I often am reminded
we are far more alike than different,
we all enter and exit through co-arising windows
of opportunity and risk.
Yet, I wonder,
as I converse with bicamerally sideways trees
and bushes,
each breathing in productive fuel
and breathing out consumer satisfaction,
or not so much,
each regenerating matching decomposing season,
how far more alike our reasons
than different
are RNA’s DNA younger branches
of Time’s polypathic treasons?
Winter’s early evening breeze
feels and smells the same now,
as when sixteen,
except less promising
because more consoling,
contenting rather than regenerating contentious breath
of future hopes and dreams,
knowing we conspire somehow,
Earth and I,
because I feel richer to love this way,
than to breathe evening’s winter still, alone.
I am less sure this was not my last daylight
in this operatic, yet ridiculously distracted,
lifetime landscape of sensory memory.
When I was sixteen,
my understory was more of a musical-comedy landscape
that would remain forever Peter Pan young, virginal,
well…hopefully not that.
Such confidence of seeing yet another
and another, apparently endless,
pink dawn,
turning yellow,
introducing blue hemisphere,
framed by green Earth’s polycultural grasses
and monocultural asses,
which, at sixteen,
I found more amusing
than patience perdures into sixtyfour.
Winter’s now later evening silence
remembering sixteen and sixtyfour
together
over vodka-laced pomegranate.
“At the beginning of the twenty-first century,
for the luckiest
[high-risk and opportunity for eco-consciousness]
people who have ever been born,
it seems that our passionate pursuit of individuation
has reached its [EgoLeft dominant] apex.”
“We have discovered that we are [also] part of a vast,
complex,
multidimensional
[polynomial, polycultural, polypathic, polymorphic, polysymbiotic]
fourteen-billion-year process
that is evolving right now,
as ourselves
[AND Other AND Earth
as WinWinWin eco-cooperative poli-economic
love-medicine systemic health resolution].”
“And our ability to recognize this vast [healthy/pathological] trajectory
that lies behind us
and that still lives within us
allows us to appreciate
the tremendous significance of the [great transitional] moment
we are [evolving] in.”
The awakening of this evolutionary
[ecoconscious bilateral-dipolar systemic comprehension]
shatters the postmodern predicament.
And it is up to those of us who recognize this liberating context–
the luckiest [bicameral balancing] people in the world–
to make ourselves available
to the [coarising] energy and [co]intelligence that has,
over tens of thousands of years,
patiently cultivated our human capacity
for higher [and deeper] consciousness
and [self/other interdependent Left/Right eco-dominant] cognition,
so that it [regenerative healthy love]
can take the next step,
through us and as us.”
Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment, pp. 83-84, 2011, SelectBooks
What might be your perfect way
to awake with joy and gratitude each morning
within this new day
of opportunity and mourning?
For me,
this morning’s epiphonic awakening
into Beloved Paradise,
would open my eyes to a full bright winter moon
shining through my bedroom window
greeting pale yellow dawn
fading starlit sky of not quite night.
To awake fully conscious
I am more than loved
and seldom feared
or cause for anger,
if only because I am,
as are all Earth’s re-creations,
reborn Full Moon’s eco-fertile nurturing love,
and reverse-time elliptical fear of climatic Ego death
into EcoLife’s Full Moon Climax,
and pouty dual-dark transparent Absence,
of full bilateral revolving Moon’s regenerate-therapy light
day, transparent-linked with night’s transition dreaming
drenched in Full Moon’s light,
realizing I have another hour
before that fearful angry alarm goes off,
and I once again wake up to Business As Usual
EgoLeft, too-Yang dominant to remember
Full Moon’s designing bright
flowing time’s self-promoting dreams as Love
defined-deduced-reduced by DualDark Absence.
We ReGenerate therapeutic-intended natural gardens by day,
revolving Love’s sacred spiritual FullMoon Buddhabody by night,
Ego as EcoTime’s light AND dualdark
FullSelf-Conscious
BiLaterally Revolutionary Moon,
zen-centered toward and around Earth,
radiant and gratefully double-bound
eco-gravity balance,
in octave-fractal frequent waves of light
and not=faith-in-not-yet
co-arising risk+opportunity.
What might be our perfect way
to start and end each day
with humane/divine timely dreams
of peace-stretching polypathic nights?
From whence derive awakening reborn transitions,
watering polyculture-garden love
drowning past and future Ego-monoculture,
Absence of fertile NighTime conversation.
We dance with dreams of grandfather Sun’s universal time.
We dream in chains,
dualdark yet transparent,
of grandmother Moon’s Full and Dark,
love-medicine v pathology, Times.
But, what do I know
about consciousness of rhythm and rhyme,
I’ve been up for hours,
all ecologically regenerative wealth
evaporated with the rising sun.
I suppose this is the “mourning” side
of night’s re-creative Absence.
At noon my mind bows East and West,
spiritual practice shapes liturgical rites
and steps of each gardening day,
as regenerate natural intent shapes non-linguistic flow
and function of each night,
investing with emergent Elders
from DNA’s EarthTribal Voice
of streams,
and seasons,
atmospheric sea,
and eco-gravitating moon’s forest light.
Injustices, victimization,
oppression and other yucky events
of diverse varieties,
are like toe nail fungus:
1. both alarming and embarrassing
2. who knows where it came from
3. we would appreciate it if it would return
from wherever to whatever,
as long as it’s away from me.
My kids taught me everything I never wanted to know
about the sufferings of injustice,
while my husband taught me everything I never wanted to know
about the inadequacies of my pathetic attempts at mercy.
“What happened to the chicken casserole
that was still cooling?!”
I used to believe this was a reasonable question
that I should rationally answer.
“Well, Ms. Fetal Alcohol Daughter
decided to eat it without using her hands,
because you told her not to touch anything.
That’s why her face looks like the remnants of baked chicken,
mashed potatoes,
and I believe the green stuff might be peas
from ear to ear and a spot on her forehead
and all over her chin,
although her hands remain surprisingly pristine.”
However, over the sometimes tumultuous years
of further victimization and mutual oppression,
I have learned to hear these questions,
about domestic and other political suffering and loss
loudly exclaiming injustice,
as rhetorical opportunities.
“As a kindness to you
I choose to pretend that was a rhetorical question.
Because we seldom really want to know
from whence comes toenail fungus,
or any other of the diverse angry adolescent behaviors
causing cosmic dissonance
and climatic behavioral disorders
as they are doing their best with defiant-compliance.”
I don’t know, it just feels kinder to say it,
and see self-neglect of wise choices,
this way.
Makes me feel a little more
like WildYeast absorbing nutritious toenail fungus.
1. Embarrassed and Terrified by my own failures to actively love healthy choices,
all the time,
with every co-fungus I meet.
in each moment of oppositionally defiant dialectical opportunity for redirection
through basic regenerative/degenerative, co-arising MidWay=TippingPoint=Yang/Yin wu-wei
reiterative dipolar attendance
to co-empathic bilateral balance.
2. Not really wanting to spend a lot of time thinking about my own climatic interior and exterior landscape history;
health-and-safety issues of self-and-other neglect.
3. Feeling like we already nondually co-arise in this permaculturally regenerative, health-revolving repurposing normative-natural value, merit, worth, dignity, honor, purpose, ecotherapy, coempathic ToeNail Fungus DeComposition, as we cogravitate back where EcoParasitic Elders were comin’ from:
your wealth evolves from where you ecologically invest your feet,
avoid infestation,
keep them movin’ across healthy soil
in clean water
breathin’ fresh breezes.
Wild Yeast
breathing in ecosystemic nutrients
breathing out toenail fungus.
Sunday afternoons,
or Saturday afternoons,
look and feel richer,
dense relational liturgy of mundane ritual,
often more sabbath quiet.
Quiet neighborhood school playground
celebrates more solitary visits
seeking co-sensory quiet selftalk,
muse swings back and forth,
happy slides up elational,
processional,
then downright ecstatic.
Sunday’s GratitudeGoRound
of a warm winter’s sun
pretexting Spring’s co-redemptive dance,
prancing across jungle gyms
of mythic pirate romance,
swinging Tarzans and Janes
flying rope to rope
bar to bar
beating outdoor kettle drums
of Sunday’s sacred playground joy.
This light we bring to sabbath,
Sunday’s sun absorbs full resolved through co-play,
a child again
in love’s sequestered Solar Systemic womb
giving happy birth to weeks
becoming strong,
EarthBound
PlayGround
diastatic BeLoved Queen Shabbat’s
weekly baptism in love’s regenerativity.
All love roads toward Home,
if home is Rome,
then all roads lead toward Romish home,
especially when we are in a climatic crisis
and we really do need to be Home
to grow as healthy and safe as can be.
Why can’t Person A’s prickly paradise
become Person B’s gooey quagmire of a nightmare,
until Person B remembers
how and why and when and where
they have co-arose Person A?
Why can’t one person’s genius
be another person’s Wild Card,
and vice versa?
If one person’s technology
can be another person’s magic,
then why can’t one person’s science
be another person’s craft,
and the other way around?
Why can’t one person’s medicine
be another person’s ecotherapy
becoming medicine?
Why can’t one person’s Tipping Point
dialectical ecosystemic theory of time as bilateral function
be another person’s Mythic Earth Creation Story,
and both-and?
Why can’t one person’s fear about pre-climatic critical intervention trends,
as too slow and lethargic and ignorant,
be another person’s just-right ReGenesis Myth?
Why can’t one person’s Gethsemane Garden
be another person’s PermaCulture Sesame Street?
1. Where we first notice what’s goin’ down.
2. Then discover how to improve the flowers
and cull the weedpatch Groutches
into a somewhat better sense of humor
reqarding hygienic therapy
and what is grungy treasure.
3. Co-invest in implementation,
hosting cooperative stone-soup gift-it-forward
Golden Rules of relationship
and transactions,
4. Harvest healthy wealth
like polyculturally organic Cookie Monsters,
Dressed up as Bodisattva Warriors
costumed for WinWin chess
folding and unfolding co-empathic choices
until everybody wins
because no one ever dies alone
or afraid to live together
on Sesame Street,
in mindbody homes,
whether in or beyond Rome.
We learn our right from wrongs,
and maybe right from lefts,
as we go along.
Issues come up within developmental windows,
like stealing
emerges from touching your older brother’s stuff
and beginning to more wisely discern
what’s mine from what’s yours,
because when we are born,
we are born into everything is divinely
and diastatically nutritious us.
Yet,
this too emerges even earlier,
this issue of distinguishing Ego from bio-progenetive AnthroMother.
When we are still in utero
we could not be Ego consciousness
distinguishable,
discernible,
decompositionally dissonant
from EcoEnvironnmental Diastatic(=,=)
CoGravitating Consciousness.
Each DNA/RNA ecosystem born into dialectical-temporal lobe risk
of death without ever having lived threshold
into waiting cerebral cortex,
vacuous EgoLandscape of diastasis-entity,
dipolar bicameral,
balancing health over/against pathology of You=Me
could not equivalently
confluently
healthfully flow and function
into and out of
Us.
This is a difficult Win for Ego
to surrender,
this loss of mindbody ecosystemic nest,
someday somewhere,
Time forgetting Ego’s diastatic EcoPresent
confluent former time
of pre-birth’s absent bio-eco stress,
except for sounds of screaming climate change
and great biometric transitions of chaotic sound and pattern,
except for lack of Mother Manna’s ecologically rich nutrients,
DNA prescribed for regenerative health,
to which we more positively return
to compost rich transparent ecosystemic soul of rich soil
mixed with clean abundant rivers of water,
nutritionally flowing movement’s of Time’s caress
over double-bound co-gravitating skin,
within as without time’s restraints
elating empathic eco-function,
Prime Relational Fractal-Dialogos Octave NaturalSystemic Frequencies
of Harmony and Folding and Unfolding
Flowing and Functioning Formed Balance.
Many of these moral issues begin enculturating
across days of syntaxed light as health
and nights of dual-dark transparent AngryStomach within
and FearFilledDark without
dipolarity pathology Lose-Lose,
before we ever realize
that these Anthros are saying language
associated with life’s rhythms
of positive and negative as warm v. cold,
light v. dark,
forgetting that in our RNA root iconic tradition,
it’s all good in properly explicated,
healthy,
natural-system neutral MidWay
Loving Positve-Synergetic Psychological Order
of Total BiCameral Fractal-Ecology of Seasonal Reason.
But, the issue of bicameral gender,
appositional disorders,
dipolar imbalances,
deviances from polymorphic polynomial
WinWin cerebral cortex non-differentiated harmony,
emerge well after
we have developed the capacity
to imagine what we hope will happen
over against what EcoRight MindBody
co-arises as nutritionally luscious sexual identity,
in full-fractal frame,
Prime Relationally WinWin
as +,+ OVER (-,-),
ReGenerative OVER DeGenerating DeComposition,
with all the right-timed full-octave polycultural diversity
ecologically and analogically implied,
temporal-neural aptic as empathic,
ecosystemic bicameral gender-language function
Time requires for Earth’s global Rights of ReGenerativity.
When our Ego speaks positively
about what our Eco does not truly want,
or perhaps wants less or more of,
then Ego tends to loudly proclaim,
or more quietly and dissonantly repress,
influenced by cultural exegetical negativism
where EcoRight conscious eisegetical empathic intuition,
more dialectically polyfluent co-gravitation,
stretching ecoconsciousness of internal landscape’s
bicameral cognitive dissonance into semi-consciousness,
sometimes felt defensively as hypocrisy
for not becoming
whom Ego more nobly and nutritionally
already is right now.
No wonder, then
it has been said
to remember being baby
if Ego would find Paradise,
before talk could be distinguished from positive yet not-not walk,
and love’s embryonic Commons incubating peace
still belonged to all of us
AnthroTribal WinWin DNA-scripted Evolutionary Co-Messianic Players
of eco-normic cooperative Prime Political Universal Relationship
back to Original Intent Big Bang dense healthy co-gravitational syntax
as forward into (0)Mega MythicLogos PolyNomial Balance,
nutritiously CoPresent WinWin
healthy baby co-operative bicameral talk.
Who sings this song
of one hand dancing?
No, honey,
get it right please,
What is the sound of one hand clapping?
One hand clapping
is the same difference of song as sound
between co-arising bicamerality
and dipolar binomiality.
Both hands begin and end
with Zero-Zen-soul prime relationship
of Tao,
as Time’s transparent co-gravitational
ecologically therapeutic energy,
leading from each heart
as from Earth’s universally co-empathic
diastatically encultured
RNA/DNACentered
SpaceTime syntax
of light/dualdark seasons
with resonantly therapeutic coarising reasons.
Air is to water’s full-clap, as water is to air’s absorbing
pre-diastatic emptiness.
Yes, that, I suppose,
but also
Medicine, iconic of “nutritional regenerative-DNA/RNA health-system”
is to Earth’s sick Dual Pathologies
AngryClimate and Fear of LoserPathology labels and trends.
as Earth’s ecotherapeutic ecological timing is to inform our Medicine-Therapy Ecosystems,
including interior and familial, personal and tribal,
but also large-ecosystemic scales
of political and economic ecosystems
cooperatively researching long-term best permacultural practices
for assuring local through global health and safety.
I think you should change the title of your bicameral dipolar theory
to PolyCulture Interior/Exterior Landscape Cooperative Design Optimization.
Still too long.
I know
but how does bicameral YangEgo speak
propose to speak precisely
for YinYin Eco-squared, fractally bilateral,
temporal-neural-aptic polymorphic/polypathic/polyculturally
CoPresent Prime TransParent Relationship,
mute as a dipolar post?
Why must we speak what natural ecosystems imply
so ubiquitously?
Not timeless exactly,
but perennial,
since the beginning of Earth’s RNA-syntax memory of light/dark time,
correlated with warm/cold,
passed from embryo to embryonic regenerative information system
as binomial transmissions +,+ WinWin and -,- LoseLose:
prime fractal dipolar function-form.
So ego/eco (0)-soul balance of time’s co-arising gravity,
glares through bicameral lens,
but appears nearly invisible-recessive
to Left-brain dominant language-culture,
without YinYin’s more RNA-centric-doublebinding
yummy v pathology time-frequency and MidWay-flow.
AngerLose and FearLose competitive eco-political strategies
of “can only win through all others losing” evolutionary flexing
emerges LoseLose Logos/Mythic UniversalAbsence-of-EvolvingRevolvingSystem,
no regenerative potential within time,
monocultural dia-negentropy.
A capacity to empathize,
using ecological
permacultural
therapeutic systemic language,
applied analogically
to positively develop
each and every Interior-Exterior CoArising
++YangEgoLeftLanguaged/(-,-) YinEco Right MindBody
DoubleBinding Space as 4D Time’s BiLateral Identity,
within a dense bullseye of bicameral attention,
dialectic sight and sound and smell and touch and co-empathic feeling
of each potential DesignerEgo’s DNA-encultured EcoMap
of First Principle
for every (0)-soul-center intention
we focus our ecological/polymorphic Landscape Design Map,
employing cooperative practice
for communication and nutritional network development
meeting WinWin Continuous Health-Quality Improvement Standards,
with ecotherapeutic post-climatic polycultural outcomes
of local through global EnvironmentalPeace
incarnating Synergetic Love of Life
throughout dipolar co-gravitating equi-valent DNA/RNA CoPresent EcoConsciousness,
MedicineGod of Time’s nesting-absorbing
and regenerating-emerging
equivalently TransParent Convex/Concave
Explicate/Implicate
Yang/YinYin
Right/Left
self-and-other therapy/pathology dipolarity.
Wasn’t mapping the Golden Rule
onto Principles of Permaculture Systemic Design
really all you needed to say
much less think?
Maybe,
although there is that cool thing about
dipolar transparent Polynomial
as NotNot Polynomial Tipping Point
co-arising elational-relational bilateral function
of time.
Well you certainly won’t get any of that time back.
I don’t look at polycultural TippingPoint design communication
as an expenditure of time
so much as an investment.
Well then, where is your return?
In time’s future ecotherapeutic polycultural regeneration,
and degenerative pathological
chronic anxiety and stress
of people and their soil and air and water
and decreasingly nutritional systems,
and sleep deprivation,
emerging climatic cultural meltdown.
Well,
your time seems to continue rewinding
but my time is moving toward meltdown.
I’m sorry.
How can I help?
You could stop talking
and start practicing what you so
nutritiously
and polyculturally
and cooperatively preach.
Why can’t I do both?
I don’t know.
Just clumsy I guess.
Sounds more like one not-quite-resonant hand clapping.
I love this koan from 1,000 years ago, or more.
“What is it? Medicine and sickness mutually correspond. The world is medicine. What is the Self?”
by10th c. Zen Master Yunmen
So, yes,
Self for me is Ego”sickness”,
deductively and reductively self-composed
of dipolar AngryPast and FutureFear,
trying to figure out a narrow path
toward healthy and hearty love
as cooperative life therapy
within this eternal now of Time and Love,
BiCamerally CoPresent.
Which brings us to the world as EcoEarth SpaceTime ReGenerative “Medicine”,
for balancing Ego’s narrowly anthrocentric WorldSick Pathological view,
with Eco-Right-MindBody’s RNA-centric
Universal Ecosystemic-Dialogical-Temporal-Linear-BiLateral-TimeFused-CoEmpathic CoRelational Exterior/Interior
DiPolar Landscape
Now=Love=CoArising.ReGenerate Health and Safety Outcomes,
or at least natural ecosystemic research toward such outcomes,
All species are PermaCulturally Designed to optimize nutritional sustainability
and well-being of global RNA residents,
each and all (0)Zen-Tao thermodynamically, electromagnetically, co-gravitationally, bicamerally neural-bilaterally balanced
dialectic harmonic primetime,
surrounded by cognitive dissonance.
Moving away from an analogical/ecological dialect
and turning toward digital as:
Binary Positive/Negative Correlation CoOperative WinWin Network
BiCameral and BiNomial 4D equivalency
for WinWin Outcome Design
of (0)Earth’s most regeneratively dense synergetic nutritionally rich bullseye.
Then to Permaculture Design
for InteriorEgo and ExteriorEco landscapes
for therapeutic function:
Of highest priority
on the PermaCulture Designer’s Map
of Love/Peace/Health growth trends,
facilitated by co-disinvestment in Anger and Fear-driven monocultural-trending pathology,
“sickness” gifting-forward our best issues of what to steer clear of,
and cut back on,
for a healthy cooperative/competitive EcoConscious
AND
Ego-Anthro-Centric nondual co-arising/co-gravitational time of life
as synonymous with love and synergy and possibly empathy
and positive/negative dipolar elation.
Bicameral neural-dipolar “sickness” devolves double-binding negative dissonance, negative YinYin energy,
and
dialectic “Medicine” as love-power-positive
and peace-content-inductive-flow-function
of, from, for, toward regenerately healthy/robust RNA/DNA encrypted Time..
Where there is both peace and love,
there is no longer room or time for anger and/or fear
of lack of time for positive Healthy/Therapeutic CoRelation
within (0)-soul balancing EcoPresent NowConsciousness
of timeless co-arising times and seasons
within ecosystems with times and seasons
within language with dialectical timing
and seasoned DNA/RNA diafractal syntax.
for light and dark,
warm and cold,
positive and double-negative,
Medicine and sickness,
health and death,
polycultural fullness and monocultural empty-nest,
echoing bicameral silo Self co-arising
elating confluent-aptic CoPresent
medicinal eco-consciousness.
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