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Gold Health and Nutrition Standards

If political scientists study power relationships,
could economists study interior as exterior landscapes
for cooperative/competitive nutrient-flow/struggle
and dynamic birth through decomposition trends?

Both political and economic researchers,
one and all together,
of sound ecologically healthy exegetical mind
and regenerating ribonucleic embryonic body.

Our not-so-hidden cooperative political DNA agenda
as this humanizing species,
would appear to evolve toward sustainably regenerative
multicultural ecosystemic
nested networks of communication,
through plural-equivalent freedom to and from information communities,
both verbal and non-verbal egos,
Earth-resident mindbodies,
including English-speaking male scientific researchers,
including wealthy people,
including politically powerful and ballistic totalitarians and terrorists,
but not any more or less so
than any other mindbody,
including your own internal universal plurality
of integrative organic equality.

While not headline news-worthy,
yet neither inscrutable or supremacist,
evolutionary history itself proves we intend developing
a healthy cooperative learning culture
rooted in Basic Attendance,
or functional Yang/Yin Balance,
or BiCameral Balance,
or animus-anima gestalt balance,
or octave-crystal temporal harmonics,
learning whatever creation and self-development story you prefer to invite
from your own encultured repertoire of experience and imagination.

Which life-value culture becomes less salient
as we continue learning all cultural roads lead toward healthy cooperative teleological,
political,
economic research of life’s relational transactions,
investments and divestments,
within each day’s classroom.

We continue to learn by building and dismantling our political,
economic,
ecological relationships,
transactional research investments,
struggling together to sort our confluence from our dissonance,
our contentment through our contentiousness.

Our Golden Health opposite of tyranny and terror
seeks globally regenerative equal access to cooperative nutritional enculturation
within our mindbody landscapes,
and without,
1. Other humane landscapes—
learning integrative ecoconsciousness together;
2. Other EarthTribal Landscapes, eco- and bio-systems;
3. Earth’s Universal metaphysical bilateral-temporal landscape
of cold winter nights
through full diastatic days of summer,
then summer through dualdark winter’s reprise.

Cooperative political economic relationships and transactions,
co-mentoring throughout our families and schools,
throughout our health and education and security
and defense systems,
throughout our cooperative financial institutions,
our public sector tax and invest budgets
and healthy cooperative,
nutritionally rich policy planning procedures,
political design parties,
policy discernment through scattered-site networks,
meetings of EarthTribe enculturing minds
with ecoconscious growing bodies.

You did not invite this incarnation,
your Elders did.
You did not invite this humanizing political-economic species,
Earth did.
Just as Earth did not invite SpaceTime Earth’s orbit,
Sun did.
Yet we compose and dance and language our mutual invitations
within this regenerative humanizing species
to continue spreading our Golden EarthTribe CoMentoring Rules
throughout our personal and public orbits,
seeding and refueling our equal plurality of freedom Golden Ratios,
and polypathic polycultured Golden Cooperative Information Networks
predicting WinWin nutritional outcomes.

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History’s Teachable Moments

Most of what happened in Uncle Ollie’s all too public life also resonated through his private transformations.

S/he became perhaps the first ever U.S. Secretary of Education without so much as a lowly Teacher’s Certificate in his/her bio, but was tapped more or less on the strength of her Certification as a Permaculture Designer, which s/he had ecologically mapped onto the Political Sciences of PostMillennial Taoism, in her text bearing that title.

In the early weeks of her tenure as Secretary (0)-Liver Glory, s/he now appearing only as Ms, if someone really needed a gender label to use, “…or how about Trans(0)Liver?” S/he often threw seeds toward the wind, but not all caught—that came along a little after her time with us.

Uncle Ollie agreed to speak on the topic of educational priorities during a National Governor’s Conference. S/he said, after her remarks went viral, that she didn’t realize she was to address the entire assembly, much less anticipate CNN and other media attention.

Thank you for your warm welcome here in Texas. The last time I was here I was at the Dallas-Fort Worth Airport walking barefoot on the grass for a minute or so before a remarkably outraged Texas State Police Officer informed me I would be arrested if I did not get off the grass immediately.

I looked and listened to the chemically enriched grasses speak their sterilized voices, as best they could, and found no complaint from there. So I asked the Officer why would I be arrested for standing on public Texas soil.

For trespassing. Can’t you read? The signs say “Keep off the Grass.”

So, anyway, namaste for not greeting me with Keep off our Grass. I am slowly learning that, if thinking of landing in Texas, it is best that I am first invited, and second, I carefully follow written directions.

You asked me to say a few words about educational policy in the U.S., presumably because of, or even despite, germane remarks published in Political Sciences of PostTaoism as PermaCulturing Design and Healthy Education Development.

 In Pronia, Rob Brezsny writes “As long as we give up our control fantasies, we’ll always get what we want.” (p. 174)

Yes, Mr. Brezsny, but is what we want also what we need for good health, for mental health, for healthy absorbent listeners and productive consumers of Earth’s richly communicating history?

I am not so new to the Department of Education to have retained any control fantasies.  Yet I am still new enough to remain awed by learning what people most want to learn, to have more abundant, happy pursuits of contenting peace and political with economic justice.

What do we most want to learn? Are these reflected in our pedagogical priorities, in our learning environments, our mental health facilitation gestalts, in our Positive Psychology?

 And, should this primal question of learning to live within our healthiest best integrity not remain our highest and best global educational priority?

Healthy learning outcomes for individuals, families, communities,

biosystems and ecosystems,

co-mentor healthy learning,

polypathic intentions, plans, designs,

program implementation and post-coital evaluation.

 

In Permacuture Design

and in Taoism

and other mindfulness-rooted ecotherapies,

we begin healthy learning with focused (0)-zone bicameral listening

to co-arise deep learning

what and why and how this healthy information,

communication,

where and when and why these cooperatively therapeutic civil eco-servants

can and will learn from each other

our self-governing evolutionary proclivities and preferences of healthy intuitive mind

and DNA-norm-rooted body development,

polycultural maturation,

consumption co-arising productive vocational rebalance,

political relationship and economic transaction as ecological coherence,

integrity of polypathic prehension through comprehension,

deep personal as public sectoral healthy ecoconsciousness,

listening-learning cooperative education,

co-mentoring co-messiahs,

revolutionarily inclusive multicultural non-verbal co-mentors,

evolving cooperative listening-learner co-mentorships

within loving life families, and schools, and communities.

 

Healthy,

contented,

happy minds in bodies

most want to learn how to perpetually mature,

reiterate and propogate,

resonate and resolve as recreate,

regenerate this deep learned and learning history of enculturing health,

and dissonant pathology.

 

I believe healthy extended families,

extending across all this Milky TaoWay of History’s Revelation,

yet especially within our EarthTribe’s polymorphic healthy Truths

as tastes-good Beauty,

and further extending back through time

to our still-emerging (0)Riginal BlackHole Tipping Point

of  this our sometimes civil SelfEducating-ReGenerating Universe,

now further extending forward

toward health-regenerative educational deep learning priorities,

within vast RealTime as SpaceTime frame,

we, invested in governing,

remain most polyculturally-multiculturally ideal for experiencing,

noticing,

reiterating,

reclaiming,

remembering,

reincarnating educational health

as ecologically self-governing,

deep-learning wealth of Earth’s temporal dialects and seasons.

 

Healthy deep learning listeners

co-mentor health as wealth of polypathic education planning,

implementing,

assessing CQI healthy education outcomes.

Not quite a mantra,

perhaps an outline

as mutual Secretaries of Education as Deep Learning CoMentoring Vocations.

 

But, this Secretary would very much appreciate hearing now

from you.

As you listen to your students,

as you have yourself become a student,

as you continue pushing through as a student,

at least of your own evolutionary development,

what is most important to learn,

and therefore to teach,

if it is not how to cooperatively love healthy relationships

and eco-normic transactions?

How and where do we already focus within narrow cusps

of doublebound NOW,

where Yang’s truthing powers

and Yin’s dipolar coarising harmonic function

swim and fly,

sometimes walk too heavily Yang,

and sometimes struggle against rather than with each Other.

 

Yet ultimately we evolve Earth’s MidWay CoArising healthy love

of learning through cooperative

evolutionary

mutually-subsidiary education,

rooted way way back

in aptic Basic Attendance co-empathic listening,

absorbing, ingesting,

breathing Yang air in  Yin’s wet flowing atmospheric frequencies out

among Earth’s co-arising Tribes.

 

Please use all our microphones to share with us

your own hopes for the future of learning priorities on Earth,

because all lives matter,

or life itself does not matter

because it cannot sustain healthy internal and external climates—

deductively reducing ourselves to timeless future regenerating investments of dust.

 

Secretary Glory,

while I think I see where this heads,

facilitating pedagogical health environments

and interpersonal relationships,

I remain concerned,

especially as Governor of Texas,

that even Lone Star states continue too much ineffective response

to remedial learning situations facing growing numbers of life’s students.

Especially those not prepared to become students,

adolescents not aware of integrities possible for becoming healthy adults,

PostMillennials who are better prepared to co-mentor abuse and neglect,

boredom and depression and chronic stress,

hyperactivity,

LeftBrain attention deficits

and death-row watches.

 

To discover or recover personal and public health

do we need to invest more in Anger Management

and NonViolent Communication?

Perhaps I am too addicted to my control fantasies,

but how do we get from teaching bored,

disinvested,

alienated,

angry,

frightened,

too-often bullied,

if only by ignorance and general neglect of healthy curiosity,

consumers of historical-cultural information

within pedagogical gestalts designed for happy healthy positively engaged

co-mentoring investors in learning

these hows and whys of healthy personal,

social,

political,

economic,

and ecological development?

 

I appreciate and share your question, Governor,

share your concern

and hope your question addresses all assembled here today.

 

And, while your question does not ask,

who is responsible for setting a healthy stage for learning

personal and public distinctions between healthy interests,

rather than pathological ruminations of egocentric stuckness,

co-mentored collective addictions to anger and fear management,

this is a question that I also find within my Taoist way

of understanding regenerativity as healthy balance,

wherein yin political responsibility for learning relationships

remains equitably shared, at least normatively,

within our sense of justice and fair cooperative play,

with yang’s default authority,

responsive relationships as voiced response

co-arising yang/yin self and social,

personal as also public,

responsibility within authority blending culpability for consciousness,

knowing as co-learning,

expecting actively co-operative open communication,

especially within remedial fissures and foaming fulminations

of anger and fear management,

where love might thrive as co-operative peace co-mentoring development.

 

Where lies this moral culpability,

where our sense of responsibility emerges predefined

by grey-limned authorities?

Cooperatively intended political sciences

produce cooperative economies

within communication’s healthy v. toxic responsibilities.

 

If innocence is absence of culpable responsibility,

could ignorance evolve through educational neglect of culpable authority?

Learning health emerges most apparent, vivacious,

where yang’s truth authority, empowerment,

conjoins yin’s collatorally symmetrical co-mentoring responsibilities

for learning from informing functional behaviors,

verbal with non-verbal,

thought with feelings,

positive as doubly negative,

within as doubly without,

folding as doubly unfolding.

 

Both innocence and ignorance are drawn to mystery,

medicine,

health

rather than stagnant pathologies,

as comprehension seeks wisdom,

as animus eroticizes agapic anima,

as love seeks life amongst ourselves,

as health seeks regenerative abundance,

multicultural learning outcomes

through active evolutionary cooperativity.

 

Perhaps our educational priorities are now already evolving

to teach one integrative polypathic regenerative story,

through diverse paradigmatic lenses.

Leaves with stems are icons of dynamic economic-nutritional health systems,

as seeds and eggs emerge ecological regenerative research

through embryonic revolutions of healthy learning fertility.

As I watch the CNN replay, a pregnant pause emerges from Secretary Glory’s abrupt, yet potentially fertile, end. A pause increasingly ambiguous and momentous, even as I sit before Uncle Ollie’s kitchen table, late this night, knowing how this silence must unfold.

Later, (0)-Liver sends a follow-up letter addressed oddly to the “Governors of these Yet-Uniting States”:

I am aware, in hindsight, that you, public sector Governors, and hopefully private sector healthy self-governors, may share my own curiosity about ancient, still-evolving, histories of social and economic governance.

When Earth’s self-educational story did not yet include the self-awareness resources of DNA,

when all Earth’s Tribes were RNA rooted in composting soil,

what did we learn

to personally,

and more politically and economically,

more public sectorally,

regenerate self-governance of life

through safe and healthy principles of development?

 

In this, our PostMillennial Era,

we discover a profoundly historical-evolutionary question,

with implications for educational priorities,

yet also for biosystemic and ecosystemic self-governance,

thinking more inclusively,

as a forest of networking root systems might co-arise

Trees of LeftBrain Economic Truth as RightBrain Political Beauty.

 

The PreMillennial distinction

between Moose “power”

and Owl “medicine”

goes on back toward the origins of the PermaCultural Agrarian Era.

In this time,

“power” more or less translated into what we might call therapeutic,

or health-power.

 

Power could not yet be a tool distinguishable from self-identity.

Rather power was most widely experienced in the context of “power with Other,”

regardless of who or how “Other” was perceived.

Power with Other to procreate,

to hunt together,

to demonstrate building of fires and planting of seeds,

co-mentoring communications,

all cooperatively functional,

competitively dissonant and dysfunctional.

 

This blend of therapy and power,

according to Julian Jaynes’ evolutionary theory,

emerges from Elder Right hemispheric roots

to dominate language cultures

as the correlational ability to perceive “not me”

as core identity of what later became encapsulated in “therapy-positive”

and “pathology-negative”

and both relational,

indistinguishable from “sole-identity power.”

 

The first cultural experience of power

becomes the ability of “self” referencing as “not-Other;”

a “self” that evolves dipolar co-arisingly identifiable from “not-self”

because of perceived,

then learned, further reinforced, spatial-temporal distinctions

deriving from Prime DiPolar CoIdentity Relationship,

distinction between what “self” could unilaterally control,

and what self could not autonomously control.

 

Prior to LeftBrain dominance over RightBrain aptic confluence,

our RNA-Elders, grass and trees and coral reefs,

had no possibility of confused awareness

between internal-univocal yin-power

and bilaterally interdependent, mutually symbiotic,

co-mentoring Yang/Yin CoArising Power.

 

The original “self” awareness embryonically emerges,

continues to emerge,

from time as light’s primal Eulerian infrastructure of “We-ness,”

an ionic,

then ergodic,

then bilateral co-gravitating ProteanYang with DiPolar Elating YinYin elective function,

confluent, mutually-held, synergy between emergent YangEgo

and composting Elder YinEmbryonicOther,

love as LaoTse’s contentment,

as Basic Attendance among our Bodhisattva Occupiers of DeepLoveLearning,

(0)Riginal temporal experience of undifferentiated integrity,

which becomes iconically languaged as Original Intent

of MedicineEarthOther,

a cooperative dipolar co-arising ReGenerative Network,

time as both Yang light c-squared,

and yinyin e-squared fractal-function

of ecosystemic EarthBound RNA/DNA thermodynamic balance.

 

As we compare notes across our public sector governing desks,

each with co-arising responsibility and economically culpable authority,

it seems to me that overall regenerative health evidence of history

suggests deep political learning evolves highest and best-outcome projections

with rich cooperative ecological polypathic co-investments in co-mentoring nutrients,

rather than suboptimizing remedial toxins of anger and fear management

without pro-actively co-invested love and peace development.

 

To believe otherwise,

to act as if learning is nurtured best through competitive words and numbers,

used as tools to outshine the sun itself,

seems to follow the path of  Anger/Fear control fantasies,

rather than actually arriving in the Truth as Beauty co-educational paradise we actually want

with each Other.

Healthy Truth is no more a singularity
than is Beauty
or Wisdom
and Health.

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Love Muscles Contract to Expand

BodyLove feels like muscular energy,
while AgapeMindLove emerges weirdly in reverse;
mind fluency, fertility, health…

Not in any way dissonant with BodyLove,
ideally
to grow maturing health also ecologically balanced
EgoAnthro ReGenerate Positive Psychology
HealthAsWealth EarthTribal MindBodies.

That is,
I feel like we can
and do, sometimes,
grow more athletic in our love capacities,
our cooperatively positive energy.

We can grow from loving just one little Ego
into loving ourselves within a quasi-functional family,
emerging more maturely into a kinda screwed up,
but benignly cooperative as originally intended species
impatiently sometimes
too patiently other times
working through distinctions and tensions within
loving others as ourselves,
and loving and not loving some of our behaviors,
our communications,
our relationships and transactions with our kids,
our spouses but our colleagues too,
our neighbors as global residents too,
our fellow lovers exercising our cooperatively intended behaviors
of would-be perfect mind with body lovers.

I do believe we can train ourselves
and maybe even each other,
how and why to become healthier,
grow mindful,
merge more inclusive of our own,
and other’s negative behaviors,
“enemies” speaking our mutually imperfect tensions,
dissonances of misunderstanding,
misprioritizing capital-centric investments
over our cooperative (0)Riginal Intent.

This dissonance, though
suffering and loss,
anger and fear disruptions into our current love capacities,
expanding out toward a globally extending family
of regeneratively intended health-with-safety lives,
expanding back through prior generations of embryonic DNA,
back through pre-embryonic RNA
coding assignations of light as warmth,
exegetical temporal development instructions
for regenerating (0)-centric co-gravitating Time,
measured in c-squared fractals
Prime Tao CoRelational DiPolar Light,
expanding eco-echo-consciousness back through
bilaterally co-arising DNA-rooted ecologic forward,
forward toward our Great Exegetical CoEnlightenment,
forward through PostMillennial DiPolar TaoTime
speaking WinWin Gaming Theorems
in co-laterally (0)-balanced bipedal
both thumbs revolving dominant clockwise Up;

Expanding deep-rootedly, permaculturally,
sinking into positive nutrient Uracil
reconnecting sync-time Cytosine,
dipolar co-arising,
double-negative binomially septic-aptic
[Basic Attendance as Agape Self-OtherEnvironment default]
WinWin economics
YinYin optimal CQI healthy politics,
fluent plasmatic double-boundaried
wu wei health/pathology flow-power analysis
Tipping Point ecosystemic understory within
Yang/Uracil fractal-balancing formation primal functions.

Does your positively active love capacity grows ecoconsciously,
and bicamerally analogical?
Rooted within ecological metrics of light AND dualdark development,
between BlackHole deep-dense health regenerative
embryonic (0)Riginal Intention Landscapes
of Time’s Health Agenda
AND
EarthTribe’s (0)Mega Exegetical Language Landscape,
speaking ReGenerative ReCreation Stories
through Beloved CoOperative Networks
of expanding love and peace networks
and reverse-correlational implosion
fusion
of Anger/Fear Power Management
suboptimizing LeftBrain deduce-and-dominate
monopolistic as monoculture WinLose
Yang dominating Yin culturing recessions toward pathological dissonance
competitive ego-centric consciousness,

rather than
Left loving Right’s positives and negative-dissonant dipolarity
with positive and pathology health and safety development functions.
within ecosystemically nested networks
of cooperatively intended economic with politically positive communication trends
from, as well as toward,
health v. pathology co-intelligent co-arising memory,
stretching light’s ecobalancing co-arising healthy Time
toward EarthTribe’s Beloved Communities
EcoSystemic self-correcting WinWin Networks
of P=N(NP)
as Yang-notnotYin
co-arising dipolar light-squared eco-balancing Tipping Point
Prime Co-Relational Function
of Universal ThermoDynamic TaoBalance.

More simply and therefore lovingly said,
we become better lovers within Earth’s more loving organic environments
wherein we evolve easier to recognize active love power muscle tone,
harmonic tunes,
and flexibility to reverse time’s energy
of diastatic muscle and skeletal tense body strength-power-over environment,
over Other,
over others,
over future and through past moments of anger and fear management
by muscling through,
pushing egocentric as anthrocentric evolutionary theories of ultimate WinLose
survival of the Yangiest.

Yin love power optimally grows in love from
and through and for and with
Yang’s CQI Earth-ReGenerative Health and DNA//RNA Safety,
with mutually co-arising HistoriCultural,
EcoLogical-EcoNomic,
Political-CoOperative
Evolutionary Agenda Items
extending proof-lines back toward
(0) sum bilateral soul-emergent cosmological-eco-open-systemic intent.

To grow healthier Yin with Yang balancing ecoconscious love,
relax discontenting Yang-strained and stressed muscles,
feed them better nutritional balance,
to include less sleep deprivation,
to oxygenate and feed muscles and bones and tendons
including breathing and stretching,
strengthening mindfulness
by strengthening lifestyle maintenance and grace-movement.

Polypathic practices of dipolar equivalent balancing,
stretching Basic Attendance transliterative and transubstantiating consciousness
as Ego’s natural-spiritual mental health center

Where PowerFlexing is good,
but so is polycultural-outcome stretching,
breathing and beating and dancing
toward general health maintenance of one nondual co-arising mindbody,
exegetically evolving (y)our economic health
as politically cooperative YangYin-Body wealth.

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ReCreating Organic Freedom

We created clients as consumers of education
and called this freedom to learn.

We created competitive,
ranked,
hierarchical,
professional caste-system schools
and called them freedom from unhealthy superstitions of extended families,
freedom from historic threats looming within mysteriously encultured biosystems.

We created prisons
and called them freedom from crime.

We created criminal clients
and called this freedom to enculturate indigenous tensions
struggles between Anger Management housekeepers
and uncivilized crime amongst themselves.

We created corporate ownership
without concomitant social,
political and economic responsibility,
and called it private property,
where once grew healthy therapeutic Commons.

We created slaves to others’ production of corporate wealth
and called us consumers and clients of RealTime,
economic and political competition life.

We created financial wealth
and called it powerful political health.

We created religious culture-fossilized Traditions,
brittle and stagnant absence of healthy evolution,
and called them spiritual-enspirited paths toward healthy vocations.

We created government by popular election
and did not call it survival of the wealthiest EgoCentrists.

We might like to create freedom to learn freedom from anthrocentrism,
to listen to self-governing nutrition-consumers producing co-valued information
about how and where and when we have substituted WinLose shortcuts
for WinWin co-mentoring political,
economic,
ecologically cooperative healthy-wealth of freedom orthopraxis,
organically and spiritually exegetical,
regenerative emergence,
evolving great millennial
and small intimate revolutions
networking Earth’s cooperative consciousness.

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AgapeMind and ErosBody

It is my intimate physicality,
genderality,
sexual identity,
homonality,
juiciality of love,
Yang-fused Eros rather than a less intensely elational Yin-Agape,
troubling me,
remaining dissonantly articulating
through aging bones of mind and body,
Theorem and Proof,
this despairing of time and place
for expanding mutual reincarnating future loves.

Love as integrity of touch and addictive hypnosis
co-arising Ego’s synergetic nurture,
feeding and fueling nature’s beloved Other,
within PrimalPair frames,
Coupling communicators and regenerators,
mutually fusing Eros,
exploring our integrally intimate co-incarnating Agape.

My youngest son has cerebral palsy
which has limited his mind’s capacity to understand and form abstractions,
such as language,
yet he well understands nurturing v. pathological relationships.

I wonder what distinctions between Yang’s Eros and Yin’s Agape
lie within this my love’s perfection Son?
His responses to life’s variables and constants
remain both uninformed by,
and therefore unrestricted by,
love’s metaphysical abstractions
about what our relationship could look and feel and smell and taste like tomorrow
that would distinguish imagined differences
from how we feel together today.

This perpetual youth of love’s human incarnation
cannot age and learn and develop into diffusion
and dissonance of his body’s response to Eros-Yang
and his mind’s resonance with Agape-Yin Self with Yin-Other
primal WinWin love relationship.

My nondually both kind and unkind Taoist Master Son,
icon of coarising Eros/Agape,
is LeftBrain nonlanguaged, non-dominant,
enculturing love of yet more synergetic organic healthy love,
as best he can recover this Golden Fleece of internal/external climate balance.

If his body feels good and healthy
his mind feels this truth as richly contenting beauty,
fertile synergetic whole (0)sum-ness,
cognitive symmetry as affective integrity.

He dreams in Eros
as he wakes to Agape v. Pathology
within his Beloved EarthTribes
communicating through networks of fertile resonance,
and occasional wilting, dissonant climatic issues,
internal seizures,
and sometimes blaring loud angry frightened mouths
he has no desire to comprehend
as anything other than cause for further laughter,
where Eros and Agape practice divine comedy co-creation stories
to unfold later.

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As We Speak

When wandering through a clinical studies program,
I began a practice of writing verbatims,
capturing the essence of conversations
messages
for their therapeutic integrity.

In this frame of mind and heart,
several years ago
I wrote this verbatim
on behalf of my daughter
with oppositional defiant disorder
and cerebral palsy.

Rereading it just now,
I wonder how different
really
are her imagined thoughts than mine
or ours,
in diverse senses
speaking with each other
across our less than confluent divides:

You asked me to ask when I need help,
and to add a please and thank you,
if at all possible.

I have done that often.

You ask me to ask to hold your hand
when you can’t otherwise hear me ask for help.

I am doing that right now.

I am not like you.
I wish I could be,
but I cannot.

I need you to appreciate me for who I am
more than attack me for who I am not,
and probably will never become.

My mind and body work similarly to yours,
but do not produce feelings and faith,
language and love
as effectively as does your incarnation.

I worry.
You and life often make me anxious,
stressed,
confronted by possibiities that I am not fully human
in your eyes and mind,
perceived as not only different but inferior.

I tend to panic.
Frequently your world overwhelms me.
I lose self-control when bombarded by too much stimulation.
I want time and Earth and life and you and us
to slow down.

In these anxious situations,
if you want to help me,
then please stop,
slow down with me,
look at me,
wait until I am ready to look back.
Just give me a moment
or two
or three
or a lifetime
to catch up.

If I can trust you to do this,
I and we will be OK.
I will learn to trust that I could be OK,
and I will feel grateful,
occasionally
to live with you,
to share my life with you
as you share yours with me.

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What You Take

What we take
without asking first,
thanking second,
what is rightfully our property,
our valuables,
our commodities and loves.

Yet we also take
what we are too ashamed to ask for,
then thank
for receiving selfless hand to open hand,
or hate for selfish lack of yes,
or resent negotiating maybes
or strings attached
further growing far more than your rightful share
of shame.

Shame,
engaging high risk acquisition choices
rather than trusting Earth’s grace,
cooperative evolution of relationships
between those who have
and those who want to live healthier,
without shame and guilt
for addictive needs, attractions,
aversions from others’ shame and guilt offerings,
final intimate NO in face of your hungry appetite
for self-regenerative identity,
less shame,
absence of guilt
for having become who you are,
for not having become
as you more lovingly intended
yet.

When did you start asking first
if I want to make our bed together?
Right after I took your breath away
with I would rather do it myself.
Right before I froze your love
because you don’t do it right.

When we take love without first asking
fertile thanks rebounding back,
we grow shame for guilty needs
squeezing out what healthy love
could otherwise breathe in.

What Ego takes without asking
Eco string attaches
Yang to Yin
Left to Right
to LeftRight EcoConsensousness,
asking Ego’s untimely Death first,
thanking Eco’s revolutionary holonic primal life,
second.

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CoRefining Healthy Conversations

Life as active love evolves toward more polycultural communication,
across both species and time,
within Earth’s Solar EcoSystemic Universe.

While this conversation includes human natured communicators,
we suboptimize our ecological balance
if endo-human discourse monopolizes our lifetime learning dialogue.

A life devoid of communicating with Earth’s diverse languages and dialects,
rhythms and patterns of development and decay,
consumption and root systemic production,
cannot optimally support sustained mental and physical health
of humane mindbodies.

Over-investing in our internal human natural and racing anthro-centric communicating systems
may have both caused and resulted in our atrophied RightBrain “yin” enculturation potential,
perhaps more richly rooted in temporal-neural norms
of RNA nature-therapeutic cousins,
bilateral
reverse-hierarchical nutrient fold-flow root-systemic
Elder Tree and Plant Forms with Organically Sustainable DiPolar Balance Function.

When we give thanks and praise
we already often remember to include our namastes and Amens!
for these our more inclusive nutritional conversations,
for Earth’s cooperative economic evolutionary transactions,
for our Open Solar EcoSystem’s sustainable climate Creation Stories,
for interdependent Great Transitions,
for crises CoArising courage to turn down our LeftBrain AnthroAlpha-language enculturation,
to tune back into our wider dialectic capacities
within Earth’s diurnal and perennial,
polycultural dialects,
as read thru (0)-EgoEco Balance
as Yang/Yin Prime Octave Temporal Frequency Harmonic Balance,
as Left/RightBrain BiCameral EcoPolitical Balance of EcoLogical Elders,
speaking DNA fractal-development fold-function open frequencies,
within octave primal 4D equivalent PolyNomial SpaceTime,
Prime-BiLateral CoOperative DiPolar CoArising NonDual ReLovingship
of Earth’s dualdark compost voices
singing Sun’s solar-elational polycultural octave frequencies
thru HumaneEarth’s evolving ecologic-dialectic
fractal-syntaxed,
reiteratively autonomic temporal-neural communication network,
WinWin self enlightenment,
self-perpetuating eco-polypathic.

Perhaps the difference between Positive Psychology mental health
and Earth-perpetuating regenerative evolution
is nothing,
Zeroism self-tautologically dipolar appositional-soul humane-structural defined,
as more cooperative political and economic dialogue networks,
now co-evolving,
Corising CoOperative WinWin Networks
following digital syntax-fractal rhythms
of reverse-nested octave-byte flow patterns
of healthy nutrient-social-political, and, soon,
even more cooperative WinWin economic digital languages
of PolyCultural ReGenesis REVolutions
as resolutions of multi-paradigmatic (0)-autonomic temporal/neural associated dissonance,
appositional dipolar with primal Tao-natured confluence.

Now, if you, like me, have yet to finish your first and last cup of decaffeined
quasi-guilty pleasure,

Allah knows that even ants consider this stuff, taken straight,
without any chaser,
toxic,
what kind of conversation with Earth’s Day am I starting
with this cup of decaf, skimmed milk and refined honey?
Tasty, but probably not self-optimizing mindbody behavior,
stirring up some dissonant caffeine grounds
for further dissonant lack of fluent conversations
if only due to my unceasing need to pee.

anyway, I’m back,
I think,
therefore we are,
this is a lot to take in through our eyes and ears
about our tastes and feels and smells
as Earth’s endosymbiotically evolving conversation
about how to Great Transition
from LeftBrain cultured imbalance,
back to those brief Golden Elixir Moments
in blissful primal EgoMemory,
of knowing love with Earth
as peaceful light and root communication
thru some primally nutritional health system,
possibly dualdark or “notnot” or dipolar yin-rooted
in Earth’s TransParent BlackHole BiLateral CoArising Future-as-Past Memory,
YinYin = WinWin Balancing Universal DiPolar DiaStatic Yang CoOperative ReGenerativity,
0)RiginalMega Point
of Time’s FlowYang with EbbYin-Fractal-Squared
Prime (0) PolyNomial CoArising Function.

For me,
it seems more ego-therapeutic,
and hopefully ecotherapeutic,
to listen to the stars,
the crickets, birds, frogs,
rivers, surf, wind, fire, rain
about this climatic dis-ecological pain we share
than to read the morning paper.

Sometimes I hear more about what my humane Ego truly craves
to see and feel and smell and taste
by listening to music
singing love
sometimes also speaking of love
as food for mutual enrichment,
life’s dialectic open gestalt,
co-evolution,
rather than listening to Presidential non-dialogues,
non-discernment,
competing rather than Both-And cooperative conversating,
rapacious word-weapons
rather than rhapsodies with harmonic,
even operatic,
CoArising Original Design Intent.

And, should mental health
Both-And Positive Psychology
have anything at all to do with steering clear of
LoseLose hierarchical-monoculture-exclusive power structures
of mutual competition,
the each EgoPlayer
must reiteratively choose to speak either Win or Lose
and is prohibited by Ego’s LeftBrain bicamerally self-blinding investments
to BusinessAsUsual repress,
become sad,
suffer from LeftBrain dissonant enculturation loss,
chronic stress unlikely to notice slower Win to CoWin BothAnd options,
regenerationg revolving Eco-RNA/DNA-Centric Solidarity,
political with eco-normic and logically rational LeftRight bicameral balance,
love as synergetic life
in RealTime co-incarnating healthy conversations
on co-vegetating EarthBound matters.

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Politically Correct Wilderness Behaviors

It’s not that I mistrust you,
though sometimes I feel I must distrust
either me or you.

I ambivalently choose both.

So yes, of course, this is about your behaviors
in relationship with mine,
aggressive and impulsive.
Behaviors of addiction
to a child’s malignant sense of humor
and anger as synaptic fear
of loving inalienable powers of freedom
from and to yet further behaviors,
too often aggressive and impulsive,
too seldom shy and demure
as water flowing into deeper gravitas.

Behaviors inspired by Assertiveness Training
on steroids,
mainlining a fix
to fill recent behavioral abstinence,
dreams and fantasies standing in for life,
addiction to action
not counting absent minutes of no behaviors.

Do not remind me
“actions have consequences.”
How is this not a vacuous tautology?
merely repeating response meets stimulus,
nouns regenerate verbs
as subjects pursue objectives.

We do not really need dualistic behaviorists
as much as we crave nondual interpreters of patterns,
feeding those with cooperative intent and, yes, behaviors,
but action, response, as praxis,
walking a cooperative walk
outspeaks talking a competing game of good v. bad behavior.

Hoping for better health next year
while pouring chemicals on our lawns
and down our throats
feels like an ecotherapist observing toxic relationships,
enumerating nutritional transactions,
despising monocultural weedpatch development trends,
counting numbers of deaths v. births through minutes passed,
only to conclude that actions,
like inactions,
have consequences,
and lack thereof.

Behaviors ebb and flow ionic,
nondual bionic,
as communication reiterates iconic truths
of history’s encultured wild addictions
fighting freedoms to develop love,
sometimes more quietly,
freedom from addiction to aggressive impulses
to share this love and fear,
lovely fear,
fearful love,
in life’s conflicted ways,
supported by ecotherapists of active communication
rather than behaviorists of counting
endless predictable cycles
of destimulating response.

It’s not so much I distrust behaviorists as scientists,
though sometimes I mistrust nondual us.

Failure to control global and national mindbody impulses,
resulting in anger-induced responses
and fear-reduced reactions,
is a failure to control climate sustainability
through indulging competitive addictions.
Regeneratively effective healers speak not as mere behaviorists;
co-mentors immerse baptized within this polypath pilgrimage
toward better communicated enlightenment,
sometimes shy and demure,
but always nondual love-management intended,
most certainly always, always kind,
though nature’s kind co-teaching/learning evolution
can feel harsh to swollen Ego’s feet,
walking in habitual circles
toward nowhere good
or true
much less divine.

What good are a child’s safe hands
with no safe mind?
What benefits emerge from kind and loving hands
tagging along with healthy motivated feet
to sustain ecologically balancing mindbody co-operators,
solidarity of EarthTribe’s EcoMentors,
too busy managing our bugs and parasitic ways
to build political economic empires of surfing sand.

I distrust myself
when reduced to behaviorist judge
of self and others.
I trust us to induce healthy communication of love as life,
robust through healthy wealth.

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