
is a personal,
spiritually endowed truth,
or at least must have seemed transubstantial
reincarnating struggle in EarthTribe’s climax time
of Patriarchal-Ethos/Matriarchal-Eros Imprint,
when Left-Crown conserving dominance
over Right-Root fertile liberating climax

Left polytheistic matriarchal integrity
not yet differentiated
from Original Ecological Belonging Economy

EcoTherapeutically empowering
new aesthetically developing natural polyphonic beauty
and ethical permaculturing design,
my Ego’s Safe Home OverSoul.

I think you just said that my second question could be different than my first,
but that in our particular critical climate crisis situation
it is not,
and, therefore, you do not see a difference
worthy of further distinction?

Well, yes, I did say that.
But I hope I also said
that anyone born of a healthy nurturing mother
might also see their EarthTribe of ReGenerative Gaia
prodigal polypathic integrity potential
in Gaia’s sacred Yang/Yin,
organic Me/We cobinary WuWei

Might thereby more easily recognize,
as children,
Earth as polyamorous Goddess Gaia,
safe polypathic spiritual home

Aesthetically natural integrity of beauty
with healthy, robust, fertile goodness

Monotheistically secularizing humanist,
if you insist on feeding Crown
and breeding Root
LeftBrain-RightWing dominant
systemic trauma

Naturally woke about integrity’s win/win
compassionate potential
yet, either way,
any way you choose to share our interdependent journey

WinWin ecopolitics
is both an economically spiritual ecology feel of truth,
and a natural
cooperative
regenerative
prime-matriarchal/patriarchal co-relationship
nurture-restoring peace.

Passionate truths and pleasing beauty
politically peaceful relationships
of agapicLeft-eroticRight
Integrity of Bounty’s Truth.

Shouldn’t that be True Beauty
caste-preserving defenses
should always be contracted
against False Ugly
caste-abolishing offenses?

Only if you’re LeftBrain-RightWing Dominant
or RightBrain-LeftWing Prominent,
and not agapic-Sage/erotic-Muse
CoPassionate.

Oh.
What were we speaking of again?

Don’t you mean
what were you talking about?

Probably both.

Now you’re getting the hang of it!

More like a round bilateral spiral of it.

Right.
And the fractal Beauty
sacred
fertile Truth
organic
democratically healthy wealth
of win/win binomial
+1EthoticTruth = -(-0)EroticBeautiy bit.

There you go.
Now you’ve really said it.

What?

What we were talking about.

Right.
Which is more important
beauty or truth?

Didn’t Plato already cover that?

Probably, but you wouldn’t get unsafely away
with a 1 v 0 bipolar assumption so easily
back in the prior enlightening millennium,
before LeftBrain-RightWing monotheistic dominance
religiously matures enough
for ethotic minds with erotic bodies
no longer speak out of two different hemispheres
tending and not tending
to compassionate custody of our mouths

About conserving short-term
true health and beauty wealth
and progressing expanded longer-term democracy
ecologically robust erotic beauty
deep learning wealth
of resilient ethotic truth.

So, short-term polyamorous beauty outcomes
are also long-term true
ecosystemic health outcomes?

I think this is a more important question
than your original one
that assumed Truth and Beauty are bipolar
+1 v -(-0)
and not dipolar
+1/-(-0).

But, I wonder if beauty speaks as beauty does
wealthy outcomes
rooted in long-term true climate health incomes
for CoPassionate Virgin Muses
-(-0)-Soul Empty
bicamerally inter-religious
pantheistic Goddess Gaia,
icon of Mother’s organically sheltering
interdependent network.

The good old Golden Rule days
before there were 2 dimensional flatscreens

For the well-fed and nurtured
Left-Ethotic/Right-Erotic
song and dance species

Not yet for all EarthTribe Muses

Don’t blame me.

If our beautiful Shelter’s healthcare
were a matter of assigning blame
or accepting shame
we would move more cautiously
toward caste-abolishing ecotherapy

Then surely there is enough blame
felt unsafe bodies to be shared by all

Integrity of faith in TruthFull homes
and hope for BeautyFull shelters
and love for Win/Win co-binding equity

Democratic constitutions protecting
freedom’s natureEros/spiritEthos
mono/poly-theistic ecology
of mutually subsidiary -(-0)/+1

EroticBeauty bodies
informing and protecting EthoticTrue
Win/Win caste-abolishing minds

Indigenous wisdom’s win/win cobinary authority
for further graceful
flowing
natural-Beauty/spiritual-Truth home runs.

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Coming To OneSelf

“And when he came to himself”
Luke 15:17

In another millennial time and Chinese/Russian place,
Taoism began as aphorisms and poetry
about political philosophy,
articulating a bicameral tension
between Conservative Yangers,
a patriarchal caste-preserving universe
of monotheistic empire builders,
and Unitarian Progressive Yinners, WinWinners,
a matriarchal cooperative
polycultural
panentheistic
integrative network of nurturers

(the longer the list of descriptors,
the less important history would prove us to be
cooperatively undifferentiated
empty of any sectarian-deductive labeling,
and anthropocentric framing function)

Hence, everyone knows the principles of Interdependent Yang
and not Empty Yin,
and usually metaphorically associate them with Male
and not FeMale,
and Positive and not Negative,
yet few have economically and/or politically defined
the governing power of +1 and -(-0) Tao.

We have the Tao of most every thing
and not no thing,
without necessarily being clear
about what the primal cobinary Tao
adds,
and doesn’t necessarily subtract,
to most every win/win governing identity.

In another millennial time
and New England and Baltimore place,
Reverend Channing proposed to replace the Holy Trinity

With God
the monotheistic LeftBrain Dominant
patriarchal EgoFather
[not EcoMother],
wearing universal regenerative credentials
of historically recognized effectiveness

And
with a pantheistic
RightBrain Unitarian
matriarchal OverSoul
of Grace
and Flow
and Karma
and Gaia’s not (0)-Sum Prime CoBinary Synergy
of ecologically integrative potential
becoming win/win hypostatically united
With God…

[repeat from “With God…” above]

All four Muse sisters co-arising cooperatively together
in ecopolitical health
and bicameral safety Paradise
of DNA with RNA Solidarity in fractal-nutritional seasons
with reasons actively supporting regenerative health,
Original CoBinary Win/Win Tao Intent.

A monotheistic-preserving
Winner v Loser evolutionary model
of mutually assured degeneration
and pantheistic-liberating
WinYang/WinYin ecological model
of regenerativity.

It is this Unitarian -(-0) Elder RightBrain OverSoul
that Reverend Julian Jaynes explores
as how we are prodigal son and daughter
and transient transgender transparent
anthropocentric Egos

and
OverSoul Atman PolyPaths of EcoConsciousness,
Prodigal Unitarians
progressing Ego-belonging minds
and safe body conservationists

Playing Win/Win with LeftBrain ego-centric
ecological discernment
of hypostatically cooperative
Gaia Hypothesis evolution

Rather than BusinessAsUsual LeftBrain idolatry
of competitive capitalistic dissociations,
and concomitant Protagonist v Antagonist violence
in the name of anthropocentric peacemaking

And pathological lack of long-term consciousness
in the name of cobinary eco-climates and ego-cultures
of and for healthy democratic freedom,
optimal protagonist/antagonist liberating safety,
nurturance,
regenerativity,
polypathic polycultural polyvagal systemic integrity.

“…[T]here is something else to be observed
as you study your own [bicameral cobinary] nature.
It is a something of supreme importance….
Suppose you observe in your daily [anthropocentric] consciousness,
now one,
now the other
asserting itself in thought and behavior;
who is it,
let us ask,
who is it
or what is it
that does the observing?”

Polypathic ego/eco-consciousness
of time’s ecologically regenerate v degenerate flow,
resonantly cobinary
and too often chaotically Left v Right
Yang-Crown v Yin-Root chakra dissonance.

“Are you not conscious of still another [Elder RightBrain pantheistic] self,
larger [deeper?] and more inclusive than the others,
that seems to be standing outside watching them,
counting them,
criticizing them,
applauding them [us]?”

OverSoul,
Atman,
Holy Spirit/Nature
holonic matriarchally co-passionate face
of Father Patriarch LeftBrain languaged,
Brahma’s hypostatic Tao
of Gaia;s cobinary win/win hypothesis.

“Who is it that wonders?”

“There are times when you fall so completely into the possession of one
of these smaller [anthropocentric-preserving] selves ,
that you lose all consciousness of the one watching [co-passionately listening] outside.
It is only afterward that the presence of the [actively curious] watcher
is seen and felt [perceived and received].
There are other times
when the [bicameral +1 v -(-0)] watcher
seems to be on the [winYang v LoseYin 0-sum] guard all the time,
and while the lesser [non-anthropocentric root-caste] personalities are having their way,
is continually sounding the word of [caste-preserving] rebuke
or [caste-liberating] encouragement….
You may call it [pantheistic] conscience,
or moral [polycultural] sentiment–
anything you please.
I like to give it the name I have already used
and call it the real
or the larger [bicameralcobinary YangLeft/YinRight] self.”

A rational Gaia panentheistic+1 = -(-0) belief
in an Original CoBinary Hypostatic Union
could be theologically universal “watching”
with regard to root source
of divinely empowering intelligence.

Earth’s anthropocentric watchers
of universally pantheistic ecological relationships
polyculturally progresses
across all win/win pronoia unitarians.

Resonantly inside as reiteratively outside,
rooted feelings below as crowned thoughts above
before +1 Space after -(-0) Time
positive as double-binding negative
Yang as not not Yin
Win/Win prodigiously polycultural.

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Dancing Life and Death

Who are we, rightfully left?

First and last, Mom’s parasite,
a resonantly peaceful tumor
with built in obsolescence.

Then, a moment between exodus
from symbiotic womb
into Earth’s promised Eden,
democratic trees for GoodLife
and not autocratic EvilDeath.

Then time to exhale again
one last self-regulating
timeless
fertile eternity,
regenerous nativity.

In between, economically driven politicians
hoping to improve our cooperative tribal improvisations
on Gaia’s liturgical soul-dance theme

With occasional speaking parts
after learning deep-listening wholes
on EarthTribe’s polycultural
life and death
light and dark
revolving stage

Reproducing embryonic ego-tumors
with built-in obsolescent peace;
a moment between dancing exodus
and cooperatively sung regenesis.

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Monotheism and Fascism: A Deep Dive

The exclusively logical conclusion
of monotheistic-nationalistic strategizing,
rooted in anthropocentric caste-preservation,
is Winner or Loser fascism

AND

The inclusively ecological commencement
of polytheistic-international integrity,
flowering as Gaia Hypothesis caste-abolition,
is Winner and Winner panentheism.

Just as no one could sanely become
a fascistic panentheist,
we already have far too insanely many
monotheistic fascists.

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The Sacred Balance of Yin and Yang in Earth’s Ecosystems

Once upon an eternal sacred time of Earth’s Golden Age,
Yin knew her body as a divinely virginal forested place
given equally to all for and of Earth’s holy
wondrous
regenerativity.

She, without language,
but with marvelously round holonic symmetry
and multisensory proportion,
recreated prolifically organic
panentheistic nurture systems

Bilateral crown/root shade trees
of cobinary up/down energies
with mutually subsidiary synergy

Ingesting/Digesting icons of Earth’s
convexly articulating,
quadrilateral light/power octaved
health-naturing non-dissonant communication

Prime +1crown/-(-0)root co-relational
mind/body polyvagally cobinary
up/down double-binding
ego/eco-logical balance
of sacred/organic neurosystems
perceiving/receiving
polyvagal win/win resonance

Universally positive/positive 1-LeftYang
numeration
OVER
denominatively unitarian
double-negative 0- RightYintegrity

Yin’s dualdark left/right
reflecting Yang’s up/down
nondual dialectical .spirit/nature
mind/body
crown/root
enlightening empowerment tao-circle.

Elder Matriarchal YinRight embodied feelings
and Younger Patriarchal YangLeft disembodied thoughts were,
and remain,
happiest and healthiest
compassionately co-pleasured together

And cognitively-thought v intuitively-felt dissonant
when Yang remains adolescently uppity,
believing His superior sacred brain
over-rules His inferior, merely organic
neurosystemically mindless body

Too often His anthropocentrically monotheistic state,
dissociating Yin’s RightBrained pantheistic outflowing
growing grace

Sacredly organic
ecological bodies
conjoined in circlingcrown/root
polyvagal dances
to LeftBrain’s deepest resonant songs,
poetry of embodied crown/root flow,
Earth’s ecosystemic up-lightened
democratic down-powerment.

Go tell it on Earth’s mountain:
this Crown/Root of ChosenAnthro
co-redemptively reborn Bodhisattva PeaceWarriors
of Earth’s Post-Messianic in/out-flowing
upper-mind/lower-body caste-abolishing
global climate of enlightened/empowering peace.

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Harmony of Right and Left Brain: Cooperative Wisdom

A happy healthy and wealth-integrated
indigenously pleasing/displeasing RightBrain
grows maturely peaceful as a calm winter night,
content to allow LeftBrain to ego-chatter away
debating further cooperative win/win plans
for Earth’s and Elder RootBrain’s and,
most immediately and satisfyingly therapeutic,
newer CrownBrain’s best beloved belonging day.

In an evolutionary historical sense,
we are each and all,
WesternDominant and EasternRecessive bicameral
moving NorthernMind and SouthernBody bi-hemispheres,
RightBrain embedded in EarthMother’s yin-flowing
regenerative yang-stengthening
emergently extending love’s warm universal womb

Before enlightening exposure
to Either/Or deductive springs
of AnthroPrivileged
bilateral Both/And cobinary intelligence

Bringing newborn eumemic trust
in One GodSun’s ethotic crowning truth
experienced through GaiaEarth’s erotic rooted beauty

Passion and Pleasure
reborn light of FatherSun’s democratically radiant trust
in what is MidWay warm
co-empowering Earth’s green caste
not too zealously condemning red hot
and not too silently victimized blue cold.

This integratively cooperative and nurturing economy
of RightBrain’s root erotic chakra,
listens to deep ecologically learn, regenerate, remember
LeftBrain’s ethotic crown co-investment chakra,
with both wise yang opportunities
and overly reductive dis-yintegrative risks.

Yintegral Wisdom
RightBrain deep flowing
Yang’s polypathic bicameral imagination
toward spacious/timeless capital-invested
1(0)-cobinary belonging,
void of any cognitive v affective
ethotic v erotic
crown v root
remaining upper v lower caste dissonance

Resistance to Yang/Yin cooperative ecopolitical contentment
within this silence
of a warm winter night’s co-redemptive womb,
becoming evolution’s further revolution
of not said not silent
ethos/eros co-empathic
passion/pleasure bliss

Multiculturing hope
in bicamerally co-arising nonduality
of ecological empowerment
through winter’s contenting hibernation

Calm before more fractured convergence storms
of 20/20 perception/reception co-passionate laughter,
remembering how unSage LeftBrain has been
to not see RightBrain’s muzzled Muse health
in AnthroPrivileged co-empathic song and dance
cooperatively mediated
cobinary SunFather/EarthMother
crown enlightened ethos-telling
root empowering
eros-swelling wealth.

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Integrating Ecology and Psychology for Global Resilience

I’m reading The Evolving Self:
A Psychology for the Third Millennium,
by Czikszentmihalyi,
and How the West [sadly] Came To Rule:
The Geopolitical Origins of Capitalism,
Alexander Anievas and Kerem Nisanciogla
at the same time.

Czikszentmihalyi (C) wears academic labels of Positive Psychology,
interested in why and when and where
our neurosystemic psyche’s do cooperatively flow best,
and when our upper-caste preserving ego identities are more likely to get in the way
of resilient mental happiness,
a poly-empathic cobinary bliss zone.

Anievas and Nisconciogla (A&N), well, it’s complicated,
but Anievas wears a political scientist label,
and is interested in why and when and where differentiated economic and political forces are more competitively successful,
winning intercontinental history’s weaponized
ecosystemic trauma,
triggering further violent
dispassionate
unpleasant
and monotheistically unfortunate anthropocentrism.

This ecopolitical irreligious story unfolds
unevenly empowered by resilient polycultural resonance,
regenerative communications between healthy land
and prospering human associations
favoring multiculturally curious
eumemically (inter-religiously) positive
neuro-normative passion/pleasure
mind/body integrity

At least within our more Earth-matriarchal/Anthro-child
positive-associative healthcare home front
of transgenerational inter-religious development,
formation

Win omni-sentient Anthro-Mind neurosystemic peace
by co-passionate Gain-System strategizing
to resiliently Win
omni-pleasing EarthBody ecosystemic pleasure,
interdependently matriarchal
familial
and/or beloved tribal,
and/or democratically ecopolitical
monoculture-abolishing
creolization systems.

Here, international power relations
are less likely to grow up
and blow up
to become the proud military-capital invested parents
of our own internal winner v loser prodigal children,
human-caste elites stuck in preserving defensive evolution,
resisting neuro-offensive win v lose chronic devolution,
against synergetic wealth of non-elite sentient beings.

It remains unclear whether these Western Winners might have chosen to optimize more inclusive West/East and North/South bihemispheric meta-strategic Win/Wins
by leading with cooperative ecopolitical co-empathic trust
in interdependent organic safety
and sacred GaiaMother’s inter-religious web
of pronoia life co-operative neuro/eco-systemic belonging

Just as this is often unclear within our day-to-day anthro-family feuds,
or even the egoLeft-ecoRight bicameral battles
written across each ethotic-erotic
thought-safe/felt-belonging
Peace Warrior human heart.

I start wondering if C’s co-arising forces of Me v We ego-differentiation
within SafeSelf-with-BelongingOther pronoia flow
win/win strategic health-system opulence could,
on a wider, more geopolitical, scale,
be dynamically equivalent to A&N’s uneven Us v Them
geo-political maturation
within potentially integral
polyculturally associative
win/win pronoia strategic
polyculturing inter-religious prosperity,
ebbing and flowing internationally enlightened
and intercontinentally empowering trends
toward democratic-rich
caste-abolishing nurturance.

Appositional cobinary nondualism is at work in Yang force
midway appositional balancing,
rather than oppositionally opposing, Yintegral pronoia flow,
NorthWest monopolistic caste-preservation
patriarchal dominance
reserved for neurosystemic anthro-survival strategies
within ecosystemic normative thrival
of SouthEast polytheistic
polyculturing polyamorous caste-transformation
regenerating GaiaMother’s empowering
Whole Open EcoSystemic
compassionate neuro-communication strategies

Personal LeftVerbal-Cognition/RightNonVerbal-Intuition
bicameral cobinary integrity
re-evaluates anthro-history
of NorthWest v SouthEast bi-hemispheric eco-survivalism
within AnthroForce monoculturing history
win/winning
GaiaFlow polyamorous mystery
neuro-pronoia caste-transformative thrivalism
geo-political resilience
transformative long-term universal/unitarian
health/wealth compassionate communication
inter-religious win/win
Gaia-womanist
neuro-strategic positive eumemic
international democracy
intercontinental pronoia
compassionate communications
cobinary ethoticYang/eroticYin
co-intelligent peace development.

RightBrain felt multisensory intuition
could be an important resource
for Positive NeuroPsychology’s health-nurturing flow patterns
and resonant belonging rhythms
toward AnthroMe/EarthTribe-We
sacred/organic
ethotic/erotic
safe-purpose/deep-belong-meaning
co-redemptive symbiosis,
co-empathic healthy-ethos/loving-eros trust
extending ecopolitically warm
unconditionally democratic wealth.

In this time of urgent need to improve climate health,
rather than adding further pathological Yang LeftDominant
NorthWestern monotheistic aggressions,
Gaia Hypothesis evolution’s positive eumemic development i
invites healing through Yin-integrative resource flow,
reconnecting neuro/eco-therapeutic interdependent networks,
revolving our ego v eco
inside-anthro v outside-EarthTribe
deep multigenerational learning YangEgo humility
to more fully sustain
Yin’s eco-climate flow
tranquility.

Another approach,
also ending in whatever outside,
but not caste-under, “eco” means to you,
whether outside ego or home or Rome or religion or party
or even anthropocentric worship of capital-engorged purpose itself,
is to notice that anthro-dissociative history,
decontextualized from GaianEarth associative mystery,
is inside-Yang dominant

And Yin-RightBrain feels only through dialects of relationship.
The search for Yang/Yin balance is, in this sense,
a search for ecopolitical domestic Left/Right cobinary
eco-justice with neuro-peace flow harmony

Intergenerationally learned
and resonantly sustained
by the daily non-event miracles
of nonhistory’s matriotically integral evolutions
of sustained revolving climate health
continuing to struggle with monocultural
AnthroSentient upper-caste
negative militaristic and competing capitalistic
Win v Lose
ethos-egoMind v eros-ecoBody
eumemic wrongs
of Anthropocene-Monotheistic Western
climatic caste-preserving pathology.

This does not say,
nor imply,
that gender dissociative climates
and racial dissociative climates
and weaponized aggression climates
and economic competition climates
are all the same caste difference.
Nor does this suggest one is more desecrating than the other.
That would be a YangDominant process of construct differentiation.

Needed now, for multicultural polypathic deep learning,
are Yintegrity’s climate-transforming solidarities
regeneratively guiding AnthroCulture/EarthClimate
inter-religiously interdependent health
away from upper v lower caste pathologies,
both neuro-psychological and geo-political.

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Talking Mirrors

I’m a fairly active charter member
of Connecticut’s Medical Marijuana Program,
qualifying because I’m also one of the oldest HIV+ survivors in the U.S.

In fact,
not a single cell within my entire organism
would have been brought to you today
without the miracles of chemistry.

So blame Big Pharma,
you would not be the first
but perhaps could become the last.
You never know

We might recreate a cooperative bottom-line
engaging an international profiting me corporation
prepared to listen to prophetic angry people
as if we might become wealthier prescribers
for healthier climates
and cultures,
rather than mere consumers of contentious therapies.

Anyway, I’ve been sick off and on,
mostly on,
since the beginning of November
so I’ve also been pretty much stoned.

Unfortunately, or fortunately, I’m not sure
Probably both.
I’m also may be the oldest HIV+ Taoist survivor
and Taoists annoyingly need to pretend both sides of the mirror
might have worthwhile reflective potential.

WuWei quasi-fortunately,
rather than being too sick to get stoned,
I’m too stoned to imagine I’m sick.

Despite being retired,
and increasingly tired,
I don’t have time to be sick anyway,
in large part because my youngest of four kids
is a girl with wicked Oppositional Defiant disorders;
a label she defies

Not because she’s opposed to orderly labels,
but because she thinks she is perfectly ordered
when the rest of us losers get with her program.

She likes President Trump’s redness
and orangeness
and the whole MAGA culture
because he looks and sounds familiar enough to eat

Like red meat
grabby economic sinners
and prehensile political leaders
make the greatest bottom feeders.

For my young teenage daughter,
defiance is not a disorder,
it is a counter-cultural religion
(practiced at Make America White Again rallies
by evangelical nationalists)
into which she was baptized
by Fetal Alcohol full immersion
at a first trimester young embryonic age.

From her I have learned
there fortunately is no wimpy God,
but we do have one hell of a fire-breathing feminist Goddess
when we refuse to help her clean her nightmare
she calls her imperial White House,
but I call what’s left of her bedroom.

I tried to point out the inconsistency
of supporting a President
who refuses to help us clean our planet,
or even avoid mutually terrorizing civility destruction,
but this, apparently, is like the voice of a wimpy God
who does not,
and should not,
keep on defying the Fire Goddess
right might hand
of your life doesn’t matter
much.

This morning I was helping her get ready for school,
combing out her spiky hair.
She’s part dark porcupine.
We were standing in front of a large wood-framed, beveled mirror
that looks, perhaps only because I’m stoned,
like something out of Snow White,
associated with her StepMom,
the witchy queen with
Make Me Great Again
oppositional defiant disorder.

My daughter appreciates Snow White,
probably because she bossed around the seven dwarfs
in their own domestically peaceful home,
(a politically incorrect position
we might best not even think of trying to get away with)
and forced them to listen to her own crappy music preferences
at a full amphitheater range of ear-splitting volume.

Be that as it too loudly may,
I asked her if she ever talks to her mirror,
asking, Who is the fairest of them all?

Yes.

And, does the mirror talk back?

Yes. It says,
You need to fix them!

That’s strange.
My mirror has been saying the same thing
ever since the last
oppositionally defiant election.

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God As CoBinary Process

Images of God as active dynamic process
have evolved through theological circles,
and marched through anthro-centric
upper-caste political squares,

But, integrally engaging upper-caste monotheistic
and lower-caste pantheistic polypathic transforming unity
re-membering faithful pasts
and re-ligioning hopeful futures
extends a regeneratively democratizing
healthy wealth-management Process

Newer to other evolving SystemicProcess models,
Including psychological, economic,
political and environmental sciences,
and other paradigms
of and for Earth’s more humane health v inhumane pathology
values and disvalues
against academic and theoretical and conjectural dissociative
discommunication
devolving further entropic chaotic dissonance,
where our Ps and Qs no longer appositionally balance
our not timed not spaced PolyMathic UnProcessed Questions.

Newer to natural and social systemic trauma sciences,
as compared to Original Sin theology,
evolves this ReGenerative/Degenerative Process God
of compassionate enlightenment
and pleasure in peace empowerment
through our more humanely uprising
and divinely devising yang+yin,
not yang v yin,
revolutionary transformations.

At least in our primal eco- and geo-systemic ways,
Organic/Sacred Unitive Process may be ancient
as retold through nature-spirit nondual Origin Stories
not quite so indigenously ancient as
recombinant acid strings
of redeveloping fractal-organic time investments
in future healthy bright-light/dark-power caste appositions
and past/now/future hypostatic
positive faith/hope rebalancing
divinely progressive regenerations.

It is to this profoundly radical God of nondual systemic
Sacred-AnthroMind/Organic-EarthBody co-binary Process,
of and for bilaterally democratic
revolving health/wealthy co-balancing wu-wei Process

That I can Left verbally pray
and Right nonverbally worship
within nature’s ecologically sacred awe,
wonder,
Promise

Bliss of 1 AlphaSun divine
humane (0) Mega Earth
polyculturing viral vital integrity,
democratic health recaste
from 1 v 0 competitive
to 1+0 cooperative Process

LeftYang spiritual speaking
and RightYintegral natural listening
appositionally co-arising
NotLight/NotDark uni-temporal Now
in-between
NotPast/NotFuture unitarian spatial Here
peak pregnant climaxing
compassionate communication.

Let us sacred passion pray
and organic pleasure play:

Parents,
Investors in vibrantly nutritional outcomes,
Politically empowered public policy leaders,
All residents of Left-Enlightened AnthroMinds
and bicameral
Right-Empowered EarthBodies

Please do not ever invite me to Process
right now political situations
with shame and condemning blame
about what I should have valued and reprioritized
more upper wealthy caste
back before this here/now opportunity
not too late for learning
from lower casting health risks

To open this active hope remaining Process
to do my best to help
nurture freedom’s right now sacred Associative opportunities
with lowest anti-organic Dissociative risks.

It is not of our divinely valued Wisdom
to become my shaming/blaming judge,
or your retributive judge,
except democratically restoring what we judge
best to Process together
non-violently communicating
PersonallyHere/ExperiencingNow

Mind crowned
and Body rooted
in past light and dark experiences
longing and belonging
dissociated and associated
dissonant and resonant
dispassioned and compassioned
displeasured and co-pleasured

Imagining how we would yet love to belong
therapeutically upcaste
instead of stuck in systemic trauma
downcaste longing
to be other than we are becoming Now,
which is together Here

Letting go of dissociative violent Left thoughts
to grab up re-associative nonviolent Right feelings

Health Processed value intentions
to redeem our severed parts
on behalf of compassion opportunities
more polyvagally regenerating
our wealthier polyculturing futures.

Cobinary neuro-mind/eco-body systems
are those who ecologically thrive
through polypathic neurological synergy
by ecotherapeutically purging
anthropocentric LeftBrain dissociative
upper-caste monotheistic
dispassionate displeasure.

May we no longer dispassionately continue to settle
for Anger-Fear disvalue Process management,
and kinda’ self-condemning bad-faith trauma systems
leading to chronically anxious
and rabidly critical paranoia

When bilateral upper-crown/lower-root caste
sacred/organic
AnthroMind/EarthBody cobinary co-passion
invites co-empathic pronoia

Co-arising
1 FatherGod enlightening
and (0) EarthGaia empowering
Alpha AnthroMind + Omega EarthBody
healthy inter-religious
interdependent
reconnecting Process.

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