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Prayer to EcoGravity

Forgive me
for sleeping while you weep,
for breathing while you wilt,
for beating strong and true
without you,
foregiven free.

Challenge us
to never swim or fly without you
to dream in Win to Win rich blues
for love’s lusty heroic trust.

Redeem me
for winning
on backs aching with loss,
disharmonic dross,
children drifting out to sea,
sons and daughters with no sure home
save hunger to live free.

Gratitude me
with my up-front deposit
in a rich-nurtured wombing sea,
each choice specific to how I might me,
a fairly well-fed lottery ticket
avoiding large drafts of violence,
balistic anger and fear
seasoned with sorrow
for a tomorrow
without reasonable hope
of better than today
or last,
a chronic path of overpopulated messages
that black and brown and red
and unhealthy victims,
both oppressed and oppressors,
do not matter,
stealthy violent understory
of how we eat our young
before they can learn to fly together
in deep ecology.

Know me,
your nature’s genetic parasite
afraid of my own absorption
within your wild regenetic forest time of loss and decay
where I sleep
to the beat
of a defenseless child
born too soon for time’s welcoming embrace,
born without a culturally significant face
that splatters through our dull history’s consciousness,
no matter
if some grow fatter
while flowers wilt
and next year’s seeds cease speaking
to our trees.

Free me,
from our relentless injustice,
for placing lack of empathy
where surplus of decadent antipathy for you,
for us, together,
breathed and smoldered more addictively,
relentlessly burning out warrior children’s hearts
born in empathic infant love with EcoWe
rebirthing through full-passionate integrity
as covered by EgoMe,
free from investing in slow ego-death silo
of quietly unmindful mediocrity
free to build Earth’s Beloved incubator nest
dreaming-webbing life as RealTime’s space to be,
letting go of life alone at sea
to disinvest from fear of death as EarthTribal We,
eternally
reconnecting EgoMe to echo Earth’s harmonic frequency,
to dance as solar WeSelf-optimizing light of cosmic freedom
with full live-power to feel each EcoYou
within EcoWe.

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ReVisions of Political SugarPlums

Could we see and hear and feel and think better
more ubiquitously and cooperatively
and inclusively
if DreamTime speaks in naturally eco-logical language
of motion as emotions
co-empathically accessible
to all RNA/DNA informated
integratively regenerative
co-arising ecosystemic Ego-programs?

In our dreams
we all speak the same language
of fear and anger, threatening terminal self-hatred,
but also love and joy, promising an eternity of bliss
if only these would not
could not
should not fade and fake
back toward that downside wave,
fear of future without sufficient time
to grow this Ego into an EcoTree,

Bold and graceful
dropping leaves of Wisdom
sinking into fertile thirsty soil,
enculturing healthy rich nutrients
for family,
friends,
community and communication
with all Earth Tribes,
all dreaming in these same emotive languages
of fear and anger
versus love of joy,
versifies relations as elations,
or not-so-much.

Anger about winters past,
fear of fall’s deadly winnowing harvest
of ecolife risking egodeath,
timeless eternity of healthy wealth
or hell,
or most probably something midway between,
the only love within all language,
positive attitude as gratitude
basking in transparent joyous full-summer’s sun
wonder
slowly re-emerging as yet another winter.

In our dreams
we choose to win or lose
as we choose to live,
struggling with or struggling against each Golden Rule,
and usually some of both,
emerges into timeless waves
of how we choose to die.

DreamTime speaks in a universal language
of free rhythm
and dissonantly reversing patterns,
free of time’s double-binding constraints,
to syntax motion,
merge and submerge emotions,
drive regenerating and decomposing,
to polyculture ecologic,
hope for more elational joy of love
as less reductive anger about past times
and less fear of EcoPresent fully regenerating,
nurturing healthier poli-economic time.

Bicameral Time dreams a self-isolating
suboptimizing humane natured species,
with shamanic nature-as-spirit tendencies,
our most articulate eco-mentors
often wandering off into edgy fogs and bogs
to pray for,
breathe and eco-suffer and dance and resonantly sing
outside RealTime’s glaring spotlights
of technological networks
snacking on shallow soundbites.

DreamTime,
free us from relentless injustice,
for seeing lack of empathy
where surplus of antipathy
breathed and smoldered more honestly,
relentlessly burning warrior hearts
in passioned love with Eco-We
reclaiming full-co-arising integrity for Ego-Me,
free from investing in slow
death silos of quiet
laissez-faire mediocrity,
free to live Earth’s incubator nest
dreaming-webbing life as time’s space to be,
letting go of life alone at sea
to invest in sublimely sacred death
into EarthTribal We, eternally,
reconnecting me
to echo Earth’s harmonic frequency,
to dance as solar light of free,
with power to feel each you as me

In Full-Timed Dream of PolyCulturativity
We merge nightmares of incommensurable dissonance
into harmonic bifractal-octave teleology
of time’s 4-seasoned ecotherapeutic reason.

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PermaCultural Consciousness of Light

Some of us first heard about Ego
from Freud,
and have continued hearing various attributes
more recently outlined by Andrew Cohen

“…the only reason I take ego so seriously
is that the path and practice of Evolutionary Enlightenment
is dedicated to creating a new world
in the territory that lies beyond it.”

This territory that lies beyond Ego,
let’s call this Eco’s Exterior Landscape,
where Eco has two aspects,
–interior, embryonic Earth
–exterior TransParent nutritional compost Universe,
as Earth’s Exterior Landscape and Pre- and ProGenitor,
mythically iconized as Sun and solar-power,
light and warm incubation.

Now, one more step toward Bicameral Mapping.
Ego is Interior Landscape Left MindBody deductive,
Yang-reductive (without dipolar-relational Yin),
and languaged,
while Eco is Exterior Landscape Right MindBody inductive,
Yin-squared empathic of Yang
as double-negatives generate space
for the positive bicameral,
and ecological,
articulation of time.

With this lexicon as prelude,
Eco gives voice through Ego
to this TransMillennial Generation:

Enslavement to, for, by, as
mere Ego-commodified and culturally domesticated wealth deposits
is a poorly humane substitute for,
suboptimization of,
Eco-optimizing health-therapy regeneration,
which is what every AnthroEgo truly wants and needs,
not really a Thneed,
more than any other possible,
or even imaginary, future.

Or,
so it appears
in my own Ego-Eco diapraxis,
as my/our language about a globally Beloved Community
feels reminiscent
resonant
resolving evolutionary
of a Tribal EcoSystemic historic Golden Age Mythos
as Heaven or Paradise,
creation of Allah,
garden of God,
primal balance of Tao
and Buddha BiCameral MindBodies.

Within this Great Transitional NotThis-NotThat Septum
of co-arising gravity and breath,
regenerative trend indicators
are seeds, genes, memes, paradigms, paths, carnations, embryonic
decomposed with cause-effect reverse-correlational deviance
and thereby noticed as Positive Deviant Elational Presence,
avoiding suboptimizing Business As Usual Win-Lose assumptions,
Ego’s prejudice about scarcity of quality time right now
as “Lose.”

EcoEarth Tribe Right MindBodies
are precessively, implicately, fore-shadowing, inviting,
mutually subsidiary,
associations with improved ectosymbiotic positive Yin intent,
not yet articulate-able
through Ego’s left mindbody deductive-only language
and full-willpower of Yang.

To Right Eco MindBody
positive health intent
suggests polycultural non-dissonant (confluent) effectiveness
and efficiency of reiterative redundancy
and resonance;
what Game Theorists define as Win-Win
universal gestalt assumption.

Humane natural systems, then,
become co-arisingly (bionically nondual) projected
back to DNA/RNA Interior and Exterior Landscapes
doing their confluent best to avoid endosymbiotic dissonance
to optimize regenerative species and EarthTribe
ecotherapeutic outcomes,
empowered by permacultural design
as Left-Right
Yang-YinYin
Win-Win ecopolitical
wu-wei bicameral Tipping Point
Wisdom trending health-care networks.

To paraphrase Andrew Cohen,
Ego speaks a more serious BusinessAsUsual deductive path
and price toward Revolutionary ReGeneration,
co-arising dipolar with Eco
dedicated together to recreating
an old world mythic logos
in Eco’s Exterior Landscape
that lies before and beyond Ego’s
left mindbody PreMillennial dominance.

Note: Julian Jaynes, rooting around in early split-brain research, developed an evolutionary theory of left-brain dominance concomitant with the development of language, and therefore cultural evolution of knowledge and history and Earth’s ecosystems, especially human biosystems. This bicameral theory of human nature’s cognitive and emotive development remains controversial, although it appears to have interesting explanatory power for why the more technology-mechanistic behavioral and dialectical versions of Positive Psychology appear to produce robust health outcomes. Of particular interest is positivedeviance.org, on Positive Deviance. And, for those who are looking for the cooperative and polycultural optimization trends of history, projected over the next 100 years, the tellus.org is a rich field for those who would co-mentor and -facilitate this Great Climatic Transition.

 

 

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Morning Gospel

I love my solitary matins,
morning excursions and incursions
toward simply divine places,
reading to hear voices from my past
Interior Landscape prophesy
Occupy BeComing BeLoved COMMunity futures.

In this sacred space
we sing full RealTime ReSolutions
eco-therapeutic gospel by day
and dream this good-healthy news’ ReMix by night,
regenerating each dawn’s richly choired
polycultural anthem
climaxing just as SunGod
kisses EarthMother’s rich-soiled face
of graceful embrace for all Her Tribes.

I then love quiet endings
for this global namaste psalm,
when each eremetical ego
enters a private sacred school
deeply co-mentoring lessons,
as Ego proposes what we learned
from last night’s dreamy discern,
and Eco inductively disposes why we taught
contentiously dissonant stragglers
with a gentle karmic decompositional reminder,
We Must Overcome, Together,
preferably in four-harmonic therapy.

I love my not so solitary eco-morning Presence
breathing in Yang positive,
breathing out YinYin double-negatives,
appositional dipolarities,
reverse co-relational analogies,
positive polycultural love
as not not negative angry-fear of monocultural hate,
singing co-passionate diaprax-raves
in regenerative 4/4-timed octaves
smooth as brown-skinned silk.

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January Light

He stood stalwart
watching western dusk
promising pink and red ribbon of light
crevice of Presence
between dual dark starless night
and vaguely outlined Earth’s end of bright
for yet another day’s journey
through spatial time,
diurnal rhyme.

Boot journeyed feet planted
centering weight and stretching spine
reaching to breach this transitional last gasp
of hope’s new day,
grasping for how this time is without precedent
yet timelessly emerging
re-submitting into unto worn-dark cosmic consciousness,
narrow gap of fading pink with blue-grey veins
networking night of sky with Earth
to close this endless day.

Where was he when this time started and closed
and before?
Standing stake-out watching Earth Day’s fading string
of time’s co-gravitational light
folding in Earth’s darkening rim
rolling toward him
across cold black twilight night
reaching toward his Elder future
staring blind toward endless time
glaring timeless blind back through him.

At last, he inhaled deaf heaven and blind Earth’s embrace
one more time
less day turning night
breathing light in and out of dreams
through lives of ages
lost to reasoned memory.

Treasonally forgetting
to say farewell
and namaste
before gently closing his back yard’s western door
with full will and warm co-arising intent
to thank morning’s dawn
for showing up
despite his lack of eco-social grace.

His dreams drench absorbing graceful face
smiling Earth’s radical revolution
with timeless eternal pace
of dusk’s red ribboned grace
warning dawn’s threshold of climatic race
toward upside-down political economies
as Heaven dressing Earth
in moon-evolving star light,
while Earth cooperates her most regeneratively sexy synthesis
through sun revolving light’s full ecoconsciousness;
all dressed up
with every ecorevolutionary place to go.

He stared this dual dressed study
until his turn to exhale once more,
while opening dawn’s eastern gathering door.

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GayBoy Child

To emerge as my mother’s son
but heatedly defined as not my father’s wanted son,
or child of either gender
much less elements of both
male and female
humane with divine regenerativity.

To know I could not win his love,
that any admiration would grow silent
begrudged
rather than regenetically owned
and laughingly proclaimed.

By coincidental over-population
within my family’s multigenerational home,
no room for me
except this marginalizing manger,
a son with two parents
but only one capable of love for him as is
whenever and whyever delivered to birth
as selfless care.

Clothed
yet terrified of chronic naked need
for a gift I could not
should not
would not earn from Him,
to sip his not-not cup of Life,
as Death.

Messianic son
brought into Earth’s carnation
to co-redeem his Father’s unhealthy insufficient love
sustained through virginal milk,
timeless manna of Mother Earth’s co-passion.

If Buddha brain notices bicameral enlightenment,
Cosmic Christ belongs to ProGenitor SunGod
personal enough to sing intimate love songs of synthesis
psalms in my ears and eyes
and taste and touch
so I can ring them back,
regenerating language
as co-active love.

I and my SunGod Father,
One (0)-soul bilateral resonant
EcoLogical Ego-path,
becoming EcoGoal
to super-size mutually therapeutic vocations
through dipolar co-relational SunMan Bodhisattva definition,
zen-silent RePresence,
EarthTribe’s PostMillennial Revolution,
ticking
ticking
ticking
ticking time’s robust resonant ReSolution,
Love as Bicameral Co-opEnculturation,
optimizing ReGenerative Great Transition Health.

Each of Earth’s RNA/DNA Tribes
come through the SunGod Father,
sun’s light pre- and post-regenerator
of each life’s 4-seasoned birth through decomposition
back into time’s 0-squared transparently dark light,
EcoPresent-Gravitating ElationConsciousness,
equipoised surfing between SunGod’s inhale
and exhale of timeless BlackHole
eternally unfolding Exterior Landscape’s Universe
through MotherEarth’s virginal co-redemptive senses.

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Time’s Fully Absent EcoConsciousness

“Teachings of enlightenment, whether traditional [regenerational] or evolutionary, present us with a unique [ecological] way of thinking about and [comprehensively] understanding who [and why] we are. What makes an enlightened perspective different [and healthier] from any other perspective is that it emphasizes the significance of those [therapeutic] dimensions of self that are [exegetically] non-relative, or “absolute.” (Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment”)

[Absolute = Zero-Centric bicamerally balancing Time
in 3-dimensional Exterior Landscape articulation
confluent(+)/dissonant(-,-) with
2-binomial dimensional-temporal Interior Neural-Circulatory-Respiratory-ReProductive/Bicamerally Normative-Natured EcoSystemicLogical Landscape]

Others have claimed our economic
and ecologically political and sacred purposes
are beauty and kindness,
cooperative-nativity and grace,
and good cause/effect karma.

All true
because each of these is healthier than
ugly and mean,
self-competitively clumsy,
and the bad karma places and spaces and laces of time
we have perpetuated upon Earth,
Earth’s RNA Tribes,
and most relentlessly on our over-competing spiritualized,
and under-cooperative naturalized,
health-optimizing
ego/eco bicameral selves.

AnthroLife’s meaning is therapeutic purpose.
ReGenerative Life’s purpose
emerges toward optimizing health.

FullLiving Love is bicameral optimizing
CoOperating Presence.
FullEviling Death is absence of bicamerally cooperative Present,
no longer biosystemic ego-functional,
no longer co-arising identity,
but releasing into prime-elational becoming
of bilateral Time.

Time is forwardly Positive-Elational.
Time’s bilateral nature disrupts into reverse
within bicamerally metaphysical Interior images.

This Internal Ground of Time’s Being,
emerges elational,
regenerational,
while absence of Time,
timelessness,
eternal-universal,
is conflational,
degenerational,
concavely binomial and dipolar balanced,
in Prime (0) EcoLogical Relationship,
with ReGenerate Network of Time’s Full-Optimal Becoming
CoPresent Elational Health (+) trending,
Conflational Decay (-,-) TransParent distending.

Zero-Centric ZenNow (0)Mega Point Polynomial Time
dipolar equivalently correlational with
Reverse TransParent BlackHole History
of Not(Not rational, logical, polypathic, temporally-balanced)
normal–nomial–natural–neutronic–ionic/bionic–ergodic
co-arising balance–co-gravitational flow function
of Universe as
space–form–syntax,
4-equidimensional with (0)-center,
YangConvex Left Mindbody
embracing YinYinDoubleConcave Right Mindbody
comprehensive ecoconsciousness,
BiLateral Time’s Ta(o) Pi as Bi-Optimizing Enlightenment,

PermaCulturally and Cooperatively regenerating
Greek 16th letter
in GlobalTime’s PostMillennial 4-equidimensional 2016.

Timeless teachings of (0)-squared Light
Present EcoLogical/Elational Human Natural/Sacred Presence.

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Facing Racing Eyes–ReMix

Last week, a court decision to not pursue criminal charges.

So, I guess a 12 year old
American brown male playing by himself
with a toy gun
is outside your boundary
for normal early-adolescent activity.

Well, I can see why you would need
to draw your boundary
for healthy rationality
outside his grassy field of fire-armed play.

I can see why we need to draw this line
of “only predictably domesticated life matters”
the way we do
to look our friends and children in the eyes
while saying,
“I can accept this loss
as one caused by an unfortunately timed
dual act of wildness;”
but is it not significantly wilder
to fire ballistics at youth
than for youth to fire only ballistic imagination?

I can see that we need to doubt
reasonable risks of public recreation
for some lives
differently than other lives
and times
to gaze into our social-cultural mirror
with both eyes
with fully comprehensive integrity:

“We accept that Black Adolescent Lives Splatter
loss across our leaking shared loves and livelihoods,
thereby wilting our collective mental health,
starving our social wealth for future regeneration,
and yet hope we still dream
of somehow re-transposing,
All Lives Matte
in current US eco-political culture.

Now that is egocentric mendacity;
not even Anthro-centric integrity.

We each and all must hunt our way
toward facing our fear of ourselves
our lack of empathy
and consciousness
our neglectful lack of fully activating functional-flowing information.

Some hunting ways bring further Business As Usual
cognitive-affective dissonance;
further failure of polycultural integrity,
further degenerative mono-egocultural stasis.

Some hunting ways promise more co-operative co-arising ballast
for culturally active hope.
It is this ballast we seek
between our self/other-reflecting eyes,
hoping to discover peace within as justice without,
and not more enslaving reductive addiction
to ballistics of overly-automated violence,
full-will without sufficient time to assess full-intent,
responding to fear of fear ourselves,
right between our blindered eyes.

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Yin’s Brief

Dear AnthroYangers,

“Basic Attendance”
might also become “CoElational Bicameral Presence;”
more confluently sustained with a Yin-dominant
than a Yang-dominant,
if only because you never seem to shut up
about our challenging and crusading therapeutic
EgoIncarnations of ReGenerative Wealth.

Namaste,

EarthTribe CoRelational WinWin

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Competing Voices

When two or more Yang Dominants
are in the same room,
noticing each other,
it may be time to leave that room.

We have issues curtailing our co-arising competition
to reveal who can win
our CoElational Presence Game.

All Yang-voices inside
and outside
clamoring for Ego as EcoRights
optimizing Elational Identity Light,
a smile of Namaste recognition,
we know each other from inside now,
but usually not from outside-past.

Then we go back to our CoElational Win-Lose political
and economic game of life,
but this despite that I-Thou moment,
or sustained cooperative co-arising relationship.

Even so,
more and more of us are slowing our competition
for Ego’s well-intended
but perhaps not always full-health and therapy-willed
hunger for love,
synergy,
integrity;

slow enough toward MidWay Tipping Point (0)-embrace
Other’s loving eco-lights and brights
and hugs and smiles,
knowing them for our own,
together.

Winning together
Yang/Yin Bicamerally balancing
Internal Ego Landscape
a bit too competitively dominant over
External EcoNormic Landscape,
YinYin’s full CoRelational ElationFlow
DoubleBinding Balance
Right as Yin,
Left as Yang,
breathing in Yang’s languaged yammering Universe
to breathe out YinYin’s in-out-ductive Prime CoElational Time
in TaoHarmonic two-faced fractal-octave +/(-,-)
WinWin co-reiterative Byte-frequencies
rooting reverse-hierarchical Tree of Live v. eviL
as Win v. LoseLose
as +1/(-,-)0 Bicameral InFormating CoElation Universe.

When Yang and Yin EcoDominants share a room, ecopolitical heaven.

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