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Too Long Past Due

What’s the point of suicide
when I feel already dead inside?

Too long past due
pulling breath’s last plug
last gasp
last primal scream
for and against capital colonizing campaigns
but acted out in dizzying silent mime,
rumored to be a scary thing
this last big surrendering event
before unconsciousness
of changing time
marching inevitably forward
and backward,
out
and back in
until no more back
or in.

But what frightens this fading identity most,
No one will know a difference,
notice I’m different,
least of all
decaying from within
me.

Already unconscious
subconscious,
merely skirting conscious life
precedes flirting with absence of awareness,
burning bridges
pulling life plugs
turning out my lights
already too dark to hear
fear memories
too alarming to feel
images
too disarming to care for power
for light

Too defining
future past experience
enlightening
too long
refining
past due
healing
organic capital investments
ourselves
too long overdue.

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Sacred Sciences

All sacred science
is health science.

All health care
is wealthy spirited care.

If there is such a thing
as an entirely secular science,
then it is probably an applied,
or “practical” technological discipline
like military science,
how to kill
while preaching a peace-loving society;
extraction science,
how to rape
while selling convenient anthro-hubris comfort
and pleasure;
actuarial science,
how to account for natural values
by discounting healthy spiritual economies
of power
fueling competitive disempowerment;
management science,
how to kill compassion
while fear-mongering anger management
patriarchal history goes to the winner business classes.

What is the most useful
and beautiful
sacred health science?

Most orthodox nature/spirits
might support theological
and historical/cultural scripture studies,
systematically analyzing
the co-passion out of everyday sacramental experience.

I was about to nominate
political empowerment science–
powers divine and profane,
regenerative and devilishly degenerative
articulating
and re-articulating health v pathology messages.

But,
I wonder why not nature’s choreography science
of ecological relationships
and the ethno-centric science of musical theory,
and agricultural permaculturing nutrition design sciences
for polyculturing health cooperative outcomes,
resilient wealth development
through composition of interdependent enculturing elements,
linguistic notation and keys
and frequencies,
evangelical matriarchal history,
ego/ecofeminist communion communication
changing spirited mythos
changing and unfolding re-natured logos?

Which reminds me
of right-hemispheric failure to grasp
any fundamental
literal
originally intended
great divide between scientific and artistic expressive experience,
between integral truths and beauties,
between empirical discovery of how artistic re-creation happens
and artistic expression of why empirical curiosity co-passions
pushing sometimes through vulnerable courage to be changed
by receiving sacred health arts and science
co-passioning skills.

Now, if I could just figure out
a health science hypothesis
about why,
at least theoretically,
I have so much trouble
getting to sleep
in a timely
and mindful
and peaceful
way.

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Escape

When we play
Either I need to win more
Or Other needs to lose
without getting quite so sore,

Our entertainment screens offer escape
into alternative ego identified images,
Respite from feeling “loser” identity concerns,
issues postponed while immersed in technological silos
away from Earth’s sacred ecology
embracing win/win sanctuary.

Lost in our dominating indoor
on screen
apartness,
we forget to touch
feel
smell
taste
know
hear
see
reflect
reassuringly hug our own skeleton-framed selves
playing DNA healthy speciated games
as win/win co-passioning specialists.

We forget to reinvest
in dipolar co-arising conversations
while distracted by ego-inflating gossip,
light entertainment at unlistening Other’s victimless expense,
criticizing Other’s obvious lack of win/win co-redemptive wisdom,
while fueling,
feeding and watering
our own win/lose complaining
and other unmindful lose/lose unlistening
to win/win communion’s
more co-passionate opportunities.

We can program
a right-brain bell
for win-left/win-right co-passion
in our dipolar co-arising processor
of incoming/outgoing in/ex-formation,
as every breath and bicameral heart-beat listens
to emotion’s motions
to stop lose/lose
to go back
to our win/win bicameral think/feel/rethink
listening zero-zone skeletal identities.

Digestive systemic ego-breathing in yang
and out yin
to release win/lose toxic tensions,
lack of win/win nutritionally creative intention
in our left-brain dominant bodies
and our redemptive co-present right minds
as we curiously,
yet courageously,
continue our win/lose inside role play.

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Selfish EgoGods of Delusion

In pursuing nature’s selfish tendencies
to conspire against us,
hapless proletariats,
with growing winds
and floods
and fires
and pollution
and waste
and death of entire species
and loss of formerly healthy ecosystems
and subclimates of wealthier ways and means,

We discover, with Dawkins, a patriarchal selfish EgoGene
and therefore His more sacredly healthy Yin

Golden Principle of BiLateral Integrity,
what has an outside Yang nature
must contain an inside spirit
spawning muses of Synergy
Music
Enlightenment

Internally cooperative intent, polypathic
politically reverse-hierarchical
economic communal redevelopment,
with fire-circle improvisations
nurtured by earthy feelers
especially when “it’s just us girls”
under a multiculturing full moon.

The Selfish EgoGod
persuades Himself we have divine permission to colonize lesser folks
and genders
and alien races
with our WhiteNation
self-entitlement powers,
our WinLose retributive justice authority
to lock Her up
for suggesting ecofeminist co-opportunity,
a return to Gaia nutritional worship,
birthing fertile goddess altars
non-sectarian,
non-violent,
non-partisan
restoring health as justice
with a green cooperative peace revolution.

The Capital God
created us violent sinners of under ego-investment,
LeftBrain committed aggressive zealots
especially when climates, internal and external communion,
Right and Left
grow cancerously Lose to Lose bipolar degenerative.

The Internal Goddess of Integrity
feels we are first and foremost and last
and up and down
and in and out,
eco-kind and graceful,
mutually peaceful,
health described by golden cooperative principles
of Ego/Eco double-binding sacred wombs
before prescriptive naturally deductive rules
as egos of golden win/lose competitions
trending toward devolution,
post-industrious Yang supremacy,
slow-grown
winding down Earth’s climate.

Inside Integrity
still breathes Rahman synergetic positive health trends,
the essential un-theistic
un-patriarchal healthy nation of all diverse climates,
diverse spirits of AnimaMundi,
paths,
journeys,
pilgrimages,
ways,
lives,
sacramental organisms,
secularly regenerating DNA,
resilient health systems,
reiterating redundantly intuitive wealth communications,
thoughtful feelings,
feeling lovely and decomposing thoughts
by secular EgoGods prescribing divine rules
for healthy exterior environmental futures together
with sacred EcoGoddess Gaia inside principles
embedded in past sacred descriptors
of healthier ecofeminist herstories,
green through ultra-violet
non-violent
non-partisan,
non-sectarian healthier ecofeminist herstories,

Sacred Green YinStories
of active love,
positive grace and karma,
cooperative faith
restorative hope
mutually peaceful love,

Green stories of past 2020 seen
and heard
and thought
and felt
outside tasted future wealth,
with inside re-experiencing co-present sacred health.

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Climate Philosophy

I’ve often heard,
Guns do not kill,
and people do.

I’ve often thought,
Words do not curse,
but people do.

Both are right
and wrong.

Our words
and guns
and uncivil enculturation,
bad habits
and addictions
fascinations
relentless Win/Lose competitions,
disenchantments
mutual disinvestments
despairing ego-centriments,
paranoia
xenophobia
homophobia
germophobia
phobia
racial phobia,
terror and terrorism
together curse
and kill.

Guns with owners
too often hear
words with full-volume speaking
in swords and ballistics that kill

Any party,
political or otherwise.

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Steal Away To Gaia

Steal away, steal away, steal away to Jesus,
Steal away, steal away home,
I ain’t got long to stay here.

My Lord he calls me
He calls me by the thunder
The trumpet sounds within-a my soul,
I ain’t got long to stay here.

EarthTribe she calls us
Calls through sounding thunder,
Her manna fall without-in OurSoul
We ain’t got yeast to leave Her.

Green trees are bending
Po’ sinner stand a-trembling
The trumpet sounds within-a my soul
I ain’t got long to stay here.

Green trees are dying
Po’Nature stand a-trembling
Her wealth full root within-a Our Soul
We ain’t found love to loose Her.

Walk away, walk away, walk away with Gaia
Fly away, fly away home
We ain’t got long to live here.

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Outside Voices Choices

Some of us,
admittedly too few
in my detached opinion,
still search for Beauty in metrics
and for Truth in arts
and integrity in humanity
with and for divinity
studies.

Probably few LeftBrain dominant Egos
ever thought to bother fixing us
so all our secular reasons
would no longer also feel like colorful sacred seasons
of spiraling regenerate creolizations
secular-sacred co-relations.

Through neglect
a faithful remnant remains polypathically redeemed
in this and each WinWin moment,
saved from monoculturing WinLose EgoZoic compromises,
detached from excessive EcoZoic needs for insurance
re-assurance
against WinLose monocultural compromises
denying co-arising NatureSpirit EarthTribe promises,
Yang-Yin goodfaith histories
written in PositivEnergy Democracy narratives,
matriarchal network herstories
of ZeroZone DNA wombs and RNA seeds.

EgoEco-Balancers contemplate through discerning quiz
after each unsatisfactory WinLose meeting
and absence of co-investment.

Who invites me to restore cooperative peace and justice first?

1. Evolutionary-Devolving Historical Fate?

2. Each Saint-Sinner
Sacred-Secular
Yang-GoodFaith
Yin-Bad Lack of FlowingFaith
Other?

3. EgoCentric LeftBrain dominant
not quite so WinWin WiseElder
ZenSoul me?

Did I promise FullMoon
to SolarRadiant
PolyPathic Entertainment
but settled for another WinLose competition?

More of an ego-eco unlogical
Win outside to Lose inside system?
Rather than a SecularLeft/SacredRight
WinWin Theo-EcoLogical
deep inside-outside learning voices
restorative therapeutic network

For cooperative MotherGaia reforesting
ecological economic WinWin projections,
Go TellUs On the Mountain
post-millennial climate health v pathology
prophecies.

Well,
my loyal WinWin soldier,
listen to your GaiaMama Yin
with green and blue highlights ecoside,
and right red-blooded baptisms
ego co-redemption side,
polyculturally committed
even when Ego-you remains monoculturally afraid
and angry depressed
and suppressed
by xenophobic haters,
criticizers,
punishers,
WinLose abandoners,
badfaith colonizing funda-mentalists
for bad monoculturing old news

Who have not seen,
since innocent childhood,
Earth’s beautiful nature
as also a true cooperative spirit,
and true and healthy secular Nature
as also beautiful sacred voices
of polyculturing Spirits,
already too long kneeling through lifetimes
and sleeping
and deaf to inside-outside
NatureLeft with Elder HolonicSpirit Right
co-dying pathological climate trends.

Loyal Messianic Gospel Soldiers
remain WinWin adament
about restoring ZeroZone understanding,
If forced by ecopolitical powers
to WinLose compromise,
Better to be GaiaMama Yin oppressed
and accurately LeftBrain suppressed inauthentic
than LoseLose abandoned
by hope of PositivEnergy Democracy
and faith in climate health
for future generations.

From Yin-rooted innocent Left-Right childhood,
we have undergone psychosocial
as ecopolitical WinWin downsizing,
suppressing RightBrain sacred emotions,
co-passionate desires
to remain cooperatively innocent
of Others’ WinLose retributive campaigns,
advocating history’s conservative
fundamental unhealthy behaviors
and unkind fascist hurtful opinions
extracted from nature
reductive secular evolutionary competition models
without faith in coterminous
sacred WinWin Revolutions.

What sensual sense could we paranoid not find
denying WinWin sacred evolutionary
complex evidence
of sacred EarthTribe’s past creolization,
YangHere sanctification
co-arising and coloring YinYin
WinWin
Zero double-binding Now?

Perhaps all of us,
admittedly too many,
in my detached patriarchally extracted
and exhausted
opinion,
still search for PolyPhonic Beauty
in nutritional metrics,
and Truth in zero-zone arts,

And expect Sacred Integrity
enculturing humanity
with and for and of
matriarchal divinity studies
of organic wombs as incubating
inside to outside seeds.

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