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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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God As CoBinary Process

Images of God as active dynamic process
have evolved through theological circles,
and marched through anthro-centric
upper-caste political squares,

But, integrally engaging upper-caste monotheistic
and lower-caste pantheistic polypathic transforming unity
re-membering faithful pasts
and re-ligioning hopeful futures
extends a regeneratively democratizing
healthy wealth-management Process

Newer to other evolving SystemicProcess models,
Including psychological, economic,
political and environmental sciences,
and other paradigms
of and for Earth’s more humane health v inhumane pathology
values and disvalues
against academic and theoretical and conjectural dissociative
discommunication
devolving further entropic chaotic dissonance,
where our Ps and Qs no longer appositionally balance
our not timed not spaced PolyMathic UnProcessed Questions.

Newer to natural and social systemic trauma sciences,
as compared to Original Sin theology,
evolves this ReGenerative/Degenerative Process God
of compassionate enlightenment
and pleasure in peace empowerment
through our more humanely uprising
and divinely devising yang+yin,
not yang v yin,
revolutionary transformations.

At least in our primal eco- and geo-systemic ways,
Organic/Sacred Unitive Process may be ancient
as retold through nature-spirit nondual Origin Stories
not quite so indigenously ancient as
recombinant acid strings
of redeveloping fractal-organic time investments
in future healthy bright-light/dark-power caste appositions
and past/now/future hypostatic
positive faith/hope rebalancing
divinely progressive regenerations.

It is to this profoundly radical God of nondual systemic
Sacred-AnthroMind/Organic-EarthBody co-binary Process,
of and for bilaterally democratic
revolving health/wealthy co-balancing wu-wei Process

That I can Left verbally pray
and Right nonverbally worship
within nature’s ecologically sacred awe,
wonder,
Promise

Bliss of 1 AlphaSun divine
humane (0) Mega Earth
polyculturing viral vital integrity,
democratic health recaste
from 1 v 0 competitive
to 1+0 cooperative Process

LeftYang spiritual speaking
and RightYintegral natural listening
appositionally co-arising
NotLight/NotDark uni-temporal Now
in-between
NotPast/NotFuture unitarian spatial Here
peak pregnant climaxing
compassionate communication.

Let us sacred passion pray
and organic pleasure play:

Parents,
Investors in vibrantly nutritional outcomes,
Politically empowered public policy leaders,
All residents of Left-Enlightened AnthroMinds
and bicameral
Right-Empowered EarthBodies

Please do not ever invite me to Process
right now political situations
with shame and condemning blame
about what I should have valued and reprioritized
more upper wealthy caste
back before this here/now opportunity
not too late for learning
from lower casting health risks

To open this active hope remaining Process
to do my best to help
nurture freedom’s right now sacred Associative opportunities
with lowest anti-organic Dissociative risks.

It is not of our divinely valued Wisdom
to become my shaming/blaming judge,
or your retributive judge,
except democratically restoring what we judge
best to Process together
non-violently communicating
PersonallyHere/ExperiencingNow

Mind crowned
and Body rooted
in past light and dark experiences
longing and belonging
dissociated and associated
dissonant and resonant
dispassioned and compassioned
displeasured and co-pleasured

Imagining how we would yet love to belong
therapeutically upcaste
instead of stuck in systemic trauma
downcaste longing
to be other than we are becoming Now,
which is together Here

Letting go of dissociative violent Left thoughts
to grab up re-associative nonviolent Right feelings

Health Processed value intentions
to redeem our severed parts
on behalf of compassion opportunities
more polyvagally regenerating
our wealthier polyculturing futures.

Cobinary neuro-mind/eco-body systems
are those who ecologically thrive
through polypathic neurological synergy
by ecotherapeutically purging
anthropocentric LeftBrain dissociative
upper-caste monotheistic
dispassionate displeasure.

May we no longer dispassionately continue to settle
for Anger-Fear disvalue Process management,
and kinda’ self-condemning bad-faith trauma systems
leading to chronically anxious
and rabidly critical paranoia

When bilateral upper-crown/lower-root caste
sacred/organic
AnthroMind/EarthBody cobinary co-passion
invites co-empathic pronoia

Co-arising
1 FatherGod enlightening
and (0) EarthGaia empowering
Alpha AnthroMind + Omega EarthBody
healthy inter-religious
interdependent
reconnecting Process.

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Singing Stevie’s Wonder

I remember,
in the early 60s,
our thirty mile drive
from our historic family farm,
in relentlessly White rural Michigan,
not counting the Mexican migrant workers
whom our Elders pointedly discarded

Singing
on the first shifty shopping trip to Thrifty Acres,
through vibrantly young Black
urban heated streets
of capital glancing Lansing.

Stevie Wonder and I
nearby
yet out casting far

Him singing
all Black city churches
ringing

And me queer pillaged
in all White rural churches
villaged

Stevie and me,
harmonic neighbor memory
in my privately humming heart

Yet never possible to publicly meet
and privately greet
as this sacred land
and this organic Earth
were meant to resonantly sing
and resiliently dance
our regenerations in caste
together
not degenerations outcast
apart.

I didn’t know apartheid by default yet
but I do remember
seeing nearly black as ink skin
for my very first impassioned time

On a smiling brown-eyed boy
on a chipped and flat white painted bike
without defensive rims

And dim longing to talk
and listen
and laugh with him

About fresh green smells of freedom
from poor tired training wheels

Freedom to create our fast together pedaling breeze
across summer’s hot black
and white hate faces and arms

Knowing I would touch his warm dark skin
with loving wonder

What it could be like to be recast with him,
to sing and dance together,
to smell and feel and fly
our rich diverse integrity
on a brave tandem red in-your-face bike

Built for two
bright shining all ways back
restorying Black street glancing Lansing

Through my little Whitely inbred WoodLand
spreading sadist out across all Black without White
decapitalizing cities
divorced from woodland farmers

Left alone
to peddle fly while singing
our glad,
not sad or bad or mad,
hosanna holy wonders

As I reweave
this first drive by encounter
with outcast avenue perversity
against homo-sapient diverse
curiosity

I imagine asking Mom to stop,
pull our metallic gold Ford over
so I could ask his thick black-framed glasses name,
which would sing Stevie

And take his wondrous hand
to walk his bike back to home
and long familiar family
where we would live together
happily
and healthily
and wisely
most prosperously ever after
cast together all.

This was my erasing moment,
too quickly racing past,
to know passion’s love
at first passed sight

Sublime sung sounds
and dark dancing
satin brown skin smells
of Stevie’s tandem wonder.

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Color Blind

Some people say they don’t see color
or caste.

I look for others who do see color
and want to make rhapsodies together
with symphonic us.

I long to see more multiculturing colors
and less monocultural monochromatic
white v black monotheistic responsibility
for opportunities at-risk
among those organically gifted mammals
who don’t believe a colorful Earth
could sacredly matter.

Some people see color and say “Why?”
Yet when we can see that same color
within a prism’s octave unity,
wisdom might well engage “Why not!?”

Ask not what your eagle nation’s indigenous coloring can do for you;
ask what your wise owl poly-colored relationships can do
for our way too straight beige nation.
Or, even better, ask both eagle and owl
light perception and night wisdom
as if co-arising spectral passions
and non-violent resonance.

Some people say they don’t see
or hear
or feel color
but have no problem remembering their own,
and how they are
and are not
appreciated for diverse symphonic opportunities.

I look for those who do see color
and hope to make far more wisdom of it
than I could ever imagine
monoculturally alone
monotheistically lonely
monochromatically white
as an unholistic ghost.

With apologies to John F. Kennedy, taking issue with Ronald Reagan black and white reruns.

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Democracy v Autocracy

Is there a difference between human wisdom
and divine wisdom,
or are these the same?

Do empowering love
and enlightened wisdom always and everywhere nondually co-arise,
like yin and yang primal co-relationship?

So long as we have the wisdom to remain clear about what is love
incarnating cooperatively
and what is lust
distracted by monocultural competitions
seeking monotheistically entitled power-over,
when and where only polyamorous power-with
could possibly result in wisdom’s wealth
as healthy WinWin resilient outcomes.

Different,
because multicultural comprehensions of wisdom
often fail to achieve polyculturally co-empowering greatness,
stepping into history with cooperative ecosystemic fame
rather than outrageous competitions in egocentric infamy,
without co-arising love of polypathic health
sufficient for organically democratic ecopolitical wealth.

To become a great lover
without so much wisdom
is to become known, at best,
as a profoundly unsatisfied luster
to control other people’s,
and even all EarthTribe’s,
cooperative enlightenment power.

Jesus of Nazareth had something to say
about non-Solomonic powers
distracted from love of wisdom
by lust to hoard vast wealthy stores of power
to vainly secure oneself against future drains away
from reviving, cooperatively invested, organic wealth.

Such autocratic lust corrupts love’s wise inter-religious potential
for democratically comprehensive powers
accessible within each healthy, peace-invested, polypathic Ego.

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ReCentering Hope

I lay to waste
Earth-centered
omnisciently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
questing enlightened faith

Wasting Anthro-centered
wealthy sacred life,
overindulging Ego-preoccupied
healthy organic lust

Wasting Ego-healing opportunities
for Earth-centered healthy love,
greedily grabbing for immortality

Laying to waste
Earth-centered
omnipotently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
power questing fame

Wasting Anthro-recentering
wealthy organic life.

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Reconnecting Creation Stories

It is at least interesting to turn life’s political economy backward
through reverse-time focus.

Life’s memories of an uphill journey,
perhaps even a sacred pilgrimage,
toward an ultimate death of ego identity,
giving way voluntarily, or not,
to Earth’s regenerative potential, or not.

Let’s call this ecoconsciousness of light

As we mature,
we ascend and wonder
if and how and when we might ever reach
what we so hope will be a Win wealthy mind
and Win healthy body
both elegant and robust
somehow

Re-imaged
time revolving against biological odds of decay,
for all future lives we dread leaving behind,
despite our original rebirth problem
of egocentric death,
purgation

Approaching older ages of ominous portent,
youth’s omnipotent hopes more or less dashed,
lifetime’s rewinding feels remarkably easier to turn
disembodied images backward
toward Earth’s original embryonic becoming,
and marvel at compassion’s organic journey
toward this won time and win-worn space

This almost post-mortem summarizing moment
of embodied ego emergence
against all love-line odds

Now more transparent
reviving vistas of distance holy gained
to remind ourselves about how cleverly
and often clumsily,
yet inevitably,
we have arrived on this sacred pilgrimage
toward ego death regaining eco-conscious life,
organic Earth ascending,
continuing to co-arise unlikely rebirth

Until all interdependent bodhisattvas
reach back and forth
toward Alpha and Omega
winning sacred Time again
hard winning organic Place
as these EgoMind/EcoBody twin lenses
transubstantiate back toward one sacred SunLight
reviewing organic EarthPower purpose

Looking backward,
down this pilgrim hill
climbed toward elder autumn moments

Momentous interwoven opportunity feels easier and lighter,
more helpful, even compassionate.

To reframe Thomas Aquinas
with a both cause and effect recycling twist:
S/he who considers
absolutely (0)Source Origins
the highest cause of the whole universe,
namely Earth’s Creator God,
and considers also sacred these remaining effects
of organic EarthPower’s universal pilgrimage
toward fertile eco-omnipotent ego identity,
is most of all called wise.

If Yang GodMind is cause
then so is Yin GoddessBody
wisdom’s in-and-out flowing effect

If God is first Light cause,
then GaiaEarth double-binds
final Light/Power
meaningfully repurposed effect.

This historic organizing organic path
our natural phylogenic evolution
informs our polycultured creation story
of sacramental revolutionary effects
reverse imaging back through anthropocentric absence

Polyamorous organic bodies
continuing throughout this prehistoric journey
looking back through our long communion

Often frightening and angry disuniting trauma
death
loss
necessary anxiety to conjoin anticipation
of 0-soul’s originating
wind coitally covering water
sacred light roundly hovering organic power,
polyamorous YangMind regenerates each polyculturing YinBody

Re-ligiously reweaving
Earth’s optimal Alpha and Omega
Win/Win outcomes
through Passion’s love
for co-empathic Pleasure’s trust

In Earth’s health-wealth optimizing time
along this retrospectively ecological up-crowning space
anthropologically down-rooting
EcoMind/EgoBody cobinding
spirited-Light/natured-Power co-passion

Sacramental organic pleasure’s
polyamorous healthcare journey
beyond anthro-history’s Creator birth.

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I Wonder

I wonder
if our Naked Emperor
would recognize an authentic hoax
if he were looking in a mirror

And, further reflecting on that,
I wonder if this Naked Emperor would recognize
what really is our greatest threat to national security
while still gazing at himself
in the legacy mirror
of future history.

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Health Problems of TrumPublicanism

In Left and Right Hemisphere
coincidentia oppositorum mindful feelings,
claims Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi,
we find the sacred coital peaks,
the Taoist Tipping Points
of wu wei cosmic balance,
transforming sacredMind/organicBody
inter-religious integrity.

Cosmic ChristPeace practices
polypathically integrate sacred neurosystems
prescribed within organic EarthTribe’s ecosystems,
polyculturing divinely passionate memories
not limited by humanely pleasured imaginations.

Wealthy dense climates
reflecting ego-interior and eco-exterior
mind/body integrity
regenerating healthy politically liberated thoughts
and ecosystem conservative feelings.

Teilhard de Chardin charts a hopeful
1 MegaThesis/(0)Hypothetic
One Alpha/(0)Mega CoBinary Point
assuming win/win transformation models
deliver indigenously valued sacred meaning
organic purposes for bicamerally imaged imaginations
of Cosmic Christ ego/eco-consciously balancing

YangFather Sun enlightening
YinMother Earth empowering
grace of regenerativity

ReMembering
Eden’s ecopolitically polyculturally climaxing opulence,
humane and Other wise
gardens ebbing and flowing historic HerStories
recreating ecologically healthy
politically wealthy democracy within
invoking resilient peace
lovely resonance without.

EcoPolitics of Earth’s optimal regenerativity,
future cosmic inter-religious experience
develops through anthroMind/earthBody interdependent development
of a child with biological association needs
and self-isolating dissociation wants,
defensive immunities learned through long-active mistrusts
newly cognitive and prehistorically affective

Lacking nutritional and nurturing comforts
embryonic mindbodies begin deep learning
how to regeneratively self-organize
to co-operatively care for 1 ego-healthy/(0) eco-wealthy
needs for self/other
mind/body
crown/root cobinary wants/needs confluence.

With co-redeeming practice,
supported by a helpful, not condemning, family
and community
and ecopolitical climate,
infant powers reborn with others
expand from basic need
to be passionately appreciated
maturing compassionate wants
to become pleasure appreciative

Alpha needs to be neurosystemically anthro-loved,
reseeding Omega wants to become ecosystemic EarthTribe Lovers

Starting from needs
to be nutritionally respected
by journey end wants
to become reborn polypathically wealthy
polyvagally healthy
co-responsively respectful.

YangEgo verbally historic LeftBrain
deductively remembering
reweaving Elder RightBrain
preverbally herstoried Yintegration

Earth’s nurturing proportioning fractal-flow
toward bicamerally balancing ecopolitical maturation,
replete with DNA/RNA integral drive
to appositionally explore this ecotherapeutic balance
of independent Yang monocultural powers over others
reconnected re-ligioned re-generated
within interdependent Yin polyculturng powers with others

whole organic EarthTribal co-passioning health wealthy others;
fully DNA balance potentiated,
uniquely integrated biosystems,
primarily invested in ecopolitical health needs for ego
wanting prime ecological wealth for healthy all.

Transformative global transitions
re-approach bicameral indigenous wisdom
to co-invest in broader health needs
wealth wanting cooperative goals

Anticipating future win/win passion/pleasure climaxing satisfactions
cooperatively contenting, and certainly not competitively condemning,
this Cosmic PeaceClimate Cause.

Ego health-cultured ontogeny,
internal neurosystemic passion explosion
recapitulates
Eco wealth-climate phylogeny,
external ecosystemic pleasure implosion

To peak experience ecopolitical flow,
adds Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi,
we first identify AnthroYang risks
of LeftBrain messianic ideation
by letting go of power over others
as extensions of oneself

And second re-identify EarthYintegral opportunities
of RightBrain bodhisattva compassion feelings
by grabbing thriving health of democratizing power
without dissociative survivalist othering.

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Imagine Perfect Thanksgiving

Imagine you live in a daily environment
where and when everything you like
is already yours if you simply ask with gratitude,
and is more frustratingly ungraspable
if you cannot acquire sufficient gratitude to ask.

And, it doesn’t even matter whom you ask.
So you need not be troubled by complexities,
historically epic narratives,
about who owns what,
and who does not,
because everyone you meet knows it is their vocation,
it is among their reasons for being,
to give you whatever you want
whenever you want it with sufficient gratitude.

How might you respond to such power and riches,
to both give and to receive
in an exchange economy
that only values gratitude?

How might we gratuitously seed our fertile black soils
and sparkling clear clean rivers,
and smile back at our perfectly protective blue sky?

I don’t imagine this gratitude power
is magical.
I would not want power to be someone else.
I could not gratefully behold beautiful body
great mind perfection
and also gratefully want to possess that mindbody.

You do have the power to ask them, with gratitude,
to help you see and hear and smell and taste their beauty,
but not to own other organic bodies
without sufficient independent power
to appreciate gratitude of desire

Becoming safely healthy polyvagal powers with others
grateful for our mutually grateful compassion,
vulnerability,
cooperatively trusting co-investments,
because your powers of acquisition
are constrained only by this fair exchange economy
of mutual free-will gratitude.

Imagine, as you mature in wanting control,
the organic chemistry of mutually engaged gratitude
when you were an unwounded infant,
without fear of competitively unresponsive
ingratitude

A polycultural pronoia economy
of positive attitudes
without any learned possibility
of experiencing negative ingratitude.

Imagine how you might have heard:
You can be anyone you desire to become
with sufficient gratitude.
You have cooperative powers
to acquire whatever you can gratefully imagine,
as innocent of longing for the unattainable
as an unborn infant

Imagine, from birth,
this divinely human experience
of continuously
relentlessly
without fear-inducing exception
without blame or shame
without negative judgment
becoming whom
and having whatever we wish for
within an ecology of mutually extending gratitude
perfectly predictable trust
having only felt warmly appreciated mutual regard

Without any magical wonder
or mysterious awe
that you are not discontinuously struggling
sometimes longing
needing to break through dispassionate unpleasant feelings
to become whom and have what other organic beings
do not gratefully wish for you.

Imagine that self-gratitude
automatically generates
re-evaluated other-gratitude,
and vice-versa
self-as-also-other regenerating gratitude.

Imagine you are a healthy organic body
with a wealthy sacred mind
living love where and when
all you can gratefully take in
is ours to give each grateful trusting other.

What happens in your imaginative chemistries
when Win v Lose games of Keep Away
revert into Win-Win nondualistic games of Give Away,
but only when productive for
and consumptive of
co-empathic gratitude?

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