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Life Loving DualDark Night

Some days and nights
I am terrorized by death,
cold silo ache-echoing fear,
claustrophobic breathless dark
inevitable factness and finality
of my decomposing mortality,
and posthumous demise,
probably post-humorous as well.

What good is death
if it cannot at least absorb timeless entertainment?
Hopefully,
even some recreational opportunities
with their concomitant issues
soaring through our DNA-syntaxed COOPERATE tissues.

On better days and nights
I am merely fearful
that I am already dying
by not choosing to live fully.

For my terrorist days and nightmares,
a message from Yin Speaks her feminist Truth,
I have earned my sadness
and depression,
my badness concomitants
gifts of Fear,
more primordial than mere anthrocentric Anger
about vanities of power.

I have earned my rights of anger
about this existential predicament,
this issue about our own inevitable mindbody mortality,
this opportunity to stretch my love of life cooperative muscles
for myself, just as I am,
incarnating all our sadness and depression
with all our competing terrors and climatic-dissonance repressions
of love-centric health
PreMillennially suboptimizing
as LeftBrain deductive-only
Yang temporal-syntax dominant
regenerative DNA-monocultural-normative trend

Settling,
when we could choose more sublime poli-eco-colored Times
and Gods and Goddesses
of choice as ecoconscious light
Right PolyNomial Sacred Space as Time Her DualSelf.

Outlined in NotNot = LoseLose EcoSystemic Devolution
reverse dialectic-temporal
WinWin CounterRevolution, EcoLogic,
YinYin PermaMythic Tao’s wu wei,
++/(-,-) prime fractal Yang OVER YinYin,
CoOperative-ReGenerating TransParent DualDark
SelfOptimizing Continuous Quality Improvement Trends
predicting tellus polyalgae-rhythms,
reiterating river-trees of bilateral-neural function.

Well, anyway,
more about that whole PostMillennial History of Time
of eco-evolution as reverse double-bound revolution
co-gravitating equivalent dipolarity,
later, or earlier,
depending on whether we are already looking
into my future bicameral time travels
with Yang’s pen and right hand dominant language,
or not so much feelin’ that in your (0)-centric sad and suffering heart
of perpetual loneliness
and loss of hopefilled purpose.

But, back to politically competitive oppression
and our economic dis-ecological cognitive dissonance
about our self and other and Earth repression
of cooperative,
and yet surprisingly Trinitarian,
triple-bottom WinWin Line,
healthy economic/ecologic opportunities.

When I’m sad and depressed,
feeling repressed and or repressed,
that’s because I am not crazy
in a too-Yang dominant-deductive consciousness
now co-arising emergent political-economic global networks
of cooperative opportunities
co-echoing-conscious health and therapy vocations
bicamerally DNA with dipolar RNA syntax confluent
tipping our two eyes and ears
to hunt optimal mainframe WinWin Health
and Safety
and Equity CQI Outcomes,
new notnot impossibilities of hope,
empowered by divesting, starving,
decomposing LoseLose Devolution
MonoCultural Political-Fat
dissonantly, yet transparently, dipolar,
OverDrafting Earth’s EcoNormic Balance,
defined as love of health outcomes
equitable to full DNA/RNA spectrum of polycultured life.

It’s hard to hunt this bicameral balance
when my well-earned sadness
about self and other depression
oppressive repression,
stress of chronic dissonance
sparking global autistic-overpopulation
DNA-dissonating ecto/endo symbiotic
co-empathic political and economic feedback messages,

It’s time to turn increasing DNA rabidity around
to find more cooperative and grace-filled
WinWin healthy gifts and eco-normic opportunities.

It’s time to find each other
and give full-voiced co-empathic hope.
Hearing voices may be less crazy
and more polypathically functional
than not listening to our own voices
of permacultural and ecological healthy-reasons
for our seasons
of sadness and gladness
as LoseLose AND WinWin
as losing to win ecosystemic “healthy” balance
for Earth, and therefore RNA,
and therefore DNA’s further,
more cooperative
and graceful kinda’ endosymbiotic
positive-trending WinWin,
Both-And
dialectic-dipolar
continuously reiterative positive Beloved
Conversations,
choosing both Internal with External
EcoCentric Voices.

Speaking of ecocentric,
Richard Dawkins speaks in my dominant Left mindbody voice
investing systemic, bionic, robotic analogies
for our shared exegetical consciousness
of evolutionary survival
as anthro-logically required,
and, if not continuing evolution,
then how would a robot
trend climatic devolution?

And,
should that become anything
to do with LoseLose hierarchical-monocultural,
mutual-competitive,
so that each EgoPlayer must choose
either Win or Lose
and is prohibited by Ego’s bicamerally self-blinding restraint,
repression, sadness,
suffering LeftBrain dominant environmental nurture,
temporarily blind to double-binding regenerative resonant  Both/And resolutions
ubiquitously copresent in fractal and double-octave functions and frequencies
of light as energy and sound and feeling and taste and touch…
to always prefer choosing Win to CoWin,
regenerating-revolving EcoRNA/DNA
confluently double-bound (0)-soul centric
political with economic and rational
Left-Right bicameral balancing
love as synergetic life.

When my mindbody will let me choose
more self-with-other,
both-and,
Win-Win
wu wei life,
that is choosing empathic love,
so it helps to always try to choose it,
one CoPresent Conscious Moment
within timelessly unfolding grace of Time.

I don’t know about future or past,
but I do know I am at least sometimes
bicamerally eco-present
co-arising EcoGravitator
transparently and primally rooting
in P=N(NP)
ecosystemic dipolar-temporal neural
OCQI PermaCultural Integrity, or at least intent,
and diapraxis-trend,
of DNA-Love Left loves Healthy RNA Right
Regenerating C+,+/(-,-) Codex
(0)-soul 4D equivalent-fractal
co-empathic synergetic ecosystemic embryo,

Loving EgoMe as EcoOur and Earth’s future cooperative investments
more than past’s competitively monocultured poli-economic
duress.

Let’s see
probably a walk outdoors at 20-degrees windchill
while writing poetry in front of warm wood stove,
enjoying morning’s excellent bright late-February
glazing glare on snowy white exterior
from this interior RightBrain Balancing view
of love as health,
maybe some breathing and stretch,
less kickin’ ass,
with just a little open crack of one window
west and one east,
to embrace daytime co-empathic atmospheres,

Interior as Exterior polyculturing dipolar ecoconsciousness
of Time’s CoArising Dialects
for past with future diapraxis
and syntax,
rhythm with rhyming reasons,
like seasons of life
with dark as warm wisdom
to cold freezing dissonance of sad repressive

Point of Origin/Birth of LanguageLeft:
That whole LeftBrain DNA-language evolutioning branch research project,
emerging from Elder RNA-embryonic (0)-souled
polypathic health of Sun’s ReGeneration.

Results so far
project global DNA/RNA health-trend confirmed,
time to revolve Earth’s Ship
more cooperatively with polyculturally ecological outcomes
for minimizing climatic loss
of populations through ecosystemic disaster scenarios
for future DNA evaporate as N/A ReGenerative Potentiators.

Time to square root our Yin-nutrient flow,
thereby balancing our LeftBrain BiCameral Temporal-Neural
DNA/RNA Normative ThermoDynamic,
PermaCultural Trending Balance;
more resonant full-octave harmonies
of political past functions with eco-nomial regenerative positive futures.

To Be Present WINWIN polyculturing love
equal to NotNot become trapped
in either/or double-binding Win/Lose EgoCentric
unbalanced thinking
when ecoconsciousness of breathing balanced left with right,
this moment as all of time,
is all function time employed to recreate this Ego,
and the only function I regret to leave behind
so richly dense incarnated
beloved bicameral EgoMind.

What a fascinating ride,
surfing co-gravitating times and landscapes,
noticing tweeks and squeaks
terrified of climatic crimes against Earth’s future children,
speaking to PostMillennial WinWin regenerators.

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Natural States of Being

Who were you today,
at your best moments?

Grouchy hermit
already missing quality dream times
and rhythms
when chimes greet pre-light’s crust frosty dawn,
to get Yang, then Yin, up and out of our sangha,
ready to enter their own daytime sanghas,
tired of such anciently perennial retired,
repeat,
reiterate,
Monday through Friday.

Notice
red coal scaly patterns
in blackened ash logs,
burning to fluffy carbon chalk,
nutrient potential for some soils,
although not mine,
perhaps my neighbor’s?

Joy
for a bright, although admittedly too intermittent, sun,
sliding in and out of hiding.

A smile,
where one would otherwise have been sadly absent.

Cold
feeling Arctic on my ears and neck
and nose
and through my nose out toward my aching bone marrow,
yet near my well-heated
and brightly lit
destination.

Ellen Fisher on NPR saying
“No one gets out of love alive.”
with so much enthusiasm and passion
for regenerative feelings and empathic maturing capacity
to manage anger’s ego-offense
with a strong remembering love’s co-opportunity defense
against high risk anthrocentric,
ego-bratty behavior.

Gratitude
for Yin political and economic cooperative opportunities
seeking harmonic balance.

Terror
of untimely rest as grace,
of older-wiser intent
without time to hear Earth’s glamorous response,
to newfound mutually speaking parts
and songs of dancing glances.

Gently eagerly lifting
blue tarp skirt
of my elegantly stacked woodpile,
seducing me with more fuel
for erotic clandestine fires.

Feeling Yang feeding on my third eye spot,
sucking in any embodied nutrients she might hope to find
within such grandfatherly care,
laughing together
at just how silly we appear
even to ourselves,
together.

Still,
yet contenting with this narrow midway
modestly chasing Gods of True Love reborn
long-married to Gods and Godesses of Angry Past Deductions
meet Fear of Future’s Inductive
dualdark function,
confluent dialectical ego-demise
sinking into moonfilled eco-hibernation.

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ReConnecting Conscious Natures

About this “reconnecting with Earth”
environmental business,
my great start to recall,
how healthy life felt and smelled and tasted
and sounded and dynamically reverberated
as an infant still in EarthMom’s warm womb,
producing manna’s heaven,
perfectly organic nutrient values and commodities
as required by regenetic menu instructions
for health and safety of me,
this eco-baby.

Born with enculturing transformational
erector-convex-ecosystemic directions,
for transforming EarthEgo’s alternative identity,
sucking and breathing in eco-individuating nutrients of evolution
to exhale rich compost for resynthesis
of Earth’s co-habitators,
spirit-nature breaths of eco-atmosphere,
seasonal functions interior and exterior,
within Ego as without Eco
co-gravitating love as life frequencies
and eco-functions.
bionically dipolar information
as positive concaving strings of health-trends,
over ex-functional, irrational,
monocultural-monopolistic-monoranting,
yet still primally co-related
double-negative bound Time
convexing eco-consciousness.

I prefer my home and family buttoned
primed to diastatically absorb and invite,
more embryonically enriching polyculture
rather than too wild and disorderly,
disheveled and irrationally negative,
messages sent through pathological cultural high risks
of unbalancing competing dissonance.

I prefer natural ordered spirit polyshades and primal dialects,
communication and eco-tempered communicants
discovering poli-economic regenerative vocations,
freely invited to follow sequential-cooperative WinWin rules
of grace, and not so much bad karma,
nutrition-producing permaculture principles
with polyculturing nutritious love of healthy outcomes.

I have been hurt by too much wild
struggling against my too much gay male
by fear that loss of homophobic strength
struggling with fear and anger
about my too-wild sensuality
might self-recruit toward loving bisexuaity,
if only vicariously,
imaginatively as sensual positive,
to love me as my mindbodies
are Left and Right entwined content.

Fear hates poly and/or meta-sensuality,
cannot comprehend co-arising co-gravitation
without ego-anthro anger boundaries of LeftBrain supremacy;
fear to open trust’s door to boundless mindbody love
for other bicamerally balancing processors of lovely health,
just like yours.

Too wild
these fears and angers scare me,
preferring my home and family
polyculturally buttoned-formed
to optimally unleash
our full-polypathic wild
balancing freedoms toward political empowerment
of ecological bilaterality,
Time’s safely inclusive becoming,
with freedom from economic disempowerment
of full DNA/RNA Tribal Health and Safety.

If Yin functions Time’s evolutionary intention,
then Yang forms Spatial will to practice
encouraging three-dimensional cooperative plans
unfolding 4D RealTime WinWin Tree-structures
of evolution incarnating health and therapy
to regenerate bi-functional transformation,
growth of healthy wealthy echoing-reiterative love,
dearth of “other”;
Yin-Elder Right’s intended Maternal Time
and power to balance flow,
extended.

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CoOperative Theism

What is the difference between a theist and an atheist?

A bicamerally balancing eco-teleologist.

Well, so what’s that; an eco-teleologist?

You, if you believe the Earth is your co-gravitational (0)-centric epi-ecocenter.

So, who wouldn’t believe that?

Probably no one.

So, why, exactly, is this an issue I need to look at right now?

Because, if you are an ecotheist, then you are also a (0)-interest bodhisattva warrior poli-economist, presumably.

Wow, I really did not see that coming at all!

Yes, well, I get that all the bilateral time.

Hmmm…. I can see that in sort of a 4D WinWin Cooperative EcoOccupyers ReJoin RNA Tribal Network, kinda’ way.

 

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Were You There?

Were you there
when we nailed health culture
to the cross?

Weren’t you there?
I thought we were all there!
Wasn’t that our Big Bang of an Idea?

Let’s just forgive each other for all that angry history
of hurt and loss and painful suffering,
torture and lapses into extermination of subpopulations
based on quite a list of characteristics,
gender and sexuality, age, religion,
occupation, attire,
placement of domicile within v without walls
of acquisitive EgoAnthro-possession,
and on and on….
Then too we have all that slavery,
adding commodification to the domestication
of our value for healthy human mindbodies.

So, yes, the nail of Angry Cultural Climate
pierces Left’s deductive memory screaming past
irrationally unacceptable tolerance
of collective cognitive-affective dissonance
when we are invited into Easter’s new-life resonance
of regenerative health trends.

But, I also thought we were all there
in our more global RNA-centered Right Yin MindBody,
terrified of AnthroEgo’s biosystemic culture
of climatic transitions toward timeless demise.
How could YHWH continue to be Father
to Son’s Becoming
and yet let His beloved EgoSon die?

Did we misunderstand something about our shared
“child of YHWH” status?
Might we be our Father’s first RNA Creation Story,
told and retold through bicameral beating
and breathing
and noticing dipolarity of Time’s Him/Her Self-regeneratively
healthy evoluting climate?

I thought our primal crucifixion story
was our co-redeeming health and safety self-perpetuation narrative
of love as synergetic therapy
for angry history
and fear of future shortage of YHWH-Time CoPresent;
you know, the hellfire and brimey damnation scenarios
all the way through
“I never have enough quality time for myself” plot-lines,
long-reiterated cognitive-affective dissonance
and dismay and decay
and all negatively correlated
with healthy, regenerate YHWH-flow
of Time’s co-arising Positive trends
(notnot negative, and binomial/bilateral, equivalent),
eating and sleeping,
communing in generous nutritional climates.

So, how do we get to this true Easter cultural climate
without first getting ourselves down
off that Left-brain over-dominant cross?

I suppose this is where the Right-brain comes in,
concave and dipolar-temporal recessive tomb,
embracing Ego-purgation.
But, you know, I find it a whole lot easier
to trust it feels and is much safer,
perhaps even a bit relaxing and contenting,
to purge my lungs
when I know we have plenty of fresh nutrition,
healthy cultural climate
to breathe right back in again.

Left-Right bicameral ecoconscious Evolutionaries,
Permaculturist Bodhisattva Warriors,
EcoTherapists and Occupiers,
Medicine Care Optimizers and 7-Generation Sustainers,
PolyPathic Mystics of Revolutioning Peace,
New ZeroInterest Investors
and Lifestyle Mentors and Teachers,
Cooperative Networkers and Game Designers,
it’s PostMillennial Time
to design an Easter
cooperative economics
with polycultural politics
actively co-networking Communion!

We keep telling ourselves
this same creation Easter story
every year.
You can’t spring Easter season
of new cooperative healthy growth outcomes
without first investing
decompositional temporal-dialectic analysis time
in tomb of winter.
And, you can’t dwell within this purgative-embryonic tomb
as womb,
without first letting yourself down from all those angry crosses
and using them to devise
primal permacultural mapping strategies
for WinWin health and equity outcomes
this climatic summer of Time’s DiPolar Diastasis.

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Stand Up With Me

Warm wind circulates
night’s conspiracy of primal option:

Stand up with me!
or Give way!,
let us have this day,
it cannot be your’s alone.
We bare too many sickly souls
for soulful mediocrity.

Stand up with me.
Help.
Or, please get out of our healthy way
for this day is ours
to plant and harvest ecotherapy,
consumer with production econormativity,
as from permacultural,
as polycultural-outcomed, old,
time’s ecosystemic regenerativity.

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We’re All Angry?

No, Speaker Ryan,

I respect your mind, but we are not all angry.

In fact, some of us think it is a somewhat pathological idea

to try to develop health and safety policies for others

out of anger and fear,

when we could choose motivations of cooperative love and peace.

I am sorry you are angry,

but please do not project  your concerns about lack of competitively viable outcomes

onto me,

and millions of others who believe that love is

and should be

stronger and healthier than anger and fear,

who know that pathological policy environments

are unlikely to evolve therapeutic regenerative resolutions

toward optimally healthy outcomes for you, or me, or Earth,

much less all three.

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If our Price is Right

“At the beginning of the twenty-first century,
for the luckiest
[high-risk and opportunity for eco-consciousness]
people who have ever been born,
it seems that our passionate pursuit of individuation
has reached its [EgoLeft dominant] apex.”

“We have discovered that we are [also] part of a vast,
complex,
multidimensional
[polynomial, polycultural, polypathic, polymorphic, polysymbiotic]
fourteen-billion-year process
that is evolving right now,
as ourselves
[AND Other AND Earth
as WinWinWin eco-cooperative poli-economic
love-medicine systemic health resolution].”

“And our ability to recognize this vast [healthy/pathological] trajectory
that lies behind us
and that still lives within us
allows us to appreciate
the tremendous significance of the [great transitional] moment
we are [evolving] in.”

The awakening of this evolutionary
[ecoconscious bilateral-dipolar systemic comprehension]
shatters the postmodern predicament.
And it is up to those of us who recognize this liberating context–
the luckiest [bicameral balancing] people in the world–
to make ourselves available
to the [coarising] energy and [co]intelligence that has,
over tens of thousands of years,
patiently cultivated our human capacity
for higher [and deeper] consciousness
and [self/other interdependent Left/Right eco-dominant] cognition,
so that it [regenerative healthy love]
can take the next step,
through us and as us.”

Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment, pp. 83-84, 2011, SelectBooks

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ZenGarden Moonlight

What might be your perfect way
to awake with joy and gratitude each morning
within this new day
of opportunity and mourning?

For me,
this morning’s epiphonic awakening
into Beloved Paradise,
would open my eyes to a full bright winter moon
shining through my bedroom window
greeting pale yellow dawn
fading starlit sky of not quite night.

To awake fully conscious
I am more than loved
and seldom feared
or cause for anger,
if only because I am,
as are all Earth’s re-creations,
reborn Full Moon’s eco-fertile nurturing love,
and reverse-time elliptical fear of climatic Ego death
into EcoLife’s Full Moon Climax,
and pouty dual-dark transparent Absence,
of full bilateral revolving Moon’s regenerate-therapy light
day, transparent-linked with night’s transition dreaming
drenched in Full Moon’s light,
realizing I have another hour
before that fearful angry alarm goes off,
and I once again wake up to Business As Usual
EgoLeft, too-Yang dominant to remember
Full Moon’s designing bright
flowing time’s self-promoting dreams as Love
defined-deduced-reduced by DualDark Absence.

We ReGenerate therapeutic-intended natural gardens by day,
revolving Love’s sacred spiritual FullMoon Buddhabody by night,
Ego as EcoTime’s light AND dualdark
FullSelf-Conscious
BiLaterally Revolutionary Moon,
zen-centered toward and around Earth,
radiant and gratefully double-bound
eco-gravity balance,
in octave-fractal frequent waves of light
and not=faith-in-not-yet
co-arising risk+opportunity.

What might be our perfect way
to start and end each day
with humane/divine timely dreams
of peace-stretching polypathic nights?

From whence derive awakening reborn transitions,
watering polyculture-garden love
drowning past and future Ego-monoculture,
Absence of fertile NighTime conversation.

We dance with dreams of grandfather Sun’s universal time.
We dream in chains,
dualdark yet transparent,
of grandmother Moon’s Full and Dark,
love-medicine v pathology, Times.

But, what do I know
about consciousness of rhythm and rhyme,
I’ve been up for hours,
all ecologically regenerative wealth
evaporated with the rising sun.

I suppose this is the “mourning” side
of night’s re-creative Absence.

At noon my mind bows East and West,
spiritual practice shapes liturgical rites
and steps of each gardening day,
as regenerate natural intent shapes non-linguistic flow
and function of each night,
investing with emergent Elders
from DNA’s EarthTribal Voice
of streams,
and seasons,
atmospheric sea,
and eco-gravitating moon’s forest light.

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If We Were Foresting Health

If you were a tree,
or even a revolving cultural tree of history,
SunGod would gift-forward
fore-give
ProGenerate your positive/negative perennial waves of energy,
nutrition, healthy midway
between fear of freezing to death
and angry memories of nearly dying of thirst.

And,
you could be an EcoCentric-SuperEgo Tree
regenerating/volutionary positive/negative
EcoGod-as-Verb,
with light-squared Left
meets dual-dark Right
to function with dipolar TransParent Prime CoRelation.

Otherwise and other places and times
also known as Allah’s self-regenerative Tree of WinWin Life Creation,
richly rooted in NotNot Lose (0) RNA/DNA-bicameral-centric
EcoHealthy and EcoLogical Life.

If we were EarthTribe’s BiCameral Foresting Trees
we would celebrate together
SunGod TaoZen of YangTime’s Medicinal 4D-(0)-soul,
emerging WinWin EcoTherapeutic Warriors
and Shamanic Elders,
but also GoddessGaia Earth of Queen Shabbat YinYin,
both Sun/Heaven and Soil/Earth
together feeding poly-empathic co-gravitational balance,
evolving rich healthy compost within our forest of thirsty roots.

When I remember back through shared tree roots,
I recall before God could ever possibly become languaged as a Noun,
god must have been effectively nutritious nondual co-arising Nature’s action,
growing polycultural differentiation and balancing freedoms
within Time’s dialectical infrastructure of
developmental seasons,
light’s electromagnetic primal (0) balance,
composed of timeless DNA syntaxed memories of neutral norms,
and bilaterally time-bound
bicamerally decomposed
sensory experience
of time’s healthy and pathological patterns
and rhythm-fractal rhymes.

Allah was a medicinal verb
before becoming our Noun,
made in bicameral human-natured ecosystemic mindbody
language creating polycultural stories
of medicinal verbs paradising
before becoming our Heaven+EarthTribe Deserted Forest
of Paradise Lost.

To be fully human life’s potential
is to become humane,,
as to be fully sacred-natural life’s potential
is to divinely healthy compost ourselves,
cooperatively with co-arising others,
for all Earth’s Desert-thru-Forest RNA/DNA Tribes.

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